#Brokem colors

[oz-corp-uplink-t]

Good evening. I figured it would be a good idea to describe our area in detail, both the one we're in now and the one from whence we came. This will be in chronological order, from first discovered to most recently discovered. I hope you all don't mind the formality. This is simply how I normally converse, and I do not see any reason to be any more or less formal than normal.

--Homeworld: GemsGoldia--

Our Homeworld was a unique one, compared to the more Earthly planets of most other universes. It was an entire planet made of crystals and gems, and the general climate of an area depended on the gemstone that comprised the most of an area. Green Emerald areas were usually perfectly warm, red Ruby areas were much hotter and had a tendency to contain magma geysers, blue Sapphire areas were more or less frozen wastes, and a few other, more unnatural climates, such as constant lighting storms over yellow variants of gemstones, and complete and utter darkness in Obsidian areas.

When I first appeared here, I was the only one. I saw the Creator soon after, and he told me what I should do. The Creator's form in our worlds is quite odd, actually. He's two hands and a head, and he tends to change size often, though he's always bigger than me. His hands have white gloves, and I'm certain I've seen they are connected to his head by fishing line or puppet strings. His head is just a black sphere with extremely triangular teeth and large, red eyes. It's more intimidating than it sounds.

Anyway, the factory/research lab we started with was already built when I showed up, along with quite a few houses, all made of the Emerald the ground was made of, and there were exactly enough for those that would appear soon after. There was an unfathomably gigantic generator in a basement within the factory, which I was told created an artificial atmosphere around the entire planet. Evidently, this was true, as it was destroyed in the destruction of the planet, and we have recorded several corpses of beings that need an atmosphere to survive.

--A strange new land: Mirrold--

I had escaped the destruction of GemsGoldia, and I had to find my way back alone. I went through several places, most of which seemed familiar and sparked... Memories, of past versions of myself. My first iteration looked similar to the creator, but I had a pale skin tone, my eyes were humanoid, my hair was green, and I had some nasty claws. I was a throwaway, used to add plot to a normal 'roleplay' (Which, as he told me, simply describes writing a story with more than one person, which I find to be an interesting concept) between good friends. I was to stop a wedding by killing the bride or groom, the bride being an original creation, from his friend, and the groom being another one of those... Skeleton characters. I think they called them Blueberry. I mortally wounded them, and was destroyed in revenge.

My next iteration was similar to the 000 model. I can't remember what I did as them, but I do remember that the Creator and his friend made fictional children for fictional versions of themselves. Apparently, this was my longest running form.

Then, we're at what I am now. A product of His creativity, depression from a long-passed break-up, of which he has told me was his own doing, and fantasies of escaping His world, and coming to ours. His mental state has left our world in ruin, and it seems like he may want this one to have a similar fate...

...Oh, right. I need to be talking about Mirrold. Forgive me, I tend to get far off-topic if I think about our home...

Mirrold is a mirror world, which I found in an apparently magical mirror in the ruins of GemsGoldia, which acted as a portal to here. This place consists of four islands and a deep pit under them, which we call Lower Mirrold.

--The glass shatters: Shatternia--

Shatternia is the only entrance to Mirrold that we know of. After you enter the mirror, you come out onto a catwalk suspended above Lower Mirrold, which looks like pitch blackness. This catwalk ends at a concrete building, where the Brokem, Ozwald, and Cordial base models reside. This is at the southernmost area of the island. To the west of this, there is a thick forest with various weak monsters within. The foliage on this island is always colored in a mix of reds and blues instead of the normal green you'd expect. To the north of the building, there is a toxic lake, and a bridge leading to a canyon with a large gate at the end, leading to the only town in the area, Shardini. If you go east from the building, there is a tram station, which connects to the next island over, and allows for transport between them. North of this is a mansion under constant snowfall, which is reminiscent of the home the Creator had imagined being in when with their friend. The Creator put a copy of his past self, specifically from the period of major depression over his relationship, in Mirrold, and they occasionally show up at this mansion and cry to themselves. They are hostile to any trespassers, but reminders of this failed relationship will stop them in their tracks.

I do recall, now that I think of it, there was another skeleton who became partially Corrupt, but never fully turned, and who lived with the models in the concrete building. Actually, they may have been an alternate version of Blueberry. I think the models that live there called them "Grape".

--A major downgrade: Junkedville--

It's much larger than Shatternia, but it's mostly empty desert. There is an exception: Salvagius. This is the one town in Junkedville, near the northern edge. Our factory rests at the northernmost point, and the rest of the place is houses and establishments made of sheet metal. The pub here is highly popular, mainly because it's impossible to die from overdrinking, as they add special ingredients that prevent death or impairments from extreme amounts, without lessening the actual enjoyment of it, including the drunkenness. This isn't completely effective, unfortunately, as you can tell from my entire workforce being in alchohol comas.

I did say that Shatternia was the only entrance, but that isn't completely true. In the factory, we are very capable of transporting people using the multiversal portals we have. We also considered opening them up to other creations for this uplink, but we aren't sure if it matters much anyway.

--Eternal war: Magicant--

Magicant is a small place, and there's not much left by now. Mages populated this place quite heavily before the Corruption followed us here. They have allied with us for the destruction of the Corruption, but they have blown half their island out of the sky trying to fight. There isn't much left to speak of...

--Mixed up anomaly: Lower Mirrold--

Lower Mirrold is... Difficult to understand. It's split into five sectors. These five sectors change randomly into portions of different worlds, bringing buildings, landscapes, and people with them into our own. This has caused many visitors to suddenly show up without intending to, and many strange scenarios where multiple characters and worlds combine in strange ways, causing strange situations. One we have documented in particular is still in progress, and the events until now are as follows.

1: Subject A ( Short/overweight/male, generally known as a thief, wears yellow and purple clothes, a cap with his first initial on it, and cyan eyeliner) receives a message from Subject B (Literally a fucking sponge) that proposes an exchange for taking B's job for a day in exchange for a stockpile of treasure. Subject A accepts, drives into ocean and finds Subject B's workplace.

It should be noted these two should not have known each other at all.

2: Subject A falls asleep on the job, establishment burns down. Subject A flees and finds stockpile. Subject B fires a nuclear bomb at his neighbor to threaten the arsonist who burned down the establishment. Subject A is transported to an unknown location for approximately 7 hours, before Lower Mirrold shifts again and any further events cease.

We have reason to believe whatever's been happening here is still happening now, but we have been too occupied with everything else we can't be certain.

--Core of Corruption: Corrupti--

Not much is known of Corrupti, other than Sally currently resides there and controls the Corrupted from it's core. It rose from Lower Mirrold some time after the event above had ceased. We don't know what to do about it, all we know is that it's ruining everything we worked so hard to achieve, and that we must end it... But we do not know how.

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A few closing statements...

Firstly, I have been informed the Creator has documented the Lower Mirrold events mentioned above. I haven't been told where, though. Just that it's "On my tube", or something. If you happen to figure something out there, that would be helpful.

Second, I'm not completely certain the Creator has fully gotten over what happened with his relationship. I don't know if that's why he seems to be reluctant to help us, but either way I'm sure he'll figure himself out sooner or later. I hope, anyway.

Good night to you all. I hope you haven't forgotten us.

Oh, and to those of you in bad times, (lookingatyourox) just know your pain doesn't last forever, and all wounds can be healed with help and time. Also, do not try to end your pain early. It will only spreas your pain to others, and, if there is a place after life, give you a worse pain in your ghost.

...Sorry, if I'm being a bit too grim here. I'm in quite a grim mood, unfortunately. I think the Creator is, too.

[ramonaflowersflowers]

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I want to fall in love with all of my heart. It's either the extreme or nothing. I want to feel loved because of simple crazy small things. Like knowing my favorite color, how I like my coffee or me just me dreaming about walking in the moon. Or just how they smile when I become stupid crazy teasing him/her or how I watch them be passionate about something he/ she truly loves. I want the roller coaster feeling, a long loving tounge kiss after fights. Or just sitting on a couch watching them watch the netflix shows I love and how they would react to them. And they can do the same, and whatever they love I might like it because it's something that they made them feel. I want that assuring feeling that someone always got my back, and when I'm wrong he/she won't tolerate my stubborn ass. I hope he/she has the patience of a god or maybe one step down a god because I can be the worst at times. The biggest overthinker of the 21st century, I hope they know what they signed of for when they love me. And I hope they won't leave me hanging. Because I'll be brokem way to deep. I can't go through hell again. And I hope when I found the right fit, it falls into place. In the right time, right moment and right place. It would kill if circumstances would hinder me from the love of my life. But I would fight for her/him, and I hope he/she does the same. I want to fall in love with someone whose crazy as me to them. Maybe it would be a shot to the moon. Maybe it's one in a million, but I hope I get a glimpse of it in this lifetime. —1113

[bxmbsxawaya]

How does Monroe feel about Harper and Monty?

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Oh god nonnie this is a whole can of worms, I’ll have you know. 

I’ve established this before but even in verses/threads where Monroe and Harper were never together, Monroe had feelings for Harper. She was in love with Harper. It’s just unavoidable. Harper was her best friend and treated her with more kindness than anyone ever had.

And, Monroe wants nothing but a long and happy life for Monty and Harper both, she really does. And if Monty is who makes Harper happy, then she wants her to be with him. But…

In verses where she lives past S3, she’s v much biting her tongue about their relationship. In all my verses where she lives, she views herself as damaged, and that colors her view of the world. She feels like everything that happens that is even slightly related to her. happens because she’s brokem. Because she can’t fucking breath. Because she’s not who she was anymore. She see’s herself this way, but is bitter when other people see the same. So, that would affect things. She’d see it like… ‘I’m broken, and because of that she’s picking him, and I shouldn’t be mad at her for that, because I know I’m broken, but… I still am.’

If Harper ever asked, Monroe’d say it’s great that she found someone who loves her like Monty does in this shit show of a world. If Harper pressed, she’d go quiet. If she pressed some more, all of the feelings she’d been bottling up would go spilling out. 

She’d tell her how of course she’s not fucking okay. She’s pissed. She’s angry. The first person she ever loved has fallen for someone else. How can Harper expect her to be okay? 

She wants to be that girl who can smile and nod and be the best friend Harper can confide in, but it fucking hurts. It hurts to see them making eyes at each other. It hurts to see Harper running to Monty when either of them have gotten back from something off camp. It hurts to see them sneak a kiss when they think no one is looking. It fucking hurts. 

And maybe, someday, it won’t. Maybe, someday, she’ll be able to look at them, and be happy for them with no hurt in her heart. Maybe someday she’ll look at them and not feel like it should be her in Monty’s place. 

But… That’s a far off someday. 

So, if Harper presses, if they ever have this conversation, that’s what she feels about it; It hurts. She wants them to be happy. But it fucking hurts. 

Ghost Monroe is just quietly bitter but has more perspective on it and “the world is ending and I’m dead how can I fault them for falling in love?”