#DON'T FEEL BAD WITH MY RESPONE I JUST WANTED TO TALK ABOUT THIS-

[bloody-bread]

Someone asked "Why is Finneas so evil? How high is his kill count?"

I'll say this, he's not evil, he's a researcher and he has the right (and the wrong) to experiment on it, whatever consequences it may bring upon any world is part of the process of discovering something in a field so novel as it is the dreamscape. Now, he does feel guilty for doing interacting with those dreams, an evil person would not stop to think about if what they are doing is wrong or not, does he keep doing it? yes, but I don't think that makes him evil, a bit stupid yes, but no evil.

Can you blame him tho? He's exploring something that probably the average Evalas inhabitant would call "afterlife" (if they even believe on something like that) , with endless possibilities and outcomes, worlds that may not have the same amount of magic that Evalas does but that are precious and rich on their own way.

And let's not forget that the mere existence of the dreamscape breaks every believe that has it's roots in Evalas (exagerating, idk what they believe in there but you get what I mean), he needs to understand how all of this works before anyone else finds out about it, there is powerful people that may want to use this as a source of power so he can't just go out there and ask questions or debate with other people (aside from his listener Ig) about whatever he has found out until now, he's alone in this, he's the only one (again, aside from the listener) that stands between whoever wants to take advantage of this dreamscape and it's habitants.

So I would never cal him evil, he's the one protecting them even if it may not look like that from their point of view, he commited a few mistakes, yes but in the gran scheme of things is just a small price to pay for the good of the whole dreamscape and Evalas.

And at least two, but that's just theories /hj.

OKAY IM PRETTY SURE THE QUESTION WASN'T EVEN THAT SERIOUS AND TAKE THIS VERY LIGHT HEARTEDLY PLEASE, IF ANYTHING IS WRONG IS BC ENGLISH ISN'T MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND IM SLEEP DEPRIVED BUT I MEANT WHAT I SAID, AGAIN, A LOT OF THEORIES. HAVE A NICE TIMEZONEEE.

[kaddyssammlung]

Twitter "gang" is acting out...again. About the purpose of art / freedom of artists

TW: self-harm (not mine of course but Vessel's)

Twitter gang is ripping each other's heads off because some artists out there make choices that they don't agree with.

Let's leave it at that for now.

I just read that “art is supposed to be comforting”. I find this confusing and also I don't agree. I don't know much about art (in that case it's about drawing). Sometimes I look at fan art and it really is nice and comforting and I just like looking at it. But other Sleep Token fanart I find provocative or even triggering. I see nothing wrong with that in general. It should be an artists choice to portray Vessel however they want to do portray him. Twitter gang has no problem with overly sexual depictions of Vessel and the other guys but someone draws Vessel with his scars and then Sleep Token Twitter goes wild. What the?! And also there is not one purpose of art in my opinion. It can have so many.

“It's overstepping boundaries and also not being protective of Vessel...?” What...?!

How we see someone influences them btw. If you look at Vessel and think of him as a weak human that needs your protection then you actually “make” him weak.

I see him as someone who struggled but found his strength. He does not need my protection. I learned and grew a lot over the past years and the reason for that was all the past trauma that I finally started to resolve. If someone out there looks at me like some weak creature it would make me feel weak.

Something else....it was also said that everyone (especially the ones who struggled with self-harm themselves) agreed that it's not okay to talk about self-harm?!

Hmm....pretending bad things don't exist does not make them go away!

And also I had a lot of conversations ever since starting this tumblr about that topic and also I have always written about it, from the very start and no one ever came at me for it. It was the opposite.

I'm sorry but I'm not going to shut up for anyone's comfort. I do hide posts like these because I want it to be your choice if you read about these topics. Some days I would not want to read my own stuff because it's too triggering. But I won't be silenced. I mean of course talking about this topic in a respectful way!

And also I'd rather have someone come talk to me or open up about their struggles then make them feel like they are wrong for how they feel.

This topic is arleady being so misunderstood and having some sort of "thought control" about that topic is not helping at all.

Whatever...I keep forgetting that so many fans are still quite young and not some close to 40 year old women. I am responible for my employees (and also tenants but I never talk about that). And idk...maybe I learned a thing or two over the years. You know...make mistakes and then learn from them and move on and things like that. Life-experience is the word that I'm looking for. They probably don't have as much as I do but I can't hold that agains them.

[veeluvss]

we'll get them

>1k

emily prentiss x daughter!reader

tw : nudes and sexual abuse

i pulled up outside the bau, feeling sick. garcia was in here and i was praying she could help me. i hadn't been able to show my face at school for months and mum had no idea. i couldn't tell her. i couldn't dare - what would she think of me? would she call me a whore? a slag? like the rest of them. i knew my mum was usually understanding but at the same time, this was serious.

i left the elevator with my visitor badge on and tried to stay out of sight. i knew mum was on a case and not in town but i didn't know about anyone else. i was well known at the bau, people loved me but i didn't want to be recognised now. i felt ashamed looking at my reflection.

i knocked on the door to garcia's computers and heard her little chime from inside 'two seconds my love'. she didn't know who it was but she called everyone the sweetest names. she just radiated love and positivity, i could already feel myself feeling better. to my shock, jj opened the door. "y/n!" she cheered, smiling widely. "y/n?" garcia said, spinning on her chair. "emily's on a case, did she not tell you?" jj said, concerned. "oh erm," i muttered and lowered my head. "i came to see garcia." "oh come in sweet cheeks!" garcia said, standing up and welcoming me in. "do you want me to leave you to it?" jj asked sweetly but something compelled me to shake my head. i needed her support too. "sit down baby, are you okay?" garcia asked. i felt sick. "i can't tell you so i'm going to show you," i mumbled. "okay," garcia said. i tapped away on my phone til i found the twitter post. i handed it to garcia and she looked at it. jj peering over her shoulder. "oh sugar plum," garcia mumbled. "does emily know?" jj asked me, sadness in her voice. i shook my head rapidly. "please don't tell her!" "y/n," jj sighed. she crouched down beside me and i felt tears welling up in my eyes. "babe, this was posted over a month ago, why didn't you come to me sooner?" "i couldn't leave my house." i buried my head in my hands and jj held me.

"i didn't take them," i whispered. "you didn't?" jj asked, putting some hair behind my ear. penelope was already looking at how to get rid of them, although it was hard. she was going to find the origin at least because then we know who posted them. "some guy," i began explaining. "we got drunk one night when mum was away and he - he forced me too. he used a polaroid and , and his phone but i didn't know he used his phone." "that's okay," jj muttered, stroking my hair. "right, i've got the person who posted it," garcia said. "however, it is one of them cases where it's on the internet and anyone can have them - especially after a month." i nodded, understanding. when she showed me the guy who posted them i felt even more violated as i didn't even know him. "baby, can we ring emily?" jj asked. "no! no you can't!" "she'll understand, she really will." "no, she can't see them." "she doesn't have to see them, we'll just be able to arrest him and get him put away for it. we can also get talking to the people who shared it." i began to cry. i wanted my mum, so bad. i just began to nod. jj and garcia were decent cuddles but nothing beat my mum. jj held me whilst garcia rang emily.

"what've you got for me garcia?" mum asked down the phone. "emily, are you alone?" garcia asked. "this is personal." "i don't really have time for personal-..." she began. "it's about your daughter so yes you do," penelope said. i smiled at that. we heard mum mumble a quick 'excuse me' to whoever she was with. "what's happened?" her voice was panicked. "JJ and i got a little unprompted visit from your baby today," garcia began. i hugged jj and she pulled me closer to her. "is she okay?" emily asked. "emily you can't judge, she's already hurt enough by it and she just needs her mum. okay?" "garcia, what is going on?" "someone posted pictures of her online, erm, not clothed." i hid in jj, not wanting to hear her response. there was silence for a minute. "do you know who?" she asked. "i tracked down the ip address." "does she know them?" garcia looked at me and i shook my head. "she does not." "i'm coming home," she hung up then. i couldn't tell if she was mad or upset or angry or disappointed. i felt sick. i just clung to jj, hoping she'd understand.

a few hours later, mum charged into garcia's office. i was sat on one of the desks, coffee in my hand and apple in the other. i gulped seeing her. she looked at me, between garcia and jj. "i need to see them." she said, holding out her hand. "no!" i said suddenly, getting down. "no mum, please." i begged. "y/n i need to see what they did to you." "emily," jj whispered as i shook my head over and over. "we've seen them. you don't need to see." "it's nothing i haven't seen before for christ sake!" she groaned, throwing up her hands. i began to cry then, she was angry. so so angry with me. "it's not the same em and you know it." jj said, putting a supportive hand on my back. "we have the IP address and we know who posted them online. we just need your orders to send someone to the house and get him arrested." "get him arrested and sent down. and anyone else who distributed it. no one is getting away with this," she said. i looked at her between my fingers and saw her expression soften at the sight of me. she sighed before pulling me into her arms.

"we'll get them," she said. "mum i'm sorry," i cried. "sorry? why on earth are you sorry?" she asked me, genuinely surprised. "i didn't know he was taking them, i didn't know they'd be posted. i dragged you away from a case," i explained, clinging to her blazer. "sweetheart," she whispered, caressing my hair. "this isn't your fault. at all." she pushed me away slightly and put her fingers under my chin so i looked at her. "i'm not mad or disappointed at you. baby i love you and i'd never judge you." she whispered and my heart swelled with love. "i'm just really fucking mad at the people who hurt my baby." i chuckled a little and she pulled me back into my arms. "what did i tell you eh," jj said, rubbing my back. i only nodded, clinging to my mum. i'd needed this. i'd needed her.

[nekohime19]

AITA for punching my girlfriend in the face?

(Part two of the previous post!! Let's go! Love writing funny looney toons style things like that. It's still Wukong POV.)

I didn't expect to get that much answers 😅. Anyway, thanks for the wisdom.

For those who didn’t see my last post (AITA for sleeping with the guy my girlfriend is cheating on me with) : I have a girlfriend (Venom) who cheated on me with another guy (Six). So out of pettiness I went to see Six. I learned he wasn't aware of my existence and was getting played too. We bonded, got wasted and kinda slept together.

Here are my answers to all your comments :

LaZen :

NTA, thought you definitely need to break up with her like yesterday, cheating is not cool and poor six who was the side dish :c its going to be awkward but six and you need to talk with a nice breakfast about what you two want to do now, revenge? Just a one night thing? Or get to know each other, wich i think is going to be the latter since both of you were getting along, the guy just got to town, maybe show him around as friends?

OP response :

Yeah, I think it's due time I confront Venom, even if I really don't want to. Idk, guess she's been with me for a long time so it's somehow scary to move on. I honestly don't know what I want with Six. I've never been interested in guys before? And maybe he only got pulled by the mood? Anyway, you're right, we do need to talk. Idk if I can make breakfast but, hey, burned egg aren't THAT bad.

Lagt :

Anyway not the asshole, maybe a stupid move but at that point why even bother coming back together if you two were already broke up? Like it feels like she couldn't decide

NTA

OP response :

😬 You're really calling me out with that one. Venom and I do have a pretty weird way to settle things. Guess I just got used to the constant breaking up and getting back together.

Sakurabloom_26 :

NTA, OP it doesn’t matter the reason, she cheated on you and played Six for a fool by making him her AP.

It wasn’t ok that you slept with her AP before breaking up with her (especially since the two of you were drunk), but considering you both were played for fools, I can’t blame you for shooting your shot.

As for what to do, wait for Six to wake up and decide on how the two of you are going to catch Venom in the act and then dump her.

Regarding Six, I’d take it slow, offer to be his friend and if you think there’s a genuine connection there, ask him out on a date (something simple like a coffee date, or a picnic), but be sure to assure him that if he doesn’t feel the same way that you still want to be friends (you both sound like you just need someone to genuinely be there for each other, so awkward emotions shouldn’t mean that your friendship has to end 😌)

Best of luck to you OP, I’m rooting for you 😊

OP response :

Yeaaah, wine really got into our heads and maybe we shouldn't have slept together. Honestly, being friends with Six doesn't sound bad. I’ve never been interested in guys before so it's pretty new. The thing is I don't know if I felt like that because of the mood or because of genuine feelings? Taking it slow might be better, especially since we're both kinda still with Venom at the moment?? Thanks!

Mystsong :

NTA, you were cheated on by Venom and Six had no clue what is or was going on. Not sure it was a good idea for you and Six to sleep together but you were also both impaired by alcohol so you both weren't thinking at the time. I'd definitely stay away from Venom and take things slow and steady with Six and see if there's something there. Also please be careful with Venom I've heard of some ex boyfriends/ex girlfriends doing some crazy things when they get mad at their exes or to keep control of their exes...and she sounds dangerous to do that. Also getting advice from some friends and family like your successor, Bud, might also be a good idea especially if you want to get proof of what Venom is up to and has been doing. Hope this helps you out. (Hugs sent)

OP response :

The things alcohol makes you do. Talking it out with Six might be for the best, idk if he'll want to see me again though? Guess I'll just have to ask. Maybe we can just be friends for now until we figure it out. Venom can be intense, yeah. I wouldn't put it past her to pull some shit like that. I don't want to involve Bud in this mess though, he's not really aware of me and Venom and he has enough problems because of me. (Hugs received)

Sag3mint :

Honestly wondering what Venom's reaction will be. Anger probably. 🤔

But once she realises that the reason why you and Six met is because of her, oh boy...... 🤭 That's gonna be massive blow to her ego.

OP response :

Oh boy, she's not gonna be happy that her bf and her side bf are getting it on together. This is gonna be a nuke field to travel through.

Halfdeadhalfpaniced :

Oh she’s definitely not going to take it well but technically none of this would have happened and you two would never have met if she didn’t cheat first. Honestly OP? He’s probably not the only one she’s ever cheated on you with and might not even be the only other person she’s currently seeing.

OP response :

It hurts to think about that, I hope she didn't… But I can't be certain.

Littleguy-dot-io :

nta.. you seemed to be doing yall a favor. venom. seems kinda like a bitch??? like bro.... pick a struggle. anyways sorry she did that to yall both but break with her

OP response :

At this point, Yeaaah, both Six and I really need to break up with her.

Furornocturna :

Okay, a LOT to unpack here, but I’ll try my best to give you some advice you desperately need.

Overall consensus? ESH.

Let me elaborate before you dismiss me outright.

Venom clearly sucks the worst here for cheating and stringing you and Six along.

You weren’t wrong for wanting revenge (I would too) and you weren’t wrong to tell Six about the situation (probably should have done it sober tho), but the two of you cheating on her back with each other… while admittedly a little hilarious as an outsider hearing this story secondhand, that doesn’t do either of you favors here. Not only did you sink to her level, but now the situation is messier than before that you now have to deal with when she finds out (which she will). You are going to have to confront Venom to end things with her, OP. Because that’s what you need to do.

From the looks of it, she checked out of the relationship three months ago, and the love there on your end was gone after you found out she was cheating, plus was likely already heading in that direction with the other background you gave on how things have been. And Six doesn’t deserve to be the side piece to her either.

First and foremost, you and Six both need to break things off with Venom (and deal with the fallout that comes with, as I have little doubt she’ll take the news well) before you proceed with anything else with whatever it is you want to do with each other. Which, despite the rather unorthodox circumstances, it appears that you two really hit it off.

But if this is something you want to pursue, platonically, romantically, or whatever else, you need to sort out yourself. You mentioned questioning your sexuality at the end of your post, so you’ll want to figure things out there before jumping headlong into another relationship. More than that, if you really like Six in any form, the last thing you want to do here is make him think he’s just a rebound. He was also hurt by Venom too. And make sure Six isn’t just rebounding on you either. You both really need to communicate on your wants, needs, feelings, etc, and how you want to proceed.

I hope things work out for you and Six. It really sucked that this happened (Venom cheating on you two, not you two finding each other), and I hope you both can recover from this and come out happier.

ALSO

Since you mentioned Venom causing city-wide damage in the past and how she’s caused issues with your successor, I worry both Bud and the city might also become casualties if Venom decides to retaliate against you and Six for breaking up with her/finding out her cheating. Don’t let them get caught up in the crossfire of this.

Make your next moves carefully, and you’ll get through this with the least amount of hassle.

Hope this helps!

OP response :

Honestly, I do feel kinda bad for sleeping with Six because of Venom. Even if I'm really angry and some petty part of me thinks she deserves it, I didn't intend for things to turn out like that. Things with Six just… spiraled, the alcohol didn't make it better. Not the first time wine makes me do stupid things. But, somehow, I don't regret it?? I definitely need to confront Venom and I sure as hell don't intend to keep dating her after this. Things will be messy and, you're right, I do need to watch out for her reaction and make sure things don't get out of control. I don't know how things will go with Six. Tbh, I don't know what I'm feeling for sure either, everything is kind of a mess right now? But right, talk, we need to talk.

Sorry if I made a mistake on you guys names, 😅.

And sooo, I have an update 👀

AITA for punching my girlfriend in the face?

After that night with Six I got up and tried to make breakfast. You know, something nice to set a nice mood. Problem is idk how to cook (I usually eat hair, it's a mystic monkey thing) sooo my attempt failed miserably and I ended up with a black goo that was supposed to be eggs.

I just settled for fruits. Like Six should like fruits, no ?? He's a monkey. So I prepared a nice basket and waited.

I was kinda nervous.

Which was very unlike me. I'm not a nervous guy. But I never did hook-ups before, not with a guy, and not with my girlfriend's secret side boyfriend much less. It was a messed up situation tbh and I felt guilty for what I did (somehow it kinda felt I cheated on Venom??), angry at Venom and also excited to see Six again.

Six woke up after a few minutes, he looked ruffled and very much like he spent the night having fun in the sheet (I'm proud of that tbh). He froze when he saw me. Dear in the headlight froze and we stared at each other for a long minute before I managed to awkwardly gesture towards the basket.

Six sat down and nibbled on some mangoes. Our conversation kinda went like this :

Me : “so, last night was… ?”

Six : “... A lot.”

Me : “Yeah… Huh, what do you wanna do?”

Six : “Don't know… Guess I'm just gonna keep my distance a bit.”

Me : “From Venom?”

Six : “Yeah…”

Me : “How about we confront her together?”

Honestly I said that because I didn't really want to confront Venom alone. She could be intense at times and, well, it was perhaps better to do it with everyone directly involved present.

But before Six could reply, Bud barged in.

Now, I'm not the best at keeping track of time but I usually know when Bud is coming. But with the whole situation it just slipped by me. The three of us froze and Bud's mouth fell open… For context, the marks of what we did last night were still very visible so it wasn't hard for Bud to connect the dots.

Now, Bud knows I'm with someone but I never told him of Venom. The main reason is because Venom is more on the “bad guy team” and doesn't think that kindly of Bud. Moreover, Bud has been the cause of a lot of arguments between Venom and I and I didn't want him to be involved with an angry Venom. I just didn't want things to get complicated and thought it was simpler to separate my love life from my mentor life. Maybe I was also a bit scared of how Bud was gonna react to me dating a “bad guy”.

Maybe that's why Bud's first reaction was to be excited and rush to Six, rambling about how he's finally able to meet my partner. I'm not blaming Bud for thinking this but Gods above it was so awkward.

If I said that Six wasn't my boyfriend, then Bud was going to think I'm cheating on my true partner (Venom)... Which is kinda the truth?? Somehow???

I honestly didn't know what to do and, at this point, I was feeling a lot of different emotions. I didn't want Bud's image of me to be tarnished but I didn't want to lie to him either about the situation. Six, who looked quite overwhelmed as well, didn't outrightly reject Bud's claim but clearly didn't agree with it either. He just… excused himself and took the opportunity to leave. Which I can understand. Dealing with Bud isn't his responsibility and he just learned he was a side piece yesterday, he probably needed some time to cool off and think clearly about what happened.

He smiled at me before leaving so I assumed that he's not that upset with me.

Gods that smile.

I avoided Bud's questions after this and put the subject to rest. Neither confirming or denying anything. I just told him we'd talk about it later. It's not like I didn’t want to confide in Bud, but I didn't want to drag him into this mess, he has enough already on his plate.

So now, fast-forward to three days after that incident. I took a lot of tests on the internet to know if I'm actually bi ?? I questioned a lot about myself, my own sexuality, and what I wanted to do with Six and Venom.

Six and I decided to meet again and clarify things. Mainly about what we wanted to do with Venom and how we should confront her. He came to my mountain and we sat down around some fruits, trying to figure out this whole mess and how we should go about it now. Honestly, both of us agreed we should break up for good with Venom. But we weren't sure if we should tell her about our lil “fun in the sheet”. Venom can have an explosive temper at times (she did destroy half of the city) so we didn't want to anger her more than necessary. I know I may be TA for wanting to keep my “kinda cheating” with Six a secret but at this point I just wanted to be done with Venom and not give her any more reasons to put the city or Bud in danger. It was a moment where both of us were emotionally vulnerable, and waisted. It wasn't wise, especially given the context, but I did insist that I didn't regret it. I really felt like we had a connection that night. However, before Six could reply, I saw Venom stomping down this way with an enraged look.

We both panicked. The marks of our night together were still somewhat visible and both of us didn't want to aggravate Venom more than she already was. In hindsight, maybe it was kind of a stupid move and would seem even more suspicious to Venom, but I pushed Six in the nearest cabinet. He looked livid so I just told him it wasn't the right moment yet and that I'd deal with her for now. I quickly applied some glamors to hide any marks and waited for Venom to arrive (for context, glamors is kind of like magic make-up).

She was furious. She paced and accused me of cheating on her. I pried a little for information and it turns out she overheard Bud talk about my male partner and, yeah, things spiraled down from there.

So my soon-to-be ex was ransacking the house in search of my supposed side piece and I was just nervously standing in front of the cabinet with Six inside. She approached the cabinet and was ready to throw hands. In a moment of sheer panic and instinctual reaction to years of fighting demons, I punched her in the face, not enough to truly do some damage (I can pack a mean punch) but enough to knock her out.

So now Venom is passed out on the floor and I'm feeling very guilty and Six is still inside the cabinet, I'm typing this with the speed of light.

Should I just tie her up???

So AITA??

AND WHAT DO I DO????

[toliveforthehopeofitall626]

Learning The Basics

Shopping was fine, you can't say you ever enjoyed the activity, though you did have fun with Tsu and Izuku. They seemed to really enjoy the trip. You overheard Izuku mumble several times how this was just like if they had a pup to shop for. It was sweet really, how excited they both were to help you out. They made sure that you had everything you could possibly need. Clothes, shower stuff, lots of fuzzy blankets and slippers, stuffed animals, which are not just things for children to play with... and don't ever say that around Izuku unless you want to be lectured for half an hour on how wrong you are. Once you had everything that Tsu and Izuku insisted you would need, you all headed back to the house. 

On the drive back the car was filled with the three of you talking, all just getting to know each other better, which to be honest was mostly you getting to know them and the pack. Tsu and Izuku found out fairly quickly that on top of knowing nothing about how to be an Omega, you also had no idea what you actually liked or enjoyed. Everything you knew was from your mother, who you've noticed Tsu and Izuku constantly refer to purely as your sire. You tried asking about it once and you were met with another rant from Izuku about how the title mother or father needed to be earned and that she was nothing more than a shitty sire who didn't deserve to raise a pup. You decided at that point you would do whatever you could to not bring up such matters with Izuku again. You really didn't like the way it felt when he got worked up like that.  

You all arrived back at the house and the second you stepped out of the car a new scent hit you. Well not new per say, but a scent of someone you hadn't met before, someone from the Hero pack. 

"Oh, Ochaco is back. She must be the one they thought was best for y/n to meet first." Tsu stated as she caught the scent as well.

"That makes sense, she is our other Omega. Omegas tend to do well together. Y/n will probably adjust better with two omegas here to help." Izuku responded as you all walked to the house. "Y/n, we talked a bit about Ochaco before, as I said she is one of the nicest people I've ever met. She is going to love you so please do not be worried, okay?" You nodded in response before you walked into the house. 

As soon as you stepped inside you could smell food cooking coming from the kitchen. "Ochaco must be cooking." Tsu spoke and headed off into the kitchen.

"Tsu will fill her in on what's going on, let's get your things up to your room." Izuku smiled and headed down the hall with you trailing behind him. The two of you brought everything into the room and set the bags on the bed. "I'll let you figure out where you want to put all of your clothes and such later, for now I think it's incredibly important that you learn how to make a proper nest." 

You looked over at all of the bags and began to feel a bit overwhelmed. It had been so long since that one attempt at a nest, and now not only do you have to make one again, but you've got Izuku watching. What if you failed and he decided helping you was a mistake? What if your nest was so bad he laughed at you? 

"y/n" Izuku walked closer to you. "Hey, you're in your head again. You tend to do that when you doubt yourself." He hugged you softly just as you had before to help him. "No one expects perfection out of you ever okay? You are new to all of this and I am here for you to help regardless of what help you need. Ochaco will be too once you meet her."

Almost on cue there was a knock at the door and a sweet voice coming from the other side. "Deku? Is now an okay time? I can come back."

Izuku looked over at you as if to ask if you were okay with meeting the other omega now. You gave a small nod in response. "Come on in Ochaco." The door slowly opened to reveal a girl with short brown hair and wide brown eyes with the pinkest cheeks you've ever seen. "Ochaco, this is y/n, y/n this is Ochaco Uraraka, otherwise known as Uravity." 

You gasped softly. "Uravity, the search and rescue hero!?" You used to hear about her all of the time, of course the heroes who fought villains were always praised, there was something about the heroes like Froppy and Uravity who went in to make sure the little guys, the civilians were all safe that you respected immensely. 

"That would be me, but here I'm just Ochaco, or Uraraka, whatever you're comfortable with." She responded as she walked further inside. "It's a pleasure to meet you y/n" 

"It's a pleasure to meet you too Ochaco." 

"I was just about to help y/n with getting a nest set up, if you want you can help us." Izuku informed the other omega.

"As nice as those sounds, she may feel more comfortable figuring her nest out on her own. You may just need to show her how to scent properly then let her do her thing until she asks for help." Ochaco stepped in and you instantly felt relief over not having an audience judge you while you tried to figure this whole nest thing out.

"That's a good point, Ochaco." He looked back over at you. "What do you know about scenting?" 

After a while of the two doing their best to teach you all of the basics, Izuku and Ochaco left you to figure your nest out. Izuku promising he'd be close by incase you needed any help. As soon as the door was closed you let out a small sigh. What in the world were you going to do? You didn't know the first thing about a proper nest. You don't even know if the one you made as a kid had been done right, and it's not like you had ever seen one. You got to work pulling everything out of your bags and scenting everything you could. 

You were glad Izuku insisted you get a lot of soft things. You told him you weren't picky, but he assured you that you'd care eventually, and boy he was not wrong. You could only imagine how uncomfortable you would have been with a bunch of scratchy blankets. 

Once everything was scented you set it all in organized piles. Pillows, blankets, and stuffed animals, all set up going smallest to biggest so you could grab and go. Once everything was spread out you decided you'd be able to think better if the rest of your stuff was put away. You dumped out all of the new clothes you'd gotten and folded them, then put them away in your dresser. You couldn't stop there. You had to set up all of your toiletries on the top of the dresser. You weren't sure if this was a keep your soap in the bathroom or your room kind of household so you made a mental note that you hoped you would remember later to ask Izuku where it should go. 

Once all of your other things were put away you had to face the nest. There was nothing else you could do to procrastinate. You sighed and sat on the floor in the middle of your organized piles. Before you knew it several hours had passed and you had gotten nowhere. Not even an attempt at starting. It was like you were frozen with all of the options as to where to start. You were hopeless. Izuku and Ochaco would come soon to check on you and be so disappointed with your lack of progress.

"Come on y/n." You talked to yourself a bit. "We have to get this done. We have to prove we can be a good omega." That feeling inside of you... your Omega as the others called it, became more and more present. The longer you sat, staring at the piles and not actually building, the antsier she got. "Okay well unless you want to help me you need to calm the fuck down." You stated before you started picking up a few things. "Or better yet, tell me what you want. You want the nest built then it's time to chip in missy." Was it crazy that you were talking to yourself? To this feeling inside of you? Maybe, but at least it was helping. As you continued to give your omega sass you started effortlessly putting your nest together. In no time it was completed with you sitting happily in the center, your omega purring. It was the happiest you think you had ever felt before.

There was a soft knock at your door, and following your response of "come in," the door opened and the two omegas walked back inside. "We just wanted to check on how you were doing." Izuku stated as he looked over at you in your new nest. "You did it."

"Wow your nest looks really cozy." Ochaco praised and you could feel your omega fill with pride. They like the nest. They wont reject us. You're not sure where the thought came from but it did a lot to calm your anxieties from earlier.

"Thank you, I had no idea what I was doing, but I like it." 

"It's a good starter nest. Big enough for you and a couple others if you wanted but small enough to be comforting. You did really well." Izuku praised which filled you with even more pride. 

"Though I'm not all sure who I would have in here. The only people I know are the three of you and you have your own pack." You stated as you sunk further into your nest. 

"We are all here for you if you need anything, even cuddles. Omega's are very touchy feely beings. We don't do well without human touch. The pack knows that. They all want to offer any help you need, including cuddles if that is what you want. We all knew what we agreed to when Tsu and Deku came to us wanting to help you." Ochaco spoke before looking over at Izuku. "Can you let us have some girl time, Deku? I think it might help." 

Izuku nodded and offered you a small smile. "Your nest is great, I'll be just a couple rooms down if you need anything." He headed out of the room leaving you and Ochaco alone. 

[nysocboy]

"The Seminarian": Gay evangelical looks for love, annoys his friends and the viewer. No, it's not Kelvin Gemstone

The Seminarian 2011: "A seminarian saves a lady's life. They fall in love."  And "A closeted gay seminarian struggles..."  Well, which is it?  It can't be both.  The only way to find out is to watch on Roku.

Scene 1: Whoa, the first scene shows a very well hung naked guy changing clothes in his kitchen!  Now we know the audience they're going after.  

He's Ryan Goodman (Goodman, har har) (Mark Cirillo), who lives in an incredible decadent-red apartment with his "when will you find a girl and get married" mother.  He is about to graduate from a conservative evangelical seminary, but he doesn't want to become a preacher: he's applying to a Ph.D. program at Yale. 

 

Scene 2: Meeting with his thesis advisor. Ryan is writing on how "love and desire" encourage procreation, protection, and socialization, "which enable us to survive and persist as a species."  The point of life is reproduction?  That's the house, job, wife, kids trajectory that my parents were always pushing on me.  I thought a gay guy would come up with something less oppressive.  Besides, he forgot the theology. "Oh, right...um...when we love each other, we reflect God's love." .

Scene 3: A restroom hookup leads to a heart-to-heart.  The guy had a bad breakup six years ago, and hasn't dated anyone since.  "So you're content without love?" Mark asks, horrified.  Some people are aromantic, and some are asexual.

Scene 4: Mark has only one gay friend on campus, Gerald (Matthew Hanon), who has just been dumped by his boyfriend, and doesn't have the energy to listen to his "love is bollocks" moaning.  Also a sraight friend, Eugene, who plasters the campus with "Protect Traditional Marriage" fliers. 

Although he has a girlfriend, Straight Eugene argues that you don't need to be in a relationship -- God's love is enough.  If you disagree, you don't understand God, and what are you doing in seminary?  Judgmental, aren't you?  Oh, right, you're training to become a preacher, and hate gays for a living.

Scene 5:  Mark working on his thesis: "When you love another human being, you love God."  He pauses for cybersex with Bradley, his online boyfriend, who lives too far away to meet. 

Scene 6: Mark decides to busybody into his gay friend Gerald's relationship, but  they have reconciled and don't want him nosing around.

Cut to the gym, where Mark is talking to his other gay friend about the Online Boyfriend. "So he lives far away.  You have to go see him, or you will never find love."  Dude, you live in Los Angeles.  Just walk into any bar and say "I have 8 inches.  Who wants to buy me dinner?"

Cut to Mark sitting on a bench, looking morose while Straight Eugene flirts with his girlfriend.

Scene 7: Mark bites the bullet and drives all the way down to Irvine to meet his Online Boyfriend. Ugh, bare apartment.  Ever hear of paintings?  Cut to the next day, with Mark gushing about the date to his gay friend Gerald.  Gerald isn't interested. 

Scene 8: Uh-oh, Online Boyfriend ghosts Mark. The various intertwining relationships are getting complicated. I'd better stop the scene-by-scene here.

The Online Boyfriend has some problems with drinking and depression, and keeps jerking Mark around, so Mark goes after his gay friend Gerald.  But Gerald isn't into it. 

Mark changes his thesis: "How can love be a gift from God, when it causes so much pain? The pain we feel is the pain God feels when we reject His love." 

He goes farther down the rabbit hole of disbelief: Didn't God know in advance about Adam and Eve's fall, which created this world of misery?  How could a good God allow it?  "This is what I hate about theology. It's justifying senseless beliefs with elaborate pontifications."  His friends wonder why he's still in seminary, and if he's still saved.  "You've backslidden, man."

He comes out to his friend's girlfriend, who respons about as you would expect: "You chose to sin!  You have to repent, and return to God!"  And to his thesis advisor, who advises: Don't tell anyone else, You don't want to be expelled a few months before graduation.  

Finally, we watch Mark sitting on a bench, staring into space, for about five minutes. Then he goes home and stares into space some more, and starts crying.  Mom asks what's wrong.  "Do you really want to know?" he asks.  "I'll tell you." Cut to black.

Beefcake:  Three penises. None of the other actors have any beefcake photos available. Left: more of Mark's penis.

Angst: I thought the crisis would be about "can you be gay and Christian," but it's really "why is love so painful?"  Being gay makes it more painful only because Ryan can't talk to many people about it. Just Gerald, Anthony, and Anthony's new boyfriend Jeff. 

My Grade: Too slow -- we spend 20 seconds staring at a curb, waiting for Ryan to walk by.  Rather wooden performances -- Ryan has one facial expression.  And I hate it when movies end abruptly,without a plot resol.... 

The full review, with nude photos, is on RG Beefcake and Boyfriends

[chatonmagique]

My bf is very selective with what he wants ro hear. Anything that has a possibility of provoking conflict or criticism stresses him out to the point he flat out just won't respond. He can be so distant that I end up asking wether he still hears me with no answer to that either. All while still being able to consciously do activities on his phone. At that point it doesn't matter what I say. Sometimes it's less bad and he will respond to other more superficial and enjoyable topics (like pokemon or getting a hamster) But it makes me feel frustrated and lonely when that happens still. I know it's very likely related to trauma but I don't understand it very well and barely have any idea how to adapt to his (lack of) response. I guess when something makes me unfortable or annoyed I just have to point it out in the moment and just have to accept I won't always get an answer in hopes he has at least heard me. Because when I come back to a topic that bothers me later on and continue talking about it or asking him questions chances are high he only will hear half of it while I grow only more frustrated by the lack of respone.

[starcchild]

@tarnishedxknight

Carter's brow crinkled in confusion as he asked for her to forgive him, and she tilted her head slightly. "For- for what?" she asked quietly, but... didn't press further as Basch continued to speak. Her gaze focused solely on him as he explained how he never expected to be in a relationship due to his own belief that he... didn't deserve to be. That he didn't deserve that sort of happiness because of what he had done. Because of...

Her heart ached, and as he came and sat beside her and took the little star, she rested her hand over his. She wanted to speak - wanted to tell him that the guilt he was carrying and the punishment he gave himself revealed more of his true nature than he realized, but... she was unsure if he wanted to hear that. Because, if he just needed for her to listen, she would. She would always listen to what he had to say, regardless of what it was about. And... she knew, sometimes, it was easier just to have someone to listen. Easier to not hear advice or sympathies or anything of the sort.

But her heart skipped a beat as he brought the topic to her, and... all Carter could do was watch him. Her breath caught in her lungs, unsure how to even react to him telling her he didn't know what to do because what they had wasn't a part of his plan. Though that quickly fell from her mind as he focused his gaze onto her, and... The love in his eyes damn near took her breath away, and, in truth, she almost felt overwhelmed. This was... far from what she had experienced before. Far from what she had ever expected, and...

She squeezed his hand, and took a shaky breath to steady herself as he encouraged her to speak her mind. Suddenly unsure of what to even say, despite having so much on her mind to speak. But, she knew she needed to tell him what she thought of him, and she turned so she could fully face him - tucking her legs beneath her.

"I... I- I don't think you real-realize how much you re-reveal of yourself by tell-telling me this," she whispered, and tilted her head. "Basch, I- I have met and- and known many evil and- and selfish people in my- my life. And I- I can promise you, you are- are not one of- of them. They don't care a-about other people. They- they don't care who they- they hurt, as long as- as they benefit from- from it. They ignore the- the pain they cause, or- or if they ack-acknowledge it, they pretend it- it was never as bad as- as it was, or they- they blame those they- they hurt. They refuse to- to take respon-sponsibility, and they cer-certainly don't beat them-themselves up over it."

She hesitated, and hesitantly reached up her free hand to rest her palm against his cheek. Caressing it as she studied him. "I- I don't know the- the specifics of why you left, and- and I- I won't ask you to- to tell me if you- you don't wish to talk- talk about it further, but... I- I can tell you, the- the fact you know what you- you did was wrong and- and the fact you kept pun-punishing yourself for it years af-after you left shows you- you have a good heart. An ev-evil person wouldn't feel- feel that way. An evil per-person wouldn't wish to- to change what they- they had done, or ack-acknowledge and understand the- the pain they put some-someone else through. Basch..."

Carter then gingerly brushed a few strands of hair behind his ear, and rested both hands on his. Giving them a reassuring squeeze. "You are- are truly a- a good person. You- you made a- a mistake, and you've- you've punished yourself e-enough for it. You're- you're allowed to be happy now." She let out another slow breath, and offered a small smile. "And... I- I might know some-something that could help- help with your pain. It's... it's some-something I- I do that helps me- me, at least, so... may-maybe it could help you- you too."

But... there was still the topic of their relationship being unexpected, and... her smile faltered, and she glanced away. It wasn't that she was hurt by his words - that was far from the case - but... "Honestly? I- I never... I- I never thought I'd- I'd be in a re-relationship again," she admitted, though her voice was quiet. Just barely above a whisper. Her heart pounded in her chest. "My- my first was... She..." Her throat tightened. No, she couldn't tell him. He deserved to know because if it changed how he saw her-- She didn't want to turn the conversation away from him and onto herself. Now wasn't the time.

"It- it was turbulent." Carter forced a faint laugh, and turned her gaze back up to Basch. Deciding to play it off instead. "Noth-nothing serious-" her stomach twisted at that, but it was still an easy enough lie to pass off "-but it... kinda- kinda burned me out, I- I guess. I- I was just go-going to focus on my- my schooling and fig-figure all that out la-later. I- I didn't want to be- be with any-anyone, but..." She let out a nervous laugh - something more genuine than before - and glanced away again shyly as a faint blush rose in her cheeks. "I- I don't even know when I- I fell for you. One- one day Theo was- was teasing me about it and- and I- I realized that... yeah, I- I really do care- care about you. A lot."

Oh, how badly she wanted to tell him she loved him. How badly she wanted to say those three little words, but... they lodged in her throat, and she could only hope that he understood. That her inability to just say it wasn't going to hurt him. And she turned her gaze back up to him, and squeezed his hands again - as if trying to convey how she felt without saying it. Without signing it. "You- you mean so much to- to me, Basch, and... I- I just want to- to make sure I'm- I'm not making you un-uncomfortable. I- I don't want to- to push you into any-anything you don't want or- or aren't ready for. And... the- the reason why I- I asked a-about kids is be-because I- I wanted to- to know if we wan-wanted something similar for the- the future. I- I was honestly just- just curious." She knitted her brow together again, and... she looked guilty. "I'm- I'm sorry if that- that was in-insensitive. That wasn't- wasn't my in-intention."

@starcchild​

The moment Carter explained that the reason she'd asked Basch such a question... was because she was wondering what his expectations for a relationship were, he felt like the world's most insensitive man. Clearly, she had been referring to their relationship, even though she hadn't quite said as much. How could he be so dense as to not realize that that's why she was asking? He sighed heavily, knowing that he'd now more than likely hurt her feelings, which had not been his intention.

"Forgive me, I did not meant to-..." To what? "I... I honestly do not know because I never expected to ever be in a relationship with anyone. I had decided long ago that I would remain alone. What I did to my family was deeply selfish, and it had very lasting and negative effects on my brother. Because I could not set that right, I sought to balance it by not allowing myself the comforts and happinesses I denied my mother and brother. I abandoned them when they needed me most, and so to balance that, I felt I ought to be just as alone, to feel that pain always by way of penance and atonement."

"Until I met you, I had lived my life that way. I have stayed alone, and focused on my military career. It was not for want of a partner, a lover... nor for want of a family, and children. Rather, it was because I greatly desired those things that I forced myself never to have them. It would not be a true penance and atonement if I did not struggle with it, if I did not sacrifice something of import." He swallowed hard as he slowly went to her and sat beside her, smiling a little as she held out the tiny paper star she had been making. Basch took it and rolled it in his own palm thoughtfully.

The smile faded quickly, however. "But all that has happened with you..." he said in such a gentle whisper, "has happened so quickly and so naturally, that I scarcely realized what was happening until I was already wrapped up in it. Until my heart was invested too much to continue to deny myself. I was not searching for love, companionship, or an end to my loneliness... and yet I found them all... with you. And now I truly do not know what to do, for this was never the plan." He smiled again, and there was such love in his eyes for her.

When she asked to tell him what she thought, he nodded right away. "Aye, of course, please do," he encouraged. "This is an important topic of discussion, and one I believe deserves attention from us both." With that, he fell silent, giving Carter the floor to speak her mind in whatever way she wished.

[loonyplenny]

Gaara's week 2022 | Day 3 - Growth | Love

His love and growth

Being ninja of Sand village was rought those days.

Chunin exam at Konoha has been a mass and plan went completely doomed. Like that wasn't worst, when Baki-san returned, he and other shinobi found Fourth Kazekage dead in desert. They said his death was Orochimaru's fault.

You've never seen such a chaos.

If it only was just that...

Afrer inefficient Konoha's crush, Temari, Kankuro and Gaara returned home almost unrecognizable. Something about the deeply changed and that change was the most visible on Gaara.

You very well knew their story and seeing sudden change in light of their eyes was worring you.

It's been few weeks since everything happend and citizens started moving on with their lives or at least it smeed so.

People were walking around, talked and acted as always, but they looked more like ghost than humans.

And it made you unbearably nervous.

That day, you found yourself siting alone, far away from everyone. Again.

Maybe i really should talk to someone.

You were so deep in thoughts you didn't even hear footsteps approching you.

- Y/N?-, called Gaara's voice.

You jumped.

- Gaara...-, you sighed suprised. - What's bringing you here?-

- You're very quite. It's not like you.-, he said seriously.

You didn't know how to respon. He was right, yes, but still, he was Gaara.

So many scary stories about him, most of them were truth, but not all. Still, spilled blood was real. You were teriffed of him, but adults were the ones to blamed for that. He was just a child, like you and like everyone.

But, in contrast to every story you heared from all the adults, he didn't look like he was planing anything now and his eyes had diffrent shine.

- Y-yeah-, you brought your chin to your knees. - I'm not really myself nowdays.-

- Do you mind if I sit next to you?-

Did he just-

- But only if you're alright with it.-, he finished and it sounded like he was scared of your answer.

You blinked few times while you were thinking before you have him an answer.

- Yes, I'm totally alright with it! I'd, actually, really like some company.-

- Even mine?-

- Even yours. You're not really that bad.-

He was staring at you speachless. You patted stop next to yourself. - It's alright, Gaara. Take a seat.-

He sat down and he stared into the distance. Look in his eyes suddenly changed and it looked a bit sad.

You tilted your head. -Gaara? Are you alright?-

He sighed.

What shall I do?, you were wondering. You putted your hand on his knee, trying to give him comfort.

That made him freez.

Moving your hand back, you started scratching it nervously. - S-sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. I'm sorry.-

He was quiet for a while.

Great...

- Don't be sorry.-, he finally spoked. -It's just that... My feelings are mixed. In Konoha, I meet someone with same story as mine. That really made me... I started to think and... I realized I'm unhappy living like this. I really want to change, Y/N. Do you... Do you think I can become someone else? Someone... Preciouse to others? Do you... belive in that?-

What a suprise.

It tooked you just a second to understand it all, not just words. And you smlied purely.

- Of course I belive in it, Gaara! I belive in it completly and I belive in you! You're such a kind person that it seems to me nothing would be impossible for you! And-, you came closer, your hand next to his, fingers brushing against one another, - for now on, you mave forever support and a friend in me! Belive it!-

- You... You actually mean that?-

- I do, Gaara, I do!-

But what you meant, it was true. He really changed, deeply from inside and he even looked diffrent outside, more healthy and more calm.

He was truly growing, and so did all of the love inside him.

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A/N :

If you'd like, listen to "Akuma no ko" while you read, it feels so... I don't have right words.

I had ti on repeat while writng and it feels *cheeif kiss*.

Enjoy!

[thesoundofanicefall]

shinoa is so out of character in recent chapters don't you think so? as if takaya wants to force yuunoa canon now 🙄🙄🙄

Hey dear anon sorry for the late respons.

..... Mmmm.... Ahh... How can I explain really...

Look first of all this is my oponion ok? But I really can't see her out of character?! She is in love so what she does is actually a reflect of her feelings.

All girls are actually like this as I am a girl and you must be a girl too (if not then sorry I don't want you to feel bad) and well as a girl I can actually understand Shinoa's reactions.

She is around a boy she loves (actually the first love of her life) so she is acting girlish around her crush and I really can't see it something weird?! Cause lol this was the same and is still the same about me myself too like when you love someone you'll try to make them look at you and pay attention to you all girls and boys are the same in this case the one who loves someone and instead of trying to be good and gentle around the one they love, try to shit on them are....well I don't know sick or stupid?! That's totally my personal oponion dear anon but...like this is something natural we can see everyday in real life and even around us like don't you have a friend who has a crush on someone else and try to be girlish, cute, beautiful or whatever around them so can gain their attention?! Because I have many friends like this around like oh my god what am I talking about this is just real life and too easy to can understand🤦‍♀️😂🙌

And about Yuunoa dear anon look again this is my oponion and I said this million times before too that I don't give a damn about any ships even gureshin in general (I just have a super care over guremahi one as the biggest ANTIES and HATERS of this ship) but generally this manga is a Shonen one first of all and second if Kagami REALLY wants to make Yuunoa canon at the end or at least give it more chance then he is actually doing a good job by making it to move forward slowly?! Like what did you expect? Did you expect Kagami to make Yuunoa canon by a sudden kiss and then boom!! They are adults and having cute children?! Sure no he is building this ship slowly and slowly and I am sure we will have more Yuunoa in future chapters too but not as odd and fast reactions towards each others but a slow motivation to can reach to a good potantional at the end so he can make it canon or not.

But dear anon and dear followers please don't make me to talk about ships in this story that much cause I generally don't care for non of them! Sure I have my ships too and I do enjoy them but I never care about them to the point I want to think about the whole story with just my favoriet ship and all so hope you can understand this case and will also respect this too (sure again ofc the only time I may stay against a ship or even argue with others is just guremahi ship and the fact how much this is toxic and all and the other time I can have arguments is when I see people shitting on a good man and writer like Kagami sensei that's all but in other cases and in one word: I don't give a fuck about any ships lol end of story)

Hope this was helpful dear anon

[cheeseburgersstuff]

Don’t Leave Me

I wrote this when I was supposed to be studying 😂😂 This is the longest shit I've ever written!! 💃 I'm improving, l guess 😁😂

Ransom Drysdale x Reader

Warnings: ansgt, sadness(a lil bit), language, (you guessed right, my shitty writing) 💕

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y/n was the only reason Ransom was there, at his grandfather’s birthday. He didn’t even want to see his family’s faces. They always find something to annoy him. It’s not like he doesn’t say anything back to them, Man he comes back with more rude and sarcastic answers than them. But still, for him, they are the vile ones. 

And that’s why he was sitting at the corner away from everyone with a drink in his hand watching his wife laughing with Meg and Marta. He was sitting peacefully until his grandfather took him to his office to talk about something important. That’s when everything went wrong. His calm behavior, his mood, everything spoiled.

y/n surely did notice him going with his grandfather with annoyed expressions. She chuckled and shook her head knowing that after some time all of them would be hearing both granddad’s and grandson's yelling at each other.

This is their love-hate relationship, Harlan would always tell Ransom that, how ransom should have to be responsible especially now that he is married and Ransom would get angry how you can’t tell him what to do, you can’t tell him nothing.

But that doesn’t mean they hate each other. Harlan would always talk about Ransom with Marta, how he worried about that boy and see the younger him in Ransom. On the other hand, Ransom surely doesn’t share his feelings with anyone but with his wife, he made an exception. She knew that whenever they had a fight Ransom couldn’t sleep that night, he would feel guilty because of his harsh words towards Harlan cuz he got carried away with their fight.

And that’s what happening right now, after a few moments the family heard their yelling and then ransom getting out of the house without even looking at his wife leaving her there. She didn’t go out after him, thinking he just got out to clear his mind but when she heard his beamer started and gone, she knew this time that shit was serious. 

Everyone was looking at her as if wanting to know what she would do now. She inhaled and straight went to Harlan’s office shutting the door behind her. 

“What happened now Harlan,” she asked in an irritated tone. “Nothing, just the old shit you know” “Harlan I know this is not just about him being careless or something. Please tell me the truth, he just left me here. I know this is something serious.” please tell me before he does something stupid, you know him Harlan.” y/n begged.

Harlan just stared at y/n then said “I Just cut him off my will.””not just him everyone else too.” he said calmly. “You what!? You cut everyone off” 

“This has to be done y/n. It’s gonna make them grow on their own. It’s gonna make him respon..” 

“You know I don't care about that, I just know my husband is out there roaming around in madness, you know his anger and madness, you shouldn’t just tell him everything like that. I just hope he won’t do anything stupid.” y/n sighed and went out of the house needing fresh air. 

After some time she heard something from the entrance, it was just dark so I couldn't see what it was. But then again she heard a sound like someone was out there. She went that way and saw someone’s back. When that person went towards the wall of the house and started to climb it, she gasped knowing it was her husband climbing the wall as he was some sort of thief or some criminal. She watched him going inside the house through the window which looks like some sort of secretive door or something.

She knew how he acts stupid during his anger seasons but seeing him like this, entering his grand father’s house as a thief shocked her. 

She quickly got inside the house too, everyone was busy bickering about something so nobody noticed her. She went upstairs, towards Harlan's room and then there she saw her husband.

He was in Harlan's room, doing something with his medical bag. A syringe and in his hand.

“Ransom what are you doing here” he got startled and dropped the medicine inside the bag. 

He turned towards her, he was scared but somehow managed to keep his expressions calm.

“What are you doing here?” he said like he was angry. She raised her eyebrow “really!? I should be the one asking you that, why are you here, you left about 20 minutes ago remember?” “what brings you here again, in Harlan's bedroom and by climbing the wall?” she questioned. 

He sighed “nothing that concerns you, just go downstairs and don’t” “what the fuck Ransom, you sound like it’s normal? You climb the wall to enter the house, going into your grandfather's room doing something with his medicines, I know you are mad at him for cutting you out but what the hell is all of this?” she spat.

“You know?” “of course I know, I asked him after you left me there because you were so angry that you just forgot your wife” she taunted. “Oh c'mon, I didn't forget you” he scoffed. “I just had to do this before coming back to you” “and what is this? What are you doing here Ransom?” she went near him looking at the bag in front of him. When he didn’t answer she took both injection bottles and then looked at him with horrified expressions. 

“Were you switching them both?” she whispered like she was scared of the answer. Ransom didn’t say anything she made her angrier “tell me, Ransom, were you switching these.” she yelled, showing him morphine and the other bottle.

“Yes, I...I had to be this sweetheart for us. That is our money. He is giving everything to her. I can’t let that happen” she was just staring at him listening to his rambling, she couldn’t believe this was her husband, she was living with him for 3 years. No matter how much of an asshole he is but this is beyond the limit, killing his grandfather just cuz he is giving his nurse, not his so-called vile family. 

“We are going home right now,” she said, wiping her tears and fixing Harlan's bag like before. Then taking out the syringe from ransom’s hand. “No! I won’t go home until I finish this. I have to do the..” he was cut off by her slap on his face. “Wake up ransom!! This is not you, get out of the house just like you came in. then go to your car. I’ll meet you there. And if you try to do this again Ransom, I can assure you I can be more aggressive than you.” with that she just stormed out the room without glancing towards her husband.

~ 

After saying goodbye to everyone y/n sat in the car. She didn’t acknowledge him, the whole ride towards home went in silence. Ransom tried to talk to her but just got ignored. 

When they both reached their house she just went straight to her room. 

After some time she came downstairs seeing ransom sitting on the couch, his face in his hands. She didn’t want to talk to him but knew she had to.she just couldn't control herself and went towards him and placed a hand on his shoulder, he looked up with his red eyes due to crying. And that just broke her heart more. She sat beside him and he suddenly hugged her body, his face in her chest and arms around her waist. But she didn’t hug him back.

“I’m so sorry baby, I know what I was doing, was horrific. I didn’t even know I was planning to murder my grandfather. I know I’m not a good person and I don’t deserve you or any happiness in the world but please baby, don’t leave me. I can’t live without you.” 

She started to cry at his words, he was thinking she was going to leave him, didn’t he know that just like him she also can’t live without him. And no matter how much bad person he can be, she’ll always arrive to spoil his evil plans just like today, she’ll always slap that madness inside of him until it vanishes forever. 

She felt him shaking in her arms, crying again. “Hey hey! Look at me.” she took his face in her hands. “I’m not going to leave you OK… what you did was indeed horrible and you did break my heart but that doesn’t mean I’m gonna leave you. I’ll always be with you and we are gonna deal with your shit together. Just like you, I can't live without you too.” “I don't need Harlan's money, I don’t need the expensive gift you give me. Ransom for me you are enough. What I need is your promise that you’ll help me, help me to help you, to make this madness, these horrific thoughts go away, will you?” 

He looked at him like she was some sort of blessing towards him, he couldn’t believe she wasn’t leaving her “whatever you’ll say, I’ll do it, sweetheart, just forgive and give me another chance.” he said happily and gave her another hug. And with that she knew the first step to help him, taking him to a therapist….

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I think Guren knows exactly what's going on and I have a feeling he's going to do the same with Kimizuki and Yoichi to use the demons against Shika.

Hey dear anon sorry for the late respons.

That's also possible too that Guren also knows what is happening but there's a far more high chance that he doesn't know because of who Saito is.

Saito clearly showed us that everything directly or undirectly is his plan and like what he said on World Resurrection at 19 volume 2 chapter 1 to Guren, Guren is nothing but his puppet too also Mahiru doesn't give a shit about Shinya and the others according to what she said herself directly on World Resurrection at 19 volume 2 chapters 1 and 4 so literary non of them doesn't care about Guren and his family and his feelings like at all so that's a high very high chance that Mahiru and Saito are still working together and Guren really doesn't know anything.

And dear anon I don't want to sound rude but I feel that you are a Guren anti so if you are one please go and don't waste my time.

I don't want to I really don't want to waste my time over people who pretends to be asleep ok? This is completely clear far more than a bright sun in a clear sky that Shikama doji and his black demons are bad ones.

Guren can't use the black demons but he wants to destroy the black demons along with Shikama doji.

Guren literary wants to save Mika and Yuu both from that insane oh so beloved father of them whethere you like it or not so yeah if the black demons will change their sides they can be forgiven and can be save but if not then they have to be destroy along with Shikama that's all.

I will talk about this case more later in an analysis/theory post soon so if you want to know more of an answer please wait

And yeah if you are not a Guren anti then I'm sorry but if you are please just don't waste my time ok? I really don't want to have a useless conversation and discussion with you at all.

Thanks for your understanding.