#DEVILEDSTARPOST

[deviledstar]

I regret the life I live.

4:31 AM.

[deviledstar]

I want to disappear. I want someone to help me. Please, someone help me. I want to be saved. I cry out for someone, anyone, but I get no answer. Im so sad.

6:35 AM

[deviledstar]

I cried. Just suddenly, I felt an overwhelming feeling of sadness, and i just broke down crying. Have I been holding this all in? Why was I crying? Why do I feel that this? Having these types of feelings its the worst. God, what am I doing with my life. I'm wasting my time here. I want to run away from all of it. I want to be saved. Whose going to save me? Nobody is going to save me. I just need help. Someone help me, please. I just want to run away from all of this. Save me. Someone, please save me.

[deviledstar]

[deviledstar]

I think i have bpd and autism

7:25AM

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2:10PM

[deviledstar]

I really need to get my shit together

5:36AM

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2:57PM

[deviledstar]

My head hurts

Soo lame

My back has been hurting

It hurts to bend n stuff

Super lame

I should sleep

6:04AM

[deviledstar]

Yep I went back to sleep

Im awake again

2:26PM

[deviledstar]

Awake

Im still pretty tired

I won't be surprised

If i go

Back to sleep

11:41 AM

[deviledstar]

I've been struggling with identity

I've been feeling like an empty husk

It isn't my first time feeling like this

I felt this many times

Not knowing who or what I am

No name sounds right or correct to me

Why doesn't my own name sound right ?

Who Am I?

What am I ?

Im not right

Im not correct

I just dont understand

I want to understand

Why ?

[deviledstar]

I have nobody to talk to

My thoughts will be contained here

Hoping it will reach somebody

If not

Maybe I will make it okay