#And actively talking to ppl i care about about. Its hard bcs im almsot always exhausted but i do it. Kinda. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

maudlin-scribbler · 11 months

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communicating with someone through messages only can be so hard. Though phonecalls are even worse. Honestly talking irl is actually so much easier than on the ohone and at times easier than in messages.

There are things i just cant talk about in messages which is difficult bcs its not like i cant meet up with some people to talk about those stuff.

#Corin's lore #I sent a friend of mine a message and asked them how they are doing (we hadnt talked in a week)#They replied that they are doing well #I saw the message but wasnt in the mood to continue the convo at that time #They probs checked the message; saw i didnt reply as fast as i usually do and deleted their message +#+ Probably thinking i hated them or whatever idk. And its like things are ackward between us already #And its kind of my fault because I used to be a shitty friend.#Now im trying to do better by ppl by not isolating myself from the ones who love me when they reach out #And actively talking to ppl i care about about. Its hard bcs im almsot always exhausted but i do it. Kinda.#And now idk what to say bcs i dont wanna make things ackward. Like should i ignore the deleted message and start later a new convo?#Or apologise and ask her gently why she deleted the message??#I dont want to make things more ackward between us than they already are!!!#And i know she didnt do this to hurt me but i genuinly do not know what to do

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