#Clearing out old asks
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do you think mike and will have thought about specific sex positions during their sexual awakening journeys? Like has Mike thought specifically, āI want to tap thatā when looking at Willās š, or maybe also, āPlease fuck meā if you believe heās versatile? Has Will thought specifically about Mike topping him? Are they just a mix of chaotic random horny thoughts? Or are they both way too repressed and sheltered to mediate on specific positions?
Pre-relationship is the angle we're going for, and you bet! Thereās repression, but the inevitable freight train of teenage hormones, trying to deny what you want and who you are, the fantasies you canāt ignore, falling in love, falling into confusion. A lot of tension, wet dreams and impulsive thoughts at inopportune moments. What started as vague feelings and stirrings of attraction develop into more specific fantasies. The more they repress and try to ignore, the more the feelings are gonna flare and develop.Ā Chaos is key.
Mike:Ā
His eyes keep falling to Will's legs. Those shorts. The summer has been a nightmare. Monsters. Death. Break-ups and make-ups and make-outs and break-ups again. And who knows where he stands with El. She stays inside a lot. And theyāre leaving soon. Whenever the house sells. Heās been hanging out with Will a lot more, trying to fix their shaky friendship. Everything feels wrong. He feels the most wrong of all. Just one giant error. He feels inside out. Incorrect. Youāre supposed to be happy in the summer. Now, itās confusing and sad and he feelsā¦ exposed.Ā
Like those legs. Mike felt like a newborn giraffe and hated the way he could see the knobs of his knees and the willowy tendons of his calves. Well, hate was a strong word. He just wished he looked more like Will. He saw other guys, and looked at them a lot, too. Couldnāt help the constant comparison and calculations and admiration jealousy. Will looked good. Why couldnāt he look like him? Nice, thick thighs. Actual meat on his bones. His shorts filled out, didnāt house pathetic pencils. Why canāt he stop staring? Theyāre all growing up and changing. Itās weird. The guys at school were already getting taller, and everyoneās gaining muscle and hair and itās too much, all the sudden, all at once. Theyāre going to high school and, shit. Those guys are all gonna be even worse better. And Mike feels so scrawny. And other things. Itās just jealousy, heās fine. Heās jealous of Lucasās muscles and Jonathanās shoulders and Willās ass. No. Thatās not - he wasnāt looking. Heās just jealous. Heās an error. Will looks so different than when they were kids, but heās still small. Not everywhere. Why canāt he stop looking?Ā
Theyād gone to the pool and heād laughed along with Dustin and Lucas as they ogled some of their classmates, ranking which girls filled out their swimsuits the best. Itās crude, but they were surrounded by sun and skin. He met eyes with Will and they smiled awkwardly at one another. Brian from their class has abs now and Mike watched him as he cannonballed into the pool. He hopes he does it again, golden in the sun as he poised to jump off the diving board. Mikeās just jealous. He doesnāt have abs. Will doesnāt either, but his skin looks nice. Tan and toned and with this tapered little waist that would be the perfect size to fit your hands around and - Mike needs to get out of the pool. Actually. Stay where you are. Getting out is the last thing he should do. Why is this happening to him right then, right there? Will gets out of the pool and Mike watches the way his already tiny swim shorts cling to that hypnotizing ass that Mike canāt stop staring at. Why does he look so good? How do guys even - no. No. Why is he thinking about that?Ā
They're in the back of the car, three to the row and a tangle of growing limbs. Will's pressed against the door and practically half in his lap and Mike prays nothing happens, so many unfortunate moments have happened lately where he needs to excuse himself, stay in the water until it goes away, cross his legs. Can't do that pressed together in the back of the car and he tries not to think about pulling his best friend over into his lap. Sure! Great idea! That'll hide his really unfortunately insistent and inappropriate boner, shove it into his best friend's - oh boy, Mike. You are thinking so many things. He's got to get out of that car.Ā
It's easier at night. No one to judge him or catch him except for his guilty conscience. Hopes no one is using that shitty mind-spying trick because he cannot stop his brain, and it's killing him. It's a repetitive loop of Will in his lap. Will climbing the ladder, walking ahead as they suffer in the heat as they trek up to Weathertop. Will laughing and absently swaying his hips as he leans against the Wheeler's kitchen island. How do guys do it? There's really only one way, isn't there? He's heard it referenced in vague terms on the news, from crude jokes from other boys at school. What would that feel like? Not that he has practical knowledge, but how different is it to doing it with a girl? He slides a hand past the waistband of his briefs and tries to think of his girlfriend or whatever she is at the moment. They talk here and there. Make-out sessions on pause. Sheās in mourning. Heās in turmoil. Heās fine. Heās normal. Heās an error. This is fixable. He thinks of the girls at the pool. Neon bikinis. Curvy tanned skin, so much skin. Lip gloss and soft kisses. Whatās he even supposed to do with boobs, anyway? They definitely donāt tell you, other than, hey, man! Look at her boobs! He looks. Sex seems complicated. Must be even more complicated for guys but maybe it's actually- NO. Nope. He gets off but itās unsatisfying. What waits for him in dreams he refuses to acknowledge in the light of day.Ā
It must be amazing, though, if gay guys were all doing it and risking threat of dying for it. Not that Mike's gay. Nope! Will leaves (and El, his girlfriend? Is she still his girlfriend? They kissed. He thinks she loves him. He doesnāt know what to think anymore. He didnāt say it back. Feels like the biggest, glaring error of all time) and Mike spends all his time alone in the basement. With his stupid traitorous brain and an empty space on the couch. No girlfriend. No best friend. He wishes Will was there. Will in his lap. Will on his knees on the basement floor smiling up at him. His mouth was just as nice to look at as his ass. Stop. No. She's too far away to spy. Is she? How far can she reach? Fuck it. His hand's around himself and it's Will's mouth, it's Will in his lap, kissing him, perfect legs heavy around him. Hot inside. Would he feel like that? Would he feel tighter than Mike's own fist? Will in his bed, in his lap again, wanting it much as Mike because he's just as messed up in the head, no. No he's not. That's all Mike. Will in the kitchen. No one's home. He's swaying those hips again and Mike pulls down those fucking shorts and bends him over the counter, chest to the laminate. He doesn't even know what he's doing but in his dreams they both want it.
Mike shifts to his side on his basement couch, then falls into it, lost to the fantasy. Pillow under his hips, face smashed into to the other one. It's nothing like another body but everyone's so far away, Mike's so alone. Will on his back, making those little squeaking sounds he makes when he laughs too hard. Too hard. Like how Mike was when Will laughed like that over the summer. His breathy little sounds he makes when he's out of breath when they walk too far in the hot sun. It's not too difficult to imagine what he'd sound like under Mike, even if Mike wishes it wasn't so vivid. Legs around Mike's waist as he takes it, however that works. Doesn't matter, Will's not there El's not in his head, he'll feel guilty later. Will would feel so good, does feel so good. Somethingās seriously wrong with him.Ā
How is he supposed to talk on the phone with him at the end of the week? They have a call planned Friday. He's so fucked.Ā
Will:
He's having that dream again. He never knows it's a dream until he wake up, angry and frustrated and ashsmed about how hung up he is over someone who'll never want him. Shouldn't. Couldn't. It's all fine. This isn't new. They haven't spoken on the phone in almost a month but Will dreams about him most nights. What does he look like now? How tall has he gotten? Their last phone call Mike was complaining about his parents nagging him to cut his hair. Was that forced yet? How long is it? Will's sure it's beautiful. He's sketched his mental image of current Mike over and over in his sketchbook. He rips out and burns half of them. Those aren't appropriate. But he's gotten so good at drawing people. Realistically. Men. Mike. He dreams.Ā
Mike's visiting him. No one else is around. They're lying on Will's bed, just kissing. He's never kissed anyone real before, but he's kissed his hand. Fist loose, thumb tucked under his fingers. Looks like something else, too, and he practiced kissing that as well. The thought makes him flush hot at same time as cold dread washes over him but he does it anyway. He's a dirty little freak, might as well commit. In his dreams they do that, too. And Mike likes it. Does it back to him, too. Dream Mike always returns the favor, no matter what. Willās traced his own finger there, pushed inside sometimes with the secret tub of Vaseline he's hidden in an old shoe box under his bed. If he does it softly, he pretends it's a tongue, someone else's mouth. Doesn't even know why he's fixated on this, why his terrible mind conjured the idea one night during a dream that woke him with another pair of ruined briefs. But it's not as scary as the other way. All of it. All of Mike. How he knows that he wants it. He's having that dream again. He knows what he is.Ā
Lost in dreamland, hazy and perfect and terrifying dreamland - Mike is visiting and Will has somehow gotten him into his bed. They're kissing. In dreams no one removes their clothes, they simply disappear. Will want to undress Mike, unwrap his beautiful body like a present, but in his dream they're kissing in his bed and their clothing has disappeared. And Mike wants him, Mike flips them so that Will's under him, completely covered. Legs around his waist, Mike sliding inside. How does that really feel? He's only managed two fingers so far and he just knows it's not enough to pretend that it's Mike. He's scoured the house for something, anything, that might be better than his own fingers and he's got a few fucked up ideas to try now that he's invested in this, too far down this path to pretend otherwise. He's a sick freak, right? And he'd tried not to look at Mike too often. But sometimes, you can tell. He could tell. Dream Mike thrusts inside and Dream Will lets him do it over and over. Everything's beautiful and no one dies.Ā
Sometimes they're in Mikeās basement. He misses the familiar scent. A sweatshirt of Mike's had gotten mixed in Will's clothes and itĀ smelled like Mike through most of the fall. By December it had smelled like nothing, but he still held it to his face sometimes when he wrapped a hand around himself and pretended. Dream Mike's big hands are on Dream Will's hips now. He thinks about other things, too. Will imagines himself sliding to the floor and using his mouth on him - a lot. Mike tells him such sweet things when he's on his knees. When he's awake he sticks his fingers in his own mouth and also pretends Mike is saying nice things to him in that sweet voice he misses so pathetically much. Telling him how much he likes what Will wants to do for him, what he wants Mike to do to him. When he's finished, Mike says every fear he's ever felt. He's not so sweet, then. Mike wouldn't. He might, if he knew. Will wouldn't blame him.Ā
He knows some things. Ideas that have been put into his head after he stole that magazine and that book from that shop he found while wandering his new town. He steals things now, just for a kick. Innocent and sweet Will Byers. What's a little petty theft when you've already been to hell and will probably get sent back there? He's not a good person. What would his friends think? He can get away with it, in Lenora. Invisible. No one's watching his every move, whispering under their breath about his family and using one of those names about him, devastatingly accurate. He keeps the stolen items with the rest of his incriminating little hoard. If anyone finds the shoe box, at least it'll all be over for him at once. Fuck it. He flips the glossy pages and the images find him again at night.Ā
Mike in his dreams looks nothing like the men in the magazines, but the gaps are filled in with their inspiration. A few closely guarded stolen glances while changing out of wet swim trunks at the lake or during that one really awkward sleepover when Mike and Lucas compared - no. He shouldn't have looked. He knew he did. Freak. The men in the magazines almost look ridiculous. But he loves it. Why does it excite him, seeing that? Why is he like this? Dream Mike lays in Will's bed and lets him look all he wants and sometimes that's all he does. Wakes up with the image burned behind his eyelids no matter how hard he blinked, and tears clear nothing. He sketches Mike lounging there, with his magical disappearing clothes without anything. It's a good sketch. He doesn't burn it. Into the shoe box. It's worse than the magazines.Ā
More often or not when he comes, it's with Mike's name in his mouth and a heavy sob. He turns over into his pillow and cries himself back to sleep and hopes for empty dreams. For once. Give him a break from the taunting of harsh, terrifying truths and impossible realities. Helplessly devoted. Help help help.Ā
#Spicy Byler#actually more sad and introspective and less spicy but that's OK !!!#clearing out old asks#HC
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Thank you for opening this blog! Itās so entertaining!
and thank you for reading anon :D
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one of my favorite recent recurring convention/cosplay things is Zagreus Hadesgame cosplayers and Nico di Angelo cosplayers excitedly referring to each other as brothers
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#hades game#zagreus hadesgame#it's happened to me twice so far and it's delightful every time 10/10 recommend#also bonus shoutout to the disney Hades cosplayer who i got a photo with once as Nico. they didnt know nico but it was still funny#most recent one was i was getting a photo with a Hades game group the other weekend#and when I asked for a photo their Zagreus very excitedly went ''of course!!!! Anything for my half-brother!!!! :D''#and we both just went '':D!!!!!'' for a minute#very wholesome every time#< old tags / clearing out my drafts a lil bit
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Trick or treat!! šŖ±šŖ±šŖ±
oh look! i drew an uberbot one time
#and a very heavily referenced normal p03#ask#p03#archivist#my art#if its not clear im giving out old unposted art for halloween because im too tired to make normal posts LOL
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i've seen model steve harrington aus. i've seen child steve harrington aus. i present: child model steve harrington
note: this came from my own desperate need to see this conceptualized and i SWEAR i've searched, i just can't find any content with child model steve so. :(
bc little steve harrington was remarkably cherub-like. his large brown eyes and soft pout ensured endless cooing and fussing from his mom's friends. and when he blushed and ducked his head in shyness, they only complimented him more. when he got home that day, his mom smiled at him.
so steve decided that he would put up with the cheek pinching and the squealing. he sat upright in his chair, sitting on his hands so he wouldn't fidget and ruin the image. because he'd do anything to keep his mom smiling at him. if he was being particularly good that day, she'd let him lay his head on her lap on the drive back home.
but everything changed at his father's birthday gala. a nearly eight year old steve harrington sat prim and proper in his seat, but a smile lit up his face--his cheeks round and his dimples showing up. he raised his hand up to cover his giggle, but he couldn't help but laugh at some silly old man with a loose toupee. then he sees his mom approaching, and his face quickly smooths over, going back to the more polite smile he usually adopted when it came to these events.
he'd ruined it. he hadn't continued being the sweet boy his mom wanted. but then, she smiles at him. and introduces him to the man behind her, who says he's a designer. the man holds out his hand, but when steve puts his hand into his palm, he doesn't shake it. the man simply holds his hand, his eyes scanning steve's face. steve tries not to squirm under the attention. but the man nods and smiles at his mom, and he gives two brief cheek kisses to steve, whispering in his ear "you're going to be a star, darling." steve looks at his mom, confused, but she waves him off to continue talking to the man.
a few months later, steve's mom whisks him off on a trip to france. and steve is so excited to go, nearly vibrating in his seat as the airplane prepares to take off. but instead of the eiffel tower and the seine, steve is taken to a studio. he's posed and changed. once again, he's being fussed over, but instead of wealthy socialites, gossiping make-up artists squeal over him. he's "perfect for the shoot" and "the most darling little boy." steve doesn't understand, but his mom is still smiling, so he lets the nice ladies brush powder over his face.
and he looks in the mirror. his hair is a little more tousled and his lips have a slight tint to them and his eyes seem to take up much of his face. he's put into new clothes, and he feels like a doll in their hands. and when he's put in front of the camera, he simply follows the photographer's directions. afterwards, he's bundled into the car and his mom can't stop gushing about how good he was.
apparently, he's a natural. and then she goes back to fussing over him, focusing more on appearance than his behavior now. but she takes him out shopping and they eat at an upscale restaurant along the champs-elysses. and steve is happy.
and then they go back home, and his mom is so much stricter than before. she has him try out all kinds of different hair products, determined to find the best combination to keep it looking shiny and soft. she controls his food intake and what he wears and makes him use weird creams and serums on his face. but this is what makes his mom happy, so he's happy to let her.
his mom is also on the phone a lot more lately, whispering harshly about the quality of brands and steve just assumes she's being picky about the clothes she buys. later, his mom picks him up and holds him, and asks if he'd like to move to italy. she looks at him intently and it's obvious what answer she wants, so steve nods. she smiles and holds him close, and it's the most loved steve has felt in a while.
so they move to italy, and suddenly steve is a lot more busy. he's put in front of more cameras for more people he doesn't know. but he's smiling and pouting and doing whatever they want him to do. his compliant attitude and polite nature have photographers and designers alike singing his praises, and steve always looks to his mom for approval. but she's been arguing with his dad a lot lately, so she's upset more often than not. but that's okay, the make-up artists are always kind to him.
but then one day, his mom takes a phone call in the middle of the shoot. and when it finishes, she's gone. steve goes back in, close to tears, but the make-up artists still hanging around look after him until a car is sent to pick him up. this becomes a trend. and eventually, steve goes alone to his shoots. he's always taken care of by the crew and someone is always there to pick him up, but it's not fun without his mom there.
but he knows that she's always enjoyed him taking pictures, so he continues to do so, hoping that she'll come watch him again sometime soon. and he busies himself with befriending the chatty make-up artists and the bossy photographers and the eccentric designers. and he's such a cute little thing that they can't help but dote on him.
steve is never catapulted into child stardom, as his mom is picky with his jobs, only choosing luxury brands and well known designers for him. but within the industry, they call him the "little prince."
and then steve is catapulted into puberty, but his intense skin regimen prevents him from getting acne, save for the occasional zit. and his diet and religious exercise schedule help maintain his look. and he's still doing remarkably well, especially now that he's fully aware that he is a Model.
and steve has truly grown into his looks. with time, he's grown more comfortable in front of the camera and made numerous friends. nearly all of them are older than him, but they're fun and loud and it fills up the space that normally surrounds him. and they're the ones who get him hooked on american movies. steve remembers living in america, but he's been in milan so long that everything he recalls is vague.
but he watches them and falls in love with the american high school experience. so when he finally catches his mom off the phone and actually in the house, steve asks if he can go to school in america. and his mom laughs. but steve keeps asking, which devolves into begging. and his mother snaps, slapping him across the face and calling him ungrateful. she cries and begs for forgiveness, cowed into shame by steve's desperate attempt to hold back tears.
and so she lets him go to school in hawkins, indiana. an odd choice, but his parents just so happened to own a property there. (in truth, both of his parents expected him to change his mind within the year). but steve finds his place at hawkins high, because even though nobody in hawkins has ever heard of versace, steve is pretty. he's pretty and charming and he knows the right thing to say. after all, he's spent his whole life perfecting his mask.
and even if his mom ended up moving back home with his dad, leaving steve all alone in that big empty house, steve is happy. he's finally hanging out with people his age and high school is so far removed from the glitz and glam of the fashion industry. and he's settled and content with tommy and carol by his side. while he misses his friends back in milan, steve finds himself longing for the clothes more often. hawkins was certainly the opposite of milan, what with the nearest mall being two hours away and only equipped with a macy's and jcpenny.
through it all, steve is determined to be normal. he laughs along with jokes he doesn't quite get and rolls his eyes at carol's cue, and he joins the swim team. and he joins the basketball team. and he goes to parties and kisses girls and wears dumb little polos with his letterman jacket and does everything that he saw in the movies.
but nancy wheeler is different. steve can't forget his time in italy and who he is and was, and he's reminded of his old life in everyone and everything in hawkins. but not nancy wheeler. she's all hawkins and all his. and then the upside down happens.
and then nancy wheeler breaks his heart.
even after three years, his parents continue to ask when he'll go back to modeling, but he's different now. the upside down and billy hargrove beat that starry eyed little kid who thrived in the spotlight. and nancy wheeler proved that adoration and love is fleeting, so what would even be the point of trying anymore? his dad was a little more approving of steve's retirement/hiatus, saying that steve must want to go to college so he can take over the family business.
but when steve doesn't get into college, he's once again badgered by his mom to go back. but he's grown and changed and he's not sure that he can pretend anymore, so he says no. and they cut him off. enter: scoops era.
the measly scoops salary is not nearly enough to cover all of the new bills and expenses steve has, but he's not willing to leave hawkins. so he reaches out to his friends back in italy, and they refer him to their american connections. steve doesn't model at the same level as before, but he poses for a couple of zines and one artist who got a little too handsy at his exhibition. but he's able to make it through until the mall blows up.
this routine continues and he starts working at family video with robin at his side, but he keeps his side job a secret from the kids, using the excuse of visiting his parents to leave town for his shoots. he's not ashamed, but he knows he wouldn't "be normal" anymore if they found out.
but how does he explain his near mental breakdown at the sight of his healing demobat scars. they're raised and ugly, ruining what should have been a perfect body. and even though he uses scar cream everyday, they refuse to fade away completely. and how could anyone stand to be near such an ugly thing when all his life, steve was meant to be pretty? after all, love and adoration is fleeting.
#steve harrington#give me grace i literally do not know how to verbalize all of my thoughts about this#child model au#imagining them finding out bc jonathan or will was interested in some photography art exhibition and steve is literally the centerpiece#everyone FREAKING OUT#robin knew bc OFC robin knew#steve feeling too self conscious to keep his old ads but he knows his mom keeps a record in her office#dustin screaming crying punching the wall YOUVE BEEN FAMOUS THIS WHOLE TIME... AND DIDNT TELL ME....#mike wheeler feeling ill bc is steve actually kind of cool....#italian steve harrington#because OF COURSE italian steve harrington#eddie munson asking steve if he'd ever consider doing playboy#steve going into a very serious answer about his career projection and actually that's an insult eddie. do u know who i am#and eddie is like yeah ur the centerfold in my heart baby#and then steve gets it#to be so clear. steve's mom DOES love him but she's also extremely selfish#that's why she feels bad when she slaps him and concedes to his request#but once she gets over the initial guilt she's like but he was a STAR i was the mother of a STAR
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what are some of your bucktommy headcanons? ā¤ļøā¤ļø
i mean, there's the basic stuff:
buck loves being the little spoon, loves being the smaller one in a relationship which isn't something he ever thought he'd have and it's so damn comforting. he loves being pressed into the mattress by tommy's weight, loves that tommy can manhandle him and lift him and definitely finds it hot how strong tommy is. and he loves how gentle and affectionate tommy is (both in and out of bed), but also how he can be a little rough knowing buck won't break from it - and buck loves that tommy can take his strength in return; this being-with-a-guy thing is fucking amazing and every discovery is a revelation. buck always knew he liked partners who were more assertive (dominant) but more often than not found himself playing that role himself even though it didn't quite fit; with tommy he can give up control, and he revels in the fact tommy can pin his wrists and buck won't be able to easily move them - but knows if he needed to that tommy wouldn't hesitate; he trusts tommy, maybe more than any partner he's ever had.
and tommy digs clipboard buck btw - it's mostly bemusement and playful sassing, but he also likes this bossy side of evan bc it's both adorable and hot; there's a bit of service top tommy in response. gentle dom tommy also means everything to me, and he clocked buck's praise kink before their first time when he complimented buck's cooking which makes it even more special bc buck feels more seen and still wanted and not like he's putting tommy out bc tommy clearly enjoys praising him.
#asks#evantommy#bucktommy#.txt#911 abc#fic fodder#anons are still off I'm just āclearing out some old asks
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good morning friendssssss šŗ happy thursday eye think itās thursday. have a good day today and remember that you are amazing šš
#Ź āĖ š : vegas yaps.#hhhiihi#itās almost the weekend š§š½āāļø#ask box will be closed for a bit#iāll queue old asks then clear everything out š iāll save some requests too#lobbb u guys !!!
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The last thing you remember is arriving at the party, so you have no idea why you're waking up alone with your quim overflowing with cum.
What you don't remember is that you caught the interest of a vampire and they used their mesmeric powers to get you alone.
Of course, using me all night was only the start. I was such a fun little toy, nothing is going to stop the vampire from using me over and over and over again.
I'm walking home from the bus after work the next time they find me, and their voice alone is enough for me to slip back under their thrall. They take me right there in the street, and I'm far too deep under to care about being caught. The next thing I know I'm laying in bed, non the wiser about my undead trists.
The next time they just break into my apartment, fucking me until just before sunrise. Maybe they leave a gift, something to mark me as theirs, even if I don't know it yet. I don't exactly remember where or when I bought the cute little chocker with the red teardrop pendant, but that doesn't stop me from making it a new staple of my wardrobe.
The pattern continues. Every time they slip me deeper and deeper under their vampiric control, it takes just a little bit more. The conditioning seeping deeper and deeper into my psychi until the last straw breaks and I'm completely and utterly theirs. Only then will my new master bring me to my new home, an old abandoned manor deep in the woods, where I don't have to be anything but their little pet ever again
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hello! I love your blog and the way you have fun here while also speaking eloquently about the dynamics and mechanics of the show. bravo for such a great space!
what do you think of people who don't see will as a main character? i've found my first on tumblr:
'i get he has importance. but also like, he is very much a plot device of Bad Stuff in at least the first 3 seasons, if not the 4th as well. (kidnapped, possessed, ominous Warnings that dont really matter except for building up tension) - we very much do only care about him because other characters do.'
this is less a comment on how they wrote will than his overall meaning in the narrative. even without the whole noah confirmation that will is BACK and BIG in s5, why do you think so many people, including GA, couldnt pick up on will's importance?
i recall first watching the show in s1 2016. even before ship wars existed, even before i knew about 'byeler' as it was called, i felt in my soul that will was important. there was a magic about him! he felt so intriguing and special. i even wrote in my journal that 'will byers is an iconic figure'. i have that old journal somewhere, and there's no elaboration! just that one sentence! haha
will was so mystical and powerful to me. i am not queer and did not pick up on this part of him, at least consciously, until s3. but something about him i adored and he mattered to me. these viewers who don't see will as important... do you think they truly missed the point of the show? if so, its a shame, but theyre very adamant that it's others who are missing the point and that we're not supposed to care for will, and i just can't see how that would ever be something the creators would want for any of their original characters. + will isn't an extra, or even a secondary character despite his lack of screentime because the heart of the story and narrative hinges around him. he is subtextually, implicitly important - this is storytelling 101!
(many of these will-indifferents also want fics of mike where will is only background/not important, even though they see mike as gay. they want a s5 gay mike arc, but where will doesnt figure in it, and i dont understand how that can make sense in this show when mike and will have always been part of each other's lives, even as friends???)
what are your thoughts my friend?
Hello!!! Glad you're here!
I honestly cannot understand Stranger Things fans who don't like Will. Or view him as non-important. Yeah, even though he was in so little season one, he is sooooooo so vital and if you don't care about that little boy, what are you doing here? The show failed you and its purpose. I cared so much from the moment he ran from that monster and disappeared, hooked for life on this silly little show. Will did that! Plot device? Sure, of course. All characters are plot devices to an extent. But to say that's all he is? We learn so much about who he is from little snippets in s1, he's a real character. Sure, we care about the story of finding him, but why do we care? Defined haunting the narrative. That's so sad if people only see him as this afterthought to move the story along.
Did people not watch season 2? I can kiiiiiind of get what people meant if we were thrown back in time to pre-s2 times and we only know what we know and as a casual watcher, maybe you just saw the show and didn't think too deep. (Not me, I loved Will and was looking forward to what else was in store with him after that s1 cliffhanger with the slug, are you kidding??? How interesting!) How can you still view Will this way after season2?
I think these people missed the point of the show. Truly. Surface level watching, I honestly don't know. I can excuse the fandom colloquial and snarky read of the "GA" because these are just people who like the show but with everything they like, it's not deeper thinking. Still goofy how they miss so many points I feel are blatant in the show, but a lot of people barely absorb what they're watching ("omg I love ST, Dustin and Steve are so funny haha I hope they bring Eddie back haha the show is so scary haha") <- like that's honestly how randos sound.
The fandom fandom people who are actively on sites like tumblr and into actual fan shit??? How do you hate Will if you're not a milkvan stan? Why?? What is the reason to care about a Mike sexuality storyline and think it has nothing to do with Will?????? Whose arc thus far has that play a huge role in his character? They are so entwined. Just say you're a FW stan and stop pretending to be anything deeper, that's totally fine, but just admit that. The rest of us aren't crazy for analyzing deeper and understanding the point of the show - that Will has always been and will always be the heart of the storyline. Season 5 gonna be a huge wake up call for a lot of people. But I try not to think about or indulge those people too often. Stay positive, ignore dumbass interpretations and takes. We know what and who are important.
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Not totally sure if Sappho is shitpost material, but she sure is Tumblr bait, so I thought you might like this one.
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ooooh itās lovely!
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Do you ship milena with any characters in game? Love her design btw :)
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short answer - yes! i do ship her with sebastian (original, i know)
BUT i also ship her with other characters .. i just consider those AUs š«£
milena's canon ship is def sebastian, it always has been, even since i first started drawing her last december (but she was a little different then šš)
some of milena's first design + sebastian
and although i ship them, i don't even know if i'd consider them a couple atm?? if anything, milena has no time for relationships in fifth year at all and neither does sebastian, plus he wouldn't even recognize his feelings for her until some time into their sixth year. (but they're 100% best friends that annoy each other constantly š„°)
and of course.. samantha dale and milena - in a universe where seb didn't exist (peaceful š«¶)
there's one other character, but he's an oc, and technically only a part of milena's past š perhaps i'll show him someday in a comic or something??
+ if there's one character i'd NEVER ship milena with (nor would she ever like that way) it would be mousey 100%
they're practically siblings, just without the blood-relation ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½
#pardon my messy sketches šš#i'm trying to clear out my asks LOL#i love samantha and milena but i'm WAYYY too attached to milena and seb š©š© i just love them sm#also debating if i should show some more of milena's old design/look because it's.. interesting#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy art#milena chase#samantha dale#sparxyvdoodles#sebastian sallow x mc
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What are your most favorite OCS of yours??
Commissions are open š
#my art#ask#post#my ocs#cameo#rei neegan#michelle parker#Iām gonna change michelleās last name I donāt like it#cameoās so āand bumblebeeā coded#this ask was from a year ago š#Iām gonna try answering old asks and clear out my inbox
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jimmy is my favorite, n the way u drew him is perfect ! i don't think i've seen a better teen interpretation. if you find the time, i would love to see more of teen jimmy in ur style <3
jimmy is one of my favs to draw!! only drawn him three times so far but i would like to draw him and craigs gang a whole lot more....
#my art#sorry this ask is kinda old!! im trying to clear out my inbox a little :P#south park#jimmy valmer
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I like hearing your thoughts :) /Gen
Thereās more to art than the visual aspect! Thereās a whole thought process, and I like hearing it :D
thank you sm :J i love to yap about art so if u ever have questions about my art stuff feel free to ask and iāll try to explain my thought process if i can think of anything interesting to say āļø
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@nyaskitten tumblr ate your fucking ask uhh ignore how this is months later BUT i finally watched dr s2 AND
I GET IT NOW. I UNDERSTAND.
#i was asking for art recs and you said cinder back in like. december. if you dont remember#v messy please give me a clear ref without the fur thing and with the shoulder pads please please#google refs are 5 by 5 pixels and either youtube thumbnails or minifigs#whatās going on with his design by the way. why does he have blades strapped to him#pretend his hair is smokey okay idk how to draw smoke#when i saw his design before s2 came out i clocked him as a cold tundra ish terrain design cause of the fur and the wolves#so i gave him like winter gloves even tho thatās unpractical for him but whatever#something about his hair being smokey the way your breath fogs in the cold you understand#the crosses and lines on his armor idk i searched up samurai armor cause i have no idea what theyāre supposed to be#heās a middle aged man to me so itās kinda funny heās beefing with a teenager (jordana)#i wanted to see a grudging solidarity under the cat guys rule sort of relationship but no the girls are fighting i guess#what happened with the old guy by the way how does that timeline work#cinder would have to be born after s4 and thereās NO CHANCE this guy is younger than kai#did the pacing of this season feel weird to anyone else or have i just not watched ninjago for too long#anyways#ninjago#lego ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago dr s2#ninjago cinder#cinder ninjago#i hope thats his name i dont rember#ninjago dr spoilers#sort of#jellos scribbles
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would you ever post that writing on dany and orientalism pretty please š„ŗšš¾šš¾
Yeah Iāll post it now since Iāve had a couple ppl ask ab it :] Also fair warning I wrote this a couple years ago and what ur seeing isnāt the final draft (deleted that a while ago when clearing my computer which is bad I really didnāt save many of my academic writings but oh well) so pls excuse the little margin notes and mistakes. And I donāt wanna put my full name on the internet so Iām trusting the masses not to plagiarize pls šš»šš» but idk why you would this isnāt exactly a hot topic for ppl who rip off writing okay ANYWAYS here it is
#ASOIAF meta#maybe itās just bc Iām rereading old writing but I donātā¦love most of this#I think my last draft was 10 pages or close to it I really wish I didnāt delete it :(#but I had to clear out stuff for space so most of my college essays are gone which is completely on me#Iām gonna have to pull smthn out of my ass if grad school applications ask for a writing sample#WELL anyways#hereās yall food#ASOIAF
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