#But if U follow me (and ur not a bot) ur amazing and I hope U have a great day

[watatsumiis]

I have. So so many cool awesome followers. It's a little intimidating actually ?

[ilovejoll]

NEW PINNED CUZ UHH YEAH >.< uwwaahh

୧ ‧₊˚ 🍮 ⋅ ☆ About me

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| 💊Name: (I have multiple…) Mackenzie / N / Ame + any names of my kins ( Like J, Rokudu, Nicole, Homura, etc etc ) and nicknames are okay too ( ≧ᗜ≦) !!

| 🌈Age: 15 !!!

| 🫧DMS / @‘s: OPEN DMS!!! (Won’t respond fast, I’m anti social HELP) and @ whenever !

| 🎀Pronouns: He / She / They

| 🍬Likes: My awesome gf obvi. MURDER DRONES!!!!!!!!! Drawing, and a bunch of other. Stuff. ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა

|❌Dislike: a lot idk lol

| 🧸 MY SIS IS @niniscookiecafe AND YOU SHOULD TOTS FOLLOW HER RN ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚

| 💘 u guys should also follow my awesome amazing wife @em0puppy /r follow xem now or I will killyo u /threat 😸

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୧ ‧₊˚ 🍮 ⋅ ☆ About my art / blog

| 🐾 This blog is both for my drawings, writings, and reblogs (Bc I don’t feel like making separate blogs for all three -_-;)

| ⭐️ This blog is mainly SFW, but I do sometimes draw / reblog gore, body horror, nudity, etc. I will tag them with TWs like “(( body horror, (( gore, (( nudity, (( suggestive” etc etc. ofc, I tag spoilers as well.

| 🧶 I do not care about people spam liking and or rebloging me, go wild! Asks are always open! Don’t be afraid to say hi or spam me, I encourage it! PLEASE ask about my ocs / au… I beg… ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎

| 🎭 #Kenziebabbles ; my talk tag (I don’t shut up)! #Kenziedraws ; my art tag! #Kenzieiswrting… ; my write / fanfic tag! #Kenzieanswers ; my ask tag! #wife ! <3 tag featuring my awesome girlfriend @/em0puppy :) , #mootsies <3 tag for when I rb content from people I’m mutuals with, #little budster <3 tag featuring my little buddy @cyncallbackpingwho u should definitely follow now 🔪, #free nini from my basement tag featuring my irl sis nini hehe @niniscookiecafe.., And lastly, #ArtforKenzie ; is fan art / write tag!

| 🌙 I used ibisPaintX for the majority of my drawings, and will sometimes post traditional stuff! I’m a multifandom blog, but rn it’s 999% MURDER DRONES, ocs, and 1% other stuff.

| 🖊️ I don’t do commissions (as of yet,) but I will accept art trades (with moots only, please.) I also take art requests thru asks, usually I’ll make a post asking for reqs but don’t be shy to send some anywayz! ૮(๑>◡<๑)ა

| 💌 I don’t care about others using my art / writings as heavy ref and or inspiration. I’d greatly appreciate it if you’d tag me, because I wanna see it! Tracing my art is also okay for practice and whatnot, but if you do post it, also tag me! I allow reposts, but please credit me if doing so. Idc about people using my art for headers, boards, pfps covers ETC all I ask for is credit lol. If you make fan art / write of my stories/aus designs and or original characters, DONT be afraid to tag me!!!! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

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୧ ‧₊˚ 🍮 ⋅ ☆ DNI

(What I say in my dni is final, I will not debate about it so please don’t start arguments! It’s for my own comfort and safety)

| ❌ Racists, homophobes, transphobes, pro Israel’s etc, basic dni criteria.

| ❌ People who whitewash, and who think “blackwashing” is real. Along with people who erase canon lgbt rep, or bash others non harmful headcanons. ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১

| ❌ If you’re an nsfw account, a proshipper, comshipper, or disrespectful / toxic “anti”. If you support anyone problematic (yandev, theftking, matpat, dream, Wilbur etc etc)

| ❌ I block empty blogs! If ur not a bot, at least have a pfp or I’ll block u ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡

| ❌ If you’re going to whine about my interpretation / redesigns of media, than my blog is not for u…… I don’t want to deal with people constantly saying what’s canon and what isn’t cuz Idrc lol. Please don’t argue with me over ships either, I’m a multishipper and don’t have to follow canon. (If u insist on doing this, I’ll block u.)

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୧ ‧₊˚ 🍮 ⋅ ☆ Thank you for reading, if you’ve read all this, then you are more than welcome to follow! Don’t be afraid to dm and talk to me, I love making friends despite my antisocial tendencies ……!!!! I hope you enjoy your stay, and if you don’t, then I’m sorry ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა ୧ ‧₊˚ 🍮 ⋅ ☆

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IL0VE DOLL thisis by @/randygrim follow them or ill rip yourorgans out v

[glitterypin]

hello! good day to you! hope ure having a good one!

i just want to say that ur blog is amazing, really, and has me scrolling for the past hour_ instead of studying; and that's all on me!

i read ur description and was blown away_ u put my life down in one paragraph.... i really dont know what to say!

but thank you for coming on this site and being an amazing_as i like to say_ 'tumblrina'. ur blog is heaven in its turest sense

dam i really dont know how to write an ask

thank YOU tho. THANK YOU FOR THIS BLOG IT HAS MADE MY DAY AND MY WHOLE MONTH

oh, wow, I am not used to such ringing endorsement, my immediate thought after reading this was "is this a bot" BUT I WILL ASSUME IT IS NOT BECAUSE I, TOO, DESERVE NICE THINGS, or so my therapist keeps telling me.

super flattered - loved your blog, too, saw it and was like "oh, why am I not already following this" right away. it feels so good when you meet someone and your aesthetic seems to align so well.

here's to us!

[impala1967dwinchester]

Hello I just wanted to say ur amazing writer and I was wondering if I can request Winchester brother x sister reader where the reader is the youngest Winchester maybe around 16- 17 you can choose the fits but I was hoping u can do like where the reader is depressed and has ED (eating disorder ) and doesn’t tell the brothers and one day it gets worse and passed out the brothers are worried trying to help her out but it hard for her I hope this ok if not I can do different request it just I found comfort in angst topics with struggles I go through you know sorry if this doesn’t makes sense

It started years ago. To be exact it started when your father lost it, going mental on your oldest brother Dean. The three of you were thick as thieves and it physically hurt to see the complete and utter destruction your father left behind for Dean to clean up.

Living your life on the road was okay, you had two great older brothers that kept you up. Kept you in good spirits but it's hard when your whole world around you is crashing. You know it, your family knows but no one else.

How Dean and Sam ever dealt with the massive weight on their shoulders. It blew your mind. You. You weren't worth anything, especially not your mother burning on the ceiling. Your father resented you. You didn't need him to say it, because you could tell. Dean was his soldier, Sam was the disappointment, but the smartest out of the three of you. But you, you were the reason all four of you were in this mess. The reason why John was searching for that revenge every day.

Covering it up with the idea of saving people, but you were smart, so very smart. Sam had complimented you many times on your quickness, and sharpness when it came to the lore, but regarding your father, it was never the approval you were looking for.

Lots of things happened, to get you to the age of seventeen and drowning in the pit of your stomach all because you all no desire to be here anymore. You weren't helping your older brothers you were just in the way.

In the way of progress, a major setback to them. For them to prove to John that they would be like him, do like him. They'd have to leave you behind. It was for the best.

It started off as a way to conserve the little food the four of you had. At the ripe age of seven you learned quickly that offering your food to Sam was a better idea, or skipping off to lay in a shitty motel bed was better than eating. Yes your stomach would growl and the acid would burn, but anything to keep the weight of your brother off your shoulders.

As you grew up you learned that if you stayed at school as long as you could it was the best. Dean had just learned how to drive driving was his passion, reading was Sam. And yours... yours was to stay away, out of the way.

By the age of fifteen, you had your patterned packed down and tight. You leave with Sam since he drove you to school, and since he was a senior. You felt a wave of dizziness almost every morning. The night's dinner is still wrapped in its paper bag. Claiming to take it for lunch. Dean never argued with you. Kiss your forehead and hitting the pillow quicker than he hit on the girls that passed by the motel's door.

Your father was already starting to become absent. The shadow of what a perfect family no one ever talked about. You thrived in the school building though. Sam kissed your forehead his height greatly giving him the advantage before saying his goodbyes to you and running to meet with his senior friends.

You walked alone in the hallways. The bullying started almost immediately the second you stepped into the building. Near of my brothers were aware of the shit I went through on a daily basis. Years later they still weren't.

You had settled on never telling them about my dislike for eating, you hoped and prayed most night that they'd never find out. It was better without their acknowledgment of your weakness. Who knows they might be the same way everyone was at school.

The last year had been hard for you and your brothers, your father making less, and less of an effort with all three of you. Your relationship was already straining to stay alive, the burning and hurt in the bit of your stomach was something that was constant now, and from what you could tell it wasn't going to get any better.

Your brothers are now in their early 20's still taking care of their baby sister. Nights you guys sat down for dinner were odd, without John there. The quiet days where a now older Sam would drive you to school, along by yourself all day long. The teasing being relentless.

The whole idea, you were constantly dizzy, constantly on the verge of falling asleep no matter if you were in class, or at the crappy motel room with your brothers.

Tonight though, tonight your world fell apart as you walked in through the door, your final year of schooling was just starting your summer of staying inside and reading was over. The hot day of September had gotten to you more than you were willing to say. As you walked in through the motel door, the cool air hitting you in your face, and the hot air of the evening summer day kicking you in your ass.

It was too much, down you and your light bookbag went. Dean had been on one of the motels' beds when he heard you fall, Sam behind hadn't been able to catch you even with his long arms.

You don' remember much. You do remember hearing the sounds of your brothers frantically rushing around the room, one dropping his gun, and the other rushing over to your side.

"Dean what the hell just happened?" Sam asked in a frantically worried voice. "I don't know all I heard was the engine of Baby, and then her fall to the floor," Dean said rushing to your thin frame. Neither had noticed until now when they finally had time to pay attention to their baby sister that she was rather thinner than a normal seventeen-year-old.

Paler then normal, "Sam do you notice it?" Dean asked as Sam pulled the lightweight bookbag from your small shoulders. A small hum came from Sams's lips, maybe it was too much to say it. The words making truth when they leave his lips.

Sam picked you up feeling just how boney you were. "How did we let her get this bad Dean?" He questioned, Dean kept his head down grabbing her bag and following behind Sam to the bed's side.

When you woke up your two brothers were talking quietly in the tiny kitchen. Sam saw you try to get up their conversation stopped at a halt, and they both came over to help you.

Quiet overcame the room. Dean was the first to speak. "How are you feeling, Y/n?" He asked, you shrugged your shoulders, the ache in your body was strong, but not enough to make that your brother's problems.

"Y/n please be honest with us... Is this the first time something like this has happened?" Your brother Sam asked. Swallowing hard, before talking you answered Dean's question. "I feel fine guys really nothing to worry about." Answering Sams was going to be harder, you don't really remember the last time something like this happened, maybe last week in school, maybe a few years ago. "I don't remember Sam." That was all you said. Sad expression littered their coarse and worn faces.

"Y/n, how long have been like this?" Dean asked, furrowed brows as he asked the question. "Like what?" You replied. "Like how you don't eat at dinner and think we don't notice, how long Y/n? Just answer please." Dean said.

You tried opening your mouth, but the pressure of being truthful with your brothers was overbearing. Trying again and still, nothing slipped out. Sam ur interrupted your train of thought. "Since dad started on with his hunt for yellow eyes?" Simple questions always have a simple answer.

"If you want an honest answer I'd say seven or eight." You said, pushing yourself up from laying in the bed to sitting up against the headboard. The gasps for air were real between your two brothers. One hand came to rest on top of yours while the other paced around the motel room.

Your guess as to which was mad, and empathic wasn't hard for you. Dean pacing around the room meant he was angry, and Sam's empathic hand on top of yours meant he to wanted help. "Why didn't you tell us?" Dean questioned me, Sam turned to look at his older brother. "That won't help, we were talking remember. We need to help her, bot questions her about her actions or even her reason why." Sam said, Dean, calm down as he continued to pace.

Sam returned his attention to you. Hand still laying on top of yours, "Y/n why don't we, all the three of us help you yeah?" He said you laughed a little and Dean looked up from his pacing feet. "I don't think you guys could ever help me. I've been and felt this way for ten years now. This is just how I am now. Broken and worthless to this Winchester family." You said the strain of holding back was harder than you thought. Dean had paused his pacing staring at you and Sams's hand had engulfed yours.

Dean came over, putting his finger under your chin, grabbing your attention. "You listen here, to Sam and I. We care more about you than you'll ever know. We don't care what any person thinks, we don't care about Dad as much as we care about our little sister. Now believe me when we say that all we want to do is help you, helping you is what Sam and I are here for. Y/n you aren't alone, you aren't, worthless, and you most definitely aren't broken. We can help you all you have to do is let us in." Dean said sitting down next to you when he was down.

"We love you and don't wanna see so much potential be wasted especially when we knew we could have helped you," Sam added. You were having a hard time believing them, but nothing would stop you from trying especially when you had your brothers by your side.

[priffi]

hi all!! it’s been a rough year for everyone, and i just wanted to shout out my mutuals for being here for me, esp since i joined around mid april. i’m not apologizing for @ing u, u can thank me later ;)) so, in no specific order, are my shoutouts:

@futuremoviemaker92 for being my first mutual. i loved ur blog + content, esp when i didn’t even have an acct yet ksdjfsfjks and ik we never talked much but ily <3

@beccabeans ur art is amazing !! that redraw...and the sidewalk chalk... i can’t draw and i wish i had ur skill :yearning: and we share a name :))

@creampuffqueen hail the queen of angst with fluffy endings, mal!!! ur writing...u write so much...i can never write as much as u

@mittenss caspian...hi....did u ever watch ml??? u r crazy. bonkers. using a bot to select ur pronouns. everyone go follow neon. rn. remember ur crazy fridge keysmash nickname. yah that him

@janisarkisian we may have a rivalry in levels in wlwrenegades w mee6 but ur writing is top notch!!! ur triko + group chat fic *chef’s kiss*

@phobidawg ik u can’t b online as much but THAT TRIKO FIC OF URS....THE FLUFF......AND THE PINING,,,U HAVE DONE BAD UPON THE WORLD BUT I CAN MAKE AN EXCEPTION W UR WRITING

@cerenoya sunshine bby. everyone follow her. ur the sweetest person i know, and ur always so supportive, and i was so sad when u said u would take a break but then u came back !!! and ur hcs and ur edits....don’t stop being u ilysm <3

@alirasenn renn!! ur quality atla content...yes (and u have proved zuko seeing shrimp colors canon too....iconic)

@nobellrenaissance mar. we became moots after a grand reveal in dms. remember that?? i was so insistent and u were too and so i had to reveal and then u revealed and then u had that EPIC STRATEGY w tuser eardrian (i think) but ur writing too....gosh i love my moots

@honey-harper-official :sob: i was so sad when u told us u were going to deac, and then i was glad u chose to pass it on, and i’m sad ur going, but i support u!!! ur mental health is important. ur wlw fics and mmitm and the evander hate au,,,,u have the best ideas and i will miss u!!!!!!

@devils-on-a-stereo duskie hi ily is there much else to say (ur art.... u r one of the few active artists for renegades and for that everyone is required to follow u)

@wehiddendesires we r only eah moots and. we never talk but. ily and i c u in my notifs and think: “omg hi!!! we don’t talk but this is talking!!!” also ur edits are :hearteyes: u always have the best images and the ocs too...

@lavenderbloo ren!!! we haven’t been moots for long but ur writing i love and adore <33

@yadrieljulian sdjkfslkdfjs the way i’ve blocked u b4 and u’ve blocked me b4 too... that coññection >:3 ur fics,,, the angst and fluff,,, and ur nobell too,,, and ur art,,, and ur edits,,, u do it all

@cindersnightmare mads.....ur art......... :scream: ILYSM!!! GO CHECK OUT HER ART!!! LOOK AT IT!!!! that triko art is *screams*

@honey-hippie-harper dawnie !! hcttr...i can never write that much. u show so much love to everyone, and ily, and i’m so sad abt ur fics but ofc ur mental health is important!!!

@maya-livingstone kin!! u go girl!! we may have had a past rivalry over levels in mee6 but that is in the past. ur novissabell edit....that’s all that is needed to be said

@darkalinas u write nonstop. bowboy and banguage creator. bowboy like me... anw ily (everyone check out his edits!!)

@thepurpledragon4444 god like at that half of michot. that purple dragon girl with numbers at the end who can’t change her url legally. yeah she gon’ end up in hell one day (but then again she came from there) burn in hell. idiot (romantic)

@winterrhayle look at the printer colors flag girl whose brain is taken over by winlet. yeah she my friend. that wlw brain ain’t ever going to stop radiating sunshine and gay

@kilioferebor ashley.....THAT TRIKO EDIT OMG ILYSM AND I CANNOT BELIEVE I WASNT FOLLOWING U EARLIER AND NOW EVERYONE IS LEGALLY REQUIRED TO REBLOG HER TRIKO EDIT OR THEY WILL FACE A LAWSUIT :knife: STILL NOT OVER IT AS U CAN TELL BUT HEY I’M NOT COMPLAINING

@lightsxwings SIMI I WAS SO SAD WHEN U DEAC but then u came back :))

@caimontagovs look at this moot he don’t know nothing except for the fact they’re trapped in this spiral towards hell known as the rcsfu

@30029061s we never talked. but u have cool content. another astronomy lover !!

@atlanteias hi ur new to tumblr bc u don’t have many posts but ur edits are p cool so far!! i cannot wait to c what else u’ll make!!!

and that concludes the list!! if i forgot u i’m sorry but ily!! hope to c everyone in the new year :))

[1kook]

hi ): i just want you to know that for the past year, tumblr has been the go-to app for me when i look for bts contents cos i couldn't stand twt. i love the fics here, the gifs, edits all of them but it just went kinda bland then i found ur blog. i followed for ur amazing writing skills, but stayed bcs of how relatable u r. it's true that while ur fics are really amazing, my most fave part of this blog is how u make me laugh with ur funny anons. and u may not believe it but actually +

+ the first thing i do when i wake up in the morning is check ur blog to start my day with a laugh 😭 then sometimes i spend my class breaks scrolling thru ur blog and stuff. maybe some do see u as a "writing bot" but i hope you know that not all of us do ): i genuinely like u and ur personality. even if u weren't writing for bts, i woulda still follow u bcs i like ur humor and ur random thoughts and ur personality. sorry if we ever made u feel that way ): i hope It’ll be ok soon miss yami

one of the sweetest anons I’ve ever gotten. even tho I’m back to posting an annoying amount lol, I will admit that I’m still am pretty hesitant to say or do things. lately I’ve been really anxious about even looking into my inbox bc I’m a little nervous there’s gonna be more random anonymous ppl critiquing every little thing I do, so I’m sorry if it feels like I ignore asks (truthfully I am) but I will try my best to feel better 🖤

[gg-astrology]

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a rambly all-over-the-place personal note! Incase you just want to hear from me and talk to me!! I know i’ve been gone for a while so if any followers old/new wants to hear what I actually say when Im not answering posts, here it is! 💓❤️💓 

the main point so you don’t have to see any of the mess: any asks that talks to me like im google will be deleted! 

note: the main part of this isn’t even about the above so if u’re looking for drama or me angsting you may not find it here!! i think i sound more like im fatigued and on my last brain cells.. talking about everything and being v sappy and mellow.. so!!! 💓❤️💓 no drama. not here! not today! 

ok now, consider:

what do u guys think about me just taking it easy... i dont know if you’ve been here for a while or for long.. but I usually do pretty detailed research posts?? about topics like moon phase in astrology, basics on essential dignitaries, etc. 

Astrology ‘topics’... stuff like ‘what is x chart what does it mean’ or ‘what is x concept how does it work’ -- not about placements usually!!! 💓❤️💓Asks about placements I just answer for fun from my inbox.. but posts I actually make.. those are the type of things!!! 💓❤️💓

And well.. I just came back.. not in the mindset right now.. so i was thinking.. would u be ok/interested if i take a break from those posts and maybe post more idol astrology stuff?? nothing serious, I just want to have fun and talk about placements and gush over people who may have similar placements to us and how good they are + how we can learn from them... 

Its just fun stuff?? very light-hearted (dont talk to me about crying through them sometimes, bc theyre so good even when i see harsh aspects/them going through manifestation of that throughout their careers) -- idk!! I just want to maybe talk about girls for a while and like, ask people to love girls and support/appreciate girl groups and asian soloists and artists... 

idk!! just a thought.. like.. i’ll still answer astro stuff and maybe i’ll slip astro posts in there as well.. 90% of my blog is still main astro stuff.. just that 10% maybe i’ll do more idol readings.. it lifts my spirits and i like talking about them!! i know its a niche in tumblr, esp the kpop gg astro stuff.. but like... girls...!!! and seventeen members (im nearly done oh my god theres 3 more left!!!)

I know i put a lot of effort into the bangtan readings bc theyre like-- the semi between my usual intense stuff and the light-hearted ones so im-- probably not gonna touch them yet (for now)  -- I always have high expectations for them because they have to be a certain Standard. There’s alot of great bangtan astro posts out there -- part of that is also v pressuring. But another part is that I want to contribute to something in the community as well! That is like, new and welcomed and good and Not Bad... so... I’m holding off bc I have to have like, a week to actually write, edit, re-edit, check myself before I (usually) publish them.. so... this is ur warning my bts inner readings wont be coming out soon!! 

im just talking about gg stuff -- or other idols, thinking about twice and gfriend and oh my god.... girl groups...

I rmb I used to do it to promote solo artists that might not have gotten alot of attention as well.. I still have drafts about Bolb4.. now consider: younha... also consider: xiao zhan, wang yibo... oh my god... but what if-- idk!!! idk!!!!!!

Anyways I just want to let u know whats been on my mind!!! I honestly dont really know? I posted the bangtan answer today (with a warning beforehand) and AS SOON AS I PUBLISHED 4 people left -- to be honest its pretty funny,,, its kinda funny right?? i think its funny,,, like kpop repellent,, but also i Get it!!! its not for u its ok dont take this social media thing so seriously... its fine i do it all the time too, dont feel guilty over blocking or unfollowing someone - do it as soon as you feel uncomfy tbh its a safe place for u make it ur safe spot!!

But!! Yeah!! 💓❤️💓 Idol things, thoughts? 💓❤️💓 

And this is not related but I was looking at old questions/asks in my inbox (some that ive alrdy answered but its still there -- like 6 asks? so thats... 6 out of the current 122 asks oof) and people are So Nice and So Polite to me!!!! amazing!!! fortunate!!!! One lucky bitch!!!!! Thats me!!!! Im the lucky bitch, who?? people are just so courteous towards when they request or asks for something?? wow---

Its only like, half way in the middle of my old asks that I realize once its more mainstream astro ppl start sending asks in like im google search... rip anyone who does that i deleted the ask bc i have a faq.. my only rule is that be nice.. not playing by the rules!!!!! 

Its also a little introspective to think about it now.. how back then when I didn’t realize it was happening I carried through and answered them anyways bc like... atleast people were asking?? they’re curious?? right?? keep the public fed! there’s people out there who does enjoy my actual answer than the ask itself...but like... now that i’m back and Refreshen: any asks that talks to me like im google will be deleted. I’ll quote this and put it up before the read more so thats the main meat of this long rant!! 💓❤️💓

basically what im saying about all this is: don’t let people treat you that way, or anyway you don’t feel absolutely positively happy about. I’m still keeping some asks that I do want to answer/I think can be turned into great points. But marie-kondo yourself, you don’t deserve to be treated like someone’s encyclopedia, dictionary or google!!!!!

they don’t really care, and it doesn’t really matter if you answer or not -- bc they can just type in the same thing to other astrologer out there and mayb someone will hit it and answer for them. So!!!! dont compromise, delete anything that doesn’t treat u like human. Bc u’re not a bot!!!! Do better!!! This is from future nita to past nita!!! Do better!!! This is why u burnt out and went awol for like a month!!!!!!!! Dont let this happen again or get into the habit, cry to ur friends!!! Ask ur beta for help!!!!!!! Add some people in as ur admin so they can clearly tell u what is right and whats wrong!!!!! dummie you’re too soft and kind!!!!! stop making excuses for others!!!!!!! do better in 2020!!!!!

So this is my rambling over!!! Answered 42 asks in my queue, know that around 30 of them have already been posted. That’s 72 done today!! Not to mention the 30 yesterday -- I was v dumb and didn’t close the ask box, thus I had +10 asks in my inbox today but its ok!!!!!!! Let the people Speak!!!! I’ll post this PSA now and go I hope u enjoy hearing from me even if I’m just rambling -- love u!! take care of urself!!! i hope this helps or entertain anyone who’s looking to know me better or hear some words from me personally!!!! this is me, signing out!!! 

[han-seungwoo]

i recently hit my goal of getting 500 followers before x1′s debut and i wanted to make a little post to thank all of my friends and mutuals that i’ve made on here so far!! please excuse the nastie header i am very bad at things that involve fonts but i love u all nd thats what matters!! thank you so much to all of my friends and followers, i’ve received a lot of love since i made this blog and it’s been wonderful!! below the cut are some messages for some of the mutuals i’ve spoken to/hope to speak to soon!!

@umjigyoun sim!!!!! ilusm you’re the cutest nd you’re honestly one of the nicest people i’ve ever met on tumblr, you have such a good and pleasant vibe and i thoroughly appreciate u reassuring me that my endless rambling about seungwoo in the form of long winded and sappy posts is not as annoying as i may think!! good luck with uni this year! i’m cheering u on, and i hope we can talk even more! <3 <3 <3 <3

@leeeunsangs vyvi ma’am i think u were one of the first mutuals i made on this blog nd i don’t regret it at all!! you’re very cute and pleasant nd i’m always happy when we chat, i hope we can do it some more sometime!!

@cho-seungyouns hello we haven’t talked at all but your gifs are gorgeous thank you for all you contribute to the fandom!!!!

@12seungs lana i love u sm !!!! you’re always such a nice and welcome presence in my inbox nd ur so cute!!!! mmmmwah i hope we can become better pals in the future!!

@dearhangyul BETH U LISTEN TO SO MUCH OF MY RAMBLING U ABSOLUTE SAINT ILU!!!! thank u for all the pretty gifs (esp tht seungwoo in boss set...whew......) nd thank u for being my friend!!! ilu!!!!!!

@hangyul-s farah we have never spoken but all of ur gifs r so fucking nice i needed to say that thank u for being a god tier content creater mwah !

@seungyx1n KAJAL UR CONTENT IS SO NICE !!!!!

@kngsminhee ina ilu SO much ik we dont talk too much but i still consider u a pal since the atiny anon project ur just !!! so so so wonderful ilu!!!!

@hyeonqjvn missus justine!!! talking to u is always so fun ur so cute and nice and i always love it when i see you’ve messaged me!! i hope i can help u get into victon so we have even more stuff to talk about!! good luck with uni this year also !!!!!

@x1-s MACY!!!! u are genuinely one of the best ppl on this hellsite all ur gifs nd ur themes r mwah perfect nd ilu the most!!! i hope we can talk more soon!!!

@yohaans haejin u are just WONDERFUL ugh i rlly am just a haejin love bot but anyone who isn’t is wrong tbh (ur yohan set is coming!!!! i promise it is i am just lazy fdkldskjlf)

@seungyound ave !!! ilusm thank u for letting me vent to u abt produce while the show was happening!! all ur gifs are so pretty i hope ur having a good time!!!!

@wooshinism luna ilu!!!! all ur edits r mwah nd ur always so nice nd kind to me whenever we talk!! i hope we can chat more soon!!! ilu!!!!

@x1produce YASMIN U ARE MY PLATONIC SOULMATE THE LEGITIMATE BEST FRIEND I HAVE U ARE THE MOST WONDERFUL AND KIND AND WARMHEARTED PERSON I’VE EVER MET ON HERE!!! ugh i love talking to u sm and sobbing in your twitter dms as we send pics of our boys back and forth and watch our conversation gradually devolve into mindless, senseless nonsense as we sob about a variety of things, organizing the x1 anon project with u was so much fun and i am so fucking hyped to send u shit for ur birthday u are so sweet and good and talented and amazing and so fucking hilarious i absolutely love u!!!! i wouldn’t be as put together as i am without u bc you’ve helped me through so much absolute bullshit, i’m so grateful, i love you!

@hardseungwoo @seungyounurl @dongpyos @jihnyuk @yohau @hseunqwoo we haven’t talked or interacted that much yet but i just wanted to say that i’m super grateful for all the cool stuff you guys contribute to the fandom!!!! idek if we’re mutuals but i just wanted you all to know you’re appreciated!!! mwah!!!!!

[heavenlyexiled]

                                   britt’s long ass cheesy thank you post.

                                             200 FOLLOWERS! ! ! ! 

it’s been a wild couple of years to get this far. and i’m just, so grateful to have you all here. i know i post a lot ooc and it’s kinda spamming the dash most of the time, i apologize for that. i try not to be annoying, i just get so excited over things or want to apologize for lack of threads & shit. it’s weird, i’m weird and idk why you’re all still here.

i never really? expected to get this far? like, it’s crazy to think 200 of you follow me. ALTHOUGH. HALF OF THAT IS PORN BOTS. yeah, i see you bitches. y’all mvps because for some unknown reason you don’t unfollow. but i mean hey, welcome. mvps right there. HHJDGHHJFSGHHK

granted, the count goes from 200 to 199 which y’know. i don’t mind. y’all do you! but aNYWAY! thank you guys for following me. i’m so sorry that i don’t? interact with half of you. i want to so bad i just get so anxious but i’m trying to do better at reaching out! i love all of you and never expected so many of you to really? be down to interact with elizabeth! when i made her, i didn’t really think anyone would want to write with me because of how... “different” her story was. i was scared about having an oc tbh. i know some people don’t enjoy ocs, which si fine, their choice! respected! but i never thought i’d have this many followers who are CHILL AFFFFF!! ! ! ! i’ve thought about deleting elizabeth and to stop roleplaying all together but THANK GOD I DIDN’T!!! i’ve made some amazing friends here, people who are just overall sweethearts and make me smile whenever i see them on my dash!!! now it’s time for me to fuckin smother these kermits with L O V E! ! ! 

@antibuttons - OF COURSE PAIGE IS FIRST. paige, my love, my wife. MY BEST FRIEND!!! i don’t even know how long we’ve been friends now. but you can literally make me smile any fucking day. we’re on like some same fucking brain level shit. it’s terrifying how we’re in each other’s heads almost every time we talk. GET OUT! ! ! ! !  you help instill confidence in myself and my characters / portrayal of characters whenever i get so insecure i cry to u about it! !  !! i think you’re the only person I KNOW FOR A FACT won’t get annoyed by me and that i can talk about our characters with. like it doesn’t scare me to talk about it with you. other people? FUCKING TERRIFIED ! ! ! !  you’ve been here from day one of elizabeth’s blog. we met on my ellie ( from tlou ) blog and JUST BECAME BEST FRIENDS SO F A S T ! ! ! it’s crazy! and even though you hate asking me to do icons for you / draw things for you. I WILL STILL DO IT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND YOU DESERVE THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD!  !! ! 

@rabbitsolver - MY OTHER W I F E ! !  ! ! ! you’ve also been around in the early days of liz back with her outlast verse! the outlast fandom really being the first fandom to actually welcome liz so openly! you welcomed her with arms wide and I FUCKIG LOVE YOU! i apologize for distancing myself from u, i just get anxious and unsure when to message you / what to talk about! BUT YOU. ARE. AN. ABSOLUTE. FUCKING. ANGEL AND I WOULD KILL 500000 PEOPLE FOR YOU!!!! you’ve been so kind to me and have made me laugh so many times i HAVE SCREENSHOTS TO REMEMBER WHAT MAKES ME LAUGH JHSDHJFSJHHDGHHFD

@ennobledsinner -  Z A A A A F F F  F F F ! ! !  ! sorry if u didnt wanna be tagged in this, too late ur in it, beech. HFHGDHKFGKH I LOVE YOU! we only met this year and i think like?? a month agao?? CANT REMEMBER TBH but i know we haven’t known each other long, but i’d actually take the blame if u murder someone. im r e a d y. you are like??? the tru mvp here. you send in memes and like, i knwo it takes me 84 years to actually fcukin write them but YOU’RE NOT AFRAID TO KICK MY DOORS DOWN WITH THEM! and! you’re so open and willing to ship with liz! i never really get the chance to ship with ehr because i don’t want people to feel uncomfortable ;;;; i got like paige and a few other  people for liz having a romantic ship with muses  but not a lot! and i’m always so scared to ask! but you wERE SO WILLING AND DOWN AND I ACTUALLY CRY WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT IT! you’re so sweet and your writing is something that i genuinely haven’t seen much of, style-wise i mean! it’s so good and like reading a book! detailed and written more like a drabble between two muses and like!?!?! IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL! i’m crying. you’re so sweet and genuine and like i’m very grateful for you sticking around uwu, i hope our friendship continues to grow BC LIKE!?!?!? I L O V E Y O U ! ! ! !  SO MUCH!!!

there’s so many more of you guys to thank, i don’t want to spam y’all however, so just please know that all of you mean so much to me. i’m very awkward with my words but just understand that even if i didnt write soemthing its bc i’m also very tired and want to get this out before i got back down to 199 again JHDFSHJGDH BUT I DO APPRECIATE SO MANY OF YOU! this is such an unorganized fucking thank you post. BUT!

thank you for 200 followers!

[carmen-atcha]

I’m gonna liveblog some thoughts on lord of the rings bc I’m watching them for the first time at 24 years old in 2018, spoiler warnings?

I watched all three of them for the first time like 3 4 days ago and uh fucking loved them. I think I saw fellowship and return of the king at some points in my childhood bc I have distant memories of some scenes and being a human adult I have some grasp on the plot and characters, and my ex super wanted me to watch them but i hate doing things people want me to do

But anyway I’m watching fellowship again today and I’m currently at the balrog so here are some catchup and some current thoughts for my single follower I know isn’t a bot Abbie who hey if ur reading this what’s up let’s hang before the semester is over

-so this isn’t a first thought I guess it’s a second go around thought but Frodo in the beginning is so happy and lighthearted and whimsical. Reading under trees and dancing w beers in his hands and messing with Gandalf? God my heart

-I would make an excellent hobbit in a buzzfeed quiz of which middle earth race are u I would be a hobbit I have the hair texture, appreciation for comfort and beer and ‘pipeweed’ lmao (‘your love for the handlings leaf has clouded your mind’ bitch me too the fuck)

-how small are hobbit children? How small are hobbit BABIES??

-Gandalf is just... so good and loving. I wish I knew a single person half as kind as him

-lord of the rings really defined a whole fantasy aesthetic huh

-I remember when I was a kid I thought pint was pronounced w a short ‘I’ and I know Ive seen this movie before bc I have a clear memory of pippin saying ‘pint’ and me thinking ‘oh damn that’s how it sounds’

-also I remember loving merry and pippin bc ofc when I was a kid I loved the funny characters. I also loved jar jar when I was a kid and put stickers of him all over my little rc yellow beetle, I liked the ‘dumb’, funny ones

-samwise gamgee is..... absolutely amazing I can’t imagine enough words about him so I won’t begin (they’re overwhelmingly positive)

-bilbos birthday speech made me realize how much of this movie I recognized from pop culture and quotes and shit

-‘I don’t know why, but it makes me sad’... mark that as first tears shed during these movies

-sam is all of Frodo’s impulse control and the true protagonist of the series, ron Weasley could never (I’m lying he absolutely would they’re both so good)

-viggo mortensen kickstarted the emo movement in 2001 during his pivotal role as Aragorn so jot that down

-I only know viggo mortensen from Hidalgo, this is either a way hotter look for him or I need to revisit Hidalgo post puberty

-‘I will take the ring to Mordor- though I do not know the way’- tears: the sequel

-I just hope the next time I watch this movie I remember to look away before Bilbos face does that thing

-boromir, that wild son of a gun

-if I had a hobbit friend I too would wanna carry them around like a cute lil baby

-not trying to tell Gandalf how to do his job but if every orc in a 100 yard radius to me suddenly fled, I wouldn’t wait around to know why

[ghostfungus]

Dude, I know how you feel with posting non fanart on this website. I'm a person who only draws Ocs so they get 3 notes top. But please don't let the lack of notes discourage you. Draw what you like and what you want to draw no matter how many notes it gets, those people who like or reblog your art are people that see and love your art. Please don't hide your art, you're an amazing artist

thank u so much!!!!! i’ll always draw what i like, i just wish i liked drawing fanart lmao yknow? well i like it but i never keep doing it consistently. the notes thing is just so discouraging!! like i want to share my art w ppl (n possibly make money on it so i can,,,, eat over the summer lol) but nobody sees it bc it isn’t fanart. i wont give up tho!! i know theres ppl out there who love/enjoy my stuff and i post it for them, even if they dont always see it!! i rly love u and everyone who enjoys my art ur all real special to me i never thought id even get as many followers as i did on my art blog n im grateful for every single one  (even the bots bc i love attention and they make the number bigger). this goes to everyone else who makes oc art n doesn’t get noticed!! ur wonderful and ily and i love ur art and i hope u never ever stop ok?