#DUA FOR COUPLE GETTING MARRIED

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Dua For Getting Happy Married Life

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The only reason why people are against the perspective of Luke and Nicola having it, it's the internal fat phobia for me. Same thing for the group 'no chemistry' in the series. Anons wouldn't say all that shit about one sided crush from her, if she was indeed a woman with a skinny body, not a mid size one. The thing is she doesn't need it, cause she is ethereal and perfect in her way. She is a beautiful woman. She is gorgeous, while people project much of their own insecurities on her. Luke, though, is just the other typical male celebrity. If they'll ever jump on the train, it will certainly be him asking her out, not her following him. I don't see this woman in her golden retriever stage for anyone. She knows her worth and is sure to be aware of impulsive decisions of his.

OH CLOCK IT OMGGGGGGG. 193829293912% !!!!!!!!!!

I would like this post a hundred times if I could. I've been pretty much silent about the issue of fatphobia in the fandom because the arguments I've witnessed / been involved in on twitter ALWAYS get the same dead end responses - "not everything is fatphobia they just have no chemistry" / "you have to admit that Nicola isn't that attractive it has nothing to do with her weight".

It's LITERALLY fatphobia. Most of the times it's not even internalised - people are literally saying the quiet part out loud by insisting Nicola doesn't look good enough to warrant attraction from a "hot guy" like Luke.

LIKE BE SO FUCKING FR RN OMG ??? I've had to sit through people shipping SO many weird ass pairings that I personally felt were completely absurd - pairings that the mainstream audience ate up just because it was a skinny girl with a hot guy.

(Truth be told - and on a more relevant note - I literally felt like Phoebe and Regé had no chemistry. both of them were so absolutely compelling and gorgeous as individual characters but they didn't work together for me)

Isn't it strange how no one really said much about the previous two Bridgerton pairings where aesthetics were concerned... and were lauding the couples for all having such GREAT chemistry with one another ... but when it came to Luke and Nicola they were all suddenly so insistent that there was no chemistry at all and that their views are completely objective? Nah. Pack it the fuck up. All these people are fatphobic as hell.

What's made it worse is the bloody ozempic obsession that has swept over Hollywood in the past year. Suddenly celebs who used to advocate for body positivity are all skinny - doing a hypocritical 180 on the self love ethos they were preaching.

But anyway that's diving more into social commentary and I don't want to veer too far from the original content on this post.

So 100% yes - a HEFTY MAJORITY of polin antis and lukola antis are blatantly fatphobic. If you cannot imagine Luke Newton can EVER have feelings for Nicola but think him and A are obviously a great fit - you're fatphobic. You can pretend you're objective all you want ... but think about why you're so FUCKING QUICK to defend Antonia and say she'll be together with Luke forever / she's totally his type when 1) she's barely been in the spotlight - she's done no interviews or anything for y'all to even get enough of an idea of her personality to stan her or bat for her 2) y'all don't fucking KNOW his type you just assume it's skinny women because his celeb crush is dua lipa and everyone loves hot and skinny women right? newsflash guys my celeb crushes are Zac Efron and Mads Mikkelsen and HELL YEAH I'd fall over myself to date either of them... but in a fuck marry kill contest I'd still choose to marry Jack Black.

What you think is attractive as a fantasy is not always what you find attractive in a long term partner.

You're here on my page defending Antonia and insisting she's a better fit for Luke not because you know her, or like her, or even because you respect Luke. You're here on my page because you're using her as an excuse to come for Lukola. You're here on my page because you cannot imagine that a fat girl can be together with a "hot man."

Now check that.

[andromythical]

PJO EP 6 SPOILERS

"do you think you're special, lightning thief? Do you think you cannot be replaced?" Off to an EXCELLENT start. IS THAT KRONOS OR AM I DUMB. iris message iris message iris message!!!! "Toss it, seaweed brain" WOOOO!!! LUKE ON THE IRIS MESSAGE!!!! "Clarisse is the lightning thief" oh. "When did you turn into an old married couple?" HE KNOWS. the original percabeth shipper (but also not because he's a creep) "thumbs (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)" Grover underwood the one and only! LOTUS CASINO WITH LEVITATING BY DUA LIPA?!???! dare I say better than the movie scene with poker face???

"Just don't eat anything." "Wait why were you looking at me when you said that?" THESE SETS ARE INSANE??? this is so cool I'm in love. LUKES MOTHER MENTIONED!! WHO is Augustus? was he uncle Ferdinands boyfriend or something this is strange!! "look, if I tell you something, do you promise not to make fun of me?" "dude.." CRUMBS !! OHH WAS THAT HADES IN THE DREAM?? "There are things I don't know!!" Annabeth chase the icon the legend. "I won't tell if you wont.." why do I love him. 12:30 A BOY SCREAMS FOR BIANCA???? NOOO GROVER MY BOY :((( Lin Manuel Miranda I love you!!!!! he's an icon and you won't convince me otherwise. "We're friends of Luke's." THE WAY HIS FACE CRUMPLES??? AND HE TELEPORTS THEM?? he only considered helping them to get Luke to like him again I'm.. why is Hermes tragic and why is it making me love him???? Do I just like tragic characters or something?? OH THE POSEIDON COMMENTS?? wild... Lins eyebrows are so emotive I'm ssjwhsjsjjw. "Wait what???? [...] You picked hermes' pocket??" THEY PUMP THE LOTUS FLOWER INTO THE AIR???? oh that's genius. OH AUGUSTUS IS BAD??? was this in the books because oh my god. A 12 YEAR OLD JUST TACKLED A WHOLE GROWN SATYR (⁠☉⁠｡⁠☉⁠)⁠! OH GROVERS MEMORY LOSS ARC WOO. "so far this quest is really exciting!!" THE PAN STORY !! SO THIS IS WHY THEY WERE IN A CAR. never give percy a license oh wow. THEY GOT HIT??? BY A LORRY?? "it's easy to forget what's important when you're alone." this has to be foreshadowing. THE HEARSE ?? Oh my god that last scene is MADD

Edit: HOW COULD I NOT MENTION WISE GIRL?????

[heavyhitterheaux]

Jack and FL doing karaoke and Jack is singing one direction steal my girl and you know he petty so he has a list of names of who is trying to take his wife

It was the annual couples getaway trip and all of you decided to head out to Denver to stay at Blanca's parents vacation house for two weeks.

It was you, Jack, Curse, Urban, Blanca, Calum, Jessica and Travis.

Curse had gotten a few drinks in her system and decided that it would be the perfect time for a karaoke session.

Her and Urban went first, doing a duet of "You're The One That I Want" from the popular movie Grease.

You and Jack had gone next and did "Magic Stick" by 50 Cent and Lil Kim and didn't quite get to finish because Blanca was concerned that by the end of it the two of you wouldn't have any clothes on.

Jessica did her own special rendition of "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen which ended up with Travis grabbing the mic from her because she started crying in the middle of it but kept yelling at him to let her finish and he finally did while she held her bottle of Moscato close to her and took a swig every few lines.

Blanca was mad at Calum for reasons she didn't expose to the rest of the group and sang "Promiscuous" by Nelly Furtado all while looking in his direction. Every time he made a move to come closer to her she would slap his hand away all while continuing to sing with you and Jessica cheering her on.

All of you were about to wrap it up and go to bed seeing as it was almost 3 in the morning, but Jack wanted to do one more song.

"Hold on! I got the perfect one!" Jack exclaimed while grabbing the mic from Blanca.

"Babe, come on and speed it up, we're all just about done for." You said while leaning your head on Jessica's shoulder who graciously passed you the bottle of Moscato and you took a generous swig.

"Or you simply want to fuck him. We heard the song yall chose." Urban said while rolling his eyes and you stuck your middle finger up at him and stuck out your tongue.

"Do it again and I'll cut it off."

"That's okay. I'll just get Curse to beat you up."

"WHAT?!"

"Don't yall have enough kids already?" Blanca asked and you immediately nodded your head yes while Jack shook his head no and everyone immediately groaned.

"Anyway, I'm going live to record this. Go ahead, baby." You said to Jack as you pulled up your phone.

"Hi everyone! Hubby is doing karaoke so I wanted to record him. Let's see what song he does."

"Okay um this song is dedicated to all my haters. As in everyone trying to steal my wife."

"Oh shit, here we go." Urban said while shaking his head.

You heard the first few notes of "Steal My Girl" by One Direction and immediately laughed.

She's been my queen

Since we were fourteen

We want the same things

We dream the same dreams

Alright, alright

I got it all

'Cause she is the one (Duh, I married her)

Her mom calls me love

Her dad calls me son

Alright, alright

I know, I know, I know for sure

Everybody wanna steal my girl

Everybody wanna take her heart away

Couple billion in the whole wide world

Find another one 'cause she belongs to me

Everybody wanna steal my girl

Everybody wanna take her heart away

Couple billion in the whole wide world

Find another one 'cause she belongs to me

"So Clay, Dua, Curse, Goofy Giveon, Druski fuck around and find out."

"Now why am I in it?!" You heard Curse ask and throw her hands up in confusion but Jack just gave her a blank stare.

"Don't ask me stupid questions. You know why."

All you did was laugh before walking over to him and placing several kisses on his lips.

"You know I'm not letting anyone steal me from you." You said while looking up at him.

"You got damn right and I'm about to show you why right now." Jack answered as he quickly threw you over his shoulder as you let out a yelp.

"Nasty asses." Urban muttered while rolling his eyes.

"Wait, baby! Let me end the live first!" You exclaimed while holding your phone.

[raya-rhaenyra-ahsoka]

My Thoughts on Ep.06 - We Take a Zebra to Vegas, A rant (SPOILERS AHEAD!)

Actual Iris-messaging on screen! Good way to start the episode.

Yes, toss the drachma, SEAWEED BRAIN!

If you want the gods’ attention, you have to pay for it. Eh, not surprised since it’s kinda how children have to do to get their parents’ attention these days.

Wtf is Luke Castellan doing in Chiron’s office?

We know who stole the bolt. (Book-readers, we know who stole the bolt!)

*Calm expression* How do you know? and not *gasp* Really? Who is it? Very sus. 🤔

I do have a love-hate relationship with Clarisse La Rue as a character, but accusing her as the lightning thief? OH, HELL NO!

This convo:

Luke: Guys, what is this?

Percy and Annabeth: What?

Luke: When did you turn into an old married couple?

Percy and Annabeth:

Everyone in the fandom:

Luke channeling his big brother energy by teasing Annabeth, his little sister, to a boy her age. Annabeth’s going through that older-sibling-embarrassing-you-in-front-of-your-crush stage. It’s just typical sibling stuff.

Annabeth, externally: *pokerface*; Annabeth, internally: STOP EMBARRASSING ME!

Confirmed: Luke ships Percabeth. 🥰

Percy changing the subject because he’s also embarrassed.

Annabeth cuts off the connection before Percy can mention Hermes and tells him Luke and his dad aren’t on good terms.

Grover just figured out that the truck is driven by animal traffickers and insists that they free the animals is absolute peak characterization.

They’re like artists. Proceeds to release the animals in the middle of traffic.

How that convo basically went:

Percy: Idk about this, man.

Grover: Oh, they’ll be fine. I gave them the satyr’s blessing so they’ll be able to reach the wilderness safely.

Percy: Dude, I meant for these people.

Grover: Oh, uh, it’s fine. These people destroyed nature so idgaf about them. But the animals are fine, so let’s go!

Percy: So, which hotel is the Lotus Casino? It could be any building-

Annabeth: Duh! Obviously, it’s the one with the giant lotus blossom on it.

Percy: Seriously?

3 minors walking into a Casino hotel. Totally normal and not suspicious at all.

Dua Lipa’s Levitating instead of Lady Gaga’s Pokerface. I ain’t even mad.

WISE GIRL! WISE GIRL! WISE GIRL! HE CALLED HER WISE GIRL! 😍🥰

Of course, Annabeth insists Percy goes with her. Percabeth! 😍

Annabeth tells Percy about May Castellan, Luke’s Mom. It’s kinda early to know about this, but I’m not complaining. It just justifies Luke’s resentment of Hermes in the show.

Grover: *finds Augustus, a fellow Satyr* *Forgets everything*

Please tell me someone else heard some kid calling out BIANCA in the background. It's not just me, right? Please tell me it's the di Angelo siblings in the Lotus Casino. UNCLE RICK, WE NEED ANSWERS!

Percy explaining his nightmares and asks if they are real.

How that convo went:

Annabeth: Hmm, idk

Percy: How do you not know?

Annabeth: I may be smart but there are things I don’t know.

Percy: Wtf does that make me then?

Hermes/Alexander Hamilton not throwing away his shot. How does a bastard, son of a god and a Pleiad. Grow up to be a master trickster, according to Homer’s Illiad…

In Vegas you can be a new man...apparently, not.

Hermes: I’m not doing this again. You’re on your own, kids. Bye!

Annabeth: We’re friends of Luke’s.

Hermes: *surprise pikachu face* Damn it, let’s talk.

Hermes being an epitome of another crappy absent godly parent. Not surprised.

Annabeth doing what probably Luke taught her to do:

Annabeth: So I stole Hermes’ keys.

Percy: You what?

Annabeth: I turned invisible and picked his pocket.

Percy: You stole from the god of thieves?

Annabeth: Yes, I’m multi-talented. Lol

Percy: *lowkey falls in love*

The lotus fruit being pumped into the air is something new.

Percy: Grover got really old. 🤣

Percy and Annabeth chases Augustus around while Grover’s playing VR games.

Grover forgetting things because he was alone, while Percy and Annabeth remember because they have each other. PERCABETH!

Grover acting all carefree like a dentist just sedated him with nitrous oxide, while Percy and Annabeth are frantically looking for Hermes’ car will never be not funny.

TO THE DUMB KIDS. Yep, that note is for you.

Percy: So, who’s driving?

Percy and Annabeth turning to Grover because he’s the adult.

Grover: *still high* Idk man. Idk what we're even doing here.

Percy: Ok, I’ll do it. How hard can it be. If I killed the Minotaur, I can drive a cab.

Percy: How hard could this be? Proceeds to hit the car on several columns.

Percy getting angry because another car didn’t slow down and nearly hit them, then slamming the horn. Bruh, you’re inner New Yorker is showing and I’m here for it.

This scene: 😍😍😍

Me, watching this scene:

Percy and Annabeth smiling at each other then realizing the car’s scraping the wall. This shit cracked me up.

The truck nearly hitting them gave me a mini-heart attack. Good thing they’re in Hermes’ cab.

Percy half-nervous and half-excited to finally meet his Dad only to find a Nereid instead, giving him 4 teleportation pearls as a gift.

The title implying they took a Zebra to Vegas but we see no zebra? Come on! Anyway, that was a good episode. Can't wait for the Percy vs Ares showdown next week.

[overheard-at-camp-half-blood]

My Thoughts of Percy Jackson, “We Take a Zebra to Vegas” | Season 1, Episode 6

NOT LUKE THROWING CLARISSE UNDER THE BUS WTF

“Arguing like an old married couple” stfu Luke, we’re still a few seasons away.

Okay, the Lotus Casino scene is just as iconic, they just played Dua Lipa instead of Lady Gaga, and you know what? It works. It fits with the times.

“Just don’t eat anything.” “Wait, why were you looking at me when you said that?”

“Wise girl.”

While I think pacing is the biggest issue with this show, I will say, it gets better every episode.

I will say, that I didn’t know how to feel about LMM as Hermes, I know everyone had strong opinions about it… I actually think he did pretty well.

I’ll be honest, I didn’t know they actually had an actor for Kronos.

It’s also interesting how Annabeth is the more optimistic of the two, but given their fatal flaws… it makes sense. Percy is loyal, so is more pessimistic about the gods, because he doesn’t want to be betrayed. Annabeth has hubris, which means, if she was wrong about the gods, what else is she wrong about?

I really wish we saw those full memories. What was happening while Percy was in the back of the car? What memory did Annabeth not want Hermes to see?

I was SEARCHING those background characters for Nico and Bianca. I failed.

THEY WERE IN THE SAME BUILDING AS NICO AND BIANCA!!!

Also Percy driving was so funny to me, idk why.

[rxyhiraeth]

thoughts on pjo ep 6

also SPOILERS FOR PJO

i’m just kinda getting all my thoughts out on this episode! it was very interesting and VERY different from the books but not in a terrible way! i trust uncle rick with this show and im more so just curious why some things were changed from the books so much, and im sure a lot of these are going to be answered themselves in these last 2 episodes.

i also love hearing everyone’s ideas about what is going to happen from this point on cause ik even book fans are LOST

no zebra moment! i can’t think of any other moments in TLT that would give us time to learn about percy being able to talk to them, so this is probably going to get brought up for the first time with the hippocampi in SOM which actually works out. i would have loved to see this scene, but i can get that it would have taken up a good chunk of time, and for production reasons probably had to be skipped for now or entirely cut from the season.

clarisse?? traitor?? *LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER NOISE* i have my thoughts on why they did this, but also not?? i figured they did this to balance out the conversation percy and annabeth have with hermes about luke in order to take some attention away from it as to not make it TOO obvious he is the real traitor, but also why even have that conversation about luke in the first place then?? idk. i’m not sure if this is something that will be explained or make more sense with the rest of the season, and if not, i hope uncle rick can explain why this choice was made. there are so many choices in this episode that i would love to hear explained as to why they decided on it!

going off the last point, i do feel like they are slightly forcing the luke is the traitor point for the audience. we never got this much about luke in the books while they were on their quest, and even when he was talked about, nothing really pointed in the direction of him being the traitor. maybe im just an idiot but i remember the luke reveal being pretty shocking! i hope they don’t force it too much and allow everyone to guess it before the reveal even happens! maybe this is just me wanting it to be just like the books, but i guess they do need to hint at it here and there in ways the books didn’t?

also am a little weary about the “old married couple” comment. i hope they don’t speedrun their relationship. this is a SLOWBURN i hope it stays this way!

i get not having poker face in the casino. rick HATES those movies and probably wants to make this as different as possible while still being accurate to the books. honestly tho, dua lipa was a good ass choice. i can’t complain about that.

HELLO I HEAR NICO!!!!

also CAMP JUPITER CAMPERS???? MAYBE???

besides being confused as to why the casino scene itself was pretty different from the books, it was a great event regardless. extremely well produced and was so fun to look at and watch for little details with everyone in the background. that being said, i was hoping for a bit more of a montage type scene. percy and annabeth didn’t get to have any real fun like in the books, it was mostly all grover. i don’t really know shit about production of tv shows and such, but i’m shocked the casino scene was changed this much from the book. but uncle rick i trust you wholeheartedly.

i did love them using the casino card to get a taxi to santa monica, but the hermes taxi in this was better. i was giggling the whole time. percy “i fought and killed a minotaur how hard can driving be” jackson my sweet child. and percy running the taxi into the damn wall because he was busy looking at annabeth??? love them so much

the only two things that REALLY confused me as they are changing major plot points:

1: 4 pearls?

2: the solstice is OVER??

the 4 pearls defeats the whole purpose of them arguing about who is going to stay in the underworld. either this plot point is going to change a lot, OR they are going to lose one of the pearls on the way, but if that is the case, what’s the point of giving them 4 if they are still going to end up with 3? i’m assuming it is going to be the former option, as getting 4 just to lose 1 for the sake of it doesn’t make much sense.

solstice??? over??? i’m very confused on this. this feels like it defeats the whole purpose of continuing the quest, but obviously percy is still determined to get sally (king), so we aren’t just ending the quest. i’m curious to see how these two plot points effect the rest of the season and why these were chosen instead of keeping the original plot!

overall i did really like this episode!! obviously it was very different from the book, but we can’t expect this entire show to be EXACTLY like the book. i would love to hear rick talk about a lot of the choices made throughout the season and why they were done. he has seemed very proud of this show and how it has played out, so i trust him with whatever he decides to do with it.

also if you have thoughts on the reasoning behind any of these changes PLS I WANNA KNOW

[nvmbrlvr]

NEW PERCY EPISODE CAME OUT 90 MINUTES AGOOOO

first of all luke!! awww he’s so sweet he would never betray anyone

grover was so real with all the animals ilhsm

second sea weed brain!!

they’ve gotten to so close so quickly

‘old married couple’ WE ALL SCREAMEDDD

being sarcastic with percy and joking around awww they’re the cutest

no pokerface :( but still levitating!!! maybe dua lipa is the new lady gaga

‘wise girl’ AHHHH FIRST ONEEEE

annabeth immediately going with percy she is crushing HARD

good day to be a percy jackson and hamilton kid

SHE PICKPOCKETED THE GOD OF PICKPOCKETING YOU CANT TELL ME WHY SHE ISNT THE BEST THE STRONGEST THE PRETTIEST

the way i was looking out for bianca and nico the whole episode

“i was so close to pan” couple more books buddy you’ll get there!

wholesome grover

percy being a shit driver and annabeth just giving up lmaoooo

percy’s face underwater when the neried glowed at him i’m screaming

TWO MORE EPISODESSS

[carlele-1021]

we take a zebra to vegas

notes on this week's episode

okay, im just going to jump right in

not the cracker barrel billboard 😭

iris message to camp! ( even if it's not the correct time line w/ the books )

not luke blaming clarisse

luke calling annabeth & percy an old married couple ❤️

dua lipa!

sally reading percy the odyssey graphic novel

"what do you think, wise girl?"

all the talk about luke's mom?!?! i feel like it was not necessary to the plot but then again i didn't get hermes being there either

agustus being like wth is going on who are you? to grover

percy confiding in annabeth about his dreams ❤️

"if you don't know, what chance do i have?"

lin manuel miranda 💛

annabeth stealing hermes keys!!  💛

"who's grover?" 💔

not percy thinking agustus was grover 😭

"to the dumb kids"

percy having road rage

what about crusty? are we going to see him later?

the summer solstice passing in the show?!?

the 4 pearls? i feel like that's going to take away from the line in the prophecy, 'you shall fail to save what matters most in the end'

let me know what you think in the comments!

[sophiebelindasx]

mr joseph quinn. i heard through the grapevine that you're getting married and i think i screamed so loudly that it scared the girls. oh gosh, i'm so happy for you and dua. you make such a lovely couple and i'm over the moon for you two. have you started planning yet? how did you propose? tell me everything, please. / @jcsephq

[esmaxdemirci]

[cisfemale, she/her] Welcome to Aurora Bay, [ESMA DEMIRCI]! I couldn’t help but notice you look an awful lot like [PINAR DENIZ]. You must be the [THIRTY] year old [WAITSTAFF AT FOUR LEAF IRISH PUB]. Word is you’re [INDEPENDENT] but can also be a bit [MANIPULATIVE] and your favorite song is [SWEETEST PIE BY MEGAN THEE STALLION & DUA LIPA]. I also heard you’ll be staying in [FISHERS COVE]. I’m sure you’ll love it!

@aurorabayaesthetic

pinterest & spotify

tw: abuse mention, miscarriage, car accident, cheating, drugs

stats

name: esma demirci

nicknames: n/a

age: twenty nine

faceclaim: pinar deniz

occupation: waitress @ four leaf irish pub

gender: cis female

pronouns: she/her

sexuality: pansexual

birthday: november 4th 1994

sign: scorpio sun, sagittarius moon, virgo rising

ethnicity: arab

hometown: aurora bay

eye color: green

hair color: dark brown

height: 5'6"

tattoos: coming soon

piercings: coming soon

likes - dislikes- headcanons-

biography:

Chaos didn't always follow around Esma and her twin sister Isra. It all started when the girls were five. Their mother had always been slightly erratic, but when their father caught her having an affair with one of his best friends? He couldn't stand it anymore. Knowing Esma was the strongest of the pair, he left her and took Isra with him. This ended up with Esma taking on her mother's verbal abuse, and her mom turning to alcohol. Eventually, she remarried and her stepfather was just as bad.

As she grew into her teen years, Esma began attention seeking, drinking, drugs, and hanging out with people she shouldn’t. Her mother began to get fed up with her, kicking her out when she was 16. This caused her to drop out of high school, couch surfing at her best friend's place; his laid-back parents kindly let her. But it was trouble, she was slowly falling for his girlfriend, and she was falling for her too. It wasn’t very long before they were sneaking around together and she was stuck in some very messy affair that carried on for nearly two years. Funnily enough, it had been the only bit of stability that Esma had ever had.  

Tragedy struck when he got into a car accident and passed away on the scene. The girls had been together that night so when they heard the news they both felt an immense amount of guilt. Esma was unable to contain it; hitching a ride to San Fransisco and never looking back.  She had no money, no nothing, but being somewhat street smart, Esma broke into an empty apartment to live in while she tried to build up some cash. It wasn’t long until she was caught and kicked out so she had to find a new plan. 

Esma still spent most of her time drinking and doing drugs, anything to escape the grief she’d endured over the last couple of years. Finding different bodies to fill the void, until she came across a chef who worked at one of San Fran’s most prestigious restaurants. He was older than her, he had money, and he seemed nice enough so she went home with him, charming her way into his life.  It was only six weeks later she was staring at a positive pregnancy test in the bathroom of his restaurant. It was positive and he was thrilled. Esma couldn’t really picture herself as a mother but her life had been flipped upside down, maybe now she was finally going to feel some sort of happiness. He flew her to Vegas and they got married. 

Only a short time went by before it all started crumbling. Esma experienced a late-term miscarriage shortly after their wedding day. Things turning more sour than they ever could have with her new husband blaming everything on her. Esma had always been strong but not anymore, not after this. She began to believe the words he fed her. It wasn’t long before he was laying hands on her either. She was miserable. When Esma had enough instead of leaving she began to retaliate. This carried on for years until she couldn’t take it anymore, when she found out he got his mistress pregnant, it was over. Esma cooked her husband a nice dinner and laced it with rat poison, then once he was knocked out, she went to the nearest ATM, to withdraw all the money in their joint account, winding back up in Aurora Bay. 

The first thing she did was find a house in Fishers Cove and the next thing she did was find a job at the Four Leaf Irish pub, hoping to forget about everything she had endured. With too much evidence against him, she knew he wouldn't come looking for her. She finally felt strong again.

current & wanted connections:

will update this shortly!

[marvelthottie]

New Rules Part 3 - Jake Lockley

Moon Knight fic - Steven Grant x Black Reader, Jake Lockly x Black Reader, Marc Spector x Black Reader

~ Was at work listening to New Rules by Dua Lipa and it fits the MoonBoys

~ Princesa - My Princess

One: Don't pick up the phone

You know he's only callin' 'cause he's drunk and alone

Two: Don't let him in, you'll have to kick him out again

Three: Don't be his friend

You know you're gonna wake up in his bed in the mornin'

You and Jake were complete opposites, you were day & he was night. You like stopping and smelling the roses while he plows through them. You guys bicker like an old married couple, from where you order out to what movie you should watch. It was only natural, he was stubborn, and you were opinionated. You always told them exactly how you felt, especially when you broke up with them.

Steven left you alone; Marc, drunk calls you, but Jake refuses to give you up.

A week after the initial break up, you were at your apartment, which seemed so foreign to you. You always stayed at Steven’s place, used to the mess, but your apartment is too pristine for your liking. You were watching a late-night gaming show. Reruns of The Price is Right and others when the knock came. Knocks were putting it lightly, startling you out of your daze. You grabbed your phone, reading the time, 1:29, glaring at you.

‘What the hell’ you thought; you got up walking the short distance to the door. You should’ve known who it was before opening it; maybe the sleepiness was getting to you. It was Jake; he didn’t greet you as you opened the door, looking at you expectingly.

“I’m not letting you in, Jake,” you said, standing with your arms crossed.

He stood there, jaw clenched and shoulder squared.

“You can not do this, princesa.”

“Yes, I can, and it’s already done.”

“No, it hasn’t. You broke with Steven and Marc, not me.”

“ Well, in that case, we’re done, Jake.” You go to close the door and this conversation, but before you can, he puts his foot in the way.

You sighed, opening the door again, to which he pushed himself inside.

“ I did not do anything, Princesa.”

“Exactly, Jake!” You exclaimed, “ I asked one thing from you, all of you, for the truth, and i didn’t get anything.”

“ It isn't safe to know.”

“That is for me to decide, not you three. I told Marc, I told Steven, and I’m telling you once again.”

This wasn’t the first time you and Jake had this conversation. Jake always told you the truth, whether you wanted to hear it. So it hurts you when he wouldn’t tell you where they disappeared.

“Princesa, why do we have to argue—“

“It’s not arguing because there is no changing my mind; leave Jake.” You said, motioning towards the door.

He stared at you, and you fidgeted under his harsh gaze. After a minute had passed, he sighed, kissed your cheek, and left. You closed the door behind him, heart hurting like an ending book chapter.

[rueyam]

Salam girls<3

Yes, I have definitely learned from this, and as rueyam said, I am also closer to myself, alhamdulillah.

Bless him though, he tried very hard. He is a good guy, and I hope he finds someone who can give him what he is looking for. I appreciated what he has done, and I told him that. Not gonna lie, from the outside, we looked good together lol. Like a random uncle who would send his blessing when we were walking, and another uncle from the last meeting gave us free drinks and blessed us. I could feel the people around us.

Anyways, unfortunately, I just couldn't vibe with him. I never felt a true attraction towards him. Thinking about our future as a married couple was hard for me to imagine: like living in the same house, our conversations still lacking a vibe, things feeling very formal, and even simple intimate gestures like a hug would put me off. I know myself, I can be talkative and laugh easily if I feel like I'm on the same wavelength as another guy, and everything comes naturally. I'm not saying a guy needs to be perfect, I'm definitely not perfect either and have my own personal problems. Everything happens for a reason. Alhamdulillah.

No, thank you both<3<3 Thank you for giving me this space to write with you here and for encouraging and supporting me. It makes me so happy. May Allah bless you both. BarakAllahu feek for both of yours beautiful duas, and a BIG ameen to them. May Allah ease all your hardships and make your affairs clear for you. May He grant both of you happiness and success in this world and the hereafter, with your loved ones. Ameen.

If we still use Tumblr in the future and I get married, inshaAllah I will let you know haha and maybe reveal myself too lol. But for now, I'm gonna focus on myself and pray, pray, and pray and let's see what Allah has planned for me. Khair inshaAllah.

Salam <3

aw inshAllah that’s really cute of you haha, khayr!! @sseol the way she started to mention us both 🥹💗

imagine marrying someone you don’t vibe with, who will you laugh with till your stomach hurts? who will understand you in all ways? who will look at you and know how to act right? who will know your love language? ofc nobody is perfect, we all have our flaws but we have to find someone to complement these flaws with. everything happens for a reason and behind every obstacle there lies a deep wisdom we will find out later, if Allah wills!

i would love to hear from you and find out who is hidden behind the wonderfully worded texts, but only if you want to. big big ameen to your duas and thank you my dear! i also pray for the kind-hearted man you talked about, i hope he will find a spouse who brings him happiness. take care 💕

[lovclies]

[ dua lipa , cis woman , she/her ] - it looks like aria sula is late to class once again . how do they expect to get their degree in film by skipping class ? it’s a wonder that the twenty two year old made it to their senior year . then again , i heard that they were + ambitious which may give them a pass with professors , but they are also - distant so maybe not . i heard they were blasting self by khalid before class . all i know is that they remind me of dried flowers between book pages, tired eyes from lack of sleep, closeted smiles laying on glossy lips .

        STATISTICS   |   WANTED  CONNECTIONS   |   PINTEREST

background :

       the  day  the  sula  family , formed  by  a  successful  couple  in  most  aspect  of  their  lives , discovered  they  would  finally  be  able  to  have  a  child  of  their  own , it  appeared  that  the  entire  world  lightened  up  to  the  news  of  this  miracle  baby  —  which  they  hoped  would  be  able  to  maintain  the  future  parents  happily  married , since  so  far , when  it  was  just  the  two  of  them , that  didn't  seem  to  be  possible .        they  gladly  welcomed  the  baby  &  gave  her  everything  a  child  could  wish  for . it  all  occurring  perfectly  until  the  couple  was  left  alone , obligated  to  face  the  problems  between  both  of  them , which  wasn't  something  they  could  hide  from  their  daughter .        however , there  wasn't  much  aria  could  complain  about  her  childhood . her  parents  believed  they  could  raise  her  having  love  &  respect  as  the  base  of  their  relationship , showing  her  that  this  should  go  for  any  relation . they've  always  lived  under  excellent  financial  conditions  as  she  grew  up  with  a   father  teaching  her  that  it  was  the  consequence  of  hard  working  &  that  she  should  always  remember  that  you  must  go  after  what  you  want , never  taking  “ no “  for  an  answer . aria  was  also  taught , with  actions , that  whatever  didn't  happen  according  to  the  expected , could  be  fixed  by  pretending  there  was  nothing  wrong , just  like  they've  always  done  with  the  family — that  was  a  lesson  her  parents  demonstrated  on  a  daily  basis  by  excessive  caring  about  what  other's  might  think  &  trying  to  please  everyone  but  themselves .        aria  was  never  a  people  pleaser  though , that's  why  she  always  cared  about  doing  what  her  family  wanted  from  her  until  a  certain  point . in  school , she  was  an  average  student , discontenting  her  grandparents  that  wanted  her  to  have  the  best  education —  however  there's  no  point  in  attending  the  finest  schools  if  the  problem  is  the  student … well , but  they  say  there's  nothing  money  can't  buy , right ?        her  father  wanted  her  to  archive  a  successful  career  just  like  he  did , but  the  man  didn't  want  aria  to  simply  do  anything  she  desired , he  wanted  her  to  follow  his  steps . he  wished  for  his  daughter  to  be  able  to , one  day , inherit  the  family  business . that , however, was  not  what  she  wanted  for  herself , &  since  aria  isn't  someone  to  give  up  her  own  desires  to  please  others , she  proceed  to  study  film  in  a  prestigious  college  but  one  that  no  one  from  her  family  has  ever  attended , going  against  the  expectetions  once  again .

personality :

     the  type  of  person  that  knows  many  people  but   keeps  a  very  short  list  of  those  who  are  allowed  to  truly  know  her , aria's  personality  might  depend  on  who  you  ask . she  has   this  way  where  she  can  talk  a  lot  about  herself   without  actually  revealing  much , it might  seems  like  she’s  opening  up  but  if  you  think  about  it , you  probably  don’t  really  know  who  she  is . 

      her  personality  might  depend  on  who  you  ask . some  might  say  she's  a  charming  &  sweet  person , others  could  describe  her  with  not  so  nice  adjetives , such  as  liar , selfish , manipulative …  she  never  caused  such  different  impressions of  herself  because  she  goes  around  creating  fake  personalities , nor  she  pretends  to  be  someone  she  isn’t . but  you  can't  please  everyone , and  those  are  usually  the  negative  opinions  people  who  don't  like  aria  have  on  her . she  can  understand  why  it  might  happen , there  aren't  many  people  that  got  to  see  more  besides  the  cold  facade . she  hides  her  most  vulnerable  side  from  whoever  she  doesn't  trust , after  all , she  grew up  surrounding  herself  with  mean , hypocritical , entitled  people  who  would  never  trust  each  other . reality  is , aria's  just  someone  afraid  of  getting  hurt .        a  person  known  to  be  naturally  charming ... maybe  it's  her  flirty  way  of  speaking , or  how  she  bats  her  eyelashes  while  maintaining  long  eye  contacts , or  maybe  they  way  she  smiles  during  a  conversation  with  someone  she  likes … it's  probably  a  combo . either  way , aria  enjoys  leaving  good  impressions  of  herself , so  it  all  comes  almost  naturally  for  her .        when  you  meet her , she's  usually  a  friendly , extremely  charming  person . in  fact , she's  never  rude  for  no  reason , she  despises  people  that  think  being  mean  &  rude  out  of  nowhere  equals  to  having  a  “ strong  personality ” . she  doesn't  treat  everyone  very  nicely  as  if  she  likes them  and  they're  her  friends , in  fact  she  probably  does  not  like  a  good  amount  of  people  she  meets , but  she'll  only  act  bitchy  or  mean  to  who  she  thinks  deserves  it  from  her , &  even  so  she'll  always  be  poised  &  controlled , as  she  likes  to  consider  herself  a  classy  person .        constantly tries  to  avoid  acting  out  of  impulse . being  an  impulsive  person  is  just  not  who  she  is , it's  not  smart  to  act  this  way .  there  are  consequences  for  everything , whenever  she   can , aria  wants  to  consider  if  she's  willing  to  deal  with  them .        she  loves  to  have  control  over  every  small  thing  in  her  life , otherwise  she  doesn't  know how  to  deal  with  it .        incredibly  loyal  and  for  her , loyalty  goes  beyond  small  daily  situations —  it  means  protecting  those  she  cares  about , helping  in  needed  situations , being  there  for  them  when  she's  required , and  in  some  cases , even  when  she  isn’t .

       although  being a loyal person , she’s  not  always  very  reliable  because  aria  tends  to  put  her  needs  before  others .        aria  is  completely  driven  by  her  ambitions  and  desires . she  won't  go  as  far  as  doing  whatever  it  takes  to  get  what  she  wants , but  she'll  be  willing  to  a  lot .