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[p-jiminaa]

Fated to you. (Part 5)

Kim Taehyung and You.

Summary: You have no other choice other than to marry him.

Genre: Angst.

Gif is not mine, credit to the owner.

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Your eyebrows knitted together and you start to laugh, finding the situation funny. What is that supposed to mean? But then you find yourself unable to sleep thinking about his words.

"Can I have whatever you're cooking?" He asks as he opens the fridge while his eyes keep on glancing at your fried rice. Why does he act as if last night did not happen at all? Nevertheless, you serve him everything that you prepared.

"Let me send you today." He said as he took the first bite of your fried rice and you saw how he tried to hide his smile upon tasting your food.

"I have a car."

"I know but it's good to share a ride sometimes." He let out a boxy smile.

"Fine." You answer him, shrugging your shoulders.

"I am sorry about last night." His apology caught you off guard. You turned your head to him.

"You're sorry about what? Reminding me about my father's dark history? That he wanted my mother to abort me when he knew that I'm a girl and not a boy as he wishes?" or because what happened to me ten years ago? You said that to yourself but you continue. "It does not matter Taehyung. Whether you wanted to kill the baby if I were fated to be pregnant in the near time. You're killing the baby will indirectly hurt me and I know my father will never let that happen." You turn around and were about to walk away when he responded to you.

"Your father marry you off to me because he needs assurance for his business. I think the advantages are more on my side Y/n."

You're not going to lie, his words hurt you. Yes, you do realize that your marriage to him is solely for your father's business but what you did not expect is when he as your husband also treated you like a thing, not a partner, not a wife, and not as another human being but a thing. How pathetic your life is. You were surrounded by people who cannot live without their money. You let out a sigh before proceeding to walk to your room, getting ready for a long day at your café.

***

You're walking to your car when your husband's car stops beside you and he straightly got off his car. "I told you I'm sending you today."

"And I have a car."

"Y/n don't be stubborn. I need to tell you something on our way so get in."

Rolling your eyes, you got into his car nevertheless, curious as to what he wanted to tell you. But he never says anything. His concentration is on the road and there's no small talk or whatsoever.

"I thought you wanted to tell me something." You voiced out your thought because you're about to reach your café.

He glances at you with a small smile on his lips but didn't answer your question.

Your eyebrows furrow to his response but didn't want to press him more as he's about to reach your café.

Unfastening your seatbelt, you say your thank you to him and do not even bother to listen to whatever he's saying as you got off instantly and close the door harshly. If he wanted to be childish by leaving you hanging not telling you anything, well you can do the same to him as well. But the buzz on your phone when you're inside your café makes you want to curse him.

Make me lunch then I'll tell you. (with a wink emoticon at the end of the sentence)

- Taehyung

Yeah, you're not going to cook for him. That been decided after what he made you gone through this morning.

You could not hide your surprise when the clock hit exactly noon, there your husband casually walked into your café with a big smile holding a small bouquet of lilies.

"What are you doing here Taehyung?"

"I told you I am coming." He extends his hand, giving you the lilies, yellow lilies and it reminds you of something.

You took it nevertheless, as your employees are watching.

"No, you did not."

"Y/n, it's not really hard to cook for me. I am not a picky eater."

Shaking your head, you went upstairs to your office followed closely by your husband. Placing the flower on the small table beside the entrance you went to your pantry. Yes, you have a huge kitchen downstairs but you still have a pantry in your office because before you got married, you used to spend your night here and because of your lazy ass to go downstairs, you built a small pantry for yourself.

Taehyung without being invited sat on the couch while observing you opening the cup noodles. "I know I said I'm not a picky eater but ramyeon? It's lunchtime Y/n."

You lifted your head and shrugged your shoulder. No one invited him, so taste your own medicine.

"Y/n, I seriously need rice and kimchi too or any side dish. That is not enough." His eyes follow your hand as you're opening two cups of noodles.

Letting out a loud and long sigh, tired of his complaint you told him that there will be side dishes for him such as rice, kimchi, and egg soup and he let out an 'o' listening to you. Placing the noodles and everything on the table where he sat you told him to stop staring or else you will throw out everything.

Letting out a boxy smile while batting his eyes he then said "You know the facade you're trying to show me, it does not suit you at all Y/n. I know you're not this type of girl, admit it."

Rolling your eyes, you lean back to the back of your soft couch, trying to finally catch a breath.

"You're not going to eat?"

"I am full."

"But..."

"Aish Kim Taehyung!"

"Fine Fine!" he says with a pout. "I thought today will be a less lonely lunch, turns out it was the same as other days." He mumbles to himself.

Is that true? That all this time he always has lunch alone? I thought he'll be out with his friend or go to her, guess you're wrong all this time. But then again, you know nothing about your husband. Being married to him for a week didn't change anything. You know nothing about him still, ahh you know one thing. He has a girlfriend, a sick lover who doesn't have a chance to be better. That two things though. You met with her doctor that day because you are so curious about everything and you don't even know if Taehyung knows about it. Slowly you turned your gaze to Taehyung. You suddenly feel pity towards him.

"Are you done reading me?" His voice knocks you out of your reverie. You don't even realize he has finished eating. He then leans against the back of the couch, with his gaze on you. "What are you thinking about?" He asks you.

"Many things."

"Such as?" He asks back.

Not going to lie, this would be the first time you are sitting closely while gazing at each other softly and that weird feeling came again as if telling you that you're about to fall into a dangerous trap, falling in love with someone whose heart is with another woman. "What I should cook for dinner?" You answered him, unsure of your answer.

"You're bad at lying." He then moves closer to you and lays his head on your shoulder. "I know you're thinking about other things. You know you can always tell me everything. Talk to me as you talk to your friend. Rant to me or you can even complain about your customer or even about me to myself." His hand slowly took your hand in his and that action made your heartthrobs even more. Why is he like this? Don't he realize that he's making you... no, you cannot the word or it'll happen. "Thank you for the lunch today. I know I'm such..."

"You're welcome." You interrupt him. "Come here any time to eat. I'll cook for you."

"Really?" His sullen voice suddenly sounds cheerful.

"Give me notice at least. So that I can cook a proper meal. Not just this." You pointed to the cup noodles.

"I will." He leaned more towards your side happily.

***

After the talk you shared during lunchtime, you realized that he's a good person well minus the point that he agreed about the plan with his father. Other than that, he's cool and lonely, you only realized this today. He even insisted on fetching you up later since he's the one that sent you today. He reminds you again about being a friend with him, the only thing that he can offer at the moment and you agreed to it. Well, it's not like you have other choices. He's true to his words when he said about being a friend. He started to have breakfast and lunch at your place.

It's all good until that one night when you both have an unexpected visitor from your father-in-law together with his stepmother to have dinner with you and your husband. Sitting on the same dining table with him made you uncomfortable. Not forgetting the side-eyes that his stepmother is constantly giving you but what caught your attention since she came today is the words that she told you. "You look exactly like your mother." You don't even how your mother looks like and she knows? That means they know each other, right?

Your father-in-law told Taehyung that he need to talk to him privately so Taehyung took him to the outside balcony upstairs, while his stepmother is now sitting nonchalantly in the living room, checking her phone. This family is so weird. Stepping upstairs, unintentionally you heard their discussion. Not unintentionally though because you just want to know what are they discussing.

"You need to follow our initial plan. Don't involve your feeling in this!" The first thing you heard when you reach the door to the balcony.

"I am not. You do know I am still with her all this time."

His father let out a snicker. "A girl who is waiting for her time."

"Don't talk to her like that!" You were startled as you heard him shout. But then again, though he's been good to you, you keep on forgetting that he's still with her.

"I am not wrong about it Taehyung. Face it!"

"Don't talk about her like that." He says in a warning tone.

"I am going to talk about it until you're able to accept the fact that she'll be gone soon." You heard no answer instead you saw the door open and he was startled as he see you standing in front of him. His eyes meet you briefly but he walks past you and your father-in-law call for his name but stop when he saw you standing in front of him. You act as if you did not hear anything by pretending to ask about Taehyung.

He forces out a smile. "He's... he will be back. Don't worry about it." He patted your shoulder. "We should be going. Thank you for the dinner. It's all delicious." You nodded your head and went downstairs to his wife while you followed him closely and walk them to the door. "You really look like her Y/n. The only difference is that she can't cook while you're good at it. It must be because you were sent to reha..."

"Jagi..." Your father-in-law interrupt her and shook his head, asking her not to continue.

Your eyebrows furrow to her words. Did their family know about it? The past that your father tried so hard to bury. The past that your family tried to cover so much. The past that you regret so much that made you the person today. But that was ten years ago. If that is what happened, then Taehyung... he knew it too. To find out about this, you waited for him but you fall asleep on the couch so you move to your room.

The next day, you see the space beside you empty but there's a trace of him. That means he was back last night so you walk downstairs hoping to meet him but instead you see no one here. You try to call his phone but it went straight to voice mail. Weird. That is so weird. Not even once did he leave without informing you. You then placed your phone on the kitchen island and went to check the fridge to cook something for him so that you can send it for him later on your way to your cafe. But the ringing of your phone stopped you from checking the fridge.

"Hello?" You answered the call without checking the caller.

"Y/n? This is Dr. Yoo Han." You checked again the caller's name, just to confirm that this is really him.

"Yes, this is Y/n speaking."

"I... I need to tell you something." And by him calling you, that answers your question about your husband's disappearance because Dr. Yoo Han is the one in charge of Jung Hana.

_: To everyone, even if you don't see me posting anything, please know that I am here. I did check my account if I have time. And I know this fic is 'on hiatus' for a very long time and I am so sorry for that. It's just that I can't post anything as writer's block hit me for a long time and Ive lost my confidence in writing so whatever I wrote, I delete it. I am also super busy lately. So whenever I have time, I tried to write but that just it, I always end up deleting it. I'm not suppose to post this because my planned was to post 'this one fic' as my comeback post here but then again, I could not finish it as Ive been super busy. So I have no time to write it though Ive already plan it thoroughly what suppose to be the intro and the ending so Ive decided that this will be my comeback post.

Hello everyone, I hope everyone here is in a good health. I am sorry for being missing for a very long time. I cannot make a promise that I will post everyday that I am back now but I will try my best to finish everything that I've started. Please don't ask when will I post the continuation of my other fic as that will only put pressure on me. And I am not good with managing a pressure. It will always end up me being nervous and not confident and that make me to delete what ever I already write. I hope everyone understand with that.

Best regard, Naa.

PS: I did not proofread this. Apologize for any grammatical error etc.

[p-jiminaa]

Play Date (Part 1)

Park Jimin and You.

Summary: It’s all started with a WhatsApp status.

Genre: Fluff, fluff, fluff, and little angst towards the end.

Gif is not mine, credit to the owner.

Masterlist

| Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 |

I am bored. Can someone come here and play with my heart.

Date me.

A text from your best friend, Park Jimin and yes, you know he has been crushing on you since you started being a friend and he never denied his feelings to you but it's just that he never initiates anything. Like well, he confesses his feelings to you but never asks you out so you were kind of confused whether his feelings to you are genuine or he's just playing with you.

Leaving his text with a blue tick you put down your phone. You know he'll call whenever you left him on a blue tick.

"Three... two... one..." and your phone rang. With a huge smile on your lips, you answer his call.

"Date me." He said bluntly.

“Why should I?” Jokingly, you replied to him.

“Because you need someone to play with your heart. I am here and I am ready for it.” He answered promptly.

You laugh at his direct reply. “Hmmm, what if I say no?”

“Well, give me a reason for your refusal.”

“Hmm let me think.” You paused for a few moments intentionally because you know he'll be annoy by this.

He let out a breathy chuckle. “You can’t even think of anything Y/n. So shall we go on?”

“Sure. So come and bring me food. I am starving.”

“Hah! so that why you want someone to come and play with you? So they could bring you food right?”

“Of course! But the real reason is that I know my you're viewing and will reply to it immediately. You're too whipped for me Jimin.”

“You witch!”

“So are you coming?”

“Never!”

“Fine by me because truthfully speaking you’re not the only offering themself to me.” Lied! Because you put your WhatsApp status on private that only he’ll be your only audience.

Letting out a groan, he replied to you. “Don’t you dare to reply to them. I am coming and delete that status now!”

“And if I don’t?” You answered gleefully to irritate him more.

“No chicken popcorn for you!” He said in a smug tone

“As I said earlier Jimin, you’re not the only one texting me. I can just ask others to bring it for me.” You can imagine his irritated expression right now.

“Fine then. I’ll tell your father what you did last weekend. I mean is it’ll not cause anything to you right?” Your eyes widened in surprise. No! He can’t do that or else you’ll be grounded for a month!

“I am deleting the status right now. So please come with my chicken popcorn.” You said, giving up and with a pleading voice. Chicken popcorn is more important than annoying him.

“Now that’s good Y/n. You should do that earlier you know.” He states and as you can imagine with a triumphant smile on his lips since he successfully frightened you.

It took him precisely twenty minutes to buy your food since you keep on texting him about the food you wanted to eat and another ten minutes for him to reach your home.

Hearing the bell and knowing that it was him behind the closed door you open it happily. “Where’s my food?” You say as you open the door for him without actually acknowledging his presence.

He lifted both his hand showing you all things that he bought for you with a wide smile. Gladly, you took it from him and walked merrily inside leaving him on the doorway.

“I am being used.” He says as he closed the door. You know he didn't mean that. He's not that pathetic to feel down just because you forgot to invite him in.

“No, you’re not. We’re dating now.” You answer him without actually looking at him since you’re busy munching on your oily chicken popcorn.

“Y/n... I thought you’re on diet.” He asks as he pulled the chair and sat opposite you.

“Maybe. But I am starving and been craving a lot of foods lately.”

“You know your father will be mad if he knows about this.” Sure he'll be angry. Like you have to lie to him about going to ballet practice instead you went out it with your group of friends including Jimin to eat.

You shrugged your shoulders. “Well, if you’re not telling anyone then he will forever not know about this.” You say, wiggling your eyebrows. He squinted his eyes at you. “Please... It’s not every day I'm eating this kind of food.” But you see him not buying it. “Fine!” You put down your chicken, hesitantly. “I am not your date anymore.” You say with a pout.

He flicks your forehead while shaking his head, a smile emerged on his lips. "I am just kidding.”

Your lips quirked into a smile instantly. You know he can’t resist seeing you angry. “Now you’re my playdate again.” You say while sending him a wink.

He snorted in response follows by a laugh. “What did I sign up for dating you.”

“Hmm... a charming lady.”

“More like a baby.”

“Well yeah, a baby is alright since I am your date.”

“Oh, God!” He says in disbelieve.

***

“Hey girlfriend, can I come over later?” Jimin asks. You both are walking towards your lecture room and no, you’re not in the same class but your class is next to each other.

“Sure. Father is not home and his concubine is accompanying him this time.”

“You really should not call her that.”

“Well, she’s not my father’s wife. She’s just his P.A whom he asked to babysit me  whenever he’s away which is unnecessary by the way and yeah, he’s fu*king my Dad sometimes so I think the name suits her so much.”

“Okay TMI.”

“I know. By the way, come after my ballet class.”

“Sure.” He stops. Since he reached his class. “See you lunchtime?”

You nodded your head and step away before he called up your name. You whirl around. “What do yo...” you paused abruptly when you feel Jimin’s lips on your temples.

“Study hard girlfriend.” He says, eyes locking with you before he walks back to his class. You heard some student hooray-ing and whistling behind and you can feel your face about to blow up so you march towards your class, embarrassed with the unexpected event.

***

You’re sitting alone at the cafeteria when Jimin suddenly took the seat next to you. “Hello, Girlfriend.”

You turn to him, shooting your eyes at him. “Jimin, seriously...”

“We are dating so I can call you any name.” He responded to you pronto.

“Yeah but I prefer a romantic one, please. Not just ‘hey girlfriend’. What is that supposed to imply? A friend who is a girl?”

“It’s correct though. You’re my friend who is a girl. I mean you don’t want me to call you ‘hey date buddy’. That just so unromantic.”

Rolling your eyes you turn away from him continuing munching your so-called lunch which only consists of salad and water.

“Awww you’re pouting.”

“I am not.”

But then yes you are. Maybe because you’re too confident that he’s serious this time. Well since he’s been so transparent with his feelings all this time and that made your feelings bloom and truly speaking, you were waiting for him to say the word or simple words asking you to be his.

Maybe he’s not serious with all of this. But then if he’s not why would his other friend keeps on eyes on you for him. You remember how before he tells you that he likes you so much that he can’t wait to graduate so that he can date you properly and asked Jungkook to observe you all the time since you both have nearly all the same classes and this comes to your knowledge when you caught Jungkook following you when you’re about to enter the lavatory and you urged him to tell you about it and yeah, without actually being forced he tells you everything. Not only that, he asked Yoongi to keep an eye on you when you attended that birthday party since he’s unable to come due to family function. Then there’s this time when he suddenly appeared in front of your house to give you a ride to college because your car was sent to the workshop. It turns out that Taehyung’s father owned the workshop so he informed Jimin about it and many others that you can’t even recall anymore.

“One thing you need to know about me is that it turns me off when a girl is sulking.” He said proudly.

You turn your gaze to him “and?” You asked him to continue because knowing him, he’s not done yet. “Take note of that.” He says as he tucked a hair behind your ears.

“But then this turns you on instantly.” You speak proudly before you wink at him as you slowly gnawed your lower lips with your teeth.

His facial expression darkened and you saw how his adam apples bobbled with a hard swallow. “Oh, that turns me on for sure,” He answers as he licks his lips.

“Perv!” You push his shoulder playfully.

“This perv is dating you remember?” He says in a whisper while staying close at you.

"We're in public." You remind him.

“So any plan for later?” He asks. But you know the meaning behind his question.

“You’re coming to play admit it.”

“I mean yeah. But can do the adult version of ‘play date this time?”

“Yeah perv, whatever!” You get up from the bench and while walking away he called you again.

“Can’t wait for tonight Girlfriend.” He says before sending you a flying kiss which you respond by rolling your eyes.

***

Abort mission. Change the date. Concubine is home.

-you

Lied! I know you’re still at the studio.

-PJM

How can he know that? Then you remember something. You lifted your head and your eyes meet with his friend, Hobi who is also a part-time choreographer at the studio.

Did he report to you everything

-you

That you were asked to stay because of your weight gain? Yeah, he did report everything to me. FYI, I am the one sending him the list of food you ate last night.

-PJM

How could he! This guy will be the death of me someday.

Hate you.

-you

Love you Girlfriend! I know you intend to send me this. Be proud of me okay? I am telling Hoseok about this because you ate like a pig last night and I am concerned about your weight.

-PJM

Rolling your eyes reading his excuse as you know he deliberately did this. He knows that even a little raise to your weight you will be having an extra practice which is usually ended you being stuck for three hours at the studio.

And you never wrong with your intuition. You were always right with your feelings because your coach finally let you out after three hours of practice not forgetting to weigh you again before going out.

***

“Aww finally done?” Jimin says as you were walking towards the gate of your home. Rolling your eyes, you press the bell. “You’re tired! How can we ‘play-date’ tonight?” He asks with a smirk on his lips.

“What about ‘sleep date’?” You replied as you heard your gate sound indicating it’s open. You're dead tired and you honestly just wanted to sleep.

“I know you’re not that innocent.” He teased.

“Honey, innocent had long gone leaving me. Now you’re up for it or not?”

“I am in.” He says as you both step into your home.

Okay, the reason you have a gate is that you’re born rich? Well, you’re not sure about that but since you’re well provided since baby then you just assumed you’re rich since your dad owns a company though it’s still growing and yeah, you have a housemaid and everything at home you’re so bored staying at home alone so that why you’re always out either permitted by your father or you just went out by jumping from the concrete wall gate and that's easy for you since your father sent you to the ballet class since you were a kid and you don’t even know the reason why. It's not like you wanted this but since he's been sending you so you just continue doing it except that now you're an adult so you usually absent from practice when you wanted to go out or feel like 'ah today should be a lazy day'.

Arriving at your room, you thought he’ll be pushing you to the bed and him jumping above you since he looks so eager earlier but you got it wrong when he placed his bag on your desk and he drops to your mattress. You stare at him, puzzled by his act since this is not what you expect. Like he’s the one that recommended to you about the ‘adult version of play-date’.

Seeing you're standing observing him, he tapped the space next to him, asking you to join him.

“You said you want to sleep date earlier or do you wanted to do that so much?” He asks voice laced with a teasing tone.

Rolling your eyes, you lay down next to him. He moves his body closer to you while wrapping his arm around yours and you head nestling to his neck. Hmm, this feel ... intimate.

Silence engulfed both of you as you lied down on the bed that the only thing that you hear is your and his breath.

"Y/n..." he finally speaks, breaking the quietness. "I know this sounds personal but I am just curious. Are your parents divorced because I remember seeing your mother during our first day at university and now, I hardly see her nor hear you say anything about her? It's always your father or his concubine."

"She's still around and lives separately." You reply followed by a sigh. "Both of them are too lazy to apply for the petition of divorce plus it'll cost money too. So they agreed on living separately but not divorced and will appear together if any event wanted both their present." You state nonchalantly. You're just too lazy to think about your face confessing about your parent's toxic relationship that you just blurted out everything to him. "And Mother is having you know her beau."

"Oh..." you hear he replied. "This is the first time I hear you talking about your parents."

"Yeah. Because no one is asking, not that I have many friends plus they don't care about me. What they care about is the free meal or things that they get when we're out. But that change when you come to me that one day asking me to be your fake friend because girls had been chasing you nonstop and yeah, that fake friendship turns into a good one right now and I never regret helping you that time." You speak with a smile remembering that day.

You remember how Jimin suddenly sat next to you while placing his arm around your shoulder nervously and says "Sorry to keep you waiting! My class finishes late today." Confused by his words and action you're about to shove away his arm before he mouthed 'help me' and you saw how two girls standing behind him eyeing you two.

With an awkward smile, you say "It's fine. It's only been two minutes."

You remember how his hard demeanor turn soft when you utter that and when you see the girl walk away so told him "They had gone."

He removes his arm from your shoulder. "I am sorry and thank you so much!"

“Hey Y/n....” Jimin’s voice breaks your train of thought.

When you look up he watches you with concerned eyes. You smile reassuringly. “Let’s sleep. I am dead tired.” You tightened your arm around his body.

He let out an airy chuckle before his word broke the calm atmosphere. “Yeah, but have you shower 'mi Girlfriend'?”

“No. And it’s too late for you to push me away.” You said as you felt his arm about to let you go. “Because you’ve been tainted with my sweat.”

“Y/n...” he said, giving up but didn’t let you go nevertheless.

***

You don’t know if you should be sad or happy with this ‘play date’ but one thing for sure is that you and Jimin are more intimate than usual.

You both spend the most time together and when you’re out with his group, by a group you mean his close friend; Jin, the eldest but always acted like the maknae of the group, Yoongi, second eldest the quietest one with a scary demeanor but a sweetheart especially when you were out to visit the dog cafe, Namjoon and Hobi; the same age friend of the group. While Namjoon is the brain then Hobi is the sunshine of the group. Then there’s Jimin and Taehyung; another same-age friend. Taehyung is the definition of cuteness especially when he let out his rectangular smile and when he sees a dog! This man loves dogs so much that he wanted to adopt one but unable to do so since his parent banned him to do so and Jimin? Well everybody knows him. The college sweetheart and you may add sweet talker remembering the first day you met him that when you conclude that this is the reason girls always went after him. And there’s Jungkook, the youngest of all. Handsome + Abs + Good at everything = Hotness. You can’t explain more about this since this equation concludes all and you know most girls will agree with this too.

Despite this, Jimin will always find a time to be together with you alone, excluding his friends and this makes you feel like having a real relationship with him when you’re dubious about it. He never really asks you out. You know this sounds pitiful but you just need to hear it from him so that you can be certain about this.

“What are you thinking about?” Jimin’s voice disrupts your train of thought.

You both are actually at this cafe, far away from college because Jimin said he wanted time alone with you without any disturbance from his friends. You thought he was still at the counter, ordering food for both of you and you don’t even realize he had come back.

“Nothing.” You said calmly.

You feel his eyes studying your gaze, not convinced by your answer. “You can tell me Y/n.”

Exhaling a sigh before you said anything, you lifted your eyes to meet his. “Jimin...” You stop shortly, watching to his reaction, and when you see him waiting for you to proceed, you continue “We’ve been, I don’t know how to say this... but here it is, we've been dating for three months and...”

“And?”

This is so wrong. You should never say this in the first place but it’s too late now since he’s curiously waiting for you to continue. “Y/n...”

You smile awkwardly before you continue. “Well, I don’t know. You never properly ask me out.”

“Well, there’s literally no one to date right now and you know that.”

You face fall when he said that. It’s hard for you to formulate a reply but you did it anyway. “Ah... well, what about me?” You wanted to hide once you uttered this because... oh God! That just sounds so pathetic!

“What I mean with no one is excluding you Y/n.” Ah, so I am someone then. Good to know that.

“But you have Casie.” And there you go again. You super uncontrollable bubbly mouth.

“Casie is my presentation partner.” He says with a frown on his face.

“Casie can be your date.” You pointed out.

“I literally just said that there’s no one to date except you.”

“Yeah but I don’t know... it just makes me feel I am your last choice. Hearing you said that doesn’t make my heart at ease.” You admit.

“I am not ready to be tied down.” He answers in firm tones. “That why I never ask you out properly.”

“Okay. I... understand.” You say slowly. You don't understand actually!

“Listen Y/n...”

“Y/n.” Your head whips to the source of the voice. Your eyes widen in surprise and you got up abruptly.

“Father...” His hard gaze never left you before he scanned Jimin who is standing up too.

“Home.” He said fiercely.

You turn your head to Jimin while taking your bag with you. You let out a small smile before you walk to your father. He then turns and walks towards the exit while you followed him closely behind and before you realize that Jimin ran towards both of you and stopping you dad.

“I am sorry sir. It was my fault bringing Y/n out at this time.”

You could not see your father’s expression since you’re standing behind him. But you’re quite surprised with his reply although there’s a hint of anger in his tone. “Thank you for your honesty young man. But I need to speak to my daughter.” He said and walks away before Jimin could reply to anything.

You watched Jimin’s panicked expression but hold his hand to assure him. “It’s going to be fine.” You say before you followed your father’s back.

Arriving at his car you’re not surprised when the back seat is occupied by his concubine who is smiling devilishly at you. You rolled your eyes to her before you took the front seat while your father sits beside her.

“Home.” Your dad instructed his driver and he started to drive away once he heard your father’s order.

“See. I told you she’s been missing from her practice. You’re so delusional with your defense saying that your daughter will never lie to you.”

“Shut up will you.” Your dad spat out the word angrily at her.

You’re unable to hold your smile with your father reply at her so when you look at the side mirror, you see how she glare at you and so you lifted your middle finger at her. You saw her flustered expression but could not report it to your father because your father is not in a good mood at the moment. However, you keep on reminding yourself not to be too happy because you don’t know what kind of storm you’ll face later.

[p-jiminaa]

Play Date (Part 3)

Park Jimin and You.

Summary: It’s all started with a WhatsApp status.

Genre: Fluff, fluff, fluff, and little angst towards the end.

Gif is not mine, credit to the owner.

Masterlist

| Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 |

You wanted to say 'no' out loud. You ached to tell him that you did not do anything with Jungkook but your mind was clouded by the possibility of him leaving you, without listening to your explanation since he caught you with his friend and what worse than that is he act as if he didn't see you back there. So without saying anything you walk to him and pull him to you while wrapping your arm around his body and burst into tears. "I am sorry." You say in a broken voice. "I just... I wanted to see you last night but seeing you with girls made me so mad that I wanted to leave but caught by Jungkook at the door. We didn't do anything last night. I swear."

You feel Jimin's arm envelop your body. "No No. Y/n. I didn't mean to make you feel bad. I know you guys didn't do anything." He tightens his arm around you while placing a kiss onto the top of your head.

"I don't want to lose you Jimin." For real, you don't want to lose him. He's the only person you trust right now.

"Who says about losing me? Hmm?"

"Because you look so mad." You weep.

"I am not mad at you. I am mad at Jungkook. Least he could do is notifying me about you."

"You were busy." At this, you suddenly feel his body stiffens. Slowly he detached himself from you.

He lifted your gazed to meet his eyes. "Just so you know, they are no one. Okay?"

Stupidly enough, without asking him to elaborate more you nodded your head. You should ask him more. Why is he with that girl? Did the message he sent mean nothing?

"Let me send you home."

"Are you sure? I mean is you're about to go somewhere." You remember the conversation you have with Jungkook. He's going somewhere to meet someone and you're pretty sure that someone is not you.

"No, it's fine. I still have time."

"Are you going to meet Cassie?" Your mouth is faster than your thought and you don't even regret your question.

"And if it's her, are you jealous?" He asks, brows raised.

"Just making sure that my boyfriend is not meeting another girl other than his girlfriend."

"It's kinda hot seeing you jealous." You recognized that teasing tone.

You rolled your eyes to his statement. "Yeah, whatever. I am going home."

"Wait seriously?"

"Yeah. Of course." You say as you open up the car's door.

You're about to get in the car when he catches your arm. "You seem off. Tell me."

It's not that you seem off. You literally off right now. People called it paranoid but you called it 'woman instinct'. You just feel a bad hunch especially since he didn't deny your statement earlier. So is that correct then? That he's meeting Cassie. But why? It's Sunday.

"Jimin, I am just tired. I'll see you tomorrow?"

"You know what... come here..." He catches your hand and brought you to his car. But before he opens the door for you, you catch his hand to have his attention. "Where are we going?"

"To get rid of all those bad thoughts of yours." Wait for what? Does he know? But how?

He chortles seeing your face. "I can feel it Y/n. Now come on in..." he says as he opens the door for you and you slide in. Closing the door, he then slides into the driver sits and drives away from the areas.

"Are you kidnapping me?"

"I am Princess."

Your face scrunched hearing the name. "Eww..." He laughs at your response. "Jimin I am serious where are we going?"

"To meet my family." He says as if that a normal thing. Well, it is normal for him but not for you. You're meeting his family for the very first time. Well, you look ahead to meeting his family as he has been telling about them to you but not like this. You've come to meet them unprepared. And what would you introduce yourself to them? Hai, I am Y/n. I decided to date your son because I need someone to play with my heart. That doesn't sound cool.

"Hey Y/n, it's fine. They don't bite." He says reassuring you who looks so nervous. He then moves his hand to hold yours and placed it on his thigh, a gesture that you did not expect at all.

Heaving a long breath to calm yourself down before you ask him again. "Am I not intruding your family time?"

"Y/n... they wanted to see you for a long time. So no, you're not intruding."

You glance at Jimin whose eyes already on you with a smile painted on his lips and nodded his head to assure you before he moves his gaze moved back to the road. Your eyes then trail down to your entangled hands. This makes you both look like a real couple though all of this just a 'playdate'.

"Fine. But Jimin, I have practice later."

He let out a smirk. "I know. But missing practice for a day would not kill, right?"

"Yeah. If I am not caught."

"Then I will make sure you're safe." He lifted your hand, planted a kiss on the back of your hand before he placed it back on his thigh with his attention still on the road. You feel your heart jump because of his action. Just how lucky are you having this man as your boyfriend.

***

When Jimin stop the car, you were beyond surprised seeing several cars parked in front of the bungalow. Why there are so many! "J-Jimin..." you barely able to let out a word due to your nervousness.

Chuckling, he gets off the car and ran to your side, opening the door for you. "I thought there's only your family." By family, you mean his parents and brother.

"Today is my parent's wedding anniversary so there's a celebration." He says as he took your hand, helping you get off the car.

"But..."

"Relax. It's only the close one. The car belongs to my cousin since they live separately with their parents."

If him telling you that he's bringing you to meet his family shock you, this shock you more. "Jimin, I am wearing my last night outfits!" You yell at him, well not out loud but enough for him to understand that you're angry. "And it's still early. Why are all your family is here already."

"My parent is going to Paris after this celebration for their super late honeymoon." He says with a smile on his lips.

"But..."

"No but." He rests his hand on the small back of yours as you walk to the house. "They will be happy to see you Y/n. Plus I wanted to introduce them to you for a long time." He says again.

Jimin did not even knock on the door rather he punch in the passcode on the door. You forgot that this is his home.

When Jimin push opens the door, almost all the head turns to the door. "Jimin!" Everyone's yell in unison. You can see that most of the seats are taken on the couch while some standing near the big glass.

"What’s up everyone!"

When Jimin talks to almost everyone in the room he never forgets to introduce you to them. This is Y/n, my girlfriend. And what you did not expect is that most of them already know you. Now, you really wanted to know what kind of story did Jimin tell them. Plus how can he tell his cousins about you? There are at least fifteen peoples in the room and most of them know you.

"You're the owner of this house yet you're the latest to come." A girl's voice emanates from behind.  When you swirl around, a girl with a long hair followed by two other girls who sat with her previously on the couch is walking to both of you. "You must be Y/n." Again! You're quite famous in this family.

In dazed, you turned to him. "I told you they wanted to meet you."

"Yeah. I am Y/n." You introduce yourself to them.

"I am Shera and these are Eva and Kaia." She gestured to the other two younger girls standing beside her.

"Pleasure to meet you."

"We heard a lot about you," Eva said with a teasing smile and you can only smile to her teasing. Now, you're beyond curious about what Jimin told them about you.

"I hope that a good thing."

"Yes, it is. And if you need something to blackmail him. You can text us." Kaia says haughtily.

"Seriously? The first time I brought a girl home, you're already giving her idea to go against me." Jimin whines. Ohhh... so you're the first girl he brought home. That's a good thing to hear.

"Girl will always side with a girl, Jimin," Eva says smugly to which Jimin rolls his eyes, annoyed.

"Finally today is the day I meeting the famous Y/n." A broad shoulder guy says as he walks to you.

"This is Steph. My brother." Eva explained.

"Yeah as if she would believe you."

Wait, what? Confused you turn to Jimin. "They are actually husband and wife." Unable to hide your shock all of them laugh at you.

"Wait you actually believe in her words?" Steph asks in disbelieve.

"Sorry! It's just Jimin told me all of the attendees are his cousin."

"Well, Jimin's father is my Mom's brother so that makes me and Jimin cousin and my husband as his cousin in law. If the terms exist though." Eva explained. Ah okay. You got it now. Stupid you to think that all of his cousins are unmarried. Of course, some of them are married.

"So why are you late?" Steph asks Jimin.

"It's Sunday night what do you expect." You rolled your eyes to his statement. Did he just proudly tell this man that he spent last night partying.

"Wooooo..." You heard four of them woo-ing. Wait did I miss something.

"And I thought Jimin got no jams." Someone from behind says. You see three men sitting but their gazed or attention is on the tv screen except for the guy who interrupted just now.

"That Mino, Eva's brother, and sitting beside him is my brother and Daniel, Kaia's brother."

But you're still confused and then it's hit you. Wait... are they all thinking about that... Turning to Jimin, you hit his body playfully.

"Aww! Babe!"

"We actually did nothing last night." You explained to them fast.

"Aww Y/n. Relax! Although Jimin is considered the youngest among us excluding his brother we understand." Eva says, wiggling her eyebrows.

"But..."

"You need not try to explain it to them because the more you explained, the more worst their imagination is," Jimin whispers at your ears.

"I hate you!"

"Where are the elders?" Jimin asks.

"Dining room. They have so much to discuss." They? You looked at Jimin the same time he turned his gaze to you. They? You mouthed.

His lips quirked into a smile. “Let’s meet them.” He took your hand leading the way. You both stopped at a door and you heard a commotion from inside.

“Hey, turns that frown upside down. It’s just my uncles and aunties.”

“How many?”

“Four.”

“Persons?”

"Couple." Your eyes are wide in disbelieve.

“Aish come on. I’ll introduce you to them.”

Jimin knocked on the door before he opens the door. There you see four women and a man sitting in front of a round table. The first lady in the turquoise dress stood up and walks to you.

"You're late!" She walks closer to Jimin.

"Blame her." Jimin pointed at you. You turn to him and shot your eyes at him. Did he just blame you!

The woman who is not older than fifty turns to you. You feel her eyes scanning you from head to toe. "You must be Y/n." Not a question but rather a statement.

Your eyes blink a few times, shock again that everyone recognized you in this house. "I- I am."

She smiles and hugs you. "It's nice to finally able to meet you, my Dear. Come, I'll introduce you to everyone." She took your hand and introduce you to everyone in the room. To cut it short, the other three couples are either Jimin's mother of father sibling and the one who hugs you just now is none other than Jimin's mother.

Finishing introducing to everyone, she brought you outside and you turn to Jimin, asking for help but he shrugged his shoulder and let his mother bring you to the kitchen, a place where no one is here.

She asks you to sit on the stool when she makes tea for you. She put the glass in front of you before she sits next to you. This is awkward! Nervous, you sip on the hot tea. "Aww..."

"Oh My God! It's hot!" She took the glass from you. "Are you okay?" She asks as she put the glass on the table.

You nodded your head though you can still feel the hotness of the tea on your lips. She stood up, pouring out cold water for you. "Here. It can lessen the pain."

"Thank you." Honestly, it's been a long time since someone cares for you. Well, it's been a long time since mother care for you like this. The last time you remember your mother talking to you, she hits you.

"Is Jimin treating you well?" The water you drank, you almost pour it out hearing the sudden question from Jimin's mother.

"He is."

"That good to hear." She smiles. "Listen, if he ever bully you, come here and I'll teach him a lesson."

Hearing her said that you let out a smile and nodded your head. It's really good when a grown-up took your side. This kind of treatment, you never get it from your complicated family. You both continue talking and you never feel so good and happy talking with Jimin's mother and your tete-a-tete was interrupted when Jimin's dad walks into the kitchen to where you both are sitting.

"You both are talking as if there's no one outside." He says, standing behind Jimin's mother stool.

"I forgot Hun." She says as she turns and meets his gaze. You love it when their eyes lock. That small lovely gesture you hope you'll be able to feel it one day even when you're old and have wrinkles and others.

"Now, I know you're happy meeting Y/n. But everyone is waiting for us outside." He says as he helps her to stand up. "Oh Y/n... come with us." He says again. You followed them closely from behind and as you went out of the kitchen there's a large cake in the middle of the room. Wait... when did they even set that up? Jimin came to your side with his parents standing in front of us.

"What did Mom talks about?" He asks in a whisper.

"I am not telling."

He brought up his hands before he pinches your cheek, playfully of course. "Jimin!" You whisper shout and unfortunately, it was heard by his parent who swirls to your direction. He let go of your cheek once he realized he had been caught red-handed. His Dad shook his head before he turns back while Jimin's Mom is shooting his eyes at him, warning him to behave. She looks over to you, smiling and sending you a wink before she turns back to the front.

"I can't believe that My Mom is on your side." He says with a pout.

You look over at him and shrugged your shoulder. It's not like you can do anything about it. It's all his fault for telling them about you and of course, a woman will always side with another woman.

***

The party ended during lunchtime because they have a flight to catch at 3 PM and Jimin brought you to the airport to send his parents. His mother again, reminding you to tell him if his son ever hurt you or misbehave to which you agreed happily.

"Thank you for today." You say as Jimin stops in front of their frat house.

"It's worth your absent right?" You nodded your head. The time you spent with his family is so precious especially after you meet his mother.

"I'll see you tomorrow?"

"Sure. Text me up once you reached home." You nodded your head. You unbuckle the seat belt and you got off the car. You slide into your seat, starting up the car before he knocked on the glass. He crouched down to meet your eyes and you feel your heart goes crazy seeing him up close. And why would he do this! This kind of thing only happens in a movie or drama. "Don't forget to shower." And just like that your dream of having a little romantic moment crashed! Rolling your eyes, you closed the window before he moved his head and no, you're not that evil so you stop. Your previous act was just to scare him and he did scared!

"Are you trying to kill me?!"

"Whatever. I'll see you tomorrow." You drive off before you hear his response because you know whatever replies he's about to say, it is to annoy you.

It feels different in the morning when the first call you received today is not from Jimin rather it's from his mother reminding you not to forget about your breakfast and asking you about the classes you'll have today. Although it's only for a few minutes, it just feels great knowing that now somebody, a mother figure is concerned about you.

You drive to college with a big smile today but you didn't see him. Not at the car park, not at their usual hang out spot nor at his class. You do remember what class he's having on Monday morning but surprised when you see the class empty. You walk to your first class and you never feel so happy seeing Jungkook sitting in the last row of the class.

"Jimin is here right?" You ask instantly, sitting on the empty spot next to him. Furrowing his eyebrows as he did not expect you to talk him because not going to lie, it's very for both of you to talk unless there's need for it and honestly, that Sunday night is the longest you had ever converse with him.

"Of course. We come together every day."

"But his class is empty." You heaved a sigh.

"Why don't you call him. We are not living in an era where we have to find a payphone to call someone."

"Saying something with a sarcastic tone doesn't make someone sound smart you know. And I tried calling but there's no answer." You lean against the chair.

"Fine. I'll try to ask others." He then let out his phone. A few moments later he put turn his phone and showed the screen to you. A text message from Namjoon. One word.

Library.

Your lips quirked into a smile. You stand up and was about to go out before Jungkook called up your name making you stop on your tracks.

"Miss Y/n, you do know that our class will start in five minutes."

You shrugged your shoulder. "I know. I just need to see my boyfriend" You say without waiting for his reply. Wait did you just said, boyfriend? Wow, this is a kind of new side of you. You can feel your smile on your face. Is this how couples usually feel? Happy when they're about to meet their other half. If this is the case then you don't want to feel out of love.

Entering the library you were shocked when you see most of Jimin's classmates there. Maybe their class is canceled or their class is held in the library today. But whatever the case, you just need to find him because you have limited time now. So you walk upstairs since one of his friends recognized you and pointed upstairs. You mouthed a 'thank you' and walks to the stairs. When your feet on the last step of the stairs, your head turns instantly to the voice you yearn so much but your smiles drop when you see him not alone.

Casie.

They were busy giggling that they did not realize your presence. Letting out an airy chuckle you walk down and meet his friend who helps you just now. "Did you find him? Our class got canceled today and our lecturer asks us to finish our presentation." He explained. But they did not look like someone who is discussing.

"I have to rush to class so no. Thank you again." You say and stalked out of the room fast.

It was during lunchtime when Jimin finally reply to your text. You left in on 'read' because you're on a mission right now.

You watch Casie is on her way to your side. You're actually waiting for her since ten minutes ago by waiting at her locker.

"Casie?" She smiles.

"Yeah."

"Can I talk to you?"

Although she seems shocked, she agreed anyway. You walk towards the soccer field, the only empty area at the moment.

"What is this all about?" She asked, sounding scared and confused. You swirl around to face her.

"Jimin is my boyfriend, I hope whenever you're with him you know your limits." You said it firmly.

"What?"

"Didn't I made myself clear?"

"But we were just doing our presentation."

"Doesn't look like it." You replied with a tone laced with anger.

"If you're having a problem with your boyfriend you should have talked to him not attacking me."

"But you're the root of this."

Heaving a sigh, she nodded her head. "Fine! I'll keep that in mind." She says angrily before she walks away from you.

It was after the meeting with her that Jimin started calling you. You kind of expect her to report about your meeting to Jimin but wow, this is so quick.

Your car, now.

He sent you a text when you keep on ignoring his call and you have no choice other than to meet him.

You saw how angry his expression are. You saw how he watched your every step until you reached him.

"What did you say to Casie?"

"I am just trying to remind her."

"You need not remind her. She knows her place!" He yells, eyes piercing at you. This attracts unwanted attention from the student who sat at the bench near the car park.

"Jimin, let's discuss it anywhere but here." You tried to hold his arm but he shrugged your hand away.

"Until you realized what your mistakes are, don't ever try to call me." He left and walk to his car and drove away, leaving you on the car park with people whispering whatever they just witness.

You went back to your class taking your bag with you and went home only to be greeted by another problem when your Dad throws a bag at your face once you step in your home. Now, you really have nowhere to go.

[p-jiminaa]

Play Date (Part 2)

Park Jimin and You.

Summary: It’s all started with a WhatsApp status.

Genre: Fluff, fluff, fluff, and little angst towards the end.

Gif is not mine, credit to the owner.

Masterlist

| Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 |

Jimin had been texting and calling you when you did not respond to either his calls or texts and it's started since you got into the car actually. And when you see 25 miscalled and 60 texts the last one being ‘CALL ME ASAP’ from him you decided to call him back. Not that you intentionally ignore him, but since your father caught you escaping your ballet practice he sent you there which surprised you because you thought you’ll be listening to his chattering.

“Are you okay?” He answered your call after three rings. He worries so much about you that he could not hide his panicked voice over the phone.

You hummed. “Did he hurt you?” He asks again. 

You laugh at that. “He’s my father Jimin. No matter how mad he is at me, he never hit me.”

“Then why does it took you so long to call or answer any of my text?” He asks again, sounding angry. Well, you're in your ballet class for two hours so of course, he would be worry.

“He sent me to the ballet studio and I am in practice for the past two hours. I am sorry. I didn’t mean to ignore you.” You explain slowly.

You heard him letting out a sigh of relief. “Thank God! I thought...”

“Nothing going to happens, please don’t worry about me.” You assured him.

“But he looks so furious.”

“That just his appearance.”

Silence engulfs both of you after that. But you heard some commotion on Jimin’s side and you recognized the background voices.

“Is that Jungkook and Taehyung?”

He laughs. “Yeah. They are busy choosing which girl is hotter on the television.”

“Asks them to find a date. Then their attention will be on that person only.”

“I know right. Just like me.” He said proudly. You can imagine his smug expression after saying this.

“Yeah. Casie seems fine.” You teased him.

“She’s my presentation partner.” He answers you instantly.

“Doesn’t seem like it.”

“Y/n...”

“Can you fetch me up? Father told me he’ll be away and his concubine is not home.”

“Okay. Now?”

“Yes.” You say shortly.

“Okay, Girlfriend. And Y/n...” you hummed. “I know you’re hiding something from me. You can talk to me about it. But I am not going to force you. Okay?” He explained. It’s so good how someone can understand or feel that you’re actually having trouble even before you tell them.

You smile. “Thank You, Jimin.”

“Okay. I really need to hang up. Don’t want my girlfriend waiting for me.” He says happily.

“Pabo!”

“And you’re dating this Pabo.” You rolled your eyes to his statement.

***

Jimin’s facial expression turns to sorrow when his eyes landed on your cheek. “You told me he didn’t hit you.” He said angrily. His happy demeanor changed drastically when you got into his car.

“I am okay.”

“But this is too much!” He says, turning to you, eyes scanning your red cheek and touching it softly. You winced when his hand touched the red mark.

Letting out a breath you tell him. “It’s not him Jimin.” You paused briefly, gnawing your lower lips contemplating if you should tell him or no.

“It’s his concubine? I am going to kill that wo...”

“It’s my mother.” You abruptly interrupt him.

“Wh.. what?” Shocked covered his expression.

“My father called her telling how bad I am acting lately. How I missed my ballet practice and how I went out without his permission and he put the blame on my mother who should be the one taking care of me, not him.” You feel your lips quiver after explaining that to him and you cannot hide your glassy eyes from him.

“Oh Y/n...” he says as he pulled your body to him. “I am so sorry. This all happened because of me.”

“It’s not your fault. I’ve been like this even before I know you.”

You feel how he patted your back, calming you down.

“It’s really hard to continue living to remember how unwanted you are in this world.” You said finally. It feels like a burden has been lifted that you finally say the words but you say it to the wrong person. He should not be the one who hears this from you, it should be them, your parents.

“Don’t say that.” He tightened his hold on you. “You have me. You have us. You’re loved by us. So never ever feel unwanted.”

“I know.” You said with a cracked voice, unable to hide your sadness.

You both stayed in that position for a few minutes and Jimin keeps on calming you by patting your back softly.

*** “Can I sleep at your place tonight?” You saw how hard it is for him to cover his changed demeanor when you asked him the question.

Understanding the situation, realizing that you’re not more than his ‘play-date’ you hit his shoulder playfully.

“I am joking. Relax.” You say as you fastened the seat belt. But you wish you were because you're not. The last you wanted right now is to be under the same roof to someone who feels burden by your existence.

“N..not that I don’t want you at the dor...”

“Jimin, it’s fine. Now send me back please.” You said reassuringly. You forgot that before this ‘play-date’ started, a woman unknown by you is a frequent visitor at his home. Not that he did that every day, but you remember how you found or meet girl on your way to their dorm or you can say house especially if it’s during the weekend and you forgot that today is Saturday. Jimin is actually living at a two-story house outside the campus with his other six friends. They rent is paid by them equally and they usually have a party on Sunday night. Well, it's not every weekend though but it is a frequent thingy for them.

When he drives you home, you never say any words, and he kind of distracted too so you decided to stay quiet. But when you feel the car stop you see that you have arrived.

“Thank you for the ride Jimin.” You say, unbuckling your seatbelt.

“Hey...” he said, pausing you who were about to get off from the car. “Let’s just go back to my place.” He blurted out suddenly.

Is this man for real? “It’s fine Jimin. I forgot that today is Saturday and you usually have a party.”

“I... I stop attending the party since I asked you to be my date.”

His sudden confession caught you off guard.

“Why?”

“Because I just want to be with you. I know I told you about how I am not ready for a commitment but I am trying. So that ...”

“So that it’ll hurt me less if you decided to stop all of this?”

“Wait... no. I am just...” As if he realized your words, you saw how his eyebrows quirked upwards. “So you’re thinking of stopping?”

Isn’t this temporary? “What about you?” You challenged him. You need to know his thought on this. If he thinks that all of this playdate is just a kind of thing that he wanted to do because he’s bored, then you’re not going to do it.

“I... I don’t know.”

“I am going to be honest here. I like you and I am not going to lie that every action of yours did not flatter me because it did. I love how you take care of me, I especially love how you‘re so straightforward to me about your feelings. I know it’s just a matter of the heart and I am not going to force you for anything. But Jimin, please promise me one thing. If you ever think that all of this should stop and you finally realized that you don’t want me anymore, tell me in a very gentle way.” So it'll hurt me less. You say the last one to yourself.

Although frown covered his face, you know he understands by your words. Slowly, you saw how he nodded his head. “But I promise I’ll never let you down Y/n.”

“We’ll see about that.” You send him a wink before you got off his car. When you reached your room, Jimin sent you a text which does not really surprise you.

I know your parents mistreated you a lot and that why you have trust issues. But Y/n, you need to know that not everyone is annoyed or upset at you. Some love you so much more than you love yourself like how I love you more than I love myself. I am so happy that you finally opened up your feelings to me. I appreciate that. That means you trust me more than before. Please never ever feel unwanted because you’re so important to me. Please keep in mind that. I let you sleep now. I am just texting you to remind you how important you are to certain people especially to myself. Sleep tight, Girlfriend.

-PJM

When you read the texts you wanted to do nothing other than to hug him. How sweet and thoughtful he is towards you. Its been only a few years since you guy knew each other but he’s showing more love to you than your parents ever does. Hence, you do what you think the most unthinkable thing at the moment, you drove to his place. Yes, you drove to his place only to be disappointed when you see so many car parks in front of their house and alongside the road on his home. Not only that, you saw several people are on the doorways, standing. Not only that, you saw how dim the light and the loud music from inside. Now you realized, the reason for his reluctance and you’re right all the way about your guess. He wanted to spend the night with another girl. Well, who wanted a girl like you; a girl with a toxic family.

When you thought that driving here is already a stupid decision of yours but you’re more stupid when you decided to park your car and went inside. Yes, you went inside and your eyes quickly landed on the guy who sent a text message to you saying that you’re the most important person to him when his action stated otherwise. You saw how he laugh with whatever the girl is talking about with his arm draped on her shoulder. Shaking your head, realizing how stupid you are for believing his words easily you turn and walks towards the door before you feel your arm been grab and turn you around.

“Y/n...” Jungkook asks, frown painted on his face surprised by your sudden un-invited appearance at the party. “Jimin is...”

“I know.” His eyes blink when he heard you said that.

“Let’s go to my room.” He says as he sees your glassy eyes. So he took your hand and lead you to his bedroom upstairs. Truth to be speaking, it's not like this is your first time here. But it’s your first time in his room. He directed you to his bed and sat you at the edge of the bed while he sits opposite you.

“I am... did you see him?” You nodded your head.

“She’s a friend. To all of us.”

“You know you don’t owe me any explanation.”

“But you look so...”

“I know and I am fine. I just realized that I trust people too easily.”

“No. No, you’re not Y/n. Believe me, that girl is a friend, not only to Jimin but to all of us.”

“Why are you comforting me. As I said just now, I am fine Jungkook.”

“It’s just that Jimin Hyung loves you so much that I don’t want you to think differently about him just because you saw him with a girl.” You shrugged your shoulder in response as you didn’t know what to reply.

“I think I should go. Plus I am not even invited.” You were about to get up but he caught your hand, stopping your movement.

“You can stay. I don’t know if you realize but  you look damn tired.”

“And where would you sleep?” You don’t even know why you agreed to his suggestion so fast but yeah, maybe because you’re tired.

“I can sleep on the floor.”

“Nonsense!”

“Fine. I’ll just sleep here...” He patted his bed.

“What?” You say, surprise to his suggestion.

“I am not going to...”

“Kidding JK. I know you can behave yourself around me.”

“Oww... we’ll see about that.” He says, wiggling his brows.

You lifted your forefinger asking him to come closer to you and he obeyed. “If you ever touch me even a little, I will not hesitate to kick your precious baby JK down there.” You wink as you finished muttered that sentence.

“Fine Noona!” He says as he walks away from you and to his closet; changing his clothes (not that you’re spying on him but yeah, your guess is correct when he lie down on the bed with new clothes. You can still hear the party going on below and you’re kind of surprise that he’s staying with you here.

“Why are you here?” You ask as you lie down on the bed, turning your body to him.

He turns his body facing you. “I don’t like the party.”

You scoff at his answer.

“I am serious. The reason I am actually at this kind of event is if the party is happening here or when I am hor*y.”

“TMI!”

“Well, you ask, I answer.” He says, smiling teasingly. You rolled your eyes at that before he laughs at your reaction.

“Thank You.”

He smiles softly and nodded his head. You don’t know how or why but you fall asleep easily. Maybe because you know at least spending the night here did not have any risk of getting your sleep disturbed with the concubine shouting you in the morning or maybe because you’re just too tired.

Your sweet sleep was disturbed by several hard knocks at the door and someone calling for Jungkook’s name. Your eyes open widely when you finally recognized the voice.

“What do we do?” You ask Jungkook who has the same expression as yours. You don’t know why but it feels like Jimin caught you cheating by spending the night at another man's room. But then, why would you worry about this. You’re sure that he too spent his night with the girl last night.

“Just stay here. If he insists on coming, cover yourself.” He says as he got off and went to unlock and opening the door.

“Why hyung! It's only 8!”

“Can I borrow your shirt?”

“You have many shirts.”

“I am tired of wearing the same one.” He replied.

“But hyung...” and before Jungkook finishes his word, you heard the door being slam against the wall. You lifted the comforter, covering your head though it’s kind of useless because he can see your hair or body from the outline of the comforter.

“Shit! I didn’t know you have company.” You heard Jimin’s.

“That what I am trying to tell you!” Jungkook’s response. “Now if you excuse us. You’re literally intruding.”

“Right. Sorry.” A few moments later you heard the door’s being close.

“We’re safe now, I guess.” He says in a doubtful tone.

You pull down the comforter to be greeted by Jungkook standing at the end of the bed. “Now what?”

He shrugged his shoulder. Not helpful at all!

“Jungkook!” You whisper shout.

“I don’t know. Wait for him to go out. He’ll be gone in a few moments trust me. That the reason he asked to borrow my shirt." Jungkook’s explained to you thought he does not look so sure with it.

Exhaling a breath while closing your eyes you thought of a thousand excuses to tell Jimin if you ever get caught and none seems logical at the moment.

“You look so worried.” Jungkook’s voice cut your train of thought.

“Am not.”

“Yes, you are.”

“Fine! I am! Like what should I feel right now since I just slept with you? I feel like cheating on him."

"Correction, we sleep together but we do nothing."

You furrow your eyebrows. "As if that would change anything. You do know that if anyone were to see us together their first thought would be that."

"Well, yea. But then I can assure you Jimin would understand that."

Well, that does not make your heart at ease you for sure and you don't know why that you're acting like this. He's the one that you caught with a girl last night. Yea whatever. "Can you like to see him outside? If he's out then I am going home too."

"Okay." He answers you short and walks outside. He emerges to the room again fifteen minutes after but bringing breakfast this time. That melt your heart a little.

"I thought you're doing your spy job"

"I did. But I am not going to starve you." He then passes you the plates with a sandwich in it also a coffee.

"I feel like a princess."

"You live like a princess and this is nothing compare to your breakfast at home I guess."

"Not going to lie there." You say followed by a laugh. "No Jungkook. This is better. In fact, this is thousand, no million better than at home." You said sincerely and you see blush emerges out from his face.

*** "Are you sure?" You ask as you stand in front of the door.

"Yes, Noona. 100% sure. He went out when I made you breakfast earlier and it's been fifteen minutes."

"O- okay." You say shakily.

He actually wanted to send you out but you told him that it's better for you to go alone, not to create another misunderstanding if other's were to see you and he agreed reluctantly.

So you walk alone towards your car before you realize that someone is standing beside your car. Cancel beside but he actually leaned his back against the door of the driver seats, arms wrapping above his chest. You pace decrease when you see his frown face but you've reached him in no time and with a smirk, he says to you

"Having fun with Jungkook?"

[p-jiminaa]

Couple Game (Part 15)

Jeon Jungkook and You.

Summary: Finally...?

Genre: Angst, Angst Angst and fluff fluff fluffff.

Gif is not mine, credit to the owner.

Masterlist

| Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 |  Part 7 |  Part 8 |  Part 9 | Part 10  | Part 11 |  Part 12 | Part 13 |  Part 14 | Part 15 |

Sitting on the chair while holding your coffee cup, not that you're a fan of it but you just need it because you didn't get any sleep last night and you just need caffeine to make you stay awake. Its 6 am and you still have around 2 hours before you leave to work.

"Oh My God, you scared me." You heard your mother's flustered voice. You turned to her grinning while shaking your head. Of course, she'll be surprised by you. It's very unlikely actually for you to be the first one to wake up.

"Why did you wake up so early?" She questioned as she stepped towards the bathroom. You did not answer since you know she can't hear you so you waited for her to come back but then you suddenly zoned out again that you did not hear her until she started calling your name a few times.

"Yeah?" You ask, head-turning to her.

Her eyebrows knitted together. She then sits next to you. "Are you alright?" She inquired worriedly. You nodded your head but her expression showing you that she's not buying it. 

"Mom, actually I..." you paused briefly before you let out a sigh. You don't even know if this is the right time to ask her about this. But... you've been thinking about this all night and you don't even know why.

"What?"

You unconsciously playing with your mug because of your nervousness. 

"Y/n..." You blink your eyes a few times before you finally have a strength to ask her. 

"Where is... she?" You saw how her facial expression falls and you regret asking her about it. Instantly you hold her hand. "Never mind. You don't have to answer me."

"But you have to know." And after exhaling a long breath and smiling nervously she tells you everything. How your dad and her met, what happens after that that led you to be left with your dad, and that led him to meet herself, your entrust. 

Your Dad meets your mother when they are kids, a neighbor but separated since her family moved but met again in University and that when their love started to bloom. Your mother found out she's pregnant and she tried to abort you few times but saved by your Dad every time she tried to do it because contrary to her, he loves you. He loves you so much that he threatened your mother that if he tried to abort you again, he'll tell her parent about it and knowing how strict her parents are,she gives up. Once you were born, she left you. She left you with your Dad until your Dad meet her when you're five. 

"I am sorry. I am sorry that Dad left me with you." You're unable to hold back your tears especially when you remember how rude you are to her before this but she still takes care of you. 

"Y/n, you're my daughter. Yeah, you came from her. But she loses the privileged being your mother when she neglected you." She says as she cleared out your tears. "And please don't say anything like this anymore. I love you. I love your father and I am so grateful that he entrust you with me because I can't imagine what would happened to myself if you're not with me when he left." She says as she tried to hold back her tear. "Believe it or not but you're the reason that I find my will to live every day. I wanted to give up but you remind me of him so much and that what make me stronger everyday." She seems can't hold back her tear so you hug her tightly.

"Thank you so much for everything Mom." You heard her let out a breathy chortle. You both stay in the position before she breaks the silence. 

"But I still doubt that this what made you can't sleep all night." You pull yourself from her.

"It's- it's nothing Mom. Just been thinking and that led one to another."

"Fine. If you don't want to talk to me about it, it's okay. But..." she pauses and grabs your hand. "I think I know what you're thinking all night and one thing I can advise you is you're an adult now so anything bothering you please think rationally, not by following your heart. Yes, your heart will never lie concerning your emotions but your mind can make a better decision with the help of your heart." She says while patting your hand. 

You nodded your head in understanding.

***

"Hey..." you lifted your head and see Jungkook staring down at you. You let out a small smile and tapped the space next to you. Your mother must be the one telling him that you're here. A rooftop is a good place when something is bothering you. Hence, that why you're here now.

"Your mom told me." Of course, she would report that to Jungkook. Jungkook is her most favorite person now. You can imagine if you and Jungkook are together, your Mother will be always on his side but then that just an imagination.

"So.... do you want to visit her or just see her from afar?" He seems unsure of his question. You let out a sigh and rest your head on his shoulder, not responding to his question.

"Are you okay?" He asks.

When he did not hear your answer he open his mouth to ask but you cut him.

"I am fine."

And before he asks you more, you hold his hand tightly. You know he's staring at your intertwined hands. You need this so much right now. Words can't seem to explain your feelings. First with these unsolved feelings of yours to him and now it's because of your mother who left you once you were born and today, you checked to the registrar office just to find out her whereabouts only to be told that she's no longer living. She passed away a year after you were born and you missed a chance of asking her the reason for not only leaving you but also for trying to kill you even before you're born.

"I just want to spend the night quietly." You speak in a low voice. You felt him tightening his grasp on you, indicating that he understood your wish.

***

You look at the mirror while fixing your hair for the last time today. Jungkook said he wanted you to come, hmm not come because he said that there's this party happening tonight and he wants you to attend it (your presence is obligatory by the way) because you've been missing his celebration lately so yeah, you agreed to it plus he said that it is important for you to attend it.

You push on the elevator button and press the twelfth-floor button where the rooftop garden placed. But the elevator stops on the third floor and two employees greeted you before they ride the elevator with you. That when you heard about it. About how there will be a proposal happening on the twelfth floor later and the protagonist is none other than the famous slash hot idol (quoted from the two employees) Mr. Jeon Jungkook.

You felt your stomach fall listening to their chatter about how beautiful the decor is that it filled with the antagonist favorite flower.

You understand that Jungkook and you are best friends again and you know to him your appearance is necessary for this kind of event because he wanted you to be part of his day. But then you just can't. You're just not ready yet. Yes, all this time you're just being selfless, burying your feelings for the sake of your friendship but the truth is, you love him, still and will forever will.

So once you landed on the twelfth floor, you pressed on the ground floor button. No, you're not going to attend this. With or without your presence, the proposal will still be going.

My works are piling up! I am sorry I can't come. All the best for the event JK! 💙

You drove off from the area once you hit up sent. What you did not expect is when he calls you the moment he read the text asking whether you can just leave your work and come but you keep saying that you could not make it since the document was important and required ASAP. He begged you to come but again you keep on telling him that you can't. He finally gives up and lets out a long breath before saying goodbye to you.

You drove home once you hang up the calls. You feel your head was about to burst with the information you heard on the elevator plus with the stressful work you're doing today at the office.

When you reached your door, your Mom was shocked as she sees you coming back early.

"Wha- I mean why are you here?" She asks you.

"I am not feeling well Mom. I felt my head is about to burst." You answered as you took off your stiletto and headed to your room straightly. You changed into your PJ before you plopped down on your bed. A few minutes after, your Mother came in with water and med and you gulp it down quickly.

You lay down on your back after that. You Mother then placed her hand on your forehead. "Normal." She muttered to her herself.

You let out a breathy chuckle. "Mom, I am just having a headache. I am not sick."

"I am just worried as you might catch a cold plus Jungkook called me just now."

Ow. And you thought you said that in your mind.

"Ow? You lied to him Y/n. Are you okay with him? Did you get to meet him at the party?"

"Maybe okay and no."

She shook her head when she hears your response. She then tucks up your comforter before leaving a kiss on your forehead bringing back the glasses for your water earlier.

Do you know what the best alarm is? When you woke up every day even before the alarm rang. Just like today, you woke up without an alarm which is kind of impossible during college but now your eyes automatically open when it's 7 am. You thought you're still dreaming. Because when you turn to your left side, you saw him lie down next to you. What a wonderful dream and the person laying next to you is so beautiful. You lifted your hand to caresses his cheek. That when you see his eyelids slowly opened. Wait this is not a dream! So you got up abruptly and you felt your head hurt due to your sudden action.

"You're okay?" He asks before he got up as he sees your hand touches your forehead.

"Hmm." You exhale a breath and tried to calm down before you ask him about his event last night.

"So how was last night?"

He shrugged his shoulder.

"What is that suppose to mean?"

"I don't know. Why don't you come last night?" He responded quickly.

"I told you I have work Kookie."

He sneered at your reply. "But your Mom called me telling me otherwise."

"Fine! I felt my head was about to burst if I stayed so I went home instead."

"Really?" He asks with a hint of doubt in his voice.

"Yeah." You say boldly.

He then removed the comforter from his body before he got up from the bed and you got up too but sitting on the bed, back against the headrest. “It was supposed to be a good night. The happiest night of my life but then you’re not there. You did not come and everything becomes history.” He says as he opens your curtain to let the sun in. 

“As long as you’re happy Jungkook. My presence is not important.” 

“It is. Because it is for you. I did everything for you.” You knitted your eyebrows in confusion.

“Wh... what do you mean by that?”

Letting out a sigh he stand in front of you. “I thought I can be happy but I was wrong again. I just thought that...” he stops briefly before he moves his eyes to meet yours while standing in front of you. He then walks towards your desk, where he put his belonging. “This was supposed to be on your finger today but you decided to give up when you’re already there.” He says as he gives you a white small square box.

You blink your eyes a few times, confused by his words. “You still don’t get it Noona." He said as he sees you freeze in your position and took the box back from your hand. "You! I want you! I was supposed to go on one knee last night to propose you but you decided to absent on the supposed to be a good night for us.”

You feel your mouth falls to his confession and now everything makes sense. No wonder your mother is confused when she saw you last night. Jungkook did tell her about it.

“I thought...”

“It's always your thought all this time Noona. You thought that it’s good to finally admit your feeling when you know I am with her. You thought it’s good leaving me on bluetick last week when we’re supposed to have dinner at my apartment!”

“But I saw her! I went away because I saw her and I don’t want to disturb you.”

“Again with your assumption! You need to start hearing others before making any conclusion Noona. That’s not healthy for a relationship.” 

You looks over to him. Jungkook is right. You need to start listening before you jump to the conclusion. It’s not good for a relationship. Wait... relationship?

You realized his words a little too late because you now see him, on his one knee with a big smile while holding a ring with his eyes locking with yours. “I am not going to waste any more time. I am just going to ask you once. Will you be mine?”

Nodding your head, he slips on the ring to your finger and you pull him to you, him nestlings his head to your neck.

“I love you, baby.” He says as he pulls himself from you.

“I love you more.” You say, eyes observing you while he looks at you but his eyes move from yours to your lips.

"Can I kiss you? Because damn you don't know how long I've been..." And before he could finish, you attack his lips and although he's shocked with it he reciprocates your kiss when you feel his tongue touching your lips asking for permission to deepen the kiss and you happily abide by it. 

It feels unreal that all this happened because of the Couple Game you’ve agreed before. All that fighting, times spent away from each other did not sway your nor his feelings to each other. It only strengthens your feelings to each other and now, you can happily say that you’ve found your happiness with your best friend.

Fun fact: I saw my cousin posted a WhatsApp story stated 'let play a game where we can call each other 'baby' etc and see who fall in love first' and that where I got the inspiration to write Couple Game. I hope everyone is enjoying the final product of this and I am so sorry with the constant delay. I hope this worth all your waiting (if anyone is actually waiting for this).

-Naa

I’ll be posting the epilogue of this soon! And this is actually ‘the rewrite’ version because I posted part 15 few days ago but I am not happy with it so here is the final product. 

[p-jiminaa]

Couple Game. (Part 4)

Jeon Jeongguk and You.

Summary: A sudden ‘drama’ between you and him. 

Genre: Fluff to angst.

Attn: Gif is not mine. Credit to the owner.

Masterlist

| Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 |  Part 7 |  Part 8 |  Part 9 | Part 10  | Part 11 |  Part 12 | Part 13 |  Part 14 | Part 15 |

“Jeongguk-ah... let’s have lunc...” Your words paused when you see him sitting beside a girl with a surprised looks washed over their face. Well, literally it’s your fault though. You’re ambushing his studio without informing or telling him that you’re coming. You thought you’re going to surprise him with your surprise appearance but then you’re actually surprised by him. Ashamed by your behaviour you say “Ah sorry. I didn’t mean to disturb.” 

“It’s fine. We’re almost done.” He says as he pull over the high back chair situated behind him and pull it over beside him. “Here.” He says as he gesture you to sit. You’re contemplating whether to sit but his voice cut your train of thought. “It’ll finish in five Y/n. Come sit here.” He says with a smile. 

You bit your lips (still contemplating) before walking and sit beside him. He smile to you before he moved his gaze towards the computer back. You heard the girl next to him continued her explanation that being stop due to you sudden appearance. You assumed she’s one of a staff that is skilled in video editing as he taught Jeongguk an easier and fastest way to edit a video.

You rolled back the chair as you felt bored or you can say you felt being out of place as you could not get the things they are discussing. Jeongguk’s notice your behaviour as he abruptly told the girl to continue another time and she reluctantly stood up and went out from the room. AND oh ya, she even shot you a glare when she’s about to close the door before moving your gaze to him. “Bi*ch.” You said underneath your breath. 

You thought you said that in soft and low voice but you were wrong when you heard Jeongguk burst out into a fit of laughter. “Are you jealous?”

“In your dream.” You replied promptly. 

“It’s not her fault that you have to wait and it’s not even five minutes. You came without informing me. If you text or call me then I would make sure that my lunch time will be spent with you fully.” He replied you and smirking devilishly to you. To this you rolled your eyes, to show him your annoyance.

He then pull over your chair where you knee hitted him. When you’re about to push him away, he grab the arm of the chair so you could not move. “You say you wanted to have lunch together. But you come empty handed.” He says lowly as he brought his face in front of you. 

“Let’s cancel the lunch. I am not starving anymore.” You replied him quickly. Why am I acting like a jealous girlfriend right now. I am not even his. 

“Aii please. If you wanted me to fall in love with you, please get rid of this behaviour. I hate someone who get sulky easily.” He says as he pull your chair beside him so that you’re facing his computer while he grab his phone and made a call which you don’t even care to listen what he’s talking about but your lips turned into a smile when he said something about ‘pepperoni pizza’. Aww he remembered your favourite. 

“It’ll be here in 15. Are you sure you’re not hungry?” Wait ... if he’s asking you about that then why would he ordered the pizza. Ah, so he ordered that for himself. 

“No!” You stand up and went out from his room. You heard his laughter when you’re outside. Aish this man! And again, why would I am acting like this. Okay to be honest, you felt a bad vibe from the woman before. Like she has this negative aura and you hate it when she intentionally brush her hand with Jeongguk when she wanted to hold the computer mouse. Well, to Jeongguk this is kind of normal but not to you. Ahh whatever. 

You were about to walk away from the door when she suddenly appeared in front of you. She let out a smirk when your gazed meet before knocking and entering Jeongguk studio again. Shaking your head to lear whatever ridiculous thought that came to your mind, you then went to Yoongi’s studio and you didn’t care if he’s sleeping or whatever, you need a place to crash.

*** It’s been two hours since you left Jeongguk’s studio and he didn’t even care to call or find you and the pizza? You can imagine that it’s been long gone. Luckily enough, Yoongi is in a good mood today so he let you in and after thirty minutes being in the studio you asked for his permission to fall asleep on the long sofa behind his work station which you know a place for him to sleep. He permitted you to sleep with a condition that you would not drool on the sofa nor sleep talk because once you do this, he will kick you out from the studio, whether you’re still asleep or not. 

“Y/n... hey wake up...” You heard a soft voice calling for you and when you opened your eyes, your gazed meet with Taehyung who has an astonished expression on his face. 

“Hai...” You say groggily. He shook his head before he help you to get up. 

“I thought you wanted to have lunch with Jeongguk. But hyung said you’ve been here since lunchtime.” To this you nodded your head, weakly. “Here.” He passed you your mobile phone. “It’s been vibrated few times since I came in.”

“It’s been vibrated since she fall asleep.” Yoongi cut him out. 

When you checked your phone you were surprised when you received a lots of missed call, from your mother. Since when she need me? You asked yourself that question. Letting out a long sigh, you call her back and were surprised when the call was actually from ER telling you that your mother is admitted to hospital due to exhaustion. Is she finally reached her limit? Like she’s been fu*king every night so yeah, that why she’s exhausted. You told them that you’re coming and thanks them before ending the call. 

“What happened?” Taehyung who is now sitting beside you asked and Yoongi turned his chair towards you.

You shrugged your shoulder. “My Mother is admitted to ER.” You answered them casually. Their expression turned into panicked and worried when you uttered that. 

“Oh My God! So why are you still here?” Taehyung asked you.

“Because this is not the first time and don’t worry, with or without me someone will come and visit her.” You said as if you’re not talking about your mother. Frown washed over Yoongi’s face and he stand up and took your hand.

“I am not going. Okay?” You say as he’s about to pull you from the sofa.

Taehyung head turned to you. “But your mother...”

“She’s fine.”

Yoongi push away your hand harshly. “I don’t fu*king care if you have bad relationship with your mother Y/n. But for God sake she’s in the hospital and you need to go there now!” You flinch when you heard he’s yelling at you.

“Hyung...” Taehyung’s panicked voice is apparent when he called upon his hyung.

Right at that moment, the door was open and Jeongguk appeared. “What happened?” He asked as he realized your scared expression. 

You shook your head before standing up and walked towards the door where Jeongguk stood. Before you went out, you turned to them. “Thank you for letting me crashing your place Yoongi.” You said with a smile before going out.

Jeongguk trailed closely behind you as you left. Once you reached the elevator door and pressing the button, you turned back to him. “Tell them I am sorry. I didn’t mean to be rude.” You say as you turned back facing the door.

“Are you okay?” To this you let out a hummed. “I am sorry about my behaviour. I should not...”

“Jeongguk it’s fine. I over-reacted too. I am sorry.” You cut him out quickly. There was a long stretch of silence after that. Few moments after that, the door’s open and you walked inside and turn back towards Jeongguk. Thankfully, the elevator was empty so there was only you. His eyes remained on you so you put up your hand and waved at him before the elevator’s door closed.

***

You regret your decision of not spending the night anywhere other than your home that night because the moment you step on your door is when your fight started with Jeongguk. You were surprised at first when you see Jeongguk waiting for you, sitting on the sofa in the living room. His hard gaze meet yours the moment you opened the door and he stood up instantly when he see you walking towards him with curious look.

“Why are you here?” You asked him casually and curiously as he didn’t inform you about him coming tonight.

“Just what the fu*k you think you’re doing Y/n?” He asked you in stern voice.

You were genuinely surprised because one, he use the f word to you and second the use of his stern tone voice.

“What?” You asked him back as you did not understand to what he’s referring to.

“How could you not fetch up your mother? She’s sick! She has to call me to get her home.” Oh so now she’s involving Jeongguk to this. Who does she think is she? Some kind of special woman that need to be pick up.

“She’s fine Jeongguk. It’s not like this is her first time to be admitted to ER.”

“You think that? If she’s fine then why would she fainted again the moment she reached home. If I was not here, do you think she’ll survive?”

Your brows furrows in irritation. Oh now it's all your fault for not fetching her or not at home? She’s a fu*king adult! She can take care of herself. “If you wanna fight, just go. I am tired. I need to sleep.” You say as you walk passed him.

But then his hand grab your arm and you were push harshly towards the door. “Jeongguk that’s hurt!” You yell as you felt the impact of literally being push towards the door.

“Oh that’s hurt? What about your mother’s feeling that you didn’t care to know or ask all this time?”

“She’s an adult! She can take care of herself Beside she was exhausted because of her daily se*ual activity.” You replied him instantly. Upon uttering this you felt a sting on your cheek and that when you realized, it was him ... slapping you because of your mother.

You felt tears welling your eyes but you held it back. Never ever you thought that he would be hitting you and there’s no hint of regrets on his expression when he done that.

“Consider that I am gone starting today. You know where the door is. Goodbye.” You utters in lows hurried voice. You stomp off towards your bedroom.

You plopped on your bed, tears flowing out from your eyes. If Jeongguk decided to take your mother’s side then that it, you’re not going to tolerate that.

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Couple Game (Part 11)

Jeon Jeongguk and You.

Summary: Unsorted feelings of yours .

Genre: Sad. 

(This is mostly about Y/N).

Gif is not mine. Credit to the owner.

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It feels miserable, knowing that he finally admitted that he had moved on from you and stupidly enough you assured him that you'll also move on from him when deep inside you know it's really hard for you to do so. You feel sinful and foolish. Every night, without fail before you fall asleep you would close your eyes and wishes that he would text you telling you that he had split up with his girlfriend and he's now ready to run to you but then it never happened. You're hopelessly in love with him and no, you're not ready to move on. Your mother told you maybe if you found someone i.e replacement then maybe it'll b easier for you to move on from him, just like how he replace you with her. But then, how can you even find a replacement if your daily activity is waking up - work - home and sleep apart from hoping that he would text you. 

Today's mark seven days since it happened and there's no form communication between you and him. Yes, you told him you need space but deep in your heart, you wanted him to comfort you. 

And co-incidentally, it's his birthday today and you purposely didn't greet him because you know he would text you first asking you about it. Yes, it's kind of desperate move on your part but then how can you expect him to text you first if you're the one that gives in first. You’re right with your guess though. He texted you and even sent you his picture and you're so grateful that he sent the picture of him and not the one with her. You don't even know why would you still praying for him to come to you when he told you that he had moved on from you. Yup, silly you :(

Reading the texts you couldn't hold back your finger to reply to his texts. But you decided not to send him any reply, not when you're reading the text in front of your mother whose shooting a death glare at you as if a  warning to you not to be seen so desperate. She keeps on reminding you about how you'll regret every 'desperado' text/act in the future. Hence she will be always watching you from afar.

You wanted to cry. You wanted to scream. No, the text is not for you but for her.

"Honey! No..." Your mother suddenly seats next to you holding your hand from pulling your hair. You don't even know when she entered your room. 

It seems like when you wanted to cry and scream you didn't only want it to happen but you're screaming and crying at the moment so that why your mother came in upon hearing your voice. 

"This is too much Mom. I can't... How can I move on." You said with tears flooding your cheek. Upon hearing that, she hugged you tightly while patting your back to calm you down. 

"Honey I know. I know it's hard. but please stop hurting yourself." 

"Maybe if he knows that I am hurt he'll come to me." You answered immediately.

Your mother pulls her body from you. She tries to find your eyes but you keep it down until she lifted your chin so that your eyes meet her. She shook her head. "Your father didn't leave you to me so that you can destroy yourself because of a man. He asked me to take care and love you just like how I take care and love him." You saw tears slowly flooding her eyes. 

"But it's hurt..." You said in crying. 

To this, she again hugged you tightly while comforting you with a soft pat on your back. “I know honey.” She said in low voice. 

*** "Mom... Where is my phone?" You asked your mother when she's about to exit your room. She turned around and shook her head lightly. 

Last night, after your mother soothes you down, she remained with you until you fall asleep and unknown to you she took your phone away. How did you know about this? Because you did not hear your alarm this morning. 

You got up and trail behind her as she marched towards the kitchen before you caught her arm to stop her.

"Mom please I need my phone back." You pleaded her to give back your phone right now.   

"No." She answered you with a serious voice tone.

"Mom..." You whined to her. 

She turned towards you with a hard expression. "If you have your phone with you, you'll be anticipating for him to call or text and you know that your waiting is hopeless Y/n.

"But Mom..."

"I said no Y/n!" Her tone grew. Never in your life, she raised her voice to you. 

"It's been a week Y/n. You didn't show any kind of change. You told him you wanted to move on but if what you called moving on is yearning for most unfortunate to occur on them and still expecting that he'll be going back to you after that then that when you got it wrong. That is not moving on Y/n."

"Then what do you want me to do? I love him, Mom! I know it's extremely late for me to understand my feeling to him but I love him and I only want him!"

"I want you to forget about him." She responded, sounding serious and angry. You felt your lips quivers and you bit your lower lip to hold back your sob. 

Witnessing your sad expression, her stern looks turns soft. She approached you and caressed your cheek softly. "I simply don't want you to beat yourself."      She stops and that when you saw tears roll down on her face and she continues "You... you never acted like last night. The last time I saw you beating yourself like last night was when your Dad passed away." Her tone of voice laced with worries. "I know it's hard for you honey. But then what good thing came from injuring yourself." She caught your eyes this time. She let out a sad smile before cupping your cheek. "I know you're strong woman Y/n. You just need to let go of your feelings. Never let your emotions control you. You have to train your mind to be strong than your emotions or else you'll lose yourself every time." 

With that being said she left you and continue walking towards the kitchen.  

You didn't know what to do other than thinking about your mother's words. Did I really let my emotions control myself? But what if that because I love him too much. And I don't know anymore.

Hai, this is Naa. This is my first time I’m using the fake text so please ignore the time stated above. I really don’t know how to change that. That time was actually according to the time when I’ making the this text. And I know according to this story it’s happened during Jeongguk Birthday. Just imagine today (or during the time you’re reading this) is during his birthday. And I am sorry for the late update. I’ve been busy and have less time even for myself so I am trying my best to continue/finish my writing. I am now actually working on the next part of ‘fated to you’ as well as ‘are we even in a relationship’. So stay tune everyone! Thank you for all your support. :)

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Left Out. (Part 1)

Summary: When your boyfriend’s priority is his best friend.

Genre: Mix!!!

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I didn’t know that me being myself would form a problem in my relationship, especially being in a relationship with one of the hottest idol in the K-Pop industry. Yes, my boyfriend’s name is Park Jimin, one of the members of BTS. Who doesn't know him or them, right?

Bangtan members love to call me and Jimin a 'soul' meant for each other. Why? Because we really suit each other. We love to give surprises to each other. We love to hang out together. Our favorite movies genre are similar. Not to forget that we both love cuddles. Jimin would be someone that would brighten my mood when I am not in a good mood and I would do the same thing to him if he’s not in a good mood.

++ Plus ++

We both never really fight. Well, sometimes we did fight because which couple doesn’t. Usually, when we had a fight, it does not really take a day for us to get along back excluded this time, not after what he had said/done to me.

One night, when he finally back to Korea, I planned to surprise him. He’s been away for three months and in those times we were not really able to talk to each other frequently since I was occupied most of the time with my university thingy since I am in my final year while he was busy with his concerts etc. Hence, I went to their dorm without notifying them, not even Jimin. Well, what is a surprise if I am informing them about my visit. So I brought some home cook food since I am 100% sure that they miss Korean food so much!

But one thing that I didn't know is that that day Jimin was actually planning to do a birthday celebration, for his BFF, and this BFF is a girl, Dana. They’ve known each other since they were 15 years old. Jimin knew that I kind of did not like his BFF because one reason: she’s a girl and on top of that she’s a hot girl. I swear that even the Bangtan members praising her beauty to me. I am maybe consumed by a fit of jealousy, but Jimin didn’t know one thing about her that I only know about. She faked her sickness.

One time during our date, Dana called Jimin and asked him to come to her apartment cause she said that she was very sick. Jimin, of course, comes straight away though he felt guilty about leaving and I assured him that he should go. The next day, I saw Dana hang out with her friend in a cafe. She can’t really see me because my back was facing her. Guess what I heard?

“Jimin came last night! He came straight away though he was with y/n”

“OMG! You did it!” 

“Of course. Jimin cares about me. I will make sure to disturb their date next time”

“You're such a bad girl!”

“No, I am not! Y/n is! She stole Jimin from me”

“Fine! fine! you’re not! But are you going to continue to do this?”

“Yes!”

“Until when?”

“Until he left y/n”

And that when I started, well started to dislike her.

So... back to the story, I stood in front of their door but I felt something is not right like I should not be here at this moment. Well, maybe I’m nervous since it been a while I meet Jimin. So, I pressed the bell without thinking much about the hunch I felt just now. Jimin is opening the door and I was more excited about it since it's been a long time since I saw him.

“Hey, babe! you're..” He stopped mid-sentence when he sees me. Without thinking much about his facial expression, I jump and hugged him instantly before he pulled himself from me.

“What are you doing here Y/n?”  Away for three months and this is his first sentence to me? Scratch that. What with the question. I am his Girlfriend, of course, I should be here. Well, I kind of agreed that I should inform him that I am coming but then again, is it really wrong for me to meet him after a very long time?

"I miss you! That why I am here..” I forced a smile, realizing that I am not welcome at this moment.

“Well, you should at least text or call.” His brows furrow in annoyance. 

“Were you expecting someone other than me?”

“Well...” I observed his facial expression. Yea, he did expect someone other than me. Let me guess, Dana!

“Well then, I should go now. I am sorry for the sudden visit.” I said to him as I turned my body and was about to walk away before Yoongi's voice stop you.

“"Y/n is that you?” I wanted to pretend that I did not hear him but then since my feet automatically stop when he says my name, I don't have any other choice other than to turn back.

“Hi, Yoongs..” I said in a small voice.

“What are you doing here?” Yoongi asks me while turning his gaze to Jimin with a raise brows. It's like they are giving a ‘secret signal’ about my presence here like I should not be here. That when I realize. I am really intruding on something.

“Well, I kind of wanted to surprise you guys but it turns out that I am not really welcome here. But don’t worry, I am going now. I am sorry for intruding.” I walked away from them without listening to their answers. Stupid y/n you should have called.

I did not go back to my apartment after that. Instead, I went to my best friend's apartment, Jessica, Jess in short. I know she would love the food I brought since she literally only cook ramen or order take out.

I went back to my apartment the next day and when I opened my apartment door, I saw a flower on my kitchen island. A roses together with a card.

I am sorry for ignoring you yesterday. We were actually planning to do a surprise birthday party for Dana and I know you hate her so much so that why I did not inform you about this. Please call me after you read this.

Ps: please please answer your phone. I know you love to put your phone in the silent mood but for once, please let it ring!

Love, Jimin.

I then took out my forgotten phone from my purse and looked at the screen.

25 miscalled from Jimin.

And 12 unread texts.

No wonder he did not come after me yesterday. I let out a harsh breath before I felt my phone vibrate on my hand. His name appeared on the screen and I answered it right away.

“Hei Love..” I really miss him! Listening to his voice now really makes me wanted to come to see him right now.

“Hai..” Your reply to him with a small voice.

“Where were you? I came this morning but you were not there. Are you in Uni?”

“Em yea, I have 8 am class today.” I lied. I had finished my exam last week and I can proudly say that I am jobless right now considering that I am in my final year. I am just waiting for my graduation ceremony which I might not be going to attend.

“No wonder. Well, maybe we can meet later? I am free today.” A smile creep on my lips when I heard that we are going to spend time today. Finally!!

“Well...” Before I finished talking, I heard a voice behind.

“Jimin can you help me later? I really need someone to bring Jams to the Vet. He's been sick since yesterday.” I rolled my eyes listening to Dana. It's kind of funny. Because every time she’s going to disturb our date, the excuses are still the same, “SICK”. I wonder about her body conditions though. Is she really healthy? *notes my sarcasm there* cause one time she called Jimin asking Jimin to come cause she falls from a chair, one time she called Jimin because she had a headache. One time she called she said that she was having a stomachache.

“Emm love..” Jimin was suddenly confused about whether to just go on with his plan of going out with me or to the vet?

“Its okay Jimin. I understand.” I hang up the call promptly without saying goodbye. What even is he doing with Dana? I know that it's been a long time they haven’t see each other but so do myself. I haven’t seen him in three months! And he decided to spend his time with his best friend! What a good boyfriend he is.

I feel like I should confront Dana that day. I don’t know where this courage came from. But... I can’t stand this anymore. Why did she do this to us? To me exactly. I never have a problem with her. We never fight. We're just in good relation with each other but why would.... arrghh!! the confrontation it is!

***

I stood in front of Dana’s door. I went here with Jimin once, in the middle of our date because of her stupid call! I rolled my eyes remembering the event because it's funny how she calls Jimin because she said she has flu and unable to even to stand up when in reality the moment Jimin pressed her door’s bell, she immediately or I can say ran towards the door. 

I pressed the door’s bell a few times before she actually opened the door for me. She can’t conceal her surprise expressions when she sees me.

“Hai y/n. What are you doing here?”

“Can I come in? I need to talk to you about something.” I said with a small smile on my lips.

“Yeah sure..” She then motioned me to come in and led me to her living room. I looked around her apartment before sitting down on the couch. My eyebrows knitted together when I could not spot the sign of pets living here. So where is that sick dog then? 

“Please have a sit y/n. You want anything?” She asked as she was about to walk to the kitchen.

“No.” I shook my head lightly and put my purse beside me. She then took a seat opposite me.

“Okay. So..” She tries to start a conversation. I can feel the awkward tensions between us.

“Dana do you hate me?” I asked her, straight to the point!

“Come again?” Her expression was actually very surprised right now! Lol. Can I record this or snapped this?

“You.” I pointed my finger to her. I didn’t mean to be rude but I just can’t stand people who disturb my relationship, not even when that person is his best friend. That's still an outsider.

“Why do you keep disturbing my date with Jimin? Why do you hate me so much? Did I do something wrong?”

“I.. I..” She kind of can’t answer my question cause she’s stuttering right now.

“Why are you stuttering? I never heard you stuttered whenever you call Jimin during our date.” I looked at her eyes directly.

“I hate you Y/n” There! She said it! Well, I do know that you did not like me, but hate? I can say that I did not expect that.

“Why?” 

“Cause you took away Jimin from me.” 

“I what?” I kind of did not understand that part.

“Before you came, I used to be Jimin’s priority. Whenever he had free time he would hang out with me. When he had a problem he would come to me. When they are going to launch a new song or album he would tell me first but now. Its all gone and that because of you..”

“Dana, you loved Jimin?”

“Loved? I love him! I decided to confess to him last year on his birthday. But that was the day you guys were together. He proposed to you on that day, remember?” Dana is in tear right now and I don’t know what to say nor act in this kind of situation.

“I am sorry I didn’t know...” I was cut out by a knock on her door. A smirk formed on her lips instantly. Now, what is that suppose to mean? Her facial expression suddenly turns evil. She then ran to the door and opened it instantly.

“Hey. Why are you crying?” My eyes widened when I heard that voice. Why is he here? I stood up, shifted my body towards them. She’s in Jimin embrace and I did not even surprise when I see that and that made me think, what would they do in my absence? He was the one that surprised when he saw me standing in Dana’s living room.

“Y/n what are you doing here?” He pulled Dana from himself and marches towards me.

“I...” I am suddenly speechless. I cannot say that I am here to ask Dana about her call. I am 100% sure he would be mad at me if I told him that because I am forever an outsider and between me and his best friend, he trusts his best friend more.

“Y/n scolded me Jimin. She asked me not to disturb you, to leave you...” She says as she took a step and stand beside him. I averted my gaze to her and let out a breathy chuckle, could not believe that she said that.

“She what?” He said with a stern voice and frown emerges on his appearance. Just like what I predicted. He believes in her words more than me.

“I can’t believe you told her that y/n.” I can sense that he’s really angry. And I can’t actually believe this. Did he believe in that lie?

“That is an outrages accusation. Jimin you believed her? I am here to..”

“Of course I believed her. She is my Best friend. I've known her longer than I know you!”

“What is that suppose to mean?”

“It's mean that I believe her more! you should leave now Y/n.”

“Jimin she fake her sickness! All this time!” You finally explode!

“Y/n I know you hate her so much but you don’t have to create such lie for me to actually believe you”

“But I am telling you the truth! I heard her talking about it in the cafe once!” Dana was really surprised by my confession. She did not expect that I knew about her fake sickness.

“Y/n leave!” He pointed to the door. “Before I lose my mind! Go!” He shouts. I took my purse and marched to the door. Before I exited the apartment, I turned my head towards them and I saw Dana’s letting out a satisfying smile. I heard a loud bum coming from the door when I was waiting for the lift. Jimin did that. 

My tear fall vigorously in the lift. I can’t believe that Jimin would actually believe her more than his girlfriend.

I then felt my phone vibrated. I took it out and recognized an unknown number on my screen and calm down myself before I took the call.

 “Is this Miss F/N?”

“Yea. I am Y/n.”

“Great! Miss Y/n your application to continue your master's degree in the UK had been approved and you were granted a full scholarship to go there.” Just in time. I really need some time off from Korea right now.

“oh! Thank God!” You replied to her happily.

“Yes. Congratulation Miss. You can come to University tomorrow to collect your letter.”

“All right then! I’ll see you tomorrow” A smile appears on my tear-stained face after I hang up the call. What great timing. 

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Left out (Part 2)

Summary:  When your boyfriend’s priority is his best friend.

“Y/n are you sure about this?” Jess asks while helping me packs my things.

“Yup. 100% sure.” I answered her boldly.

“Then what about Jimin?” I felt my body froze when I heard his name. I don’t even know what to do with our relationship anymore.

“Jess we talked about this.” I turned my head to her, smiling slightly to her.

“Actually we don’t. You never really tell me what happened the other day. The only thing you told me is you were granted a full scholarship to continue your study in the UK and you and Jimin were no longer together.” That was exactly three weeks ago. Jimin never called me after that event. I tried, calling and texting but I was ignored. So I stop trying. I think it is kind of hopeless if I am the only one trying. My train of thought was snapped when I felt my phone vibrated. I know who called so I decided to ignore it. First of all, I knew that from Bangtan members, inviting me to their dorm or practice cause I never really had a chance to meet them after they came back from their tour. Jess picked up the call and you did not even care to know who the caller is or what they talked about.

“Hey Y/n..”

“Hmm.,” I answered her as I remain sitting on the floor to fold my things to be put in a suitcase.

“Its Yoongi.” That got my attention. I took my phone from her.

“Hey Yoongs..” I tried to sound happy.

“Don’t lie Y/n.”

“Now... what is that suppose to mean?”

“Why don’t you come anymore?”

“Well, I am a busy woman. You know…”

“No, I don’t.”

“Yoongs please..”

“Did you have a fight with Jimin? Cause he’s been in a bad condition right now. He can easily get mad now.”

“Yes, you can say that..”

“Is this because of Dana’s surprise party that we did not invite you of?”

“No..” but I wish that was the reason. Because if that is the reason, I think Jimin would never ignore me right now.

“Then why..”

“Yoongs... I don’t want you to hear it from me. Ask Jimin.”

“Well, the things is he’s been angry easily nowadays that I can’t even ask for help from him.”

“Oh that... I don’t know.” Seriously I don’t know how to react nor said anything about that. Why would he angry? It's not like I did not try to contact him. What he wants me to do then? I tried to text him, even call. But got ignored.

“Can you come?”

“Where? I kinda busy right now Yoongs. Maybe next time?”

“When is that next time?”

“When I have free time but not now. Kind of busy right now.”

“Tomorrow?”

“I can’t. I have things to settle tomorrow. Listen Yoongs, I’ll inform you about the date and time.” Yup, so many things such as having a farewell party.

“Alright then! I’ll inform the others.”

“Okay. Bye, ~ Yoongs..”

“Bye y/n. Don’t forget to eat.” I rolled my eyes to his statement.

“I did not! I need food to survive, you know that.”

“I know but considering your relationship with Jimin right now, I don’t think..”

“I ate! Can you like to trust me for once? I never risk my health for anything.”

“Yeah right!” His sarcasm!

“Are we going to continue talking right now? If yes we should never say goodbye earlier.”

“No, we are not. I am in my studio right now and other probably in the dance studio.”

“Hmm okay. Goodbye then~”

“Okay bye~”

“I’ll see you soon.”

“Yeah, you too..” I ended the call and put my phone on the dining table before continuing my things.

“Why did he called? Is something happen with Jimin?” Jess bombarded me with a question.

“No. Nothing happens.”

“So.. are you going to tell me your story?” Jess then sat beside me. I shook my head and pointed to my things that have not yet been pack. “We have work to do. No time for a story.”

“Fine! No fun at all!” Jess then stood up and sat to her original place and continue packing my books. I don’t really know why but I rarely tell others my story, not even my family and not even Jess. For me, a relationship is only between two persons. Sharing a story whether it is good or bad is not a nice thing to do. That is the reason why Jess never really knows if I have a problem with Jimin cause I don’t really tell anything to her except for the break up which is not official, I think.

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Left Out. (part 3)

Summary: When your boyfriend’s priority is his best friend.

Okay so, when I thought that I can have a good night since I can still my jetlag there's the ring tone of my phone disturbing my beauty sleep! (I finally let my phone ring!) Oh my God! Why can’t I have a decent sleep! Who the hell have the audacity to disturb my sleep right now?

I slide the screen to answer the call without checking the caller. “Hey Y/n..” I let out a groan when I heard Jess's voice. It's not that I am not happy she calls. But why can’t she wait until tomorrow? 

“Oh my God Jess, can’t you wait till morning. It's only been three days and you already miss me?” I almost scream at her since I am very tired and I need sleep. 

“Y/n.. sorry but I think you need to..” And before she could continue, you hear another voice behind her.

“Is that Y/n? can I talk to her?” Wait... isn't that Jimin? With one open eye, you turned to the bedside table to see the time. It's still so early!!!

“What is he doing at your apartment. It's 4 in the morning!” 

“Y/n its noon in here, in case you forgot we are in different time zone right now” Ah yes, I forgot. 

“Ah sorry about that.” I sat up from the bed, back leaning to the bedrest.

I heard some noises. Are they fighting for the phone right now? Like seriously?

“Y/n where are you?” He sounds so desperate.

“Hah! Looks like you won the phone battle. Congratulations!”

“I am serious.” Yes, he is serious. His tone changed. Not the bright tone Jimin.

“I am indifferent sides of the world right now.” I intentionally did not answer his question.

“Where? I came to your apartment today and when I am inside it was empty. I did not even see your things. Baby where are you?” Ah, now he remembers about me?

“Why are you asking me about that? Remember the last time you asked me to leave.” I winced when I reminisce that time when he asked me to go.

“And you believed that? Y/n you know me when I am upset. I said things that I never meant to say.”

“Yea I know that. But I didn’t know that it takes you 3 weeks and another 5 days for you to decide not to ignore me.”

“Listen I’m sorry! I never meant to ignore you. But Dana was not in good condition in those weeks that I have to stay with her.” Wow. In those periods she’s not well? and she’s not dead yet considering the time she’s been sick. Oppss!

“Why is everything about us includes Dana? What am I to you? Is she your Girlfriend? Am I no one to you?”

“You are my girlfriend! You are my lover! Why are you saying nonsense.”

“Really? Cause I feel like I am your friend and she is your girlfriend. I have always been left out. Every time we went out for a date she would call and asked you to come and you would come to her immediately!” I almost shout but I held myself.

“What are you talking about? Every time she asked me to come I would ask for your consent and you said it was okay. Remember I even brought you to her apartment since I don’t want to leave you alone.”

“That is your problem Jimin. You never really consider my feelings. When I said okay you should realize that it was never really okay. Well maybe if it one time then I wouldn’t mind but on every date? No! That is really not okay Jimin!” I am in tears right now. I can’t really endure it this time.

He heard it too. “Baby.. don’t cry..” 

“Put yourself in my shoes. If my best friend who is an opposite gender call me during our dates, not once but every dates.. what would you feel? Piss off? jealous?”

I heard his chuckles. “Baby, Jess is a girl why would I feel jealous towards her.”

“I said if Jimin.”

“No, I am okay with it.” He sounds so confident.

“Oh really? Remember one time when one of my friends from University called me and asked me to come because his laptop could not access our group presentation. What did you say to me?”

“That was a different case Y/n. You didn’t know him very well like I know Dana. That is why I asked you to come the next morning.”

“But he asked me to meet at a cafe, a public place, not his apartment.”

“I don’t care about the place. I care about you! It was late at that time.”

“It was only 8 PM Jimin.”

“So what is your point? That I did not understand you? That I am selfish for not giving you permission for that?” He sounds angry now.

“Jimin you don’t understand. My point here is how did you feel that night when he asked me to come to him?”

“Okay fine! I felt jealous! I know he’s only a friend but knowing that you would spend time with him make me felt jealous cause I was supposed to be the one that spent time with you not him.”

“And that what I felt every time you went to Dana in the middle of our dates.”

“Baby... I did not know..” He stuttered.

“You never know Jimin. Really.. all these times I never really show my bad sides. If you ever realize I never really tell you my story or my problems because I don’t want you to feel like I am such a needy girlfriend that needs attention 24/7.”

“So you lie to me all these times? When you're not in a good mood, you spit out lies?”

“No! It's just we never have a deep conversation if it's about my problem cause I don’t want you to feel my difficulties. I know your workload is much heavier and tougher than me with practice and concert and other things”

I heard his sigh. I think this is the right moment. I inhaled a deep breath before saying this to him.

“Jimin, I really think we should take a break right now..”

“What? no!” He answers immediately.

“Yes, Jimin. I just realize that we really need our time alone to think about our relationship. Where it goes wrong...” I can’t continue my words. 

“Baby no. If this is about Dana I promise you I would ignore her call during our date. I would concentrate on you and...”

“Jimin no. This is not about her. It's just that we really need time for our self to reflect.”

“No! We are not going to break up. I am not going to let you go! Never Y/n!”

“Jimin... Remember what I said to Taehyung when she broke up with her girlfriend? Sometimes people left for good. She will come back if she really meant for him. We will get back together if we are meant to be together Jimin.”

“But what if you never really come back? Shit! I don’t even know where you are right now and what if you found someone that...” He stuttered.

“Jimin I love you. I really do. As I said earlier, we really need to think about this whole things. When we are ready to show our better selves to each other, then we’ll meet. Lets time decide it. Maybe in the near future?”

“Y/n..”

“Jimin. I know this is hard, not only for you but also for me.”

I heard his sigh again. I am really sorry Jimin. I think this is best for us right now. 

“Are you still there?” I ask as I hear nothing.

“Y/n he left,” Jess answered me and I did not surprise at that.

“Is he okay Jess?”

“No, he’s not. Are you okay Y/n?”

“No. I am not Jess. I call you back in the morning?”

“Y/n wait...”

I ended the call immediately. Am I doing the right thing? I suddenly felt the hot liquids omitted from my eyes. Oh God y/n! Stop crying! This is what you wanted!

I woke up exactly at 10 AM. I sleep with tears after the call. Now I am officially broke up with Jimin. I initiate this but why do I feel like I am the one that been left? ‘You need to be strong y/n. You need to concentrate on your studies right now. This love thing will come at the right place and at the right moment. You need not think about it right now. Your only priority is to study right now.’ But Jimin? I feel hot tears tear fall on my cheek again and that resulted in me spending another hour of crying before I am finally able to calm down and went out to settle my things here.

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