#Dont play with ne wtf hes so hit

[joonggphilia]

alr now wtf

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[ilajue]

i think habing an eyepatch would be cool i want to be a purate good eth ing im not a cyclopse because then it would make me blind lol krinios can never be a pirate they just started using hethey pronouns thats oretty cool i know peolem put theor pronouns in theur location on twt but my location has heen eeby deeby so long that ove gotten attached and i dont want to change it plus id knt want peopke to refer to me and also i pick fights with elons wierd nerda on twt enough that ut woukd be easy qmmo for them i dont thibk not having labled pronouns makes me a bad person its just not somthibg i want because im kinda figuring out gender rn yk i feel pressured to di ut because i want to nake trans peopke feel safe but also it doesnt seem like that big of a deal but akso i dobt want peolle to send ne hate because even tho it doenst rky bother me ut is uncomfy to delete death threats from your dms whixg is what i did today but mf also xalled me slurs publically so hes been blicked and reported. peolle rly go so far to defend their investments on twt the crypro community is fucking insane imagine getting so pissed off that some kid is making fun of your waifu muskrat and your favorite cryptocurrency "cummies" that you harrass them for an hour wuth death threats lol no life anywyas one experience i will never forget is one time in 6th grade it was 3am and a car drove past my house playibg loud mucic but it wasnt party kusoc or anything it was eliza hamilton singing burn wtf why where thy ey pumping that i remember being excited at the time becaud ei really liked hamilton but looking bqck that dhitd confusing i like hamolton i thinkbthat thr music is good but lin manuel mirands voice irritates me and also some parts of that play where pretty racist plus the setting of the play was also not gold for poc extras i think i saw a testemony from an extra about it i was gonna read but it was long ajd i got distracted. becaus of that i try not to listen to the musoc on spotify but also at the end of the day im onky one perskn and a spotify stream is like a quarter of a cent and also even if i was listening on youtube im still givong profut to yoytube and whatever fucked up company thats advertizing their child labor made products to me bro if we had no child labor laws today thry would absoltuley never be put in place. i want a motorcycle because i think i would look cool but also i dont want to get hit by a car yk why do peopke want to pee when they gear rubnibg water whats the wvolutionary benfit to that like did monkes see water abd be like yah i want to contaminate thzt so bad. also why isnt there a shit version of that how come we dont have a sound that induces shit like the brown note i liked that epidode of south park it was the first episode i saw and it was funny but i saw it with my dad and he taljied about the revolutionary animation of southpark and how it was super techbologicakky advaced fot thr time and i didnt pay attention vecaue i didnt care but south park is cool i dont trust peolle who say its their favorite show tho vecause thry are probobly very bad at picking up on the sarvasm of it yk the song in southpark movir got nominated for the song version of the oscars and the three dude crators got incredibly high as showed up in dresses they walked so thst harry styles could run the song was avout hating canada it sgould have won also the guy in the pibk dress looks good he kinda popped off look up the pictures anyways damn bro its betime i dont thy ink anyone read this :]

[kaiji-chan-blog]

Oumas Mental breakdown (eng subs)

Jes, i used the voice translator for this. Just ignore my random comments xD 

Ouma: "I-i won't..." Shuuichi: "O-ouma-kun?!" Ouma: "HAHAHAHA! YOU REALLY BELIEVED ALL THIS FAKE-CRYING I JUST DID?!" "YOU IDIOTS! I DIDN'T CARE THAT MUCH ABOUT GONTA! WHY WOULD I THO?!" Tsumugi: "Y-you were fake-crying..?" Ouma: "If i would be... how do you say it... honest, Gonta didn't matter to me." (he actually said something about a true thing inside of him, but this makes more sense to me) "He was just a waste of space in this whole game and.. Of course that(the fake-crying) was just a lie to convince you to believe in me!" "You see? Lies are useful!" Kaito: "What are you saying...?" Shuuichi: "So... All that crying he did before Gonta died... Wait Ouma, what is this 'true thing' you're talking about?!" (i guess ouma is talking about the monster inside of him...) "Why did you make Gonta do that?" Ouma: "Of course to make this more interesting." (Ouma you sociopath) Shuuichi: "Huh--!" Ouma: "I used Gonta like a little kid playing with their doll. He was just a tool in this game. I thought i could end it with this, since you wouldn't be able to find the true culprit. Me, the puppeteer, or him, the puppet." (damn ouma) "But well, think about it." "The fact that we worked together to save everyone" "I never betrayed that." Shuuichi: "B-but why did you use Gonta for-" Ouma: "Nishishi~" (Ouma goes insane again wtf) "WHO CARES ABOUT THAT IDIOT?!" (gonta probably lmao) "I SIMPLY WANT TO HAVE FUN PLAYING THIS GAME OF DOUBT, PARANOIA AND SUSPICION!" (he is still taking this as a game... and i think he really has to fight that monster inside of him, he switches so often right now i can't-) Shuuichi(thinking): "While saying that, Ouma laughed with a psychotic smile." "As soon as i saw that smile, one word in the back of my head popped up." "Evil intent." (Ouma never wanted to do anything bad, it's the monster, get your facts straight Shuuichi-) "So he used his innocent body to hide his evil intentions." (GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT SHUUICHI THERE'S A GODDAMN MONSTER INSIDE OF OUMA!) (Lmao, Ouma just read shuuichis thoughts) (Ah, Ouma is going crazy because his plan to save everyone failed and now everyone is putting so much pressure on him, it's hard for him to keep the monster inside... And Ouma saw a video that drove him even more insane... OUMAS SANITY GETS SO DAMAGED IN THIS KILLING GAME I CAN'T-) Ouma: "Hey, i *am* an evil leader, right?" "And since i'm an evil leader, i have to be like that, don't i?" (Omg ouma... der hört sich total an als würde der gerade immens zittern...) "Seeing you all suffer like this, me being an evil leader, my body must be shaking from excitement... But why do i feel none of that?" (I guess he really is shaking as shit...) (and he starts shouting again, monster up) "I JUST LOVE TO SEE PEOPLE SUFFER! DON'T YOU KNOW THERE ARE THIS KINDS OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD!?" "Without a big reason, this people, people like me enjoy to see others suffer. AND I JUST WANT TO SEE THIS CRUEL WORLD BURN!" (i'm literally shaking from this translation, i feel so bad for ouma..) Kaito: "Are you serious right now..?" Maki: "So you did this just for your own entertainment? To have your fun?" Ouma: "What's so wrong about that? You kill for money, don't you? I'm not that mean like you, Harumaki-cha-" (rip maki xD) Maki: "I do it for my orphanage, but of course a stupid bastard like you wouldn't understand that. And stop calling me 'Harumaki', that's disgusting coming from you." (AND NOW YOU'RE DEAD MAKI) "Do you wanna get killed?" (LAY ONE HAND ON OUMA AND YOU'RE DEAD!) Ouma: "Nishishi~ Harumaki-chan really does have an angered face~" "But you all believe people way too easily." (i think ouma has trouble trusting people, this just makes me wonder more about his backstory...) "If you look at it from a paranoia standpoint, like me-" (monster takes over) "HAHAHAHHA! THAT MEANS GONTA AND IRUMA DID DIE FOR SOMETHING MEANINGLESS LIKE ME!" (aaaah... Ouma made gonta kill iruma, because he is really scared of dying, so he *had* to make him do it, or the monster inside of him would've done it...) (and dont call yourself meaningless ouma...) Kaito: "What are you saying?!" Shuuichi(thinking): "As Momota said that, he sprinted all the way to Ouma like a bullet." Narrator: *punch sound* Shuuichi(thinking): "A blunt noise echoed through the room." (ah, kaito *wanted* to punch him, but Ouma was faster than him lmao) Ouma: "Oh sorry, i actually wanted to dodge. (ouma wanted to dodge, the monster wanted to hit kaito. Monster won...) But, see what i did instead~" Shuuichi: "Momota-kun!" Kaito: "You bastard..!" Ouma: "And well, just by the way, even though it might just be my imagination, But why did that punch come so slow? You could've easily be faster than me..." Kaito: "Ngh-!" Ouma: "Could it be that Momota-chan is hiding something from me..?" Maki: "MOMOTA! Are you okay?!" Shuuichi(thinking): "Maki stared at Ouma with a sharp glare." Maki: "Didn't you say you're not good at physical activities?.." Ouma: "Haha, you believed that lie~!?" (ouma, stop making fun of Maki, you're getting in danger. Maki deserves it, but she definetly wants to kill you right now) Maki: "Do you want to get killed?!" Ouma: "Aw, did i make you angry? Now you're going to say 'this is for Momota' and finally kill me, right?" Shuuichi: "C-calm down Harukawa-san!" Ouma: "Nah, let it go Saihara-chan. Harumaki-chan isn't someone who would quit if it's for Momota-chan." "And Momota-chan is just an uncool guy who can't do anything." (HAHA RIP KAITO XD) "He says he is an ultimate astronaut, but he's barely even at training level-" Shuuichi(thinking): "Even after all that, Ouma didn't stop there. But everyone started ignoring him, just rushing to Momota." Tsumugi: "Momota-kun! Are you okay?" (MOMOTA WANTED TO HIT OUMA, WHY ARE YOU ALL ONLY CARING ABOUT KAITO!? GODDAMNIT!) Kiibo: "Can you stand? Here, you can lean on me." Yumeno: "I'm sorry, my MP is at zero, i can't heal you..." Ouma: "Wait... Everyone? Why is everyone so worried about that dork who tried to hit me?" Shuuichi: "You're the dork here, Ouma-kun." Ouma: "H-huh..?" (HE LOOKS SO HURT BEING CALLED THAT BY SHUUICHI ;Q;) Shuuichi: "Momota-kun has everyone at his side, you have nobody at your side." "And not everyone is like you." (Shuuichi, you misunderstood him...) Ouma: "Haha! Are you all being friends? Even in a game like this, you still make friends? Then why am i getting left out?" "....." "Huh, how boring you all are. Ne, Saihara-chan, you just destroyed the exciting mood, congratulations." (he looks bored, he talks bored. Jep, all in all, he is bored xD) "Whatever. I'll just tell you all now." (monster takes over) "I'LL BE THE ONE TO WIN THIS GAME!" Shuuichi(thinking): "After that, Ouma-kun started walking and went away." (fiiiinallly goddamnit)

[survivormoves]

— basics

▸ is your muse tall/short/average?

well he’s 5′9″. is that tall? is that average? is that short? U DECIDE.

▸ are they okay with their height? he don’t really care? is this something he should care about he wonders

▸ what’s their hair like? dark, brown, a frikkin mess nowadays, back in the days slicked back, or parted.

▸ do they spend a lot of time on their hair/with their grooming? lol no, not at all.

▸ does your muse care about their appearance?

back in skybox? oh definitely. needed to strike a good appearance. as the days passed on by? no, no not anymore. he’s gotten to the point of whatever, i don’t care, i look handsome? cool, i don’t look handsome? whatever you say. my hair’s a mess? feel free to do something about it if ur close enough to me. theres blood on my clothes? wow what a surprise.

▸ does your muse care about what others think about them?

he ... hmm... he definitely did back in skybox. needed to make sure he was feared/respected/listened to. during s1 he definitely still clung to that care of what others thought about him with bellamy. aka caring what HE thought about murphy. as the story progresses, he comes to a point where he just... no longer really gives a shit. up until the point where he starts to care again.  it’s an on and off button [ snorts ] like he definitely cares what his space fam thinks about him? but also still feels they’re better off without him

— preferences

▸ indoors or outdoors?    outdoors and indoors ▸ rain or sunshine?    sunshine but rain’s nice too ▸ forest or beach?    forest there’s caves there ( but beaches can be fun too ) ▸ precious metals or gems?    wtf do i do with gems. precious metals i suppose? ▸ flowers or perfumes?    flowers we dont need perfume ▸ personality or appearance?    personality, appearance is a bonus. ▸ being alone or being in a crowd?   really depends... i feel he mostly likes sort of being alone, but not all the time? like alone with 1 person with him? crowds usually end up with bad shit happening. ▸ order or anarchy?    anarchy. ▸ painful truths or white lies?    painful    truths. he’ll always go for painful truths. unless a white lie saves his life. he doesn’t like being lied to himself, though. ▸ science or magic?    science, there’s no magic in the world. ▸ peace or conflict?    complicated ▸ night or day?    both ▸ dusk or dawn?    both ▸ warmth or cold?    warm ▸ many acquaintances or a few close friends?    a few close friends ▸ reading or playing a game?     playing  a  game.

— questionnaire

▸ what are some of your muse’s bad habits? he has bullets for words, doesn’t know how to shut up, ever lasting sarcasm and sass, dark humour, doesn’t know how to fix himself, tends to thrive in chaos and create such too, can’t believe someone would stick with him, serious issues, low self esteem. do i need to go on?  

▸ has your muse lost anyone close to them? how has it affected them? a ton of people, really. the first one having been his father at the age of 9. he never really got the chance to bounce back from that loss. it affected him the worst because through that his mother spiralled so much. and he got the blame for it, again and again. the happy little family they had been had been floated the moment he saw his father’s body leave that room, floated out. soft caresses replaced by hard hits physically, mentally and emotionally. his father’s death destroyed them. then his mother’s death happened and further ruined him. after that in skybox he had to watch his bunk mate off himself because he wanted to go on his own terms. throughout the years there he’s seen people be shipped off to get floated once they reached the appropriate age.  he turns closed off to many, isolated in a way. doesn’t let a lot of people get close to him. can be counted on one hand, really. i think in a sense charlotte’s death affected him too because he was responsible for that. and yes he was fucking pissed off at her, because they hanged him for her crime. but he hadn’t intended for her to do what she did. he realizes at that point he’s made a mistake by letting his rage fuel him to the point of no return. even if he wasn’t really close to charlotte, but still. after that the closest death would be finn, the peacemaker. that one opened his eyes in a sense too. and eventually craig, even though he wasn’t super close to him, it was also an eye opener.

▸ what are some fond memories your muse has? it’s hard. he wants to say the happy moments spent with his family, but they’re clouded with all the shit that happens afterward. so they’re bittersweet because he had it all, everything his young heart could long for, and then it was ripped from his hands. so i suppose i’ll say that the fond memories he has are with emori. just tiny little things. her laugh, teases, her very first shower, exploring the mansion with her, their first time and the sheer l o v e and just-- yeah. the moments he’s been given affection by his space fam are a big plus too.

▸ is it easy for your muse to kill? to be honest, it’s.... scarily easy. but he has to live with the consequences of his actions for the rest of his life. two kills he had done out of rage, out of revenge. out of a sheer believe that it was JUST. that he was allowed this because they had tried to kill him. the second death he was partly responsible for wasn’t really in his book. he doesn’t LIKE to kill, but he WILL if he must.

▸ what’s it like when your muse breaks down? hmmmmm... if he snaps, he snaps. what kind of breakdown do we talk about, though? in season 1 we see him break down in a sense of fuck it all, i’m a goner anyway might as well burn the kingdom down with my downfall. but there’s also other break downs. like the realization he was going to starve to death in that bunker. driving him over the edge. and then the screams and shouts i nseason 4 when they take emori from him. and then in season 5 complete isolation and pushing everyone away.

▸ is your muse capable of trusting someone with their life? good one. he has... major trust issues. which is really understandable with all the shit happens. i have conflicted feelings over this question. like at one point, i think he WOULD be capable of trusting someone with his life. aka emori. and perhaps in season 5 even bellamy. but in all...?  i think it would be really hard.

▸ what’s your muse like when they’re in love? a love sick puppy. [ killed ] nah, he’s loyal through and through. adores and loves and just wants to cling onto this happiness given to him. worships his s/o, cherishes with kisses and touches and hand holding and just. he’s stupidly adorable once in love. but also dangerously lethal if the one he loves is in danger.

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