#Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin? // createdn

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// She has to stand on her tip toes for this lovable idiot

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DON’T JUMP OFF A CLIFF

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'Cause all I ever really wanted In this short life was you....

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// Doodliing

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// @createdn ship tag because I told my husband he writes N amazing

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"Wh-Why did you try to eat ranch??? WE CANNOT CONSUME HUMAN PRODUCTS N-"

Probably not the best idea to try to give her loving boyfriend a USB full of memes and videos alike. And watch carefully if he actually eats nails or not.

"I had a bowl of nails for breakfast this morning."

"Without any Milk....."

"Which you know. Is kinda like oil. But it didn't like -- taste all that great. Then I tried this thing called ranch? Which also didn't taste good - then I tried-"

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// Comfort ship? Comfort ship-

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"N, I thiiink you forgot something??"

She proceeds to poke at the creature

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@createdn continued from x :

"Well duuh, I wanna hang out with you! You said you have a question to ask me...I don't know if you got distracted last time in the planetarium or what-"

Uzi replied to the taller drone. She spoke while she gathered a couple of stuff for her bat bag. Just in case something was going to happen. Who knows what it is like out there. In the harsh cold. N did state that he found a really cool abandoned building not far from the bunker. Hopefully it was that one. It was actually nice change of pace. It was just going to be N and Uzi. No one else. No V to tell them how gross they are or whatever. Just them. The smaller drone placed her bat bag on her back.

"Heh, guess you are right wanting some fun time. We have been busy trying to solve a mystery I forgot fun was. I-I mean, its not like I don't have fun with you! Erm, do you wanna just walk there? Or do you wanna fly? I don't mind doing either. Still not use to flying yet though. But yeah, I'm okay for just chatting with you~"

Uzi spoke while she fiddled with her choker. If you count having fun was running away from cannibalistic drones to raptor bots then yeah. She needed something more relaxing for a change. And to get away from the bunker. Her dad wont leave her alone for the most silliest things.

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Talk about N [ @createdn ]

Ask my character "How you feel about ___?"

Well she wasn't use to questions that were so awkward as these ones. What did she think about N? A loveable idiot Disassembly Drone. Who has nothing but kind to her? Even though Uzi actually shot him with a Railgun and actually lived? Not to mention all of that... He actually became her best friend in this hellish landscape she called home. The purple haired robot started to fiddle with choker while trying to think of the proper words to say.

"N is like a ray of sunshine to a cold place like Copper 9. Never knew I would be best friends to likes of him. He just a cute Butler Disassembly Drone. And if I wasn't for him well... I wouldn't be doing all these fun antiques with him. Stuck in a boring place, another person in a crowd.... He actually makes me feel like I am wanted..."

As she started to trail off her level-headed began to show once again. What the hell?! Why did this stranger care about this?! So what she has a crush on her best friend?! Are they gonna spill the beans or what?!

'Don't you fucking say anything-"

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The smaller drone lightly punched him in the arm. Even though Uzi knew he was just trying to cheer her up. Jeez he was an idiot. But a lovable one. She folded her arms as she tapped her foot slightly. What did she wanted to do? Uzi felt better actually being here with N... Nothing seemed to satisfy her but being with N. Though... Getting away from the bunker would be nice change of pace. She wouldn't mind eating some batteries with N and watching the stars.... Then there was his hand... Uzi stared at the drone's hand for a bit. She can feel her circuits overheating... A small blush on her visor as she chuckled a little. She only held his hand out of fear... Or at least tried to. And when she did it was running from something life threatening. Every other moment she tried it was a fail.

"Fine, you twisted my arm, N. Can we go outside...?~ I don't want to be in this place that much longer... And fresh air might do me some good. Even if its below freezing...~"

Uzi finally replied as her delicate hand was placed on top of the other's. Interlocking fingers with one another...Holding his hand tightly. She felt nervous on doing so without a reason. But... This was all she ever wanted. To actually hold his hand... For real... With no kind of threat in bound.

"I-Its just gonna be me and you right? No V?"

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'Just don't go butler mode' man, wasn't she lovely! Of course, he decided to chuckle at that remark and smiled with a sheepish grin. He rubbed his hand on her back slowly as a comfort mechanism. He wanted her to feel relaxed.

"Ohhh, are you sure, Muh-dame?~" He mocked a tad, trying to get her to smile. Her smile was... EVERYTHING. Everything to him. Nothing could make him happier than seeing her smile... And laugh... And ... Ah! He was getting distracted and he laughed to himself before speaking again, "Let me take care of ya'! Do you want to go ... Shopping? Or - want some batteries? Or - ... Maybe you want to go watch the night sky? It's always beautiful at this time of the night! Whatever you wanna do, Uzi!"

N held out his hand to her - she lately has been holding his hand out of fear. But ... When she held his hand. Not only did he feel his circuits heat up - But it was a nice feeling. He just never knew what exactly to do with those feelings. But she enjoyed it! And that's why he would offer his hand. ... He wanted her hand. To be in his. Just so he also felt her comfort with him.

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Watching her best friend fall apart in front of her hurt. The small drone proceed to grab his hand softly. Its a good thing that V left in a huff when she did. At least Uzi and N can have some reassuring time. She knew that she needed to do this or that code will revert him back to be a feral monster. Which Uzi knew that wasn't him on the inside. Nor the weird cute butler. Everything changed after what Cyn did to all three of them. Now knowing more about N? She felt sorrow... She didn't know that was one of the reasons why he was built up again. The goth drone glanced off to the side while she brushed her bang back a bit.

"I promise, N. And you are right, you are you. N you are a goofy, cute, I MEAN WEIRD, ready to help anyone. If it wasn't for you...Well I guess I still will be a nobody. No one has ever cared about me as much as you do... You know what? I like N, no one can make a copy of that. Whatever happened in that mansion can stay in the mansion. You are a Disassembly Drone now anyways. Away from Earth."

Uzi replied as she punched him in the arm lightly with a small smile on her face. Trying to give him that reassurance that he probably needed. She never meant to hit a nerve like that. After that she gave him a warm hug. Not wanting to let go. How could she be so careless on that part?

"I never ever wanted to hurt you, N..."

Not only was it dangerous. But there was always that reason that he KEPT that secret. It HURT. It HURT HIM. He was made into THIS. All because of that... THAT BOY. And gaining not only THOSE memories. BUT THE PAST LIFE OF THAT HUMAN? Yeah, there was tension. He knows he can't be HIM. But he was made TO LOOK LIKE HIM. Hell even SOUND like him. Which has already caused him problems. Because he wanted to be something else. Something DIFFERENT. He wanted his OWN identity. So, for Uzi... To almost STRIP THAT from him?

"If you're... Really my friend. You'll never say his name again, please. He ... He isn't me. I was supposed to be HIM. But - I want to be me! You.. You know? Sorry.. This is - probably coming off really harsh... But - when I found out the truth... The truth of me, I..." He paused and gave off a sigh - His tail lowering out, and his left right came to his right arm to hold it - his anxiety getting the better of him. "There is a reason I go by N. You know? I - I mean, besides the obvious reasons. Ehehe."

"He's just... He's gone. Has been for so long. And I -" He wanted to say it. But his processing felt so messy. He was online - and everything was fine. Yet it felt like it wasn't. Coming out to Uzi like this - it... It felt strange. How can he just spill everything like this and try cleaning it up? THAT'S WHAT HE DOES. And he feels like he is failing himself increasingly as he keeps talking. And he just closed his mouth and squeezed his arm tighter. Identity issues this - anxiety that - and what else? Besides all those problems he already has with himself that he can't deal with anymore.