#CHOSO MY BELOVED HEHEHE

[cupcaketeddybehr]

origami hearts (choso x reader)

choso x gn!reader

genre: hurt/comfort (can you tell i love hurt/comfort HEHEH)

word count: 1.3k

blurb!: choso breaks up with you out of nowhere and you're not sure why. a week later, yuji forces you to talk to him.

You’re sitting on the couch watching your favorite show when Choso walks in, shoulders slumped and hair tousled. You could swear that there’s blood all over his white robes, but you chalk it up to your sleep deprivation. 

“Hey.” He says quietly.

You hum and turn your head towards him, oblivious to his unusual tone.

He takes a seat next to you on your fluffy couch and lets out a huff. He stares at the ground for what seems like forever before he says, “We need to talk.”

You turn off the TV and look at him weirdly. He was his happy self when he left this morning. “Talk about what, Cho? Did something happen?”

 “No…” He begins. “I just don’t know how to say this without hurting you.” He looks at you momentarily. Silently, he begs the universe to stop him from saying what he’s about to.

You start to hear your heartbeat in your ears as anxiety rises in your chest. “Please just spit it out, Choso.” 

“I-I don’t think we’re gonna work out.” He says, hands in his pockets, refusing to meet your gaze.

You stare at him, shocked that he would ever bring this up. You guys were doing so well. This morning, you tied his hair up in his signature buns. Everything was fine. “What do you mean?” 

“I think we should go our separate ways. I don’t feel the same anymore.” He admits, eyes glancing anywhere but yours.  

“Choso, I don’t understand. We were fine when you left this morning. You kissed me goodbye.”

He looks at his feet. “I’ve been feeling like this for a while, y/n.”

“Please don’t call me that. You always call me baby.” You frown, tears threatening to spill from your eyes.

When you finally look up at him, you see tears rolling down his cheeks. “I never wanted to hurt you like this.” He says softly. “I’m so sorry.”

“I don’t believe you, Choso.” You say. “Did someone make you do this? Why would you do this to me?” 

“I just don’t love you anymore.” He chokes out. His body fights every word he says.

“You’re being so mean right now.”

“I’m sorry, y/n.”

When he eventually leaves, you’re yelling at his back, and he’s refusing to turn around. What you don’t see are the violent sobs that rack his body as you scream that you hate him and that you wish you never met.

You sit by your phone the entire day for the next week, hoping that Choso will text. You stare at the door, waiting for it to swing open to reveal your smiling boyfriend. Your phone doesn’t ding, and the door stays closed. 

A few weeks later, you see Choso’s little brother, Yuji, reading at a cafe. To say he looks rough is an understatement. You poke his shoulder, wanting to check in on him.

“Yuji, how are you doing?” You ask softly.

He gives you a half-smile. “I’m just lucky to be alive.” He pauses for what feels like years. “y/n, Choso won’t leave my dorm,” Yuji says in a small voice. “Did you guys break up?”

You’re surprised that he doesn’t already know. “Yeah, he broke up with me two weeks ago.”

“HUH? I didn’t think that the answer to that question was yes.” 

“He didn’t tell you?... He came home one day and told me he didn’t love me anymore.”

“What day was this?” Yuji asks.

“Two Wednesdays ago.” 

Yuji exhales. “I think I know why. You should talk to him.”

“Yuji, I can’t. He doesn’t want me anymore and-”

He interrupts you mid-sentence, “Do you know where he was that day?”

You pause, confused that you’re being asked such a trivial question. “Yuji, of course I know. This isn’t a game.”

He looks at you dead in the eyes. “Where?”

You roll your eyes. “He was with you, Yuji. You guys were training or something.”

Yuji looks at you indecorously. “THATS what he told you? y/n… Choso almost died that day. I almost did, too.” He’s silent for a second. “We were fighting this special-grade curse thing.”

You take a moment to process. Why didn’t Choso say anything? Fat tears start sliding down your face. How could you have just let him go like that? Why didn’t you ask him about the blood on his robes? 

All those thoughts take a backseat as you think about the burden on the shoulders of the boy before you. “I’m so sorry,” You say, hugging him. Is there anything I can do to help?”

“You can talk to Choso.” He says, getting up from the table. “He deserves some happiness right now.” Yuji offers you his hand. “Let’s go. He’s probably still in the same spot as he was this morning.”

When you walk in the door, Choso doesn’t look up. “Hi, Yuji.” 

“Cho, I-” 

At the sound of your voice, his head snaps up. He doesn’t look at you, but you can see the pain in his eyes. “Please go home, y/n. Yuji, please take her back home.”

You immediately start sobbing. “I’m sorry I didn’t know. I’m sorry I didn’t pay more attention. I’m sorry I’ve been so-”

He softens when he hears your sniffles. “Please don’t cry.” 

You move near him, gasping when you see all the cuts and bruises on his skin. “Ch- Choso, please tell me what happened.” You plead as you trace your fingers over his damaged, pale skin.

As soon as he starts to speak, he begins to sob. “I don’t know.”

You hug him, “Try, Cho.”

He hides his face in your shoulder and whispers, “I’m just scared of losing you.” He takes a big breath, “That night, I thought I saw my little brother die. I couldn’t live with myself if you got hurt like that.”

You rub his back, “I would rather get hurt than be without you.” You mumble.

“You can’t say that y/n… You don’t know what it’s like to see someone you love like that.”

“You don’t get to decide this for us, Choso.” You argue. “I promise I’ll be safe.”

“You can’t promise that.”

“You don’t think I’m strong enough to defend myself?”

“No, it’s not that. It’s just that I won’t always be there to look after you. If anything happened to you, I think I would die.”

“Choso, please. I’ll take all the martial arts classes you want me to. I’ll practice my cursed technique again.” You sigh and give up arguing. “Please just come home. I miss you.”  

He contemplates and nods slowly. “I missed you too.” 

Neither of you speak when you get home. You lay against his chest as he plays with your hair. He squeezes your hand to get your attention. “I’m sorry for pushing you away.” 

You try to hug him tighter, but you feel something crunch in his pockets. A little purple origami heart falls out. He shoves it back in. 

“Did you make that, Cho?” You ask.

“‘s stupid.” He says, moving to grip your wrists so you can't dig it back out.

You swat away his hands and reach into his pockets. Out pours a bunch of origami hearts. You count at least thirty. He seems to have made one in every color under the sun.

“Awww, Cho, did you make these after we broke up?”

He turns his face away, but not before you notice the pink dusting his cheeks. “I was going to mail them to you.”

“You were going to mail them to me and then just leave me single for the rest of eternity?” 

“No.” He says, lip quivering a bit. “I just wanted to make sure you knew how much I loved you if anything happened to me.” 

“Nothing will happen to you, Cho. Everything will be fine, okay?”

He doesn’t believe you, but he nods anyway. “Thank you for not giving up on me.”

You smile and kiss him. “Am I going to have to sign up for martial arts classes tomorrow?”

“I already signed you up.”

thank you so much to @saradika-graphics for the beautiful dividers and support banners 🫶

and thank YOU so much for reading! i appreciate you!

[sunshine7queen]

@yuujispinkhair

Just a couple a cuties

(Store)

[storiesoflilies]

LILYYYYYYY I’M HERE FOR THE WIP ASK GAME!!!! neeeeeed to know more about heavenly skies, lavender eyes + oh, how i adore the taste of love!

(also <3 i love you! i hope you wake up cozy and rested with sunlight caressing your face <333)

my darling ari!!! i love and adore you sooooo much MWAH MWAH

you are too kind hehe, and i hope you’re having a nice friday morning/afternoon <333

more info under the cut to keep the post short!

heavenly skies, lavender eyes - i answered in more depth under kairo’s ask, but it’s basically set in the game of thrones universe where the gojo clan are the targaryen’s that have conquered westeros. our beloved satoru has recently been crowned as king, and he now has to choose a queen to rule by his side.

oh, how i adore the taste of love - wahhh my most beloved chef!toji <333

so in this fluffy fic, toji is a linecook in charge of grilling at headchef!sukuna’s michelin star steakhouse restaurant. in usual toji fashion, he’s a big grumpy broody guy that doesn’t really speak and is quite intimidating.

him and sukuna are just both big scary guys in this that bond over broody and silent sessions of butchering and slicing meat for the day lol.

then our sweet bumbling, slightly struggling for cash, waitress!reader comes to work at the restaurant because baker!nanami across the street told her about a job vacancy, and now toji’s big ol’ heart cannot catch a break!!! he is sooooo extremely whipped for the reader in this heheh, he stumbled and fumbles in the kitchen – which he usually never does!!! i can’t wait to start writing it.

some honorable characters in this too are dishwashers!yuji and nobara!!!! sukuna’s twin brother has politely asked if his son and best friend could work at the restaurant for some extra cash while in high school, so sukuna has begrudgingly obliged and hovers over his nephews shoulder to make sure everything is spotless lol. @bungalowbear made such a funny scenario for this that i am definitely including in the fic hehe :3

there’s also souschef!uraume and linecook!choso in charge of sauté (making sauces). i might add some more jjk characters but i haven’t thought of any yet, what do you think ari? :3

much love,

Lily xo

[hanighul]

⛓ It’s bugging me, grating me, and twisting me around ⛓

I know there’s no way he can win this one, but I can dream 😭💔

[devoti]

now ship YOUR mutuals 🫣

tweehee >:)

i don't remember all my mooties due to the hiatus i've been through (;A;) but do send in an ask if we're moots and if you're missed ! 🫶🏼

@qrtmin : based on pure vibes alone i'm giving you choso cos ma'am i feel like you'd complement so well with his quiet nature and your bubbly (cute!!! 🥺) personality! plus !!! he loves to lay down on your lap while you stroke his head. MOVE CHOSO ITS MY TURN BITCH.

@shadowsorceress : geto <33 cos you're a little poodle skrunkle kitten just like him heheh don't be mad if i eat you up my honey crumpet :(

@munsonsins : gojo. you're gojo idc idc ur randomness and hilarity reminds me of him kenjaku's preparing a separate box to contain you as we speak

@dollzcunt : naoya cos he's our stupid wet blobby fish nugget but also nanami cos i feel he could take care of your princess nature <3

@explicitlyfine : scar ohhh scar <33 believe me, i'm dying to say kuroo right now but osamu's giving me a death stare ;A; you better believe mr. onigiri would be feeding you meal after meal every single day, the man would POUT if you don't compensate his dishes with a kiss >:(

@blueparadis : who else but our megamind 😭 i picture the two of y'all so sickening sweet fr 🤧 taking long strolls at night, megumi with his camera app always opened cos he NEEDS to take a picture of you breathing every second

@wakatshi : ushijima. your vibes are ethereal daria, wakatoshi compliments you so well if i really think of it. love you angel 🤍

@ofallthingswhythis : josuke because i feel like if you need a house burned down he's there with the lighter and a backup candle just in case you get cold feet heheh. tell me why i also imagine you guys raiding an entire claw machine just because it swallowed three bucks from y'all too?

@hyeque : tsukishima !!!! 😭😭😭 pls idk why but i love the trope where the bf's all serious and pouty while the gf's the exact opposite, and you really are the epitome of it HEHEH. am always living for your tsukki (+kuroo!!) hc's heheh, mwa!

@mrskodzuken : madam kisa, WHO ELSE BUT KENMA 😭😭😭 please, everytime i see a kenma picture on my twitter feed i immediately think of you ! plus, the ships that you post on your blog are honestly so cute heheh, they keep me going !!!! 🤍🤍

@nkogneatho : my sexy smexy pasi, you could only be one fucker and that is toji. don't question me, you know why 😌

@sinfuldollie : AÀAAA ik we just met heheh but id love to pair you with jean <33 i can imagine the two of you hanging out together, him holding your hand so tightly, often lifting your fingers to press a gentle kiss whilst you're excitedly pointing at the cafés you'd like to visit ! 🤍🤍

@kitagina ina 💕💕 my love i have given you SUKUNA and i even wrote a little au about it but tumblr fucking deleted the draft and i didn't realise 😭😭😭😭 BUT IT WENT LIKE THIS : tldr - you're the one person who could actually change that shitty mf 😌 he'd be such a terrible man with a terrifying aura to match but when he's with you he'd even let you weave flower crowns on his head just to make you happy <33

@5ugu : DILLY BELOVED !!!!! I've also written you a full on au about yuuta and yourself riding bicycles in the dark, stopping by convenience stores just to get a midnight snack !!! your vibes are just so cute and innocent together, everyone's always crooning about how perfect you guys are !!! 🤍🤍

[sunshine7queen]

@preciousamethyst

hi! first i love your writing. it’s so amazing

since it’s getting into the christmas season, i was wondering if you’d want to do something with choso experiencing christmas season things with a partner for the first time. like decorating a tree, kissing under mistletoe and all that kinda stuff?

thank you so much for all your insanely amazing writing!

Aww this was absolutely fun and cute to write, I really hope you like it! Thank you for your request and kind words love 🤍

Teaching Choso about Christmas and kissing underneath the mistletoe

Pairing: Choso x reader

Word Count: 1,1k

Synopsis: Even though Choso thinks he's seen it all by now, the idea of Christmas just doesn't reach him until you show him the tradition of kissing underneath a mistletoe...

Warnings: Christmas fluff coming your way! This was such a fun request and I really hope it gets you into Christmas mood! Would you like to read more Christmas special content? Let me know in the comments or get in my inbox <3

„And…why exactly are you putting those strange balls onto that tree?” Choso questions while eyeing you up and down critically.

Within the last few months, you were able to teach your precious boyfriend a lot of things he missed as a cursed womb. Everything was new to him: having feelings, getting close to each other, ordering ice cream. But somehow, you actually managed to make a decent human being out of him.

Well, at least until now.

“That is called a Christmas tree and those ‘strange balls’ are called ornaments. We do that every year around that time. Look at how stunning it is”, you explain with excitement glowing in your eyes.

Choso truly loves seeing you like that, wearing that strange sweater and a gorgeous smile on your face. But somehow, this whole concept of Christmas doesn’t make any sense to him. Why would you celebrate the birth of a single child for more than 2000 years? And why do you have to decorate a tree to do so?

He watches as you carefully place another ornament on the tree, clapping your hands in joy. Oh, you look so lovely in the dim candle light with your slightly redden cheeks. His heart begins to jump up and down his chest all over again, eyes not able to tear away from your beautiful sight. If it makes you happy, he’ll celebrate Christmas every day.

“Stop looking at me like that”, you mutter all of the sudden, hiding your face behind your hands.

“Why would I ever stop looking at you?” he remarks along with tilting his head.

He crosses the room in an instant, his hands gently removing yours from your delicate face.

“You told me to tell you about my feelings. And right now, I feel captivated by your sight.”

Your heart skips a beat, shy eyes staring up at the man you learned to love after Shibuya, the man who stood out to you the second you met him. Choso Kamo is way more than a reincarnated curse, way more than a puppet of someone random. No, he is your boyfriend, the love of your life. Never in a million years you would have thought that you’ll stand here like this, him staring deeply into the ocean of your eyes while you can’t help but hold onto his strong arms for support.

God, how much you love that man. And how much you adore to teach him every little thing about Christmas.

“You know what that is?”, you question innocently.

Your fingers hold onto what looks like a branch.

“I now know what a branch looks like”, he remarks dryly.

“This isn’t just any branch.”

Carefully, you tie it to a hook above the both of you, your hands wrapping themselves around his. You smell so lovely, like vanilla and dough from the cookies you baked earlier. The room suddenly feels so warm and welcoming, making his heart feel as light as a feather. Seeing you like this truly makes him melt away in an instant.

“This is called a mistletoe. It’s not entirely clear why, but this branch is a symbol of love. It is tradition to kiss underneath a mistletoe whenever you have the chance to do so. Especially men should steal a kiss from a woman when standing under it. Otherwise it brings you bad luck”, you explain gently.

“I am allowed to kiss you wherever and whenever I want. But since I wanted to do it anyway, I’m more than glad to follow this tradition.”

You hold your breath, his lips pressing themselves onto yours. Sparks fly, it seems like the world around you fades away. It’s only you and him underneath the mistletoe. You, him and his mouth brushing against yours. Instinctively you wrap your arms around his neck, caress his back gently, get lost in the feeling of his body against yours. God, his smell is so intoxicating, the way he holds you by your waist sends shivers down your spine. Never in your life would you have imagined to love anyone as dearly as you love Choso Kamo. It’s almost a miracle, you and him standing here together. An incarnated cursed womb and a jujutsu sorcerer. But somehow, you made it. And oh does it feel right.

“Is there anything else you want to show me? Maybe another tradition that includes stealing a kiss from you?” he mumbles against your lips.

“Actually…There’s something I want to show you. Just stay here, okay?”

He stares at you in confusion as you run up the stairs into the bedroom, your giggling filling the air with nothing but happiness. What are you up do? Choso shakes his head to himself with a small smile forcing itself onto his otherwise cold features. It doesn’t matter what makes you this happy. The only thing that counts for him is your breath-taking smile.

“Turn off the lights!”, you shout towards him, only your head sticking out of the door.

“Turning of the lights…But why?”, he replies with a frown.

Even though it makes you this light-hearted, Christmas seems to be a mystery for him still. What is up with all those lights, the different smells, all the things you hung up in the entirety of the house before? And why would he turn of the lights now?

“You’ll see, just do it!”

He signs to himself before doing as told. Maybe one tradition includes you getting naked after all…

You storm out of the room, holding what looks like a blinking sweater over your head in pure delight. Oh no, what is this about again? He still has to get used to the knitted sweater you’re wearing right now, but this thing? It literally glows in the dark, blinking so hard that he has to squint his eyes in order to see it clearly. Please, let it be another decoration, a strange tradition maybe-

“This one’s for you”, you announce proudly.

Choso isn’t even able to protest since you’re already pushing his head into the tiny hole, pressing his dark hair roughly into his face.

There he stands, blinking like the Christmas tree in front of him in this scratchy thing.

“The mistletoe was definitely more my taste”, he comments dryly.

“Oh, you’ll get used to it! Are you in the mood for learning some more about Christmas?”

He takes a step back while scratching his back.

“No, I think that’s enough for today…”, he mutters.  

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