#Benzos

[oscyrich]

“The Devil’s Favourite Benzo”

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[anaxietyyy]

(not mine, found on pinterest)

[jojolovesxannies]

tb to my first time doing coke…

beginning of love<3

[herokitty1312]

pink xans💗

[selfmedblves]

~ i love my benzos ~

[angelnumber27]

[zebulontheplanet]

I think people don’t realize the fear and anxiety some people face when taking some medications.

I’m on a benzo. Ativan to be specific. I take it twice a day, every other day, and I sometimes take breaks on weekends from it. I think people don’t realize the utter anxiety I had when I first got on it. Especially the anxiety from the only other person who knows I’m on it, my mother. We were scared. Benzos are a commonly demonized medication. If you’re on it, then you’re automatically seen as a drug addict. If you’re taking it responsibly, no you’re not. If you’re taking it unresponsively and get addicted to it, then you’re a horrible person.

I was scared to get on it. I expressed my concern with my psych, and she was glad I brought it up, and soothed my concern by telling me I could get off of it anytime if I felt uncomfortable.

Medications like benzo’s are extremely demonized. They’re extremely anxiety inducing to be on. To take responsibly. To not get addicted. I have so far been ok, and don’t seem to have a dependence on it, but that doesn’t mean I don’t sometimes doubt myself. Every time I take it because I need it, there’s a little voice in the back of my head telling me I’m an addict. Telling me that I’m only taking it for my own gain and don’t actually need it. There’s this voice telling me all of this, and that’s scary.

Being an addict isn’t a moral failure. But it isn’t bad to not want a struggle on yourself. To not wish years of struggle and harm on yourself. It isn’t bad to not wish you weren’t an addict. To wish that never happens to you.

I am taking my meds responsibly, but that doesn’t mean that I possibly won’t face hardships in the future. That I won’t face possible addiction. That I won’t face doctors not taking me seriously due to it. That I won’t face hardships. There is no guarantee.

We need to stop demonizing medication that has changed peoples lives. That has possibly saved them. Ativan has changed my life for the better. I’m no longer catatonic all the time, I’m no longer struggling with tasks, and I’m no longer having extreme anxiety attacks. Ativan has changed my life, and although it is a hugely demonized medication, I don’t regret it one bit.

[catylsmental]

Wygląda jakby brał mocniejszy towar. Klony + Xan.

[hannahch33ks]

Valium come to save me from my seasonal depression

[benzodolli3]

[1dfanfictionbookcovers]

Run Like the Devil by benzos( @judgmentalharpy )

Harry stops pouting, but his frown is still fixed in place. “Are you sure?” he asks. “You know it’s your soul you’re signing away.” He sounds…sad? No, that’s not right, but there’s something.  Christ. This is the most incompetent demon Louis’ ever met. If he hadn’t seen the red of his eyes he wouldn’t believe he was a demon at all. How’d he get this job if he isn’t trying to convince Louis to deal? Or is it just another trick? A ploy for sympathy? “I’m sure,” Louis says. “Come over here and kiss me.” * Supernatural AU. Louis hunts demons; Harry's the strangest demon he's ever met, and he keeps fucking meeting him.

[alprazangel]

xanaxxx & paxx

[bruisesandgrief]

Yep. Benzo angel

[jojolovesxannies]

someone wants to be druggy buddies?:))

[selfmedblves]

babe are you okay? you haven't even touched your x3 lines yeat