#Dre is my unstable ghost boy he needs kisses but also god he needs to confront his sins /lh

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Okay expanding onto what I reblogged involving the ghost au:

The MAIN reason why Dre is with Cala romantically and platonically is that she has no idea who or what he is and happened to him. She doesn’t know about his world or anything! And deep down she feels safe since she wouldn’t know what he’s done

And that gets played a lot in the second half of the au when she goes to the server with him and she slowly meets everyone.

And everyone feels so familiar to him but at the same time— he doesn’t know who they are at the same time.

With Punz and Techno he feels the safest with but it just feels— off. And he doesn’t know why.

And god he definitely has no idea why he basically blacks out in a panic when he sees Q and Sam.

The whole world and the people just feel so tainted and unsafe.

And then there’s Cala who just feels..untainted

Who is just as lost as he is on what is going on

And he does love her— he does so much.

But sometimes it just feels like to him and others that— maybe he only likes her because she doesn’t know the truth of anything.

And a part of him wants to remember why these feelings feel so horrible but he holds himself back and he just- he wants the safety in her. So he starts being more aggressive.