#BUT THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN BC THEYVE GRADUATED!!!
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#so like is the rest of my life just gonna be Yearning from now on NZNXNXJXNXMX#ok maybe not the rest of it. but the forseeable future. god how do ppl do this. how have ppl BEEN doing this.#ignorance is truly bliss like. i talk to my friends about him n they dont like fully understand bc theyve never liked someone so mucg#its just so embarassing to talk about n i just BDNDJDJNDJD#i just !!!! always imagined myself single. and would Say Stuff about not wanting anything like that but now im a big clown JDJDJDJJDDJ#BUT HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW ITD BE LIKE THIS. GOD#im also like. trying to talk myself out of it. like oh maybe its all in my head JDJDJDJDJDN#but like just too much has happened. idk. im just........ im feeling impatient 😭😭😭😭#but like. its progressed well so far with me just progressing things when they feel Right. hhhhh god#and like things wouldnt have progressed this far without him liking me at least a little????#idk !!!!!!!!!!!! this stuff is so hard. and like i cant even see him now without making plans hhhhhhhhhhh#it was so much easier before we graduated NDJDJDJDJDMMFMD#ah well..... soon i guess. soon#itd be really nice tho if he like asked me out. but i have a feeling that maybe im not being obvious to him?? maybe i gotta spell it out idk#he also said (in ref to a job offer tho) that he wouldnt take it unless it was for sure#and i have a feeling......... that maybe hes not sure ????????? god idk#rip to my simple life. guess i gotta wait til i see him again hhhhhhh#personal
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au where everything is the same except arthur survived... & heres how it can happen:
the fight w micah happens,, but arthur manages to hurt micah really badly w a knife to the knee & cracked some of his bones by slamming him against the rocks (they were fighting near a crevice at the mountain top...... arthur couldve literally just slammed micah against the edge of the crevice & made him bleed heavily from his head or smth).
so the fight isnt as one-sided ish as in canon. its now even bc yea arthur can play dirty too during a fight for his very life. he aint above stabbing ppl w a knife, cmon now.
so the fight happens w a whole lot of injuries sustained by both men. everything goes down the exact same as in the game.
arthur doesnt die; he passes out from his injuries. charles & sadie go back for him while tilly stays w the marstons. they got to him & took him to a doctor just in time for the doc to heal his wounds... altho the doc wasnt very optimistic abt arthur's chances of survival, charles & sadie still took the chance anyway.
they move to live in a cabin in the woods, a little far from civilization but not completely secluded bc arthur still needs access to meds & the doctor. charles & sadie tell the marstons + tilly abt this, & only tilly goes over to live w charles sadie & arthur while the marstons wanna start over & keep things on the down low. (john pays off his own bounty w the money arthur gave to the marstons, so now hes federally pardoned.)
several months pass & arthur gets a little better. he still has tb tho... but its more manageable now than it was before. he gets into an argument w tilly charles & sadie bc they wanted to stay w him while he, very self-deprecatingly, told them to just leave him alone in the cabin & go live their new, free lives now.
they, ofc, didnt listen bc "shut tf up arthur. we wanna stay w you bc we care abt you. you did everything for us... allow us to care for you. not that we wouldnt even if you didnt allow it." in sadie's words... more or less.
tilly still gets her happy ending, marrying a lawyer & all tho... it just happens very later on after arthur got better & was federally pardoned too. he attended her wedding as the man who walked her down the aisle & he was definitely, 100% bawling his eyes out bc thats his baby sister getting married!!!
mary & jamie gillis learn of arthur's survival when they saw him, charles, sadie, & tilly in... whichever town they all ended up in. tilly immediately had her guard up while charles & sadie were more welcoming to mary & jamie bc. theyve no fucking idea what the history is. arthur was... equally happy & wary.
mary didnt want his help this time tho!! she was just worried abt him. the two of them talk things out & mary finds out that arthur gave away the proposal ring to john; she was so happy abt that... but also sad.
jamie, on the other hand, was hint hint nudge nudge-ing the two of them—like hell is he gonna let this new opportunity for them go by! not like before. he might as well put matchmaker in his resume after graduating university bc of how he was trying so, so hard to make mary & arthur go on dates. (he just wants his own little family back...)
tilly wasnt happy abt any of that but she just. threatened the gillis w a smile on her face that if they did anything to her older brother, theyll be hearing from her personally :)))) & its not gonna be pretty :)))) so mary better not hurt him again :))))
(it was during that moment that sadie & charles realized how alike tilly & arthur are.)
anyway this is getting long to tl;dr: arthur survived bc of charles & sadie. then mary & arthur do, in fact, end up together again & this time... it works. it finally works. just like arthur promised her.
#arthur morgan#p.#marythur#mary linton#rdr2#idk if i should tag the rest of the characters...#red dead redemption 2
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HERE WE GO AGAINNNNNN SPIDERMANNNNNNN GET READY TO BE DESTROYED
okay so the stacys are out for dinner for gwens like. graduation celebration. and they invited peter. and gwen sees him outside but he walks away so she goes to check on him.
and this scene SUCKS it makes me SAD i dont LIKE IT
peters like crying over how hes not keeping gwen safe and hes disappointing her father and everything and its sogjskdhfksjdhfkjds
"what does that make me?" "i dont know, what does that make you?" "it makes me not able to live with myself." PETERRRRRKJGSHKGJHSJKGH
gwen is upset bc she loves peter over spiderman, and peters upset bc hes worried that her being involved is gonna get her killed, so they both have very valid points here i think
so peters kinda distancing himself bc hes scared of hurting her, and gwen just breaks it off completely bc she cant handle him being distant like that
WHICH IS IG A SOLID SOLUTION BUT I DONT LIKE IT JUST BC IT MAKES ME SADJKGHSDKJGHKJSD
"because you cant lose me, we cant be together? who does that work out for, peter?" AND HE JUST SAYS "i cant, im sorry" AGHGHGHGHHGFHHSHS
i have issues with this movie. issue one: ITS DEVASTATING BACK TO BACK
gwen goes back into the restaurant with her family and they look at each other thru the glass again and now theyre both crying and its heartbreaking and peter runs away and then it cuts to spiderman content just in case u forgot hes spiderman too
this montage of him like helping ppl while news reporters badtalk him in the background is so fun
theres this clip where hes helping a kid from bullies and he fixes his science project and walks him home, and they almost cut it bc they thought it was unimportant but andrew said he needed it in bc it shows how much it would mean to kids like that if ppl stood up for them
oh yeah also hes like. watching gwen. keeping an eye out for her making sure shes safe even after theyve broken up and stopped talking and everything
oh my GOD this scene with may. this is iconic. peter just got done with helping out with a fire so hes still in his suit and hes covered in ash and may is knocking on the door and asking him to help her take her car into the shop for something, so petes like scrambling to hide himself under the covers so she doesnt see the suit, and then she comes in and thats where we get the "what happened to your face? its filthy." "it is?" "yes!" "oh yeah, yeah, i was cleaning.......the chimney........" "we have no chimney" "pffwhaaaaat??" exchange and it means so much to me
u guys. i have a confession to make. i miss harry osborn. where is he. wheres his entrance scene. wheres his intro. i need it right now.
NEVERMIND I THOUGHT IT WAS THE NEXT SCENE I WAS TRYING TO BE FUNNY BUT THIS IS MAXS INTRO
so max dillon is "the guy with the blueprints" that peter saved earlier in the film, we've gotten two mentions of him now but i didnt mention the second one bc it was barely important at all fjsdhfkjsd so we're going around his apartment with him while hes getting ready for work and its very clear that he is. obsessed. with spiderman. just by how his apartment looks. its completely decked out in merch and decorations and all that, and while he's getting ready, he talks to himself and he mimics having a conversation with spiderman as if theyre best friends???? like he gives him a super deep voice and certain like. vocabulary that he doesnt use. max even makes himself a cake and pretends that "spiderman", the one hes pretending to talk to, made it for him bc no one ever remembers his birthday. so hes very much a spiderman fan, hes very devoted and obsessed, and i want u to keep that in mind going forward in the film. there originally was a plot where max lived with his mother and she was incredibly cruel and dismissive towards him but they cut it for whatever reason and i think that was a good choice tbh bc he works so much better as an individual character. anyway, thats my max dillon blurb, on with the film.
so now we're onto this scene with may and peter, and may is on the phone with what we can assume is her manager at a diner, and shes asking for some time off bc she starts training rounds at the hospital to become a nurse, but she doesnt want peter to know bc she knows he'll worry and its so important to me jksfhskjdfh
theres a little throwaway joke here between peter and may where theyre talking abt how much peter makes and peter says "jameson pays me a fair wage, if it was 1961, he pays me a fair wage" and i dont think they thought many ppl would catch this but I DID so 1961 was the year before amazing fantasy #15, which was the comic to introduce the amazing spiderman, came out!! i had to look it up on one of my first watches of this film just to be sure
IM WRITING SO MUCH IM SO SORRY BACK TO MY SILLY HAHAS INSTEAD OF MY INFODUMPINGKJSDGHSKJGHSKDJ
may is the "laundry sheriff" bc peter tried washing his suit and ruined all the laundry JKGHSKJGHJKS hes so dumb
okay!!! max is going to work!!! u will never guess where he works!!! oscorp!!!!!
HIS BOSS okay his boss is alistair smythe!!! the guy from comics and stuff that goes by "spider slayer"!!! idk if they ever intended to do anything with this character but he doesnt have a very significant role other than being the bitchy boss for max
max has this moment where smythe makes a joke abt spiderman which sends max into a rage, grabbing smythe and shaking him around while screaming at him and threatening him, but that turns out to just be like. a thought that he has. like something he wishes he could do. great sign great sign this guys gonna be a great guy
oh yeah max runs into gwen in the elevator!!! remember she works here like in the first movie!! so they watch footage of spiderman and max is talking abt how great he is while gwens kinda not so into it, and then gwen mentions how max is holding a happy birthday card thing. max says that hes having a very exclusive party, and he would invite gwen but the guest list is too full bc theres a ton of celebs going. clearly she doesnt rlly buy this but goes along with it anyway for his sake, then she leaves and says like "nice to meet u, max" and he freaks out bc she remembered his name before the scene cuts. very fun scene esp knowing the rest of the film.
OKAY. IM DONE FOR NOW. MAYBE ILL GET BACK TO THIS TONIGHT BUT THATS A LOT FOR U GUYS TO READ SO ILL GIVE U A BREAK FROM MY MENTAL ILLNESS FOR NOWJGHKSJDHGKJSD ENJOY
nick watches spiderman. again.
i have done this so much. the first movie was so long. this ones even longer. by like ten minutes but still. ANYWAY LETS GET GOINGGGG IM SO EXCITED
it should be noted that i spent thirteen dollars on this film and its so worth it
the opening music is SOOOO GOOD
this little motif that plays here is played a few times thru the movie and i love when movies do that sjdhfksjd its so fun to have little music cues that carry over thru the film
i heard someone say this was their least favorite spiderman and it breaks my heart i love it sm
anyway. richards killing things.
so basically hes killing the little spiders they worked on and just kinda running off rn
this is a surprise scene thatll help us later
i know what hes doing and why hes doing it but its a secret so i wont say until it comes up
OMG HEYYYY SO REMEMBER IN THE FIRST FILM WHEN THEY WERE PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK. THAT COMES BACK NOW.
he was recording a little video diary thingy =]
okay droppin him off at mays weve seen this part already
i know its important but cmon. places to be.
yippee mary and richard on the plane!!!
DUDE. MARY DIDNT WANT THIS. "did you see his face? hes never gonna understand. hes just a little boy." SHE DIDNT WANT TO PACK UP AND LEAVE HER SON THIS ISNT HER FIGHT AJKGHKJAHGS JUSTICE FOR MARY PARKER
"we're going to spend the rest of our lives looking over our shoulders, never feeling safe. we cant do that to him." funny u say that richard
okay mary is off to the bathroom. in walks flight assistance guy.
i feel like i gotta explain every little detail of this film bc it means so much to me and i need u guys to understand KJGHSKJDGH
flight assistant guy is washing his hands off and theres a little bloodddd on himmmmm yikes
richard sees but doesnt say anything bc obv
oops flight assistant has a gun. and hes locked mary in the bathroom. and he has a parachute. and he stole richards laptop. AND HE HIT MARY WHEN SHE ESCAPED.
fight sceeeene marys down
this scene is fun but theres no way in hell richard parker would be able to fight AND WIN
the planes going down they shot out the window
flight assistant guy is now out of the plane JKGSKJHGJK richard and mary go down with it but marys already gone before they crash, richard dies in the crash as far as i know, like thats whats implied
parents dead. time for spiderman.
PETERRRRRR PETER PARKER GUYS LOOK ITS SPIDERMAN ITS PETER HES ON SCREEN GUYS GUYS LOOK ITS PETER
THIS OPENING SWINGING SEQUENCE. I WANNA BE HIM SOOOOOO BAD U GUYS HAVE NO CLUE.
FUN FACT the movie made a mistaaaake and i caught it like my first watch. so theres this truck carrying plutonium that was stolen from oscorp that peters abt to go catch, right? and they say that plutonium is highly explosive. WELL ITS NOT. PLUTONIUM 238 IS BARELY A DAMN FISSILE ISOTOPE. SPIDERMAN. ITS USED AS A SOURCE OF HEAT AND ALPHA EMITTERS FOR SCIENTIFIC RESEARCH. STUPID MOVIE. and look they couldve just taken the name or something bc it sounds cool but cmonnnn its wronggggg
yeahhh the driver of the stolen truck is aleksei sytsevitch. remember that itll come back later.
this chase music is so good i love the score for this film
another motif here while hes swinging that comes back later ehehe
we are nine minutes in. argh.
"hey, mr criminal? hey, my names spiderman, you can call me webhead, you can call me amazing, just dont call me late for dinner, you get it? not a shaker, areeee you a hugger?" "i am killer!" "woah, okay!"
makes me laugh every time its so dumb
peters banter is so fun in this movie i love it so much
omg max dillonnnnn okay so hes walking with all these blueprints and they fall into the street and no one helps him but peter. guess if thatll come back later.
peter catches all the vials of plutonium. except for one. hes a bit dumb.
okay so peters o the front of this cop car and he looks over into the cop car next to him and who does he see but mr stacy! from the first film! "nick thats impossible hes dead" oh just wait GKHSKJDGHDSKJ
HIS RING TONE IS THE "spiderman, spiderman, does whatever a spider can" AND I LOVE IT
HIIIII GWEN MY WIFE I ADOREEEEEE THIS WOMAN
oh yeah theyre graduating today and peters late bc hes in a high speed chase. if i was allowed to decorate my cap it wouldve been spiderman themed.
HER SPEECH AGH im not gonna quote t bc its so long but it means the world to me
oh yeah aleksei sprays peter with the windshield wiper water thing i love that
gwen stacy the woman u are
again i love how they did gwen like they didnt just make her a basic love interest like in tobys films they actually gave her depth
OKAY SO. PETER RUNS ON STAGE TO GET HIS DIPLOMA. AND HE DOES THE DRAMATIC DIP KISS THING TO GWEN. APPARENTLY THAT WASNT SCRIPTED. it couldve been but its so much funnier to think it wasnt
HIIII AUNT MAYYYYY
theres a deleted scene here where the graduates are with their families where flash runs up to them in his cap and gown all excited and he tells gwen like "i made it i knew i could bc u believed in me" and they shouldve kept it bc it makes me so happy
"i know the next thing your unvle ben would say, dont just follow the path, make your own trail" "ralph waldo emerson" "no" "what do you mean, no?" "ben told me he made it up!" I WISHHHH BEN WERE HERE
ugh the way they both laughed over ben i love these two
aunt may says that she wishes ben were here and peter goes "yeah, and my folks" and mays smile drops a bit, her demeanor changes ever so slightly and she just "...yeah" THIS DOESNT SEEM IMPORTANT AND ITS NOT BUT IT MAKES SENSE LATER
im gonna finish this scene then continue in a rb this is getting long
i love that may tries to take a photo of peter and gwen and gwens like "cheese!! =D!" and peter is so awkwardly stood there like "cheeeeeese 😐"
she invites him to dinner with her family and she says shes gonna do her speech for him "over and over again, all night long" bc he missed ittttt aghhhhhhh
THIS. THISSSSSS. he watches the stacys take their family photo and then mr stacy appears in the background, and we flash back to the first film, his death, where hes telling peter to leave gwen alone. i am soooooo sad.
okay this dinner scene is devastating so! next post! i love this movie i have so many thoughts and were only 17 minutes in
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Ride 689: The senpai one year older
Pag 1
3: More, Onoda-kun!!
We have to become stronger
4: We have to raise our pace a little
If we keep going like this
4: We won't catch up to the first years!!
Yes!!
5: Aaaaaaaa
After this...
Pag 2
1: We'll only have our own strength
Pag 3
2: I can see them!!
3: Onoda-san and the others!!
Onii-chan!!
They're getting closer, even though there was a distance of three minutes
4: The bridge that's our finish line is right before our eyes - let's get away, Danchiku
Yeah, Issa
5: Let's switch, Onoda-kun!!
You did a good job...
Pag 4
1: Now, leave it
To us!!
To us!!
2: Don't say the same thing as me, Hotshot
That's my line!! Naruko!!
3: P.... lease.....
Waaa- Onoda.... he fell behind
4: Let's catch the first years!!
That's.... bad, what's with that acceleration!!
Pag 5
2: Ahhh, dammit, even though I though we could manage it today
3: Kakaka, not yet!
Keep practicing, Kabu!!
Ugh...!! It was just an accident today!! It just happened that I had no strength left!!
4: By the way, why did I have to run with the first years, Imaizumi!?
I'm a second year!!
5: Ah... Kawada
6: That's
7: I guess that's because your strength and experience in the club are the same level of the first years?
Ugh.... don't put it so bluntly, you bastard!!
8: You can always get to the second years's side if you work hard and your status goes up
Ugh.... ugh.... dammit, alright I got it
9: Really though.... Hotshot, you're so strict with Kawada
Hahaha serves you right, Kawada!
Really?
I told you to speak politely to me, Kaburagi!!
Pag 6
1: Let's go eat lunch on the rooftop
Alright
Ah
2: Onoda-kun
3: Ah, Kanzaki-san
4: You're helping the teachers?
Yes... that's right, they asked me to take this to the reference room
5: My class, too. Let's go together
Okay
Pag 7
1: Ah, who during today's morning practice?
The second years' side caught up!
2: You sure are great
I fell behind at the end, though
3: It's getting warmer in the mornings, isn't it? Even the warm isn't cold to the touch anymore
4: It's already April after all
It's spring
5: Yeah
6: The school too
7: has become quiet
Pag 8
1: The third years are graduating
Pag 10
3: They're having the graduation ceremony, and the closing ceremony for the current students is in two weeks
Its' a bit lonely
Pag 11
1: Yeah...
3: Koga-san, and Aoyagi-san, and.... Teshima-san
Pag 12
1: They.... graduated
...yeah
3: The time spent with the “senpai a year older than you” is long
4: so, compared to the third year senpai when we were in their first year
Pag 13
1: It's different.... it feels lonely.....
….yeah
Pag 14
3: Teshima-san, Aoyagi-san, Koga-san – the third years really worked hard
Pag 15
1: Catch up, first years
It's a game of tag
Ah, the second years still haven't given up
Use these
I'm the only one who isn't decided
Teshima!!
2: Get through!!
I'm glad
3: Many things happened, but we always ran watching your backs from up close
Pag 16
1: Onoda
2: Onodaa!!
3: Onoda
4: Yes!!
5: Thank you so much!!
Pag 17
1: Now....
2: Onoda, you clean the whiteboard please
Since it's to write things like informations and practice menus
I'll leave it to you
3: Erase.... this....?
Imaizumi-kun?
4: No no no, no way no way no way
5: But
As the captain
I have to harden my heart....
6: No way...!!
No, since this is my job... I have to hold on tight
But... really.... this....
7: Oh, you're early, Onoda-kun!!
Waaaa-!!
8: What are you doing with the whiteboard?
Hahaha, it's nothing
Pag 18
1: When I met Kaburagi at the school shop earlier
He was super excited
Haha, is- is that so?
2: There were really more than five of the special left!!
It's a miracle!! I really might be in luck because it's spring!!
You say so, but you still only bought four of them
3: Maybe he'll buy a lottery ticket and really win
Yeah, Kaburagi-kun really likes that yakisoba bread
4: But he could able to buy the bread just because there aren't third years anymore
Pag 19
1: This morning too, he said something like “it just happened that I had no strenght left, and so I lost”
That's
3: The third years graduated and he's not here anymore, so he he hasn't that power
That guy used to gling to Aoyagi
5: Kaburagi-kun....
He doesn't realize it himself
6: Really... he's such an idiot....
7: But I miss them too
Perm-senpai!! Silent-senpai!!
8: …. saying that, and there's no one to make fun of
Pag 20
1: They took care of us, we fought, and we even ran together at the Inter High
They gave us so much
2: Naruko-kun
3: I feel like Teshima-san will suddenly appear in the clubroom saying something like “I'm between exams”
7: But that's not gonna happen!!
'cause he graduated!!
8: And I want to thank them, and return the favour
9: But I can't do that.... now
But don't worry, I told you already, Onoda-kun
Pag 21
1: The favours with received from our senpai
we'll return them to our kouhai!!
4: It's almost spring break...
and after that we'll already be
Pag 22
1: Third years!!
3: “Third year”....!!
Pag 23
2: Yes!!
That's right!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal spoilers#yowamushi pedal manga#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal translations#ride 689#i hope you have tissues with you when you read this chapter :)#im. SUFFERING.#IVE BEEN CRYING OVER THIS SINCE YESTERDAY I CANT I WASNT EXPECTING THIS WEEK'S CHAPTER TO KILL ME#WTF WATANABE#where do i even start ;A;#first:everyone is crying over the third years graduating AND SO AM I GIVE THEM BACK TO MEI NEED THEM#THEY HAVE GRUADUATED THIS CHAPTER AND I ALREADY MISS THEM MORE THAN ANYTHING#GIVE ME MY JUNTA BACK WATANABE I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIM ;a;#Naruko's speech at then end hit me SO HARD#out of everyone i wasNOT expecting NARUKO OF ALL PEOPLE TO BE SO EMOTIONAL#i mean i knew everyone would be emotional but for NARUKO to make such a speech???? I WANT TO THANK THEM AND REPAY THEM#I KEEP EXPECTING TESHIMA-SAN TO JUST COME INTO THE CLUBROOM#BUT THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN BC THEYVE GRADUATED!!!#WELL GUESS IM CRYING ALRIGHT#also also ALSO#what he says about kabuuuuuuu#please i cant i love kabu and his relationship with aoyagi SO MUCH and knowing that kabu is suffering bc aoyagi graduated#BUT HE DOESNT EVEN REALIZE IT#its killing me really i cant i cant i cant#the fond way naruko talks about him too ;A; bc he KNOWS HE KNOWS WHAT KABU IS GOING THROUGH#BC HE LITERALLY WENT THROUGH IT TOO LAST YEAR WHEN TADOKORO GRADUATED#pleaaaaaseeeee the fact that its canon canon that kabu used to cling to aoyagi ;A;#yes i ship them SUE ME
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ok so. the cult explanation. actually wait. it would be funnier to tell you in the order ppl found out.
So basically in ! era (there are several eras, ! era was the first phase of the game, !! is the current phase, which takes place a year later, war era takes place before ! era, and pre-war era is anything before that) Kanata was a 3rd year and part of a unit called Ryuseitai. (One of my two faves) Ryuseitai's theme is heroes, specifically the power ranger type, because the leader Chiaki is obsessed with being a hero and Ryst had a history of being a unit of heroes. Anyways Kanata and Chiaki are 3rd years and Kanata has this. weird way of speaking? Where certain words are in parentheses and he pronounces some words wrong or doesnt seem to know what they mean. Anyways Ryst has no 2nd years, but they manage to get 3 1st years in the beginning of the ! era, and absolutely none of them wanted to be there, so basically they got the leftovers, but they were really desperate because they were gonna graduate. Anyways. Kanata is a weird guy who likes to swim in the school fountain, calls Chiaki his hero, speaks weirdly, doesnt refer to himself as a human, but like. maybe hes just kinda like that.
And then Meteor Impact comes out.
Some perspective. Enstars came out in 2015. Meteor Impact, aka the Kanata backstory story, came out in. 2019.
And oh boy!!! It sure is a story!!! one of the only es stories ive read and. jesus. head in hands. its something <will never be over meteor impact
ANYWAYS.
Youve known for a while at this point of the existence in the war era of a group called "The Five Eccentrics", which were a group of five students who were interesting characters who were really good. Eichi used them to wage his war and get Wataru to fall in love with him but thats beside the point. What is the point is that Kanata was one of them (So were Rei and Wataru, vampire guy and the clown in the images i sent you)
Anyways Kanata is part of the five eccentrics. i realized this might not be that important to the cult backstory stuff im trying to tell. whatever
ANYWAYS ANYWAYS.
Chiaki and Kanata are 2nd years during this time. Chiaki is part of Ryuseitai, and Kanata is unaffiliated. Chiaki does a lot of volunteer work bc ryst are heroes, and one of those jobs is to clean the old school pool, which is completely dilapidated. There he meets Kanata, and Kanata asks if he wished the pool would be clean, and he says yes. Next day he returns to clean it and the pool is spotless. He and Kanata start becoming friends even though Chiaki's kinda put off by Kanata's behavior. Kanata keeps saying he'll grant any wish Chiaki wants, Chiaki keeps saying he doesnt have anythimg to wish for. anyways stuff happens. Chiaki keeps hearing rumors about shady peoplearound the school. At some point his friend who is an ex thug gets beat up by his old friends and Chiaki tells Kanata about it. The friend gets mad because his old friends got super scared bc the police came and threatened them. Chiaki wishes for ryst, which has become lazy and lost reputation, to be more motivated, and they do.
He finds out that theres actually a cult doing everything Kanata "wishes", but Kanata believes hes a god who grants wishes for people. he doesnt see himself as human, and only thinks hes worth soemthign when hes serving others by granting their wishes. Also the cult was formed because a meteor fell like a bajillion years ago and it had some sickness on it so people started sacrificing ppl to try to get rid of the sickness and that didnt work so then they ate a guy and that worked and that was Kanata's ancestor so basically theyve kept his lineage alive incase another meteor comes so then they could eat him. He is aware of this. Anyways Chiaki's trying to save him from the cult, at one point Kanata wants to return "home" (the ocean) so he just.walks into it and Chiaki dives in to save him because hes literally about to drown himself and Kanata gets upset because he cant breathe under water because he thought he could but everyone was jsut gaslighting him around him and then Chiaki;s like "ill save you, i want to be your friend" and Kanata's like "well if thats what you wish" and Chiaki's like "no, its my dream" and then he goes with Kanata to his public execution
Oh yeah uh. so like Eichi is going around "defeating" all the five eccentrics in idol battles to motivate the rest of the school but Chiaki is there with Kanata which automatically disqualifies them but then kanata joins ryst and everyone else leaves because theyre freaked out by him and then they adopt three lovely children the end <3
okay wow okay okay oka
ok so the order is pre-war, war, !, !!
wait okay so the cult is only keeping his lineage alive so they can eat him just in case. but then why are they granting wishes for him? is it bc he's seen as like, sacred? or is it just himself who sees himself as a god?
^ and how do they grant them in the first place??
why is kanata's home the ocean??? why does he think he can breathe underwater?? wjat??
wdym by they were gaslighting him when he was retunring to the ocean were they like "no ya u def can breathe in water i saw u do it like a few months ago" or what
also can't believe gay people are real?? "no, it's my dream." hot diggity dog
WHY IS KANATA BEING PUBLICLY EXECUTED IS IT JUST FOR FUNSIES
[unrelated to the cult q's]
how do the units work? it sounds. kinda like themed clubs is that what they are?
you said there's the vampire guy right. so is there just magic people? what's the dealio in the case of fantasy races in enstars
WHO THE HELL IS EICHI AND WHY DID HE START A WAR OVER HIS GAY CRUSH HOLY MOLY
i want 2 know more about the 5 eccentrics they sound like a delight
#i had to look up what dilapidated meant#this is VERY interesting#eds asks#crane ur so pog#cranestars
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u know what fuck it . ive already had 3 kind of accurate predictions so im gonna throw one last very wishful thinking inspired prediction out into the world for the last ep . if the universe is kind it will make my hopes happen and if not then. i will go lie down in a ditch and cry i guess (under the cut bc wow this got a bit long)
patpran Do break up for realsies. no fakery or going back to secret dating or anything. they decide that the times just not right for them, and that if they can only have either their relationship or their familys support, they need the latter more
the scene of them telling their parents Does happen . they Do react like the shit parents they are. hate to say this but its extremely in-character for them its very real so
they announce said break up to everyone at uni. they all think theyre joking or had some fight while they were gone. maybe here patpran explain their full history to their friends (if they havent already)??? anyways none of them are happy about this
insert extremely sad snippets of them just watching each other from afar or looking at the guitar/watch/pick/shirt/earphones/god theyve shared so much shit help with painful yearning . everyone notices
the time skip is Not Real. either some kind of what-if scenario or a dream/daydream/nightmare sequence most likely thought up by pat, imagining them staying away from each other all those years. the reunion part is him yearning and hoping they can get back together one day because of Course he’d want that
irl though, perhaps like a montage of patpran having different demeanors around their family?? like them just Not acting the same as before, being less energetic, less responsive, etc, and here is when parents start to get concerned
maybe the separation reaching a breaking point, with pat or pran (or both) snapping at their parents like “i/we already broke up for your sake, what more do you want from me/us?” after a long time of just bottling up the issue and not bringing it up
somewhere, pran saving pa as kids finally being brought up?? possibly by pa herself whos now ready to talk about it???? just pa also having enough of their parents acting like little children and making her brother and the person who’s literally the reason she’s even alive rn both miserable
the friends could step in as well, tell them about just how different patpran have been recently after the break up?? would love it if wai told dissaya something about pran during boarding school and how shaken he was then because of the sudden transfer that she caused, and korn talking about how just. Mad pat used to be at everything and causing unnecessary fights. or something!! many possibilities
ming and dissaya (and the other two too) finally having that moment of realization of “Oh. We’re Actually Hurting Our Kids By Being The Way That We Are” and possibly even doing something about it? shockingly?? wow
and then something something the parents having A Lengthy Talk and deciding to either reconcile (not likely i think lol but would be sweet) or to at least be civil towards each other for their sons’ sake, coming to a truce to put their past behind them from there onwards or to at least no longer force their own views onto the boys
both parents apologizing to their kids for everything because i am a tired asian who just wants to see some fictional parents admit their fault For Once !!! if nothing else this is the one thing id want to manifest in the ep
and then ummmm. scene of them asking patpran to meet them together and (cries) telling them that theyre ok with it if theyre dating and (sobs) and that theyd support them and (wails) and
yeah and then like . real montage of how things Actually end for them w them getting back together and really going to the reunion together and graduating and . Just Being Happy!!!! they deserve it!!!!!! maybe a hint to s2 with inkpa or waikorn crumbs and thats it thats the ending thanks for coming to my tedtalk
#bad buddy#my post#this is extremely optimistic i know. probably not gonna happen i know#i just have hopes because i refuse to accept anything else honestly#i get big misdirection vibes from the preview so . this is how i rationalize it#anyways yeah this will not happen i think but i may just write this as a fic who knows#depends on how the ep actually goes lmao im praying a lot already
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@katsucream KEL HI HELLO! 😄
my punk!sukuna crush is being fed so well tonight im so giddy rn cjsjfjsjjc
Yessss, he has snakebites and an industrial bar in his left ear, and then his ears are stretched but just a lil bit - just 0g in both ears.
And yes, he still has the same ones!! I don't think he would get any lasered off or any of them covered up - he's always very careful about the ones he wants, none of them are unplanned (except one which again, i will go into length about in the fic HEHEHEHEH)
and YES he actually ran out of space on his arms and so now he's getting them on his legs!! 🤭
I don't think he does grafitti art, he sees it as an art form and he's got friends who do it but at the end of the day, he just wants to go home and build gundams to destress and stay in and talk to mc on the phone. when his friends post their artwork though, he's always sharing it on his pseudonym gundam instagram though bc like i said he's a BIG fan of supporting his friends! 🥰
HIS FAVORITE PUNK BAND IS RISE AGAINST!!
He heard this on the radio on a long drive after he graduated high school and went "Oh???? OH???????" and theyve been his favorite since.
he's seen them only a handful of times and he really wants to take MC to one of their shows. She's scared to go because she thinks a mosh pit is gonna happen and he keeps having to reassure her that since they're a well known band they probably wont get lucky to get close enough seats (even though being that close to them would be a dream come true for him) and he tells her anyways that CORRECT moshpit people are literally the nicest kindest people youll ever fucking meet. 🥰
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so.........um........clueless!!!
uhhhhhhh ok so first of all
I MET THOMAS
i was almost sure he would be there and in her typical fashion, my mom spotted him first lmao. i caught him by himself so i went up to him and told him im a huge descendants fan and wanted to say hi and that i was there for dove and he thought that was so cool and we got a picture and i told him how hype i am for D3 and he said its gonna be amazing
then the show and THE SHOW WAS FANTASTIC. and like listen i know im technically “biased” but hey i fell in love with the girl initially bc i love her acting skills! so like...i dont call that bias so much as personal taste? if that makes sense? but really she was incredible. hilarious, adorable, and girl can SANG. like we been knew but gurl can SAAANG ive had few other opportunities to see her sing live for that long. well technically one other time being mamma mia and that was from quite a distance, this time i was in like the fourth row. the whole show was just hilarious and adorable and lovably 90s. the whole cast was great. i finally watched the movie about a week ago and i think it REALLY kept the spirit of it. i think long time fans will be satisfied. it even kept a lot of the same dialogue, beyond just the most iconic lines.
and during intermission i spotted....the producer of jersey boys??? listen ive watched their tonys acceptance speech one too many times so i was like um i know that guy. and i told him how much i love the show and how i saw it for the 10th time last night and he was so cool.
went out into the lobby after the show to look for dove. caught thomas’ eye and smiled at him and he waved at me :)
met a lot of the cast and they were all great!!
then spotted dove and hfjghdfjkghdfjkh
her mom spotted me from the line and smiled and winked at me :D
as i moved closer dove spotted me and her face lit up and she waved
then i got up to her and got the usual “hi baby!!! so good to see you!!” and hug! gave her flowers (WHICH SHE LATER POSTED ON HER INSTA STORY????) (and when we got our picture she was like ‘let me put these beautiful flowers on display’) and told her the whole “my mom and i said like a year ago that whenever you inevitably made it to broadway we would be here for the first show” and she was like “oh yah i saw you in the audience!! in the front on the left, right?” and im like “..............YES??? HOLY SHIT????” (i thought id seen her look my way at one point but im like i doubt she saw me BUT SURE ENOUGH)
she even gave my mom a hug and thanked her for making all this happen. lots of hugs and i love yous for both of us as usual :)
WHJFKGHFJDKG so my mom said “we finally got to meet thomas for the first time! hes so cute ;)” and thomas was right by there so she was like “oh yah hes the best. hey tommy! they approve of you! and theyve been around longer than you have!”
THEYVE BEEN AROUND LONGER THAN YOU HAVE
ARE WE DATING NOW OR WHAT
then i was like “so im graduating college next summer and i miiiiiight be seeing light in the piazza opening night” and she was like “you have to!” and i was like “no i mean like i AM i have tickets” lmao and she was so excited and gave me a high five
either during a hug or picture she like....put her head against mine
and as i left she said “see you in a few months!”
then my mom congratulated her mom and we said bye to thomas
and then i walked through the cold of new york city crying
so.......yah
you know the drill. every time i get to see this girl, even if i dont get to meet her, is beyond BEYOND special, but this is one of the most special experiences weve ever had. its one ive dreamed of for so long. not only to get to meet her but to see her work her magic on stage!!! she is incredible in film and tv, but i think theatre is really her calling, and i know thats what she was most exposed to growing up so it stands to reason. this is only the beginning yall (literally. with light and the piazza around the corner.)
bittersweet that its over, but for the first time in god knows how long, i actually know when im seeing her next!! and its for something super special!! it may not be for a while, but i almost like it better that way, bc i get to spend these next 7 months getting to look forward to it, KNOWING im seeing her again soon. and knowing how things work out, i very well may get to see her beforehand. (RDMAs? book signing? maybe something else? who knows)
not to say they weren’t amazing, but the last handful of times ive seen her have often had a downside (hocus pocus i could see her but couldnt meet her, mamma mia/bellami hair/build i didnt know when id get to see her next, build we didnt get to talk much, etc.) but this was just perfect in every way. we got to talk for the longest weve gotten to in nearly a YEAR, and i got to see her in her FUCKING OFF-BROADWAY DEBUT!!!! AND KNOW WHEN IM SEEING HER AGAIN! AND SEE HER MOM! AND MEET THOMAS! AND I HADNT SEEN HER IN EIGHT MONTHS AND SHE RECOGNIZES ME RIGHT AWAY! WOW!
so. yah. i love my gf and SEE CLUELESS IF YOU CAN
#hoo boy..........#anons who get mad at my relationship with dove dont interact#this is mostly for my own personal record and bc i have friends who wanna hear stories#clueless trip 2k18
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Try not to take this post as me pretending to know shit, if you could pls correct me without getting mad if you disagree with something im about to say. I dont know who is the target audience of this post
So humans band together based on little things that connect us like, me and my highschool class are connected by the fact that were just trying to make it to graduation. Were all studying the same things so we can talk and joke about that. And sometimes we will just repeat something we heard, understanding it only to a certain degree bc what the hell do we know. We will repeat something we heard to our group bc were trying to be funny and cool to try and see what sticks and theyll chuckle bc they heard it before too and dont want to be left out. So it sticks. Oops turns out that was racist what a plot twist. How could someone not understand what theyre saying is problematic? Well when theyre not the ones being oppressed in that particular way theyre alot more ignorant on the topic, to the point of not realising the impact of what theyre saying. What should one do? First identify the source(s) of what has been repeated within your group and cut that source. Stop spreading it amongst your group and if you have an opportunity to do so, explain why its problematic. That being sad, i dont know if someone should feel bad if they said something but didnt mean to hurt people. Maybe they did hurt people.. if they know someone in particular that theyve hurt they should apologise and make it up to them. But. Things like that shouldnt be held against that person if they didnt know. I had things like that held against me in the past, yes it was online but all my friends are online so it still made me feel bad. Idk. I know things happen by chance and suddenly so much can happen. Fuck where do we even start fixing the world. Im so tired. Im lying down but i want to lay down more. We need universal basic income i think. And more empathy and listening to eachothers needs. All of us humans are gonna stay on this same earth so we might as well try to understand each other, its too late to give up on each other
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all for the ask memes k thnx, im looking forward to the quality content 👏👏👏👏👏👏
falen already asked me some and i answered those here thank u so much 4 asking jen i hate u but also i love u
OK! Ready: are you looking forward to anything at the moment?
oh worm the new pokemon game lads
Innocent Love: do you remember your first crush? what was it like?
this made me laugh oh fuck again so i was like. 10 and i got a crush on this guy and it lasted for 3 years bc we were in the same class for the next 3 years rip me! but i was so fucking annoying honestly im so glad i managed to Not be like that again with my next few crushes though ofc i was still annoying 2 those and thankfully i am a changed person and honestly i just shouldnt have any crushes bc ill be annoying even if i have learnt from my Bad Past ufhfhhis
god this is is so embarrassing but when i was like 12 someone told him i liked him and i was like bitC????? and u kno normal drama shit my best friend at that time also liked him and i was like !!!!!! wow!!!!! ok!!!!!! and shit happened u know thank fuck i graduated from primary school and i never see them again
i would send him like o*e dir*ct**n songs bc they had the [redacted] songs and essentially i would send him songs that made me think of him but we werent even friends so he never replied its so fucking funny im gna die i hate that im never talking abt it ever again
Morning Call: what time do you usually sleep and wake up?
its the holidays but i still sleep at 11pm lmofsinwij and i wake up slightly later at 9am it used to be 10am but i hate waking up later than 9am so
Puss in Boots: do you have any pets? (if you don’t, which animal would you want as a pet?)
i want a bird or cat or dog or fish or that!!! one!!! x animal i forgot the name but its kind of like a frog but flatter??? and it has like fins on the sides of its face??? its like :0 ?????? whats the animal someone hmu
Breathless: name the last thing that took your breath away
dare i say it?????????????????? minhyuk which one??? who knows
Polaris: name a place you’d like to go to and an idol you’d like to go there with
omg i instantly thought of amusement park bc i keep remembering the first episode of monsta x’s right now gdhidnnj so id like 2 go with with hrmrmrmrmmm……… im gonna cry the first person i thought of was minhyuk
Growing Pains: how tall are you?
. 154 cm……….. sanha cant relate
Confession: imagine your ub confessing to you - how would they do it?
this question is cancelled i dont have an ub and im not gonna list 18 whole scenarios
Lonely: would you rather be alone with your ub or surrounded by your bias group?
surrounded by my bias group aka all 3 i love living the no bias life
Star: what’s your star sign?
capricorn same as chae hyungwon and i will never shut up abt that fact bc it makes me happie
Again: top astro ships (doesn’t have to be romantic)
binu
socky
binjin???
Cotton Candy: compare any idol to a dessert
rocky is warm like lava cake :-0 idk lmfao
You & Me: favourite line from any astro song
oooo weEEEEEEE
but for real umMMmm i havent actually watched any lyric videos for astro lmao um,,,,,,, so easy to love you??? from csc idk its nice and i wanted to change my bio to that but thats 2 mch effort
Baby: if you could drink out of any of the dream bottles, which would you pick?
give me a second to watch th e baby mv agani
ok itll be the aroha one bc its probably grape flavoured and the safest 2 consume
Dreams Come True: what do you wish for the most at this point in time?
have i answered this … i want day6 to win that best band performance award BLEASE i thought about how hard they worked and then saw that theyre losing and i almost cried idk much about cnblue so i cant say for sure but i know day6 and theyve worked so fucking hard this year with everyday6 and just?? holding concerts every month and!!!! fuck please if they dont win ill cry and now i just feel so fucking bad bc i couldve voted everyday but i didnt
Every Minute: you’ve only five minutes left to live. which astro mv would you watch again?
csc bc i need to stream it…….
Lie: if you could watch astro perform one song live, which song would it be?
AGAIN
butterfly: what song do you relate to each member of astro and why?
hRMM (based on the nature of the song itself since i dont know the lyrics also assuming we use astro songs)
myungjun - cat’s eye bc of the the egg……. (also cant believe that video was a year ago tf) also dreams come true bc of his oWWEOOWOOWOoo
jinwoo - confession bc whenever rocky and jinjin rap together i live 2 see another day?? and you smile bc i love jinjins smile :_) and he was jamming out 2 it during the jincha radio 2
dongmin - who is this dreams come true because during the most recent jincha radio didnt jinwoo say smth like… eunwoo this is ur song…idk….
bin - crazy sexy cool since it was said the song was originally meant to be his solo song oh confession for bin too bc every time he says “Hey baby geu ael ijeo” i hear jelly instead thanks jinjin
minhyuk - run because rocky!!! singing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and fireworks bc he choreographed the dance?? iirc…. fuck lets not forget every minute.. iconic.. i love his rap in it
sanha - baby bc hes a babie and he always does the soda sound and dances its so funnie and cute what a loser lmao oh or cotton candy bc the song is rly soft and cute in general???
ok thats all bc if i dont stop now ill never shut up….. but searching for the links made me realize how mnay songs they have that have the same title as justin b*eber like… bin please calm urself
run: who do you turn to / what do you do when you’re stressed?
when im stressed i just dont think about it LOL so in the end i dont rly talk abt the reasons for my stress????? if i do itll be 2 falen
crazy sexy cool: attach your favourite meme of astro
i,,,,,,,,,,,,?????????? my minds blank this is too much its not rly a meme but jinwoo saying its me during that one thing is always so funny 2 me and bell wont shut up abt it so i think abt it like every day
#if u read thru all of these thank u and have an awesome day#also jen thank u so much 4 askin i caant wait for urs lmao#lvoemoonbin#asks
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i tried ranting elsewhere but like the platform isnt suited for this, bc i need to type a lot of words okay so here under the cut
im just um?? full of emotions idk whAT TO DO
so like, i got hellA worried about this person bc theyve been gone for an entire month. and my anxious worrying self started thinking about really bad things that might have happened bc my mind likes to think of the worst thing first. i mean i constantly have thoughts like that if the person just disappeared after a while. though i usually try to also consider that they just have a life, and maybe graduated from tumblr oR SOMETHING. to reassure me that theyre probably ok
but this time, that way of reassurance didnt really help, bc i really like them so the worrying is the worst. bc whAT IF....
two days ago, i finally pm-ed them, bc i cant stop myself from reaching out. i dont usually do that, bc generally i dont dare to reach out. it might also be that they’re really busy with stuff so i shouldn’t disturb. and esp bc they are a rp partner, and i dont want to seem as though im pushing them for a reply or w/e but
i was legit so worried that i had to send a message.
they didnt respond to the message, but i just checked my rp account and they replied to a thread and now im literally sO RELIEVED I STARTED CRYING FOR REAL?????
honestly idk if they saw my message bc the reply’s timing is kind of uncanny but if it was really bc my message felt like im pushing them for a response, i dont really care this time, bc that made them post, and now i know they’re ok and im just so glad
just clarifying but theres literally no reason for me to be so paranoid, and usually theyre busy with lots of stuff too but i just
idk maybe it was that week of september that made me a little sensitive. ( nowadays i look at my bun and wonder if shes wondering where her brother went. she looked really mad at me earlier. )
ANYWAY rn im just still really feeling the relief that theyre okay, and i want to sort of get this message across to them, without being really creepy bc tbh we’re not sUPER close to each other, but i just really like them a lot. BUT ITS REALLY HARD BC EVERYTIME I TRY TO PHRASE IT, I START TEARING UP
or like maybe i should just pretend that i totally didnt get super worried that bad shit happened to them just bc they werent on the blog for an entire month
its also kind of really funny that i cried bc i worried over absolutely nothing and i usually will share shit like this bc its really dumb, but ISNT IT ALSO REALLY CREEPY FOR A STRANGER TO WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT YOU, and also like i dont want them to feel bad even tho i was the one who pretty much overreacted over absolutely nothing??
im gonna die
i half also want to try to get another forms of contact just so i can check that theyre ok sometimes bc i hate this paranoia but thats also kind of creepy. i hate everything ahgiakhahsjkgdh
#i MEAN i have them on discord but i dont think they check there often!#personal stuff#i hate anxiety and how much i worry about things sometimes#the emotion worry is the root of my problems tbh
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im finally watching dsod and just lemme pause to scream about the parts that hurt me the most and maybe some other things but mostly Pain (i id heavily as yugi and its hard for me to separate myself from him so fair warning that im using “i” for yugi in here??? ok to reblog as long as u dont try to invalidate me, i guess, but why would u wanna reblog this emotional mess)
ok so i have screenshots for some of these but not all bc this is rushed and im emotional
kaiba having the millennium puzzle in the opening scene
for the movie to start off on a note like that hurts me to my core. no one should have the puzzle. it makes me sad enough that even i, yugi, couldn't keep the puzzle, but if i did keep it, atem would never truly be at rest. and he was. he was at rest, finally. after 3000 years, his spirit finally was allowed to rest, but kaiba couldnt just let him rest??? kaiba please... let him rest
everyone has grown up so much but also stayed the same
i dont know, stuff like that always kills me and i dont really think its quite fair to compare the gang in the movie to the gang at the end of the series. because... yeah there was a period of time missing between those two but i feel like its better to compare the gang from the beginning of the series to the gang in the movie. like, uhh??? theyve all grown so much but it wasnt completely evident at the end of the series because it ended so?? kind of abruptly imho??? and just.... in thos movie you can FINALLY see how much everyone has grown after being affected by all of the stuff that happened in the ygo series- how much it changed them and how much they learned and i’m just so proud of everyone and their dreams. anzu is finally going to be a dancer and that makes me so happy. she’s wanted that ever since she was a little girl and she’s really going to do it. also, jhust????? i (yugi) am so tall??? but still the same. like i’m still the shortest but the animation style makes me look vaguely more like atem as i grow up and thats... oh my god
the walk home after getting my deck back
i’m much more familiar with the manga than the anime so i apologise if this next part is incorrect in terms of the anime but this line is really important. in the millennium world manga i often start to try and correct myself when i say “other me”. i say, “other me- i mean, the pharaoh-” when we learn atems real name, i do the same thing but with his real name (iirc) but when we’re on the boat to egypt i say that i understand that he’s a pharaoh, but until it’s all over- until he has to leave- i’m going to keep calling him the other me because that’s what he is to me. i think i make it pretty clear that in that last duel??? that that’s going to be the last time i ever call him by that nickname i have for him, but here i am, much later, and i still can’t shake the habit because even though he’s gone, i still consider himself a huge part of me because he helped me so much. he taught me so much. he helped me grow so much
kaiba’s “””duel””” with atem
first off, the obvious- he probably could have used any memory to test those systems but he specifically chose atem. he reprimands atem, saying “you left yugi behind and you vanished”. which is... wow. he probably is using anger towards atem “abandoning” me as an excuse to be mad so he feels like he has a reason other than revenge and being salty about missing him and never satisfyingly beating him but it... still means a lot to me. either way, he doesnt start his monologue off with "im gonna kick your ass" he starts with. "whyd you leave yugi behind and disappear".
jou in the dog suit
he became the furry he never wanted to be...... no but its... really nice that hes still working hard to make money, especially with his dream of wanting to be a pro duelist. like ok hes still kind of a goof and maybe a bit of a slacker but hell if he isn’t working hard for what he wants. also i like that ryuji/duke is in this scene!!!!! in the manga he stays a part of the main cast throughout the rest of the series after showing up (at least more than he does in the anime iirc) and i’m so glad that they show us all hanging out with him in the movie.
kaiba working so hard to get the millennium puzzle
he cant let atem go and its honestly heartbreaking. all of this time he’s been so crazy focused on bringing atem back and its so sad... especially because it doesnt seem as if hes been hanging around me (yugi) and my gang of friends since atem has been gone? and i feel like we could have helped him cope so much. me and kaiba could have grown so much closer by mourning atem together... also that exchange when kaiba says he’ll solve the puzzle and mokubas like “but it took yugi 8 years” kills me because kaiba just retorts with “thats because yugi has the brain of a child” and im autistic irl and i feel like yugi is autistic too and it was like jeez dont make fun of me for being autistic kaiba. and ngl i was really hoping that when kaiba found the puzzle hed just call me up like "yugi come solve this i found your treasure" but NOOOOOO
kaiba’s duel with aigami
i believe its in this duel (and not his one with the memory of atem but i apologise if i’m wrong) where he says atems name. only once, but this stands out to me because throughout the whole course of the series, kaiba seemed to have such a difficult time differentiating between atem and yugi (meeee). at some points, it seemed like he thought of atem as yugi more than he thought of me as yugi (which hurt tbh) so for him to finally state that he sees the both of us as individuals is really powerful.
the fact that he can summon obilisk is obviously powerful too because it just,... continues to show how kaiba can’t let go and it breaks my heart
hanging out with friends!
it makes me eternally happy that throughout the whole movie, my gang of friends includes ryou. i always felt so bad in the main series because even though he was our friend, we were all kind of distant with him because of yami bakura. and a lot of the time it seemed like me and the others kind of did the same thing kaiba used to do with me and atem where sometimes it was hard to tell ryou and yami bakura apart, especially because yami bakura was so sneaky and kind of pretended to be ryou sometimes??? so it warms my heart to know that we can all be super close to him now with no worries. he’s no longer an outsider. he’s a part of our crew, we duel together, we die together. ryou deserves the world
sera approaching me (yugi)
when she tells me about everything and gives me the puzzle piece, its kind of the first time that it really sets in that this isnt over. its been about??? lets say a year and a half in dsod since the end of the original yugioh series. atem has been gone for that long. life has been “normal” again for that long. we’re all about to graduate. we’re all about to start our new lives. as mentioned earlier with me still calling atem “other me” i still haven’t been able to fully move on and be independent, no matter how much i want to and want to be. graduation is a chance for that. it’s new beginnings, so for all of this stuff to start up again right as we’re graduating... it’s so hard. i thought i was finally going to be given the chance to move on but it all comes crashing down on me that it’s not over, and then all of my friends get dragged into this mess again too and it’s like. i lowkey feel like it’s my fault. they shouldn’t have to go through this
jou seeing atem
i mean first of all just wow??? but also just... when we all split up to go look for bakura and its just me and jou left and jou stops me to tell me what he saw but then changes his mind... it breaks my heart. because he knows how hard this has been for me. he knows how close i was with atem and how much i missed him. he realises that crazy shit is happening again and he’s so hesitant. he knows how hard i’m trying to move on so he decides to keep it from me to protect me
my duel with aigami
kaiba goes to duel him first but i literally just yell kaiba’s name and tell him “this is my fight”. and i dont back down when kaiba says he wants to duel him first. i fight for it. i fight for my right to fight aigami first because i’m so determined to save bakura and finally prove myself. finally prove that i’m more than just atem, that i’m more than just his vessel and
i say im talking about bakura but at the same time especially with the determined spark in my eyes that vaguely resembles atem i feel like im kind of talking about him, too. i havent decided whether im going to finish the puzzle again or not, but in a way, i’m fighting for him in this duel too. i’m fighting to save him from the others- i’m fighing to prove myself to him, wherever he is, and to be given the choice of what to do with the puzzle because he?? was the other me. no one else should have to be involved with deciding his fate
and thats where ive stopped watching for now because i’m too emotional to watch any more and im probably gonna go to bed stay tuned for part two i guess
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bad cop hogwarts au
@pouncival
points to cover: houses, prefect stuff, meetings, classes, Naughty Stuff, other cats, pets, life after hogwarts, quidditch >:((, HYDRATION, teachers, uhhhhh and anything else i can think of
HOUSES: rumples a gryffindor. the sorting hat took about three seconds. alonzos a hufflepuff even tho his family have always been ravenclaws and he desperately wanted to be a gryffindor, he cried after the sorting ceremony also: jenny is huffpuff head, skimble is p much hagrid, jelly is raven, gus is gryffdor and grizabella is slytherin,,, headmaster deuteronomy lmao
PREFECT STUFF: alonzos a prefect. Obviously, i mean come on. he takes it so seriously,,, hes already dating rumple when he becomes one and she delights in the fact that he can sometimes b persuaded to let her go with a warning bc yo thats what u get for fucking a prefect,,, once she wanted to get in ravenclaw tower and she didnt know the answer to the riddle so she was like "LONZYYY I HAVE A RIDDLE THAT I NEED TO FIND THE ANSWER TO FOR HOMEWORRKKKKK" and hes a library fiend so he spent like an hour looking it up and then he told her and she was like "ok thanks im going off 2 ravenclaw tower now" and he was so distraught he took ten points from hufflepuff for helping her. the other prefects Donut Understand their relationship ghdkhgd bc mungo and rumple r worse than fred and george but eventually it gets to the point where they catch her doin some rulebreaking and shes like... do u seriously feel like dealing with me so they just go get alonzo. she gets drunk on firewhisky one time and he takes her back up to gryffindor tower and spends ten minutes trying to get the fat lady to let her in but the fat lady is annoyed and refusing and it goes like "rumple tell her the password" "nooOooOoOooOo" "do you know the password" ">:3c" "rumple teLL HER THE PASSWORD" for another half hour and eventually gives up and decides to wait for the next gryffindors to come along and let her in but the next one to come along is mungo and then its twice as bad when alonzo becomes head boy (munk is the year above them) he cries, and rumple opens her letter like I GOT HEAD GIRL??!!!!????? and hes like. What. and shes like hehehehehe just kidding who the fuck do u think i am,, also. prefects bathroom. he ends up letting her find out the password and then shes constantly in there and then Somehow (i wonder how) mungo finds out and then they have to change it before the whole school knows,,, oh my god the other prefects tease him so much and at first hes like eh..heh...yeah but after a while hes like fuck off please, stop shittalking my girlfriend to me, and he gets a wee bit defensive about it so they give up especially in their final year when hes head boyyyy
QUIDDITCH: OKAY so alonzo wanted to play quidditch as a seeker bc ofc he did right?? i mean theres so many rules. such nice uniforms. but he never made the tryouts bc he wasnt willing to take the risks needed to get the golden thingy (also, vitiligo, hes got autoimmune shit and he has 2 b careful w his health),,, rumple however. rumples grown up loving the harpies and desperately wanting to be a beater. then she meets mungo and the two of them are fucking terrifying beaters, they are So Good, its honestly the only reason why gryffindor hasnt lost the house cup every fucking year, them helping win p much every game kind of balances out all the points they lose for being shits lmao,,, we had a thought that she gets hurt sometime in a game, and alonzo is. so terribly smothering he brings in all his books to study by her bed in the hospital wing and takes notes for her and is way too cautious after that and begs her to stop playing and she just. Looks at him. :| anyway she does eventually become quidditch captain nyehehe and so shes captain, hes head boy, they are a glorious power couple,,, the nerds love alonzo, the delinquents and sportheads love rumple, together they are So Respected,, it also means she gets actual access to the prefects bathroom which changes very little except for how sneaky she has to be to get in
MEETINGS: okay so in true hogwarts au fashion they first meet on the train as first years,,, rumple: hi can i sit here (she says as shes sat down) are u muggleborn im a halfblood alonzo: im from an old wzarding family my name is draco malfuck you rumple: wow u sound like an asshole. what house r u gonna be in. im gryffindor alonzo: me too rumple: u dont seem like one alonzo: you do :// rude fuck. this is my owl her name is aegolius im pretentious rumple: cool name. this is my cat her name is gwynog GO HARPIES alonzo: ive never had physical contact with a living thing in my life can i pet her rumple: sure alonzo: soft anyway after they get sorted they never talk again. End Of Au. jks but forreal they dont talk for years until they get their electives and theyre partnered in care of magical creatures and finally talk again and it goes like rumple: hey youre that kid who cried at the sorting ceremony alonzo: rumple: sup somehow the whole Falling In Love part is the one bit we havent really talked about but it happens and its cute
id also like to add that alonzos parents are an old italian wizarding family but they pride themselves on being chic, modern wizards who incorporate certain muggle things, mostly fashion, his mums a fashion designer, so all his clothes are beautiful and tailored and more Modern than most,, ANYWAY they also Want The Best for him and when he tells them who hes dating (A HALFBLOOD RAISED AMONG MUGGLES??? A GIRL BEATER???? LOOK AT HER SCHOOL RECORDS DARLING SHES A DELINQUENT!!!!!!) and they refuse to let him stay at her house or let her come over,,, until he writes home one day like. shes captain of the quidditch team what more do u want shes going to do it professionally) and theyre Sporty Folks who are So Fucking Into Quidditch and by this point theyve realised that she's not turning him into a Bad Kid so they finally accept her
CLASSES: ive forgotten like all of their classes kmn anyway alonzo wants to be an auror. thats all he wants. thats his ambition. so he studies his ass off from day one and gets perfect grades and is a model student. rumple is. perhaps not. just think fred and george thats her and mungo, shes a terror but somehow she still manages to pass everything through an annoying natural talent. alonzos kind of hellbent on making her get good grades and they spend much of their time in the library, hes in there Every Day, he pretty much has a reserved table, rumple sits around practicing jinxes on any unfortunate passerbys and trying to pester him and/or make him kiss her he loves presentations, hes so good at them, he prepares for weeks and then the entire time rumples in the back of class making Naughty Gestures. he chokes on his water when she does presentations theyre short but shes really charismatic so he just kind of sits there staring at her like an idiot because gosh she has a nice voice rumples a pro at brooms obviously, alonzos Hella Nervous on them, he has the best and safest model, she offers to give him private lessons but really its just an opportunity for dick jokes what can u do. he gets her a really good really SAFE and fast broom for christmas one year bc what else does a rich boy get his girlfriend who kicks ass at quidditch which brings me to
NAUGHTY STUFF: kittens look away! look for like. a full three months hes like Im Not Having Sex At School Its Against the rRULES!!!!!! and rumples like. well then we either abstain until we graduate or we can do it at your parents place and. No. The Horror. he changes his mind very quickly. they happen to stumble across the room of requirement a few times when.uh. the need is great. u know how it goes. im also gonna go out on a limb and admit that alonzo is rather fond of the Luxury Baths in the prefects bathroom and rumple is very good at catching him when hes in there and enchanting the door or some shit so nobody disturbs them :-)) this is from one of those hogwarts au headcanon posts but i love it, he gives a presentation on sex ed and shit (lets pretend hogwarts is better than it is) and rumple sits in the back asking the worst questions and inside he wants to scream u KNOW what that is we did it last nIGHT
other cats: yes ok here we go. in their year is misto, victoria, admetus, mungo, coricopat, tantomile and im sure im missing people here, year above them is munk, tugger, deme, bomba, cassandra, macavity (???!!!???) and everyone else is younger by a year or two, also worth mentioning is etcetera being rumples younger sister and theyre adorable and lovely etcetera for president of the world munk and cass or deme are probably head boy and girl of their year, cass is dating tantomile, bombas dating demeter, alonzo has the biggest crush on munk as well (optional polyamory for u fucks) (worth saying that the reason rumple went to sneak into ravenclaw tower was to see victoria btw),,, alonzo and victoria are head boy and girl of their year, and probably jemima andddddddd idk maybe g eorge fuck me man idk admetus is another prefect, so's tantomile tbh,,, id say victoria but she wants to focus on her studies
PETS: alonzo has this beautiful eagle owl, scariest of all owls, her name is aegoleius (pronounced ay-JEE-lee-us) it means bird of prey and he adores her. shes beautifully trained. rumple has a kitty that im personally in love with who is basically rumpleteazer as a cat lol shes a calico but her name is gwenog after the famous beater of the harpies <33333 eventually they'll get another cat thatll be a suspiciously familiar black and white patched triangle shorthair named Faolan (sorta like FWAY-larn) even tho it means little wolf because he thought it sounded cool and he read it in a book and thought it was pronouned faow-lahn, honestly they probably end up getting a whole ton of cats
LIFE AFTER HOGWARTS: WOO im excited for this bit. okay. so. alonzo wants to be an auror. hes spent his whole life training for this. he immediately applies after graduation and gets in and starts his rigorous three year training process. in the meantime rumples gone into professional quidditch, and shes really really good at it but shes like.... this isnt fun anymore. bc its not just a school game anymore, its a professional sport, and what do u mean u cant jinx the opponents!!!! so for a while she just helps him train "ok so if you walk like THIS and use this charm your footsteps will be totally silent blah blah boh my god i should be an auror" and hes like. You. want to be an auror. and shes like. Yup. and its a damn good thing he was so obsessive about her getting good marks bc her newts are good enough that she can apply. they do a criminal record check, but mind u that altho rumples done naughty stuff, shes never actually. Been Caught doing anything particularly bad. so her record is somehoW CLEAN and she gets in. its a miracle. "what did you do. who did you blackmail" "i sucked every single aurors dick lonzy" "HOW DID YOU GET IN" "EVERY! SINGLE! DICK!" but hes also really really prouD AND THAT MEANS THEY CAN HELP EACH OTHER TRAIN!!!!! cue training montage. rumple pulls a tonks and coasts thru a lot of it rlly easily and almost fails some but they both eventually graduate and become aurors and work together and she covers her trenchcoat in patches and he keeps asking if he has to wear his because sweet jesus it is ugly ITS BROWN, and at this point his parents r more than content with rumple lmao, anyway they live together in a lovely little house that is kept in perfect order, rumple enchants EVERYTHING to talk, its cute, fucking domestic shit yes please
HYDRATION LOL look this isnt even important but alonzo is so deeply into that health shit. he only eats dark chocolate, and most importantly he fucking loves spending time in the kitchen with jenny. she cooks, he makes custom face masks, and also infused water. so much infused water. he has different """recipes""" and he always has a bottle of lovely chilled water with fucking apple and ginger and lemongrass shit in it that he made the night before, and since rumple fucking hates drinking anything thats not tropical sunshine punch fruit juice he constantly is trying to figure out a recipe of infused water that she'll drink becUSE ITS NOT HEALTHY RUMPLE!!!!!!!! YOU NEED WATER, but she thinks its disgusting and eventually he gives up and carries a bottle of juice with him in case he sees her because its better than nothing,
yeah ok im,,,,, i assume there will be more to come but for now this is what u get
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okay so...Basically i have this group of friends, we’ve known each other since high school freshman year. We moved to the same city after graduation but we all go to different unis. In the group there’s this guy, S. Before uni started, we used to hang out all day, everyday. Me and him especially, we got even closer than we were in hs bc we helped each other with the whole moving away thing, and we talked about deep stuff and shit. Me and the others, say C and B, we supported him through so much.
2 When S came out as gay in senior year, me and C used to get into huge fights because our other friends were really homophobic. As for B, who is a straight guy, he still remained friends with S even though he had a crush on him. And considering how homophobia is ingrained in our culture, finding a guy who not only would accept you as gay but also not get weirded out by you having a crush on him is almost impossible. But now, as soon as S started making friends in his uni, he started to
3 progressively blow us off more and more. Now don’t get me wrong, uni is keeping all of us busy, and we don’t have the same schedule, but me and C/B make an effort to see each other at least on the weekends, and during the week we call each other. Like no matter how busy you are you can make time to call at least once a week to ask your best friend how they’re doing. But S doesn’t. Not only does he not call, but he started to blow us off every time we’d ask him to hang out. Two weekends he said
4 (i think lmao) he said he’d call us to hang out later that day (after WE called first), and he didn’t. The next weekend we invited him again and he blew off saying he had to study (mind you, we were studying. It’s not like we’re a bad influence, when we have a lot of work to do we just go study together in a coffee shop all day even tho we don’t study the same thing, and we told him that and he said no). After that we decided not to call him anymore and see how long it would take for him to
5 do so. Two weeks passed, nothing. But we see on snap that he’s constantly hanging out with his uni friends, like from morning till he leaves the club the next day at 5 AM. You can see people you just met 4/5 times a week but in a MONTH you didn’t have time to call your best friends ONCE ?. I’m so disappointed because you know, we’re in a new country and literally all the stable got ripped out of my life and i thought i could have someone to count on. I’m not saying he should stay alone in uni
6 or anything but like… divide your time ? Idk what to do cause i’m going to his house to give him some things back but he’s acting like nothing happened. Idk if i should confront him or just act cold ? I’m scared to confront him because after that… there’s nothing else to say like it’s the end of the friendship you know ? Like if he realised his mistake by himself and came and apologised okay but if i tell him…. Anyways take care of yourself don’t stress too much (easier said than done but
don’t neglect yourself) and thanks for listening idk but cause you’re like a year older than me and you always give such great advice i always wanna come to you when i have smth going on but yeah i wish you all the luck on your midterm💕💕 (and sorry for the hella long ask)
its under a read more bc ive got…….. some things to say
what your friend is doing is just…… not right lol. i also have a similar experience with… friends not dividing their time so i know how you feel :// its unfair for him to be meeting with others most of the time and cant even spend a few minutes to reply to you?? that doesnt sound like someone you can really count on anymore tbh. if he fluctuates like that throughout his friend groups, hes not gonna have anyone left. if he thinks “ill just go to the group i find… better” then realistically…. he rly isnt gonna have any close friends left?? if he treats people like that then everythings just gonna be short term and for what?? some attention and fun??
imo i think you should confront him about it. he deserves to know what hes been doing and how hes been making things difficult for you. its unfair that hes acting like he didnt do anything that has affected you greatly like this. he should know what his mistakes are so that he can fix himself. help him realize that wht hes doing isnt healthy and that its not going to benefit anyone in the end. like yeah uni can be lonely, but long lasting friends that you cant see that much bc youre so busy >>>>>>>>>>>>> short term friends you can see more often but have a shallow connection to.
people say that the end of high school is when you realize who your real friends are and thats true, but you will still be going through that process in uni. its all about dividing your time and COMMUNICATING. i know it sounds like its common sense but!!! communicating!! with people!!! is so important!!!! let them know how you feel!! dont beat around the bush!!! if something they did hurt your feelings, let them know so that it doesnt happen again!!! apologize to each other for the right reasons!!! we’re in uni, we’re all growing to become adults/we already are young adults, its time to act mature about things u know?? we arent 15 anymore. we should be constantly be learning and growing and if someone cant handle “oh what you did rly hurt me” and they take it personally and think theyve dont nothing wrong?? that is Not growth and thats not a friend you can work with. know each others faults and know your own faults. friends fight and thats just how it is but if you cant fight for ur friendship then like. whats the point
idk what your friends problem is, but if he has something to say then he should say it. idk why he thinks its okay to be treating people he should be considering as his best friends like that. hiding things from others rly isnt gonna do him any good. if he doesnt want to hang out with you guys anymore, so be it. as much as it hurts to lose such a close friend, if he doesnt want to put effort into it even after if you let him know what he’s doing, let him be. let him realize himself that he should have set his priorities striaght and treated you better.
#dont apologize for the ask!! its ok!!#im glad you were able to let it out somewhere#n thank u its just on ancient art n architecture so if i memorize enough monuments and statues i hope ill be ok shdjfdhsgfdkg#long post#anon#ask
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