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showing my parents my writing is the equivalent of bringing home a boyfriend for them to meet
#im aroace so i wouldnt know#but im like#please approve of him#dont judge#this oc is precious to me#please dont judge him#aroace#arospec#acespec#aromantic#asexual#asexual aromantic#writing#writeblr#im a writer#oc#my ocs
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Somebody should make a version of the darkwing duck theme song thats about negaduck
#i'd do it myself#but im like#not at all musically inclined#like not even a little#:P#darkwing duck#dwd#negaduck
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depressties
#kyo kaneko#enna alouette#my art#doodles#from the quiz stream today where kyo talked about where he finds receiving gifts stressful#and somehow a pen became the example lol#lowkey i can kinda relate tho#but im like#i really happily receive gifts#but i stress a lot about giving gifts
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still havent drawn my sona ref but i sure as hell have been doodling it in the same pose over and over. heres a couple of them that i actually put colours to
#engineposting#drawing pin#furry#kind of hate the first one bc i forgot its ears & i was just messing around so the colours are kind of wacky#engine voice: what if i drew my sona with its head down looking crazed again#i originally wanted to make my ref before i posted these bc it doesnt actually look Like This normally#basically its bodily extremities are tipped in white#but when it experiences intense emotions the white spreads further up its body until its almost glowing#hence the Expression#something something meant to represent how i can never just Feel things and they build up like energy under my skin#maybe thats edgy idc ive been playing and having fun with this concept in my head for a while#augh i want to finish the ref drawing so bad#but im like#stuck on the arms#struggling with anatomy a bit#pain and suffering etc
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sometimes i get so scared to talk to people that look so cool but when i actually talk to them and get comfortable with them i realize “oh wait theyre silly like me” LIKE
sometimes i judge how people are based on how sick their art looks or how sick *THEY* look and. and then you get to know them and theyre just as sillycoded as you
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#AND SOMETIMES PEOPLE ARE SCARED OF ME TOO#BUT ITS OKAY GRHAHAHAHH I DONT MIND BEING MESSAGED OR TALKED TO#like people say omg ryan you are so cool im scared of you#BUT IM LIKE#NO NOOO ITS OKAY IM SO FLATTERED YOU THINK IM COOL BUT IM NOT SCARY BWHAHAA#IM ACTUALLY VERY SILLY CODED#okay ill stop hee hee#ryan shitting n rambling!
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just finished queuing some items and glitch pokemon, hope you heathens are happy
#i haven't done all the items#im starting with like pokeballs that were in gen one and potions#but im like#posting several a day so its getting tedious so ill queue more closer to deadlines hahaha
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Man istg if another person tells me I should just work out when I'm trying to talk to them about dysphoria-
First it was my ex bf, then it was my roommate, and I'm like good for yall that you're motivated to exercise and are able to commit to making that a habit and all, but slimming down a little bit or building muscle is not the same thing as chopping my tits off
#trans things#gender dysphoria#duck's thoughts#youre not getting it#you dont understand#i dont care that much about having a little pudge on my belly#or not being super fit and muscular#i just want a flat chest bro#and i *have* tried exercising#but im like#incapable of forming healthy/positive habits#audhd moment#i can only form bad or self destructive habits and once i do#boy im stuck
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if im going to babygirlify a hat-boots-cape-coat-gloves man with black hair that nobody else likes, i figured i should start with erik.
#erik ahlberg hilda#erik ahlberg fanart#erik ahlberg#hilda netflix#hilda the series#im not back to having erik brainworms#but im like#i should have done this sooooo much sooner and nobody else will so now i have to
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I may be slightly in love with my physical therapist
#my feet??? are the same size??????? for the first time ever?????#I didn’t even know this was a thing that could be changed?????#personal#also my hip feels SO much better than it did walking in#like these are short term effects and she was like#do NOT jump the gun we have more work to do#but im like#vibrating with excitement#like my usual pain levels have been so much better in recent years than in high school/early college#but now im like 👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️ pain FREE???#unlikely but perhaps possible!!!
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he would absolutely fucking say that
#royale high#digital art#I was a little nervous about posting this#because i was scared of them ending up being different ages#since rh hasn’t been clear about the guard ages until glitterfrost dialogue#but im like#100% sure they’re both adults. I’d be shocked if they weren’t. i was just a little anxious.#if you can’t tell this is edward (left) and taj (right)#!!!!! enjoy#al's doodles
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doing some simple ids rn my brain is too fried from trying to fight my mental health
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put in a time off request for today bc i needed the day and then forgot to email my boss like "hey! its all ok im good don't worry!" (and knocked out hard again instead 🙃) and i just woke up and i feel so embarrassed 🙃🙃 i want to throw up
#this is also Why i am home today tbh#everything is scary and making me wanna cry and like. i definitely am just like. recovering from being triggered a little#but i dont wanna tell my boss “oh yeah im a mentally ill fucker who got triggered while drunk last night” cause like (1) dont wanna yalk an#that to him he's my boss????? (2) dont like talking to most ppl abt this cause its my info#but im like#paraluzed with fear now thay he's checked on Me cause oh gd i fucked up what if he fires me#< not a true thought#just anxiety#pls do not reach out to me over tiis#i will not be friendly about it bc i Am still in a messy emotional state bc of being triggered so recently#(altho. this is the Least bad i have felt after being triggered lately which like. im excited to tell my therapist that part)#ough dizzy.
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Not WoY related, but as it seems like we are getting deltarune chapters 3 & 4 in the upcoming year or two (also, can you BELIEVE it's been almost 3 YEARS since chapter 2 was released?) do you think theres gonna be some rune-posting round these parts? I'm so excited like fr fr :)
YES. YES DEFINITELY. i didnt post utdr here at all but once chapters 3&4 drop i fear my lid will disappear into thin air. byt i think thatd happen to a lot of other accs when a toby fox game drops nobody is safe for any foreseeable future
#3 years... dude wtf.....#the nostalgia noo no its killing me someone help#but im like#im like literally SOOOOOO EXCITED ive been living off of hour long deltarune video essays n theories forbthe past year#delta over yonder au will thrive#i need. i need them. i need them to release tomorrow#i hope they wont be too expensive cuz id feel rlly rlly bad pirating them#this would probably be tge first time id ever feel bad pirating smth
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yknow having untreated ptsd since i was 17 has really severely affected my life. this is the path of those who Dont Wanna Talk About It. dont be like me. if you have traumatic memories man u gotta talk about that shiddt
#im in an actual therapy program now and its helping#but man like. this has always been the one thing i couldnt talk about#idgaf avbout hallucinations or delusions or any of that kinda shit#but im like#too bashful to admit that 50% of intimacy makes me dissociate#alas#blog.write(post)
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I mean. Im gonna say it. I am side eyeing a little bit people who are acting like Hopper's death was uniquely, unexcusably cruel, after what has happened this whole season with the damane.
Yes, Hopper's death was incredibly upseting. So was everything that happened with Egwene? And Ryma and Basam? Hopper's death is extremely "show typical" levels of violence, what in the world makes it so much more horrible?
#not gonna tag it obvs#but Im like#Really? Hopper's death is the most awful thing in the show for you?#Not Egwene being tortured to a breaking point? okay
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