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buttercupshands · 2 months ago

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Honestly if I didn't know myself better I'd make a... Uh I forgot how they're called

But anyway a quiz, question whatever

Of what thing I should revisit first from my old things (not fandoms specifically)

Like idk re-watch Gravity Falls, Tangled the Series or just enjoy My Little Pony's g4 while dealing with irl stuff finally

But I know myself! So I won't, bc I usually lose ideas like that next morning if I don't actively start watching RIGHT NOW and stuff and I know I still remember them all as well pfff

#I wonder how many people even remember my tts fandom era #Or how many remember the levels of obsession I had with GF YEARS ago #Like sure Undertale is old too but that's a cool indie game everyone knows it and I never stopped drawing it every year #Anyway my all fandoms at once multifandom era is at full force now ig! What a time to be alive!#Or more like “I'm not bound to one fandom” thing but less angry and provocative than before #More like “I'm not bound to one fandom! :D” amd then just ever so casually checking on whatever I want #Bc sadly every time I join one fully I become so obsessed with people around me being happy from stuff I make it's insane #I hate losing myself like that! Sure it's making me happy! But I'm not so happy after a while #Like the “will they stop talking to me if I stop doing this?” every time if a bit... Annoying??? REALLY annoying???#Like sure anxiety and fear of whatever I know that but like. The 'WELL FINE" and then I go the 180° and enjoy whatever I like #The horrible mix is when both co-exist so you'll have me be pleasant and yet talk a LOT about this absurd silly guy #While ignoring that I'm speaking to a wall at that point #Anyway #What I wanted to say is!#This thing is still real like I know some people like reading ramblings like these for the fandoms #So idk you can't force a ramble... You can trigger it though!#Like I usually start rambling seeing same things over and over amd specific scenes make me go 'hm' and ramble #A LOT. Like at this point my bio should include “rambles a lot”

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