#BESTIE U HAVE NO IDEA HOW BADLY I WANT TO MARRY HER.

[yamikawas]

btw yoomtah said that u and her r married now (she told me) (true)

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[handonhaven]

Aye bestie❤cause ur opinion comforts and claims me❤..

So you must have seen Danielle interview by now and already the hosie's b twisting it up , Dani said "You know, it's complicated. My personal feelings obviously are very different from how Hope feels", the hosie's twisting it up saying that Danielle hates handon and putting words in her mouth she and hope are two different person so obviously she's gonna have a different feeling or opinion, it keeps getting to me tho maybe shes tired of them to how she was speaking ion know but until Danielle confirms she hates them am not gonna let it get to me.

She didn't say much about handon this season more than there short of endgame material, she also said they are gonna be separated for awhile mainly because they both need growth and time to heal which is true . I really wanna see landon storyline this season and how he handles his trauma and I want hope to help him but they gonna separat them for a while, am gonna cry so hard for landon am also excited to see hopes storyline as well and how she handles her tribid side and i heard she's gonna push away her friends and landon or anybody shes close to. Do u think both hope and landon gonna push away each other and in the end they will they be okay and be stronger or closer?? Am excited to see and also scared.

Aww really? 🥺❤️ I‘m so glad to hear that! I don’t comfort myself at all. 😂 Yes I did see the interview but I’m avoiding H*sies, though I can imagine what they’re saying. Yeah, idk what Danielle meant by that, but I’m trying not to assume too much, and H*sies should do the same. I’d hope Danielle doesn’t hate Handon but maybe she does want a break from Handon stuff idk. And yes, she said both good things and bad things about Handon. I’m glad that she talked about them being endgame, but I’m obviously very unhappy about a separation. I just don’t agree with the idea that they need to be apart to grow and heal individually. Like what kind of message does that send about relationships? That you can’t work through things together? Or support each other with your own individual challenges? When things get rough you’ve gotta go your separate ways and deal with stuff on your own before you can be together again? Which is the opposite of how Hope and Landon’s relationship has always been? That doesn’t necessarily send a good message, people can absolutely grow and heal individually together. I mean, what do people think happens with married couples? That they never grow or progress ever again? It’s ridiculous and it would be great if, for once, a tv show would actually show a couple realistically getting through challenges together throughout the course of the series without separating them. And especially in this case, when Hope and Landon have always fought for each other and would need each other more than ever, it just makes absolutely no sense to me. And also almost makes all of season 3 and them fighting to get back to each other kinda for nothing?

But anyway, I really wanna see Landon’s storyline too but I fear for what they’re gonna do regarding his trauma. I’m worried it’s gonna be handled badly (if it’s even handled at all) especially if they’re not gonna have Hope helping him. It’s unbelievable tbh, I’ll be crying too. Hope’s storyline could be interesting as well with her most likely being a full tribrid. And I’d think her pushing her friends away would make sense, but her pushing Landon away would make no sense. I sure hope that Hope and Landon don’t push each other away, why would they do that after all they’ve been through? I can’t think of any good reason. But I hope whatever happens, they’ll still end up being stronger and closer eventually. I’m glad you’re excited, I wish I was, but I’m mostly just scared. I’m hoping it won’t be as bad as I’m thinking it will be. If the real changes happen starting in 4x05, maybe we’ll still get a lot of great Handon stuff in the next four episodes, if anything.

[jays1n]

here's the original thing i wrote, i forgot i still had it and found it after i already rewrote stuff but it's still good: 

gtav campaign au where steven and cib go way back, back up in canada and had a little crew together robbing tiny banks out in small towns. some shit goes down, and one of their original members (honestly maybe like gizzygazza, only one i remember from their combined pasts) dies horribly but their never tell cib like they didn't tell trevor. fast forward in time (i'll say maybe 5 years rather than ten), cib's living out in the grand senora for one reason or another and steven's actually like. 1%er, or 1%-adjacent and reminiscing. then his car's stolen by some asshole (read: james) that brings him back into the old life when he remembers the fun (and the money) of doing jobs like that. and then cib comes back and it goes about as well as you'd think

and i love the idea of a trevor-like cib, unstable as hell because all of his impulse control got buried 6 feet deep 5 years ago or left to live in the city, but now back with steven and james it's his chance to make stuff happen again that isn't just mutilating dudes out in the desert or making drugs in an old building. steven, knowing the truth of what happened 5 years ago (they never told cib gizzy died, said he got locked up so cib's been obsessed with breaking in ever since. getting back with steven is his chance to break his friend out, get it back to how things used to be!) is extremely afraid. cib is... he's dangerous at best, unthinkable at worst, and so there's a lot of light stepping around the subject

also, devin is lamar and fuckin, elliot as their FIB contact

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talked about this before i left/deleted them, but i'd really like a GTA V story au; i dunno how many people on here have played it or care about gtav's plot but i do so 

like before, steven as michael; the tired and now rich los santos businessman in witness protection because of the shit that went down years ago. cib as trevor; the dangerous guy from steven's past currently living out in the grand senora desert making money on drug trade and murder (but doing so in a fun, happy way. it's all good. for him, i mean). then, james as franklin; kid doing odd jobs with his buddy (devin as lamar) gets roped into the life by steven after he tried to repo his car and it ended badly. they become 'friends' and work together, though extremely begrudgingly and only for the money.

it's.. been a while since i've fully played the campaign (played it mainly 2015-2016, pc's too shit to play for more than 10 mins now so rip) but i remember most of the stuff near the end as i did it more recently

steven and cib used to run jobs together in their early 20s, maybe really late teens. up in ludendorf north yankton, a cold as shit border town half in canada half in the states, they steal and kill and run drugs, yknow, like all young adults do. their final job as that crew ends up being at an old bank on the farside of ludendorf. shit went wrong on the way out, someone snitched and the cops were already their; gizzy (brad) and steven both got shot by a sniper, cib getting run out of the area by the cops closing in. cib thought steven died and gizzy got arrested (the only body that got buried was steven's, so it was a natural assumption).

what really happened though, was the FIB (elliot as davey) take a chance and save steven. steven got a chance to live out in los santos under witness protection, while elliot gets the glory of having taken down their crew and has steven under him to do any jobs elliot needs done. gizzy died and was the body lowered in steven's grave, but cib doesn't know that

five years go by. now i'll probably divert canon just a bit; idk if i want steven to have a family, but i like to imagine maybe living with parker (or, hey, if you wanna throw ships in then steven/parker as the unhappy married couple only staying together because they've been through it all together. he moved with steven to los santos). they fight a lot but it somehow works. maybe andrew's there too, idk

i dunno. just really into the idea of it, especially the confrontation scene near the end of the game where they go back up to north yankton. cib's angry because he's finally realized who is really in the grave, flies back up there (followed by steven) and digs the body back up. when the body's brought up and cib gets confirmation its who he thought it was, there's a standoff and neither really want to shoot (cib does and will, but) then they get interrupted by a gang (idk, mayb funhaus or smthn. idk who to compare the chengs to) who kidnap steven after cib runs away (cib and them have beef, and he told them that steven was his boyfriend so they capture him as a hostage. threaten to kill steven but cibs like oh no.... aw man thatd suck....... lmao jk bye and hangs up on the gang). james won't stand for it though, gets pissed and kicks cib's ass into gear and they save him from i think getting thrown into a meat grinder? something weird like that

ALSO. farid as that one FIB douchebag working with elliot who later gives james the ultimatum that someone will die and he has a choice to make. steven, cib, or james himself will die and he has to do it. the best end (the 'kill yourself' that ends up just being 'fuck everyone else we're all besties' end) is great because they all work together and become kinda a family again, locking the FIB dude up and throwing him over a cliff in a messed up car. the other endings, though, are sad as fuck? 

you've got either james going to kill steven (who, as he pulls up to the spot, gets really good news (and idk how id translate that into this au because ig michael gets a call that his daughter just got into a nice college after her struggling so much) and is so happy to see james because he thinks of him like a brother (or u could be shippy either way)). steven and james have an intense chase scene and james doesn't fully wanna do this. steven slips while they're at the top of a really tall water tower-type of thing, james grabs his arm and tries to pull him up but one of them lets go and steven drops to the concrete and it's... not pretty

or, there's steven going 'no.. no you're right cib's too dangerous to live in this world he's a liability' and being sad but thinking it's the right thing after james convinces him it is. they team up to go take him down and, understandably cib isn't having it. leads to a long car chase, ends in cib crashing into a gas tank. he doesn't die in the crash but steven shoots a bullet and ignites the gas and there's a long, loud death scene and steven and james go their separate ways. but that happy ending tho, hell yeah

additionally i want jeremy to be lester because hes fuckin Weird and maybe autumn works with him, split the role of lester with autumn as the tech side and jeremy as the weird dude with jobs and skills side