#Do yall even know about the psychosis baby i thinkw ere all familiar w the psychosis bab y

[elytrafemme]

like. dissociation and psychosis are not FUN THINGS there was actually literally never a point where i enjoyed it at all Except like the very rare occasions w two of my alters.

but objectively... okay actually post canceled because it's redundant, scrap the psychosis baby and the alter mutations for a second can we talk about the fact that i had a literal fucking Shadow Self that I couldnt talk to or really coexist with because it was blurry but like definitely was trying to sabotage and was like not me. That would just take over sometimes. and i like never found out what the fuck that was because then i met the alters.

And like. also this shadow self was literall . Like she resembled origins ranboo. also. ,Like was i on some next level kin shit or was i actually hallucinating like crazy WHAT WAS THAT

my therapist once told me that i wasn't like exactly in psychosis bc i was aware i was tripping during half of that which like God so true. but also i just fully had an Evil Mare who would vent post on my acct about choir class and try to flirt w my friends and for some reason my natural reaction to thatw as to be like. Yeah that's normal