#Doctor basically told me to keep doing what I'm doing for it. 😭

[iero]

Any of you guys take BuSpar for anxiety? Any thoughts on it? I'm officially on it as of today.

[etheries1015]

I had sort of a crack idea of what would the non-human twst boys do if their crush or s/o was allergic to them? Savanaclaw and Octonivelle with like the fur allergy and seafood allergy. Maybe diasomnia’s s/o has some sort of fairy allergy? Sorry if this is too silly for you to write, it’s alright if you don’t 😭

I LOVE THIS BECAUSE I'VE HAD A SIMILAR THOUGHT i'm allergic to cats and i'm like...man what am I gonna do around Grim BUAHAHA...this is a great idea. Nothing is too silly to write my friend!

Non-human Twst boys reacting to a S/O who is allergic to them!

featuring: Savanaclaw and Octavinelle!

general warnings: gender neutral reader, not really proof read \

TW: None! just fluff. and allergies.

Leona

The first time you sneezed around him, they didn't know it was literally BECAUSE of him. This was until you two took a nap together for the first time, and when you woke up he saw your face...Oh, brother. Your eyes were puffy and red, congested, and your nose leaked like nobody's business. He genuinely felt bad about this, but wouldn't let you in on his true feelings/emotions. Without understanding the cause (though he had an inkling) he immediately took you to the doctor.

"They're allergic to me? What kind of shitty nonsense is that?!"

Leona invested in the most expensive of healthcare for you. Allergy pills and whatnot, because he wasn't about to sacrifice his lovely naps with his significant other. No amount of allergy is gonna stop him from getting what he wants, and that is your affection.

Ruggie

"Sooo...basically you're saying you're allergic to me? Cause' im part heyena?"

"It's a little more complicated than that. It's more like...animal dander? I guess?" You didn't seem to certain in your answer either, it was more or less a guess since...well, there wasn't half beast half human where you are from. You can only make an educated guess on why you're so allergic to him based off of the information you had back at home.

Ruggie is honestly so sad about this. He can't afford to get you any treatments or medical help with this, so you two just have to be careful. He does manage to get his hands on some special washing products (probably legally) and takes extra care of what he eats, and how clean he his. He's consistently brushing his hair and cleaning his ears.

"Man i'm such a simp. What's wrong with me?!" ...He isn't used to bending backward for people. But seeing you so sick around him, hurt him even more than his pride, so he of course would do anything to make sure you're as comfortable around him as possible. Ahh...the power of love <3

Jack

He gives me the "I must stay away from you for your own good," Type. Although this doesn't last very long. Jack is incredibly loyal, and he's far too attached to let you go. There's times where he would try and keep a distance (much to your annoyance), but when you began sneezing and itching your eyes you knew he was somewhere nearby. Jack is protective like that, but it pains his heart to see you so sick because of something he cannot control.

He does both a mix of what Ruggie and Leona does. He took up extra part-time jobs to afford good allergy medication for you, the entire works. Pills, eye drops, nasal sprays, breathing treatments...He also invests in high-quality shampoo and conditioner to help rid of his dander and hopefully reduce the amount of shedding he has.

With the amount of hair Jack has, he is CONSTANTLY brushing it and it is CONSTANTLY shedding. He does EVERYTHING under the sun to control this, all for you. Although... this is a partnership! You told him that a relationship goes two ways. You love him regardless of how itchy you may get, and you equally chip in to problem-solve.

You're both loyal to each other until the very end, no matter what trivial matters may get in your way <3

Azul

He knew before you two started dating that you had a severe allergy to seafood, so he made it a point to avoid you. But...that didn't stop YOU from coming to HIM. It was one of the things that drew him towards you, the way even though you were gaining a rash you would still wrap your arms around the back of him. Although it wasn't as bad in his human form, he was always terrified what would happen if he were to unleash his original form.

But worry not! We are talking about the literal king of potionology. He finds a remedy very quickly, and you trust him...a little too fast. He is astonished when he says;

"Take this...the second you drink this your allergies will be something of the past. But be warned-" You grabbed it out of his hand and chugged it. He stared at you with his jaw slacked open, his face turning a deep shade of hot red when you throw yourself onto Azul and place a big fat kiss against his cheek.

He imploded. But hey! his potion worked! He tried to get you to give him some sort of paypack, but you mentioned that your form of payment was in that kiss.

He now demands kisses every time he makes the potion for you <3 It's kind of a silent agreement. He just stares at you after you're done drinking it, and whenever you feign ignorance the point upon his lips is far too obvious.

Jade

The first time you broke out in hives, he remained completely calm. Jade is rather smart, and he understands your allergy must be because of his disposition as a mer-folk. Although in human form, he couldn't help but notice the way you would hide your rashes either behind makeup or by bulking clothing. He was amused by this for a moment, but when he saw it worsen he couldn't help but become worried.

"Why would you go so far for me? what do you gain by allowing yourself to become sick?" When you replied with a blush that you simply liked Jade, thus his shock soon turned into action. He excused himself for a few days to climb mountains and collect the most effective of flowers and medicinal remedies for allergies and put together a potion that you were able to take to alleviate your symptoms.

He isn't the vice house warden for nothing! His talents and magic prowess truly aided him, albeit in a way that was seemingly selfish. It was all worth it for you, though.

But he does use you as an example during a class project in potionology, having you stand up in front of the class while he compares your allergies before and after taking the potion.

He got a 100% in the project. And a Significant other. A win-win for everyone!

Floyd

Floyd is much smarter than he lets on. The moment he hugs you from behind and touches your arm, he notices the rash right away. He eyed it with a frown, and without saying anything he let go of you much to your dismay, leaving you to your lonesome for a few days on end.

You had to admit you missed Floyd, his silly jokes and way of talking, his unpredictable personality, and the attention he would often give y you. While sitting at the table during a free period, your head was propped up against your hand and a sad sigh escaping your lips.

"Ehhhh? Why is shrimpy sitting here all alone? Didya miss me?" A familiar voice teased as arms wrapped around you and something akin to a vegetable drink set in front of you. You gasped and smile up at the tall male, who wasn't wrapping his arms around you as you were used to, typically ignoring the itching of your rashes. He convinced you to drink what he sat in front of you, and although you eyed it with suspicion, you sighed and drank it in one gulp and tightly shut eyes.

Nothing happened. You turned to look over at Floyd, about to question the purpose of making you drink the (surprisingly tasty) smoothie-like liquid but were quickly interrupted by lips pressing against your own.

The kiss caught you off guard and you began to panic, talking about your allergy...before you realized that nothing was happening. No rash, no itchiness, nothing.

"Seeeee? It's a potion. I made Azul make it for me. Now I can touch you as much as I want," He smiled proudly. However he managed to convince Azul would forever be beyond you...

He forgets to give you the potion sometimes, only when you two are cuddling and a rash or itching pops up do the both of you realize it's time for a dose.

Ya'll are so silly for each other <3

[secondbeatsongs]

mister(?) sbs, will you please tell us about "diagnosis: encounter with a squirrel" off the lies poll?

so, my dad has a vendetta against the neighborhood squirrels.

sorry, this is a long one, and I couldn't think of a better place to put the readmore than right here at the start of it, so here we are!

buckle up

so my dad hates the squirrels because they cause property damage and steal the nuts off our pecan tree, and for him it's become personal, so he's waging an all-out squirrel war. he sets traps, he shoots them, and he celebrates each kill as if it's a personal victory.

(I mean hey, I don't like it, but it gives him something to do.)

but the thing is, after my dad kills these squirrels, he just disposes of them. and I think that's a waste, so...I learned how to skin them. to keep their pelts.

that's the backstory here. that's a fun thing you now know about me!

anyway, this has been going pretty well - I now have a pile of squirrel pelts under the porch, waiting for warm weather and free time so I can tan them. and I'm really careful about all of this - I wear gloves, I clean my tools well, and I never run into any problems

or at least I hadn't run into any problems until last November, when one of my nitrile gloves got a hole in it without me noticing, and I got squirrel blood all over my hand.

...a hand where I happened to have an open wound.

yeah. so. I called the local hospital and vaguely explained what happened, and asked, "uh, hey! is this something I need a rabies shot for?"

"uhh," the nurse said helpfully, "we can't give medical advice over the phone. but if you're concerned, feel free to visit the emergency room!"

and. I mean. I wasn't not concerned about it! rabies is like, a death sentence for sure, so??

so I went to the emergency room, and explained what happened to a different nurse, got stared at and told to wait, and after about 45 minutes of killing time (and listening to a man and a woman in the waiting room debate the concept of free will, argue about god, and plan an intervention for their gambling-addicted brother), I got brought back into an exam room

the doctor basically looked at my chart and asked me to explain myself, so I gave her the rundown of "cut open a squirrel, glove broke, got squirrel blood on an open wound, what do I do about that?"

she seemed more confused by this situation than anything else, but she looked up a few things, and then told me that if it had been any other mammal she would have recommended a rabies shot, but that in this area, squirrels are not a rabies risk! and so I didn't have anything to worry about

which, cool! glad to not have rabies!

anyway she disappeared for a bit to finish paperwork and stuff so I could leave, and a few other nurses wandered over and asked me the polite version of, "hey, what the fuck?" so I explained the whole thing all over again, and fielded questions like, "how…exactly…did this happen?" and "is this like...a taxidermy thing?", and "😭 but...why? I love squirrels!" until the doctor returned, told me I could leave, and then cheerfully said, "there you go! your medical record now says, 'diagnosis: encounter with squirrel'! have a nice day!"

it was definitely one of the experiences I've ever had.

but the day after that was pretty fun too, because that's when I got a phone call from the health department!

the person on the line was a nice lady with a strong, gruff southern accent, and she said, "we're required to follow up on all potential rabies risks, and I hear you had uh…a…squirrel encounter?"

jfc.

so I went over it all again with her, explaining how it happened.

times I have now had to explain the squirrel thing: 5

after I got done my sordid tale, she repeated what the doctor said about squirrels not being a rabies risk, and then tacked onto the end, "unless...before it was killed, was the squirrel acting...nutty?"

I am in love with health department lady. we will have a spring wedding.

me: "nah, the squirrel seemed normal."

her: "okay."

her: "do you uh…skin squirrels often? I mean, I can't judge."

me: "no, please do. I encourage it. this is getting ridiculous."

her: "well, still. one of my coworkers - the one I inherited this job from - he left me a taxidermied rat!" :D

me: "oh! that's cool!"

her: "it is!"

…

me: "…anyway"

her: "yeah, have a nice afternoon!"

so, that's the story of how I got squirrel blood on an open wound, got stared at by a bunch of healthcare professionals, and (probably) became a story that people tell to their friends when they need an example of a truly odd person.

the end!

oh, and the moral of this story btw (if you care to know) is that before rushing off to the ER to see if you need a rabies shot, the correct course of action is to call the health department! because they're the ones who have the data to tell you whether or not your health is at risk from getting bled on by a dead squirrel.

(at least, that's what the nice health department lady said. I hope she's doing well! I think of her often)

[starjxsung]

HEY STAR!!! so remember how I promised to spill about my injury updates??? umm I finally got some answers, which I'm excited about but everyone else seems nervous about lmao 😭 so basically I've had really bad knee pain for like, half my life and no one knew what it was. i recently had MRIs and I just had my follow up today so yayyy! the doctor was also kinda fine so that's a bonus 🤭 but I went with my dad since I'm back home rn and the doctor told us that he can see a few different issues from my X-rays and MRIs, and on their own, they wouldn't be a big deal. buttt since I have them all, they're causing lots of issues. he literally called me complex 💀 and he walked us through a couple surgeries that he thinks could help the problem. the one he thinks would help the most is kinda a lot 😀 basically he wants to cut through my femur, realign it so it's straight, and hold it in place with a plate and screws.... so yeah. and if I do end up going with that one, he'd do the left first, let it recover, and if it works well and heals nicely, he'd go back in to do my right. tbh I'm not really concerned about the actual surgery cutting into my leg amd sawing through my bone part, but I'm more worried about the recovery time especially because i play softball. but also I'm just glad to finally get answers after so long of doctors just telling me "yeah, there's something wrong, let's do physical therapy and see if it helps" FOR NINE+ YEARS 😭 like yeah atp i dont think its helping very much, is it?

but anyways I bought my ATE album and I'm excited for that. I MISSED YOU STAR BBY IM SO EXCITED TO FINALLY FILL YOU IN! HOW ARE YOU???

my kitties say hello 💕💕💕

OH MY GOD????((( I mean I’m so glad you finally got some answers and that they were able to find an underlying cause but that sounds so intense ☹️☹️☹️☹️ have you scheduled the surgery yet or are you still deciding whether you want to get it? Also what IS the recovery time??? I’m so sorry bby that sounds really rough ☹️ especially since you play softball!!!! Keep me posted on whether you go through with it aaaaaa I’m rooting for you so hard and I’m sending you all my love and healing vibes ☹️🫶🫶🫶🫶 I will deadass send flowers to your hospital room I LOVE U 💐🌻🌷🪻🌹

ALSO MY ATE ALBUM SHIPPED YURRRRR comeback this week it doesn’t even feel real 😭😭 I’m seeing Ateez tonight and then flying to LA to see them again and then Lolla the week after next and I’m crazy busy at work AAAAA I’m so stressed but also just excited for everything and I wish I could take a month off just to sleep after all my shows 😭 ALSO HELLO TO UR KITTIES WOWOWOWOW THEY’RE SO CUTIE

I love u so much angel baby keep me posted on everything I’m rooting for u so hard !!!!!!!!! LOVE UUUUUU happy skz comeback week take care of yourself for me 👼🫶🫶🫶🫶❤️ here’s momo who’s also cheering for u

[punkrockisafulltimejob]

What are you most proud of this year?

😭 you're a delight

I'm most proud of all the steps I've made in my recovery. I was actually reflecting a lot on the last two years earlier today. Basically everything that's happened since I told my ex they had to move out.

This year I have gotten back into working after two months away, and not having daily anxiety attacks at my job, started actually taking care of my physical health by making (and keeping) doctors appointments, gone to physical therapy, taken not one but two weekend getaways with my husband (and one of them was even good lol), treated myself right as much as possible, and finally started coming to terms with how my mother treated me growing up was not right, by any stretch of the imagination, even though I never blamed her for my problems the way I did my father. I'm maintaining privacy and boundaries that I deserve, I still haven't reached back out to my ex (or anyone else who negatively affected my life), and I'm strong enough to tell myself that I'm doing the right thing, whereas before I had to look to others to ensure that I was doing the right thing. I trust myself more than I ever have before.

And now I'm here. I like here. Here is good. :)

[inthestarsme]

Omg, i usually take pick a cards very much with a grain of salt, but this is actually a little crazy. I chose pile 2 and:

1. I've been struggeling with my mental health and have been thinking about getting back on meds. I'm just a little scared, bc i don't know what my doctors will say, but yeah.

2. For quite some time i've been feeling like there's something wrong with me, with my body and/ or mentally, which i cannot pin point. For example, i've been gaining a lot of weight over the last two years, which of course can happen, but i've always been able to keep the same weight, no matter what i eat, over the course of my life, so this is weird for me. Maybe this is why i get to the point of thinking i have cancer? I don't think so, because i got a full on check by my doctor and i am healthy so far. But i really hope i can get a diagnosis by june/ july, it would be a little late, but better late than never. I don't know what this diagnosis might be, but if it can get me to a more healthy point to know this, i am happy.

3. The stray cat thing is crazy, because i reeeally want a cat, but i cannot adopt one currently from a shelter. The ONLY way i told myself i could adopt a cat, is if a stray cat crosses my path, so seeing this is actually so weird😭

4. It get's even weirder: because i love cats so much but i can't adopt one, and also tbh, in the country i live in there isn't many stray cats running around, i wanted to work at an animal shelter!!! I've actually already been talking to them to work as something called an "cat petter", which is basically someone who just spends some time with cats because cats are very dependend on humans and they need to spend some time with humans every now and then, even if its just sitting next to them. Seeing this is so weirdly specific.

5. I've had this big constellation in my solar return 7th house, which can of course point to finding a partner, but it can also be a buisness partner. Honestly, i would love to have a romantic relationship, but at the same time i'm aware i might not be at a point in my life to get into a serious relationship, so maybe finding a new buisness partner, which could be a thing for me, could be a way to read this? I find it really interesting. Also, i haven't been very lucky with finding romantic partners, and what it says here would just fit 😅

6. The letting go of limitations thing: i don't know how this fits my life yet, the only thing i can think of is the fact that i've been questioning my choise of career so far. After i didn't get into art school i decided to get into a more usual academic career, but tbh, i haven't been very happy lately, and the only time i've ever been happy and fulfilled doing anything for hours is when i was doing art. So i've been thinking about trying to get back into art school again, but at the same time i'm really scared i might just be getting too old to just change careers. At the same time: i know i'm unhappy, so what point is there to keep on doing this, just because i think i'm too old (which is just by societal standards, i'm actually quite young). Idk. I hope this means i get the guts and the motivation to actually go through with trying to get back into art school, because i let go of the limitations i set myself.

So, really cool! I love seeing legit pick a cards, thank you so much to whoever did this!

PICK A CARD ⋆ 2024 Predictions!

reminder that this is a general reading and messages found here may not apply to everyone. take what resonates, leave what doesn't, and don't force anything if it does not fit.

BOOK A READING WITH ME · BOOK A 2024 YEAR AHEAD READING WITH ME (GENERAL OR NSFW) · LINKTREE · 18+ PATREON · SUGGEST A PAC TOPIC · TIPS ♡ tips, bookings, and feedback are highly appreciated!

GROUP ONE

• reprieve from financial struggles. sudden positive turnaround or breakthrough in avenues you are, and have been, actively pursuing. modelling is significant, think also modelling clay. 

• ‘california love’ by 2pac + 2 of cups. finding your soulmate… in another person or in a passion. 

• doing things you wanted to do as a child or teen - wearing bolder colours or a specific style, getting a specific tattoo, starting a specific hobby, pursuing a specific career path. 

• ‘this year was a movie’. barely having time to catch your breath with how things are changing . acting/directing breakthrough for some.

• getting your first camera for some, first luxury bag for others.

• beachside apartment. 

• be careful of oversharing; of sharing plans, hopes, and dreams, before things are finalised. you may win the lottery this year, remember to protect your information as much as possible. be wise with your energy AND your money.

• start saving and investing. 

• ‘the truth fool: be honest’. be honest with yourself most of all this year. if you can’t be honest with yourself about your dreams, goals, desires,  regrets, and mistakes, who can you be honest with? 

GROUP TWO

• highs and lows in mental health. trial and error with finding treatment or meds that agree with you. finally getting a proper diagnosis and help around june/july. 

• finding out you’re cancer free or celebrating another year being cancer free. may be someone you’re close with, too. ringing the bell with a loved one. a clothing boutique, for some.

• adopting a stray ginger cat - especially if you don’t consider yourself a cat person. 

• working at or opening your own animal shelter. 

• ‘peach’ by the front bottoms. unrequited love. confessing to someone and being led on or being rejected; for some, realising the person you’re seeing is using you as a distraction or to get over the person they actually have feelings for. 

• letting go of limitation with the way you live your life. being more adventurous. going skydiving, scuba diving, sperlunking, or deciding to become a nomad and travel while volunteering. 

• this is your year of fateful connections, with things working out for you in unimaginable ways. you may meet a future business partner at a coffee shop or a high-paying client at the gym or at a hardware/crafts store. 

• ‘the empty fool’.  this is an oracle card of unlimited potential. the guidebook says: “the empty fool invites you into nothingness for a change. he carries no message and has no meaning. he’s simply here to remind you that your life is your own, and only you can create it.  but before you manifest the things you desire, you must let go of all previous things.” you can achieve so much this year - if you don’t stand in your own way. even when things seem difficult, do not give up. your persistence will sow your rewards. 

GROUP THREE

• suddenly coming into a large amount of money or into an abundance of opportunities - you have the choice to share this new wealth with others or to use it to found a brand new life for yourself. 

• ‘say something’ by a great big world & christina aguilera. entering your first romantic relationship, having to heal wounds about love and self-worth you thought you had already healed. experiencing your first breakup.

• leaving behind your family or people who rely on you. moving to another city or country. 

• nine of pentacles + the lovers. new job opportunities offering you the chance to have your own space and independence for the first time. new apartment.

• major theme of this year: choice. having to choose between yourself and your family; between yourself and your friends; between yourself and your lover. especially between your career/desired career and others.

• “do what feels right”. follow your heart.

• your intuition levelling up. seeing improvements in your finances thanks to a tarot, astrology, divination business or social media accounts. 

• ‘habit’ by sekai no owari. 

• learning to play an instrument. 

• ‘the fool’s tax: live and learn’. facing the consequences of making the wrong choices time and time again, of following the wrong path, of fighting against destiny. you may feel things are not working out in your favour this year, no matter how hard you try or how much faith you have. it may be time to change tactics or to change paths entirely. 

GROUP FOUR

• allowing yourself to be more free in all aspects of your life – especially sexually, for some. you may have had a bad breakup in the last year or two, which has made you generally hesitant to date again or enter another relationship, but this year sees you taking positive steps to turn your love life around.

• ‘get up 10’ by cardi b. standing on business. being able to look back at this year proudly, proud of yourself and what you experienced and achieved. 

• getting cosmetic surgery or transforming yourself with skincare, diet, and gym - being able to look at yourself in the mirror and liking what you see. 

• writing a love song or romance novel. going viral/blowing up/sales increasing because of social media word of mouth. think of what happened to ‘this is how you lose the time war.’

• spending time in nature. going camping and hiking, getting your dream job working in a game reserve, national park, or otherwise with the environment. 

• welcoming your second child, for some. having twins. teaching your child/children about your job; one of them telling you they want to follow in your footsteps and do what you do and, thus, taking steps to make sure this is possible. 

• saving for higher education. 

• making the best of difficult situations. giving a sick pet all the love and care you possibly can and making sure their last moments are peaceful ones.

• ‘the faith fool: have faith’. things are working out in your favour, even when they don’t feel like it. don’t forget that. 

[ghosttownwherenoonegoes]

Oh jeez that sounds awful! I'm sorry you're in so much pain, I'm thinking of you!! And I'm glad that your manager is supportive, hopefully she'll give you enough time off for your knee to properly heal!

And also thank you!! I'm laughing about it so much now, I'm so impulsive honestly it's a curse I even told my manager that its because, and I quote, "because sometimes I just lack common sense" 😂😂😂

Thanks for being so supportive! Honestly I was gonna ask off anon but anxiety ugh 💖

This has happened to me before and when it did, I went to see a doctor and he said it's because my job is so physically demanding that it's wrecking my joints, basically. Over-exercise is the problem and rest is the solution buuuuuut obviously, I can only have so many days off work!! Not sure what I'm gonna do for tomorrow but ouchie :( I haven't taken any painkillers yet but I will if it stays like this. And I hope my work senior will give me another day off; I have a feeling I'm gonna have to take another day...😭😭😭 You're so welcome!! Oh my godddd, what did your manager say??🤣🤣🤣That's so funny!! Sometimes you just don't wanna do the thing and that's okay!!!🤣

You're welcome, I'm around all day for chatting while I work on this cuddly Eddie fic... anyone want a sneak peek?👀 It's ft Uncle Wayne because of course it is🥺anon is absolutely fine!! I can give you an emoji to sign off with in my tags so you can keep track if you want? I do that on my other writing blogs.

[somethingnubian]

June is Pride Month And while I was ate up about it being in the month of June, because my favorite day of the year, next to new years eve, was June 19th! I was even more disturbed when I learned Juneteenth wasn't even celebrated in Florida the year 2003I woke up early, got dressed and was all prepared to go somewhere, my daddy looked at me and laughed 🤣He said they don't celebrate Juneteenth here...No wonder why he makes sure to go back home to our family reunion every other year, we made it count since I could remember ✊🏽20 years later it's a Federal Holiday, what's even crazier is that I don't even get excited about Juneteenth like I used to because in 2007 or so, I stopped celebrating holidays all together I'm black 365! I am thankful 365! I am a mother 365! Santa isn't real and neither is the new year 🎊🕛🙄My skin is brown and I'm beautiful and educated Since 2003, I've grown significantly from traditional understanding to global awareness and how it affects us all, I'm still a student I didn't mean to grow so far away from family 😭There are so many people places and things I haven't attended to that I'm kind of a stranger, and I don't like itThat's not my only regret, I wish I had known student loan debt is one of the biggest financial burdens to the black diaspora. Otherwise I would have done what my father told me to do in '92, select a tradeI just had to let the voices make me believe I would not make it a teenage mother with a GED, where's the lie?A GED opened more doors than a degree, for meI didn't need to make $40k+ with a degree, I made it with a GED - my skills and willingness to work spoke for it's self A GED gave me freedom �� while a degree caused me fear and anxiety in all areas of my lifeNo disrespect to the judges, lawyers, doctors, scientists, and other professionals who have been placed in the world 🌎But if you have not reached that magnitude the freedoms of our people still need more than a flag, or Federal Holiday to fix shitWho am I? I am wife, homeschooling plant mom, who crafts and understands we all have to play our part At home I teach peace✌🏽Mind, body and spirit and how that will bring balance abundance and prosperity, where ever you goNow back to pride month, the flag is an upside down chakra flow and is missing the indigo color. It used to have eight colors that basically have similar meaning for it's colors as the chakras, arit or aritu.The history of chakras have been around much longer than any pride, skin n color or otherwise, so I will digress from reinventing that wheelI will continue to balance my chakras, collect crystals and give thanks to the elements that keep [us] breathing (air), vital (Fire), circulating (water), and grounded (Earth)Everything else just keep confusion in the world ✌🏽✍🏾🌎🧩🇱🇾💎✊🏽🔮🧿🪬🌈🎶☯️🕉️🏳️‍🌈🧲💰💻🖱️

I take pride in my crafts By LaTrecia

[callsignbaphomet]

I HAVE EXCITING NEWS!!!!!!!! ❣️

So I paid off the rest of the student loan debt with help from my mom and aunt! It's finally gone! Also they totally had my information on it wrong. Tomorrow I gotta go and finish the rest of the registration process!

Today was my appointment with the endocrinologist and when she saw my lab results she was legit like blown away. She said she'd never seen something like that before. The more weight I lose the better everything reads. The nurse checked some things like weight, blood pressure, oxygen and when she went to add it to my record she legit had to do a double take and asked my full name cuz she thought she had the wrong record. Since my first visit with them I've lost 40 pounds and overall 50 from my heavist weight. I'm fucking excited!!!!!!!!!! Doctor basically took me off Xigduo cuz I just don't need it anymore. She's keeping me on Mounjaro but upping the dosage but told me it's strictly for helping with the weight loss. I myself asked to be kept on some sort of diabetic medicine just in case so she said I can take Metformin as a "just in case". I loved the look on her face when she looked over the lab results! She couldn't stop saying how amazing and shocking it was. Nurse asked what the heck I was doing aside from the Mounjaro and I told her I go to the gym Monday through Friday for at least 2 to 3 hours. Monday, Wednesday and Friday is core and muscle exercises (I'm currently doing 4 sets of 10 with 12 poud weights and it huuuuurts so good). Tuesdays and Thrusdays are cardio and endurance. I've also completely changed my diet, I only drink water, everything is sugar free, veggie based, keto and making sure everything I eat is under 20 grams of carbohydrates. Small portions and a snack in between whenever possible. Also trying to regulate my sleep as best as I can.

Also tomorrow at 10:30 I have an interview but seriously doubt anything will come of it. Honestly, who cares? I'm going back to school in February!!!

Anyways, I'm gonna go shave and then find a screwdriver to make another hole in my belt cuz I ran out of holes to tighten it up and I almost had an accident in the parking of the doc's office 😭

[thatoneteadrinker666]

Hello! Its me again here to ask more questions!! (There's a lot I'm sorry /gen 😅)

(exterminator au)

Just as a thought experiment, what would Wilbur ever do if he woke up as a burrower, like he was suddenly tiny, would he go to Tommy? Niki? (I imagine he might be wary of going to Tommy Incase he might eat him but I can't imagine Niki would be at all willing to help him or care after he ate so many of their kind)

Also does Wilbur live with Tommy? (I've realized I've just assumed they live together though considering Tommy felt comfortable enough to keep beeduo living with him I doubt that's the case lol) so does Wilbur ever come over and give Tommy surprise visits and he has to scramble to make sure beeduo is safe

Are there anyways that safe noms could exist in this universe? (The idea Tommy could protective nom beeduo to hide them from Wilbur gives me so much serotonin though I'm guessing no since (from what I understand) Wilbur and Tommy are normal humans with normal biology (unless mayhaps they have potions in this world? Like fire res and regen and such??))

And as a little extra I can imagine Wilbur holding Niki to his throat as he swallows so she can feel his snack go down and since Wilbur is so mean he might also hold her to his belly so she can feel the burrowers squirming inside and hear them crying,,, (and when she makes a fuss over it Wilbur would just grin at her and go "you can always join them if you're so worried?")

Wilbur is so mean 😭 /pos

(and now for Keeper au asks!!)

Are SBI in this series? How do they fit in are they humans? Giants or tinies maybe 👀

I know you've said that humans don't see giants nor tinies as people but do giants and tinies view each other as people or merely predator and prey respectively?

Are safe noms a thing in this universe 👀 (storage stomachs mayhaps?)

How are the giants kept in zoos? Is it like a sort of pit so they can't climb out? (Sort of like how some enclosures for I think gorillas? Are in irl zoos but much bigger

And finally! Are Tubbo and Tommy kept in the same enclosure or different ones? And do they have their own language separate from humans?

(I'm so sorry for how long this ask was- I'm just very excited for your series 🥺)

-💖

Yesssss the excitement I get when I revive an ask for my au >:)c -cracks knuckles- let’s do this!!! >:D

For extermination au:

If Wilbur ever woke up tiny, well, he is certainly not going to ask for help. Especially NOT from food, nuh uh. He would refuse to ask Niki for assistance, considering everything he’s done to torment her, and as far as he knows, Tommy is just as hungry for borrowers as he is. Wilbur isn’t sure exactly how the magic works in his body, since it’s not like there’s books on how to eat borrowers. So yeah, he would probably hide in his room, away from everyone, to either wait it out or mentally prepare himself for this very shocking new lifestyle. :)

Wilbur actually doesn’t live with Tommy here. Tommy is still basically a kid who lives with his parents, and Wilbur is more like a family friend to him. Though sometimes Wilbur might drop by to say hi and talk to his parents, and he has to scramble to hide his borrowers. He hasn’t told his parents about what happened because they consider borrowers pests at best, and keeping two as ‘pets’ is a good way to get sent to the doctors for diseases. Tommy is pretty lucky that Wilbur hasn’t caught a sight of his borrowers yet, because he’s quite aware that Wilbur will finish what Tommy couldn’t.

Basically for any protective noms to work, the nommer would have to use something like alka seltzer to reduce the acidity of the stomach. I kinda took more of a realistic approach with this au (as realistic as borrowers can be wHEEZE) so there’s not many potions that can be used. I think human preds are fun because they can’t exactly control their digestive system. >:) So while protective noms are feasible, it’s definitely not something to do without lots of planning and preparation. Because things could definitely go wrong >:)

And YES!!! Absolutely!!!! Sometimes he’ll keep his mouth open so Niki can watch him swallow her fellow borrowers. But oooohoooo the pressing against the throat so she can feel where they went,,, and then the very casual threats after she freaks out. Yes!! Definitely!!! Even if he can’t bring himself to completely get rid of her (since she just tastes so delicious), he might as well get some of that tasty fear scent :) better than nothing!

Keeper au:

Ya know, I was definitely thinking about maybe giving the sbi a cameo, maybe with Wilbur and Techno as humans, and maybe Phil as a tiny that caused a little bit too much trouble. Would be a shame if something happened to him, definitely. :)

Giants and tinies generally see each other as, well, not exactly equals. They’re not friends, but they wouldn’t go about actively trying to hurt each other in the wild. Plus giants tend to have lower tones when they speak (along with their own language) while tinies often speak at a different frequency. So while they could certainly hear each other, it would take some practice. So tinies just try to avoid giants, and while giants won’t normally eat them, if they get desperate or are just extremely understimulated, then, well, they will. Course since the zoo is very bad at being a zoo the giants are often understimulated and very very hungry.

I’m not exactly a biologist, buuuuut I was thinking about this idea. The giants in this au will have a more complicated digestive system. There will first be a sort of holding stomach, that just sort of holds food, and then there will be an actual stomach. Well fed giants will often have both going at the same time. Zoo giants often don’t wait for the food to sit in the first stomach and will send it directly to the acidic stomach. So yes safe noms are a thing, but zoo giants don’t often use em.

The enclosure they have is basically just a really deep pit. There’s reinforced glass on basically every side so visitors can watch the giants while being safe from harm. There’s a few platforms above the pit where keepers will go for training sessions and for feeding time. The enclose is deep, but pretty small for a giant like Tommy, who has very long limbs. He’s tried escaping, but gets either shocked or simply is refused food. And since he’s already starving, Tommy isn’t too willing to risk losing food.

And finally, Tubbo and Tommy are kept in different enclosures! Because the zoo doesn’t want them working together to escape, because then who knows what havoc they’ll cause and how many people they’ll eat. But their enclosures are pretty close together, so they can still talk to each other. Sometimes one will crouch down to look at the other through the observation windows just so they know that they’re still alive. And yes, giants have their own language, which is both helpful and not helpful. Because when they’re caught, they have to learn the humans’ chosen language in order to be trained, or they’ll be punished. They don’t have to learn everything, just commands that they’ll have to listen to if they want food.

And that’s it! Thank you for sending the ask aksnsismshsnsksn I can’t explain how happy it makes me. Made my day better :)))) no matter how long the ask, I will definitely ramble about my aus!

[redundantharpoons]

i'd love to read a summary of gen imp. also thank you for writing bio imp. i love it to bits. hope you have a great one!

Thank you for asking! Sorry on the slow response, was out of town for like a week. :)

Basically everything planned for Gen Imp after the jump.

So, from Moira's perspective the general development arc was that she was hired by Overwatch and she'd thought that she would have much more autonomy and/or important work than she has. In reality she was put in a basement lab and given mind-numbingly simple genotyping tasks: Every so often Winston delivers DNA samples to her that she has to genotype and analzye. No one told her what "for", so she's doing what we would refer to as "exploratory data analysis." This will come up later.

She also sees Angela as a much more antagonistic entity than Angela actually is; Moira assumes that Angela is the roadblock to doing more interesting work.

With Angela's request for the insemination Moira sees this as valuable leverage she can use to get out from under her boring work into something more interesting, so she agrees and tries to act friendly/normal. In the prose Moira has significant anxiety but Angela doesn't really notice most of the things Moira is anxious about, which I think is true for us anxiety-sufferers in general: It's not as big of a deal to others as it is to us.

Moira, still bored with her own job, does in fact do extra research and find out about the two-mother insemination technique. She decides to pitch this idea to Angela and she says to herself it's to solidify her influence: Once the insemination is done there's nothing really keeping Angela from going back to being a roadblock (in Moira's mind) but if she can insert herself more permanently into Angela's life . . . that's what Moira says to herself, anyway, not admitting the bit of gnawing desire she has for Angela to say yes for reasons that aren't nearly as job-related. (Moira wants to be a mom too 😭😭 )

Moira gets sent to a conference because Winston was worried if she got too bored/cooped up they'd lose her, thus the genetics conference even though Moira didn't really want to go by this point. Angela calling her (to announce the pregnancy) makes Moira think she's given up and Moira freaks out/loses sleep over it, thus why she looks so haggard after the conference until she learns the truth.

When being mistaken for a transwoman at the doctor's office Moira's irritation would come through (this is where it would start getting difficult for me to write given my own recent identity revelations) relating to how she's gone through her life being mistaken for a transwoman simply due to her gnc look and height and she can't stand people assuming what's in her pants, she remarks to herself somewhat that it's one thing she does have in common with transwomen, etc. etc.

Anyway, Moira's Canada trip isn't actually a Canada trip. She thinks it is when she gets on the plane, that she's going to do some collab in Canada. In reality she gets off the plane completely miffed to find herself in the southwestern US by the looks of it. She explains to the pilot there was a mistake but the pilot says there wasn't and flies off, abandoning her on this little airstrip, shouting her ride would be there soon.

Her ride turns out to be a man she's never met (I'm going to stick with the old name since it's what I had in mind when the story was written), a man in a ridiculous outfit who introduces himself as . . . I guess Cassidy now since they've renamed the character.

Anyway, Cassidy doesn't explain much, says he does community outreach (read: handles the bandits and gangs like Ashe's group though he doesn't say her by name) for the Blackwatch facility they're going to.

Moira ends up at Watchpoint: Grand Mesa, meant to be a training facility as far as she was aware. Turns out basically it's just home to Gabriel Reyes, who is in self-imposed isolation. After being pretty badly wounded Angela had attempted to use some nanotech to help regenerate him but it'd gone wrong and now he's . . . unstable. (re: Reapery.) He's unsure if it's contagious and doesn't want Angela to see how he's suffering, so his condition is kept under the utmost secrecy whie it's been investigated. This has been Moira's job; all the DNA samples she's genotyped all these months were provided by Reyes but were constantly shifting and changing due to the genomic instability, thus why she thought there were from a large population. They'd brought her because the situation was becoming more dire, he was destabilizing more often every day. (Only Jack and Ana know the truth about Reyes.)

During her time there Moira and Reyes bond a bit in a "arms-length friendship" sort of way. Reyes sees the picture of the ultrasound and understands Moira has an upcoming family to get back to, he speaks vaguely of his own family back at OW (Reaper76 sideship). When on the phone Moira grapples with whether or not to tell Angela the truth about where she is and about Gabriel. But she realizes if she does not only is her job in danger, but Reyes' isolation is also largely to keep guilt off of Angela's shoulders about her treatment doing this to him, and so she swears to keep her new friend's secret, for all of their sake's.

She's able to stabilize him somewhat and promises to continue work at OW for him as she returns.

Over time her desire/need for leverage over Angela completely disappears as she learns more about Angela as a person and grows sincere fondness (dare I say love? :O ) for her and excitement for the baby.

The plot point with Yanaba and the party and what came after was notably different from Moira’s POV of course. Throughout the preceding chapters any sex scene would be laced with concern from Moira, that she was being used or that her feelings were one-sided, but she would push them aside and force herself to ignore that anxiety. A denial of her feelings she was able to keep up until the major reason for it showed up. While Angela was entertaining Yanaba’s husband Yanaba and Moira were catching up; they’d been roommates but Yanaba was in “that college experimentation phase, it wasn’t real Moira, surely you knew that” etc. etc. despite Baby Gay Moira being head over heals for Yanaba- Pretty, smart, ambitious, independent. Moira’s type. ;) Anyway, Moira had moved on from the relationship long ago and had no ill will toward Yanaba as a person, but her presence reminded Moira of that ever-present anxiety that Angela wasn’t even into women, let alone her. If you look back on all of the sex scenes until this point it was always Moira pleasuring Angela and virtually no “attentions” were paid to Moira by Angela, this was causing growing unease that finally came to a head when Yanaba arrived and tore open that old wound for Moira. She stayed up angry-drinking; the scene where Moira goes to Angela’s and semi-forces herself on Angela was her drunkenly stupid idea to “test” Angela, to see if she would be repulsed by the idea of actually touching Moira. And Angela recoiling, forcing her to leave confirmed this for her. (Obviously she was not in her reasonable mind and Angela was in her rights to tell Moira to GTFO, something sober Moira ofc realized.)

So they have their talk about that the next day and everything gets smoothed over, Moira is incredibly relieved. (A lot of the slow development in Moira’s arc is starting out super anxious and anxious ticks and intrusive thoughts become lessened the more comfortable she gets with Angela, but never entirely go away.)

I think the next notable “different from Moira’s POV” point was the cabin visit; now from this POV we can see why Moira was so bothered/defensive about Angela’s refusal to greenlight her research idea for two reasons that were both bubbling up together: She was suddenly reminded of her unscrupulous motivations that got her involved with Angela in the first place (leverage over Angela’s decision-making) and dealing with frustration and guilt there and harboring the secret about Gabriel and knowing Angela’s own experimentation had caused harm but she can’t say as much in order to protect not only Gabe but Angela as well.

When Moira left the cabin after the argument she was frustrated and angry and honestly didn’t know what to do with herself. She returned to the roadside diner where they’d stopped and Ueli got her a drink and did the tropey “bartender talks you through your life’s problems” scene, but he doesn’t understand shit and barely speaks English. Through their conversation Moira comes to acknowledge that nothing would hurt her more than truly abandoning Angela and the baby, that that’s not what she wants, that she’s just hurt, and she realizes Angela is as well. She sleeps in a booth (very uncomfy) and comes back up the mountain the next day. Ueli had shared a story about when he had pissed off Mrs. Ueli at some point and given her flowers, so Moira pulls over at tiny little wild flowers peaking up through the snow . . . she knows it’s dumb but she’s just buying time because she has no idea what to do or say to Angela she just knows she needs everything to be okay again.

Cabin goes fine.

I’m not sure what more there is to share that is specific from Moira’s POV. Oh, at one point Lena makes it clear she knows the baby will be a girl before they announced; Moira passes it off of her just knowing biology. Actually after hearing about the baby Lena had come to ask about it for herself and Emily and Moira had spelled out the fact the baby would always be AFAB so that’s how Lena knew, but it was private info that she’d been asking about tht so Lena had slipped up there and Moira covered for her. Sweet Moira. :3

Hmmm . . . Moira picked the name very early, before the pregnancy began. She’d been naming the mice (she has a whole camaraderie with her mice) and found the name Aibhlinn and realized it was the perfect name, so the entire pregnancy Moira had already been calling her Aibhlinn in her head.

In Moira’s epilogue Jack has gone to the US to live with Gabriel; he’s stable thanks to Moira’s tech but he just figures it’s time for the old soldiers to retire off into the sunset. :3

I feel like those are the major  differences in Moira’s POV. If there’s a scene anyone wanted to know the specific other side to or any other questions please feel free to ask them!

Oh, and here’s the part of the outline I still have on my PC after a few formattings lost some: https://pastebin.com/raw/PX074uwZ

[atsumwah]

hii pretty bby !!

thank u so much for always giving me the time and space i need !!! i truly appreciate it, especially since i told u that i lost some friends bc of it,,, i just tend to get overwhelmed a lot and then i disappear for a few days to i guess evaluate 🥺 anyways that aside, i’m truly grateful to have u in my life pretty bby 🥺😘💕

yes ur my pretty bby now, tsumu better suck it up 🥰🥰

pls take enough rest bb and make sure to stay hydrated ! i rlly liked s5 of bnha and i’m curious to know what ur thoughts are, so pls do let me know !! and i feel ya on the sleeping part,,, sometimes our body just work that way i guess, doesn’t matter how many hours u sleep, u still feel hella tired.

i think my doctor said once it is because you then have too little iron and vitamin d in your body (or something like that) or it’s bc ur feeling stressed. either way, try to plan like maybe an hour or just 30 min in ur day purely to de-stress and relax. it works for some ppl (not me tho) and i hope it can work for u as well <333

i’ll gladly be the ji-yeong to ur sae-byeok 🥺🥺 (and take a bullet for u)

and literally SAME ! when i know that ur happy, healthy and overall just feeling great, that brings me so much serotonin !! thank u for being in my life and ilyt bb and loml 💗💗

senn u gotta stop or my heart is gonna burst🥺🥺

hey hey of course <3 the last thing id want is to pressure u or anything and i completely get it love && im grateful for u too! i love having u in my life seriously do u want me to hv a heart attack tsumu got nothing pls ur the loml😘

omg i love it! i think i got 5 episodes left?? and im at the my villain academia arc and my heart just aches for all of them pls😭😭 im a big baby so i cried a lot but how could i not when i know more abt them 😭😭

ooo that makes sense tho! i can't say I'm stressed bcs i literally do nothing at home 😂 but maybe on some level im just stressed of what ppl keep perceiving me as these days and it bothers me sm,,,, I'll try to do that ! if it doesn't work well there's always the #haikyuu fluff tag to cheer me up 😌

guys u heard it ive found my other half 🥺🥺🥺and not if i take the bullet for u first

hehe as i said ur literally my serotonin boost,,,so basically,,, sennotonin????

pls sometimes i think im funny

anyways i hope to hear from u soon bby!! i adore u sm💕💕💕

[virgil-says-things]

I don't understand why Veronica is upset when she already knows about Kevin's wife - I mean. 'u should've seen his face when he saw her' the implications do make sense there but the rest of it?

love Veronica saying the house is quiet and Fiona immediately yelling to wake everyone else up for breakfast

is Frank drinking an egg. that is vile. ew. I'm imagining that. ew!!

Sheila gave Frank money and he is so not gonna use it for the doctors appointment Hymie needs to go to idk if he even took the address from Sheila

'Kevy-caf' brb while I throw up what the hell.

employee snapped and quit so Fiona immediately takes the job opportunity and I think I should have that kind of energy in my life tbh - also they get everything for free which is cool

the manager. does the manager want to fuck Fiona? sir she. she's ur employee now??

what the fuck?? Frank. injected Hymie with. a drink??? I can't remember what he ordered but what the fuck!! see I knew he wouldn't take Hymie to the doctors can people stop trusting him now

'I'm calling the police and reporting child abuse' pls do Kate.

of course Frank thinks vaccines cause autism

Lip, Carl and Ian are going pedophile hunting as they should tbh

Frank none of ur children r dying quit manipulating people

hold up why'd they go grab Terry of all people to go beat up this child rapist is it not implied that he rapes Mandy?? or am I misunderstanding

Mickey <33

the way they all hesitated when child rapist turned out to be female

Ian thinking Kash did nothing wrong hurts every single time I see this scene 'I was 15 I was old enough to make my own decisions' 😭

what the fuck Frank is tricking Carl into thinking he has cancer

he's shaving Carl's hair and the hair is falling onto Hymie for fucks sake Frank!!! choking hazard!!

Lip walked in and Frank said he's shaving Carl's head because of lice. oh my god.

'make sure u wash ur sheets too' (Lip) 'I look like a woman?' (Frank) shut up Frank

'the cancer makes u a man' Carl please. u don't have cancer and u shouldn't keep this whole thing a secret. 'and as a man, it's ur job to keep secrets from the women who love u' Frank!!!

Lip's trying to prove that Blake (convicted child rapist) is actually a child rapist because when all of them went over there she claimed she didn't screw the kid just loved him and it's so awkward to watch

Ian's upset over Mickey fucking Angie. and Mickey doesn't seem to realise or care. ouch!

'you tried to run me over with ur car' (Kevin) and she starts laughing?? 'it was the pregnancy hormones' (Kevin's ex wife - Cheryl) what the fuck.

she's had a kid for 12 years and only just told Kevin about him and that he might be Kevin's

BLAKE IS KISSING LIP. OH MY GOD. EW. does this mean this whole thing is over now?? I really fucking hope it does I hate it I hate it all so much

this kid is 12 why is he smoking actually ignore me his mother is Cheryl

Veronica just found out about Cheryl's kid maybe being Kevin's.

'he doesn't have a year!' (Frank) now Carl thinks he's gonna be dead in less than a year!! I want this whole thing to be over too

Estefania ignoring Jimmy even though he's saying no to sex over and over. what the fuck

Ian is somewhere with Ned I can't remember where and Mickey's watching from across the street 😭

Veronica and Fiona are talking about their whole situation in the kitchen and Veronica said she doesn't wanna make Kevin pick her over his wife and kid so she's basically admitting defeat and Fiona responded with 'screw that' and stormed out of the house 😭

Fiona grabbing the drink out of Kevin's hand and just. dropping it onto the floor. and it shatters. and then she just. absolutely goes off. iconic tbh.

Ned referred to Mickey as Ian's boyfriend and Mickey laughed, said 'the fuck u call me?' and started beating Ned up. that. I forget he's actually homophobic during the earlier seasons.

Ian punching Mickey to get him off of Ned and then going to check up on Ned and everyone around them going to call the police yet Mickey doesn't run until Ian runs with him <3

them playfighting and giggling sm as they just. ness around. watch me sob they both sounded so happy

btw Lip ended up being fucked by Blake (if that's her name) and then after the scene with Ian and Mickey I just mentioned it cuts to Lip trying the same sex tactic with Mandy and Mandy wants to be the one doing it after a little bit and finds out Lip's not even hard and somehow finds out Lip basically cheated (idk where the correlation came from I know nothing about sex but she knows now because Lip did admit it by trying to justify it)

Kevin coming into the house and reassuring Veronica that he's not gonna leave her for Cheryl and Veronica starts sobbing and Fiona starts crying with her I love their friendship sm. Cheryl comes in and they both start laughing instead KSNDMFBDN

oh shit?? Kyle isn't even Cheryl's?? Kyle is Cheryl's sisters kid. so Kevin isn't the father. meaning this whole thing WAS a tactic to try to get Kevin back.

Veronica immediately getting up and beating the shit out of Cheryl (they're both fighting now) and Fiona cheering Veronica on <33

Veronica shoving Cheryl onto the sofa and sitting on holding one of her arms behind her back and yelling at her to sign the divorce papers and Kevin just quietly going 'if u could initial there too..' 😭

Kyle and Debbie's awkward child romance is lowkey so cute

Mandy going over to Blake's house while getting two of her brothers (not Mickey idk what the other two r called. Iggy and Colin??) to dig her grave 😭 love that tbh. telling her to move tonight or she'll be in the grave. 'tick tock. kid fucker.'

Fiona starting to cry while she and Jimmy are kissing and Jimmy putting away and going 'hey..hey, hey, hey..' he sounds so GENTLE oh my GOD I need him to communicate what's going on. I need this relationship to work out even though I already know it won't. 'I trust u' FIONA. PLEASE. I'm gonna sob. 'that's bigger to me than I love u. it's a bigger deal. I trust u.' FUCK.

Blake moved out so who'd they put in the grave they dug 😭