#CRUSHTOOMUCHFIC

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Crush Too Much Chapter 7 (aka my heart breaking)

Had to draw the 'scene' from @afreakingdork 's fanfic, #crushtoomuchfic

I made it so it was insertable or you can leave it as it is.

[shylentladylilac]

I finally revisited a sketch of Donnie from last month. It's him in his techwear outfit in @afreakingdork's wonderful fic Crush Too Much. I'll probably make it into a more finished piece at some point later on.

I also wanted to have some fun figuring out other versions of the red tulip/ forget-me-not hybrid in part 16. So I did that after doing some flower studies and drawing afreakingdork's versions of it, which is just so pretty. So pretty.

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visual representation of Readers + Turtle Bros + the DJ + Bartender + security + Ch. 15 Donnie:

[imma-draw-things]

You hit me in my weak spot...fluff

NO joke I was floored when I read this boi had a love sick look in his eye

[tmntxthings]

txt! (can i call you that?) TXT!! CH 21 'Crush to much' GO GO GO READ IT RN GOOOOO

- 🐭anon

you can call me that if you wish heheh, that’s cute & I know a band of the same name as well, you can also call me grace c: whichever u prefer !

i read that chapter approximately 24 minutes after it was posted mwahahhahahaa, 👀💜 such a lovely chapter and it is so bittersweet to know we only have one left!! are you ready my dear 🐭 anon? idk if I am 😭😭😭

[sweaterrat]

GIRL I RELATE SM TO THAT PIC WITH UR DAD 👀👀 Can I ask what happened next???

BESTIE I WAS JUST GETTING MY HAIR DONE AND BOY WALKS IN THE SALON AND WAS LIEK “Gimmie your phone.”

Bro appeared as if he was a star guest in a sitcom 👩‍🦯

He is a big grown ass black man. i said my prayers 🕊️ I’ll tell you the truth I was shaking like a leaf on a winter afternoon in the salon and deal or no deal was playing on the tv. 😭 He looked through my phone for a good hour and I was just PRAYING he didn’t see too much lemlav art (he knows abt my crush on Donnie and its already embarrassing enough). All I could do was to pretend to watch deal or no deal and try not to CRY. After a while he gave me my phone back and I saw my ao3 tab was open. Imma be so fr I almost fainted. (Shout out to Crush too Much by @/afreakingdork I love it so far!! <333) He drove me home in PURE SILENCE and I was just waiting for him to mention my shifting script bc notion was open too 😭 (The stuff on my script stays between me and GOD.) Anyways I’m home now! I stopped shaking abt 30 mins ago 💀 happy Valentine’s Day 🕊️

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Literally the whole time in Crush Too Much

Donnie: I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep. Maybe I’m coming down with something.

Mikey: Oh, ho-ho, I know what you’ve got. The L-word.

Leo: Yeah, leprosy.

Mikey: No, Leo, no. It’s four letters, starts with L, ends with E.

Leo: Aha! Lice.

Mikey: No.

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A scene from part 10 of Crush Too Much by @afreakingdork that has been rattling around my head all day

This fic has broken my heart in the best way, please go check it out

(couldn't decide if I liked the long panel or the 2 separate, so have both <3)

[unknownfanartist]

Crush Too Much Chapter 10

[unknownfanartist]

moments before a disaster

fic: crush too much

Writer: @afreakingdork

[afreakingdork]

Crush Too Much - Master Playlist

Here is the current master-list of all the songs you all have recommended to go along with Crush Too Much! This page will update as more songs come in:

Mirror Mirror (White Trailer) by Jeff Williams

Ocean Away by Barlow & Bear

El Clavo by Prince Royce

If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping With Sirens

Figure You Out by Djo

Go for It by Djo

Connect the Dots by Greer

Rocky and Window by Still Woozy

First Time by Lucy Dacus

Kissing Lessons by Lucy Dacus

Baby by Hippo Campus

Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

El Tango De Roxanne by Ewan McGregor, Jacek Koman, and José Feliciano

Tongues & Teeth by The Crane Wives

Never Love an Anchor by The Crane Wives

I'm Not Crazy by Kevin Walkman

Shit by Bo Burnham

Your Stupid Face by Kaden MacKay

Coffee by Jack Stauber

Let You Break My Heart Again by Laufey and Philharmonia Orchestra

Two Time by Jack Stauber

Nobody Gets Me by SZA

Meteor Shower by Cavetown

I Like You by dandelion hands

Ocean Waves by Alaina Castillo

Smitten by Leanna Firestone

Olive Branch by Sophie Holohan

O Sol e a Lua by Pequeno Cidadão

Sally’s Song by Catherine O'Hara

To Exist With You by Madilyn Mei

Roses by Phoneboy

Boy's a Liar by PinkPantheress

Dsco by Sweet Trip

Genesis by Grimes

Remember When by Wallows

i love you by Billie Eilish

Just a Friend to You by Meghan Trainor

The Winner Takes It All by ABBA

I Love You So by The Walters

Line Without a Hook by Ricky Montgomery

Mr. Brightside by The Killers

The Night We Met by Lord Huron

An Idiot by Phemiec

Where Do the Lonely Souls Go? by George Salazar

Less and Less by Matt Maltese

Irrational by Cavetown

Without You Around by Rare Americans

Loverboy by A-Wall

What About Me (Television / So Far So Good) by Rex Orange County

Out of My League by Fitz and The Tantrums

Fear & Delight by The Correspondents

Bullet by Saint Motel

i think you're really cool by Guardin

Obsession by OK Go

Feel Better by Penelope Scott

Teenage Runaways by Hot Milk

Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy

Again by Crusher-P

despair by leo.

Where Did the Party Go by Fall Out Boy

Almost Is Never Enough by Ariana Grande

Invisible by Anna Clendening

Starry Night by Jordan Critz

Dark Beach by PASTEL GHOST

All I Wanted by Paramore

Astronomy by Conan Gray

Nervous by The Neighbourhood

Afraid by The Neighbourhood

I Want You by Mitski

Francis Forever by Mitski

First Love / Late Spring by Mitski

Humpty by Mitski

The Only Heartbreaker by Mitski

Come Into the Water by Mitski

Escapism. by 070 Shake and Raye

Kawaki wo Ameku by Minami (カワキヲアメク by 美波)

I Really Want to Stay at Your House by Hallie Coggins and Rosa Walton

save your breath by JVKE

Tonight I Wanna Cry by Keith Urban

Painkiller by Beach Bunny

Sunsetz by Cigarettes After Sex

Snow by Ricky Montgomery

Let Her Go - Acoustic by Passenger

Why Do I by Set it off, Hatsune Miku

Bite Me by Avril Lavigne

Bad Habit

Song by Steve Lacy

In an Emergency Such as the End of the World by Chase Petra

Wait On by Hayley Williams

Asystole by Hayley Williams

firearm by Lizzy McAlpine

I Know the End by Phoebe Bridgers

Yours by Conan Gray

Lover, You Should've Come Over by Jeff Buckley

i want, doesn't get by DellaXOZ

Hope by Blood Orange and Dev Hynes

Never Wanna Fall in Love With U by nelward

The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives

Can't Help Falling in Love by Elvis Presley

Heartache Tonight by Eagles

Waves By Dean Lewis

I'm Not in Love by 10cc

Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

Ready To Love by Emarosa

Cautious by Emarosa

Wait, Stay by Emarosa

Fireworks by Mitski

Eternity With You by Adventure Time feat. Michaela Dietz & Zuzu

Monsters by All Time Low feat. Demi Lovato and blackbear

Out Like a Light by Ricky Montgomery & The Honeysticks

j's lullaby (darlin' i'd wait for you) by Delaney Bailey

I Don't Wanna Be Okay Without You by Charlie Burg

Don’t Wanna Fall in Love by Jane Child

Grow As We Go by Ben Platt

Creep by Radiohead

Happy by Mitski

Someone You Like by The Girl and the Dreamcatcher

An Awkward Duet by Dodie and Jon Cozart

Ma Belle Evangeline by Jim Cummings

Mamma Mia by ABBA

Um, it's Kind of a Lot by Will Wood

Hollywood by Jukebox the Ghost

Would You Be So Kind? by Dodie

Kill the Director by The Wombats

Conversations with the Moon By grentperez

The Color Violet by Tory Lanez

Heart Attack by Demi Lovato

Maybe So by Kid Cudi

Can’t Shake Her by Kid Cudi featuring Ty Dolla $ign

Willing to Trust by Kid Cudi featuring Ty Dolla $ign

Want It Bad by Cowboy Malfoy

My Heart Is Buried In Venice by Ricky Montgomery

Violet by Wild Party

A Shitty Love Song by Jye

You Are in Love by Taylor Swift

Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows

I Hear a Symphony by Cody Fry

FFF by Zara Larsson

Heartbeat by Childish Gambino

Head Over Heels by Tears for Fears

Here With Me by d4vd

One More Shot by CIL

Hopelessly Devoted To You by Olivia Newton-John

I Ain't Perfect by IV of Spades

If It All Goes South by Sammy Rae & The Friends

I Dare You by The Regrettes

Sarcasm by Get Scared

Die for You by Joji

golden hour by JVKE

moon and back by JVKE

this is what falling in love feels like by JVKE

how deep? by Tai Verdes

Nonsense by Sabrina Carpenter

Glimpse of Us by Joji

Try Again by JAEHYUN and d.ear

Pluto Projector by Rex Orange County

Wag Kang Mag-expect, Tanga by Fishy Bishie

All I Ask by Adele

Against the Kitchen Floor by Will Wood

Absence by Rio Romeo

Inarticulation by Rio Romeo

Never There Enough by PROM

Ever After by Marianas Trench

Science & Faith by The Script

Patchwork Staccato by Rachie

Hopeless by Khalid

It Ain’t Over ’til It’s Over by Lenny Kravitz

Snow On The Beach by Taylor Swift and Lana Del Rey

Your Hands Are Cold by Dario Marianli and Jean-Yves Thibaudet

A Postcard to Henry Purcell by Dario Marianli and Jean-Yves Thibaudet

Salut d'Amour by Edward Elgar

What's Wrong by half•alive

Dandelions by Ruth B

Move Me by half•alive

Arrow by half•alive

selfdestruct by torr

Lovers Rock by TV Girl

I Didn't Know That I Could Feel This Way by Roger Bart and Susan Egan

Pink in the Night by Mitski

A New Hour by Mr.Kitty

@cryptkillo was kind enough to put together a Spotify Version!

[afreakingdork]

I cant find the ask but someone mentioned Donnie being all heart-eyes for reader in the greenhouse n my brain went DO IT so i did it

(the background is too dark n i couldnt be bothered to draw out the plants but whatevs take donnie being smitten under his UV lamps)

LOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIMLOOKATHIM IM SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHH IM SO SOFT THIS IS GONNA BE MY PHONE BACKGROUND I NEED HIM TO LOOK AT ME ER READER LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME

I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH I AM FOREVER IN YOUR DEBT!!!!!!!!!!

[afreakingdork]

Here we freaking go!!! Chapter 1 is now up on ao3!

As promised, let's dive into the bonus features:

Did you know there is a concrete timeline for everything that takes place? The story begins in 2030. This means Don is 26 and I have reader somewhere around 23. Reader is in the final year of their undergrad. Their fall semester started 9/23 with Y/N also having taken summer classes.

The fateful night when Leo shows up instead of Donnie is September 19, 2030.

This means that reader’s encounters with Donnie go as follows: 

Love at First Glance:  August 29, 2030

Proportional Pizza Topping Compliment: September 5, 2030 

Donnie's Suave Catch: September 12, 2030

What are they wearing? I know there was some confusion on what everyone was wearing when. In this chapter Leo is donning his typical dark blue hoodie. 

[afreakingdork]

Got bored on the roadtrip back home but this is how I thought the flower in Chapter 16 would look like (kinda, i cant draw realistic flowers so it isn't exact).

I think it would look like a tulip with the shade of red a red chrysanthemum can have (chose a lighter shade) with a sorta ombre with it fading into blue (blue was taken from a forget-me-not, but just a darker shade) for the way many chrysanthemums have a light on the edge to dark on the inside ombre, and lastly i added a white and blue thingy (not sure what they are called) at the bottom of the petals to show the forget-me-not as i noticed they have them.

also added a little donnie and reader in the cornor with donnie rambling about the flower while nervous because of the meanings of the flowers and being near the reader when talkjng about said flower and the reader just being like ':O'

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BONES, I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE IT! OMIGOSH! IT'S SO PRETTY AND THEM IN THE CORNER IS SO SO SO PRECIOUS!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! MY DAY, NAY, MY WEEK, NAY, MY YEAR AS BEEN MADE!!!! FOREVER MY GRATITUDE!!!!!

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When there’s the right amount of fluff, hurt/comfort, action, good pace of relationships in a fanfic:

Or

When @afreakingdork uploads and spoiled us readers 😂

[afreakingdork]

Hi I’m here to bother ya once’s again- I still don’t have my tablet so I’m using my iPad and I couldn’t sleep without finishing this one’s I wanted to work more on my backgrounds so what better way to do so than working on em with my hyperfixation in it-

Anyways I hope ya like it it’s not the most accurate with the fic but that’s kinda how I got it in my head (the whole laundry/bao shop was such a great idea! Ahhh)

Sorry for talking to much hope ya day is as dope as you and your writing!😸👾🍇

Not a problem! NEVER A PROBLEM OMIGOSH!!!! I'M THE DONNIE GIF! STARS IN MY EYES!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! THANK YOU!!!! LET THEM EAT TOGETHER AGAIN SOON I TELL MYSELF!!!!

Thank you thank you thank you, you have the dopest of days! 💖