#Do you know how much I've sworn at rocks in that game?

[daughters-of-liberty]

me, after my neighbor in Animal Crossing walks through some flowers, causing the orchid mantis to fly away just as I was about to catch it: fat f*ckin dumbass penguin

[xoxodiluc]

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arataki itto ( genshin impact ) x female! reader

genre nsfw, oneshot

summary arataki itto, one of the troublemakers in your university, needed to pass his test in his failing subject to be able to play this year's football game. so he begged for you, the smartest girl in his class, to tutor him. you never thought it would lead to something more...

cw modern! university! au, sub! reader, oral (male receiving), dirty talk, size kink, unprotected (STAY PROTECTED!)

wc 1.4k+

notes simpy wrote this cuz i was thirsting over itto ok bye / let’s ignore the fact this was in my drafts FOR A YEAR.. i basically forgot how to write smut lol

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"No."

Arataki Itto almost dropped to his knees. No? "W-What?"

"I won't tutor you."

"Why?!"

You told yourself you wouldn't get involved with the Arataki Gang who were notorious on the campus for being... well... troublemakers. Kuki Shinobu was an exception, though, because she's your best friend. And she mostly stayed out of trouble. You never knew how she joined them, it just happened.

"I just... I have a lot of stuff to do this week." You said, opening your notebook to read the lecture for today's class.

You heard Itto sighing sadly, and you almost felt bad. Almost. "You don't have time to tutor me this week? Even just for an hour?" When you didn't respond, he clasped his hands in front of you, "Please! I'll do anything! I really have to pass this subject to be able to play the upcoming game!"

Okay, you lied. You felt bad.

Shinobu sometimes drags you to one of Itto's football games, and he was a good player. It would really be a waste for the team if he doesn't get to play in his upcoming game.

...You know what?

Clicking your tongue, you nodded. "Fine. Every 8 p.m. on weekdays at starting tomorrow."

He pumped his fist up in the air, "Woo-hoo! I'll see you tomorrow... Uh..." You tilted your head. "What's your name again?"

All you have to do is to do your best in tutoring Arataki Itto and hope to God he does well in the test. So much for not wanting to be involved with the Arataki Gang.

"This is the third time I've explained this, Itto." You pinched the bridge of your nose. You've been in his dorm for almost 2 hours now, and you had to be back in your dorm by 11 p.m.

"Wait, wait!" Itto shook his head vigorously. "Just explain to me one more time and I'm sure I can understand it!"

You sighed at the pouting look he gave you and stood up to get your water bottle from the table. "So why didn't you ask Kujou Sara to tutor you instead? She's smart." You asked, and Itto shuddered at the mention of her name. "...What's wrong with Sara?"

"Are you seriously asking me that...?! She's literally the most difficult person to get along with!"

You furrowed your eyebrows, walking back to the bed. "No she's not. I get along with her."

"Hah, right. Of course, smart people get along." Rolling your eyes at his remark, you continued teaching the math problem to him. After a few more explaining, he got the problem right.

"Hey, that's correct! Good job." You flashed him a small smile, and you could've sworn his eyes twinkled with joy.

"Really?!" Without any warning, he hugged you, catching you off-guard. "I'll make sure to focus really hard so I can get all 'em right!"

You get that he was happy about it... but...

You never thought his abs would be that rock-hard. Your clothed breasts were pressed up against his clothed abs, and you felt a weird sensation in your—

Y/N! Snap out of it!

"Uhh, you there?" Itto pulled away, looking at you with a concerned look, then his eyes widened. "Oh— Oh. Sorry, it's just when I'm happy I hug... people. Like when we win games, you know? I hug my teammates and I'm sorry if I—"

"It's fine." You chuckled, and there was an awkward silence until you spoke again. "Um, let's move on."

He nodded and answered the next question. Wrong.

"No, no, it's like this..."

And before you knew it, it was already 11 p.m.

“Thank you… really! I already think I’m gonna ace this test ‘cause of you!” Itto flashed a handsome smile, “Be safe on the way to your dorm, alright?”

You returned the smile, waving at him. “I will, bye.” Itto was about to close the door but you stopped him when you heard footsteps. “Wait.” Shit. Shit, shit, shit!

You completely forgot someone monitors the dormitories as soon as it is 11 p.m!

Itto pulled you into his room and closed the door. You leaned back on the door in distress, “Oh, I forgot about the dorm monitor. You can’t go back to your dorm any time soon…”

“No shit.” You sighed and looked up at him.

He looks… attractive. You were so focused on tutoring him that you never realized he was this attractive.

“Y/N?”

You came back to your senses, “Hmm?”

“I said, you can stay here till the monitor is gone. They’re usually gone by 12 a.m.”

You cleared your throat, nodding, “…Yeah… yeah.”

He chuckled, “Y/N? You okay?”

You nodded once again, “I am…”

“Then… why do you keep staring at me like that?”

“…Like what?”

“Like that.”

Itto was looking at you, and you couldn’t help but gulp at the way he was gazing at you. Archons… he looked so hot. What the hell? “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” You walked past him and sat on the bed. “Guess I’ll have to wait… like 30 minutes or so.”

He turned, a smile on his face, “Wanna do something fun to kill time?”

All you could think about was him fucking you senselessly, trying to keep quiet so you don’t wake the others.

“Sure. I’ll tutor you some more.”

Tutor, my ass.

You were on all fours on Itto’s bed, his dick in your mouth as he stood in front of you. You wrapped your hand around the rest of his length that you couldn’t fit into your mouth, and looked up at him. He was biting his lip, grunting quietly.

“Archons, Y/N… Who knew you could suck dick so good?”

You didn’t know how it got to this point — You were tutoring him once again, but you couldn’t focus. You kept stuttering and Itto couldn’t understand you. But then seeing his hard-on… You looked up at him and he was gazing at you…

You both couldn’t resist each other.

Choking on his cock, he gripped onto your hair, hissing, “Fuck…”

Then he pulled your head away, the string of saliva connecting your lips and the tip of his cock. You looked up at him, breathing out, “Fuck me.”

Itto was still panting, and the side of his mouth curled upwards. “Yeah? You gonna be quiet while I fuck you?”

“Mhm… Please…” You whimpered, then gasped when he pulled you up and then pushed you down onto the bed.

He kissed your neck, his hand reaching for your wet clit and rubbing it. You moaned quietly, rolling your hips against his hand then whining when his hand pulled away from you.

"J-Just the tip, first..." You whispered and bit your lip, feeling the head gliding along your clit. "It won't fi— Agh!"

Itto covered your mouth with his hand, growling quietly as he carefully thrust into you. "I'll make it fit, don't worry."

Suddenly, footsteps were heard outside the room. You looked at Itto as he covered your mouth, and your eyes widened when he moved against you. “Shh. Don’t make a sound…” He whispered as removed his hand from your mouth and kissed you.

You couldn't help but clench around him and he groaned, pushing deeper into you. You moaned through the kiss as your legs wrapped around his waist. “Mhhf… O-Oh…”

He's so big that you could feel his tip touching your cervix, hitting it with every thrust he does. He pulled away from your lips as he fucked you harder, your moans coming out as silent gasps.

"Fuck, baby..." Itto whispered, gritting his teeth. "You like that? Does it feel good?"

You could only nod your head in response, afraid to talk because you might moan too loud. He let out a breathy laugh as he continued pounding deeper into you.

Tears filled up your eyes from the pleasure and you could feel the knot on your stomach as Itto went faster. "Mm— 'm gonna...!"

"Shhh, do it for me, baby. Come on."

Your body shook as your orgasm washed over you. He grunted once more, biting into your neck softly.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck..." And he finally pulled out, cumming on your stomach, "Fuck..."

The sight of your almost-passed-out figure on his bed almost made him hard once again, but he resisted himself. He fell next to you, letting out a contented sigh.

You closed your eyes, still panting. "I was only gonna tutor you. Not fuck you."

Itto laughed, caressing your thighs. "Too bad."

"So you're telling me you weren't at your dorm last night because you were at Itto's?" Shinobu gave you a disapproved look. You smiled sheepishly.

"...Look, it just happened, okay? What were we supposed to do while waiting for the monitor?"

Shinobu sighed. "So much for telling yourself to not get involved with the Arataki Gang."

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[anincompletelist]

2023 year in review :D

THANK YOU @kiwiana-writes for always including me <3 I adore you and it was so much fun to see all that you've accomplished this year!

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233, 369 words published to ao3 (+ like another 80k depending on when bridesmaids is posted hehe)

2 published fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue (book), One Direction (soldouthaz)

most recent work: this guy, the prequel to this dude <3

longest published fic: (for rwrb) praying our bridges don't make waves (82k)

longest published oneshot: Sure As the Stars in the Sky (20k)

bridesmaids is currently at 75k

hitman au is currently at 15k

speak easy / poet henry is currently at 20k

diabetic alex au is currently at 7k

part two of this fic (dom!alex) is currently at 5k

+ about another 60k of random drabbles and unfinished snippets

but if you could see us from a distance, you'd know I've always been so close to you (E, 10k, 743 kudos)

Objectively, standing half-soaked from rainwater with a stitch in his side and an uncomfortable, raging hard-on outside his worst enemy’s door is not Henry’s finest moment. It’s not even on the list. [or, henry is afflicted with a curse-gone-wrong that stipulates that only his sworn enemy, alex claremont-diaz, can touch him.]

praying our bridges don't make waves (E, 82k, 642 kudos)

When June gets sick, Alex knows he'll do whatever it takes to make sure she gets the care that she needs. Even if that means convincing his nemesis/sexuality-crisis-inducing/clandestine hook-up partner/somewhat of an actual friend to pretend to be his soulmate in order to pull it off. It's both more and less complicated than it sounds.

I'll bet it all on me and you, I'll bet it all you're bulletproof (M, 11k, 527 kudos)

“Let’s do this,” he says. “Let’s,” Alex agrees, pushing down on the handle until the door swings open. “After you, boyfriend.” This is most definitely not his finest idea. Henry usually practices much better self preservation skills. Much better common senseskills. He steps over the threshold of Alex’s room and it feels like sealing his fate. They’re doing this for Alex to win over their bosses in a lighthearted game with a harmless lie, but Henry can’t fight off the bitter knowledge that, regardless of how tonight goes, Alex will be fine, but Henry has so much to lose.

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firstprince first kisses (6 works, 57k, incomplete/ongoing)

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happiest season au

rival wineries au

alex is medusa, henry is midas

museum guide henry / substitute teacher alex

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take my hand if you can take me as i am (E, 14k)

It would hurt less, Alex guesses, if he wasn’t head over heels for the guy he’s supposed to be fucking through an ancient one-sided sex curse with that was partially — a lot, actually — his own fault. But. It’s not like there’s a fucking handbook. Alex has looked.

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[mickgaydolenz]

i was tagged by @birdie-hop (thank you birdie <3!!!) to do a fun new tag game where you list your favourite musicians and (if you want) explain why you like them so much!

so i feel kind of like a bit of an outsider when it comes to music because i tend to be super particular and i don't actually like a lot of musical artists beyond a song or two. there are a lot of little things that tend to put me off of songs or artists, so when i find one i like i tend to latch on to them with everything i've got. this is going to get really long winded because i have a lot to say about one of these artists in particular (Bowie duh), so fucking feel free to just ignore this!

The Beatles -> let me start with my biggest cringefail flop moment of my whole life. i had sworn to never like this group, i used to make fun of my friends who enjoyed them, and then like the biggest hypocritical asshole of all time i watched the stupid fucking get back documentary and have not recovered since. other than being bewitched by their faggotry and crazy internal dynamics, i genuinely really love their music (that was so painful to type...). i think what i appreciate most is something about their music feels both timeless and yet beyond its time??? and the sheer level of musicianship in their works is mind boggling (like holy fuck not to jerk off paul or anything, but watching him pull that song out of his head in -3 seconds in get back rocked my world). they also just genuinely seem to be having fun (until they weren't) and it comes across in their music. as people they fucking suck ngl, but also that's part of the charm (not john lennon though he has issues i can't see beyond so sorry dude dni on sight buddy) because it just shows that they aren't these giga brain geniuses that are beyond mortal comprehension.

Ryuichi Sakamoto -> not going to lie i got into him by way of watching Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence, so that will always add a level of endearment to him as an artist for me. vocally, he isn't the strongest performer, but there is something charming about the sincerity in which he delivers his lines that i appreciate. i love how sakamoto sculps sound, he's so insanely good at cultivating atmosphere especially in his instrumental pieces. the mcml soundtrack is a great example of what he's capable of, and considering he'd never scored a movie prior to that is just insane. his dedication to experimentation and genre hoping is also super admirable, i love that he has experimental sound work but also classical pieces but also 80's poppy numbers. i really appreciate how he incorporates cultural instruments and melodies into his work, modifying them in a way that both retains their significance while allowing room for change. actually here is one of my favourite pieces by him if you want to check it out -> compute, compute, compute

Micky Dolenz -> and like i suppose this also includes the monkees in general, but specifically she is EVERYTHING TO ME!!!! vocally i'm slain every time he opens his mouth, like what a fucking voice and it just keeps going strong. i know every one says this, but micky is truly one of the most underrated vocalists, he deserves so much more recognition for his talent than he has received. also, as a songwriter??? FUCKING WOW!!!! i WISH to GOD he had written more songs, because man oh man the ones he wrote for the monkees are just banger after banger. i think micky's intelligence as a song writer is super insane, his ability to spin a narrative while also handling intense topics all wrapped up in a soft voice that belays the seriousness of the song???? uhm yeah give me more bitch, love that shit. also micky just seems so chill and so kind. not to mention modest; the guy is too modest for his own good, babygirl please you deserve so much more okay??? all in all he seems like the friend that would take you out and get you fucked up beyond belief, but then he'd make you some coffee in the morning, y'know?

David Bowie -> okay, okay, okay, fuck, um he literally means too much to me to even begin to put into coherent words. i've never connected more with a body of work than i have with his music. every facet of his songs -the style, the lyrics, the themes, the sound- speak to me on a visceral level. i still get literal goosebumps listening to certain songs, it's insane how much emotion they inspire in me. he is also the only musical artist where i've listen to his complete discography AND enjoyed most all of it (you don't even understand how HUGE this is for me). As an artist, Bowie is simply unmatched to me; he pushed himself constantly, reinvented himself constantly, tried constantly for his art. that mindset, the desire to push and try new things and not stagnate in the preciousness of your own ego, is something i've tried so hard to incorporate into my own practices. beyond just the music and his art, as a person i've never related more to someone (the good and the bad). so much of my personality has been ripped from and formed by him (that should be embarrassing, and it kind of is, but his mask of confidence and poise has served me soooooo fucking well). Bowie always saw himself as an observer, removed from people, living on the outside looking in on the world and its workings. whether it was a perceived alienation, or a real alienation, or a combination of both, he always felt other. and man oh man if that isn't just the most persistent feeling in my life. anyways to make a long gay story short this dude rules my world and just writing this has me tearing the fuck up <3

okay now that that is done i tag @reignoerme, @sunny-lie-melody, @squeesbysophie, @vintagecocacolainthesun, and @jathis (but only if you want to man!)

[donggyul]

Fuck Toy (sixsome)

Member : X1 hyung line (Seungwoo, Seungyoun, Wooseok, Yohan, Hangyul)

Genre : Fluff/Smut

Note : I finally start writing after a long time!!! This is like the longest I've ever written😂

Warning : Well there's not exactly a warning but hey it's a smut so...

You were really close to the X1 members, especially the hyung line because you were their manager.

On Sunday morning, they asked you and the other managers to come over to play some games together as they were bored and out of things to do since they've been in quarantined for almost a year.

15 of you, 11 X1 members + you and 3 other managers, played various types of games, from board games to video games to simple games the whole day, having breakfast, lunch and dinner in between. It was close to night time so the other 3 managers had to leave for some work/home so you're the only manager who stayed to take care of them. The maknae line had already went to bed as they had school the next day.

You're left with the hyung line so you suggest they go to sleep early so that you can head home to rest. But they have something else in mind...

"Let's play one last juicy game before you go..." Seungwoo suggested.

"Juicy...?" you questioned

"Okay then let's play truth or dare!" Seungyoun said.

So the remaining 6 of you played a round of truth or dare, you know it's always save to pick truth because who know what dares they'll make you do.

"Y/N's turn! Truth or dare?" Wooseok asked.

"Why do you even bother asking...she always chooses truth" Yohan said sarcastically and that made you feel challenged.

"Says who? Dare!" you said.

"Fell right into our trap!" you heard Seungwoo whisper.

"Trap? What do you mean?" you ask him.

"So, we have a dare for you but we can't do it here" Seungyoun explained.

"Oh boy, what crazy things are they gonna ask you to do now" you thought.

"Okay so where should we do it?" you asked.

"Your house" Wooseok answered.

"My house...? Why?" you ask.

"You'll see" Yohan smirked and in a flash the 6 six you sat in the car and head off to your house.

"Woah this house is huge...You live here all alone?" Hangyul said amazed when you arrived.

You turned to answer him but something about him makes you feel butterflies. You've had this huge crush on him ever since you saw him at Music Bank when he first debuted in IM, you didn't dare to approach him that time so you were over the moon when you heard that you were in charge of X1, the group that Hangyul newly debuted in. Sure, the other member's visuals were stunning too but somehow there's only Hangyul in your eyes. He was the shy type so you never really gotten a chance to really talk to him, especially because the other members would be swarming with questions to ask you or stories to tell you before you can even say "Hi" to him. You stood there staring at him until he turned around to look at you, catching you off guard. The both of you turned away from each other, embarrassed.

"Yeah, my parents left this for me before they passed away" you answered.

"Ohh I'm sorry, I didn't mean too..." Hangyul apologized.

"That's okay...I'm used to it now" you answered and opened the door to let them in.

They explored the house with amazement. There's 10 rooms, 7 toilets, 3 kitchens (one for upstairs, two for downstairs) and a lot of living room space.

"I'm glad we decided to come here, its perfect for the dare" Yohan said.

"So what's the dare?" you asked when everyone's done exploring.

"We've been eyeing you since the first day..." Seungyoun said.

"And we figured you'll be the perfect fuck toy for us..." Seungwoo continued.

"WHAT?!" you said shocked.

"Don't be so surprised... You'll love it" Wooseok said.

You were speechless but before you can say anything Seungwoo cut in.

"Let's start slowly, we have the whole night after all... So choose one of us to start it off" Seungwoo looked at you.

You thought for a moment and you really didn't want to do it but since its a dare you have no choice.

"Okay...Hangyul" you said.

He looked surprised when you said his name, he didn't expect you to choose him at all.

"Ughh fine... Go pick a room and start doing whatever you're supposed to do" Wooseok said.

You pulled Hangyul into the biggest room (two king sizes bed side by side and a huge toilet). The two of you awkwardly sat on the bed while the other 4 watched TV and played whatever video games there is at your house. He looked somehow nervous and scared.

"You don't have to do this if you don't want to you know?" you said looking at him.

"How? They're gonna notice if we fake it" he said turning to you but turning away when he realize you were staring at him.

"Okay then, we can get to know each other first? How about that?" you suggest.

"HEY! You guys better start ASAP! There's like 4 of us waiting" Seungwoo knocked on the door and said.

You looked down, you really didn't want to do this, the only reason you chose Hangyul is because you wanted to get to know him a little more.

"You don't want to do this do you?" Hangyul said noticing your facial expressions.

"Not really..." you answered.

Silence filled the room.

"I like you" he suddenly blurted out.

You look at him surprised.

"For a very long time... I first saw you at Music Bank when you were in charge of Wanna One, since then I couldn't take my mind off you" he confessed.

"Me too" you decided to confess.

"What?" he said.

"I first saw you then too, you have no idea how excited I was to be in charge of taking care of X1" you said.

"Well yeah who wouldn't be? There's so many handsome people here, except for me, I look hideous" he said.

"No silly...I was excited because you were in this group, I actually had this huge one-sided crush on you since that time I first saw you and please do not call yourself hideous, you're perfect" you said and you could've sworn you saw a small smile and a slight blush on his face when you said that.

"It's not one-sided you know..." he said.

"Well I know now..." you said wiggling your eyebrows making him burst into a small laugh.

"I hear you're not doing anything" Seungyoun said knocking on the door.

"Ohh and we'll switch after an hour so hurry up, you know what happens if you don't do it right?" he added.

"Can we, I mean can I? No..." Hangyul stuttered.

Something went over you and you smash your lips to his, leaving him shocked and frozen. He didn't budge at first but you didn't care and continued kissing him. Soon after, he kissed you back pulling you closer to him. The kiss was sweet and soft, exactly what Hangyul is. Both of you pulled away, trying to catch your breaths.

"I'm sorry! I don't know what came over m-" he kissed you again before you can even finish your sentence.

"Can you take care of this?" he ask pointing to his bulge.

"I'll be delighted to" you said and he quickly pulled his pants and boxers off revealing his huge cock.

"I..." you stammered.

"It's huge I know... Think you can make it?" he said worriedly.

You didn't waste a second and started stroking and sucking on his huge hardening length, making him moan at the sudden touch. He took off his shirt and leaned back using both his hands for support, giving you more space. You kept sucking and licking, massaging his balls with your free hand. He was a moaning mess, sweat running down his body, he looked even hotter and sexier from your point of view. He gripped the sheets tighter as he was almost there. After a few more sucking and licking he finally cummed in your mouth making you cough but you still swallowed it.

"I'm sorry are you okay, that was a lot wasn't it?" he said embarrassed.

"I'm fine, but I do get something in return don't I?" you said.

"Of course, but can we skip the foreplay? We only have 45 minutes left" he said.

"Impatient huh? Fine by me" you answered and he wasted no second to quickly pull all your clothes off.

As soon as he pulled you bra and panty off, he started sucking on one of your nipples and massaging the other, taking you by surprised. He's been doing it for about 3 minutes, switching sides every now and then with you playing with his hair.

"Gyul... I thought you said no foreplay?" you said.

"Sorry I can't help it, I wanna taste every inch of you before they do" he pouted.

"Well even after they fuck me, I'm still all yours..." you said tousling his hair.

"But still! I wanna be the first one" he pouted cutely again.

"Alright alright" you chuckled at his cuteness.

After another minute or so of sucking your boobs, he lays you down and starting licking the outside of your clit making you slightly moan. He smirked and started licking your clit harsher and sucking harshly. Your moans just got louder as he stuck not one but two fingers in and started thrusting in and out, curling his fingers while sucking harsh on your clit. The moment he added another finger and thrusting it faster and harsher than before, it became too much to handle. You felt like screaming because it hurt too much but you can't bring yourself to stop him because the pleasure was too good to be true. Without warning you cummed all over, and he licked every single bit of cum left on your pussy. You wiped the remaining cum on his lips, trying to catch your breath.

"You okay?" he asked to which you nodded in response.

You climbed on top of him and sunk down, slowly moving your hips to make sure his length is fully in you. It took a moment for you to adjust, in that short moment, he took both your hands and placed it on his chest, then he guide your hands slowly down till his abs, making sure you touch every inch of it. "This is all yours" he whispered sending shivers down your spine. You started gently rocking your hips, he gripped your butt cheeks, squeezing and slapping it. You soon got the hang of it and sped up the pace, both of you moaning because of the pleasure. He started pounding upwards and you started grinding down on him, both wanting to feel each other more. But soon enough, your orgasm got onto you, the pleasure was so overwhelming, you forgot to tell him that you were close and squirted all over his cock. "Wow I didn't expect you to squirt" he said looking down at the juices you released. "Oops sorry" you said embarrassed but he didn't seem to mind at all.

He took you off him, laying you down, licking the cum that you squirt till there's nothing left. He slowly inserted his humongous dick into you making you winced from the size. After checking that you're okay, he slowly thrusted in and out of you. It's the most careful he's ever been as he didn't wanted to hurt you. It's the 2nd time he's entering you but it still hurt a lot but after a few thrust, it eventually felt so good. He started thrusting faster and faster after seeing your relaxed expression, hitting every spot perfectly. Your boobs was shaking uncontrollably as he went extremely fast, determined to make you cum. The room was filled with skin slapping and moaning noises. You grip on tighter to the sheets as you were close to your 2nd cum.

"I'm close... Please don't stop..." you begged.

And luckily for you he didn't. After 3 more thrust you squirt all over but he still didn't stop. He kept thrusting and thrusting, overstimulating you until he was almost there. He was going to take it out and cum elsewhere but you wanted him to keep going.

"Hangyul, just cum inside me, its okay" you stopped him.

Hearing this, he immediately spill everything inside of you, so much, you can feel it filling you up and some spilling out of you. He took his time catching his breath, and laid on top of you hugging you tight, still not taking his length out. He didn't want to, but he also doesn't have any strength to go on.

"You okay?" you asked wiping the sweat off his face.

"Tired but extremely good..." he replied.

"I'm glad my first time was with you" you said.

"You're lying about your first time aren't you?" he said still hugging you.

"I'm not, it really was my first, was I okay?" you asked.

"Okay? You were amazing, I can never get over how you sucked my cock so good like that" he answered.

"You were amazing too... Guess you had lots of experience huh?" you said.

"I was? Not bad for a first time I guess... Wish I could've done better though" he said.

"Wait... It's your first time?" you ask.

"Duhh... I don't have time to date or have a one night stand with a stranger, nor do I want to" he said.

"So why did you do it with me?" you ask.

"To tell you the truth, I was hesitant at first, and I didn't agree to it because well, you are our manager after all. But I didn't want to lose to them as well" he explained, turning to lie to the side, his cock still not leaving your pussy.

Pulling you closer, he continued "but I was willing to do it because it was you, if it was other girls, I would've never done it"

"Liar... there's so many other pretty girls out there" you teased.

"I'm not lying" he said kissing your forehead.

"Thank you" you said pecking his lips.

"For what?" he asked.

"For liking me and being my first for everything" you said.

"I love you, you know that right" he suddenly blurted out making you blush, breaking eye contact with him.

"What are you shy?" he teased.

"No I'm no-" he cuts you off by tickling you.

The two of you spend the remaining 5 minutes talking, laughing, sharing the weirdest stories, and it so amazing how both of you just clicks whether its having sex or not.

"Alright times up, its our turn" Seungwoo interrupted.

You turn to take a look at Hangyul and he does not look pleased but you had to comfort him somehow.

"Hey, don't worry, no one is gonna be better than you and its only gonna take 4 hours, which may seems long but I'll be back before you know it! Okay?" you said giving him a few kisses in the middle.

"Actually we just decided to fuck you all at once and it'll only take an hour because 4 hours is way too long" Seungwoo said.

"We includes me too right?" Hangyul asked almost immediately.

"Yeah yeah whatever" Seungwoo replied.

"Even better! You'll be here so there's nothing to worry about okay?" you said hugging him tight.

"I'm okay, I'm just scared they'll be too harsh on you and hurt you" he said with a pout.

"Well if they're too harsh, then you can stop them for me, how does that sound?" you said and he nodded in response, hugging you close, not wanting to let you go.

Soon later, all of them came in the room naked and prepared, ready to wreck you.

Hangyul slowly pulled away from you as you winced from the sudden emptiness.

"My baby is fully stretched I see" Seungyoun said flicking your clit making you startled.

"So, who's cock do you want into your holes first?" Seungwoo said.

"Anyone is fine" you answered.

So they played a short game to decide who goes first.

Order : Yohan, Hangyul, Wooseok, Seungyoun, Seungwoo

Yohan pumped his cock a few times before you climed on top of him and slowly sat down to fit his length, his was not as big as Hangyul's one but it was still big. You gently rocked your hips to make sure that Yohan was fully inside you. You leaned forward to let Hangyul enter your 2nd hole. He gripped your hips and slowly entered you but stopped when you winced. "I'm okay, just keep going" you assured him. All 3 of you took a second to adjust to the new feeling. Yohan and Hangyul thrusted in perfect rhythm, when Yohan was thrusting in, Hangyul thrusted out, your body felt so full. Hangyul pulled you up to play with your nipple while Yohan played with the other nipple.

"You okay?" Hangyul whispered sending shivers to your body. You answered by nodding, eyes closed.

"Gyuliee can you please go a little faster?" you begged.

"Are you sure you can handle it?" he asked worried.

"Don't worry" you said.

They both started going faster. This time Yohan groped both of your boobs while Hangyul stretched your clit with his fingers. You were practically screaming but didn't care anymore if you were loud, all that was in your mind was how their cocks both fit perfectly into you and how good both of them made you feel. You grinded more and more into them and they pounded more and more into you. You didn't want them to stop, the pleasure was too good, you tried to fight your orgasm back but your body wouldn't let you and you eventually squirted all over. Yohan looked panicked, he needed somewhere to spill but you're still on top of him. "It's okay, you can spill in her" you heard Hangyul said startling you. Yohan was hesitant but he couldn't really hold it in anymore and cummed inside you. Hangyul pulled out of you and pulled you off of Yohan, putting his length back in your pussy to spill his seeds in you for the 2nd time.

You tried catching your breath but the other 3 boys wouldn't let you, Wooseok basically shoved his cock into your mouth, gripping your hair and started fucking your mouth. You couldn't even move, tears running down your face, he was very harsh, you were gagging but he didn't care. Seungyoun and Seungwoo grabbed your hands and made you stroke their cock. "Suck bitch" Wooseok said finally letting go of your hair. You started sucking, licking and softly biting his cock, both your hands still stroking, pulling and twisting Seungwoo and Seungyoun's cocks. You can feel Hangyul hugging you from behind, one hand pinching and playing with your nipples, the other hand lightly tapping your pussy to make sure that you're not in big pain before slowly inserting his fingers, moving his fingers in and out, curling them inside you. Wooseok then again grabbed your hair, fucking your throat, making you gag and making him cum. "Swallow" he command and you did.

Seungyoun laid down on the bed, pulling you to lie on top of him and inserting his length into your 2nd hole. You didn't have any strength or energy left due to the amount of orgasm you've already released but they're still not done with whatever they planned. Wooseok entered your clit soon after and they started pounding hard. It wasn't exactly the perfect rhythm, it was more like them doing whatever they want. "That's my good pretty girl" Seungyoun said groping your shaking boobs, squishing it, twisting and pinching your nipples. They were pounding so hard you felt like your bones were gonna break. Wooseok was the first one to cum, he took his cock out, pumped it a few times before squirting everything on your belly. Seungyoun on the other hand was still abusing your 2nd hole when Wooseok left your exposed reddish vagina. After a few minutes, Seungyoun carried you up off him and squirted in Wooseok's mouth, as per his request.

The other four boys left to wash up, leaving you alone with Seungwoo. He was the only and last one that hasn't went into you yet so he laid you down, head facing the pillows. He grabbed both your hands and put them behind your back and started to pound into your 2nd hole without even caring how much pain you were feeling at the time. He used his free hand to finger your bruised pussy. It was 3 fingers at once, the pain was almost unbearable. "Seungwoo please stop... It hurts..." you begged but he didn't seem to care. After he a few more thrusts, he stopped. You thought it was over but he turned you around and made you ride him. You tried resisting with all your might but he was too strong. Before you know it he was gripping your hips tightly, pounding into you like an animal again, even harsher than before. "Swoo please, it hurts so much" you cried. "What? You gladly take all their cocks but you wouldn't take mine?" he said. "I would take yours if you just gave me a break" you said, tears rolling down your face. "Fuck toys don't have breaks" he roared and pounded harder, making you bounce up and down. Your whole body just gave up at this point, tears streaming down your face nonstop, praying for Hangyul to finish washing up so that he can somehow stop Seungwoo.

Fortunately, Hangyul came out of the bathroom just in time. He was shocked to see you cry, he knew he had to do stop Seungwoo before you got even more hurt. "Gyul..." you cried with the little strength you have left. With all his might, he pulled you up from Seungwoo, hugging you tightly in his arms. You felt a rush of emotions and tears flew out uncontrollably, it was unexplainable, painful, but you were also glad that Hangyul was there by your side no matter what. You heard Seungwoo grunt and curse, leaving the room. "It's okay... You're save with me now bub" you heard Hangyul say. Hangyul helped you to clean up, and dressed you in comfy clothes.

"Does it still hurts?" he laid you down on the bed hugging you softly, you nodded, still unable to speak.

"Don't worry about anything and sleep okay? I'll be by your side the whole night" he assured, caressing your hair, making you fall asleep.

Tiredness wash over you, falling asleep in his arms, peacefully.

The next morning

Hangyul woke up first, staring at you, slowly running his fingers through your hair and face, touching each of your facial features softly and carefully. He smiled at how cute you were when you were sleeping. He moved to grab his phone, accidentally waking you.

"Hangyul?" you said half awake.

"Sleep more, you must've been tired" he said hushing you back to sleep.

"Thank you" you said hiding your head at the crook of his neck.

"Anything for my baby" he lightly kissed your forehead.

"What?" you said looking up at him.

"Am I wrong? You're mine" he said smiling softly.

"Well if I'm yours then you're mine!" you said.

"Of course I am" he chuckled, patting you back to sleep like a baby.

"What do you wanna eat later? I can cook anything you know" he said.

"Anything is fine, but don't go till I wake up" you pouted.

"I won't... I'll be right here so you don't have to worry okay" he said.

You nodded and went back to sleep.

I'm sorry if this sucks 😭 I wanted to end it sweetly and Hangyul here is such a sweetheart 🥺 also I'm terribly sorry for making Seungwoo the "villain" I just felt that Seungwoo is the perfect role for it...

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okay so imma answer both asks in one thing to make it more easier to read !! maybe ?? :O https://at.tumblr.com/chewiesgenderblog/i-couldve-sworn-i-sent-an-ask-or-at-least-wrote-a/yusw0gwkdjek this one first well how long do you think an hour over there in hell would be here ?? if you can answer ?? OOO WAIT THATS SUCH A GOOD THEORY especially since a human body couldnt possibly handle all of that chaos energy at once !! :O exactly exactly if i met you in that dimension id be like " yes this creechure here has a perfectly good reason to nom on other /gen " ohhh okay gotcha gotcha !! :D ooo interesting alright !! is food like ones here or is it different ?? THATS REMIND ME do you guys have animals there ?? or is it just the beasts that you mentioned one time ?? oooo id love to see the wild of hell that sounds so cool !! YAY THANK YOU !! i wanna stock pile this information somewhere so that if i have any questions i dont repeat them and i love documenting stuff in general :D you are indeed >:]

i didn't interact with mortals much but there is A GUARDIAN SYSTEM!! mortals would go to magic schools and, in some cases, get a guardian. a guardian ranges from humanoids to creatures, and sometimes a heaven/hell being would be chosen. the guardian's main objective is to protect the person they're a guardian for. human culture is almost exact to this dimension human cultures, but different cause humans can use magic and stuff. they made the same genres of music this dimension has, and i'd mainly listen to any type of rock. A GUARDIAN SYSTEM AHH THATS SOO COOL WOAH !! i actually love that !! i wanna make a pie chart for how big the populations are depending on species in your dimension now !! magic is soo cool id love it if this world had magic !! although if it was normalized then there would be no reason to wish it would exist !! its like if someone from another dimension wished tvs existed and tvs are so normalized here we dont usually wish tvs existed as much as others :O

that's an interesting theory :o I've never considered that before -- is that in response to the torturing souls theory ?? /genq im sorry i just realized how much i talk im even confusing myself DJFDSKLFJS

just like heaven and hell are sub-dimension, all types of afterlife were also sub-dimension. if you had a theory for what the afterlife was like, that's where you'd go when you died, if you believed in multiple you got to choose, if you didn't believe in an afterlife you would just. cease to exist, i think. and yeah Fate manages afterlife stuff as well, like making sure everyone gets to their afterlife. oh my god wait the more i learn about your dimension the more fixated i get on it its so . so much fun to learn about !! so that means theres a lot of afterlife pockets then depending the person !! does fate have coworkers because that sounds like a LOT to handle for one job /lh AHHH YESS !! as you should minecraft is soo much fun wee what other games do you like playing if you have any ??

i'm consistently collecting chaos as long as it's being made, so all the time I'm getting it, but i'd also be using it often (using my tendrils uses chaos energy). i collect it by being in the same "parent" dimension it's being made in (so i still get chaos from my dimension when in sub- dimensions) and i balance it by existed, so i experience the results of to much or to little chaos so the dimension doesn't have to. noming is sooo much fun, I've had bitten all my friends, guaranteed. i guess people didn't like cause they didn't like being...surprised? but honestly i don't know /gen ohh that makes sense !! i guess its pretty handy to just have chaos energy go to you all the time !! does the energy surge get more powerful if your closer to the source ?? like you mentioned if you go to a natural disaster youd get a flux of energy !! ooo so does the dimension collapse if theres no one to manage ?? if so then yeah from my earlier comment i hope they managed to find someone else to help manage the chaos :O im probably biased as a creechure myself but being nommed on even in surprise is such a fun thing !! i guess everyones different though but hey at least you get chaos >:]]

being human is pretty fun, and i'm so glad there's a nonhuman community /gen, and i don't think i would've thought about my gender if i didn't have agab dysphoria from this body. if i could figure out where this dimension is after i got home i'd probably visit! ME TOO !! i think if i didnt find the nonhuman community id be like in limbo wondering what i am /info /nav !! :O its so much fun being in the nonhuman and liom community like !! wee :D yes yes when you go back please visit some time !! wed miss you /nf

it really is !! and yeah ofc no problem :D

WHAT THATS SO COOL UGH magic >>>>> i love learning about magic , did your dimension have a magic system ?? could anyone use any type of magic ?? or is like being sorted to different areas ?? CONTROLLING SHADOWS SOUNDS LIKE SO MUCH FUN !! you could have like a shadow best friend :D

ooo thats interesting !! im really glad you existed then but man that means the economy existed for a really REALLY long time i like how you guys kept the tradition though !!

ohh alright got it many pocket and sub dimensions too many to count hehe

aww thats awesome !! yeah i guess i could say i have a ghost copinglink too !! because usually when im dissociated id feel floaty and like a ghost and translucent !! wait that actually makes dissociation more tolerable :O being a ghost is so much fun though !! do you have any actitvities you do when your coping links are more strong ?? like when you feel more like a zombie is there anything you like doing ?? https://at.tumblr.com/chewiesgenderblog/oooo-that-is-very-pretty-wowie-d-whatre-the-kinds/uxg5op5r9uv0 now this !! since night exists based on the art i bet its very bright !! i love how much there is to do it sounds like so much fun !! have you ever had time to yourself and just walked around the city before ?? ooo id like to imagine humans going to heaven and hell like tourists w help of some strong beings or even their guardians if they had the power and visiting !! ohh that makes sense !! so yes opening portals and traveling between dimensions uses up a lot of energy . so hotels are basically like a home you can borrow ?? /genq ooo i love candles so much theyre so comforting :D but woah i like how they seem to have a balance !! unlike here sadly but woah really ?? wait can everybody in hell fly ?? or was climbing like a normal natural thing or did it depend on the being ?? but okay hell landscape is moutainous

as it should big flora is so pretty and hells sound wonderful wee :D

whew im glad !! like i know i can always try stop having a squish on you but being able to freeing feel it is always much more better and YAY IM GLAD WEE

me too !! learning in general about attraction is so cool you said you usually see platonic and romantic the same right ?? are there any noticeable differencese you can tell ?? aroaces especially though /pos - ramble anon /nfta all of this btw i know its a lot /gen

if I had to quest either an hour in hell is a couple of years here, or vice versa. i don't have much to go off of but I do love theorizing /gen

food is very similar to food in this dimension, though i don't know if all food is the same, or even exists. but i just remembered the best food ever, i called them 'jelly cubes' which isn't an accurate name at all </3 /lh the best way i could describe it to you is a pineapple-sized grape, one half covered by some plant-like shell. i'd eat them by cutting them into cubes. it has almost an exact texture and flavor to grapes. we had lots of creatures, like i know that on some level but cannot remember any other examples. creatures didn't go near our towns much. the wild of hell is uncharted territory, filled with flora and fauna we have discovered, and a lot more we haven't.

have fun documenting :D /gen

magic is very cool this dimension should be jealous /j /lh

'that's an interesting theory :o I've never considered that before -- is that in response to the torturing souls theory ?? /genq im sorry i just realized how much i talk im even confusing myself DJFDSKLFJS' <- yeah that's the response to the torturing souls theory /gen

oh my god wait the more i learn about your dimension the more fixated i get on it its so . so much fun to learn about !! so that means there's a lot of afterlife pockets then depending the person !! does fate have coworkers because that sounds like a LOT to handle for one job /lh

i remember Fate having one (1) singular secretary, who was basically the check-in for getting souls into there afterlife, but Fate like, ran the place and made sure the process was working.

i play terraria, stardew vally, and minecraft with my (this dimension) siblings a lot, we basically have gaming seshes every weekend. i play breath of the wild on my own as well :]

the energy does get more powerful the closer i am, so depending on how I'm feeling affects whether or not i get close to the source (sometimes i want an exist to be more chaotic). i think dimension can exist with no management depending on a lot of factors, like the type of energy, and if dimensions collapsing is even real in that dimension. like my pocket dimension doesn't need me to be stable, but it also wouldn't exist if i didn't exist, since I'm it's holder though magic. I'm assuming either some powerful being with some free time or a bunch of chaos gods/deitys suddenly got a lot of responsibility.

I'll visit if i can :D /gen

anybody could use any type of magic, and they'd either be trained to use it, to trained to control their natural abilities (some mortals are born as magic users while others have to learn it. beings are always born as magic users.) and yeah i'd love to be best friend with the shadows /gen

when feeling more ai/android i play any hacking/typing games i can get my hands on. and this game called In Other Water, where the player is a sentient ai. when feeling more ghost i just kinda exists, and lowkey feel like I'm experiencing things for the first time in a /pos kinda way. when feeling more zombie soft objects suddenly become the only thing that matters /hj

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i was SO bright, heaven is practically glowing. the lights are very pretty and ~fancy~ in heaven. i really like art installations and architecture so i'd take any chance to walk around heaven and look at marble buildings :] and yeah! mortals could be taken to heaven and hell easily, guardians would take them during breaks especially, since time is slower in heaven and hell they could be on break longer :D

yeah! there's usually a lot of hotel rooms in one building, and you can have a room for the amount of time you ask for to make traveling easier /gen

most heaven beings have wings, and lots of hell beings as well. and with the help of teleporting/portals i guess there wasn't a need for stairs?? but it's just so strange to me that i never realized we didn't have any. yeah hell is very mountainous, and the entire place is like a cavern? of sorts? a really really big cavern.

it's difficult for me to see romantic and platonic attraction differently cause i kinda don't believe in inherency. so nothing seems inherently romantic or platonic to me, they're just actions or feelings that the people involved decide the meaning of. like if i was friends with someone and they said they wanted to date i'd be like 'cool 👍 anything you need me to do differently?' like I'm perfectly ok with letting the other person shape the relationship, cause romance and platonic are the same for me. I'm also queer platonic so that probably has something to do with it /gen

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From Lorcan With Love

WORD COUNT: 1707

SUMMARY: A "From Lukov With Love" inspired ice hockey x figure skating AU featuring Lorcan Salvaterre and Elide Lochan from "Throne Of Glass"

Lorcan and Rowan arrive early for training and walk in on a figure skater finishing her session. It isn't until she falls that Lorcan rushes forward, helping up the woman he learns is called Elide and immediately begins to fall for her charms.

"You know, you didn't have to wake me up this early, right?" Rowan drawled as they pulled into the Orynth Rink parking lot. With their first game of the season taking place next Friday, Lorcan Salvaterre - Goalkeeper of the Terrasen High Hawks - had booked out the rink for three whole hours of practice. Along with being Lorcan's best friend, Rowan Whitethorn was also the captain of the Hawks, their school's ice hockey team. Despite having napped for most of their journey, Rowan's brows were furrowed in a tired frown, his lips in a thin line as he stretched in his seat.

The capital's Ice Rink mainly housed ice skating: including singles figure skating, pairs ice dancing, as well as the annual sectional competitions and sometimes the national one also. None of that meant much to Lorcan, he just knew the Orynth Rink also showcased professional Hockey Teams, such as the Orynth Stags; a team he had dreamt of being a part of since he started his ice hockey journey at seven-years-old.

"Stop complaining, old man," Lorcan chuckled, smirking at the silver-haired boy. "Get the bags from the trunk will you?"

Sticking up his middle finger noncommittally, letting it fall into his lap, Rowan climbed out of the car, rounding toward the back of the vehicle. Lorcan switched off the engine and stepped outside. Grabbing the gym bag full of their gear, Rowan hauled it over his shoulder as Lorcan locked the car, the two boys walking through the parking lot and toward the rink.

The changing room was empty, as Lorcan expected, and the two boys changed in comfortable silence. They pulled on their team jerseys: deep green with silver writing that displayed their name and number. Paired with sweatpants and their elbow and shoulder pads, as well as their shin guards, the boys shoved their bags into the lockers, along with their phones, and headed out to the rink. Walking off the ice with skates on had always felt weird, even with the skate guards that protected the blade. Heading down into the stadium, Lorcan's eyes locked onto the lone figure skater within the rink. The clock overhead told him she still had fifteen minutes left, which meant he and Rowan had fifteen minutes of waiting.

Slumping down into a seat, Lorcan set his elbows against his knees, leaning forward and watching the petite, raven-haired girl dance across the ice. Beside him, Rowan drummed his feet lazily, Lorcan ignoring him completely as he listened to the sound of her blade across the ice.

When, and if, he saw figure skaters, they were always wearing glittery costumes in shades of reds, purples and blues. And though he was sure most skaters did dress down for practice, the girl before him looked like she dressed in the dark. Which, if she had booked a three hour practise, she just might have. Ignoring the grey leggings and burgundy sweater showing a Perranth Skating Club logo, she skated as though she was in front of thousands. Each turn was sharp but smooth, each of her jumps or leaps landing perfectly - to Lorcan's untrained eye, anyway.

"I was thinking we could do some new drills. As captain, I reckon we have a good shot this season. I think we could rank high, come out on top," Rowan started, interrupting Lorcan's gaze.

"Right, yeah. If the others even get here," Lorcan sighed, not that he minded. He was much enjoying his time watching the beautiful skater.

"Chill out, Lor. There's still five minutes, they'll be here," Rowan insisted, nudging Lorcan's shoulder.

Shrugging, Lorcan turned to face the rink, just in time to watch the skater turn back into a jump. She took off from the back outside edge of her skate, using her toe pick to help her spin twice, and just as her foot hit the ice, her ankle gave way. An echoing thud rang out around them as she hit the floor, her thigh and butt slamming down onto the ice as she fell.

Before he even realised what he was doing, Lorcan stood, rushing down the rows of seats and towards the rink. Removing his skate guards and tossing them to the side, Lorcan stepped onto the ice, skating over to the girl who was now curled up, a hand against her thigh and stretching a leg out before her.

"Hey, you okay?" Lorcan called, coming to a stop beside her and offering her a hand, "That looked like a pretty nasty fall."

The girl chuckled, rubbing her thigh once more and taking his hand. Her palm was surprisingly soft, cold enough to send a shiver through him as she gripped tightly. Hoisting her up, Lorcan didn't miss the wince that slipped between her lips. Before he could say anything, she shook her head, "It's fine, it's just my ankle."

As she stood before him, Lorcan tried not to smirk at the immense height difference between them. At least a whole foot. Instead, he just nodded, "Well, that jump looked pretty hard. From what I've seen you're a pretty good skater. You shouldn't let one fall get you down."

"Not good enough. I should be able to do that jump in my sleep. There's no way I'm going to win sectionals like this," she sighed, running a hand through her hair. Her left hand, Lorcan realised, was still in his. She hadn't put her ankle back down onto the ice, instead, she rested it against her other foot, off the ground where there was no pressure on it.

"What happened? Is it just a strain?" Lorcan asked, hoping he wasn't being too curious. His eyes were drawn to the flush of her cheeks, bright red against the pale shading of the rest of her face. With her mop of black hair against glowing skin, she looked ethereal.

"I wish," she scoffed, "No, I broke it a few years ago and it never healed properly. I lost my axel completely, had to relearn my entire program and make all the moves easier. I already lost regionals, I can't afford to lose sectionals too," she explained, her chest rising and falling.

"Well, how long until sectionals? Maybe with some assistance, and physiotherapy on your ankle, you might be able to win?" Lorcan suggested, watching the girl's eyebrows slowly furrow as she looked up at him. They were thick and black, arching over her face and defining it fiercely.

"You don't know when sectionals are?" she asked, as though it was the most obvious question in the world.

Lorcan chuckled, shaking his head, "Oh, no. I'm not a skater. I play ice hockey."

The girl blinked, her eyes widening, "Oh... Oh my god, I'm so sorry. You probably have no idea what I was just talking about, do you?"

Lorcan couldn't help but laugh, loving the way the girl's lips curled into a smile as he did so, "No, but it's fine. I can tell you're very dedicated. I'm Lorcan, by the way, Terrasen High Hawks."

"Terrasen High? Wait, Lorcan as in Lorcan Salvaterre?" she asked, brows raising. Lorcan knew he recognised her. He could have sworn she was in the year below him, he would remember her face anywhere.

"The one and only. You're a junior, right?" he replied, helping her skate back across the rink and toward the entrance. She reached for her skate guards as he remained on the ice. Slipping his hand to her elbow, he helped her balance as she stepped back onto the stone ground.

"Right. Elide Lochan, Perranth skating club," she smiled, sticking her hand out. Lorcan shook it happily, loving the warmth that radiated from her like electricity.

"Perranth is lucky to have you represent them," Lorcan smirked, biting down on his bottom lip. There was something about the girl before him, something that made him feel completely giddy inside. If his teammates saw him like this...

Elide rolled her eyes. Chocolate, Lorcan noticed, the perfect shade of swirly hazelnut. "Now you're just being kind!" she laughed, a melodic sound that he wished he could capture forever, "Thanks, by the way, for helping me up. I probably would have just laid there until my session was over."

Lorcan grinned, something he didn't do too often, "Well, you're lucky I was here. Couldn't have you catching a cold, can we?  I heard hypothermia is a killer."

Pressing her lips together, Elide shook her head slowly, "No, I suppose we can't."

With an obnoxious slam, the doors to the rink swung open. The remainder of his team poured out, dressed and ready for their training session. A blur of green and silver, plus the grey, black and navy blue of Adidas sweatpants. Gavriel was at the front, the oldest on the team, his golden hair tied back in a bun and a grin on his face as he reached Rowan.

Rowan stood, patting Gavriel's shoulder and moving down the rows of chairs. "Lorcan," he called, heading toward the equipment cupboard in the corner of the rink, "Help me get the stuff out!"

They always borrowed sticks and pucks from whatever rink they were training at. Lorcan only used his own stick for final games, an object of good luck. They would also have to drag the goals out, setting them up to actually have something to shoot at.

Offering Lorcan a smile, Elide stepped back, rocking on her good foot, "So, I guess I'll see you around then?"

If he had his phone to hand, he would have asked for her number right there and then. But, he didn't. As she turned to walk up the steps toward the changing rooms, Lorcan called, "We have a game next Friday, will you be there?"

Elide stopped, looking over her shoulder and smirking, "Depends, are you inviting me?"

Pushing down the chuckle that tickled his throat, Lorcan nodded, "I am, and maybe we could hang out afterwards... Just the two of us?"

"Sure, sounds fun. See you Friday, then," Elide confirmed, turning almost immediately and rushing up the stairs.

Lorcan watched until she completely disappeared from view. He could smell the cinnamon and elderberries scent that lingered in her wake. Elide Lochan. Friday couldn't come sooner.

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"God or Gods, does it matter?" PART. 11

Base of the story:

“York is envied by the vikings and during the battle Ivar sees a Saxon girl fight with one of his warriors. The protagonist has a brother with the same disease as Ivar.”

Author: Here is the eleven's part! I apologize for the wait... I've actually been suffering from writer's block lately for this story. Hope you will like it, and thank you so much for your support ! I really appreciate it! 🥰

Since the afternoon, Ligeia has been silent, and make herself small. Taking care of her siblings, staying in a dark corner of the room watching Rosalia was playing chess with Ivar when Apollo spend time with the little ginger-head. When Apollo was looking after his little sis, she was in the blacksmith shop working, keeping her mind busy. And when comes the night, moon high in the sky, she goes to the beach and looked at the lettering on her sword. She’s not only determined to be discreet because of the decision of the Bishop, but also because she was under surveillance.

Right now, she was in a dark Conor of the Great Hall, one leg on top of the other, hands resting on her thigh. Rosalia next to Ivar watching him and the bishop playing. Hvitserk was behind his brother drinking calmly. Some guards around the room. Ivar moves a pawn, take one of Bishop’s pawn, looked at him, smirk happily bringing his glass to his lips. Heahmund sitting his back straight, look straight to Ivar. “We will be fighting against your brothers. Yes?” “Perhaps even my brother Bjorn, if he returns from his travels.” “Do they frighten you, your brothers?” Ivar chuckles, shaking in small movement his head has a no. “No. Maybe Bjorn, just a little. I don't find him very smart, but he is a great warrior. They call him Bjorn Ironside.” Hvitserk was listening quietly chewing something. “And the woman, the one who killed your mother?” “Lagertha.” Pure bitterness and venom in Ivar’s voice. “Hmm.”

“I've sworn to kill her. And she knows that I'll do it. She just doesn't know how bad it's going to be.” He sounded out at the same time he was glancing over the game board, then move a pawn. “Where will you fight?” Continue asking Heahmund. “I don't know. Perhaps they'll blockade themselves in Kattegat. The main town.” Heahmund stretch his arm and take hold of his pawn and move it. “That would be foolish.” Ivar looked at the chess board and furrowed his brows, before straightening himself, his hands linked resting on the table. “Maybe you can help me think of a strategy.” Heahmund laugh. “You would trust me to do that? Even though I don't care which side wins?” Stated the man of God. “Ah, but you want to win. I see that. And I want to be around people who want to win. What they do afterwards, who cares?” “The fact is, I will only fight for you because I am certain, as certain as I can be, that God wishes me to do so. That I am part of some plan which I cannot comprehend.” The Viking man chuckles to the amusing words of his special guest. “Then you believe, like us, that you are fated, huh?” For the first time Hvitserk speaks. “No. I still believe I have free will. I choose to fight for you.” Hvitserk lower his eyes, thinking about what he just heard. “If you are fated, it doesn't matter if you choose or not. You simply have the illusion of being free to choose.” Explained Ivar. “I don't know.” Said Hvitserk more to himself. “Excuse me?” Ivar looked above his shoulder surprise by his brother’s words. “I just don't know if, when I joined your side, whether it was fate or free will.” Confessed Hvitserk. “What does it matter? Hmm?”

Heahmund enjoys secretly seeing the conflict between the two brother. Ligeia put this information on the side of her brain. Hvitserk confused about his decision to leap out the ship and joined Ivar. He wasn’t so sure anymore, and that was dangerous. Without a word, she stands up and approach the table. “Hvitserk can you look after Rosalia?” She demands. “She is in safe hands.” Answer Ivar, getting her attention. Ligeia looked at Ivar, her facial expression absolutely neutral. “Better be.” She warned, coming closer to Rosalia, putting one hand on her hair. “Be nice.” She said making Rosalia looked at her, holding her chin. “Promise!” Affirm Rosalia with her cute child smile. She kissed her forehead and leave the Great Hall.

She walked a little to get to the pier and see Astrid on the deck, looking at the ocean. And so, she threw up in the water. Harald joined her and they talk a little. Harald’s face light up and he hugs his wife. He let her go and she turns her back to him. She sees Ligeia standing, her arms behind her back. She stops at her side taking a deep breath. Ligeia looked straight ahead. “I catch you throwing up. Are you okay?” Queen Astrid eyes, were shinny. “Yes, perhaps, I don’t know…” Ligeia knows immediately that, she was not all right. “Do you want to talk about it?” Astrid nod her head, pressing her lips.

They walk along the beach and sits themselves on a rock. Ligeia observes silently the Queen in front of her. “I think I might be with child. I don’t want it. I don’t love Harald. All this I didn’t get a choice.” Her voice crack because of the emotions and the struggle to not cry. “You really love her, huh? This Lagertha?” Asks Ligeia. “Yes…” Ligeia gets closer on her side and caress her back. Astrid put her head on Ligeia’s shoulder.

Later that day, everyone assembled along the dock. Apollo was sitting next to Ivar and Ligeia was holding Rosalia’s hand. The scream of a horn can be heard. Ligeia’s mouth slowly opens and her eyes getting wide. Apollo turns himself and look at his big sister. They both looked at each other, and get their attention back on the sea. A fleet of maybe, hundred or more boats arriving. “It is beautiful!” Said King Harald.

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[notemily]

I do think Jin Zixuan is a very lonely person, which has to be rough for him. I've read a few fanfics where he actually makes an effort to be a brother to his father's many bastards and finds companionship that way, and I like them, but they mostly involve Jin Guangshan being out of power way earlier than in canon.

I never thought before that Jin Zixun's baiting of the Lan brothers with the alcohol was a deliberate play to weaken Gusu Lan on the Jin clan's part. I always thought he was just an asshole, but canonically, his assholeness is usually pointed in a direction by the schemers in his family, so it makes a lot of sense that it would be deliberate here. I do wonder how they got him to do it, though. Like was Jin Guangshan just behind the scenes going "oh those Lans, they think so highly of themselves, they probably wouldn't even have a drink with you"? (I kind of doubt it was Jin Guangyao, because as you say, he does care about Lan Xichen and doesn't like seeing him put in this position.)

(I do wonder what the hell Nie Mingjue is doing sitting there and not saying anything while his friend and sworn brother is baited into drinking, but I guess the general theme of the show is that nobody rocks the boat much in the cultivation world because there are Consequences to doing so, as we see with Wei Wuxian.)

I’m just so impressed by Lan Xichen and his ability to play these games of politics but to keep his sense of integrity. To find a balance between those things, a way to compromise without betraying himself. I wonder how long it can last.

*belated snickering* (I know OP has long since watched the end of the show, but I love You Are Unprepared moments like this; shout-out to my old Mark Does Stuff friends)

He levels this accusation at them, and there’s a beautiful kind of irony to it in that, in him, they see only a monster, and yet he is the only one who stands in defence of the Wens’ humanity.

aaaaa this is so great!!

also love the part about the use of Wen Ning's courtesy name, which I think about a lot, because it comes up again later in the finale, and also because there's so much in this story's use of courtesy names and personal names and titles and affectionate nicknames and what they say about your relationship to which person. Even something as small as Lan Wangji always calling Lan Xichen "xiongzhang" instead of "da-ge" has meaning. So yeah, I do think it's significant that he uses "Wen Qionglin" here, and later, to call him back to himself.

The Untamed Liveblog - Episode 26: Don’t Make Me Count to Three

There’s little I love more, in the story of a hero’s fall or a villain’s rise or all the variations in between, than the so be it moment. The make me your villain. The if this is how you see me, why should I try to be anything else? The if I am beyond forgiveness, what is to hold me back? The I will do what must be done, and damn the consequences. The crossing of that threshold, the point of no return. The point where the perception of others becomes—or may as well be—the reality.

This episode, then, is 40 minutes of that trope, as Wei Wuxian turns away from the only world he has ever known, knowing there is no going back from here. As he lets them all see the monster they think he is. And the rain-soaked tragedy of it all: he does it to save the lives they have ignored.

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Sleepy ~ Sonamy.

A/N -

Sonic begins speaking in his sleep, Amy hears what he has to say.

Sonamy!boom fluff. 

This one got way cheesier than I was expecting. 

It had been a long day, the team where relaxing on the beach after battling Eggman, for what felt like hours. The sun was setting bathing everything in an orange glow. Tails, Sticks and Knuckles where playing a game a volleyball, while Sonic and Amy sat on the side. Amy was enjoying a book, while Sonic was just enjoying some down time, taking the time to catch up on some sleep.

“Am…”

Amy turned to the blue hedgehog laying on the chair next to her, she could have sworn he’d spoken her name, but he seemed to be fast asleep, shrugging she went back to her book.

“Am…my.”

This time she knew she wasn’t hearing things, closing the book she turned to look at the blue male next to her, she was about to wake him when he spoke again.

“Amy no…I.” He said sounding rather panicked.

Gasping she decided to hear what else he had to say. He was dreaming of her! Her heart started pounding, what was happening in the dream? Was it bad? He sounded worried, should she wake him?

“I lo…Am…stop.” Sonic mumbled.

What did he just say?! She couldn’t be right? Could she? Did he say…no there’s no way.

“Amy!” Sonic shouted waking himself up in the process.

He was panting frantically, and looked around himself as if he was confused as to where he was. He looked over at the pink hedgehog next to him. She looked odd, her cheeks red, and her mouth slightly agape.

“Are…are you ok?” Amy asked sympathetically.

“Ugh…yeah why wouldn’t I be? I’m great, neato, never been better.” He said trying to play off anything that would suggest he was having a mini heart attack.

He’d had a terrifying dream, Amy was being kidnapped by Eggman, but there was nothing he could do to save her. She was crying, and that killed him. He hated seeing her in so much pain. He lost complete control of himself in the dream, what would he do without her? She was his rock, she kept him grounded. With our he’d be a mess, but he’d never tell her that.

“Ugh, Sonic you alright over there buddy?” Tails said noticing the flustered hedgehogs.

“Me? Yeah I’m fine, just...had a weird dream.” Sonic said leaning back into his chair, he’d play it cool, and nobody would notice his mini freak out.

Amy shifted awkwardly, what did he mean weird dream? She stood slowly, her team watching her.

“I’m going for a walk.” She said rushing off, she felt like she was about to cry.

“Amy, wai…” Sonic began.

Had he done something to upset her? He couldn’t think of anything, last thing he remembered saying to her before he fell asleep was how nice the view was from his shack. It suddenly dawned on him. Had he spoken in his sleep? Had he spoken about her? What had he said?!

Amy had broken into a run, tears now pouring down her face, she didn’t quite know why she was crying, she was just so overwhelmed. Sonic meant so much to her, hearing him speak about her in his sleep shook her. 

Meanwhile back with with the team, Tails had advised his blue buddy to go after the pink woman. Sonic could see she was upset, and the thought of him being the one to have upset her settled itself uneasily in the pit of his stomach. He agreed with Tails and darted off after her. 

 Amy flopped to the ground, she’d found a secluded area, near a cliff looking out over the ocean, she let the tears fall out of her, she thought it better to let it out than try and stifle her emotions.

“Ames?” She heard a voice behind her.

She sniffed wiping the tears away. “What is it Sonic?”

“I…I wanted to make sure, you’re alright?” He stated, he came behind her, he looked out over the cliff and admired the view.

“I’m fine.” She said, moving to sit in a more comfortable position.

“Come on Ames, this isn’t like you.” Sonic sat down next to her, he was extremely nervous, he knew he was to blame for her tears, but didn’t know why.

“It’s nothing really, it’s just…” She began.

Both hedgehogs couldn’t even look at one another, they just sat looking at the glistening ocean, colours of red, orange and pink bounced around them as the sun began to disappear into the horizon .

“You…you said my name.” She stated quickly.

“I did?” Sonic’s heart began pounding in his chest.

“Yeah…you said...you sounded scared…and you kept saying my name.” She rubbed her arm awkwardly, she didn’t know if she was ready to have this conversation with Sonic.

“Oh.” Sonic replied.

He gave himself away in his sleep! This is typical! She knew how he felt, what was he meant to do now?

“Sonic…”

“Ugh…yeah?” He stuttered.

“Do you…have feelings for anyone?” She was looking down at her lap.

“Well, I…I mean you’re great and I...I…look, that is to say…you….I…us…well we…I…gir…fri…” Sonic could barely think straight, this woman was going to be the death of him.

Amy giggled slightly. He turned to look at her. “Maybe.”  He said his voice cracking slightly.

Amy reached out and squeezed his hand. 

She felt slightly foolish, she can’t believe she’d burst into tears, and over nothing.

“Sonic…sorry for...well running and crying...” She said nervously.

“Don’t be.” He replied solemnly. 

She looked up at him, to meet a pair of emerald eyes, he smiled at her softly. Amy knelt in meeting her lips with his, the kiss was gentle and quick, but was full of emotion. She pulled back, Sonic wrapped her arm around her and both sat enjoying the sun finally setting.

A/N -

Hey guys! I really want to thank everyone for the support I've been getting with these fic’s, I've only had this account for a few days and already so many of you have been so kind and supportive! I really appreciate it! <3 

This one got a little to cheesy, but hey nothing wrong with a bit of cheese now and then. 

Sorry for my grammar/spelling again, the dyslexia is a butt!