#Antiopa

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who wants to love me in a way heaven is not fit to house

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there’s something hauntingly permanent about ink on a page. black staining your fingers along with the cellulose, a lasting reminder of all you’ve let out. matter does not ever disappear, it only changes forms. the scratches of ink feel wrong now, and so you hold it to the flame of a pomegranate scented candle. the flame eats away at the page, leaving smoke and ash in its wake. carbon that will flood the air, leaving the mark of your ink, your words, your mind, all through the lungs of every person on earth. the plants will absorb your thoughts, and the next time you eat a pomegranate, the ink you set out on that page will be back inside you, a spectre of what it once was. a reminder of everything you tried to forget. now, instead of black staining your fingers, there will be red. it looks the same.

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i need to see devil and the deep blue sea as a 14hour (at minimum) movie. for my soul.

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i should fucking [remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] lie down

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i cant tell if i need to be kissed or hit by a bus

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i love all of you 🫶🫶🫶 please stay as safe as you can

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im having bread with olive oil and salt right now and i feel like a fucking king

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this character is so relatable and i dont like that.

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January - Xana // Pinterest // Review of Gross Anatomy A Dynamic Approach - Ben Panksy Ph.D., Earl Lawrence House Ph.D. // anatomy - @wastedonthesebutterflies // The Creation of Adam - Michelangelo // Pinterest // @poemsonmars // All Things End - Hozier

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you know you’ve made it when your plot is used in multiple different crime shows over half a century after you came up with it, in addition to the initial movie

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when i get home im gonna make pancakes and ice cream

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i love being nice to my friends on the internet

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i wonder what your blood tastes like

dust and pomegranate and metal

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i need iced coffee So Bad

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Who wants to hold me while I sob and scream uncontrollably