#Anyways gold star for anyone that got invested enough to read all of that haha
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I just want to ramble because there is no way to explain just how excited I am to get to publishing the part of Minding Q's where Nic and Chase are introduced
Because hereās the thing. Their relationship is simultaneously the most wholesome and most unhinged of anyone in the story so far, and also
Chase is literally the world's biggest jerk for his entire intro sequence. This is because Nic woke him up at 5am and told him they were going on a surprise roadtrip. "Youāre driving." Imagine being stuck in a car with the most hangry and sleep-deprived person ever because thatās basically what happens.
Nic spends the entire intro being like "I SWEAR HE'S NOT ALWAYS LIKE THIS I JUST REALLY SCREWED UP THIS MORNING I PROMISE HE'S A SWEETHEART I PROMISE" while thereās this hulking used-to-be-wrestler-now-artist getting ready to kick his legs out from under him (not really but heās thinking about it)
And then someone asks Nic why he calls Chase his companion instead of his boyfriend and it escalates to "So is it a friend thing or a romantic thing?" And that's literally the one thing that will certainly make Nic snap
Nic threatens Chase with lo-fi music
Chase threatens Nic with "I will flush your wallet down the toilet" "I will throw you into the street" "I will yeet myself out of the window if you do that again"
Chase is the only one that is allowed to carry Nic, but Nic is so tall that Chase is the only one that is actually capable of throwing carrying him
Chase is the one that cooks. Nic thinks it's funny to keep gifting him goofy aprons and yes. Yes it is funny.
Back to the intro scene. Even Sterling knows that Chase is usually a dork. a goofball, if you will. So seeing him fly off the handle in search of pancakes is very concerning. "MY COUSIN LOVES YOU SO PLEASE CALM DOWN SIR--"
Chase will not drink anything that was poured by or opened by someone other than himself. Nic knows this and keeps bottled drinks in the fridge just for Chase as well as juice boxes and Caprisuns because those are pretty hard to tamper with.
"Hey wanna play that new game you got?" "Nic, it's a single-player game." "Yes I would like to watch you play and I can keep an eye out for treasure you miss." (Ten minutes later, "WHY DIDN'T YOU PICK UP THE SHINY THING IT WAS RIGHT THERE" "NIC MY INVENTORY IS FULL")
Nic constantly having to ask Chase what he's drawing before peeking over his shoulder because Nic is SR ace and Chase draws NSFW stuff for a living
Nic coming home from work going "I got a new plant" "WHERE ARE WE GOING TO PUT THAT WE ALREADY HAVE SO MANY" and then their weekend project is building a new shelf
Chase saying things like "You need a new toothbrush." And Nic is always just like "IF YOU SAY SO???" So Chase just swaps it out with a new one when Nicās not home.
Chase and Brooke (Nic's twin) having a phase where they are both really into bardcore music and keep playing it around the apartment and they have a bet going to see how long it takes for Nic to break
Nic and Chase know each other so well that they can order for each other without even asking. They just know. Thereās never been a single panicked text saying "MAKE SURE YOU GET ME ____" when the other person is getting food. There's complete trust on that front.
Chase gets cold really easily. He chooses to fix this with hugs.
"I found a recipe for Velveeta fudge, can we try it" and Chase just stares at Nic in a brief moment of horror before going "f*ck it we ball" and grabbing his keys to go get the ingredients.
Nic makes it a hobby to find unhinged recipes for Chase to try cooking. Most of them turn out bad but they have fun making them anyways and Chase has a cast iron stomach anyways so nothing really goes to waste
"Hey Chase if I were an animal what animal would I be" "I already told you I'm not drawing you a fursona for free"
Nic going with Chase to the gym just so he can help make sure no one tries to bother him
It's the "Do you think stars have feelings" dynamic except with conspiracy theories instead.
Sorry I had to get that out of my system because I just love my characters so much.
#Zeta Rambles#About the OCs#Minding Q's#Long Post#Nic directly contrasts Sterlingās character arc by the way#Because Sterling is trying to figure out his labels while Nic has made peace with not using labels#Anyways gold star for anyone that got invested enough to read all of that haha
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imessage || rose and juniper
šššš: imessage // february 2021.
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šššššššš: rose x juniper.
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ļæ½ļ潚ššššš: rose watches a studio ghibli movie and then later juniper watches a new hope.
june to rose: so if I were to watch a star wars movie this weekend... which one would I need to start with? june to rose: also where would I be able to watch it?Ā rose to june: new hope, itās very important that you start there!!! and Disney plus āØšš¦ june to rose: oh, duh! I should have remembered that disney owned star wars... I'll let you know when I watch it then. rose to june: I am watching howl's moving castle, but i s2g if it doesn't end well. we are going to have beef. june to rose: lol I need to know what part youāre on then rose to june: WAIT SHE JUST TRANSFORMED rose to june: wait no!!! i've been lied to!!! june to rose: Iām so confused šĀ rose to june: she's at the queen's, about an hour in june to rose: ohhhh okay š rose to june: if this is a movie about learning to love yourself even though you're ugly, i am calling for a citizen's arrest šØ june to rose: I know my rights... I aināt sayin nothing... june to rose: honestly I mostly pay attention to calcifer and markl when I watch... rose to june: okay on first watch, you do have to pay attention to the main story. forgive me for doing what is right š june to rose: you have a point rose to june: you will learn as we hang out that i am never wrong š¤© june to rose: haha Iāll keep that in mind june to rose: also, just look at my love... [insert gif] rose to june: that's a fucking mood for sure āØ rose to june: wow sophie is just kissing everybody, no fucks given š¤” june to rose: by everyone, you mean two people?? or am I forgetting more? rose to june: three, but still, i call shenanigans june to rose: whoās the third one???? rose to june: calcifer, howl, scarecrow june to rose: oh lol does calcifer really count tho? rose to june: wow, just because someone doesn't have a physical form doesn't mean they don't have feelings. that's embarrassing for you june to rose: lol wow okay, coming after me june to rose: youāre right, my bad rose to june: i forgive you āØ june to rose: in my defense, I know something you donāt know june to rose: bless, thank you š rose to june: do you have something you want to share with the class???? june to rose: wait, no... you might know already june to rose: I havenāt seen the movie in a while, but Iām pretty sure you might have seen the big thing... rose to june: i'm all finished june to rose: ooh okay so isnāt calcifer essentially howl since heās howlās heart?? rose to june: i still think it counts, and i stand by that argument june to rose: fair, but you see where I was coming from, right? I mean, technically, you are correct, and Iāll give you that rose to june: i respect the drip hahaha june to rose: lol stop, I snorted june to rose: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMejd6QyB/ june to rose: should I call you karen?? I feel like thatād be disrespectful tho. youāre much cooler than a karen. rose to june: not to be dramatic, but if you call me karen i will physically fight you. šĀ june to rose: I totally respect that šš¤£Ā june to rose: now Iām stuck on tiktok ugh june to rose: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMejdkwnk/ rose to june: hahahha - june to rose: why am I starting with episode iv? rose to june: because it was the first one made, and the prequels are terrible (but i do love them, they are meme worthy) june to rose: fair, but I donāt get why they wouldnāt start with one?? okay, itās starting june to rose: damn, I have to read??? rose to june: because they didn't know they were going to make prequels ... it was a stand alone film. so it's been changed to episode four post production. and yes reading is required or you won't know what is going on june to rose: that actually makes a lot more sense june to rose: oh I know r2d2!! june to rose: and I must say, Iām a huge fan of the acting with these guys getting hit in the halls lol june to rose: Iāll try not to spam you too much rose to june: feel free to spam! rose to june: yes the acting is amazing, and the lazers never hit anyone!!! june to rose: I have no clue what is happening june to rose: if anything hurts my precious R2D2, Iām suing june to rose: SUING rose to june: i am not spoiling anything, but i am glad you're invested already june to rose: bby seems to be okay, we can postpone the trial... june to rose: it takes place in space, why wouldnāt I be invested? Iām also just super confused... june to rose: is this the episode that has the quote āIām not the droid youāre looking for?ā the one guy just said something about droids to the gold robot thing. rose to june: yes it is that episode, and close enough on the quote hahah june to rose: oh the gold one just introduced itself as c3po june to rose: whatās the quote?? rose to june: [insert gif] june to rose: ohhhhhhh I was pretty close lol june to rose: wait so do his aunt and uncle know his father is darth vader??? june to rose: Luke, I mean rose to june: yes they know, im pretty sure. don't quote me on that. june to rose: aye aye june to rose: is it c3po or c3p0?? he said oh, but idk how this works... june to rose: anyway, it... he? makes me think of the gold robot in meet the robinsons... rose to june: c3po, the po stands for protocol and they are a third generation model june to rose: got it... but what does the c stand for? rose to june: that is a great question, it's a nod to george lucas for some post office type thing. i saw it on a forum a long time ago june to rose: lol Iāll take your word for it june to rose: that one old dude with Vader has some killer cheekbones rose to june: space nazis šĀ but yes very good cheekbones june to rose: oh shiiiiiiiiit. Lukeās family š„ŗš³ june to rose: THE QUOTE!!!! june to rose: ooh, I recognize chewy rose to june: baby hannnnnnn, i am in love with him june to rose: heās all yours lol rose to june: sooooo generous hahaha june to rose: I try. Thatās what friends are for, right? Lol june to rose: leia is a badass june to rose: wait whereās yoda?? rose to june: patience young padawan, there are more films!! june to rose: I guess Iāll have to watch another one maybe next weekend
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so, lots to unpack here. first of all, to establish setting, Iām currently sitting in LAX (if that doesnāt mean anything to you, their airport in Los Angeles) waiting for my flight back to Chicago that is gonna take off at 1:10 am and arrive at 7:33 am (two hour time difference accounted for). So I figured now is probably the most logical time to make this post. Luckily I can control exactly when Iāll get tired enough to actually sleep because Iām dependent on xanax and melatonin now, isnāt that fun!! haha. so like, most of today was cool of course, and Iām gonna get there, but I feel like I should first establish that I feel profoundly sad right now, though I canāt tell if itās from the big event and me seeing my friends being over and having going back to real life which now consists of FINALS, or from this nostalgia I keep having for a life Iāve never had, or if itās because I was reading Captain Canary fan fiction on the flight here (from San Jose to LA) which now just makes me really fucking sad because all I can think is WEāLL NEVER HAVE THIS. and these posts are generally good at helping me unpack my feelings so I figured Iād write this while I have the time and internet connection (good for LAX for actually offering free internet, unlike the pretending heathens in Chicago). so. here we go. I had my alarm set for 9:15 but ended up waking up around 8:45 (because shared hotel room) and started getting ready. I was cosplaying today so I did my make up and then changed into my full white canary garb (which, omg, I forgot is SO uncomfortable), doing my best to make sure where Caity signed it back in March remained untouched. A little after ten we made our way to the convention center and pretty much immediately headed to Caityās booth because where else are we gonna go? We continued to pretend to all be VIPs (victimless crime, really) and a guy who had rather elaborate Citizen Steel (or whatever the hell we decided was Nateās superhero codename) cosplay on who was in Brandonās line right next to us made eye contact with me and was likeĀ āhey captain!ā which was amusing haha and we took a picture together when I finished with Caity. I donāt really remember exactly what was said at each conversation because we frequented her booth, but it was good, I was just sad when I saw the picture and I looked less than stellar. I had like, super been overheating trying to keep the big coat on (I like the cosplay a lot better with the coat) and trying to make sure my hair and make up donāt run from sweat because my head overheats really easily for some reason so I didnāt look totally awesome and you can actually see my stomach hanging out just a tiny bit between the top and pants in the picture and like, I wanted to vomit when I saw it and then had a bunch of super triggering and totally inappropriate thoughts about it for the rest of the day because my fucking mind canāt be likeĀ āhey maybe you should eat less junk foodā it has to immediately be likeĀ āyou should just stop eating againā because fuck being neurotypical am I rite? (I am fine, if youāre concerned right now, but thank you for your concern). We did something to take up some time (I donāt remember) then ended up going back to her because I was like okay I need better photos with my white canary stuff on so I did that and they came out much better. At some point after that I leached onto my friends VIP status and used it to cut the line at Justin Hartleyās table because fuck waiting in line, and I saw him and TOTALLY flipped out, I was likeĀ āI love Smallville so much but I started it late after the show ended and I liked it so much but I thought I was never going to get to meet you because it was over BUT NOW YOUāRE HERE AND I LOVE YOUR GREEN ARROW SO MUCH YOUāRE MY FAVORITEā thatās basically what I said lol, to his credit he took it well and was kind and gentlemanly, so that was nice. From there we got some food at some point (just the overpriced shit from the convention center, there was a really amusing exchange where my friend attempted to figure out if the hot dog on the menu came with a bun or not because apparently in the Philippines they come on a stick sometimes and the ladies serving were very taken aback) then I went to Italia Ricciās booth, and if you donāt know who that is itās because sheās not *really* an Arrowverse actor (she was silver banshee on a few episodes of Supergirl) but is actually Robbie Amellās wife so they generally do a joint booth thing. I wanted to see her because sheās on Designated Survivor, which I really love haha and she was super sweet, I said I was a big 24 fan from back in the day (DS stars Kiefer Sutherland) and she was likeĀ āoh yeah Iāve never seen it, heās always teasing me about it because heās like youāre the only person who hasnāt seen it!!ā) which was amusing haha and then I met Juliana Harkavy and got a selfie with her, and she was totally awesome as well and just a fantastic person. After that those of us who werenāt doing the photo ops got in line for the legends panel, which then happened at 2:45. I live tweeted pretty much the whole thing, so if you have specific questions feel free to check that out over on twitter @RachelEiley, but nothing terribly spoilerish was said, someone asked if they could have any person in the DC universe, either existing in the Arrowverse or not yet onto the waverider to fill Steinās spotĀ who would it be, and Caity was basically likeĀ āwell I know who it is and Iām very happy about it so Iām not gonna say anything elseā lol which has prompted a fair amount of speculation as to who that means. In the room it seemed like everyone was thinking she meant Nyssa, but itās not very much info to speculate on so I guess weāll have to see. the other amusing exchange was when someone asked if they werenāt an actor what job theyād have an Caity was likeĀ āastronautā and Brandon was likeĀ ādo you know math?ā which is obviously funnier than one would normally observe it to be when you consider they were in 400 Days together, a movie where they both played astronauts (and were each otherāsĀ romantic interests). Caity responded that it was aĀ ādreamā question, so she could say whatever she wanted. When the panel was over around 3:30 we ran back to Caityās table, but the queue was full and the staff guy was likeĀ āsorry we had to cut it off hereā and wouldnāt let anyone else in but I was like haha no fuck that shit if we all stand here and be annoying weāll get on the line which, unsurprisingly, worked very well and we actually got on the gold/platinum VIP line and were like one of the first people to actually see her lol so that was a good plan!! But we got a few group selfies in that look really awesome and got to say goodbye to her (which is when the exchange about me saying maybe Iāll do Clexacon if I donāt flunk all my finals and her responding with my law school class rank happened). Everyone else was pretty much shutting things down at that point, so we hung out for a little bit and regrouped before heading out. We went to In-N-Out because I had mentioned Iād never had it before, and the place was absurdly busy, so we ended up eating at the tables outside despite it being like 50 degrees out, but it was nice and fun, a good ending to being with my friends for a few days and just had a good time with them. We were basically across the street from the airport at that point so I was dropped off afterwards and we said our goodbyes. I ended up chilling out at the gate for a while doing quimbee videos, which Iāll probably go back to if I have any time between finishing writing this and boarding the plane, for a while and doing that, then got on the plane and finished the first sudoku puzzle really quickly, then fucking up the next one so badly I couldnāt even correct my way out of it (which like, never happens) that I just gave up and read Captain Canary fan fiction for the rest of the flight, which of course got me feeling very invested in the ship, and then I just felt sad and couldnāt quite figure out why. But the plane landed, got off on the gate and was directed to a little bus thing to get to another terminal, in which a cute pilot gave me his seat, and then I went to the other terminal, found the gate, found a airplane pillow that wasnāt entirely made out of polyester, and planted myself at the gate until the plan boards and resolved to write this in the mean time, and here we are. Now, further analysis on the sad thing- so, obviously, Iāve been looking forward to this weekend for a while now and it being over and me having to leave my friends and of course not seeing my favorite celebrity for at least a few months would reasonably make any person feeling sad, I feel like itās not that simple. I mean, the fact that Iām going back to finals certainly doesnāt help, and I do have some anxiety about that despite doing this exact schtick every semester with my head goingĀ ābut what if this time you actually suck at tests not like all the last times????ā which of course is always fun. but thereās also that whole nostalgia thing thatās got me itching for something. It came out of course because of being around actors who are living cool lives and such, and links back to that thing I was talking about but not actually mentioning a little while back that had be thinking some of those things, and mostly just imagining that kind of life for myself and feeling wholly unfulfilled with the life Iāve chosen at being a lawyer and it wasnāt supposed to happen this way, dammit!!! I canāt exactly graduate law school and decide to go road trip out to Hollywood and become a waitress while auditioning, that would be a massive waste of time, effort, and money, and there is still of course stuff I want to do as a lawyer that has me not wanting to give up. I just want both, which I donāt think is possible, and that fucking sucks. The thing, anyway, was auditioning for a new show in development (that Iāll leave unnamed for now because despite not hearing anything they havenāt filled the part yet) that was taking casting videos and self-tapes through one of the casting sites I made a profile on at some point during college and was receiving emails from about it. And, this is subjective of course, but I felt like I really nailed the audition (and even if I did thereās no reason to think that would make it likely that I would get what is undoubtedly going to be a highly competed for part and one of which I do not fit the typical character description for), and I couldnāt help but imagine how much fun it would be, even if some of the stuff about the show thatās being said now (mainly how dark it is) makes me think it probably wouldnāt be the best idea anyway (my parents, for sure, would have a freaking fit over it). But that just leaves me here- going back to law school to finish my finals and leaving my friends and favorite actors behind and I just feel profoundly SAD over it all despite having a really fun and all around amazing weekend (it doesnāt help that my friends are going to continue hanging out, but this doesnāt really feel like FOMO). idk what else there is to write about that. it just...is. and I donāt think any amount of writing about that will change it. so I guess Iāll go back to reading my sad fan fiction? I donāt quite feel like going back to studying for bus orgs being that itās 12:30 am (here, anyway, at home where Iāll be in 5 hoursĀ itās 2:30 am) and now I just feel tired and sad after writing all of that. blah. this is a really shitty feeling and I donāt know what to do about it. thereās no quick fixes for this, obviously. maybe if I fall asleep on the plane (I probably will at some point) Iāll wake up in a better mood, and hopefully can get some more sleep during the day before I have to go to my review session and then make up class at 4 pm. So I guess this is me signing off, though feeling not very happy about all of it. Goodnight babes. Happy Monday.Ā
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