#CAPTAIN SYVERSON X YN

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super curious if we ever got reason why Sy was seen as a someone difficult in the actual movie? When they tell the other guy ”good luck, he’s a ray of sunshine”? I dont remember word for word but you know that part.

I dont remember anything really standing out, he didn’t seem difficult to me 🤔

ugh we just get a follow up movie with Sy only?

or if yall have ya own theories pls share 😊

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meet me at our spot pt 2

Captain Syverson x WoC Reader

where YN and Sy can be them nasty ass selves.

warnings: smut, sex toy, daddy kink (kinda), unprotected sex, oral (kinda), cursing, angst

Part 1

song slightly inspired

sidenote: so the end of 2021 was hectic and went out with a fucking bang and then 2022 started with a fucking bang when I got sick and I’ve had no desire to write other then some little wip ideas. So here y’all go! This is might be shit but hey 🤷🏽‍♀️ Part 2 of meet me at our spot. I kinda started a part 3 but we’ll see.

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Her cheek pressed into the cool sheets, her mind fuzzy with lust. She didn’t even really remember how they got here or how many times they’ve cum between the both of them, but here they were. Her ass up and her face down, when they should be at their friends engagement party not here with her about to get her pussy stretched out.

She could feel the pressure build up at the cool tip that pressed slightly passed her tender lips. Oh he went there.

She groaned as he sat still behind her, not even pushing in any further much to her dismay.

“Fucking red neck huh?” Sy’s deep Texan drawl uttered behind her.

Was he still on this? She rolled her eyes before trying to turn her head before a hard hand landed on her left ass cheek. The loud smack bouncing off the walls of the boutique hotel. Their spot about 30 minutes outside of town. It was a cute hotel, mostly used by people passing through their modest town. It was the cleanest hotel within a 60 mile radius so it was sometimes used by locals also, for a little staycation, or in her case a dick appointment with the man she’s supposed to hate. If she was being honest with herself the only thing she truly hated about Sy was just how much she loved when he dicked her down and his stupid smile. It should be a fucking crime how good it was.

“Eyes forward” He demanded, not even letting her turn to face him.

Before she could speak he pushed in the dildo, her hum of appreciation reaching his ears. How’d he even find it? When did he have time to look for it? She was sure it was stuffed it in the bottom of her suitcase by the bathroom.

His cock strained as he worked the dildo into her cunt, feeling the tug and grip her walls had on the Clone-A-Willy he had got her a while back. The process in itself turned into them fucking non stop after he got clean up. It was a little gag gift for when he went over seas. Every time she used it she thought about the night they made it, her driving his hard cock into the large tube. The thought, it always pushed her over the edge when she was alone.

“Fuck” she muttered as her hips started to rock on the dildo. Unfortunately Sy didn’t plan to let her off that easy. He tsked at her as he slowed his movements.

“Who’d think a red neck got ya feeling this good baby?” He asked, the dildo moving in and out of her slowly.

She huffed and threw her head forward into the sheets.

“Syyyyyyy!” She whined while trying to grip more of the toy she’d become so found of, her irritation working through her quickly.

“Damnit, just fuck me!” She gritted. The Captain was silent and still behind her, not giving in.

“Not until you apologize baby, you hurt daddy’s feelings”

“Fine! I’m sorry!”

He tsked again. She looked at him with faux innocence.

“I’m sorry”

“Not good enough darlin” he said before he started to remove it.

“Sy!” She yelled, she wasn’t in the mood to be played with, why did she have to apologize now? He made her cum twice before he even pulled his mouth from her thighs tonight.

“I’m tired of you playin games with me suga, APOLOGIZE!! you spoiled fucking brat” His thick accented voice boomed, the sudden loudness making her heart skip a beat. He can’t even help himself, he’s so woken up he shows her some mercy by shoving the toy back in, working it into her core as his thumb found her pearl, his rough skin rolling over it with ease from her wetness.

“Oh fuuuck daddy! I’m so sorry….please…please keep fucking me” She begged as her cheek dug back into the sheets. His dark laugh worked it’s way down her arched spine and sent a chill through her.

“That’s what I thought baby”

Without notice he pulls the dildo out again, the lewd pop it made as it bobbed in his hand making pre cum leak from his waiting cock.

She doesn’t get a moment to react as he thrust his aching cock into her dripping cunt. He drove into her, his hands a bruising grip on her meaty hips.

The Clone-a-Willy doesn’t stand a chance, though it’s a clone it’s not the same. The size large they brought didn’t even fit all of him, they didn’t need the full extra large but he def needed a bit more room to capture the full goodness of the Captain. Though it could never capture the heat of his hot cock driving into her, the slapping of his heavy sack against her, her ass bouncing on him, their skin slapping.

“Oh fuck sooooo good” She moaned out into the dimly lit room.

“Who’s fucking you this good?”

“You daddy, you are”

“Hmmmm that’s right, you love this red neck dick??” He asked with thrusts to accentuate is point.

“Yes yes, I love your red neck dick”

Sy’s steady his emotions trying to pull himself back in, but it was too late the words leaving his mouth before he could stop himself.

“You love this red neck?” He asked, his voice full of emotions they’ve never dared acknowledge.

YN paused for a moment taken off guard. She slowly turns to stare at Sy who almost comes to a stop. His thrust are slow to allow her a moment to focus on what he asked. Fuck why did he even ask her this?!

“……yes I do, I love you Sy” She voices, their eyes locked on each other. If the room was hot and heavy before it was blazing now with their love confessed so openly, he smiles before pulling his cock out fully. His mushroom tip stroking her lips, nudging her clit before thrusting back into her, to the tilt.

“Oh shit!” She gasps as Sy fucked into her with a new vigor then before. His spirits high at her confession, his body tight with desire, with hope. She’s close and Sy can feel her tighten, if it was even possible for her to be any tighter

“Oh fuck, this tight little pussy gonna make me cum too quick” He groans. Sy had only been back from deployment about 2 weeks and YN had just flew in from Utah 3 days ago. Not leaving them much time to meet up with the demanding up coming wedding.

“Fuck fuck fuck” She chanted as Sy felt her body start dripping more slick, he tossed her the dildo, watching like a predator as she picked it up, licking up the wet length of it before slipping it into her mouth. Her eyes glued to his as she moaned at the taste of herself.

“You gonna take what daddy gives you?” Sy asked, this thrust speeding up and becoming slopping.

“Yes, please please” she said quickly as she popped the fake cock out her mouth before shoving it back in, she gaged as the toy all but disappeared.

The pleasure swirled in her stomach as she fell forward, the cord within her snapping as Sy’s heavy body followed. Her mouth falls open in a silent cry as she drops the dildo.

Sy twists her face to pull her into a passionate kiss. He holds her body down as he fucks into her wet heat.

“ugh shit, that’s right, take it” He demands. He’s body goes tight with pleasure as he cums.

“So good taking all this cock, now take all this cum” He says in her ear, his hot breathe fanning her neck as his hot cum paints her walls. His body rutting into hers, ridding out his orgasm.

She moans as their bodies roll slowly together trying to prolong the bliss.

“Fuck baby, I can feel how full you are of me, full of my cock and cum”

She whimpers under as she feels the build up within her, it happens quickly as she cums again. Her face full of pleasure as she limply lays there under his weight as her orgasm rocks through her. Her body jerking.

“Shit baby” He moans as he sucks on her neck before pulling out and rolling off her. It takes them some time to catch their breathing. YN curls into Sy as she feels the heaviness of her eyelids slowly taking over. Here in the safety of a hotel room she’s allowed to enjoy him.

“Tell them about us” Sy says softly breaking the silence in the room. He feels YN body go still in his embrace. His heart drops just a little.

“Sy, I can’t-“

“What’s the problem? You said you loved me” He argued, his irritation quickly building.

“I…I do but-“ She sputtered.

“Then tell them or I’m done” He sitting up and moving off the bed. He knows he should clam down but he can’t at this point. “I really don’t understand, the fucking, the arguing and the chasing was cool for the past 2 years, I knew you liked that shit but you really just don’t want anything serious with me”

YN jerks up, holding the sheet to her chest.

“Sy! You can’t be serious! Why do we have to tell anyone!” She argues back. He ocean blue eyes blazing as he turns to her, his pants already pulled on.

“Fucking hell woman! I can’t fucking act like I hate you anymore!”

“Sy!-“

“Forget it. Should’ve known your upitty ass couldn’t be with someone like me” He said defeated as he continues to get dress in a hurry needing for the first time since they meet, to get away as far as possible from her.

“Damnit Sy! Just listen-“

She was cut off by the hotel room door slamming. It took her a moment to register what was happening. She quickly jumped up to look for some clothes to throw on.

“Fucking damnit Sy!” She yelled as she stumbled around the room trying to find anything. She snatched a forgotten shirt of his off the floor before throwing it on and rushing into the slightly cool Texas night. The hotel had a motel setting so the moment you walked out your hotel room you were greeted with paved walk way and gravel leading to a open area with fire pits and wooden lawn chairs. It was almost a camp setting and the vast open Texas landscape behind it. There were some groups of people around the fires, eyeing her.

She was sure they heard everything from their fucking to arguing. She couldn’t worry about that. She had to find Sy before he left. She ran down the walk way toward the parking lot. This wasn’t the smartest idea Sy would have told her, something could bite her bare feet.

SMACK!

Her body fell backwards as she ran into someone.

“There you are! Omg so it is true!” Ashley squealed, “I just seen Sy”.

Her face filled with concern once her hardly dressed friend looked up, her face pained and covered in tears.

“You seen Sy? Where is he? Did he leave? I…I need to talk to him” YN rambled on, looking around her friend trying to find any sight of the large bull.

“Woah woah slow down, he left! I seen him pulling off in his truck a few moments ago”

“Fuck!” YN yelled as she stomped her bare foot, cursing when she realized she stepped on something, “ouch!”.

“Ok what is going on?- nevermind, you have to calm down! Take me to your room” Ashley demanded while grabbing her friends arm and walking them towards the rooms.

Her body filled with dread with every limping step back to the room where things were so blissful only moments ago. She needed to get to Sy, she had to explain to him.

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Stay

Syverson x Reader (WoC)

Sy adjusts to being home.

warnings: angst, ptsd (?), coping, mentions of war, smut 🥲🤷🏽‍♀️

sidenote: dammint I will finish those other wips before New Years! 😩🥲 this has been on my mind for months and I just did the outline and I hadnt been in the mood to write it but here it is! Its ANGST AF YALL! Ok so I do two things ANGST AND SMUT! Also it’s 2:30 am here and I’m at work sleepy af so yea.

do not use or translate my work anywhere BUT please do like,love,comment,reblog all that good shit if you fucks with it 🤪

Texas.

94°. It was a fucking 94° out, it may be a normal summer evening for Texas, but even after all these years she still wasn’t accustomed to this kind of dry weather, not a fucking breeze of wind in sight. Thank God the sun would be setting soon, the heat was slowly staring to break.

She shut the last bedroom door as she walked to the kitchen passing the master bedroom door, she had just finished cleaning the babies rooms. Both rooms fairly easy to clean since both children were still so young. She could relax now, the rest of the day was for her and her hubby once he finished up outside.

She looked through the cabinets for the snacks to start their binge Saturday. They usually reserved Fridays and Saturdays for their mommy daddy time since some Sundays they meet Sy’s mama for church in the morning and the evening was a big family dinner followed by time spent getting ready for the week. There was always a lot of work to be done on the ranch, though she had her own job in the near by city of San Antonio she made sure to help Sy on Sunday evenings plan the week out for his family business.

She was laying out all the snacks up on the cute tray she had for movie nights when the heavy wooden front door busted open and bounced off the wall, causing her head to snap up. He was moving so fast she hardly caught his imposing figure barreling past the kitchen and down the hallway.

“Sy?”

no response.

“Sy” she said a with a bit louder as she walked toward the hallway he just disappeared down, she could hear distant voices outside and thats when she realized the front door was still open. She moved to close it, wondering what had happened.

Before she could close the door she seen Sy’s riding lawnmower sitting idling in the middle of their lawn. Her mind started to whirl, not again.

One of the ranch workers was talking to another worker before getting off their horse and making their way towards the abandoned machine. She glanced at his face as he sent her a small almost sympathetic smile. One that no matter how kind, Sy would not appreciate. He wouldn’t want sympathy. She returned the small smile before mouthing thank you and shutting the door.

Her palms laid on the door as she took some deep breathes, sending a quick prayer that God would help her get them both past this.

Her body felt heavy, like she could feel the pain, the emotions suffocating the air as she walked down the hallway. Every step closer to their bedroom made her feel like her heart was going to beat right out her chest and die on the floor while she was forced to stay alive just to watch.

When she rounded the corner of the master suite she could make of the sound of a low buzz. If she closed her eyes she would have thought she stopped walking, everything felt at a stand still.

But her feet would not let her stop, her heart pulling her closer and closer to the heart it belongs to. That very heart stopped and squeezed in her chest at the sight before her.

His back was to her. The clippers in his hand, the buzz even louder now. Almost deafening. He was gripping them so hard his knuckles were white. His body tight, the muscles under his damp skin rolling with tension. He looked ready to pop at any moment.

His eyes, oh God his eyes broke her. She could see him staring at himself in the mirror, but his eyes were empty, so far away. No doubt replaying every moment every second of the hard things he had to do while a million miles away from home, from her. The life and duty he had lived since he was just a young man. The men he’s lost to war, the parts of himself he lost, still mourning all of it.

She had to fight back the sob that sat in her chest threatening to claw its way out. She couldn’t even stop herself is she tired as she moved forward to him slowly.

“Sy”

She waited a few feet behind him, standing to the side allowing her body to be fully visible. Though Sy would never hurt her on purpose she didn’t want to surprise him in this state.

“Baby look at me” she pleaded softly.

His eyes slowly moved to hers in the reflection. She moved forward and wrapped her hand around his wrist holding the hair clippers and the other hand resting on his back.

“Buzz?” She asked.

She watched as he shook his head yes.

“Let me help, please” she said in a gentle voice. She took it as an ok when he didn’t move to stop her as she slowly pulled him away from the counter. Once there was enough room she jumped on the large vanity, there was enough room to sit comfortably without her butt falling into the sink.

The past 2 days or so Sy had been slightly off and it made sense now. If she didn’t know the man so intimately she’s sure she wouldn’t have even noticed, that’s how well Sy hide it.

He was breathing heavy but at least he was looking at her now. Eyes watching her as she slowly brought the clippers up to his head. His hair wasn’t super long but it was getting longer then Sy had been allowed to have it since he joined right after High School. She watched the first patch of hair fall and gaged his reaction. His eyes followed it as it fell on her lap, his fingers brushing it off before looking back at her, a small nod letting her know it was ok to continue.

She let out a breathe she didn’t realize she was holding. He wasn’t in the clear but it was the first crack in the ice.

A few minutes later the last patch of hair fell, and she watched Sy look in the mirror, the icey exterior slowly melting, the warmth of a brilliant blue ocean on a summer day swirling back into his eyes.

Without warning the big bear of a man crashed into her, knocking the air out of her. A loud “oof” leaving her as he buried his face in her neck. Inhaling as his hand roamed her body.

“Hey hey, it’s ok baby” she repeated over and over as her hands ran over his tense body and scratching lately at his scalp. Her heart eased as she felt the tension slowly, very slowly start to leave his body.

“Thank you” he said startling her, she let the tears fall, he was slowly coming back.

“I love you” she replied without hesitation ���always”.

She pulled him back from her neck to place soft kisses on his neck, working her way up his face, she kissed every inch on his face before landing on his lips. The salty taste of his sweat strong.

“Scooch back baby”

She jumped down from the counter and walked over to the tub. She turned on the water for a shower, her hand checking the temp. Once she was satisfied she walked back over to the father of her children and started to under dress him. She made quick work of his clothes before throwing them in the hamper, sitting his boots on the side of it. At this moment she was thankful her mother was in town and had the kids. They were having a grandparents slumber party at Sy’s mother house on the north side of the ranch.

She tangled Sy’s hand in her before pulling him toward the tub and guiding him in. She pulled her shirt and shorts off and left them on the floor before climbing in the shower with him.

She had Sy rise before working the soap into the loofah she had once she switched with him so she was standing under the water. She could feel her long box braids start to soak as she started to rub the loofah into his neck and shoulders. Taking her time as she working down each arm. She could feel his eyes burning into her.

She scrubbed his board chest and continued down, washing each strong thick leg and washing over this man hood, trying not to pull too much as she felt him start to harden slightly in her hand. She clenched her legs at the feel of his heavy cock in her hand.

Focus you hoe she lightly scolded herself.

She worked her way back up and ran up his chest, her eyes watching the suds before going over his neck and down his back. Her body pulling closer into his as she scrubbed his back. Her breathe hitching at the feel of his semi hard cock against her.

She quickly washes up while Sy rises off, his hand going to cup her breast. His thumb working over he nipple, soapy suds dripping down her full breast.

“Fuck” she moaned. Sy needs you YN! Her brain yelled, right now was not about her.

She had Sy lay down in the tub, they made sure from the beginning when the house was being built that the tub was big enough for her bear. Once Sy is comfortable, she crawls on his lap, the soap making her extra slippery.

With her straddling over his hips she grasp his cock in her hand, giving him a few strokes to get him from semi hard to just where she needed him to be. It didn’t take much, Sy’s cock growing harder and harder.

She sunk herself down into his length, slowly taking him inch by inch. They both groaned. Sex wasn’t the way to work through this, well not alone. She need Sy grounded and this was one of the ways that worked for them, after and when he was ready he would talk to her. For right now, she wanted him to feel her, ground himself, root himself deep inside her.

Once she had Sy full seated inside her, she let out a hiss at the stretch, it always took a moment to adjust. She slowly lowered her face to his. His gaze intense as he watched her every move.

Her body starting to rock, as Sy’s hand gripped her hips, pushing her into a pace he needed. Her breast brush against his hard chest as they stared into eachother eyes.

That cold ice that had went up so quick was slowly coming down more and more. She could start to feel the warmth from his body again, his body relaxing under her touch.

“I’m here, your here, your never going back so please stay here, all the way here” she whispered.

His face scrunches up for a moment as his eyes swell with unshed tears. Early retirement that been harder on Sy then they thought it would be. It wasn’t the worst case but he still had his moment here and there. That need to cut his hair as if he was going back a urge he couldn’t fight when he got like this.

It was a tell tale sign to her, their family and friends, when Sy showed up with a fresh buzz cut.

Her hips rocked harder as Sy started thrusting up into her. The feel of her tight pussy I’m gripping him in this moment just so overwhelming.

“Feel me Sy, your home baby and your gonna stay home with me and our babies, we’re all safe because of your sacrifices” she said as the tears rolled down her face again. She needed to remind him and she would whenever he needed to hear it, “you’re safe”.

“Fuck Suga” his hoarse voice said as she laid her forehead on his. Her lips pecked his check before falling to his neck, sucking gently before whispering in his ear.

“I love you Sy, you’re everything to me”

Sy groans as his fingers dig into her hips, his thrust becoming more brutal as he chased his release. She gripped his cock, her own orgasm nearing. Her mouth falling open, Sy took the chance to lick into her mouth before bitting her lip. The water from the shower head making the slapping of skin sound louder in the bathroom.

“Fucking dammint I love you more darlin’, you’re my life” He said, as his cock swelled, his milky cum spurting into her waiting warm cunt.

“Oh fuck Sy” she moaned out as her own orgasm ripped through her. Her cunt gripping at Sy’s large velvety cock. His thrusts still working them through their orgasm as her body tensed, the pleasure so overwhelming.

Sy’s thrust slowly came to a stop as YN rolled her hips gently.

She grabbed his face, forcing him to look at her. The shower water still hot as it rain down on them. Sy’s cock soften inside her.

“I know it wasn’t easy and it felt like hell on earth, the things you saw and did made you feel like you didn’t deserve it, that notice that you would be coming back for good but thank you for coming home to me, to us, you deserve this, you deserve all of this” She whispered a few inches from his face. Neither one of then wiped away the tears that blended into the shower rain.

“Bug, you’re the best thing that ever happened to me”

She smiled while cradling his face in her hands, her thumbs running over his bearded cheeks. His ocean eyes coming back to life.

Well damn

also!!!

henry would drop a sweaty selfie while Im posting this 🥲

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meet me at our spot

Captain Syverson x WoC Reader

part 2

sidebote: uh I’m fucking drunk and idk this just popped in head at work earlier and I wanted til now to write it so idk here it is!! It’s short af. I should reallyyyy be finishing my other wips, I’m try again this weekend yall! 🥲🥲

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“Ya cute as hell when you start all that fussin and cussin” He said with his deep Texan accent.

“Oh fuck off Sy” YN said while light heartedly rolling her eyes, “You ain’t that much bigger then me”

It was a lie, they both knew it. Sy was 6’3 and even at her height and her strappy heels adorning her feet, the beast of a man toward over her.

Before she could walk away and leave him alone in the hallway leading to the bathroom, Sy caged her against the way, his strong forearms on either side of her head.

“Oh darlin, we both know I’ma lot bigger then ya” he drawled in his rough and pleasing voice, his face inching closer.

She clenched her thighs, her chest rising and falling faster at the mere thought. She should stop him but she didn’t and neither did he, as he drew closer and closer. She knew her panties were ruined and she couldn’t stand him for it. Their friends all gathered outside, in the backyard of another friends house. Their large friend group had planned this weekend for one of their friends wedding, this was an engagement party of just 12. Sy had followed behind her shortly after she excuse herself to the bathroom, just to find her and annoy her with his existence.

He was so close she could feel his breathe on her face, his deep and intense blue eyes staring back into hers, that brown patch on the left eye taunting her, pulling her in.

“Omg! There you guys are!”

She couldn’t push Sy away fast enough as they turned to the loud drunk voice that interrupt it them. Their mutual friend Deja.

“Ugh! Tell your ogre of a friend to stay away from me” YN spit, side eyeing Sy with a mean glare.

Sy chuckled.

“Ya sure thats what ya want sweet cheeks?” He asked teasingly.

“Yes you red neck!”

“Whateva ya say darlin”

Sy loved this game but he rather it didn’t drag out all night.

“Y’all are so annoying! Y’all are like a cat and a dog whenever we get together!” Their friend vented clearly annoyed with the 2 in front of her. She along with all their other friend hoped the two would either get along or just fuck.

“Oh he’s definitely a dog!”

“I guess that makes ya a wet little pussy cat dont it?” He shot back with a shit eating grin “Bet a big hard bone could help ya relax”.

The color drained from her face at his remark before she huffed and stormed away from her two friends, her small box braids swaying, her heels loudly clicking against her friends wooden floors, as her floor length black strapless dress dragged on the floor, the train was short but made the dress that more elegant. It was classy but hugged her body just right, her breast looked amazing and her ass was poking. She could hear Deja scolding Sy lightly for his teasing, clearly missing the hidden meaning.

She couldn’t admit to anyone let alone herself at how she was attracted to how cocky Sy was and he was such a brute! she hated that on other men but on him, shit he had her drooling, and it wasn’t just from her mouth.

Sy followed Deja back to the back yard, YN was no where to be found. Sy sighed hard, she couldn’t really be mad at him could she? He was just teasing like they always did. He grabbed another beer as he went to find Matt, ask him if he seen the beauty anywhere when his phone sounded, he had a text. His hand ran down his beard while he bit his lip as he looked at the screen.

Meet me at our spot.

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Same Old Song

Sy x Reader

We keep doing this dance because it’s the same old song

warnings: angst af, implied smut, cheating (reader is the cheater but shit i would be too😩)

note: idk where this came from its something i kinda half assed this morning so here! lol. there is gonna be 2 versions of this idea, some of the same sentences will be in another version/ending. I couldn’t commit to how I wanted this to play out or thought it should end sooo yea. Also I’m trying to find inspo for the other wips I have. Hopefully they’ll be done soon bc they won’t leave me alone. And I’ll throw together a master list by this weekend to make it easier to find everything.

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Sy’s hand ran down his face. He was stressed. He had no problem going back, well not really, he always got stressed when he got the news of being deployed again even though he knew it was inevitable until he decided to retire. As familiar as it is to him there’s ALWAYS the unknown and that stressed him when his mind was in home mode.

His fingers hovered over the unsaved number, staring back at him, daring him from his call log list. Last time it was called was just 3 days ago but if Sy was being honest 3 days was 3 days too long.

Sy chuckled bitterly to himself as he bit into his bottom lip, his hands running over the steering wheel of his truck as his phone dropped in his lap, and even with all that being said Sy still couldn’t commit.

Fuck it

Sy took a few deep breathes as the ringing rung through his truck, it had to be on speaker,

he needed to hear everything loud clear, every word, every sigh, the hesitation, the silence.

Ring

Ring

Rin-

Sighs*

“You can’t call me this late”

He felt that feeing in his stomach as her silky and sleepy voice filled his truck. He glanced up at his house, the only lights on was the outside light, the dim light of the tv in the living room, the rest of the house dark and lifeless aside from his dog who was probably wondering where he was. He knew the pup was fine, he was taking care of, now Sy needed to be taking care of.

He shouldn’t do this, not now, but Sy couldn’t shake his need for her. It was selfish and Sy wasn’t a selfish man but when it came to this? To her? Well you probably couldn’t find a man more selfish. It showed with him calling at 2:45am not caring who may see.

“I need ya darlin”

He heard the sigh loud and clear and then the silence.

“Sy”

“Y/N, I need ya”

“I have a meeting in the morning, I can’t, and Robert-“

“I’m already on the way”

He waited, see if she would try to deny him again. He knew if she was to deny him again he would end up at the old bar and one of the many women who were constantly throwing themselves at him would actually get his attention tonight, well his body at least because his mind, his heart, would be filled with her. Yearning for her.

He heard the click as his truck rolled closer to his destination. It wasn’t long before he was pulling up to her familiar house. Sy slid out his truck and slowly shut his door as a cool breeze danced around him. Texas nights were hot in the summer but the breeze was always welcomed. Sy couldn’t help but pray he would be. He knew the game they played, he knew he was welcomed here if he ever truly needed it but he also knew it left them both with fucked emotions. Then again the unknown, the possibility of her finally being done with his shit always wormed it’s way into his mind. One day she will be.

His steps to her front door were quick, his time here seemed limited again knowing he would be leaving out soon. His knocking was hard and urgent. A few moments later the door swung open and there she stood, eyes stilll trying to fight the need to sleep, chest heaving, nipples hard, she was in a little white soft cotton shirt. His eyes continued down her body, her soft little belly sticking out under the hem of her shirt, and her panties. God her panties were tiny and sucked into her lips, hardly able to hold onto her wide hips and Sy could see the cotton was sticky with her slick.

Her stomach flipped almost painfully as he stood there. His large body taking up her door frame, wide shoulders and back straining against the thin green short sleeve shirt he wore. His legs strong and powerful in tan cargo shorts as he toward over her, tall and intimidating. She couldn’t even see past him, the light from the street lamp hardly able to shine in. She stepped back allowing Sy to step in. Her body buzzed with having him so close, his earthy masculine scent overpowering the small area and making her cunt clench. Her foryer didn’t seem big enough to hold the man who stood here countless times. Looking less and less a man as he blocked the light.

His eyes sought hers and she was already staring at him. Waiting. He didn’t move, as desperate as he had been, he couldn’t get a grip on the emotions he felt now.

“Deployment?” Her soft voice asked in the impossibly quiet house, up until she spoke Sy though his ears were ringing it was so quiet.

They both knew she didn’t need an answer, she knew the drill, they both did. When he came home they did this dance, endless days and nights fucking and having the time of their lives and then he left and hardly reached out to her, only sending letters if you could even call them that every now and then to let her know he was alive. Promises of commitment when he retired, his fear of leaving her a widow to strong to give her, them what they both deserved.

He reached over his shoulders to pull his shirt over his head before she turned and started walking to her room. He followed without hesitation.

He needed her body to forget, her laughter, smile and attention to ease his mind, give him some peace.

She stared up at the ceiling leading to her room as she walked while trying to will the tears away. They both knew she needed him just as much as he needed her. Even if it killed her playing this game with him. They both knew he’d receive news soon about being deployed, just not this soon.

Usually Sy stuck to the rules at least until he got the news of deployment, then everything was fair game to him. That’s when she‘d usually loose whoever she gained while trying to have a life outside of him.

3 days ago. That’s the last time they fucked, at Sy’s house. They didn’t leave the bed for hours. When she left that day she didn’t have to strength to tell him to his face but she called him when she finally got home, told him they needed to slow this down, that she liked the way her life was before he barged back in like a bull in a China shop. That they can’t keep doing this forever. But it was Sy.

She couldn’t imagine life without Sy, even if the sweet and caring man she’d been avoiding since Sy got home a few weeks ago probably felt the same about her. She wondered what he’d think if he happened to see Sy’s truck in her driveway if he drives by, not that she cared, if she was being honest. she knew he wouldn’t say anything, they never did, he maybe from outside of town but he was familiar with the local tales of the war hero. The thought didn’t last long anyway as she felt Sy’s rough calloused hand grip her neck and pull her crashing into his chest, chills running through her at the rough touch and the soft hair of his solid chest, tickling her back.

It was the same old song.

And she always sung it loudest with Sy.

🥲🥲🥲🥲

[darklydeliciousdesires]

Lord Cavill, anyone?

WHO WANTS HENRY?*

(*Author is aware of the absurdity of her question. EVERYONE wants Henry!) 

Hopefully plenty of you as soon, I shall begin a brand new, steamy one shot! Who’s excited?