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eponymousfics · 4 months ago

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It’s interesting to me that I often have a lot of kind of angsty fic ideas and sometimes even get a little ways into writing them, but those are never the ones I finish/get hooked on.

My Fare Lady is probably the darkest one I’ve got that’s gotten as far as it has, and I definitely think that the angst elements are both why I wanted to write it and also what prevents me from working on it unless I’m really in the right mood for it.

Not that I can ever bring myself to write straight angst, it’s always hurt/comfort with slightly heavier hurt depending on the fic

Anyway this post is me trying to dissuade myself from writing a more somber Harvey/oc fic with a Gotoran oc so we can talk about the war and also so I can unpack what I call my ancestral trauma dream about the bombing of Hiroshima WHICH IS, YOU KNOW, PRETTY DARK FOR A SDV FIC

#like I’m 65% sure I wouldn’t get that far with it bc I’ve already wrote out some scenes and it’s not sparking off for me rn #but the first chapter of change of plans was sitting on my harddrive for pretty much a year #and now I’ve written 75k+ words for it in two months or so #BUT ALSO there’s this intro song for some japanese drama about doctors my grandma watches sometimes and #it’s really really good as a theme song for this fic and I can’t stop playing it on loop and daydreaming about an animatic #BUT ALSO ALSO there’s such strong visual elements im like ‘argh i wish making a comic wouldn’t utterly murder me and take five million years #bc it would look so fucking good >:(#I’m conceptualizing the gotoro empire as sort of Meiji/wwii era Japan with selectively modern bits #largely for that good good Victorian and Japanese fusion fashion #but yeah idk it would be a relatively somber and highly personal fic so who knows #epon rambles #eponbehindthescenes

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