#Body Modificiation

[thecrybabydiaries]

I posted 764 times in 2022

That's 315 more posts than 2021!

176 posts created (23%)

588 posts reblogged (77%)

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@alifelongromance

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@thecrybabydiaries

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I tagged 233 of my posts in 2022

#for daddy - 98 posts

#luna writes - 18 posts

#dd/lg sfw - 12 posts

#asked - 9 posts

#oh daaaaaddy - 7 posts

#dumbification - 7 posts

#dd/lg kink - 7 posts

#queue - 7 posts

#luna reads - 7 posts

#i’m deceased - 6 posts

Longest Tag: 95 characters

#no offense but literally hes just a man hes not a hero hes just a man who had to sing this song

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

It makes me so happy that I’m (finally) in a healthy enough headspace to handle Daddy degrading me so aggressively and consistently.

10 notes - Posted July 29, 2022

#4

80 Days

12 notes - Posted January 9, 2022

#3

Asking Permission

It never fails to make me laugh when vanillas get pissed at me for saying something like, “Oh, let me ask my fiancèpppppp/Daddy first before I get [a body modificiation]” or, “I want to, but my fiance said no.” because they can’t comprehend that he likes to know when I’m planning to modify myself and I have a few mental illnesses that can create manic episodes where I’m not thinking clearly about a modification I want to get. 

There are so many options to consider when modifying my body for my pleasure or his. If I “ask permission” first, we can take the time to ensure I’m not rushing into a shitty artist that I’ll regret, screwing us financially because I have no sense of impulse control or even just the consequences of my actions. 

So with that being said, 

What Modifications Need Pre-Approval?

Tattoos. These, obviously, are huge commitments and financial hits for us. Plus, when my favorite artist books are open, there’s a 2-3 month waitlist, but I also have very little impulse control. When I want to get a new tattoo, I’m (usually) down for the next available artist in my favorite shop. My fiance is diligent about helping me plan out a piece that I’ll love for a very, very long time.

Piercings. Another commitment and financial hit. Ears are (usually) pre-approved, but anything more than that needs prior approval to ensure healing won’t fuck up any plans we have (like summertime in general when it’s harder to keep pieces clean due to sweat and chlorine).

Hair cuts over 3 inches in length. The occasional trim is always approved to ensure my hair has the strength required for our favorite activities, but if I want a massive chop, that requires some planning and approval (mostly because he likes long hair on me!)

*Luna’s Tattoo Tip: We always aim for fall and winter tattoos to help ensure the smoothest healing period

When Am I Told No?

Honestly? Rarely. If I want to modify my body for him, he’s usually on board. It’s not so much of “no” as it is “not right now” For example, I have multiple tattoos planned, but we have to go slow on those because of healing and finances. I have a semi-large piece planned that we’re expecting to be around $500. (And when you’re trying to save for a life together, that money could go a long way)

There is a small list of modifications I cannot get (for good reasons) like a septum piercing (my family is reformed Jewish, and they’d murder me for altering my body in a way that’s not easily covered). I can’t get any tattoos that I can’t cover with clothing easily (arms, chest, lower legs, feet, hands, etc.) for professionalism. I have to keep my hair past my shoulders so I can put it up for work (again, professional at its finest), and anything shorter would cause intense curling issues.

Can I Override His Choice?

Yes and no. While I have never had to override his opinion, he is very understanding and open to me talking to him about these things. He'd only truly tell me "no" for a handful of reasons such as we don't have money, I'm asking for something that is in a manic state, or the consequences outweigh the rewards.

So while vanillas get pissed at me for “asking permission”, it comes from a place of ignorance. I’m asking him to help me make a choice that could follow me around for a very long time.

Besides, what else is Daddy for if not helping me make these big choices? ;)

14 notes - Posted April 17, 2022

#2

Why Would You Give Up Your Orgasms?

"You're kidding, right? Were you coerced? Did he bribe you?"

No, I'm not kidding. No, I wasn't coerced or bribed. I asked for it. Begged for it even. It took us years to build up to it, but gods damn I love it.

I've always been interested in orgasm denial, the power exchange that comes with it, the tingle all over that comes with a load blown and I'm left trembling and aching for my own.

Daddy likes that each time I edge for him, my brain fades a bit more. I'm more willing to try new stuff for and with Daddy like now he slaps me and pops my body.

But why? Why would I willingly give up my orgasms for Daddy? And permanently, much less?

The short answer? I need him to. My orgasms were making me greedy and selfish with serving Daddy.

The long answer? It's not brainwashing, it's not coercion, it's not being forced. It's a kink we're greatly enjoying. There's a certain power exchange that comes with giving something so intimate up to him and letting him control it.

Being denied has also improved our relationship. It's brought a new level of trust into our relationship, forced more communication and more openness. I've let Daddy more into my being and my lines of thinking. He's also kept more of a close watch on me; my mental state, my emotional well-being, and physical needs as being denied so frequently tends to leave me very energized and needy.

Adding this level of kink, as far as denial goes, I highly recommend it. It's spine tingling, frustrating in the best of ways and unbelievably incredible.

So you don’t cum… at all?

Rarely. Maybe once every month or so…? We started with sessions where I wouldn’t cum then we moved up to two sessions in a row where I wouldn’t cum, then naturally moved up the line from there. I can’t actually remember my last orgasm and I don’t regret it. I think I’m getting my next orgasm at the end of the year. Maybe.

Daddy likes me denied and I love serving him and feeling the bliss of edging so everyone wins!

15 notes - Posted October 17, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

“It just feels so good, doesn’t it?”

My hips were mindlessly grinding against Daddy’s hand, my mind slowly turning to a gooey, hazy fog.

Daddy kept cooing in my ear, coaxing my guard lower as the familiar cocktail of his scent, my desire and sweat fed the mental fog.

“It just feels so good to edge, doesn’t it?”

Another deep breath, my hips raising quickly from his hand with a deep groan. My eyes squeezed shut as Daddy’s smile, his pride, burned into my skin. “Deep breath, princess… No cummies yet. Just relax and edge for Daddy.”

I couldn’t place my last orgasm, even with a level head. Daddy keeps me denied now, as encouragement to be the best toy for him.

This time last year, I couldn’t stand the idea of denial. Oh, how greedy I was.

At some point, I started to desire it… I wanted - needed Daddy to deny me. To control when and if I got to cum. To teach me to be less greedy with my orgasms. To teach me to put his pleasure first - where it belongs.

Daddy cooed again, “It feels so good, doesn’t it?”

32 notes - Posted September 17, 2022

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[life-globe-blog]

A Kayan Lahwi (Padaung) woman who has removed her brass neck coils in in Pan Pet region, Kayah, Myanmar. Women of Burma who elongate their necks using brass neck rings to make themselves look like dragons and protect themselves against rape Credit: Eric Baccega/MediaDrum

[newzzhub]

Meet The Man With A World Record For Most Body Modifications Rolf Buchholz has greater than 516 physique modifications. A man from Germany has set a Guinness World Record for essentially the most variety of physique modifications.

[tcfactory]

🛌 = "Move over, you big lug," Aurelia said as she flopped onto the bed next to Zenos. "You need a cuddle, don't ya?"

Zenos peered up at her, his eyes bloodshot and his face unhealthily pale. One of his arms was twitching, seemingly without his control or notice.

“I’m hardly good company at this moment, but I am not going to say no.” He knew better than to try to move or take anything for the pain. Cuddling sounded like a wonderful way to put his mind at ease, at the very least.

[tulsitea-blog]

mmmm goob morning im just thinkin about how im gonna preemptively kill myself as soon as it becomes unbearably hot outside and the water starts to swallow major coast cities. im not even #suicide ideation al anymore it's just a self preservation thought cause i already have a lot of issues as long as i get to hang out a lot w/ my friends before the earth dies i'll be good and imma leave of my own accord and leave my wonderful physical form to rot somewhere nice. which also means i want to pursue many more forms of body modificiation and i used to have a very intense fear of natural disasters and i realize this is just a manifestation / futher iteration of that same fear. but it is also real that our planet is dying and i am a scared and i hate contributing to it but sadly it is still deteriorating anyway and living in a way that is healthy for the planet is becoming more and more impossible. as soon as i get cancer or the earth "gets cancer", i am so the fuck outta here. completely. done w/ it. @ all my friends: don't worry but also please don't feel a need or want to make a suicide pact w/ me. these are my own paranoid thoughts. i don't want to die there are just certain circumstances i would not want to or be able to live under. my brain's metaphorical pressure would make me explode yaknow? i think we have like 20 years before the earth collapses, and we should all link up and love and live our best lives before then. i am a lot less depressed than i used to be and i am learning to enjoy life. i know know it is inevitable and i can't lead a sad and barren existence :( i am going to travel a lot and meet a lot of people and experience a lot of new things, i'm just thinking about my future, and it's going to be shorter and better than a miserable 90 year lifespan. my whole family history has lived that way and it's been awful to see it play out and to see everyone just get worse and worse and worse. i see too much on a day to day basis which is why i blog and talk so much and smoke so much weed and constantly seek other substances cause i am trying so. fucking. hard to block it out. i need constant sensory distraction. i am always dissociating for this reason as well. but the earth means a lot to me and i will help heal her in whatever little ways i can, but we are too deep for us to be able to lead a comfortable existence past the next few decades. i am excited to see how it plays out and then relieved to put an end to my own life. i love you all so much i am still here we can still talk LIFE ISN'T POINTLESS i am just having a Manifesto Moment

[crippledaydreams]

[gamemakerm]

I'm still thinking about getting magnetic implants but now I'm wondering if there are other body mods that fall along similar lines

aside from RFID tags I haven't found much though, do you guys know about anything of the sort?

[crippledaydreams]

[ohhfucktheresclowns]

[officialamericanmary]

AMERICAN MARY PUTS HER VICTIMS UNDER THE KNIFE...