#BTforever5

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

Sleep well, darling. Without you the world isn't dull, because your legacy and memory is still here, it's comforting. Sometimes it gets lonely, but after all these years you've helped people, you deserve to rest in peace and reuinte with your family.

It was too early, your departure, but I hope you weren't too scared when you had to leave. This is what hurts the most honestly, thinking you were so afraid, thinking about all the things you still had to do in this world. I hope it wasn't too frightening, I hope you felt warm and safe when you left.

Thank you for being born, for being in this world for 57 years, without you I'd be long gone as well. Thank you, for still shining so bright, still making people happy, and still providing shelter for all the outcasted.

I'm so grateful to have known you, at least through the screen, summer would be cold had I not gotten to know you. But you are still alive in my mind, so things alre alright.

These are huge words, but I believe as long as I continue breathing, I will always remember and think about you. You are like my mother and father, my sister and brother in one. It's a hard loss, but grieving is just love that has nowhere to go.

But this love, I hope it reaches you, through my prayers, through my voice, and through my existence really.

You not only gave me a reason to continue, but you also help me become a better person. Kinder, more compassionate. You help me deal with my own problems and grief. You make me want to do better.

I'll continue, to spread your memory, I'll remind everyone around me that I miss you, and that you are irreplacable.

Even so, the parade continues, and BT will continue being 5, as long as the sun shines.

I decided to share some songs that remind me of you, and ones that help me deal with the grief.