#But yeah just like. Tossing this out here bc the whole part had this gloomy sad atmosphere even tho it's between February-August iirc
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although I would never consider myself anything more than an amateur of writing silly little scooby doo-inspired fiction, I think I did a relatively good job writing part 3 of midground, thinking about grief and depression in ways I haven't experienced personally so it wasn't like just a lazy way of self-inserting myself and my struggles... I definitely have that flaw where I tend to write about my point of view unless I actively try and challenge it, so with p.3 I really exercised myself sooooooo hard to describe entirely different processes than what I go through when experiencing loss of a loved one...... And I think I've said that already recently but it also made me so much better at writing conflicts, like writing believable fighting... I don't want to sing myself too many praises bc there's still sooooooo much stuff I suck at and obv also "getting better" at writing about this stuff doesn't mean I'm that good to begin with but yeah. It was really such a positive experience despite the heavy topic and everything that I can't help but feel proud of myself and the progress I've made, even if it was always meant for my own eyes only
#I always say I based clay off my worst flaws but still everything I wrote about him was so different to what I would have felt and yet it#came out believable and natural. So#But yeah just like. Tossing this out here bc the whole part had this gloomy sad atmosphere even tho it's between February-August iirc#So I just couldn't help but let my thoughts wander back to those hundreds of pages of sadness and grief and loneliness I kept spilling out
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✨yeah big dummy energy!! i’m really bubbly and cute and peppy, which is perfect bc i am cheerleader! (a flyer, so i’m really used to being tossed around),, i like to cheer on my friends, especially when they’re feeling down or gloomy! my hobbies include dance, baking, shopping, and watching rom coms,,,my self esteem is kinda bad so i make up for it with false confidence,, i really like magical girl animes,, and I’m planning on studying fashion design with a minor in education!
First off I need a name for all MATCHUPS even if it’s fake so that these are easy to decipher on my masterlist!! Second, Can I just say that this was the funniest matchup request ever!!! 🤣🤣🤣 I died when I read these parts from part 1:
“4’11............also has long legs”
“I’m extremely ditzy, gullible, like i can’t study for my life 😔 dumb bitch things,,✨”
“✨yeah big dummy energy!!”
LIKE WTF I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD
Anyway, my little flyer, let’s set you up for a basket toss but instead of your bases catching you— your very hot, very strong man will:
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Aone Takanobu!
okay so you two are the most unlikely pair ever
You give meaning to the phrase “opposites attract”
You’re a tiny bouncy bundle of joy
And your man is a tall semi-lifeless statue of a man
Like he gives off Khal Drogo energy/vibesssss which is fine as hell:
But Aone has had the biggest crush on you for like 2 years because of how happy you always looked
He saw you at a volleyball pep rally holding a heel stretch in the air and he just , um, pointed at you
DONT find him creepy !!!! he just saw you as special
Luckily Kenji stopped him before you noticed and told him that that’s not how he picks up girls.....😑:
Aone didn’t really understand. He didn’t know why he had to pick you up for you to like him? Physically
Kenji explained to him that, hell no, he is not to physically pick you up.... that he is just supposed to walk up to you, be nice, start a convo, and take you on a date
Aone didn’t like that idea.
Lol sir
He was nervous.
Anyway that’s why he crushed on you for 2 whole years and never said anything
One day you were talking way too loud in class as always and he would smirk a little bit at the sound because he thought you were so fun
As he did his work he honestly loved the sound of your laughter in the background, he’s so used to silence and a militant lifestyle that your carefree nature soothed him
Even though you were talking to your friends, Inside, he wanted to be the person you spoke to with such high energy and zest
When the class-snitch snapped at you complaining and threatening to tell the teacher on you so you could get sent to the office because you were talking too loud instead of doing work.... Aone had stood up for you, saying simply:
“Leave her be. She’s having fun.”
The class snitch was so frightened
he never told on you again
Aone baby didn’t even mean to scare him like that .. he just didn’t want anyone to bother you
But that’s when you first noticed him and you were all Damn Who Dat 👀
Fine ass snow-mountain man !
You bounced over to him and thanked him!
He was so happy to have you talk to him even though his expression never changed.
When he didn’t answer you (he only nodded) you turned on your heels telling him you’d “see him later”
you were going to walk away but then he asked
“When?”
You answered, “When what?”
“When is later?”
You blinked. “As in...when will I see you again?”
He nodded.
feeling intrigued by mountain man you asked him to have lunch with you
I know Aone wouldn’t show it but literally he was sooooooo happy inside !!! He loved your energy and he loved that you were tiny and the best cheerleader at the school (at least to him)
He agreed and when you met at lunch he paid for yours, remembering that Kenji said girls like that
He would pay for all your lunches if you let him
When you two sat at a table you just blabbed on and on and Aone was listening with heart eyes (it didn’t show though)
But somehow, someway , you knew that he was enjoying spending time with you
You sensed that he liked you
He doesn’t speak much if at all most of the time but he didn’t have to because you guys just got eachother
You two are sooooo cute together because you treat him like a jungle gym, he learns to practice stunts with you and you improve, he’s the only person who can make you study because he threatens to not watch any rom coms with you on your next movie night if you don’t get a B
You know to listen when he says that because he was now a necessity on your binging nights
Aone basically did everything you wanted that made you happy because it made him happy to see you happy
It always did, even when you didn’t notice him and he was just crushing on you hard
You were also a great voice for him because he hated talking and you could basically read his mind so when you cheered for him at games and the audience members talked shit about him being weird you would cuss them out on your mans behalf!
At away games in your cheer uniform guys would hit on you constantly. after a while you learned to just point to your man on the court warming up and when the boy looked to see, Aone would already be pointing at them LMFAOOOO .
Then the boy would run to the gym doors that are labeled “PUSH” like:
You two are voted the “Cutest Couple In The School” award in 3rd year because obvsssssssssssss tf
And for Halloween you dressed up as your favourite magical girl anime couple and you were so glad he agreed
Aone supports you always and he only has eyes for you, the fact that one of the most sought after boys in the school wanted you and only you helped your confidence
He always pushed you toward your dreams and so did you to him
Your relationship is GOALS beb
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This matchup has been turned into a series! CLICK HERE to read Part ONE or CLICK HERE to browse the Table of Contents!
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