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aphrodite-would-be-proud · 3 years ago

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Hey, I dont know if your requests are open, but I saw the anon who Requested Armin encouraging you to eat and I'm struggling with eating lately as well. Those headcannons were super helpful and made me feel so much better, especially knowing I'm not the only one going through the whole food anxiety thing. 💗💗 If you ever have the chance could you make some head canons of the same request with Reiner too? Hes my absolute comfort character! 🥺🥺

Disclaimer: this one goes into more depth about the aspects of eating anxiety and disorders, it never encourages nor romanticize them but it describes them in details, it might be triggering for some people.

I'm sorry if this isn't what you had in mind anon, i just thought about how Reiner would approach this in a different light than Armin. If what you wanted was more light and fluffy themese then you can tell me and i will write you another one.

Reiner & you helping each other with eating anxiety

{ Reiner x reader | tw: heavy eating problems, tw: recovering ED | angst with comfort | modren au }

{"Apple tree" circa 1900 Jan Ciągliński Polish, 1858-1913 }

He knows before you tell him, how could he not? It's something he's more than just acquainted with.

The all familiar feeling of sourness in your mouth, the heaviness of your throat that feels glued shut from the inside whenever you bring a bite even remotely close to your mouth.

It's tiring, it's exhausting and it's all he has ever known.

The nausea, the stomachache, the whole ever repeating cycle of bringing the food to your room, promising yourself that you will finish it but it ends up joining the pile of rotting half full plates on the far dresser where you can't see it.

He pretends it doesn't bother him, he has it under control is what he tells himself. After all, as long as it's just him it doesn't really register just how bad it is.

But not you, oh god anything but you going through this too.

He sees himself in you, he sees all the tiredness from fighting each day just to accomplish something other people get for granted. The unfairness of having to fight your brain just to survive.

He doesn't bring it up to you, he knows just how exhausting it is to have this conversation over and over again with every new person who thinks they're being friendly by making you explain your whole being to them.

By having you turn your complex struggles into bite sizes just so they won't get disturbed of how bad it gets at times, of having to babysit every ever so curious eye that may have had good intentions but didn't think about their words twice.

The suppressed rage both of you hide at the unfairness of the situation, that will have a flood of guilt following right after even a grain of that rage slips between the cracks onto an innocent bystander.

And so he makes his actions speak for him instead, he makes sure not a single stupid grain of self loathing will weasel itself into your justified frustration each time you couldn't finish something you thought you would.

He will fight each battle with you, he will be your pillar to lean against just as you were his wake up call.

Making it very clear you're not alone in this, you won't ever be.

He will learn your preference in food no matter how many times it changes, he will take great care in making sure every meal he makes for you won't bother you in texture or taste whilst giving you all the nutritions you need.

Even if you couldn't finish it right now, even if one bite was all you had energy for, that's perfectly understandable and would've been still worth his effort.

But this time neither of you will forget to finish it before the day ends, neither of you will go to bed hungry.

He makes it clear food isn't a reward, it's not something to be earned nor should taking it away be a punishment.

And while he repeated this to himself before, somehow saying it to you is what made him really truly believe it.

He sees your progress to get better, he knows your determination and it fills him not only with pride but with hope for himself too.

Having you by his side, in the bad and good times, is what made this thing far easier than it was alone.

You're deserving of love and care, you're deserving of patience and forgiveness, none is perfect and progress is never a linear line.

Just a single step forward everyday is what both of you aim for, eventually it will add up no matter how many steps back happen on the bad days.

He makes sure to change scenery too when both of you have lunch, maybe you can eat it in the backyard today or maybe an in bed breakfast.

Maybe the both of you can pack your food and just aimlessly drive around.

Even at family events or friends hangout, he will make sure that you have a comfort safe food to eat if everything else seemed overwhelming at the time.

You're not a bother nor a burden, it's asking for help and taking care of each other that even got humanity this far ahead.

And without realising it, you too do take care of him when you share your drinks with him on the days he felt like water tasted disgusting. Or the times you held his hand in comfort after he spent half an hour just staring at his untouched plate.

Both of you will heal your relationship with food, neither of you is broken nor are you damaged. You've just been hurt too much and this was one of the many ways your brains tried to cope, to get control over a single aspect in your lives just to feel stable.

It's an unhealthy coping mechanism, it's the thing that helped keep you sane before when things were falling apart but it's a really really damaging one in the long run.

You're not crazy nor overreacting, you're perfectly human.

And while unlearning something is impossible, since it will be a part of you that lingers no matter how small. You will learn to cope healthy with it, to calmly deal with the aftermath.

To find alternative solutions that don't come at the cost of your physical or mental health, to find peace with the thing.

He knows that and he's grateful to have you with him in this journey, where both of you learn how to take care of yourself and your needs again.

#Reiner🕯️#aot x reader #aot x y/n #snk x reader #reiner braun x you #reiner braun x reader #tw: ed #tw: eating problems #sfw🕯

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ze-maki-nin · 2 years ago

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ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪꜱɴ’ᴛ ᴀ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ᴡʜᴏ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ꜰɪɢʜᴛ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ’ꜱ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ɪꜱ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ ɪᴛ.

these are masterlists p.t 1 of who and what i write for! all of my writings are here!

please look through this before requesting! as it will tell you what animes i write for and what characters from said anime i write for!

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masterlists p.t 2

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

Chifuyu Matsuno

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ. . .

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Eren Yeager

Mikasa Ackerman

Armin Alert

Reiner Braun

Bertholdt Hoover

Annie Leonhart

Jean Kristen

Connie Springer

Sasha Blouse

Historia Ress

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Gon Freecss

Killua Zoldyck

Zushi

Kurapika Kurta

Neon Nostrade

Feitan Portor

Machi Komacine

Shizuki Murasaki

Shalnark

Pakunoda

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moririki · 4 years ago

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⤷ BIRTHDAY SPECIAL

CONNIE SPRINGER X READER -> 2.4K what it's like before and after dating connie

REQUEST -> n/a CONTAINS -> s4 spoilers, angst (assassins bullet yep yep), hurt and comfort because we love that, honestly just conny being lovely, it ends with angst i'm so sorry i got in a mood MORI'S THOUGHTS -> the world needs more of conny springer. also i accidentally gave myself manga spoilers when i checked the wiki for his birthday. immense pain i WILL be writing a modern au with no death to make myself feel better (stay tuned in to my blog for it lol)

-> before dating conny springer you were friends with eren, mikasa, and armin

-> well, to be more specific, you were neighbours with armin and ended up being roped into whatever the three of them were doing purely by chance

-> so it was only natural that you were with them the day that zhiganshina fell

-> you remembered running hand in hand with armin, desperate to try and find eren and mikasa while also trying to make it to safety alongside armin's grandfather

-> in all honesty, you couldn't remember much from that day

-> you had almost been dragged away by armin as you were kicking and screaming, desperate to go back to your house and see if your parents were okay

-> but armin, ever the voice of reason, dragged you away and got you to snap out of it

-> getting on a boat to wall maria was one of the hardest decisions that you ever made

-> and hearing your parents' names on the list of the deceased broke you

-> you felt empty, barely eating until mikasa shook you hard and you finally felt wet tears fall on your face

-> the four of you had all cried that day, mourning the loss of your families

-> eren definitely kept the group together with his determination

-> he put drive into mikasa, and inspired you and armin

-> they all managed to be able to keep going, and therefore so did you

-> though one noticeable difference was that you still were struggling to even smile

-> hell, you made mikasa look like the happiest person on earth

-> you still tagged along with them when eren made the decision to enlist, effectively dragging the rest of you with him

-> besides, what else were you supposed to do as a newly found orphan?

-> training was, as expected, miserable at best

-> there really wasn't much to look forward to between officers screaming in your ear to run and the long gruelling days

-> but it kept you busy, and it kept you feeling numb and not breaking down

-> things that are in motion tend to stay in motion, after all

-> you had pretty much resigned yourself to becoming a soldier, watching your life turn colourless before your eyes as you stared down at your meal for the evening, when you first heard it

-> this laugh

-> no, this cackle

-> it split through the air like a whip, almost jolting you out of your state

-> it sounded so foreign to you, the sound of joy

-> you almost recoiled at it, instead opting to glance up and see a brown-haired girl inching her hand towards your roll of bread, while a short boy with a shaved head pointed and laughed

-> the girl grinned at you sheepishly, giving you a small wave

-> "hey, i'm sasha"

-> you wordlessly pushed the remainder of your meal to her

-> "help yourself"

-> you spoke minimally, and sasha beamed at you before proceeding to shovel her face with your food

-> the boy approached the two of you, falling into a seat opposite you with ease

-> you didn't really hear what he said to you

-> you were too busy feeling an upsurge of all these emotions that you hadn't- no, refused- to feel in years and you felt bile rise in the back of your throat

-> you stood quickly, excusing yourself before walking out of the room

-> conny was confused, to say the least

-> he thought that you looked down, even more so than annie

-> he probably should have expected you to be prickly as well

-> but something still nagged at him, that there was something more to it than you just not laughing that much

-> he was curious

-> and so, conny took it upon himself to make you laugh

-> or hell, even crack just a small smile

-> while he hadn't succeeded in doing so, you weren't one to push him away

-> even though his jokes and remarks made to you in passing often got him into trouble with an officer, you enjoyed them

-> not enough to tell him or give any indication of it, though

-> but conny still persevered

-> he made fun of sasha, the light-hearted teasing between the duo becoming a common background noise while you practised combat

-> you may have been hesitant at first, but he gradually wore your walls down, and you found yourself almost looking forward to seeing him, alongside jean and sasha, in the morning ready for a full day of training

-> you couldn't explicitly pinpoint any real advancements in your relationship with conny

-> it was so gradual, but it was constant

-> so one morning, when you had found yourself particularly refreshed and up a little earlier than usual with a little bounce to your step, it was only natural to greet conny as you brushed past him

-> "morning"

-> you still didn't speak much, but the small smile that accompanied it spoke more than any words could

-> you were gone before conny could respond, but he stood in place with a stupid grin creeping onto his face as he replayed the sight of you

-> he'd always suspected that you looked more beautiful with a smile and brightness in your eyes

-> his vow to see you laugh became even more intent

-> the gradual change within you progressed further

-> you were more animated, like some force had whispered words of encouragement into your ears and winded your mechanical key up again

-> you were talking more, doing more, and most importantly getting to know the chaos trio

-> while you still hadn't laughed, it wasn't uncommon to see a small smile grace your lips for a fleeting moment

-> after all, the antics of connie and sasha were enough to put anyone in a good mood

-> in fact, it was one of these antics that had you coming to terms with a lot of feelings

-> sasha had managed to smuggle a bottle of alcohol from the captains' headquarters

-> for a girl as clumsy as her, you were amazed that she managed to constantly get away with mild theft among other things

-> but who were you to complain?

-> you had been training with mikasa when sasha had returned

-> neither you nor jean had been able to intervene and stop her and connie

-> by the time you had returned and talked to jean, the bottle was empty and the pair were stumbling around, their loud laughs echoing

-> you and jean exchanged an exasperated look before heading to help your drunk friends before they got themselves hurt

-> "y/n!" conny slurred, almost collapsing against you as you wound his arm around your shoulders for support

-> you grunted at him suddenly leaning all his weight onto you, but still hauled him back to the beds while jean handled sasha

-> conny raised a clumsy hand, poking against your cheek a few times

-> you smiled to yourself, finding the boy helplessly cute even when the stench of alcohol was on his breath

-> "look at me," he whined. you sighed, stopping and motioning for jean to keep going. you turned toward the boy, an eyebrow raised expectantly.

-> "you're the most beautiful girl i've ever seen," connie whispered to you conspiratorially

-> you wanted to blush, but he probably meant nothing by it

-> he was drunk, after all

-> "please date me, y/n," he sang, trying to tug you against him, to do something, though you doubted even he knew

-> "ask me tomorrow and i'll answer," you chided him, and he seemed satisfied

-> you resumed walking him back to his bed with not much in terms of resistance

-> you got there soon enough, and you didn't exactly want to help him change

-> his clothes were comfortable enough, and they looked clean

-> you made sure that he was in bed, hoping to head to your own bunk without disturbing any other cadets, until his hand reached out and gripped your wrist

-> that grip turned into a tug which had you being pulled backwards, towards conny and his bed

-> you narrowly avoided hitting your head on the headboard, the springs of the mattress squeaking as it grew accustomed to your body lying on it

-> "conny?" you whispered out into the night air, your back to him. you didn't dare go any louder in fear of shattering something

-> he didn't respond, and you listened to hear his breaths getting deep and evening out

-> you sighed to yourself, feeling the arm that was wrapped so securely around your middle

-> well, at least he was warm

-> you didn't particularly feel like moving, instead letting yourself surrender to sleep and catch up to conny

-> the lull of his quiet snores let your mind feel at ease, and sleep came to you naturally

-> waking up was pleasant for all of 20 seconds

-> you woke up naturally, noting that others were still asleep in their bunks

-> you grew accustomed to your surroundings, especially this weight which lay across your waist

-> you turned carefully, finding a sleeping conny next to you

-> oh

-> you remembered the events of last night and tried not to giggle as the image of a drunk conny crossed your mind

-> you heard a groan come from him as he stirred, along with a slight wince from his impending hangover

-> you couldn't hold back your laugh any more, and conny mustered the best smile that he could given the circumstances

-> the sound was one that he wouldn't forget any time soon

-> "i think i'm dreaming," he mumbled with a grin, before pulling you closer and burying his face in your shoulder

-> you brought up a hand to his head, stroking it slightly as conny began to wake up

-> it was a few minutes later that you heard him talk again, albeit muffled from your shirt

-> "so, i believe you owe me an answer?"

-> you were glad that he couldn't see your face and the blush that it was sporting

-> "it's a yes from me"

-> you grinned as you spoke, and you could feel conny smile too

-> a great amount of your return to feeling happy again was thanks to him, and you were grateful in every sense

-> "oi, sleepyhead!"

-> you heard a cheery voice, before sasha launched herself on top of both of you, making conny squeal from the sudden addition of weight

-> "how the hell are you not hungover?" he groaned, and sasha just laughed, poking at him

-> jean stood at the edge of the bed, rolling his eyes at the three of you

-> these three had really found a way to mean so much to you in such little time

-> dating conny springer meant that even the most arduous task was suddenly hilarious

-> he's like a breath of fresh air

-> but he's also there for you unwaveringly

-> whether that be to support you, laugh with you, take away your pain, or just hold you

-> he made his feelings pretty clear

-> and honestly? the man's whipped for you

-> despite his general boisterousness, though, conny does try to keep it on the subtler side between you two

-> in public, his touches are subtle

-> he doesn't want jean and sasha to shred his ass and call him a simp lmfao they have no mercy

-> there was no doubt of conny's effect on not just you, but the entire survey corps

-> needless to say, mikasa approved. if he made you smile and laugh again after zhiganshina, he was more than worthy

-> seeing how mikasa was always like an older sister to you, her approval meant a lot

-> armin and eren's went without saying as well yes, even little rabid rottweiler eren

-> being put into actual combat was challenging

-> you felt yourself freeze with fear on your first mission, hearing of how eren had been consumed by a titan and witnessing the carnage of so many of your fellow soldiers

-> you didn't try to hide the tears of relief when you saw that conny had survived

-> he wiped away your tears shamelessly, his eyes never leaving yours as he whispered promises to you that he would make it through, and so would you

-> you kept fighting together, all the way through eren's surprise reappearance, all the way through becoming members of the survey corps

-> he was one of the few constants in your life

-> despite his sunny disposition and never-ending stream of jokes, you knew that the weight of the horrors of the outside walls beared down on him too

-> sometimes, at night, you could hear him quietly sob

-> you found yourself in his bed again, for reasons different to the first time you were

-> though this time you wrapped your arms around him, pressing kisses to his clothed back, lulling him to a fitful sleep

-> and conny is so grateful for you, and how you're wordlessly there for him

-> on the mornings where you stay with him until he wakes up without sneaking off, conny makes sure to grab your hands and raise them to his lips, kissing them as his silent thanks

-> of course, that wasn't the only aspect of your relationship

-> there was no doubt that conny was fun

-> he loved to make people, especially you, laugh

-> the two of you would giggle and run off hand in hand as sasha and jean yelled words of..... encouragement at the two of you

-> getting along with conny's friends was more than natural

-> sometimes, you and jean act like tired parents when sasha and conny really get going

-> conny also developed a habit of squeezing your hand

-> before missions

-> after missions

-> hell, even when he got a brief moment during missions

-> it was a reminder of his promise to you so long ago that he was going to make it and come back to you

-> the two of you ended up growing up together and finding a solace within each other during the insanity of your lives

-> on the day where you had ventured past the walls with the survey corps and found the beach, you had marvelled at the softness of the sand and even built a small castle with him

-> you also meticulously carved out your initials together into the wall of it

-> and when sasha met niccolo, double dates became a thing

-> it was fun for all of you to collectively shit on jean for being single

-> that can be changed

-> uhhhhh we know the drill sasha and niccolo deserved the world but they didn't get it

-> as much as it hurt, you couldn't bring yourself to feel any ill intent towards gabi

-> if you even looked hard enough, you could see a resemblance of sasha within the marleyan girl

-> but during sasha's funeral, you and conny were stood next to each other with stony faces and numb insides

-> that night, you both clung to each other

-> you could feel conny's sobs rip through you as your tears streaked down your face while the two of you mourned your great loss

-> but you knew that the two of you had to keep going, together

-> for sasha and for yourselves, and for the future of the world

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candl3-light · 3 years ago

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𝐶𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑙3-𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 ;

( gift ! ) Hange Zoe brown aesthetic layouts for : @your-shitty-boyfriend-denji ! :]

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Notes ; skdjksksk I-I know you l-like Hange a w-whole bunch and I-I just finish AOT s4 sooo ayeeee skdjdks;;; don’t u-use unless you’re d-denji ! :]

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millenialfanfictionaddiction · 2 years ago

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YN Ackerman: Dating Jean Kirschtein

Jean Kirschstein featuring the whole AOT gang x Yn Ackerman (Levi Ackerman's sister; she/her pronouns)

Warnings: swearing, kissing 😍

AN: This is a request from @lilacveiledsea! I figured we need a tiny change in fandoms for the day 🥰 also this is kind of modern remix with some of the wording. I can’t and won’t be stopped on my emoji usage 😂

Oh my dearest YN

Dear dear, innocent YN

You precious angel I'm so sorry 🤣

Not only are you related to this 👇🏻

But you are also besties with the chaotic duo known as Hange and Erwin 😃

Thoughts and prayers YN 🙏🏻

Because wow is your life hectic!

Seriously I'm not sure how you do it

You basically wake up and your life is in shambles

"YN WAKE UP!" Hange screams, banging on your door

"It's 4am!" You yell

"Get up YN you're late," your brother shouts

"Late for what?!?! It's 4AM!" You again

"If you have to ask YN then you're already behind," Erwin shouts

You 👉🏻😐 dear god why me?

Life in the scouts is anything but boring for you

Seriously being the baby sister of Levi is a full time job

Mans needs someone to just chill him out Ok ✋🏻

"Levi will you please just calm down," you say exasperated

"YN we have alot to do before the next mission," your brother says

"Yes and we have time so stop running everyone ragged if you expect them to fight off 15 meter titans!" You argue back

Levi 👉🏻😐😑

You 👉🏻😠

Please YN you are the only one (besides Historia) who can talk back to him

Not that he takes you seriously 😒 but still

Not only do you hold major control over Levi but also you are the calm Hange needs

"YN ALL THIS RESEARCH ISNT GOING TO DO ITSELF!" Hange screams

"Yes but it can wait for you to sleep for a few hours," you say, pulling your friend from their station

"YN I'm so close to a breakthrough!" Hange exclaims

"That's great but it can wait for you to take a nap," you say full on grabbing your friend and dragging them from their workshop

Literally YNs job is not to fight titans, it's to babysit the scouts 😅

Even Erwin relys on you to keep him sane

"Alright times up, put the pen down," you say, bursting into your friends chambers

"Just a few more minutes," Erwin says, scribbling on some papers

"No! The timer went off and the pen GOES DOWN!" You say going up to grab the pen from Erwins hands

"Just a few minutes YN," he says quickly pulling it away as you glare 😑

"I swear to god Erwin I will set fire to this entire office if you don't put that pen down right now-" you 😡

Erwin 👉🏻😐 you wouldn't dare....

You 👉🏻 🕯 try me....

The pen goes down as Erwin stands up, moving past you

"You are ridiculous," he says

You 👉🏻😊 🤗

But you see YN, your efforts don't go unnoticed...

Because a certain someone is always watching 👀

Kind of creepy but listen, his intentions are good ok

You see, a certain Scout member just so happens to have a MAJOR crush on you

Literally he's hard-core in love with you YN

Jean has always thought you were perfect and an all around amazing person

He respects everything about you from the way you kill titans to the way you care for your friends and family

You've sort of formed an interesting friendship with Jean

While we all know he can act a bit "childish" we also know he is super reliable and helpful

Hrs always there when you need him 🥰

So much so that you sort of, kind of, develop a teeny TINY crush on the man's

Honestly, do not blame you YN 🥵

But you had always thought Jean liked Mikasa

I mean, would wouldn't be entirely wrong YN but he still had more feelings towards you than anyone else

In fact 👀 he'd often get a little jealous when he say you talking a certain someone

"Hey YN!" Eren would say as you turned and smiled

"Hey Eren! What's up?" You asked

Jean rn 👉🏻 >:(

"Not much just taking a break," Eren would say sitting next to you

As in, RIGHT next to you...

Less than an inch apart 😑

So leave it to our buddy Jean to waltz right up to Eren and tell him off!

"Aren't you suppose to be cleaning Titan boy?" Jean would growl

You 👉🏻👀 🍿

"I'm just taking a break and I thought I'd spend it talking to a pretty girl," Eren said as you blushed heavily

Oof Jean was not impressed in the slightest!

"Maybe YN doesn't want to talk to you? She looks busy," Jean said, bending down in front of Eren and glaring at him

You are still just like 👉🏻😃

"Well if I'm bothering YN she can tell me herself," Eren says back, standing up and facing off with Jean

Alright nows definitely the time to interfere YN

Too bad your big brother has that taken care of

"YEAGER get your ass back to cleaning! KIRSCHTEIN pick up a mop, if you have time to talk you have time to clean!" Levi yelled as you giggled at both men

“YN WHY ARE YOU INCITING A RIOT?!?” Levi yells at you

You 👉🏻 🧍‍♀️literally existing

You see, Levi knows Jean had a crush on you

And he also knows you have a crush on jean 👀

And he doesn’t like it one bit

Jean also knows that Levi knows that he has a crush on you

Phew 😮‍💨 it’s like a game of telephone over here

But Jean isn’t deterred

He does everything and anything to impress you

From finishing his cleaning first to helping you clean to killing 15 meter titans

“Did you see that Yn?” Jean boasts as you smile and nod

“Everyone saw that brat,” Levi says, swinging by and killing two more 15 meters right in front of Jean

Oof-

However Jean just takes that as a challenge to win your brother over

So when your ODM malfunctions as you are swinging through the forest, you panic

“Crap crap!” You scream as you fall

“YN!” Erwin and Hange both shout as they race to get you

Fortunately for you, a knight in shining armor comes to your rescue 💅

That’s right, Jean is there to save the day!

He catches you, carefully swinging to a branch and setting you down

“Are you ok?” He asks as he checks you over intently

“YN!” Hange and Erwin shout as they land next to you

“I’m fine, thanks Jean!” You say as your brother swings by

“YN your lucky there weren’t any titans around or you would have been a goner,” Levi says as you glare

“Well thankfully Jean saved me!” You spit back as your brother rolls his eyes and continues on

Poor Jean isn’t going to get Levi’s approval that easily

Good thing your an independent woman and you don’t need your brothers blessing

So when you get back to base, you confront Jean

“Jean, I just wanted to say thanks for today,” you say, playing with your fingers as he looks at you

Suddenly, you lift your head and your lips graze his softly

Jean rn 👉🏻😐😳

“I like you Jean and I was kind of wondering if maybe…” you say before you are immediately cut off, his lips on yours again

“I like you too YN, a lot actually!” He says as you smile

And everyone lives happily ever after 😌

The end.

Just kidding 🙃

Because one thing about being in the scouts in that you literally have zero alone time

Every time you and Jean think you can be alone, someon interrupts

Once it was Armin, another time Mikasa, then Eren

Literally there is no safe space

Thankfully you manage to find a safe space behind the stables

That is, until 👀

“HOLY CRAP I KNEW IT!” You hear shouting as you and Jean quickly seperate to see Hange and Erwin staring at you

You and Jean 👉🏻😳😳

Erwin and Hange 👉🏻😐😍

“Please please don’t say anything to Levi!” You immediately beg

Hange rn 👉🏻😐😏

“Don’t worry YN, your secret is safe with us,” Erwin says as you sigh in relief

“Thanks commander,” Jean responds as he smiles at you

“You two really like each other huh?” Hange says as you both nod

“You really think Levi would disapprove if you were happy Yn?” Erwin asks

You, Jean and Hange 👉🏻😐 really?

“Ok noted but I really think you should tell him,” Erwin says walking away

Sure, you’ll tell Levi one day

It might be on his deathbed but you’ll eventually tell him right?

Well unfortunately for you, things don’t happen that way

You see, Jean is kind of, well he’s a possessive guy

Literally he gets so jealous and so incredibly easily

So when Eren is innocently flirting with you in the dining hall 👀

“TITAN BOY LEAVE MY GIRLFRIEND ALONE BEFORE I REARRANGE YOUR FACE!” Jean yells as everyone looks at him

Everyone including Levi

“This is fine just don’t make eye contact don’t make eye contact… CRAP,” you think as you accidentally look at your brother who is now glaring at you over his tea

“YN, Kirstein my office NOW!” Levi screams as he stops out

Hange 👉🏻🫡 fair well YN

Jean 👉🏻😃 crap-

You 👉🏻🙏🏻 counting your days

You and Jean enter Levi’s office and sit down

Not only is he sitting at his desk but he’s staring at both of you

“Levi I can explain-”

“It’s not Yn’s fault-”

Levi 👉🏻✋🏻

You and Jean 👉🏻🤐🤐

“I just want to know one thing… why didn’t you tell me sooner?” Levi asks

You and Jean 👉🏻🤨🤨 wait what-

“I knew you two liked each other for a while and I suspected you were dating but I’m just wondering why you wouldn’t tell me?” Levi asks

“I- I just thought you wouldn’t approve,” you say

Levi sighs, “are you happy Yn?”

“Im happy,” Jean says : D

“I didn’t ask you Kirstein! YN?”

You grab Jeans hand and smile, “I am!”

“Ok well that’s all I need,” Levi says, “now get out of here.”

You and Jean stand, quietly moving quickly to the door

“Kirschstein, I’m not done with you yet!” Levi says as Jean gulps

You just smile, turning to kiss you boyfriend

“Thoughts and prayers” ✌🏻

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