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i-am-the-balancing-point · 3 years ago

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uuuuhhhhhh because this has been the vibe for sixty-four-million years the past weeks

my therapist has literally ordered me to hit the fucking breaks actually she told me she’d tell other people to go to the hospital in this state but she knows I refuse that bc I know it would make everything even worse and me actually su*cidal lol and do things that at least give me a little serotonin instead so… expect a lot of music in the coming days I guess? also, I’m always up for video chats/playing cards against humanity/other fun online party games with mutuals since those are rly making my heart and brain go brrrr (I have so little social interaction atm it’s depressing. and I want to spend time with you, my beloveds of course) and now I’m pretty much always available since I had to put uni stuff on the back burner so pls shoot me a message if you wanna ♡

#I… have been to the hospital for doing less badly but being su*cidal #and it was the worst shit in the world #like for me personally #that hospital was just rank #I just wanna forget about it #BUT y’all on tumblr (and well Far Cry) have literally been such a brightly shining light in my life #not to be weird and dramatic but I’m pretty sure being on here is helping me maintain my last bit of sanity #(sentences I never thought I’d write)#so yeh I will do my best to create and take it easy and focus on creating positive experiences #and if you wanna hang out I’d love to!#sorry for being so emo and negative all the time btw #the deterioration of my mental health has been pretty much taking up all my energy and brain space in the past month #there has not really been a lot apart from it #but I’m trying I’m sorry for being so overshare-y all the time #Gigi babbles

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