#DM ME IF UR POTENTIALLY INTERESTED THOUGH ILY

[romanticize-it-for-me]

so like… if I hypothetically managed to finish the hypothetical bf!jj x virgin!reader fic i started a year ago…

would there hypothetically be any hypothetical people interested in hypothetically beta reading it?

[thevampirequeeniwanttobe]

U dont have read this all or answer it's just me questioning someone that I know

Ok so this is more like a rant so u dont have to answer. I was pissed off and at the same time I felt guilty so I just decided to pick someone out of my dash and ask them abt the situation. U radiate comfort energy so I picked u lol. So theres this girl that just idk. She was my friend and like if I get an haircut she does the same the other day. If I say I want an piercing she says the same the other day. That's okay but when I opened up to her abt my ed she just said it was just I diet that I'm doing? She founded that I'm fasting then send me a massage that she just started fasting and after like 3 hours she told me that the was fasting for 27 hours WHEN SHE WAS NOT bc she tolded me when she started. When I told her that it's been 3 hours since she tolded me she said me that she made a mistake when counting hours and told me that I was right? After a few days she asked me to message her EVERYTHING that I eat in a day and I told her that I'm UNCOMFORTABLE abt that but she just kept asking? And she kept asking for it and I felt guilty so I started texting her what I eated and how many calories I burned daily. Then she sended me a voice message saying she likes my "diet" and its "healthy"? I tolded her it was a MENTAL ILLNESS and send me a voice message again and said "I'm gonna be like u anyways haha Ur eating habits are so good and makes u lose weight I wanna do it too lol". I told her abt my ed at February and she told me that shes been vomiting at least 9 times a day without a cheat day for 8 months and she just eating a apple once a week and nothing else? I'm not saying that's a lie bc it would be invalidating and I'm not saying that shes tryna be like me but it's so annoying bc she told me that my eating habits are healthy and just a diet. She also told me that once I'm satisfied with my appearance I would be back to my old life. When I tried to tell her that I'm uncomfortable abt what she says she told me that shes gonna vomit and after like 10 seconds she just came back like nothing happened and changed the conversation. I FEEL SO BAD BUT I CANNOT TELL THIS TO HER BC I FEEL LIKE IM INVALIDATING HER. IDK WHAT TO DO. Oh god it's so long u dont have to answer it just feels good to told this to someone that have an ed. If u listened to all of this just thanks and ily <3

Hi love, first of all, so sweet of you to say I radiate comfort energy, I am blushing that is so cute. And I am honoured to hear your rant!

I understand the frustration of being copied excessively and how it can feel like you arent your own person any more. I grew up with younger sisters who did this and i would do ANYTHING to get them to stop.

It sounds like she really wants your approval and is a perhaps is a but codependent idk. Obviously continuously making comments which you have stated make you uncomfortable is unacceptable and you have every right to be upset. It doesn't sound like she is very good friend honestly and I would perhaps question of you are putting in more than you are getting out and whether you are okay with that. I know you didnt ask for advice or anything so obviously feel free to ignore me!

I am really sorry she is putting you in this position though. I think there are two possibilities here with her flaunting her disordered eating: one; she is doing it intentionally and maliciously to guilt you in some way or trigger you for some reason. Or two she is genuinely really a little codependent and wants your approval and thinks this is how to get it. Either way I do think this warrants a confrontation to clear the air a bit. It isnt in your best interests to put yourself in a position where you are uncomfortable and potentially being triggered when you are clearly already struggling.

Lastly, I would say throwing up several times a day and eating nothing but an apple a week is almost definitely untrue and you wouldn't survive very long. Also what exactly would she be throwing up at that point? If this is the case she should be immediately hospitalized. I dont want to make any assumptions and maybe she is telling the truth, but at the risk of coming off as really presumptuous, it does seem unlikely.

Thank you for trusting me with this and I really hope you are doing alright!

If you want to talk about it some more please feel free to DM me anytime 🖤🖤🖤

Goodluck love!

P.s. she may well be struggling with an ed I just suspect she is eating more than only one apple a week.