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Seraphina actually laughed. “Think?” Question was rhetorical – DERISIVE. “I fucking KNOW that I can.” She shook her head before bringing herself to a pause. Brow furrowing as she reviewed the question with greater sensitivity than her initial burst of EGOMANIA. After several seconds she took a deep breath and spoke once again. “Look… I won’t say that Delilah DOESN’T love Helena. She clearly does. Head over heels for her.” Another delay. And the scales in her mind as she weighed her words might well have been VISIBLE. “But do I think Delilah loves Helena the RIGHT WAY or anywhere NEAR the level and intensity that I love Helena?” SCOFF. “Of course I don’t. Do you know what I did that night I compared Helena to her father. And she had that breakdown? I CHANGED.” Heavy emphasis on those final two words. “Not completely. Not intrinsically. But I saw the GREATEST mistake of my life. And the depths of the pain my actions caused. And I vowed to NEVER make Helena feel like that again.” One more catch. One more weigh-in. One more decision...
“And yeah, I can’t SPEAK for Helena and how I’ve made HER feel in the years since then. But I’d like to think that I’ve SUCCEEDED…” It was then that Seraphina’s face began to twist. Harsh sinking of canine into gums. BLOOD blossoming from the puncture. The tiniest – SADDEST – shake of her head. And an aversion of chestnut eyes. “And…” SWALLOW. Golden nail came up, scratching lightly at her temple and tapping restlessly against her skull before Seraphina worked up the COURAGE to commit to her bottom line. “And honestly, from where I stand… I don’t believe she can say the same…” Another bite at already bloody gums. “In fact…” SIGH – Pained and sorrowful. Eyes fluttering shut. “I'm not entirely sure she’s ever hurt Helena WORSE than she is right now…” Thin shoulders managed a HOPELESS & DEFEATED shrug. There would always be a part of Seraphina that CARED for Helena’s relationship with Delilah. She’d be lying if she HADN’T just depressed herself in tearing down her love rival. Because her Owner frankly deserved a BETTER ENDING than that. And while Seraphina could HOPE FOR THE BEST and SUPPORT HER LOVER. When it came down to her opinion right here, right now...
“Right now I find it hard to believe that Delilah could EVER love Helena MORE than I do...”
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