#DTAH

[bioh4ck]

『DEATH TAKES A HOLIDAY』 Senshuuraku Curtain Call

[neoninglitchen]

I hate that racist bastard I hate that fucking bitch who thinks that someone having a problem is attention seeking, I I need a knife to stab someone or myself, I'm pissed at GODAMM FUCJING EVEUTHING RIGGT NKW like those people thatvnade my gikfreijds are febheell like all thsiwj sustipid bastaeds in thebworldbi hayeg urjen aallm and i need to astah stah stah dtah stah stab

i agree with you!

but also please don’t stab yourself!! make sure you stay safe! :)

[scrumptiousstuffs]

user pannjed said on twitter about the video khaotung posted

“this is a song called เพื่อนไม่จริง by polycat and it's a song about how you fall in love with your friend but decide to keep it a secret for friendship's sake”

IM GOING CRAZY

So firstly, anon,my lovely mutuals and fellow FK enthusiasts, thank you for not allowing me to go sleep 😂😂😂 (i was planning to sleep after watching Pluto, but clearly Khaotung and SomSoms have a different idea).

I listened to the song anon, immediately after you post this…I can certainly see FK vibing towards it.

And here…I am posting the whole translation of the song (courtesy of this website)

ถ้าแอบรักและเราบอกออกไป

Tah aep ruk ale rao bauk auk bpai

If I have a crush on someone and I tell them

การแอบรักจะดูหมดความหมาย

Gahn aep ruk ja doo mot kwahm mai

Having a crush would lose all meaning

ฉันจึงเลือกทางที่สบายใจ

Chun jeung leuak tahng tee sabai jai

So I choose the comfortable path

เก็บความลับที่แท้มันสวยงามเพียงใด

Gep kwahm lup tee tae mun suay ngahm piang dai

And keep the secret, however beautiful it actually is

ชอบมองสายตาเธอตอนไม่รู้

Chaup maung sai dtah tur dtaun mai roo

I like looking at your eyes when you don’t know

ว่าตัวฉันชอบมองมันมากเท่าไร

Wah dtua chun chaup maung mun mahk tao rai

How much I like looking at them

ชอบฟังเสียงในตอนที่เธอใช้

Chaup fung siang nai dtaun tee tur chai

I like listening to your voice when you use it

บอกกับฉันว่าฉันเป็นเพื่อนเธอคนนึง

Bauk gup chun wah chun bpen peuan tur kon neung

To tell me that I’m your friend

(*) อาจไม่มีหนทางให้เป็นอย่างหวัง

Aht mai mee hon tahng hai bpen yahng wung

There might not be any way things will be like I hope

แต่อย่างน้อยก็ไม่ทำให้ผิดหวัง

Dtae yahk noy gor mai tum hai pit wung

But at least I won’t be disappointed

หากมันทำให้เจอหน้าเธอทุกวันก็พอจะรับไหว

Hahk mun tum hai jur nah tur took wun gor por ja rup wai

If it gets me to see your face every day, that’s enough for me

(**) เป็นคนที่เธอไว้ใจ มันก็ดีเท่าไร

Bpen kon tee tur wai jai mun gor dee tao rai

I’m the person you trust, however good that is

ไม่เสี่ยงเกินไปกว่านี้ เพราะมัน

Mai siang gern bpai gwah nee pror mun

I won’t risk any more than this, because

อาจจะไม่คุ้มกัน อยากเป็นคนสำคัญ

Aht ja mai koom gun yahk bpen kon sumkun

It might not work out, I want to be an important person

แค่เพื่อนแล้วกัน เพราะฉันไม่มีเธอไม่ได้

Kae peuan laeo gun pror chun mai mee tur mai dai

But just being a friend is fine, because I can’t not have you

ดีอยู่แล้วที่เธอไม่รักฉัน

Dee yoo laeo tee tur mai ruk chun

It’s fine that you don’t love me

เพราะอาจแยกทางในวัน ไหนก็ได้

Pror aht yaek tahng nai wun nai gor dai

Because then we might have to split ways some day

ทนไม่ไหวถ้าเป็นคนทำร้าย

Ton mai wai tah bpen kon tum rai

I couldn’t take it if I was the person to hurt you

เธอให้ช้ำและซ้ำด้วยน้ำมือตัวเอง

Tur hai chum lae sum duay num meu dtua eng

And cause you pain repeatedly by my own hand

ให้ฉันชื่นชมเธอมีความรัก

Hai chun cheun chom tur mee kwahm ruk

Let me congratulate you having love

ให้เธอเล่าว่าได้เจอเขาที่ใด

Hai tur lao wah dai jur kao tee dai

I want you to tell me if you’ve found someone

ไม่ใช่ฉันก็คงไม่เป็นไร

Mai chai chun gor kong mai bpen rai

It’s okay if it’s not me

อยากแน่ใจว่าเธอได้เจอคนดีๆ

Yahk nae jai wah tur dai jur kon dee dee

I want to be certain that you’ve found someone good

(*,**)

ไม่เคยเสียดายที่ได้แค่เก็บไว้

Mai koey sia dai tee dai kae gep wai

I’ll never regret only being able to keep it in

เพียงแค่ฉันกลัวว่าเธอจะจากไป

Piang kae chun glua wah tur ja jahk bpai

I’m just scared you’ll leave

ทันทีที่รู้ว่าคนที่เธอวางใจ

Tun tee tee roo wah kon tee tur wahng jai

As soon as you know the person whom you trust

คือเพื่อนไม่จริง คือคนที่คิด คิดไปไกล

Keu peuan mai jing ke kon tee kit kit bpai glai

Isn’t a real friend, and is the person who’s thinking much farther

[moon-mine679]

ไม่รู้เวรกรรมอันใด ดลใจให้ฉันต้องเจอ

Mai roo wengam un dai don jai hai chun dtaung jur

I don’t know what karma caused me to meet you

ตกเป็นทาสรักให้เธอ ทำร้ายหัวใจตลอด

Dtok pen taht ruk hai tur tum rai hua jai dtalaut

I’ve become your love slave while you constantly break my heart

ดีกับเธอ���ท่าไหร่ เธอยังคว้าใครใครมากอด

Dee gup tur tao rai tur yung kwah krai krai mah gaut

However good I am to you, you still grab and hug everyone

ตาก็ไม่บอด แต่ต้องทำไม่เห็นทุกที

Dtah gor mai baut dtae dtaung tum mai hen took tee

I’m not blind, but I must act like I don’t see it every time

(*) เหมือนอยู่เพื่อเจ็บเฉยเฉย แต่ไม่เคยกล้าตัดใจ

Meuan yoo peua jep choey choey dtae mai koey glah dtut jai

It’s like I’m here to be silently tortured, but I’ve never been brave enough to give it up

ยอมตกเป็นของตาย ยอมรักคนไม่รักดี

Yaum dtok pen kaung dtai yaum ruk kon mai ruk dee

I’ve agreed to become a dead thing, I’ve agreed to love someone insincere

เธอสั่งให้ทำอะไรก็รีบไปทำให้ ยอมให้เธอหลอกใช้ได้เต็มที่

Tur sung hai tum arai gor reep pai tum hai yaum hai tur lauk chai dai dtem tee

Whatever you order me to do, I rush to do it, I agree to let you completely use and deceive me

สมองก็ยังมี แต่ไม่รู้ทำไมเหมือนกลวง

Samaung gor yung mee dtae mai roo tummai meuan gluang

I still have a brain, but I don’t know why it’s like my head is hollow

(**) หรือเธอเป่าเวทย์มนต์คาถา เสน่หาบูชาวิญญาณ

Reu tur pao wet mon kahtah sanay hah boo chah winyahn

Or have you cast a magic spell on me to love and worship your spirit?

กักขังหน่วงเหนี่ยวทรมานให้เกิดภาพลวง

Guk kung nuang niao toramahn hai gert pahp luang

Holding back and disguising the torture in an illusion?

คิดจะหนีกี่ครั้งก็ดิ้นไม่ได้ ดั่งถูกคุณไสยผูกใจเป็นบ่วง

Kit ja nee gee krung gor din mai dai dung took koon sai pook jai pen buang

However many times I’ve considered fleeing, I can’t move, it’s like black magic has attached me to a noose

บูชายัณมัดตุ๊กตาห่วงถ่วงใจไว้

Boochah yun mut dtookadtah huang tuang jai wai

My heart has been tied to a voodoo doll

(***) เหมือนโดนเล่นของใส่กัน ฉันจึงหลงและฉันจึงบ้า

Meuan dohn len kaung sai gun chun jeung long lae chun jeung bah

It’s like I’ve been hit with a spell so I’ve fallen for you and am crazy

ทั้งที่เธอมีแต่น้ำตาตอบแทนใจ

Tung tee tur mee dtae num dtah dtaup taen jai

Though you only have tears to reward my heart

ยิ่งเจ็บยิ่งรักขึ้นทุกวัน ��หมือนว่าฉันขาดเธอไม่ได้

Ying jep ying ruk keun took wun meuan wah chun kaht tur mai dai

The more I hurt, the more my love grows every day, like I can’t be without you

บางครั้งก็ยังสงสัย ทำไมยอมให้เธอทำร้าย

Bahng krung gor yung song sai tummai yaum hia tur tum rai

Sometimes I’m still suspicious, why do I consent to letting you hurt me?

ทำไมเธอเลวได้ใจฉันยังรักอยู่

Tummai tur leo dai jai chun yung ruk yoo

Why does your evilness have my heart still loving you?

(ต้องดิ้นให้ได้) มันดิ้นไม่ได้ (ต้องดื้อให้ได้) มันดื้อไม่ได้

(Dtaung din hai dai) mun din mai dai (dtaung deu hai dai) mun deu mai dai

(I must be able to squirm away) I can’t squirm away (I must be able to persist) I can’t persist

(ต้องขัดให้ได้) มันขัดไม่ได้ (ต้องขืนให้ได้) มันขืนไม่ได้

(Dtaung kut hai dai) mun kut mai dai (dtaung keun hai dai) mun keun mai dai

(I must be able to oppose it) I can’t oppose it (I must be able to disobey it) I can’t disobey it

มัดขัดไม่ได้ มันขืนไม่ได้ มันหนีไม่ได้ มันดื้อไม่ได้

Mut kut mai dai mun keun mai dai mun nee mai dai mun deu mai dai

I can’t resist the binds, can’t disobey, can’t flee, can’t persist

(*,**,***,***)

ความรักหรือว่าคุณไสย ทำไมยอมให้เธอทำร้าย

Kwahm ruk reu wah koon sai tummai yaum hai tur tum rai

Is it love or black magic? Why am I constantly letting you hurt me?

ทำไมมันเจ็บแทบตายฉันยังโง่อยู่

Tummai mun jep taep dtai chun yung ngoh yoo

Why when I’m hurt to death am I still stupid?

WOAHH what song is this? it sounds very cool

[tswev]

I FINISHED ALL MY ART FIGHT REFERENCES HERE YALL GO!!

AND HERES ALL THEIR LINKS: https://artfight.net/character/4688457.konal-dionysiushttps://artfight.net/character/4688458.navahttps://artfight.net/character/4688459.irishttps://artfight.net/character/4688545.delta https://artfight.net/character/4688460.crystal https://artfight.net/character/4688462.dtah https://artfight.net/character/4688463.dr-cordeshttps://artfight.net/character/4688464.ozymandiashttps://artfight.net/character/4688466.casey

REV UP THOSE PENS I SURE AM HUNGRY (for your art)

[kapolly]

Não está sendo uma época boa , minha cabeça está surtando, não sei o que fazer direito pois tenho DTAH e nunca tive um atendimento adequado para isso, muitas vezes estou tomando remédio para dormir ou me manter acordada. A Ritalina está me matando de dor de cabeça já . Eu literalmente estou perdendo minhas forças e vários pensamentos ao mesmo tempo meus sonhos cada dia mas reais . As vezes eu né isolo pois n sei como desmontar que n estou bem sendo que as pessoas n vão entender ou vão falar q é frescura . Fui diagnosticada tarde com meus 19 anos na época tinha plano de saúde e taus . Mas depois do diagnóstico n foi 2 meses já era plano de saúde e tudo mas . Eu estou frustrada comigo mesmo pq n dou conta de estudar ou estudo mas pego uma prova e já erra tudo que estudei isso me dói me frustra pq penso que sou uma burra . Tenho medo até de me relacionar de novo , pq as vezes esqueço que a pessoa existe ou esqueço de responder uma msg pq acho que respondi . Ultimamente o que meio q me deixa mas de boa e dormir mas aí quando acordo estou com dor de cabeça pq parece que tenho 2 vidas uma aqui é outra nos meus sonhos , já acordo super cansada é ultimamente ando cansada a todo momento n tenho dores no corpo e nem nada so estou cansada, o que mas me volta para o mundo e música e meu fone de ouvido mas n posso ficar com eles 24h por dia . Sinceramente só quero que pelo menos volto a meio que ser a Karitha super inteligente que eu sou , quero ter uma vida melhor mas n estou conseguindo as vezes esqueço como escreve uma palavradas simples do mundo, é me dói n lembrar direito da minha infância . Vou no médico em uma upa que me indicaram sábado . Vamos ver no que vai dar .

[wolfberriestian]

พอแล้ว - นิโคล เทริโอ 【OFFICIAL MV】

พอแล้วเพียงพอแล้ว ตัดใจเสียดีกว่า

Por laeo piang por laeo dtut jai sia dee gwah

Enough is enough, giving up is better

อย่ามัวเปลืองเวลา กับคนไม่มีใจ

Yah mua bpleuang welah gup kon mai mee jai

Don’t waste time on someone who doesn’t have feelings for you

กับคนไม่รักจริง กับคนที่ใจร้าย

Gup kon mai ruk jing gup kon tee rai jai

On someone who doesn’t really love you, on someone who is cruel

ไม่มีทางใด ต้องห้ามใจอย่างเดียว

Mai mee tahng dai dtaung hahm jai yahng diao

There’s no way, you just have to forbid yourself

ลืมเขา จงลืมเขา สั่งใจให้ทำตาม

Leum kao jong leum kao sung jai hai tum dtahm

Forget him, you must forget him, order your heart to do it

อย่ามีความทรงจำ กับคนไม่จริงใจ

Yah mee kwahm song jum gup kon mai jing jai

Don’t keep memories with someone who’s insincere

สิ่งเดียวที่ต้องทำ ก็คือจากนี้ไป

Sing diao tee dtaung tum gor keu jahk nee bpai

The one thing you must do is, from now on,

อย่าไปเหลือหัวใจ ให้เขาอีกเลย

Yah bpai leua hua jai hai kao eek loey

Don’t leave any lingering feelings for him anymore

(*) อย่าไปมองดู เวลาที่เขามา

Yah bpai maung doo welah tee kao mah

Don’t look when he comes

อย่าไปรับฟัง ที่คนเขาพูดกัน

Yah bpai rup fung tee kon kao poot gun

Don’t listen when he talks to you

อย่าไปนึก อย่าคิดเอง ว่าเขายังสำคัญ

Yah bpai neuk yah kit eng wah kao yung sumkun

Don’t think, don’t consider that he’s still important

อย่าไปฝัน ว่าเขาจะคืนมา

Yah bpai fun wah kao ja keun mah

Don’t dream that he’ll come back

พอแล้วเพียงพอแล้ว อย่ามัวเสียน้ำตา

Por laeo piang por laeo yah mua sia num dtah

Enough is enough, don’t waste your tears

อย่ามัวเปลืองเวลา กับการต้องเสียใจ

Yah mua bpleuang welah gup gahn dtaung sia jai

Don’t waste your time on being hurt

ที่เคยได้ทุ่มเท ให้ชีวิตเขาไป

Tee koey dai toom tay hai cheewit kao bpai

Over what you once devoted to his life

อย่าไปนึก เสียดาย ก็ถือเป็นบทเรียน

Yah bpai neuk sia dai gor teu bpen bot rian

Don’t go feeling regretful, it’s a lesson

(*)

มันทรมาน มันเหนื่อยมันท้อ

Mun toramahn mun neuay mun tor

It’s torture, it’s tiring and exhausting

กับการที่ต้องง้อ ต้องรออย่างนี้เรื่อยไป

Gun gahn tee dtaung ngor dtaung ror yahng nee reuay bpai

With having to make up, having to continuously wait like this

คนเราเมื่อไร้ค่า ต้องหาต้องเลือกทางเดินใหม่

Kon rao meua rai kah dtaung hah dtaung leuak tahng dern mai

When we’re out of value, we must find and choose a new path

อย่าเทหัวใจ ให้คนใจร้ายเลย

Yah tay hua jai hai kon jai rai loey

Don’t devote your heart to a cruel person

[prismartist]

also while i'm on the topic of dtah.... like aside from a few songs the lyrics and melodies are Deeply Unimpressive and though i like the characters the plot and writing went downhill the moment death and grazia got together. their on-off forbidden lovers thing got repetitive reaaaaal quick. death tried to save her by telling her he didn't love him which would've been compelling if he STUCK TO IT FOR MORE THAN FIVE SECONDS, because immediately after she runs off he starts singing a song about how he does love her and she overhears and COMES BACK AND THEY HAVE THEIR THIRD (THIRD!!!) LOVE BALLAD.

also funny detail when grazia's dad is begging death to spare her he's unsuccessful until he mentions she could have a child and THAT'S what makes death decide to leave her alone liKE??? THAT'S THE LINE??? oh yes of COURSE i can't possibly kill her, she still has to fulfill her womanly duties and get pregnant HELPPP???? okay listen i get that death becomes enamoured with life and this ties into that but still. it's not the general joys of life it's her getting pregnant specifically. this musical oh my god i am so intrigued by this mess of a musical. also as of right now a bunch of side characters i am not super interested in are getting together so there's that.

anyways corrado deserves better. no i'm not biased because that's max von essen's character

just found out one of my favorite tracks from max von essen's call me old fashioned album is from death takes a holiday?? i'm watching it rn and it jumpscared me i thought it was an old song ahfjdfhsjf. it's really cute that he's paid tribute to the shows he's been in though :)

[brandondonnelly]

Toronto’s great streets

Last week the Ryerson City Building Institute published a terrific report on Toronto’s Great Streets. It profiles five streets in the city that have been “redesigned for greatness.” They are:

Harbord Street (continuous bike lanes)

Roncesvalles Avenue (placemaking and people)

St. Clair Avenue West (dedicated streetcar lane)

Queens Quay West (public waterfront promenade)

Market Street (prioritized for people and patios)

But what exactly makes a street a great one? The report describes it in this way: “They all play a key role in making the surrounding neighborhood a great place to live, work, and visit.”

This relates closely to what the City of Toronto calls a “complete street”, which is an approach to accommodating multiple kinds of users, enhancing the local context, and determining which trade-offs to make.

And there will always be trade-offs. I am fairly certain that all of these street redesigns were contentious at the time when they were proposed. Because at the end of the day they will never be all things to everyone.

I remember the St. Clair West fight vividly because I moved to the neighborhood in 2009 and the dedicated streetcar lane didn’t fully open until 2010. From 2005 to 2017, streetcar ridership grew 23%. But drivers have remained grouchy.

I now walk Market Street every single day and I agree that it’s one of the most beautiful and functional streets in the city. But the bollards are constantly getting beat up by drivers attempting to parallel park and the retail vacancy rate has not been 0% like is suggested in the report.

Queens Quay West is also a magnificent street. It was a giant step forward in terms of the quality of the public realm in this region and I spend a lot of time there. But it’s of course not perfect. All of us have seen the reports of cars ending up in odd locations, including underground, along the waterfront.

Riding your bike there can also feel like a challenging game of Frogger with all of the pedestrians that now obliviously meander back and forth across the cycling trail. I suggest riding with a good blow horn. The report rightly mentions the lack of delineation between these users.

But cities are a living laboratory and none of these streets should now be considered static. We are fortunate to be in a position to critique levels of greatness. If anything, the map at the top of this post tells me that we need to create more greatness across the other areas of this city.

[fudiesblog]

Enjoy Cooking Delicious Greek Chicken Quinoa At Home

[goddess-aelin]

Dancing to a Happy Song

With a peace summit fast approaching, the court of Terrasen find themselves eagerly awaiting the arrival of their friends. Rowan and Aelin might have a surprise for their family when they get there. And a few surprises might be in store for the king and queen, too. 

Part 1: Preparations

FLUFF, so much fluff

Word count: 2k

Rowan Whitethorn always considered himself a patient male. He could stand for hours on a battlefield, waiting for the most opportune moment to strike, hunger and fatigue never bothering him. He patiently waited over 300 years for his mate, his true mate, to swagger her way into his life. And then he waited over two months to get that mate back from Maeve’s clutches. So yes, he was a very patient male, thank you very much.

This summit planning meeting was testing his patience, though. Especially when his wife and mate was currently laying in bed, sick to her stomach.

“Do you think we need a seating arrangement for the emissaries?” he distantly heard Darrow ask.

Gods, was this what Aelin had to sit through every time there was a court meeting? If so, he was thankful that his mate spared him from most of these duties. He would much rather be helping with swordsmanship, training the citizens who had just discovered their magic, or helping to rebuild the city. Anything but tablecloth colors and seating arrangements.

“Your majesty?”

He coughed, “Ahem, yes. I think that maybe a seating arrangement would be in order but before we make any solid decisions, I will run it by the Queen for approval. Can you get me a rough draft of the plans and I will take it to Aelin for her to browse when she feels up to it.” Maybe this would finally give him a reason for him to excuse himself from this madness. The only thing stopping him from rescheduling was the fact that both Lorcan and Fenrys were currently looking as bored and pained as he felt. It gave him a little bit of satisfaction.

Fenrys had been an undeniable help throughout the past five years. Not only was he a great asset to the court of Terrasen, but also to their foreign relations. He was one of the main reasons why this world peace summit was even happening. Rowan would be forever thankful to the male for what he did to help Aelin during her time with Maeve. But he would also be thankful for his ability in helping Terrasen create new alliances and trade partnerships.

Lorcan attended this meeting only due to his bi-monthly trek to Orynth where he helped get the armies of Terrasen in shape. It just so happened that this planning meeting coincided with his visit and he had the misfortune of being required to attend. Rowan knew that Elide would’ve liked to be there but taking care of their two year old son while being pregnant did not make travel easy for the young woman. So instead, she would make the two-day trek in two months when the summit began.

Rowan looked around the meeting room, taking in the green and gold banners that waved on a phantom wind. The green and gold that always reminded him of Aelin. Gods, Rowan should have been with his mate at the moment, taking care of her while she was sick. He was sure that he would be called an overbearing buzzard for fussing, but he didn’t care if it meant that Aelin would feel better. No one dared to question why the Queen of Terrasen was shirking some of her duties off to her King-consort and if anyone did, they kept those opinions to themselves. Rowan knew, though. No one else but him and a few healers knew the reason why Aelin had been a tad bit weaker and more prone to stomach illness. So yes, Rowan should be there with his wife, his mate, his fireheart; loving her and taking care of her and presenting her with as much chocolate as she wanted.

But instead, he was here. At this meeting. Which had been dragging on for about three and a half hours. He knew with the peace summit in less than two months, this planning meeting was a necessary evil, but he couldn’t help the fae part of him that was aching to take care of his mate.

The peace summit was supposed to be a meeting of all the world’s current leaders and dreamers, hosted right here in Orynth. With delegations coming from all over the world, it was important that Terrasen presented a strong, unyielding front. Rowan had already approved the list of invites, ranging from the King and Hand of Adarlan to the Khagan representatives to his cousin, the Queen of Doranelle. They were even sending invites to few places that he had yet to meet the delegations of. From far and wide, emissaries would arrive in a short two months to discuss the world’s most pressing issues and create new alliances.  Even if he hated the courtly politics, Rowan had to admit that he was excited to see his friends. He was most excited for Aelin to be reunited with all of the friends she made through her travels in her arduous 25 years of life.

Most of their friends had expanded families now, too. In Adarlan, Chaol and Yrene’s son, Troian, was four years old now. In Perranth, Lorcan and Elide had their two year old son, Callum, named in honor of Elide’s father, with another baby on the way. And Aedion and Lysandra had their newborn babe, Gavryn, aptly named for the warrior and father who fell too soon. Rowan was touched to hear their spin on his friend and brother’s name.

Rowan knew that Aelin was just as excited to meet all of the new additions to their family as she was to reunite with her old friends. Rowan only could hope that she was feeling up to the task by then.

He was brought out of his reverie by a messenger stating that he was needed in the royal chambers. Rowan quickly wrapped up the meeting and didn’t even try to hide his eagerness to leave. He said his goodbyes to Lorcan, who would be leaving the next morning to return to Perranth. To his dismay as he was quickly making his way to the stone stairway that would take him to the royal quarters, Fenrys caught up with him, a look of worry etched on his face.

“Is Aelin alright? You would tell me if something was wrong, right?”

Rowan’s annoyance dissipated at the fear that he scented. “Of course. I promise that Aelin is alright, she just needs rest.”

Fenrys didn’t look entirely convinced but didn’t say anything more. Rowan was sure that the male would’ve scented Aelin’s ailment already but given that the queen had been making herself scarce since Fenrys returned from his three month long trek to the western lands just a few days ago, Rowan supposed that he hadn’t had a chance to be in the queen’s company for more than a few minutes.

“Alright, I guess I’ll check in later then?” Fenrys hesitated. “Can you…just… if anything is wrong, can you come and get me? Please?”  Rowan gently put a reassuring hand on the younger male’s shoulder and gave a confirmation before he headed back towards the staircase.  

Rowan took the stairs two at a time and as he rounded the corner to the royal suite, he heard quiet murmurings. As he approached the door to his and Aelin’s bedroom, an older, brown haired woman exited the room and gave him a slight bow. With a tight lipped smile, Rowan moved to allow the woman to continue on her way.  He couldn’t help the flare of anxiety that bubbled in him, despite knowing the reason for the healer’s visit.

As he entered the room, Rowan heard nothing but the soft snores of his mate. He scented Aelin before he saw her, bundled in wool blankets on their large bed. Rowan quietly took off his shoes and weapons and crawled under the blankets with his wife. Aelin’s quiet snores halted as he wrapped an arm around her middle to pull her into his warmth. The healer may have just left, but leave it to his mate to fall asleep in the 30 seconds it took for him to enter the room. He couldn’t bring himself to care, however, when she was snuggled up to him like this. She deserved the rest.

Aelin slowly stretched and turned over to face him. Though her eyes were tired, a brilliant smile crossed her face at the sight of her mate. “So did my urgent note get you out of that boring meeting?”

Rowan chuckled. “It indeed did. I should’ve known that nothing was truly wrong.” He pressed a kiss to her nose. Her cheek. Her lips. “What was your excuse if anyone had asked what was so urgent?”

“Obviously that her majesty the queen needed an urgent foot massage.” Rowan couldn’t help his boisterous laughter at that. His mate never failed to make him laugh. And he couldn’t help the way his heart, even after five years of being with her, quickened it’s pace when he beheld her joy. He knew that feeling would never subside, even in ten years, a hundred, a thousand.  “And besides, it’s not like most of what Darrow was asking was that important, was it?”

“What do you mean?” He feigned outrage. “Seating arrangements are of utmost importance!” It was Aelin’s turn to chuckle as she rolled onto her back.

“How are you feeling?” Aelin could tell that despite his laughing exterior, he was switching into fussy mode. “And before you call me an overbearing buzzard, let me tell you that it’s very hard–” Aelin cut him off with a gentle kiss to his lips.

“I wasn’t going to say that,” she said innocently. Rowan gave her an incredulous look that told her he didn’t believe that one bit. “But I’m ok. I’m definitely feeling much better since I took the anti-nausea tonic this morning and the healer just left after giving me another. So at the very least I should be good to go tomorrow.”

“Did she say anything as to why you’re still having this nausea?” A furrow formed in Rowan’s brow that she kissed away.

“She said sometimes it just happens this way. Nothing is wrong, I just need time for it to go away. And rest, lots of rest. Besides, Yrene will be here in less than two months so if I’m still not feeling well, I can have her help me. She is Silba’s heir after all.”

Rowan’s eyes filled with love as his hand gently traced her brows, her cheek, her ear. He continued his light touches down to her collarbone, down her arm, peppering kisses with them. His hand finally reached its destination, where it stayed, and he added the gentlest of kisses to her slightly swollen belly. Rowan’s eyes rose to meet Aelin’s and they couldn’t contain their love and excitement.

“Only five more months until we get to meet you, little one.” Rowan spoke softly. Aelin started tearing up at the reverence in his tone. Rowan talking to the child in her womb was a nightly occurrence, one that never failed to make her cry. Stupid pregnancy hormones.  

“Rowan,” she whispered. As his eyes beheld the tears in her eyes, he placed gentle kisses to each cheek and rested his forehead against hers. “I love you so much.”

“I love you, fireheart. And I love the little life we’ve made.” With the warmth of Rowan’s embrace, Aelin began to feel her eyelids drooping. With a final kiss to her forehead, Rowan gathered her tightly in his arms, his fingers tracing small circles over her belly and said “Sleep my love.” Aelin wanted to appreciate the love and care her mate was showing her but quickly and deeply, sleep pulled her under.

A/N: There will be three or four more parts to this fic so keep an eye out :) let me know if you want to be tagged for the next parts! Be prepared for some good ol’ remelle 😉

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How can I convince you guys to watch Vertigo </3

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Death Takes a Holiday (1934) dir. Mitchell Leisen

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What if in DTAH, Midoriya doesn’t fight All Might but Aizawa? *cue me self projecting my breakdowns when I got lower marks on my tests*

Oh yeah he and Momo are both hanging by a thread trying not to have panic attacks over the fear of failing - its literally only know the other is stressed that helps them keep it together, they want to be strong for eachother. 

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