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chocostrwberry · 8 months ago
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Akumatized Emelie Agreste, “Motherbird”!!
I’m not sure if I wanna make this part of my AU officially, (you’ll know if I add this to the master post) but I had this concept I wanted to draw out!
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Emelie’s possessiveness manifesting in her willingly becoming akumatized so she can keep Adrien at home under her watchful eye. No one actually knew she was akumatized until Nathalie comes back after a business trip and realizes the house is under her rule, which she then calls the police and consequently Ladybug.
She has two forms: her Mother form and her Bird form!
Mother form is when she’s calm, and mostly just normal Emelie. Only after Ladybug interferes is when she becomes enraged, turning into her more feral Bird form. Her abilities include flying, a sort of banshee scream, and razor-sharp feathers!
I wanted to give her two forms to show kind of her dual personality. One moment she’s caring and overprotective, but when things don’t go her way she’s angry and volatile.
Adrien was probably there for about two or three days, unable to contact anyone outside and couldn’t transform into Chat Noir.
Her akumatized object is her necklace, which is actually in Adrien’s possession. So in order to defeat Motherbird, Ladybug will have to free Adrien.
I wanted to make her behavior towards Adrien stemming from her love for him, but also her crippling fear of him being taken away from her. Like, ofc as a young child they would need someone to look after them and be a place of comfort, which Emelie fulfilled perfectly. In Adrien’s eyes, she was the one who always made everything better, she was all he needed.
Since he’s a popular model I’m sure the Agreste family had to deal with stalkers and dangerous letters being sent directed towards him. Assuming Emelie was also popular in the eyes of the public growing up, she had to deal with a similar thing. This reinforced her idea that Adrien is the same as her. Having to protect Adrien from threats like this, Emelie unconsciously views the world for Adrien as dangerous, especially without her. This, combined with her sense of ego and projection of perfection onto her son, creates the kind of woman Adrien knows. It’s a combination of “I love my son and he’s perfect because I’m the one who made him” and “Everyone is trying to hurt my son, so I need to make sure he’s safe.”
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ultrastarbee · 3 years ago
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Hi! So I saw your request is open ^^
Can I request draken and his s/o with terrible eyesight (idk if you write fem!reader, I prefer this but g/n reader is okay too! ) Anyway him helping his s/o navigate their way because apparently they lost their glasses and refuse to wear contacts. Please make it as fluff as possible? XD idk maybe draken doing some little gesture that help his s/o and stuff and how teases them maybe.
I hope you can consider it ^^
You sure can, honey! My vision is pretty shitty, but I fucking hate my glasses. This request hits me close. It's so funny! Can we be friends? And look, fun again: I’m working on something like that with Mikey. Did you read my mind?
Title: Hearth Shaped Glasses Request: yeeees Couple: Draken x fem!reader Category: Fluffy  ☁ Content Warning: none Word Count: 600 Summary: you have bad eyes, but a good boyfriend A/N: i'm kinda sleepy writing right now, but i will try my best for you!
MASTERLIST ....... RULES ....... SERIES LIST
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Draken was working on a bike when you arrived. He knew it was you without even have to look. It would be so romantic to say it's because he know the sound of your footsteps, but he actually knew the sound of your voice as you shout after hitting your arm against a table. Draken chuckles getting close to you. It was the same every time you thought there was a spider somewhere but it was actually some leaf.
Your bad eyesight was exactly what brought you togheter. At school everyone was afraid of you. The way you looked at them was scary. Your frown and the way you keept eyecontact for too long... everyone used to think you wanted to pick up a fight. With Draken it wasn't different. He wouldn't hit a girl, but he would sure scare one. "What you looking at?" his voice was faking being agressive. "Are we classmates?" your voice was hopeful as soon as you recognized his voice "there's a note at the door, but...". "You can't read?" Draken reads the note himself "It says we have gym class now". "Thanks!" with a sweet smile you started walking with him. Draken laughs as you enter the male bathroom after not seeing the sign on the door. There are times when you have to read something from the board at class. Draken always kicks Mikey's seat so the boy wakes up angry and even the teachers leave the class when it happens. Similar things happen at lunch time. All three of you got strawberry shortcakes, but Mikey is a little shit. He steals every strawberry from your cake and says "oh, it looks likes they didn't have strawberries today" with the most innocent voice ever. Draken can't help but agree with Mikey since the small one took all his strawberries too.
Draken thinks this small detail about you is adorable. Sometimes he calls you his little bat, but in a sweet way. "My vision is not good, but glasses are terrible" you start complaining while Draken takes you to a chair "I'm so lucky to have you, Ken". "Don't play games with your health, Y/n" Draken leaves a small kiss on top of your hand "or when we get old you won't be able to see our pictures together". "You are right. But even when we become old I will awalyas recognize your bald head" you laugh and almost can feel the frown on his face. "Not bald". "Yeah, yeah, whatever makes you happy, Ken" you are smiling at him. At least you think it's his face. But it can also be the back of his head. "You do".
Draken is so lucky you can't see his face now. But you can hear his voice. His strong voice was warm with love. You love this boy. He is your eyes, he has your heart.
"I got something for you" Draken cleans his hands on his clothes to give you a pink box "two years today. I know you don't like glasses and always end up losing yours, but keep these, please". Hearth shaped glasses with red frames. Draken is the best. "This is actually the best present you could ever give me!" your happy voice makes him smile a little confused. "I thought you didn't even like glasses?" "Oh, I don't. I'm talking about you. The best present is you. Being with you. And now being able to see you" putting the glasses on your face you only have time do see him coming fast closer to you.
Drakens kisses are intense. Always.
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loridrabbles · 5 years ago
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Imprisoned | Dogma x Reader (Part 28)
Warnings: Smut. Cockwarming, teasing, straight up smut. But it’s really cute and lovey and mushy.
This chapter is a “flashback” to before Dogma left to return to the 501st. I mentioned smut, but never actually wrote it so here it is.
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     Warm water rushes down (Y/n)'s back as she rinsed the soap from her body. She had her hair pinned on top of her head to avoid getting it wet. Dogma had been home for three days now and (y/n) wasn't going to go another night without him between her legs. While he was busy in the other room putting Saoirse to bed, she rummaged through her drawer grabbing the sexiest set of lingerie she had and ran back to the bathroom to dress. The set was dark blue lace, his favorite color, with shiny, silver threading throughout it and around the edges. She clasped the bra behind her back, slid on the panties and garter-belt, and clipped her stockings in place. When she heard Dogma climb back in bed with his book, she walked in with her bath towel around her.
     "Babe?" She asked.
     "Yes, love." He responded, barely looking up from his book.
     "You've been home for three days now, and we haven't had sex once." She said, dropping the towel and tossing it onto the sofa by the door. "I'm not taking it any longer." She spoke playfully and put her hands on her hips.
     Dogma looked her up and down, mouth agape as he slowly lowered his book to his lap before closing it and nearly throwing it to the night stand. Eyes wide, he bit his lip, looking her in the eye as he moved from the bed. He stood and slowly walked to her, looking down at her body then back into her eyes as he pulled her into a rough, yet soft, kiss and wrapped his arms around her.
     The mattress, warm where Dogma had been laying, collided firmly with (y/n)'s back as he pushed her onto it, and climbed over her. He didn't hesitate to press his lips against her sternum, massaging her breasts in his hand as his kisses trailed to her neck. (Y/n) bit her lip, arching her back into his touch.
     "I missed this so much." He said with an exhale, his voice muffled from burying his face in her neck.
     He breathed in her scent, closing his eyes for a moment before pulling her bra straps from her shoulders. She sat up, reaching behind her back to unclasp and remove the garment. His shirt and pants followed. Dogma's lips returned to her skin and his hands followed lower and lower until he reached the clips on her stockings. He kissed the tops of her thighs, fumbling with the clips and slowly pulled the left stocking down and off her leg. As he moved to the other leg, he peppered kisses on the inside of her thighs and placed one very light one just above her slit.
     "Stop being such a fucking tease." She spoke through an airy breath.
     "You've waited long enough for this. You can wait another hour." He snickered playfully, dusting his hands up and down her thighs, then her waist. As her skin formed goosebumps under his touch he hooked his fingers under the hem of her panties pulling them off slowly. She squirmed under him, begging him to touch her. He places his hand on her waist, between her legs, and ever so gently massages circles with his thumb along her slit. She wouldn't have even noticed he was touching her if she wasn't watching. His devilish grin said it all and she knew he was going to keep up this teasing. It had only been mere minutes, but she'd had enough.
     “I can’t stand anymore of this. I want you, and I’ve been waiting for too long. I miss the way you touch me Dogma. Please.”
     He smirked, a little taken aback by her forwardness, but leaned close to whisper in her ear.
     “You’re asking so sweetly my love. But just a little bit more, you can wait, hm?”
     "No, please." She panted. "I want you now. Please, love." She said, caressing his cheek with her hand. He smiled tenderly, caving in. He had both his girls wrapped around his finger.
     "How do you want it?" He growled.
     "I miss the feeling of your tongue making me squirm and moan." She said, brushing her thumb across his lower lip. "I miss the way you make me writhe and scream whenever you plunge your fingers into me. Make me drip like you used to. Drink me up and hnng-"
     Her voice hitched in her throat and she squealed when she felt Dogma dip a finger inside of her and begin pounding it against her g-spot. He added another and continued the ruthless pace making her legs quiver and her hips buck into his hand. Her eyes rolled back into her head as she started to drip on his fingers and down his wrist.
     "I love how wet you get, baby." He said, pulling his fingers away. He pushed them past her lips and into her mouth and she sucked them clean, swirling her tongue around the tips of his fingers to tease him. He got on his knees, pressing kisses up and down her wet opening, and pushed his tongue past her folds tasting her. With his tongue inside her, he made a v with two fingers, placing one on either side of her clit and began rubbing up and down. The added sensation made (y/n) squirm at his touch, and she clapped a hand against her mouth to keep from screaming.
     "Don't stop, Dogma." She cried. "I'm gonna cum."
      His tongue darted in and out of her folds, licking up her juices as she began to drip and gush. To tease her, he slowed the movements of his hand, drawing his fingers away ever so slightly. She whined at the loss of his touch and rocked her hips forward. He chuckled to himself, returning his hand to her clit and continued rubbing, listening to the soft, sweet sounds that escaped her lips.
     "Oh! Please don't stop!" She said, massaging her own breasts, rolling her nipples between her pointer and middle fingers.
     He listened and kept up his pace, using his tongue to lick circles at her entrance and lap at her folds. Her legs quivered as she came, her wetness flooding his mouth as his tongue lingered over her pussy. He smirked at her from between her legs, eyebrow cocked mischievously as he crawled up over her body.
     "Did you like that baby?" He growled in her ear grinding his clothed, hardened cock against her thigh.
     "Mmhm." She breathed.
     "You want more?"
     "Oh, fuck yes."
     With her answer, he climbed off the bed, and removed his pants, then shorts, unsheathing his cock. He got on his knees between her legs and ran his hands up and down her thighs before parting them. He took hold of his cock, rubbing it up and down her sopping cunt, using he free hand to continue rubbing up and down her outer thigh.
     "You want this, baby?" He asked.
     "Yes." She whined. "Dogma, please. Please, I need to feel you inside me."
     "You're asking so nicely tonight, love." He said, pushing the tip past her folds. She bit her lip and rolled her eyes back, finally beginning to feel what she'd wanted for so long.
     "Oh, yes." She gasped, feeling him thrust further inside her. "Please, give me all of it."
     Butterflies filled her stomach and warmth pooled at her core as her entire body tingled at the feeling of his stretching her out and filling her up. Dogma let out a blissful moan at the feeling of himself bottoming out in her pussy. Giving up on his intentions of teasing her, he began to move. He rocked his hips back and forth, in and out of her. Her cheeks turned a bright red as she squeezed her eyes shut, taking a moment to get used to him. When she opened them, she looked him straight in the eye.
    "More." She breathed. "Please, baby, harder."
    Just as soon as she asked, she regretted her decision as he pounded into her with furious abandon. Fucking hell he had missed her so much. His hips bucked into hers with bruising strength. She clawed into his back with one hand, using the other to grip the pillow beneath her head as she turned to scream into it. She could feel his breath against her neck as he supported himself on his forearms, grinding and pounding into her.
    "You feel so fucking good, baby." He said, slithering an arm behind her neck to hug her close, using his other hand to massage her clit. The new position hit her perfectly in her favorite spot and the overwhelming feeling of it all had her clamping, fluttering,  and squelching around his cock. She was close to her release and wanted it so badly.
    "Yes, baby. Just like that. Right there." She whimpered and moaned. "Yes, yes, yes."
    "You gonna cum, darling?" He asked in her ear, biting and kissing her earlobe.
    "Yes, baby. Please make me cum. Yes, yes, yeeEEs." She nearly screamed her words as she came, her pussy clenching tight around him. The sensation of her walls tightening around him sent Dogma over the edge too, spilling inside her, filling her with his seed.
    "Fucking hell." He groaned after coming down from his high.
    "That was so fucking good." She smiled with a little laugh. She wriggled a little to pull away from him, but he grabbed her waist, pulling her flush against him.
    "Stay." He spoke softly, his voice rumbling through his chest. He pulled one of her legs around his waist and lied down on the mattress, keeping himself sheathed inside her. He rubbed her thigh where it was, slung around his body. "I want to sleep like this." He said, kissing her forehead. (Y/n)'s stomach and chest filled with butterflies as she smiled.
    "Ok." She whispered, more than ready to fall asleep.
    "I love you." He said.
    "I love you, too."
    It was around 3 am when (y/n) awoke in the middle of the night, or at least that's the time she guessed it had been. Dogma was fast asleep, chest heaving gently, lashes kissing his cheeks. As she stirred a little, she could still feel his cock inside her. She smiled devilishly to herself when she clamped down on him, and after a few times, could feel him getting hard. She rocked a little, trying not to wake him until he was ready to go. Her teeth squeezed her lip trying not to let out a loud moan as she could feel him harden to size. With all the strength she had in her tired body, she pushed his shoulder and rocked her body to roll with him onto his back. At the sudden movement, he jumped awake.
    "Babe?" He asked, eyes half open. He chuckled and cupped her face with his hands when he realized what was happening. "What are you doing?"
    She said nothing, but took hold of his wrists, moving his hands to her hips. Tired, she lazily leaned forward, laying on his chest, kissing and suckling on his neck as she rolled her hips. Dogma moaned in her ear, feeling her pussy slipping around his cock, rubbing against his head, then sinking back down around the shaft.
    "I don't ever wanna be woken up any other way." He whispered, rubbing a gentle hand up and down her back. The overall act was more loving than it was pleasurable, but neither of them could complain. As (y/n) lay across his chest, she could hear his heart pounding and she brought a hand to her mouth, soaking a couple fingers with saliva before rubbing circles on his nipple, just to hear the pounding quicken.
    "Hmph." She heard a moan hitch in his throat. The hold he had on her back became tighter as he rolled the both of them onto their sides. eyes closed and still holding her close, he took control and pounded into her. She wrapped her leg around his waist where it had been when they slept. Due to their closeness and the position, she could feel his body massaging her clit, without even having to use his hand. Still sensitive from their last lovemaking session, she was already close.
    "I'm gonna cum." She cried into the crook of his neck. He responded with nothing but a grunt and sigh, and quickened the pace of his hips. The bed creaked every so slightly and rocked back and forth as he lazily, but greedily drove himself into her. With a cry and squeal, she came around him as she convulsed in his arms. A few more pumps and he was cumming as well. She could feel slickness streaming down her thigh as some of his cum spilled from her folds.
    With a tired groan, he pulled out of her, giving her a few kissed on her forehead and a long, soft one on her lips.
    "I love you." He whispered, again, pressing his lips to hers. "So much."
    "I love you, too."
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aurilis · 5 years ago
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Known you before, chap 3 Learning to cohabit, part 3
Here’s one the things you must know when you live with a girl ...
“ Chase ?”
“ Yes Carmen ?”
“ I … need something special.” she began.
“ Like what ?” demanded the man, looking at her.
“ Like a thing for girls only.”
He blinked. Carmen bit her lip. How to explain this to him ? Plus she had to do this quite fast.
“ You know … our thing.”
“ Our thing ? Do we share something else than the apartment ?” replied Chase, oblivious.
“ Nooo ! I mean the thing for us girls ! The end of the month !”
This part turned in his head. For him, it meant the salary, but Carmen wasn’t working yet. So what could it be ? Seeing no response coming from him, Carmen decided to be more specific.
“ My period !!”
Alas, sir Devineaux hadn’t find himself with a girl for quite a long time and practically forgot everything about them.
“ Period of what ?” he stupidly asked.
“ Is he dumb or what ? BLOOD !!”
Light finally reached his brain.
“ OH MY GOD !!” he exclaimed.
He ran to his bathroom. Carmen was taken aback : did he actually got what was needed ? She saw him coming back, quite panicked.
“ I-I-I don’t … I only have compresses, will it do until you got what’s necessary ?”
“ Are you kidding me ? A bandage is enough.” replied Carmen.
“ Really ?”
“ Of course not goddamn it !! URGH !!!”
Chase squealed. He looked all around him, made three steps in a direction then another … before suddenly rushing to his phone. She heard him explaining to Isabelle what was happening. A good idea actually, excepting he introduced the topic by saying Carmen is bleeding. Not wrong, but not quite accurate either. Isabelle laughed when she understood.
“ We’re going to a store.” announced Chase, hanging up.
“ Hoooo, bright idea sir detective.” retorted Carmen.
“ Ah shut up will you ! I’m not an expert in this !”  he complained.
“ Yeah I sort of noticed it.”
Chase was all stiff during the way, and drove quite fast which scared his passenger a bit. Then, he took her forearm and ran inside the store, as if they were going to emergencies.
“ Where is it ?” he exclaimed, looking fast around him.
“ Will you calm down ? It’s not like I’ll die from it !” intervened Carmen.
He called his colleague again. That one calmly explained where to go. Carmen moaned when pulled again. Chase pushed her in the aisle, like she was entering in a sanctuary where priestesses would take care of her. Carmen shook her head. She had a hunch it would more less go that way. Alright, let’s do this and be done with it. Devineaux waited for her later near the toilets.
“ You okay ?” he asked when she came out.
“ Yeeees ! It’s not a disease damned !” groaned Sandiego.
“ Sorry !” he replied sheepish.
They went back home calmly this time. Chase looked at her weirdly the whole day, like when she arrived first. Carmen sighed. He wasn’t at ease at all around girls. Since when was the last time it happened to him ? She must have had fun, that’s for sure. Apart from this incident, their cohabitation went well. Chase spoke about his job, his hope of reaching Interpol. Apparently his dad was a famous detective, and so he wanted to follow his tracks.
“ But he’s way more competent and smarter than I am.”
Carmen spotted his sad tone.
“ You can make it too. There’s no reason you can’t if you motivated enough.” she said.
“ Ah, I’m not sure. He also possess an incredibly flair.” added the man, while clearing the table
“ He lack confidence in himself, it seems.”
That was surely why he wasn’t comfortable with her.
“ Chase, you’re not supposed to be your father. You’re already a detective, it means you do have the capacities. If you persevere then you’ll make it.” resumed Carmen, washing plates.
“ Thank you for your support Carmen. It touches me.” he smiled softly.
“ That’s normal !”
They smiled to each other.
“ The sky is pretty uncloud tonight, would you like to watch the stars ?” he suggested.
“ Oh, yes sounds like a good idea.”
“ Then meet me before the door window.”
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unclejuho · 6 years ago
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sf9 in london event + concert experience ☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙
this is my 5k essay on what happened 190512 // enjoy reading!!!
so i got to the venue at 11pm the night before bc i was so stressed by the other concerts (ppl at la started lining up at 6pm??) i really wanted to be near the front since im coming all way from the netherlands anyways i better go big or go home!!!! so like i waited there for an hour amongst other fans who were still waiting from a diff concert and when they left other fantasy arrived so we started queueing up. i rlly have to thank sf9 uk casue they were so nice to me and they kept letting me use their hotel next door to let me go to the bathroom and change ♥️
i ended up getting nr1 (or nr21 ig isbdhs) so!!!! we did it LMAO succesfully got a good spot even though my feet and butt were dead by the time anything even happened,, its so hard to wait for 16+ hours to go to a concert but its sf9 so who cares about health 🤡 we didnt get knifed and a lot of ppl came up to ask who the fuck we were waiting for hdbshsh it was so funny
so i started handing out my juho stuff ofc and ppl seemed to like it!!! so im glad haha eventually even i didnt have any anymore so i was happy ppl liked it!
skip to like 1pm which is when the members arrived at the venue, i was a lil late noticing cus i was waiting for those signed narcissus albums but i ran to the front anyways n saw youngbin chani tae leave the van (like what they posted in the travel preview) so that was!!!!! jdbdbsb they were so unbothered it was so cute so i went to get my albums and came back to line (i got all hwiyoung pcs oshshah) 
also there were so many other fans handing out fanmades it was so sweet the entire atmosphere was fantastic bc everyone was nice to eachother, rlly everyone i talked to was super sweet!!! also so many fansites with slogans or fans so i went broke once more but it was all worth it theyre so pretty...
at like 4.30 was the special event which lmao i rlly was so tired and i got sooo nervous i had my already signed fanfare from mwave bc if ure gonna sign any album it should be fanfare (looking at ALL the ppl that gave them narcissus) sooo us 20 were led upstairs to some sort of bar area and they had a long table w water bottles so we had to wait a lil while the staff checked our signed items if they were ok and then we had to form a line to wait (they were late) i met another dutchie so that was nice hdhshsh
finally the members walk out and im shaking bc baek ju is the first to enter the room!!! he was wearing that leopard sweater and i didnt even hate his mullet seeing it upclose...
jae was wearing that stupid unbottoned shirt skbssbsb and he came in giving ALL the fanservice like him and inseong were here for the entire thing osbdbsb the other members just sat down and sociaized with eachother like yb kept being adorable and pulling faces at the table it was everything and i couldnt see rowoon bc ppl were standing in front of him but i was!!!! shaking already bc whos idea was it to start off this event with fucking rowoon lmao is like immediate heart attack! ju was last which was oof...
so i had like ideas of what i wanted to talk abt w each members but lmao??? i didnt talk abt any of it to any member my mind was so shook...
first up was rowoon and he just hdhshsh???? the eye contact of this man and just seeing him upclose was so intense tf he rlly was.. so gorgeous n bc of his hair up his eyes looked even bigger n shimmered and the pics rlly dont do him justice... so the first thing i said was wow so handsome bc why not.. i was gagged indeed hdbdbsb he said like woooow our debut album and you already have it signed oabdbs i didnt explain the entire mwave thing bc wud he understand haha but he opened n he saw the pic of himself hes like what do u like better me now or me here??? me being myself im like fanfare bc ur hair down is so cute oahdhshs i rlly not a narcissus hag anyways but fanfare was best rowoon as always... so rowoon did his sign and i asked him to do sky castle impersonation he didnt understand so i just repeated sky castle he was like ah the voice thing im like yes cha minhyuk isbdbsh so he did the fucking thing and i was dying lmao great to have seen it in the flesh ofc...
after rowoon was taeyang and taeyang!!!! was so hyper and attentive like hdnsb whenever u see him in vids hes usually very casual but he was soooo sweet and he too was like ahhh fanfare he took a while to say but he said his heart was still in there hdhdhsh so i was 🤧🤧 i just asked tae if he was doing okay or if he wasnt feeling tired and he said he was doing great bc i was there im like dying hdhshsh so i said yah me too!!!! 
jae was after taeyang n jae was jdhshshs soooo into it i know korean fans say ppl change biases to jae after meeting him and i have to say i can see why!!! i didnt rlly know what to say to jae beforehand but he said oooo i really love london and im like haha i dont like it here im like im from the netherlands so he was shocked he said thank you for coming to travel here and he held my hand isbdbsbsb
next was inseong and... the eye contact level was sooo severe he rlly threw all into it hes like hi thank you for coming so much so i was wearing this shirt w a 🥩 on it and im like inseong do u like my shirt bc i know u love meat iahdhahsh so he was laughing n said yea wow this is my favorite shirt oshdhshs rlly had me going LOL he asked if it was my first time seeing them im like yea but im going to korea in the summer tho oshdhshs he said that was great n asked how long i was staying for,,, so im like im going a month so he asked why i was going so long im like im going for u!!! hdbshsb he gave me some hearts and i moved on ndhsbsab
so chani was next up and he looked so shy,,,, im sad bc i forgot to say everything i wanted to say to him at the beginning and i was just like chaniiiiiii and he laughed and signed my album before i went i quickly pushed in a URE MY FAVE DANCER n he highfived me hdhsbs
so youngbin was next and i... lmao... i was weak haha he just read my name hes like hiiiii gia im here being depressed saying HI YOUNGBIN I LOVE U SM thank u sm for everything u do for us and i shit u not my eyes like tearing up oshdbsbs yb asking me how im feeling im like YEA GREAT tears in my eyes oabdbs i rly couldnt speak otherwise id actually have them roll down my face so i just nodded and moved on iabsbs
hwiyoung im so sorry... i was still emo from yb and i even forgot to say happy birthday like pls hit me... hwi cheered for the fanfare album and im like yess hwi i love ur hair here i love the blonde;; hwi thanked me for coming 
next up was dawon and jdbsbs i came in saying hi fantasy president so he said yeeee fantasyyyyy and hes an unbothered legend oabbdhssbn he signed quickly and within a minute i was away again jdhdhs
so juho.. my god oshdhshwh hes so:((( pretty let me breathe liek... i came there im like juho i love u oahdhshsh hes just nodding his way going to sign my album and he drawing that heart stickman so im like i have a question can u draw— hes like this is my signature drawing LUCKILY i drew the jucasso next to my name so im like pointing at it being like lmao boy we dont want this heart flop bdhdhsh so he quickly drew it and i said i hope u feel better soon and i was off again,,, rlly dawon and juhos signing went so quick...
so we moved on to the pictures and they were grabbing the chairs and ju was standing all way back at first but then no members went to sit on the chairs oahdhs so JUHO THE MAN WENT FOR THE SEAT NEXT TO THE MIDDLE HDHSHSH and hwi on the other side and jae behind so im blessed like juho... he rlly did it... hdhshsh i quickly go to grab one of my banners bc im like bitch i gotta fucking rep for it now otherwise i wudnt know a pose anyways oahdhshs so i quickly took off my glasses as well
so its my turn im going up and sitting down and like handing this banner to ju and hes like ???? oh???? he quickly reads it n was impressed hdbsb so there was one pic and tae was sitting next to ju and wanted to read what was on the banner so he turned to us but then we had to take another pic so he had to turn back quickly again oahdhshsh and then i had to go again but as i walked away ju was explaining to the members what was on my banner so i :(((( 
after everyones picture was taken they said goodbye and waved and inseong stayed behind a lil to joke abt drinking beer (i rlly hate him but also me?) and then they left and we got our merch bags n went back downstairs
so i quickly ran over to my bestie to tell her abt it before realizing we had to line up to go inside for the concert so i was like stressed running away i rlly almost lost my first spot LOL but we were let inside the venue i had like 50 bags but i ran to the front and BLESS IT there was like tiny space left at the left side which is were i wanted to be bc juwoon!!!!!! so i rly did get barrier thank god i could put down all my bags as well and the fantasy next to me were great as well!!!!
// i’ll add the concert later as im tired rn and this is already 5k osjbhdbhjas
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thatssonanii · 6 years ago
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Wait ... Before You Hit Me
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Eli's parents didn't care when they found out he was having sex as long as he didn't bring babies home. And Koda had almost died when his parents caught him. Milo knew they would care and he didn't want to think about what would happen if he got caught. So being the smart (and scary) child that he is, Milo decided to sit down with his parents.
"What did you do?" Jey asked right off the bat.
Milo had asked both of his parents to meet him in the living room after Simba got to sleep.
"I didn't do anything. I just wanted to talk, you guys said I could come to you guys so here we are."
"Let me rephrase your daddy's question. What are you planning on doing?"
Milo stood in front of them, hands clasped together. He was so nervous, his palms were sweating. There was no turning back now though and he didn't want to disappoint his girlfriend.
"I'm gonna have sex. Me and Aunastee."
Both parents busted out laughing. They knew their child was goofy but not this goofy. "Boy, please. You don't even want to talk about sex with your father but you think you're ready to have it. Get out my face."
"I know what this is," Jey chuckled, "Your cousins having sex and you feel left out. You don't really wanna have sex, Lo, you just think you do."
"I'm foreal. We're gonna have sex. We're ready." He argued respectfully as he could.
Apryl got up from the sofa still laughing. She kissed her son's head before leaving the room. Frustration ran through Milo's veins but he wouldn't speak on it. Jey scratched his head, staring at his son.
"Just because I gave you condoms doesn't mean you have to use them, Lo."
"I know but I'm ready, Dad. I am."
"How you know?" Jey asked then stood from the sofa.
"I just do. And so is she. We wanna do this and we're going to."
"You're not like your cousins, Lo. It's a lot that comes with having sex. They're not as emotional as you, you can't handle it."
There wasn't anymore room for conversation and Milo knew it. His parents had shut him down but he wasn't backing down from his decision. Him and Aunastee were going to have sex if it killed him.
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"So they just walked out? No discussion?"
"Basically. But I expected that."
The young couple sat in Milo's black Honda Civic in the driveway of his house. They had gone on a date to the movies while his parents and Simba had gone to his aunt's house. He knew they would be gone for awhile, his mama's sister never knew when to stop talking.
Aunastee undid her seatbelt, smiling as she got out the car. Milo followed her slightly confused. When they got to the door, she took his keys from his pocket unlocking the door. Again, he followed her through the house and up to his room.
"What are you doing?" He asked as she looked around and took her jacket off.
"Getting comfortable, dork. What does it look like?" She laughed.
"Um, why? I thought you were goin home, Auni."
She approached him still laughing, kissing his face in between laughs. He kissed her back, his confusion slightly wavering.
"That was before I knew my sister was going to be there. And your people are gone so," she paused to kick her shoes off, "Now's a good time."
"Baby, I want to, I really do. But," he sighed as she kissed his neck still smiling.
"But nothing, Milo. You promised me something and now you're gonna deliver."
The absolution in her voice had turned him on. He liked when she tried to take control. Milo gently pushed his girlfriend onto his bed forgetting about the mess he made when he got dressed. He started to kiss her neck until she wiggled away from him.
"What's wrong?"
She pushed him up and sat up with him. "Not in here though. Issa mess, babe."
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"Okay," he nodded. "I can clean up real quick." She shook her head at his suggestion. "Guest room?"
Aunastee nodded and he took her hand leading her out of the room. He stood in the middle of the open hallway trying to decide which room they could use while Aunastee started to open and close doors.
"Oooh I like this one."
Milo saw where his girlfriend stood and immediately shook his head. "No, no, no. Not that room, babe. Any room but that one."
With a smile on her face, Aunastee went into the room much to his dismay. He wanted to have sex but not at the expense of his life. Milo didn't budge, he couldn't.
"Baby, please, come out of there. We have four other rooms to pick from."
"I like this one now get in here." She demanded playfully.
He dropped his head, pinching the bridge of his nose. "If you like your life you'll come outta there, Aunastee. You know my mama is crazy and she will know."
"Boy," she laughed, "What're you scared you're gonna get whooped?"
"Honestly, yes," he mumbled to himself before entering his parents bedroom. He found his girlfriend, laid out on his parents' bed in only her bra and panties. "Baby, nooooo."
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"Baby, yeeees." She giggled. Aunastee stood on her knees beckoning for Milo to come to her and of course he did. "Stop thinking about your parents and think about me. You got condoms, right?"
He pulled them from his wallet, showing her the gold wrappers his father had given him. Her smile made him smirk and shrug. "My dad knew I was blessed."
She rolled her eyes pulling her on the bed with him. "Get your goofy ass over here before I change my mind."
"Yes ma'am," he whispered pulling his shirt over his head.
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"Gotta pee, gotta pee," Simba exclaimed racing pass his parents.
They laughed as they continued their slow walk up the stairs. The house was quiet, for now, Simba wasn't anywhere near sleepy. They hoped he wouldn't wake Milo's grumpy ass up.
"Wash your hands and get your pjs on, Simba."
"Yes, sir," he said coming out of the hall bathroom. Apryl bent down to pull his underwear up the right way and Jey continued on to the bedroom, his sister in law and her family had worn him out. "I go night night with you, Mommy?"
"Uhn uhn, baby. Mommy and Daddy are sleepy. But you can stay up if you want."
"Kay, Mommy. I get snack?" He asked hugging her neck. "Pwease. I want grapes."
"Only if you promise to stay in your bed tonight."
Before he could agree, Jey was standing over them. Simba let his mama go to hug his daddy's leg. Jey rubbed his head lovingly. "Go on in your room, Josiah. Ima get your grapes." Jey walked him to his room, closing the door behind him. "I'm about to kill your son."
"What? We just got home. What could either of them have possibly done?" She asked laughing.
"You laughin now. Go look in our room."
Apryl shook her head figuring Milo had fallen asleep in their bed. He liked to be in their room when his parents were out and Jey hated it. She opened the door, walking slowly through the sitting area in their room not wanting to wake him. Her smile turned into a frown. Jey stood beside her, staring at their disheveled bed their son and his girlfriend slept peacefully.
"Do you wanna do it? Or should I?" Jey asked scratching his beard.
Apryl approached the bed, rubbing Milo's forehead and cheek. "Wake up, Milo," she said sweetly. He mumbled a few incoherent things as he rolled over onto his back, Aunastee taking her place on his chest. Apryl narrowed her eyes as she smacked his bare crest. "Wake your light bright ass up, Adrian!" Both teens jumped out of their sleep, their eyes landing on Apryl. "I know your ass did not fuck this girl in my damn bed! In my new sheets."
"We uh we, we," Milo stuttered.
"Spit. It. Out." Apry spoke through her teeth.
"We uh we fell asleep."
"Oh really," Apryl laughed kicking off her heels, "You really gon sit your naked ass in my bed and lie to me? Is that what you wanna do right now?"
Aunastee held the sheets tightly to her chest, afraid of the position she had put Milo in. "Mrs. Fatu, I am soooo sorry."
Apryl glared in the younger girl's direction. "Girl, shut your ass up talking to me." Aunastee shut her mouth immediately, not wanting to make things worse for him. "I asked you a question, Adrian Lorenzo Fatu. Answer me and answer me now."
"We fell asleep, Mama."
Jey turned around as soon as he saw Apryl approach the bed and reach for the covers. She snatched the covers off exposing their naked bodies. Milo covered him self with a pillow and Aunastee jumped from the bed grabbing her clothes rushing into the bathroom. When she closed the door, Jey turned back around.
"Since when you sleep naked, Lo?" Jey asked calmly. "And in my damn bed at that."
"See I thought he'd learned after we caught his ass smoking but no. No!" Apryl fussed tossing her purse and phone to the side. "I see you've been hanging around that dumbass cousin of yours too much. The no good one too."
Milo grabbed his briefs from the floor, and pulled them up. "They didn't have anything to do with this. I can make decisions on my own. Ya know?"
"Boy, don't get your ass knocked out talkin to your mama like that."
"Get a piece of ass and you think you something, huh?" Apryl pushed poking his chest. "You think cause you have sex, you can disrespect me and my house?"
"No, I don't think any of that, Ma. I'm just sayin."
Jey sucked his teeth cutting his son off. "Say what you gotta say and hurry up."
Milo saw Aunastee come out of the bathroom and nodded at her. She was shaking. She wasn't afraid of her people finding out, she was afraid of Apryl, Jey and what they would do to Milo.
"Take her home and you bring your ass back here, Adrian."
"Yes ma'am. Come on, Auni," he whispered quickly sliding pass his parents.
Aunastee stopped by Apryl grabbing her hand tightly. "Please hear him out."
"Goodbye, Aunastee," Jey said in a low tone. She nodded, running out of the room.
While Milo was gone, Jey and Apryl put the bed clothes and discarded trash into bags and sat them on top of the bed. The two were waiting downstairs in the living room when he got back. He went straight into the living room wanting to get it over with. He saw Jey's belt sitting in the coffee table and panicked.
"Wait," he called out as soon as Jey stood up. "Before you hit me! To be fair, I tried to talk to y'all about this and y'all shut me out."
"You told us you wanted to have sex, Milo. Not that you wanted to have sex in our room."
"Maybe if y'all would've listened to me then it would've have happened, Dad."
Jey stepped closer to him, sticking his neck out. "Are you gettin smart with me? Is that what I just heard?"
"No, sir. Look do what you want to me but please don't be mad at her. She didn't owe y'all anything, I do. I disrespected you guys' bed and there's nothing I can do to take that back. But leave her out of it."
Apryl rolled her eyes. She didn't want to hear shit about his girlfriend, she didn't want him to have in the first place. His scary ass about to get his ass whooped and here he was, worried about Aunastee.
"Your mama and I will talk to her sister. Don't you worry about that. What you need to be worried about is how your allowance is gonna pay for me and your mama a new bed."
"Cause I'm sure as hell not sleeping in a bed you were hunching your lil girlfriend in."
Milo huffed. He was getting frustrated again. "I'm about to be 17. How long did y'all think it would be before this happened?"
"Since you wanna be so damn disrespectful after your daddy beat your ass you can go stay with your cousin, Adrian."
"Mama, no, I don't wanna leave."
Apryl got up from the sofa, she was pissed but she didn't want to see him get whooped. If she saw, she would stop it from happening. She stood in front of Jey, her hand on his chest. He looked down at her, nodding, he knew what that look meant.
"It's up to your father. You better hope he's in a better mood after this, Adrian." She said in passing.
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btsismy6thkink · 7 years ago
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BTS REACTIONS: Another idol flirting with you
Requested: Yeeees <3 xx
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Disclaimer: I did it only with EXO seeing as they are the only other KPOP group i listen to at the minute, so honestly if you guys have any other songs or groups i should give a listen let me know :P<3 Also a slight smut but yeah trying to keep these more hinting instead of going into detail.
Overall scenario for all of them is them inviting you to MAMA resulting in you meeting one of the members from EXO.
Jin:
BTS had just performed resulting in you being left alone, you didn't mind seeing as you enjoyed supporting your boyfriend but not being the most confident person didn't help when a boy sat down next to you clearly skipping the usual greeting. “You look lonely over here” he looked at you with a sly smile one your boyfriend only used when he tried to pretend he didn't just want to take you right then and there. You shook the thought out of your head knowing he was probably just being friendly. “Uh yeah, i’m just waiting for my friends to come back” for some reason you didn't mention your boyfriend not because you didn't want to but you didn't know he was flirting so you didn't want to make it awkward.
“I’m Kai by the way, and you’re?” He looked at you while licking his lower lip, you cleared your throat a little sitting up a little straighter, “y/n” you looked at him honestly hoping it would just make him leave but it didn't stop there. “Oh such a beautiful name” you didn't know how to respond however you were saved by and arm around your shoulder and a kiss on your cheek. You looked at the hand knowing it was in fact Jin, “thanks for keeping her company, but i will keep my GIRLFRIEND company” he stated putting pressure on the word girlfriend making Kai excuse himself and walk back to his members.
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Yoongi:
Yoongi knew you felt uncomfortable at these kinds of shows, knowing this he had done 3 things to make you feel better. He had made their stylist style you in whatever you felt like, he gave your hand a little squeeze every time he felt you get nervous and lastly he didn't leave your side once, well until he did at least. He needed to pee and you couldn't blame him so you went with him some of the way but just stood there waiting for him to be done.
After waiting for a few seconds you felt a tap on your shoulder, “Excuse me beautiful but i couldn't help but notice i haven't seen you around before” Well clearly since 1 you weren't an idol and 2 you usually bailed on your boyfriends invites. “Yeah i usually don't go to these things.” you looked at him hoping he would get the hint but he didn’t far from actually. Without notice he softly grabbed your hand and pulled out a pen(who has a pen on them when wearing a suit?) but you let the thought drift away until he started writing a number on your hand. “you can call me yeah?” You just stared at the man you didn't really recognise but you also couldn't help but think about how your boyfriend who never shows PDA was partially at fault never showing his dominant side in public like he does in the bedroom. That was until you was turned around roughly and had a pair of lips which you recognised against yours, “you’re mine princess” he whispered against your lips, completely ignoring Baek Hyun who was now awkwardly standing there.
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J-Hope:
Hobi was always near you, not even joking this man would have you on his arm always if he could not because he didn't trust you but he wanted to show that such a perfect human had chosen to be his. You holding his hand however did not stop Tao from EXO walking up to the two of you completely ignoring the boy next to you. You being a fan however did not help because you looked at the man before you with heart eyes, big mistake.
Tao greeted you softly, asking in to you this seemed innocent until he asked for a ‘goodbye hug’ he called it as he had to leave to go to his group. You of course accepted, letting go of Hobi’s hand which was the only thing left not making him explode into a jealous mess. As you hugged Tao, his hand wondered a little lower than what Hobi liked to see lightly pulling the two of you apart. As soon as the man on his new enemy list has left he pulled you close whispering in your ear. “Letting other people touch your ass? your getting it later beautiful butterfly.” It send shivers down your spine his voice was raspy and low which usually made you want to excuse yourself and go have some alone time in the bathroom.
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Namjoon:
Okay, so it was safe to say your boyfriend was possessive and protective but you also knew he was insecure about losing you to someone better and more popular being the exact reason why this was the first time he had invited you along with him and the members to MAMA. You had wandered off just wanting to look around when you suddenly felt a hand grab onto yours you thinking it was your boyfriend you looked at the owner of the hand and jumped a little in surprise. “I’m sorry i didn't mean to startle you” the man said, you recognised him as Kris from EXO but honestly you could be wrong. However even with the weird meeting you chose to actually talk to him. You had been having a good conversation for 15 minutes when you saw your boyfriend behind Kris with his arms crossed biting his lip, debating whether he should interrupt or not but what was there really to debate?
He walked up to you, quickly excusing you from Kris aggressively planting a kiss on you and down your neck leaving a visible hickey. “You’re mine my queen, no one elses. Remember that.” he whispered it loudly making sure you would hear his neediness behind his voice. “Tell me what you are, unless you need a reminder” you looked at him with wide eyes not because you didn't want a reminder but you would much rather wait getting your reminder until you were back at home where you didn't have to walk much after the reminder. “I’m my daddy’s little monster” You whispered into his ear making his grab your ass pushing your crotches close together. “Thats right” He didn't whisper it this time he made sure to growl it out making you wish you had let him punish you right then and there.
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Jimin:
Jimin was constantly scared of losing you, making sure he could always keep an eye on you wherever he went. However he was surprised seeing you talking to another idol out of the corner of his eyes. You were talking to Luhan from EXO, your best friend’s bias so of course you were going to wing woman her even if she weren't near you. “So your friend, is she as beautiful as you my love?” he asked smiling at you. Again you didn't find it to be flirting so you just answered as you normally would, “Oh she's much more beautiful” you looked at him waiting for a response when you saw Tae looking at you with a worried expression, which made you feel bad for even talking to someone like Luhan without Jimin by your side because you knew how he got when you talked to other males. So to make it up to him you decided to excuse yourself and walk over to Jimin hugging him from the back, “there you are my handsome prince.” “Huh? i thought you had found someone else, is it because he is taller than me?” he had now turned around looking at you in the most serious way. “Jimin-ie pabo…. sorry i had to but Chim you know i love you and i wouldn't want to lose you ever?” you looked at him smiling softly. “You didn't answer my question though and you need to stop hanging out with Tae.” “I love your height Jimin its just perfect for me to kiss you whenever i want” you smiled planting a kiss on his lips.
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Taehyung:
Where you wearing a revealing dress? Yes. What Tae overjoyed? No. Did you know it would get you punished later? Yes. Honestly Tae had ignored you for the past few days and you needed to feel him near you again making you think jealous Tae was better than no Tae. Which made you walk over to ChanYeol whom you had talked to before at a few of these award shows. You talked with him for a while knowing very well he was flirting but you also knew your boyfriend had his eyes glued to you both. As you kissed his cheek and went back to your boyfriend his blood was already boiling. He looked at you up and down dragging you to one of the bathrooms pushing you into a stall. “Strip or i’m ripping the dress off of you” You looked at him shocked seeing as he had never been a public sex kind of person but it did turn you on which he knew. You took off your dress leaving your body fully exposed. “Hmm baby girl maybe i should just let you suck me and call it even.” He didn't ask as he wanted an answer but he just stated that this was your actual punishment, not getting him inside you had never felt so much of a punishment before this.
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Jungkook:
You had been talking to Sehun for 30 minutes now, him flirting and you flirting back not intentionally but it was just a part of your personality which Jungkook knew very well. He knew you didn't understand when someone flirted with you so he excused you in the back of his mind. Instead he stood there waiting for you to come to him but you didnt. You sat there in the middle of a conversation when you when a hand on your shoulder and your boyfriends voice clearly warning the man before you, “I’m going to take my future wife with me so excuse us” He grabbed your hand and pulled you with him only focussing on that one thing he just said. “Future wife huh?” you teased smiling at him. He couldn't help but smile his goofy smile, “yes one day i promise”. He kissed you softly, making sure you knew how much he meant those words.
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yoimleigh · 5 years ago
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My Summer Love Story
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Yen Ocariza © 2018
It was the last day of school. Finally, makakapagpahinga muna ako sa mga projects and other school stuff. It had been a memorable semester. Masayang school trips, laughtrip with friends, brainstorming sessions na nauuwi sa slumber parties at higit sa lahat mga cramming projects and requirements na nauuwi pa rin sa A+.
Later that afternoon, Ella texted me. Pinapapunta ako sa tambayan. Haaay, magde-date na nga lang sila ni Francis, damay pa ‘ko. E pa’no, wala akong lovelife ngayon. “Haynako! Ang kulit talaga nitong si bestfriend. Makapagbihis na nga’t baka mangulit pa lalo ‘to,” sabi ko sa sarili ko sabay bangon mula sa kama. “Hello, Els? Oo, papunta na ‘ko. I’ll be driving. Sige, bye.” Tinawagan ko na para di na mangulit.
While I was driving my way to Outback Steakhouse, I saw a couple fighting along the street. “Tss. Kaya ayokong nagkaka-boyfriend e, aksaya sa oras. Dagdag stress pa,” naibulong ko na naman sa sarili. Few minutes passed, I arrived at my destination. I parked my car malapit sa entrance ng steakhouse. Pagkapasok ko, nakita ko kaagad sina Ella at Francis, as usual, nilalanggam na naman sa sobrang sweet. “Hoy! Tama na ‘yan, kakarating ko lang pero pinapapak na ‘ko kaagad ng mga langgam,” biro ko sa dalawa kong kaibigan. Sumabat si Francis, “Haynako Juls, palibhasa kasi wala kang boyfriend kaya kami ni Ella pinagtitripan mo.” “Oo nga Juls, maghanap ka na nga ng boyfriend. Tapos double date tayo,” sagot naman nitong kaibigan kong ewan na may pang-asar na ngiti. “Els, Frans, wala akong time sa mga ganyan. ‘Tsaka, nag-promise ako kina mom and dad na I’ll have to finish my studies first before settling down ‘no.” “Juls, boyfriend lang, ‘di asawa. Settle down ka dyan,” natatawang sagot naman ni Ella.
“Whatever. Ano, ‘di pa ba tayo oorder?” tanong ko. “Later na Juls, may hinihintay pa tayo,” sagot ni Ella. Maya-maya pa’y dumating na ‘yong taong hinihintay raw namin. Sinalubong sya ni Francis. “Uhmm, girls, this is Iñigo. Pinsan ko, kadarating nya lang kahapon from the States,” pakilala ni Francis sa kanya sa ‘min. “Hi, I’m Ella. Girlfriend ni Francis. And this is my bestfriend, Julia.” Sabat ng maganda kong bestfriend. Nakikipagkamay sya sabay sabing, “Hi, Julia,” with that pamatay-sa-kilig look from his cute, expressive eyes and his warm smile from that kissable lips. Nakipagkamay na rin ako, “H-hi,” nauutal kong sagot.
“Ah. Ahem-ahem.” Singit no’ng dalawa. “Guys, upo na tayo? Okay na, pwede na tayong um-order?” tanong ni Ella. Umupo na kami at nag-order. Tahimik lang akong kumakain nang bigla akong kinalabit ni Ella, “Huy, umimik ka naman, napapanis na ‘yong laway mo, o. Kanina pa kami nag-uusap-usap tatlo dito, ikaw panay lamon ka dyan. ‘Di ako sanay.” Napangiti lang ako sabay tayo, “I’ll just go to the comfort room. Excuse me.” Pagkapasok ko ng comfort room, I heaved a sigh. “Stay calm, Juls. ‘Wag kang magpapahalata na naku-cute-an ka sa kanya. Kaka-meet nyo palang,” bulong ko sa sarili. When I felt better, lumabas na ako at bumalik sa table namin. I was laughing with them already, may times nga lang na nakaw-tingin ako sa crush ko. Minsan nagpapang-abot pa nga mga mata namin e. Nahihiya tuloy ako.
Past 9PM when we decided to leave the steakhouse, we went to Francis’ place to hangout. The boys played PS while us girls decided to bake cupcakes for fun at para makapag-girltalk na rin. “Els, may sasabihin ako,” sabi ko kay Ella. She replied, “Ano ‘yon, Juls?” I heaved a sigh, saka ako nagsalita, “I think I’m liking Iñigo.” Kinilig naman ata si Ella sa sinabi ko, ang laki ng ngiti e. “Secret lang natin ‘yon ah?” pakiusap ko. Tumango lang sya with that smile assuring me I could trust her.
The next day, Ella and I are talking on the phone when she said that Francis had told her something about Iñigo. “O, what about him?” I asked out of curiosity. ‘Sabi ni Frans, Iñigo likes you din daw. Hinihingi pa nga raw number mo sa kanya e,’ sabi ni Ella mula sa kabilang linya. “So, did Francis give it to him?” ‘I don’t think binigay nya, baka kasi magalit ka raw e.’ “Ah,” is the only word I said. I don’t know but I felt a little disappointed when I heard Francis didn’t give him my number.
‘Uyy, nalungkot. Hahaha. Yeeee!’ saway ni Ella. “Anong nalungkot? ‘Di ‘no. Okay lang talaga.” ‘Sus! ‘Wag ka nang mag-deny, Juls. Kilala kita, nasa tyan pa lang tayo ng mga nanay natin, mag-bestfriends na tayo at sabay na tayong lumaki kaya wala kang maitatagong feelings sa ‘kin ‘no.’ “Okay, fine. I felt a little disappointed. Pero really, okay lang.” I assured her. ‘Okay, sige. Ganito nalang. Let’s meet nalang later sa steakhouse. Ano, game?’ pagyayaya ni Ella. “Okay, sure. Sige, bye.” As soon as our conversation ended, I took my time in the bathroom para mag-ayos. It was already 5PM, I’m on my way to the steakhouse to meet my friends.
“Hi,” bati ko kay Ella sabay beso, “sa’n sila?” “Wala pa e, on the way pa raw.” While we were waiting for the boys, I saw someone really familiar. “Juls, ‘di ba si Khalil ‘yon? ‘Yong ex mo?” Nakita rin pala sya ni Ella. “Yeah,” matamlay kong sagot. Hinawakan ni Ella ‘yong kamay ko, “Are you okay?” she asked. Tumango ako and smiled at her. Buti nalang, dumating na ‘yong boys. “Hi girls,” bati sa ‘min ni Francis. “Hi, Julia,” si Iñigo. ‘Eto na naman ‘tong pamatay nyang ngiti,’ sabi ng utak ko. “Hi,” balik-bati ko sa kanya.
Masaya kaming nagku-kwentuhan when somebody showed up beside me – si Khalil. “Hi, Juls,” bati no’ng mokong. “Go away, I don’t wanna talk to you,” pagsusuplada ko. Ayoko naman kasi talaga syang makausap. “C’mon, Juls. Para namang wala tayong pinagsamahan e.” Pang-iinis pa nya. “Pare, ayaw nga raw makipag-usap sa ‘yo e. So, back off!” depensa ni Iñigo. Nagulat ako do’n kaya napatingin ako sa kanya. He smiled at me as if his eyes are saying sya nang bahala. “Bakit, sino ka ba ha?” asar na tanong ni Khalil. “Boyfriend nya, bakit? May problema ka?” sagot ni Iñigo. “Is that true? Boyfriend mo ‘to?” Khalil asked me pointing at Iñigo. “Y-yes, h-he’s my boyfriend,” I replied. Everybody was quiet. I watched Khalil left and weird part is, I felt relieved. But wait, what’s gonna happen now between me and Iñigo? Now that we told Khalil that he’s my boyfriend.
Few days passed and I can still remember what had happened that night sa steakhouse. I don’t know pero parang ang sarap sa pakiramdam, and that moment when Iñigo defended me, it was.. amazing. My phone suddenly rang, ‘Unknown number calling’ sabi sa screen. “Sino naman kaya ‘to?” naitanong ko sa sarili. “Hello? Who’s this?” ‘Your boyfriend,’ sabi sa kabilang linya. “Ha? But I don’t have one,” pagtataka kong naisagot. ‘Oh, so you’re breaking up with me now? Haha. Ouch! That hurts ah,’ biro no’ng mokong sa kabilang linya. “Hey, sino ka ba talaga? Don’t mess with me, okay? Seriously, I’ll hung up.” ‘Okay, okay. I’m sorry. It’s me, si Iñigo.’ Natigilan ako when I heard his name. Gosh, ikaw ba naman tawagan ng crush mo at magpakilalang boyfriend mo sya tignan natin kung ‘di ka ba mapapanganga’t matutulala nyan.
‘Hey, still there?’ tanong nya. “Y-yeah. Sorry.” ‘It’s okay, wanna hangout? I really wanna see you, Juls.’ “Uhmm, ah. Sige, sige. What time, and where?” ‘Now na, baba ka. Andito ako sa labas ng house nyo.’ “WHAT?! SERIOUSLY?!” gulat na gulat kong tanong. ‘Yeah!’ natatawa nyang sagot. I looked at the window and he’s really there. Ohmy, what should I do? Dali-dali akong bumaba. “Pa’no mo nalaman ‘tong bahay namin?” tanong ko pagkabukas ng gate. “Actually, I was with Francis kanina but then he has to go fetch Ella so I decided to drop by here since malapit lang raw bahay nyo e,” paliwanag nya.
“Okay, let’s go?” sabi ko. “Sa’n mo ba gustong pumunta?” tanong nya. “Ikaw na bahala. Ay teka nga pala, ba’t ka nga pala biglang nagyayang lumabas? Wala ka bang girlfriend?” I asked him. “Meron,” sagot nya. Napahinto ako sa paglalakad at napatingin sa kanya na para bang tinatanong ng mga mata ko kung sino ‘yong girlfriend nya. And I saw him looking at me, smiling, then he said, “Ikaw!” My tears started falling. I don’t know what to say. “A-ako?” “Yes, ikaw!” he proudly said. “B-bakit ako? Pa’no?” wala na akong ibang naitanong. “Because I love you from the moment I saw you,” nakangiti pa rin sya when he said that. Grabe naman ‘tong taong ‘to, direct to the point sa sobrang honest.
“Y-you love me?” I’m really speechless. “Hey, c’mon. Don’t cry,” he said, wiping off my tears. “I love you from the moment I saw you, Juls. You’re different. You’re smart, you’re pretty, you’re awesome. You’re mysterious but I like that.” “Iñigo,” is all that I could say. Wala talaga akong masabi. Serioulsy, wala. Hindi ko alam kung tama pero right now, I know, I’ve completely fallen for him. “I love you too.”
Magkahawak-kamay kaming naglalakad sa mall. We ate and then we watched a movie. Officially, kami na nga. I still can’t believe. “Juls, okay lang ba kung sa bahay na muna tayo? I want you to meet my parents,” he was serious. I can feel sincerity when he said that. “Oo naman, tapos sa bahay tayo after?” pagyayaya ko naman. “Okay.” And then we went to his place, met his parents and they’re so cool. Nag-iisang anak pala ‘to kaya spoiled. I was happy, no, I AM happy. Never been this happy.
Hinatid nya ‘ko sa bahay, pinakilala ko sya kina Mom and Dad. I was prepared na pagalitan nila, but then walang nangyaring ganon. When Iñigo left, my parents were very happy. I saw happiness in their smiles. Hindi ko alam kung bakit kaya tinanong ko na, “Mom, Dad, what’s with those smiles? Hindi nyo po ba ‘ko pagagalitan?” Mom laughed, “Anak, why would we? Alam naming nangako ka na ‘di muna makikipagrelasyon. But I know, even if may boyfriend ka na, you would still be the same Julia. That achiever and responsible Julia. You know how to balance everything, and that’s why we’re so proud of you.” “And ‘nak, wala naman kaming pinagbabawal sa ‘yo as long as you know your limitations. Besides, I can see that Iñigo’s a good man so we trust you both,” Dad added, smiling. I hugged them both.
One week na kami but it seems like we’ve been together for a year. Ibang-iba sa pakiramdam compared to when I was with Khalil. I am always happy with Iñigo, always learning new things and we have a lot in common. Iñigo decided to organize a beach party at their resort in Batangas. Magkakasama kaming apat – ako, sya, tsaka sina Ella at Francis. We had a lot of fun. Bonfire. Jam. Foodtrip. Games. Horror stories. It’s 2AM and we decided to sleep. Ella and I shared the same room, so were the boys. I can’t sleep so I decided to go outside para magpahangin. “‘Di ka rin makatulog?” tanong no’ng lalaki sa likod ko. Napalingon ako, I smiled at him and said, “Hindi e. Ikaw rin?” “Yeah. You wanna watch the sunrise?” “Kita ba dito?” "Yes, of course. Here’s the best view if you really wanna see it.” We watched the sunrise together while he was hugging me fom behind.
I was looking for a gift para kay Iñigo sa mall and suddenly I bumped into someone. “Sorry,” sabi ko sa babaeng nabangga ko. “It’s okay, my bad. I wasn’t looking my way kasi e. Sorry ha,” sagot naman nya. “It’s okay,” sabi ko tapos umalis na ‘ko. I called Ella para makipag-lunch, while waiting for her sa steakhouse, I saw that girl again. This time, she’s with.. ‘IÑIGO?!’ tanong ng utak ko. Nilapitan ko sila, “Ñigs, what’re you doing here?” “Hey, Juls. Ah, uhmm..” I crossed my arms, waiting for what he’s gonna say. “Uhmm, this is Sofia. My ex-girlfriend. She just arrived from the States last night.” He explained.
“Oh, so you’re dating your ex here?” taas-kilay kong tanong sa kanya. “Hey, c’mon, miss. We’re just hangin’ out, like old times. You know..” singit no’ng babae sabay haplos sa braso ng Iñigo ko. Huhu. Inis na inis na ‘ko, sa sobrang inis ko nag-walkout na ‘ko. Nakasalubong ko si Ella. “Juls, anya–” di na natapos ni Ella ‘yong itatanong nya kasi hinatak ko na sya palabas ng steakhouse. Naabutan kami ni Iñigo sa labas. Hinila nya ‘yong kamay ko at pinaharap nya ‘ko sa kanya. I see sadness in his eyes, may namumuo nang mga luha. “Juls, you have nothing to worry about us. Nagbabakasyon lang sya dito. Nakiusap sya na magkita kami today and so pinagbigyan ko sya. That’s all,” pagpapaliwanag nya. “E ba’t di mo sinabi sa ‘kin?” naluluha kong tanong. He was quiet. Wala syang naisagot. “Wala kang maisagot? Then talk to me kapag wala na ‘yong babaeng ‘yon,” sabi ko sabay walkout.
A day before our first month, he went into our house. Pababa ako ng hagdan and I saw him standing there holding a bunch of flowers. Ang cute nya talaga, pero nagtatampo pa rin ako. “O, anong ginagawa mo dito?” salubong kong tanong sa kanya. He gave me the flowers and said, “Bati na tayo, please?” “Sige na nga, di naman kita matitiis e,” sagot ko sabay tanggap no’ng flowers. “Sorry, Juls. I should’ve told you,” apology nya. “Bumalik na ba sya ng States?” tanong ko. “Nope, she said she’s staying for a year dito.” “Oh, okay,” disappointment evident in my voice. “But don’t worry, sinabihan ko na syang wala na kaming pag-asang magkabalikan.” Napangiti nalang ako. Sinalubong namin ang aming first monthsary together and celebrated.
Two weeks bago ang pasukan, magkasama kami sa steakhouse. “Juls, are you okay with long distance relationships?” he randomly asked. “Aalis ka?” diretsa kong tanong. “In a month,” again, I can see sadness in his eyes. Wala akong naisagot. All the time na magkasama kami tahimik lang ako. I feel sad and disappointed at the same time. “Juls, please don’t do this. ‘Wag mo ‘kong pahirapan. Ayokong umalis nang may sama ka ng loob sa ‘kin. I want you to listen, okay?” sabi nya habang nasa mga pisngi ko ‘yong malalambot nyang mga palad. “Wait for me. I’ll be back after a year. I promise you,” sabi nyang naluluha na tapos hinalikan nya ‘ko sa noo. I hugged him tight, I was crying. That night ended with tears and fears.
Malapit na syang umalis kaya sinusulit na namin ‘yong oras na andito pa sya. We always go to beaches, minsan kaming dalawa lang, minsan naman kasama families namin, pati na sina Ella at Francis. Definitely a summer to remember. We’re in Palawan today, huling hirit na outing bago sya umalis. I feel happy, but there’s always a time I feel sad lalo na ‘pag naaalala kong aalis na sya at sa isang taon pa ang balik nya. I was watching him and my dad playing the guitar together. My mom said, “Magkasundong magkasundo ang mag-ama ah?” “Mag-ama agad, Mom?” natatawa kong sagot sa sinabi ni mom. I watched our families getting closer. I felt more happiness. “Ang saya ng ganito ‘no?” may nagtanong mula sa likod ko sabay yakap sa bewang ko. I just smiled, I felt his chin leaning on my shoulders. That day ended with smiles, laughters and fun.
Ngayon dapat ang alis nya pabalik ng States. Hindi ko sya ihahatid sa airport, baka ‘di ko sya mapapaalis. He called me, sabi nya we have to meet daw before he leaves. Pumayag ako since I wanna see him too. We met at the steakhouse. Nagtaka ako nang pagkapasok ko’y walang tao. And then I saw him, he was standing in front of me few steps away. May hawak syang rose at nakangiti pa. ‘Ano na namang paandar ‘to?’ tanong ko sa isip. Pagkalapit ko sa kanya, he asked, “Pwede bang ngumiti ka na?” “Anong gusto mo, matuwa ako na aalis ka?” mataray kong sagot. “Sino ba naman kasing maysabing matutuloy pa ‘ko?” “Wag mo ‘kong pinagtitripan!” “I’m not kidding, Juls. I’m staying for good. And nakapag-enroll na ‘ko sa school mo.” Nagulat ako do’n, but then again I’m happy. It was the best summer, the summer of my life. It was my summer love story.
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-- impenetrableVitality [IV] began pestering primadonnaTartuffe [PT] at 17:32 -- 
IV: ryan 
IV: actually nevermind 
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-- primadonnaTartuffe [PT] began pestering impenetrableVitality [IV] at 17:34 --  
PT: um NO you cant just pull that shit. 
PT: once you got me youre stuck with me. 
PT: whats up finnberly???
IV: oh uh 
IV: i don't know
PT: k... 
PT: well i wanna chat anyway. 
PT: im having a pretty choice day today. :100: :ok_hand:
PT: sipping this drank of the cafe variety. :coffee:
IV: that's good 
IV: do you mean coffee
PT: yessiree. courtesy of the coffee can. i fuckin love this place.
IV: where is it though
PT: downtown on skaia. around where my usual haunts are.
IV: is that place 
IV: like 
IV: okay
PT: liiiike? safe?? is that what youre asking?
IV: yeah i guess
PT: its all good in this hood. :heart:
IV: are you by yourself
PT: yeeees. currently.
IV: are you eating anything 
IV: are you by yourself by yourself or by yourself with people around
PT: there are people around yeah. in the restaurant. 
PT: otherwise its just me and mr coffee.
IV: maybe ask a few people if they know cpr
PT: finn... baby... 
PT: im not gonna choke on my coffee.
IV: no i mean just in case
IV: it might be good
PT: in case of what?
IV: in case there's 
IV: i don't know 
IV: a cardiac emergency 
IV: do they have an aed there 
IV: maybe you should make sure they do
PT: finn... 
PT: are you alright sweetie? you seem like youre freaking out a little.
IV: i'm fine 
IV: i just think it's important that people are educated
PT: it sure is!!! but i think its fine.
IV: well it's easy to think that
IV: i just want to make sure
PT: of course. no problemo. 
PT: but hey lets talk about something else!!! 
PT: guess what happened to me last night.
IV: are you okay
PT: yes FINN. im great in fact. :blush:
IV: oh
IV: are you sure
PT: YES FINN!!!!!!!
PT: this is me trying to share GOOD news.
IV: okay tell me
PT: well. 
PT: well well WELL well WELL.
PT: me and jack are kiiiinda back together.
IV: oh
IV: wow
IV: that's great
PT: I KNOW RIGHT.
IV: is he okay
PT: shit he better be amazing cuz hes got me.
IV: you have a point
PT: I KNOW RIGHT.
IV: right
PT: in general tho he seems fine.
IV: they have an aed
PT: what??
IV: i called the place
IV: they have one
IV: in case you were wondering
PT: ... 
PT: umm okay i wasnt but... 
PT: are you sure youre alright??
IV: do you know how to use one IV: that's okay it tells you how to use one anyway
IV: it literally talks to you
PT: :confused:
PT: okay i definitely know youre not alright cuz youre ignoring me!!!!
IV: no i just need to tell you that
IV: it's by the bathroom
PT: duly noted. 
PT: finnnnn.
IV: yeah
PT: talk to me. youre acting weird.
IV: 30 chest compressions 2 rescue breaths 
IV: you can use it for a lot of things  
IV: maybe the people around you should know too
PT: I DIDNT MEAN TALK TO ME ABOUT THAT.
IV: sorry
IV: oh you have to open the airway too don't forget that
PT: mmmmmmmoh my god.
IV: does jack know
IV: i should tell him
PT: youre starting to worry me... 
PT: dont make me call colt.
IV: you don't need to call him he's fine 
IV: i'm fine 
IV: it's fine
PT: are you sure something isnt going on??
IV: i don't know
PT: tell me whats going on in your head right now.
IV: i don't know 
IV: i'm
IV: this was a mistake
IV: another one on top of another one that everybody saw coming
PT: nooo baby its fine.
PT: you fuss at me just lemme fuss at you. 
PT: its the law of equivalent friend exchange.
IV: he was right the whole time
IV: what am i doing
PT: who?? ill fight him.
IV: i'm not really different am all am i 
IV: i'm just 
IV: doing the same things
PT: :frowning2:
IV: i'll probably ruin her life and think i'm helping her but i'm not
IV: i have to go
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PT: no you dont!! hey! 
PT: finn listen. 
PT: you can talk to me alright? 
PT: if you feel like a fuck up just know youre talking to the Ultimate fuck up so im the last person who would ever judge you for whatever is going on in your head. 
PT: i wanna listen... i wanna be more helpful... 
PT: come on. please?
IV: i need to go i have to
IV: i have to stop doing this
IV: i have to stop
PT: hey hey. 
PT: it doesnt work that way alright?? 
PT: shit happens sometimes. 
PT: but it passes too... yeah? 
PT: i fucked up last night too finn. 
PT: i started drinking again... but i know for a fact it couldve wound up way worse. 
PT: and im okay! im gonna be okay even if i slipped up. you know what i mean? its the same with you.
IV: i brought an innocent life into all of my shit 
IV: i have to make sure she's safe 
IV: she's not safe with me
PT: baby youre doing a great job with her!! anybody can see that. 
PT: just because youre sick doesnt mean you gotta stop living your life. 
PT: youve got friends whove got your back... and theres nothing wrong with that. 
PT: shit i mean we were all basically raised by our parents friends along with our parents too right??? shes got the same kind of environment. i cant think of any place safer than where she is right now.
IV: i don't know 
IV: i don't want to keep hurting people
PT: i know... it sucks. 
PT: but its gonna be okay. i promise.
IV: fuck
PT: yeah let all your fucks out.
IV: i think i need help 
IV: i'm by myself right now 
IV: well me and sofia 
IV: i think i
IV: need to
IV: something i don't know
PT: well hey i can come over if you want.
IV: please
PT: okay gimme like... 45 mins or so since colts gotta live in the middle of bfe. 
PT: ill be RIGHT over. hang in there.
IV: okay the door is IV: is it locked or unlocked 
IV: i should know this 
IV: oh no
PT: i figure colt locks the door when he leaves. so just lemme in when i get there! 
PT: okay message me if you need to but im omw. 
RYAN: -pockets her device, fleeing the coffee shop and making her way to the transportalizer hub. with a quick zap she's on odimist, but the longer neck of her journey is getting a cab out to colt's place. she arrives at her estimated time... give or take a few minutes, but probably give, but of course no one can ever arrive early during emergencies. still, she's here, and she's knocking on the door while also texting finn that she's here.-
FINN: -his fingers feel numb and so do his his toes and so does his mouth in a weird way, but that's probably due to how messed up his breathing is. he's terrified he's going to drop sofia, that his arms will just give out from underneath her, so it's taking him a long time to get to the door-
RYAN: -that's fine... she can be patient... but not really. she peeps through the front window to see if she can spot him anywhere inside.-
FINN: -she can. He's mostly still other than the tiny steps he's taking and the steps he's taking backwards before he goes forward again. it makes sense in his head,  somehow-
RYAN: -frowns through the window at him. does she wait? does she try something else? she's REALLY not good at this, but dammit she's trying. she taps on the window now?? maybe that'll snap him out of it long enough to get her in there.-
FINN: -he looks up suddenly at the window tapping and has an expression of embarrassment on his face before he looks around frantically and just holds sofia closer as he goes to open the door. Finally, the door opens-
RYAN: -SUCCESS. she scurries over, looking up at him with big concerned eyes.- heeey buddy. 
RYAN: im here now.
FINN: hi 
FINN: sorry
RYAN: -flaps a hand- its all good. 
RYAN: hey sofia. -smiles a little at her and then kinda dances around finn to get inside.-
SOFIA: -stares at Ryan- 
FINN: -just looks really frazzled- i uh 
FINN: um
RYAN: -puts a hand on his back and starts rubbing in small circles.- shhh its cool. 
RYAN: maybe we should sit down??
FINN: -he takes a moment and nods before looking down at the baby again- yeah probably
RYAN: -starts guiding him to the couch.- alright alright alriiiight. 
RYAN: -plops down and plops her hand on the cushion next to her.-
FINN: -sits carefully- 
FINN: i need to wash my hands 
FINN: you need to wash your hands
RYAN: huh?? oh... because of the baby? 
RYAN: i can do that now... then we can trade off and you can go wash your hands?
FINN: do you remember how to hold her RYAN: yeah yeah of course. -gets up and scurries over to the kitchen to wash her hands in the sink, quickly returning to them.-
RYAN: okay i got this.
FINN: -he looks so worried but he carefully hands her over to ryan- you got her RYAN: i got her finn. i promise. -coos at the baby as she takes her.-
RYAN: hi again sofia. did you miss me? FINN: -watches the two of them as he leaves the room and bumps into the wall before disappearing into the kitchen to wash his hands. he returns after a few minutes.- maybe we should change 
SOFIA: -subtly wiggles- RYAN: nah... besides were all cozy here right? -snuggles sofia- we can relax. FINN: maybe we should though 
FINN: just in case 
FINN: the fabric is laced with deadly germs RYAN: -gazes at him a little bit- yeah... nah... that doesnt just happen. i think its cool. FINN: remember smallpox blankets RYAN: ... noooo?? FINN: it was a thing
RYAN: well thats cool but! pretty sure were good.
RYAN: lets talk about something else okay?
FINN: -sits back down and his fingers are digging into the couch cushion- RYAN: ...
RYAN: actually i think im gonna sing something.
RYAN: what do you wanna hear baby?
FINN: who RYAN: you. the bigger baby. FINN: oh
FINN: i don't think i have a great taste in music RYAN: okay i know youre tone deaf but you can still like music. everybody does.
RYAN: but alright leave it to me.
RYAN: just focus on listening alright? FINN: okay RYAN: -takes a breath- i know i havent been perfect but give it some time.
RYAN: cuz not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: and we spend our lives looking for things we cant find.
RYAN: oh but not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: all the days you spend on my mind.
RYAN: all the times that id say that well be together. well be together oh.
RYAN: all the ways you see through my heart.
RYAN: i know the good intentions they won't last forever wont last forever.
FINN: -listens to her sing and watches her, trying to focus on her voice and not anything else. it's beautiful- 
SOFIA: -YAAAAAS this is great. she gurgles-
RYAN: -smiles down at sofia.- all the hours weve spent on the line.
RYAN: all the times that youd say that i never listen i never listen
RYAN: through the conversations weve had til 4 am.
RYAN: you say you want something different want something different.
RYAN: and i know i havent been perfect but give it some time.
RYAN: cuz not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: and we spend our lives looking for things we cant find.
RYAN: oh but not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind. -looks over at finn when she's done.-
FINN: -he looks calmer now. If not just a little- that was 
FINN: really nice
RYAN: -smiles softly.- yeah i know haha. 
RYAN: thanks man.
SOFIA: aaaaa 
FINN: did you just inherit a good singing voice
RYAN: haha i mean kinda? but it takes a lot of training too.
FINN: i think i'm untrainable
RYAN: i mean... we cant ALL be fabulous singers.
FINN: that would probably get a little annoying
RYAN: yeah man. i wouldnt feel very special haha... singing is basically all im good at.
FINN: that's not true 
SOFIA: nnnnn
RYAN: -bounces sofia a little in her arms, cooing at her.- 
RYAN: well i never pass up the opportunity to hear about myself sooo tell me what else im good at. :wink:
SOFIA: -wow this is the best time of her life- 
FINN: it's a long list but okay 
FINN: good at livening up a party good at being a good friend good at doing hair and makeup good at acting good with sofia good at not giving up
RYAN: -oh... dammit. why does she ask this stuff if she doesn't want sappy sentimental answers? she laughs a little and sighs.- ... thanks finn.
FINN: you're welcome 
 FINN: it's true
RYAN: -sniff... ugh. she's been feeling an awful lot of emotions these past couple days. she didn't ASK for this. accepting genuine, heartfelt compliments is hard so she tries to just focus on one. one thing she's curious about.- 
RYAN: you think im good with sofia?
FINN: well yeah FINN: -his expression softens- you're kind of a natural FINN: she loves you
RYAN: well the feeling is mutual sofia. -grins lopsided at her.- 
RYAN: i do kinda... like kids more than i would expect if someone like me. i dunno...
SOFIA: -good bitch you better love me- 
FINN: that's why assumptions are stupid
RYAN: troo. 
RYAN: ... maybe id have fun being a mom.
FINN: you can babysit her sometime if you want
RYAN: yeah? alright. 
RYAN: just call me whenever. not like im ever busy.
FINN: come on you have to be busy sometimes
RYAN: busy being SEXY sure.
FINN: -smiles a little- entertaining jack is that time consuming huh
RYAN: PFF no way i make him entertain me. 
RYAN: i only have to rely on my sexy personality around him since he cant see shit.
FINN: oh yes makes perfect sense
RYAN: -snickers- ... you know its kind of surreal. 
RYAN: like how naturally we kinda fell into it but... 
RYAN: -sighs- were both scared too?? and thats like... a reality of the situation we arent sure how to deal with. does that make sense??
FINN: -looks off for a moment- i know exactly what you mean
RYAN: yeah... 
RYAN: i just want it to work.
RYAN: i really feel like it could if i just... knew what to do.
FINN: -he looks off- yeah 
FINN: i uh 
FINN: i get it 
FINN: i might be going through the same thing
RYAN: -glances at him- yeah?
FINN: -his cheeks redden a little bit- yeah
RYAN: :eyes:
FINN: -scratches his head nervously- yeah i 
 FINN: saw emilet again
RYAN: oh reeeeally?
FINN: -HE'S SO RED- yeah 
FINN: i did -he saw a LOT of emilet-
RYAN: heheh aww finn. always getting up to something. 
RYAN: guess this means we can flail at each other while we flounder through familiar but tumultuous waters. 
 RYAN: be my lifeboat hombre.
FINN: okay
FINN: if you'll be mine
RYAN: -smiles, soft and sincere.- of course.
FINN: -smiles a little, taking a breath- colt's not 
FINN: too happy about it 
FINN: but things are different this time
RYAN: hes a grumpy gus anyway. 
RYAN: ... a neigh sayer if you will. 
RYAN: but man whatever floobs your boobs. even if it isnt different its your decision to make you know?
FINN: -he nods- you know the person that just 
FINN: you're with them and you know they're important to you 
FINN: then you're away from them 
FINN: and then when you're back in the same room you realize they were always the most important person to you a ll along
RYAN: -she laughs a little.- shit i mean yeah. 
RYAN: except for me its more like i definitely repressed all those feelings like every day until we were in the same room together. 
RYAN: and hes looking so different but so good and its like. 
RYAN: well fuck me i guess. 
RYAN: in every sense.
FINN: -laughs a little too- been there done that
RYAN: come on finn that goes without saying. 
RYAN: youre like the sluttiest person i know. and thats coming from ME.
FINN: -just slowly shrugs and smiles-
RYAN: -SNRRRKKK- goddammit finn!! -elbows him as best she can with a baby in her arms.-
FINN: ow hey 
FINN: you're the most violent person i know
RYAN: thats right bitch. ill fuck you up.
FINN: not with her you won't
RYAN: damn... true.
SOFIA: -whines a little and scrunches up her face-
RYAN: aw sofia im not really gonna fuck him up. 
RYAN: (im just telling her that to relax her.) -snickers and bounces her a little though.- 
RYAN: you think shes tired?
SOFIA: -starts to cry. life is hard- 
FINN: that or hungry or she needs to be changed 
 FINN: that girl can eat 
FINN: que paso sofia
RYAN: oh shit. good. 
RYAN: youre a growin girl. -smiles at finn, glad he's really calmed down now.- 
RYAN: want her back?
FINN: -puts his arms out- yeah sure 
FINN: she's probably tired 
SOFIA: -she's tired and upset about it-
RYAN: bet youre tired too. -hands sofia off to him carefully.-
FINN: -takes this cute little sad baby into his arms and he feels so much better about it than he did before- yeah 
FINN: but she has to sleep first
RYAN: naturally. 
RYAN: ... can i come with you when you put her to bed? -strangely curious about this routine.-
FINN: -looks over at ryan for a moment and then smiles- sure
RYAN: cool. cool cool cool. -smiles a little back-
FINN: -stands up and shooshes sofia- follow me
RYAN: -rises to her feet, hovering closely- :eyes:
FINN: -walks into sofia's room where he flips on the light. this is such a baby room, with a lot of pastel colors and a very secure crib. there are a lot of stuffed animals in the crib, but not so much that it affects her sleeping. his first stop is the changing table, where he takes the crying baby and sets her down- don't feel obligated to watch this part
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