#College Stress

[jadecitrusmint]

9/8/24🌿🌿

Proof writing notes~

I have a research conference I’m presenting at coming up and I’m feeling stressed about it lollll

[secretandpurplememories]

The moment I lost all the hopes of getting admission in my dream college BAMMMM guess what happened I FINALLY GOT IN !!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I started to prep for something else and was totally dedicated towards it and suddenly my friend called me to check the cut off list and I got a seat in my dream course life is so unpredictable like you can't imagine how things can change in a split of second so grateful that my manifestation and hardwork finally paid off other wise I started to doubt my abilities but man i still got it in me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

BANARAS HERE I COME ✨🥹❤️

HAR HAR MAHADEV 🔱🕉️

[thinkofmehoney]

ugh I really miss posting here often :( and I miss writing and creating stories for my fics and drawing and everything….. but uni is melting my brain, I have to read dense texts and make presentations and aaaaaaaaaa.. anyway, here’s a small Choso in my cup during engraving/etching class.. that’s all I have to offer at the moment 😭

[itsjustanne]

Some readings for my class on queenship in British history- The picture to the left is transcriptions of letters and prayers written by Elizabeth I and to the right is textbook pages talking about the formation of kingship in Britain.

[studyingwithghosts]

april 17th 🎀

Got some things done this week! Turned in my last thinking journal for my critical writing class, completed my final sketches for my drawing class and now I'm currently working on my final project for that class plus the project I have to finish up!

I'm really worried about my grade in my drawing class since my professor is a harsh grader and my art isn't that "realistic" but as only as I pass the class and not failing, I'll be fine ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა

Ready for this class to be over so I don't have to wake up around 6 am anymore!!!

I have lots of plans for the summer so I'm very excited to be back home!! I made a goal tracker on notion and everything! It's not done but I'm working on it <3

[slickver-draws]

[TF Oc]

Warning: Blood and suggestive death⚠️

Came back from the college grave to drop this and go back...😎👍🏼

[faramirsonofgondor]

How to pass calculus (no borax no glue)

[a-dorky-american]

Ugh, I am so glad that school is almost over.

University hit me harder than I thought it would. But, hey, all As so far! I just have two more exams to take before I am home free!

[noneimmortal]

college really be do hitting me with that Domain Expansion: Unlimited Tests, Books, Reports, Return Demonstrations, Exams and PowerPoint presentations

[jadecitrusmint]

6/30/24🍵🍵

Micro + some photos from a research trip~

I love getting to visit the beach

[maystudyblr]

Spring semester so far pt.2 🫶

[throckmortons-thrussy]

I am in the PITS right now with the end of the semester and my final assignments.

Of course, there's also been a few other factors, such as one of my old partners moving (they've been a pretty solid constant in my life for like, 6-ish, almost 7 years now?), getting into a bad fender-bender (dude fell asleep and decimated the car behind me, plus the back of my car), and watching my dad slowly but surely approach his midlife crisis in real-time...

But, BESIDES all that and more!! My procrastination and perfectionism have really come together to form the ultimate cycle of avoidance and feelings of doom.

[itsjustanne]

[purplepuddlesuwu]

I want to draw hot mortal Kombat men so fucking bad..... BUT COLLEGE-

[absoluteocellibehavior]

Shout out to Caravan Palace and Sleep Token for being the only reason I’m surviving these summer courses.

[the-slittening]

TIT COUNTDOWN: 116 DAYS!!

A paragraph from something I've written: "I'm going to go sit down." Jade felt like even with how loud he was being, his sister still couldn't hear him. She always managed to find him though, so it didn't matter. He'd go sit, she'd show up when she needed him. Jade pulled away from his sister and downed his drink before searching for an empty seat. In one of the corners there was a mostly empty couch, only one man was on it, and he didn't seem like he'd mind.

Book of the day: You Will Get Through This Night -Daniel Howell

I wanted to do a little update even though I know no one reads these, but just to keep a log of these. First of all, I wanted to say that I'm running out of things that I've already written, so on days I can't find a paragraph, I think I'm going to do a things that made me smile section. I might make that a recurring one if I can keep this up long enough. But now, for the serious update, which is just going to be me admitting things to myself that I haven't yet:

My mental health is terrible. Just because it's not as bad as it once was doesn't make it good. I came up with the idea of the TIT countdown to help document my life through the transition to college, and yet I've been late or skipped days pretty much since it started. I'm going to set an alarm for 10 PM. Every night. I want to stick to this, even if I feel like giving up on everything. I know I need to go to therapy again, and I think that maybe I SHOULD bring up ASD, but with everything that's already going on, finding a therapist seems like just another thing I have to find time to do. I've cried twice today over going to college. Well, not just going, but actually having to do something afterward. The things I want to do make barely any money, and I know I wouldn't be happy doing the things that do. Everyone has their own opinion of what I should do, to the point that I hardly remember what mine is. I think I'm going to go read more. Maybe that'll help a bit.