#Anyway the problem that I have is how much people truly believe that selective abortion is bad but also that children are things

[bmoreisapunkrocktown]

Eugenics is explicitly tied to the view of children as "things" that someone owns and controls, and until we do away with that idea, we can never be truly free of eugenics.

And that sucks, but there are a lot of people who claim to be anti eugenics who still very rigidly hold on to the idea of the nuclear family and the "right" to have a child, and that is not and never will be an anti-eugenics opinion, nor will it ever lead to any better conditions for disabled children.

[rnisa]

What would it be like for a child growing up in Junkertown? This includes all stages of childhood, from birth to eighteen years.

I mean like anywhere, your childhood would vastly differ depending on where you were born and such, but in Junkertown… it’s all pretty much shit. I’m almost certain there would be a child limit per couple; one less mouth to feed and all that. Over time I’d imagine birth defects to be more prominent (assuming Junkertown remains in the state it’s in). I don’t think it’s a good idea to have a child in Junkertown at all - in fact, I doubt anyone who lives there truly wants a family at all.

I think most people decide to leave eventually…if they have anything going for them. They can move on, and out, to bigger and better things, better places… but obviously, that’s easier said than done. That’s not exactly accessible to everyone… so people would try to avoid starting families at all here but of course, accidents happen.

Let’s say (for the sake of an example) someone DOES decide to have a child in Junkertown. It’s not the most sanitary place, so a natural birthing would likely have to happen away from Junkertown itself, outside and away from the radiation as much as possible in the least contaminated body of water, as possible. Your baby doesn’t have any side effects from the radiation and as soon as you’re able to, with the help of whoever’s gone with you, you’ll return back to Junkertown.

Children are scarce, for the reasons I mentioned before. That’s going to be one lonely kid - don’t worry, the better half of Junkertown’s residents will act as family members. They will likely receive little to no formal education unless the parents take it upon to teach themselves whatever they know. There’s no problem school system/curriculum, so depending on how intelligent/devoted the adults are to the child’s teachings, the outcome of the child could be drastically different.

Still, information is available - just not in Junkertown. I’d imagine the Queen controls what is and isn’t allowed… almost hand picked. Brainwashing. Selective education. Her propaganda against the outside world is shit. Fear mongering and keeping the younger generations ignorant is how she keeps her power. Keep them strong, keep them stupid - that’s her mentality. With that, she can control anything.

Older people, like Roadhog, know what life was like before Junkertown came to be. They know it’s bullshit, but speaking out against her isn’t a smart idea. They must be complicit if they choose to stay… but you’re free to leave Junkertown if you want. This would likely result in an ill-informed, uneducated child to be almost brainwashed (by our standards). However, if a young child seeks out knowledge on their own, learning more and more about the world beyond Junkertown, I can’t imagine they’d want to stay. Maybe dream of leaving.

I could go on and on, but as you can tell a lot of these are circumstantial. I really believe there aren’t many children in Junkertown because over time, they wouldn’t last. Radiation would make it difficult to have children, and nobody would want to start a family there anyways. In short, those that DO want a better life would leave Junkertown. The ignorant ones who stay there and try to have a kid will be met with nothing but hardships and misery.

STILL, though babies may be a pain in the ass, older children that can somewhat handle themselves are okay. Similar to my theory about Junkers kidnapping romantic partners outside of Junkertown, I can see young babies and toddlers being abducted as well. There’s a population cap. When there’s too many children at a time, new pregnancies will not be allowed - At some point, your options are to either have an abortion, or leave. She wouldn’t allow them. I don’t mean the ban would last forever, because obviously how could a society live you can’t have more people? Just until the existing kids are old enough to fend for themselves (15ish). As they are needed, more children (I’d say 7 is the *average* age for outside children to be abducted, then brought back to Junkertown for “proper” raising).

I’m sorry if this wasn’t the answer you were looking for, but I couldn’t see myself sugarcoating it... Junkertown is shit LOL. My hcs for the Queen are problematic as fuck but c’mon. Look at the disparity of her wealth in comparison to those of her people, her land...

[juunitaisenwishes]

So idk how my brain got on this topic and I have some ideas of my own, but I like hearing other people's perspectives. So the headcanons? Toshiko finding out that her s/o got her pregnant & then Michio, Nagayuki, & Takeyasu learning they got they're s/o pregnant. Again I have no idea how my brain got on this topic...^^"

Ooh! That’s unespected, but I like the idea! Don’t mind the topic, dear, I think it’s cute :3And I also like to imagine the characters in unexpected situations like this.I hope you don’t mind, but can I give the characters a little backstory? I can’t hold my brain and my fingers :’3

Finding about pregnancy

Boar

First of all, I believe Toshiko have no intention to get pregnant. She’s completely focused in her job and be the heir of the family that she don’t want to waste her time with something she really don’t care;

And I’m secure to guess that Toshiko don’t want to risk the perfection of her body. Pregnancy can chance a woman’s body, so I believe she want to preserve her beauty as much as possible;

She’s pretty young too, but probably when she’s the head of the clan, she’ll think about it;

And so, everytime Toshiko go to bed with a guy, she’ll use any method at her disposion (probably all of them) to don’t get pregnant;

(So about the backstory);

I can easily see Toshiko with bodyguards. Not she really need them, she can protect herself, but when she don’t want to waste her time and energy she can just send them;

All are handsome guy, of course. And she in a relationship with all of them;

And here is her s/o. He’s one of her bodyguards;

At first, he’s just one more guy and Toshiko don’t care that much about him;

But he’s different. When her others bodyguards pampered her, he just come to time to time, when he have something to talk or a interesting topic to discuss;

Toshiko is surprised at first. Usually her bodyguards just come with boring thing or empty praises (that she likes anyway), so this change really pleases her;

Both chat for hours and Toshiko really likes this moments;

S/o is also a sweetheart. He gives her attention and love without pressure her, and alway gives support;

Everything her family never give her;

That’s when she let her guard down;

After some days with cramps and nausea, Toshiko decides to take a pregnancy test;

When she got the positive, her first thought is abortion;

She’s a warrior, the heir of the boar family and she’s still young to give birth. Toshiko is convict to keep it a secret and do a abortion without her s/o know the truth;

But they eat breakfast together, and when she saw his smile she feels so dirty and repulsive;

Damn, truth to be told, she want the child, but have no idea how to deal with all of this;

What if her beloved s/o don’t want children and leave her?What if he’s lying to her all this time? She have ANY possibility to be a good mother?

For the first time in her life, Toshiko want to cry, but she maintain a calm and assertive look;

Sure no one notice, she’s in shock went her s/o ask her if is everything alrigth. He question her if her father do something again, hold her hands, kiss them and say he’s here for her;

Toshiko still keep her tears in check, but God, she loves this man!;

So she go straight “I’m pregnant”;

S/o smiled, keep holding her hands tenderly and ask “you want the child?”;

Toshiko surpresed herself when she say “yes” so easily and firmly;

Gods, she really want the child. With be the child of her sweet s/o, how can she just think in abortion so easily?

With her reply, s/o’s smiled become the more sweet and beautiful she ever see and hug her tight “You have no idea how I want to hear it, Toshiko! I don’t want anyone to be the mother of my children but you”;

Toshiko melt. She never feel so stupidly happy and loved in her entire life. And never expected to be so optimist to see her baby;

Extra

Toshiko want a girl, no doubts. She want her girl to be a dominatriz just like her;

She gives birth to a boy;

When she hear it, Toshiko expected to feel more disappointed, but she isn’t. At all;

Her boy is like a perfect fusion of her and her s/o, now husband;

Toshiko cried for the first time in her life;

She choose his name with a lot of care: Saiwarou. He’s her precious little boy and she’ll protect him with her life;

With Saiwarou older, she’ll want more babys and s/o will do as she wish;

They are, unespectedly, a happy family;

Dog

Unlike Toshiko, I can see Michio wanting a child. He already have his daughter (let call her Miki because it’s cute), but he like children, and one with his s/o with be nice, to say the last;

Unlike Toshiko, how want strong man, but also weaker than her, Michio isn’t that selective;

Michio looks like someone who don’t care about looks, but the woman NEED to like his daughter and at least try to be a good mother for her;

To this headcanon, I can visualize a s/o how work for the underground like him;

S/o and his daughter really like each other and s/o truly want to be a good mother to her, so she wins his heart;

Being both responsible parents, they probably with discuss about a new kid first;

They can’t just follow they hearts and let something lack for Miki;

After sometime discussing and figuring they money, both are secure with one more kid;

And Miki got really excited with the idea to have a little sibling;

So they start to try;

I can see they going for a month and nothing. Both feel a little frustrated but keep going;

So one day s/o just kick the door;

“MICHIO I’M FINALLY FUCKING PREGNANT!”

Michio don’t know if he feels happy with the news or angry because she broke the door;

He choose to be happy and hug her;

“But you’ll pay the door”

“I’m sorry, dear…”

When Miki arrived home they give the news. The little girl is so happy she can’t stop to hug her mother belly;

S/o will be forbidden to do dangerous jobs. Even if she try to convince Michio otherwise, he’s absolutely adamant about it;

The more the pregnancy advance, more protective he becomes;

Sometimes he even carry her. S/o don’t expected this, but she likes anyway;

I can see Michio dealing with s/o changes of humor like a boss;

She starts to cry and yell? He’ll gives her a hug, caressing her hair until she calm down. She start to feel cramps? He’ll prepare a hot water bottle. Nauseas? He’ll cook a light but good soup for her;

S/o fall in love again;

If s/o ask if he wants a boy or a girl, I can see he saying he wants a boy, but he actually wants another girl;

But will be happy with any;

Extra

S/o gives birth to a girl;

Michio is so happy he looks like a idiot;

They let Miki carry the baby. She’s so happy and promises to be a good big sister;

Michio insists to choose the name: Yuzuki;

“Grapefruit and hope kanjis? You can’t be more cheese”;

“Oh, shut up! As if you don’t like the name.”;

Yeah, s/o loves the name;

Easily the most happy family ever. Everyone is so precious;

Dragon

I can se Nagayuki don’t wanting a child, but, unlike Toshiko, how absolutely don’t want one, he’s kinda more neutral;

Like, if happen he will be ok, but if he can’t it’s better;

It’s not like he don’t want children with his s/o, but just see the problems and disadvantages and how hard with be to educate a children;

But aside of it, he don’t think much about it;

Like Toshiko, to this to happen Nagayuki will need to really care and love his, to the point to let his guard down;

But unlike Michio, how don’t care much about anything, Nagayuki likes “action girls” more;

I can see he really disinterested in normal girls or girls how need protection. Independent and secure girls are more his type. If she can fight, better. I she can fight at his side, nice. If she can carry him on the battlefield and keep fighting, well his pride will disapprove and he’ll never admit, but BOI, he’s all hers;

So yeah, his s/o will work on the underground just like him. Will be part of the brothers plans, probably;

She also help to babysitting Takeyasu. Nagayuki is relieved to have help. Now he can breathe;

The pregnancy will just come after a good time in the relationship. Something like 4 or 5 years;

Being used to the her, Nagayuki will relax to the point to share his thoughts and insecurities, what means A LOT;

With this level of intimancy, he’ll eventually let his guard down and eventually forget to use condoms;

And so, one day s/o come and say she’s pregnant;

Nagayuki almost drops his mug, but maintain his composure;

At first, he thinks s/o is trying to play a joke with him, but then she show the pregnancy test;

Now he drops his mug;

He want to ask s/o if she wants to abort, because, in the past, this was a solution for him, but the words don’t came;

Nagayuki need a moment to realize he wants the kid, but is not sure if he can be a good father;

“Well” his s/o started “can’t be worse than babysitting Takeyasu”;

“Point”;

Even a little insecure, it’s not enough to drive him away, so he decides to try;

After this, Nagayuki will start to feel better and better about the issue;

Takeyasu got really excited to be a uncle. He’ll want to teach about fire to the kind and Nagayuki just “oh, you so DON’T”

Nagayuki will try to act all cool, but in the truth, seeing his s/o’s belly grow makes him melt inside;

When s/o sleeps, he touch her belly to feel the baby. Eventually he’ll start to lay his head to hear them and it makes him so in love with the kid. He feels stupid to love so deeply someone how not even born, but… Kinda like it;

One day s/o will catch him and take a photo. Nagayuki try to delete it, but s/o ensures she will not show to anyone, because is her treasure;

Nagayuki never feel so embarassed;

Extra

Nagayuki wants a boy, he got a girl;

He haven’t time even to feel frustrated. S/o shows him the kid, and his girl open her eyes, the same as his, stared at him and lift her tiny hands to catch him;

She grabs one of his fingers and Nagayuki melted;

Fuck it, he loves his little girl;

They choose the name together: Migako;

She’ll grow a girl version of himself. he can’t be more proud

I can see both wanting more kids. Next will be twins and the last a single kid. All girls;

Nagayuki have no frustrations. He’ll love his daughters;

Snake

Like Nagayuki, Takeyasu is more into action girls, so he want a girl how can kick his ass;

He don’t like girls too delicate too, they need to be more confident;

Takeyasu will be the more likely to impregnate his girlfriend because I can see he not into safe sex;

S/o is not insecure about getting pregnant, because if happens, she know Takeyasu will take responsability;

To me, to Takeyasu start a relationship with someone he needs to really want the person. He can have a night of sex without problem, but a serious relationship just if he feel something special;

People will be surprese about how stable they’re as a couple;

Of course they fight, but it’s never serious;

When s/o tank about her pregnancy, Takeyasu will drop everything he’s doing, lift and spin her and laught like a retardad;

He’s actually happy and looking forward to be a father;

He probably will be a father first than Nagayuki and will be a jerk about it, of course (poor dragon);

I can see him kicking the door of Nagayuki room and yell “GUESS WHO WILL BE A FATHER!!”

Probably when Nagayuki is with his girlfriend in a… Intimate moment;

“Oh, trying to catch me up already?”

“OUT!”

Takeyasu will unexpectedly become more sweet with s/o. Hug her for behind, while he rubs her belly and gives softs kisses on her neck;

Remeber Nagayuki laying on his s/o belly just when she sleeps? Well, Takeyasu will do it everytime he can, and will comment when he hear the baby’s heart and when they kick;

He’s a unexpected sweet and attentive father-to-be;

Extra

He wants a boy, got a girl (because I like to troll)

But he’s not frustrated. He’s so happy with his child and that’s what matters;

(I cant think in a name to her, i’m sorry);

He’ll want more kids. Lots of them;

“Go easy on me, father of the year. I need a break”

In the end they really have a lot of kids. 5 and Takeyasu wants one more;

S/o’s belly need a year of vacation to her think about it;

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #65

“i couldn’t take my eyes off her, but that’s not what i took off that night.”

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SCARIEST video game monster?   but... i've played so many horror games!!  uhhhh... well, i HATED the regenerators in "resident evil 4."  that fucking smile was horrifying.  hmmm... i also really hate/love the keeper/boxhead from "the evil within" bECAUSE OF HIS FUCKING WALK/JOG.  THAT thing storming towards you like that?  NO THANKS!  the one monster, however, that i think would frighten me the most in real life would be the clickers from "the last of us."  fuck those things.  they're disgusting and horrid. something someone said or did that you found extremely attractive:   well i mean, tons of things.  the thing that i believe affected me the most though was probably the time jason, in a whisper, called me his wife while we were "doing things."  he started out so afraid of commitment, and to hear him call me that in such a confident-sounding whisper, it meant... a lot.  but well.  he's gone now. something you've done that someone at least seemed to FIND extremely attractive:   lmaaoooo i'm open af on tumblr but the thing i've ever done i think jason found the most attractive, i shall not repeat.  i promise, you'd thank me. the farthest distance you would travel now to be with someone you desire:   for jason?  i'd go to the other end of the planet. what you dislike most about having a committed relationship:   i mean, i guess after you've been with someone so long, you're afraid of leaving the person even when necessary for your health.  if you're in a healthy relationship though, there's nothing i can really think of to complain about... your sexiest feature:   ... can hands be sexy?  because they're the only thing i like lmao the physical feature for which you are most often complimented:   my hair, def. a place where you have always wanted to make love:   ... a church fucking murder me the most perverted situation you have ever been in:   LOLOLOL LET'S NOT the first time you achieved orgasm:   i never have, but i think i got like agonizingly close once and had a panic attack because i didn't understand what was going on.  yes, i am truly that pathetic lmao. a person you regret sleeping with:   no one. a person you regret not sleeping with:   first i don't regret literally sleeping with jason, but i'm assuming in this context, you mean "having sex with."  in that case, jason. a fantastic kisser you have known:   only ever kissed jason, and i am QUITE sure there's no one i'll meet who'll be better.  like ffs he only had one partner before me and certain things he did with me he didn't with his ex, yet he always seemed to know what to do...? the book, song, or movie title that best describes your sexuality:   uhhh.  idk? you have a great amount of guilt regarding:   practically sexting my former best friend's boyfriend when i was like 12.  and i was the one who got them together. a moment in your life when your emotions froze and you felt absolutely nothing:   when jason told me he was talking to dillon about our relationship in a negative context... i knew. you are haunted by the memory of:   everyone knows by now. one of your most peaceful moments:   lying with jason on the trampoline, looking up at the stars... a sickness or disease you fear:   more than anything?  alzheimer's/dementia.  i can't forget.  i can't.  i don't care how tragic my life's been, i don't want to fucking forget. a reason for which you would seriously contemplate suicide:   if jason died.  i'd more than consider it. your greatest fear about marriage:   divorce.  marriage is supposed to be for forever; i don't want to marry the wrong person. what's your mood right this minute?   i'm actually... okay-ish.  for once in my life.  i'm talking to my friend jax about a private subject, and it's opening my mind to some possibilities about certain things.  i feel like a weight's crumbling from my shoulders. ever had an internal worm?   NONONONONONONONONO PLEASE GOD NEVER THEY TERRIFY ME FUCK THAT have you ever been in a lighthouse?   no, but i'd love to. :< do you find that you have a certain meal you eat every time you go to certain restaurants?   i always get the same meal when i go to any restaurant. you have the option to have sex right now. do you do it?   only if it's with jason, yeah. would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?   depends on the subject. do any medical problems run in your family?   OHHH GOD HERE GOES.  let's see.  heart disease, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, cancer, depression, anxiety, bipolarity, and i can absolutely guarantee i'm forgetting some... something you really want right now?   i'd rather not say. have you cuddled with someone you weren’t dating?   i have not. how long have you been using tumblr?   not even a year yet. what was the last pill you took?   idk.  i take my morning pills in bulk. where was the last place you got completely wasted?   i've never been completely wasted. describe god:   i'd... rather not with how life is right now. your most spiritual moment:   i still believe i had a dream once sent to me by god.  when i was much younger, i had a dream that i walked outside onto my front porch, and two geese, one white, one black, flew in sync with each other to perch before me.  they morphed into my grandfather, who smiled at me, and my former cat midnight, who meowed.  i really do feel like this was god reminding me my loved ones will always watch over me, because the feeling it gave me, it was holy. how you picture the end of the world:   the biblical definition, i guess.  pretty much everything that can go wrong, goes wrong.  it sounds terrifying. do you feel that most wars started because of religious conflicts?   i am honestly not knowledgeable about aaaall the wars in our history to determine this answer fairly.  i do, however, believe a good majority are related to religion. does life exist on other planets?   no.  speaking of "life on other planets," isn't it funny how a trace of water on mars is called life, but an unborn fetus isn't?? do you believe we are descendants of adam and eve?   yes, i do. the first step toward resolving poverty:   hunny, i wish i could tell you.  there are a LOT of factors to this. the worst crime against humanity:   hm.  i honestly don't know what i consider the worst.  i'll think about that and come back to this question if i think of anything. the minimum punishment for those who molest children should be:   fucking kill them. your most beautiful childhood memory of your parents:   probably something regarding fishing... your most horrifying childhood memory of your parents:   hearing my mom screaming in ashley's room, calling her a slut, a whore, worrying i'd be in ashley's place some day... a friend you would name as a godparent to your child:   if we're even still friends then... colleen. the moment you are most ashamed of:   i've told this story enough times.  it's the same moment i'm most embarrassed of. someone who shared this moment with you:   um.  his name is joel. what do you think of people who have fake relationship statuses (like married to their best friend) on facebook?   i mean it's whatever, but it may be frustrating if you wanna know if that person is really in a relationship without asking. if your employer looked at your facebook page, do you think they'd fire you?   lmao after seeing i'm conservative, i'm sure. do you wish facebook had a "dislike" button or would that cause too many arguments?   i'm neutral.  i see both sides. who's your favorite band? how long have they been your favorite?   ozzy and metallica have been two of favorites since middle school started, and the others, i don't really remember.  my most recent favorite band tho is a day to remember, who i've liked for a bit over a year now. do you get annoyed when people try to get you to like their music, even though you've told them before that it's just not your thing?   that's never really happened to me.  now, i've been told my music is pretty much devil music and is nothing about depression, death, and despair because my best friend's fucking ignorant, but she hasn't tried to control the kind of music i like exactly. last concert you were at? was it good?   alice cooper, and it was EPIC.  it was storming and we were all soaking wet outside.  he did that illusion where his head gets chopped off by a guillotine, which was REALLY cool.  towards the end, huge balls were being passed through the crowd and he sang a rendition of "another brick in the wall" by pink floyd and it was just.  holy shit it was badass. who was your favorite band in elementary school? do you still listen to them?   it was probably green day, and yeah, i love them. looking at your appearance alone, would people be surprised to learn that you listen to the music that you do (ex. do you dress goth but listen to country)?   it's pretty obvious what i listen to. pro-gay rights or anti-gay rights?   i am for rights towards certain parts of the LGBTQ+ community.  i'm sorry to tell you, but i sincerely believe there are... certain sexual/gender-oriented decisions... that are not "real."  i won't go into detail on tumblr because it's a liberal parade and frankly i don't feel like hearing it. separation of church and state or no?   DEPENDS DEPENDS DEPENDS.  it REALLY depends on the very unique situation. prayer in school, yay or nay?   you'd best let a child pray to themselves in school. free healthcare (like in canada), good or bad?   make it free, yes. using the word "slut" against women--okay or not okay?   against a woman who deserves it?  sure.  before every fucking reader gets triggered, a slut is merely defined as a feminine character who has multiple sexual partners without much commitment.  ummm, last time i checked, there are women who do JUST that???  it's just a fact???  i'm white.  you can call me white without fucking offending me.  same thing for a "slut," i'd merely be stating a fact about you.  people have made such a big fucking deal out of this word. if you were pregnant, how long would you wait to write something about it on facebook?   OH BOY IT'D BE QUICK.  probably right after my husband knew, really!  i've already got pregnancy announcements planned!  i want to make a really creative pregnancy announcement photograph with my hubby, those are like... my favorite pictures ever. (: when you're on a first date with someone, do you like it when they ASK if they can kiss you?   i'm not really into the idea of a first date kiss, but yeah, i think i'd appreciate being asked. in your opinion, is omitting some of the truth the same thing is lying?   hm.  i do believe i- well... i don't know.  it depends on what you say, i guess, but in general, you're not lying yet...? what's your favorite kind of lip piercing? (monroe, labret, snakebites, etc.)   vertical labret!!!  i really like these because i feel it enunciates the symmetry of your face. what's the most annoying "type" of drunk person?   well i mean, this is far more repulsive than annoying, but angry drunks. at what time in your life were you happiest? if it was in the past, would you want to go back and relive it, though still knowing all the things you know now? if you had the option, would you choose (if it’s in the present) or have chosen to stay here/there forever and never learn anything new?   the whole time i was dating jason.  the first one or two years were the best.  but would i go back there, knowing what i do now?  no.  i can't.  there's no way i could. when is the right time to start having sex with someone you’ve become romantically interested in?   honestly this is the same thing as a question i answered earlier today about when to consider getting engaged.  time doesn't really determine this, but rather the intensity of the bond created.  in general again though, i'd personally wait about a year, i suppose, to ensure you're both very serious about these feelings. if you honestly heard the voice of god talking to you, would you tell anyone? how would you tell them? (i.e., "Conversations with god" is a result of the author claiming to have heard god’s voice loud and clear, but some people would have gone packing to the mental institution, and others would have told their church… etc.)   i would hate that, honestly.  i don't wanna be hearing voices, regardless of who you are.  but i do believe i'd tell my mom, but probably only her. have your parents ever told you that you couldn’t hang out with a certain someone?   that i couldn't, no, that they didn't recommend it, yes. could you forgive a boyfriend or friend who physically hurt you?   LMAO NOPE BYE FAM do you take care of your friends when they’re sick?   the only person i've ever truly taken care of when sick was jason when he had bronchitis. do you own any real diamonds or other expensive jewelry?   i don't think so. has anyone ever gave you jewelry as a present?   mhmm. do you like diamonds or gemstones better?   other gemstones, def. silver or gold?   gold.  i find it prettier and i can't wear silver anyway, i'm allergic. what kind of soda is your favorite?   mountain dew, shamefully. do you use any acne products?   not anymore. what do you take when you have an upset stomach?   peptobismol do you get angry when people criticize your taste in music, or do you just shrug it off?   when people say they don't like it, not at all, but if you're gonna straight-up criticize it like it's "bad" or "wrong" or something...?  i won't get angry, but definitely annoyed.  i find it aesthetically pleasing.  you find your music aesthetically pleasing.  shut the fuck up. have you ever smoked?   i have not.