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The great regular sleep experiment 2024 part "Snow"
So uh, I had broken my chains right? I had achieved the unattainable sleep, yeah?
Sleep, the delicious.
Well now I get sleepy around 8 get into bed around 9 and sleep from 10-11 ish until 12:30, wake up too hungry to sleep, Sleep maybe another 1.5 hours by 5 am if I am very lucky, and then sleep from 5-8 am when I am not supposed to because I am too tired to get out of bed... >:{
So from now on I try to go to bed earlier and get up at my alarm no matter what, ig...
I did manage to be more productive after having caught up on some sleep debt and the place is looking even emptier than before [I haven't actually discarded much but an object or two, but re-organizing does so much]...
I had a dream someone was asking me where to do a vigilante justice by adding a bench, like, night before last. There was this like 6 lane walking path that split off into 3 2-lane paths and I suggested putting the bench in the center of the middle two paths where there would be most room to walk around them, instead of putting them on any of the 'lanes' because even though there seemed to be 6 right there, they each split off to a different direction or were for walking or biking going different ways, so none of them were really surplus. But I said the bigger problem was snow removal, that by putting a big concrete bench in the center he'd be making it so the area would be hard to plow without hitting the bench, so he should at least do something like mix dark pigment into the concrete so the bench would sort of auto-defrost and not get lost in the snow, and be easy to see and use all winter... He got really angry at me for suggesting he spend extra money on a free project, so I tried to point out that the city would definitely tear it out if it caused any problems and then fine him for these expense, so he'd actually be better off asking to coordinate with the city about it to begin with in this case, if he didn't want to just be wasting money, and I suggested groups he could coordinate with to make a bench happen. As this was just some personal vanity project and not actually about helping people, he got really pissed I was pointing this out in front of people and I ended up running away from him through a school?
And I realize -now that I am trying to think of what that could relate to- that yesterday I ended up -very unexpectedly because I happened to find the right screws- fixing a metal chair I have that I was planning to put outside for people to rest on [anchored so it can't be stolen easily and is clearly meant to stay put]... I -did- make sure it was tucked far enough back to not get in the way of the snow plow... Yw. But maybe I should triple check that and think about repainting the seat in a darker colour??
Last night I had a dream that I was hanging out with a whole gaggle of historical fashion girlies from youtube, some known, some peripheral or invented by the dream, and discussing the longest we'd ever had our hair. I took my hair out but put it up badly because we were *mostly* all drinking [some people don't do that], and Bernadette Banner tried to reassure me it looked fine, without prompting, so I laughed and told her that made me assume it -in fact- did not... We were all laughing a lot. I woke up when one of them touched me because I'm not used to physical contact anymore. It had one of those similar 'prophetic' type vibes to it, but then it also vibed like the dreams I have where I keep seeing a similar looking woman, who I feel like I know... I'm probably just lonely and watch too much youtube, yet again.
I guess we see what that might have been predicting, I already cut my hair this month.
The problem with when I am sleeping is that I am not getting any errands done, is the thing.
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in my dream last night they released a bill cipher themed soda called Decipher and I tried to go get some but insane wacky nonsense kept interrupting me before I could. I mean the nonsense had to do with the plot of the rest of the dream but it just kept showing up at the exact moment that I was about to get my soda. Ive just remembered the plot of the rest of the dream was that all of the straw hat piratds were there at tbis theme park we were in and some other group of pirates were trying to bully nico robin. the other pirate group was goth btw. their captain almost died from getting splashed with acid (by nico robin) (it was justified). But I didnt see that happen bc really I was mostly focused on getting my dumb soda.
#dream journal#yeah oh my god it was like. a one piece pre timeskip filler episode was happening at the same time as the rest of my dream. wild#and I was a part of the straw hat crew??? or friends with them or something???? i kept getting lost th#oh my god was i zoro. was i fucking zoro. i dont remember seeing zoro was i zoro and i didnt realize it??? help#zoro wants that stupid bill cipher soda . god damn it i remember wondering if it was alcoholic i think i was zoro and didnt even register#im lsoing it thats so funny. usually when im a character in my dreams i like. Know It. but being zoro didnt feel any different I guess 😂😂#god no there were definitely parts where i was me or i tjought i was me. and my irl friends wer ethere also.#i guess it was one of those dumb fading in and out things that happens in dreams sometimes#it did kinda feel like i was having two dreams at once#still i dont think i ever registered that anything was different when i was zoro so thats really fucking funny#and there was this whole 3rd plot line with made up people i dont know irl or from fiction.#it was kind of like sky high but completely different and with less white people...gah i dont rlly rember
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almost done with somethin' (edit: IT IS DONE \o/ )
#WIP#--/ art#found the latest ava/m Community whiteboard right before it closed this time honk (closes 08/24 fyi)#sketched this story out in my dream journal like... an entire month ago in pen#decided to illustrate this scene digitally#there's more like... preface before this part. but this part is the most important so also the one i had the most motivation to finish#perhap i will share the intro some other time#you can watch me finish it i guess lol if you act fast 👉👉 i Had More Ideas so im working on some extra scenes#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava the dark lord#ava the chosen one#Minecraft bed
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Had to draw this wild dream I had about my Guinea pigs and an MCR concert
#mcr#my chemical romance#Gerard way#Guinea pig#fanart#I guess ghfjfjgjg#dream journal#the utensil drawer#doodle
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Yet another woman who came to me in a dream. Her name is Síofra :] she’s a shapeshifter who for hundreds of years has been keeping the myth of changelings alive…. Unlike the folks unfortunate enough to see her true colors.
#I'm just racking up Irish characters at this point I guess...#ophidian doodles#dream journal#eotp síofra#blood#players dni#blood tw#arachnophobia#arachnids#araneae#agelenidae
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i'll tell yall about a funny obm dream i had a while ago, all my belphie dreams have been scams so far i want a refund >:v
so i can only assume id just been on an outing with the brothers and it was the end of the day. they were all squished into my itty bitty car to the point where asmo was sitting on my lap while i was driving (it was weird dream logic so he kept alternating between sitting on my lap and sitting on the floor at my feet??) of course lucifer being the insufferable eldest sibling was in the passenger seat beside me, belphie was directly behind me and i believe levi was beside him in the middle? i cant remember what satan mammon and beel were doing lolll they were never particularly relevant in this one but i know they were there
anyway i tell them all we're almost at the train station and ill drop them off there and it should be easy to get home by train, and i hear a chorus of groans behind me so i figure it's not too far out of my way to just to drive them directly home and decide to offer to do so, to which they all cheer except lucifer and...
i hear belphies voice directly behind me suddenly try to get my attention, and i get really excited because belphie is talking to me. i turn around as best as i can to face him "oh whats up belphie?" i ask casually, trying not to seem too excited or anything. im curious though, again it's belphie we're talking about. i have to admit im happy he's talking to me. clearly in this dream au im quietly pining after him so im delighted. he shuffles around a bit, not speaking yet. i think to myself that he looks very cute. i wonder what he's gonna say. is this the development of our dream au relationship? he awkwardly opens his mouth to speak:
"uhh, i think i'd rather walk home honestly..."
my entire world shatters. the one person i wanted to be there suddenly wants to leave? (for some reason ignoring that asmo, who i also love very much, is sitting on my lap) i try not to seem too upset tho and let him leave to walk.
i set up my GPS and play some music, i specifically decide to play anime openings because i know levi will vibe with it. he starts trashing my taste in music
and then i woke up
#do i even put this in the main tag#starting a new and probably infrequent tag i guess#starr's dream journal#the only other time i dreamt about belphie i was having a panic attack and he was standing there awkwardly like “UHHH WHAT DO I DO???”#and for some reason him standing there was making it worse and i kept telling him “youre doing the wrong thing please stop” and he was like#?????? im not doing anything though tell me what to do???#and i kept going bro i dont know what i want you to do but youre doing The Wrong Thing just stop#and he was probably more panicked than i was at that point#poor boy#anyway yeah that was it
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Just woke up from a long dream, but I'm just gonna summarize the ending stuff the best I can.
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It's night with faint moonlight on... Earth for some reason. Transformers One Megatron is with his goons (decepticons) in this old, abandoned place that kinda looks like a renaissance fair. Someone gives him a metal pair of boots they found. These boots look like they're for a human to wear, but way too big for any human.
Megatron takes them & apparently now has animus magic from the Wings of Fire book series? Okay. He casts a spell by saying to the boots, "Make this whole place out of metal, rebuilding it into my vision of our decepticon base!" He then drops them onto the floor, & they land right side up with a Minecraft anvil sound effect.
The entire place instantly morfs into a large, metallic base of operations. It plays out like a cheesy internet movie or something. Every time the scene changes to show a spot in the place changing to metal, it's a super quick slide transition that doesn't look spectacular or magical at all & with that same Minecraft anvil sound effect playing every time. No music or any other sound effects, no. Just the anvil sound. I thought it was funny. cx
The last thing seen changing is this big field of grass which becomes a grand gladiatorial pit. Oh, Optimus & his autobots are here now? They were already on their way prior to this magical change? They're watching in the stands? Uh, okie dokie.
The decepticons immediately come out & into the pit. They're gonna spar with each other & make the autobots watch, I guess. Clearly, no one knows how to properly run this kinda stuff. No lights besides the faint moonlight, way too many loud noise, & Megatron's shouting confidently without a microphone. Your voice ain't boomin', dude. No one can hear you. XD
Megatron doesn't know that & finishes announcing the fighters... What the frick is Transformers Prime Starscream doing here?! Everyone else looks like their TF One counterpart!... Okay, so TFP Starscream's in a match with a few other cons. Last one standing wins... & TFP Starscream wins. Huh. Oh yeah, where's TF One Starscream? I haven't seen him anywhere.
Optimus & his gang can't believe what they're watching, by the way. Like, in a "this is weird & ridiculous" kinda way... because it is. I wish I could remember how the fight went because I would totally describe the silliness. I'm trying to type as much as I can remember of the dream while it's still fresh in my mind.
Anyways, TFP Starscream looked pretty proud of himself. He stood kinda close & a bit behind TF One Megatron as the leader announced TFP Starscream as the winner & then went on to set up the next fight.
... Then I woke up. :l
Aw, dang. I like this one tho. Such a goofy dream. cx
#tfo#tf1#tf one#transformers one#tfo megatron#tf1 megatron#tfo optimus#tf1 optimus#tfo optimus prime#tf1 optimus prime#tfp starscream#maccadem#my dream#dream journal#dream logic#funny#I guess#:P
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Color edit of a screenshot from one piece
Ok, this is weird and specific and probably self-indulgent, but a few nights ago, i dreamed i was penguin [or maybe just watching from his point of view]. But for some reason, his boilersuit was this denim blue??? Anyways I made this because i needed to get this visual out of my brain because i was going crazy, it would not leave me alone
[Also i have not been able to draw the past few days from being busy. Suffering]
I think it suits him honestly
#a shut up#edit#color edit#one piece#penguin one piece#dream journal#idk what that dream was about but apparently it was enough to sear the image of blue penguin into my.brain#almost tempted to just draw him like this from now on#or i guess. color him like this???
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I had an odd dream where there were diu plushies at Walmart. All of them had a food theme, except Josuke. He was just Josuke. Yukako was a purple and yellow pineapple, Okuyasu was a cyan ice cream cone, Jotaro was a dragon fruit, and Koichi was a sour apple flavored candy. I was rlly debating whether i should get the Okuyasu or Josuke plush. I had the Okuyasu in my hand, but I quickly decided on getting a Josuke plush instead and ran to the shelf to trade my Okuyasu ice cream for the Josuke. While I stood in line at the check out, I panicked slightly. Not over which plushie i should get, but how I would pay. “Shit! Do i have money on me?! Oh fuck the line is getting shorter. I could run to the house real quick and get some? Oh well. I’ll deal with that problem when i get there.” I eventually got to the check out and i actually didn’t pay. There was no issue with it though. The cashier let me walk off with my Josuke plush.
If this was real i would’ve definitely chosen the Okuyasu plush.
#my art i guess#jjba diamond is unbreakable#diamond is unbreakable#josuke higashikata#someone should make these fr#duwang gang#dream journal
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#i have so much to tell my past self but she'll never get to hear it so i guess ill keep this here for future meg.#hi. remember when we applied for our dream uni for undergrad and we couldn't make it?#remember when the first two years of uni when everything got so terrible that you didn't even think youd make it to the end of the year?#well. guess what. we made it <3#yeah. we made it through.#with a year off and some recalibration and a good internship we managed to get back on track!#and we did well!! we got better and we were able to perform better and we got our gpa up and we got two good journal publications and#we made a lot of good friends this time around <3 and we have a lot of people on our side now <3#it doesn't hurt like it used to. crazy. it doesn't hurt at all.#and remember dream uni? yeah. we're going there for our masters now :))#dear past meg. im so proud of you for holding on. i hope you're proud of me too <3#we're living the days we dreamed of <3#and dear future meg. i hope that when things get tough you remember the things you've managed to overcome.#you're tough as nails. you got this <3#megumi in the tags#will end up making this a proper gratitude post soon but for now. here it is
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Had a dream last night about being stood on by some kind of security officers that wore rubber, skin-tight suits. They were chatting with each other and mocking me while they took turns putting their full weight on me.
I have the image burned in my head and im unwell about it.
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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life
#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say#radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science#but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back#background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist#what are you on about#and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist#my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went#'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of#computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead#Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist#even MORE than before. I hate this#anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field#like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life#but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST#2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants#a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol#Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you#Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee#no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi#Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism#anyway; personal
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I've had a dream about Yellowjackets characters a couple of nights ago. I don't remember most of it, I just remember it was about Yellowjackets. I vaguely recall one part, the adult Yellowjackets were in a city, no idea where, and the Wilderness sent Jackie to them (she still looked teenaged, and I suppose could've been a demigod of sorts, like in my idea). They were in a building, they went downstairs, maybe to some sort of a lounge, I'm not sure... Jackie didn't like it in the city, because outside was too loud, and she couldn't hear sounds of nature, and inside, it was too quiet. She said the Wilderness isn't as powerful where they currently are, as she is around the crash site. For some reason, it was a bad thing... Very strange. 🙃
#diary pages#dream journal#yellowjackets#yellowjackets fandom#yellowjackets text posts#yellowjackets thoughts 💭#jackie taylor#antler queen#i like the idea of jackie being resurrected as a wilderness demigod#does it mean the wilderness is a good character in this dream?..#maybe they just needed her for some reason#she sent jackie to them for some reason#i remember there were necklaces too but nothing else#i guess the city would drive you insane if you were used to the forest
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I had a dream last night that they put Degenbrecher in league of legends and she was really op 👍
In the dream they added Degenbrecher to league of legends. She was a top laner like Fiora. Her Q was kind of like Fiora’s except it did the effect of her s1, her W was her s2, her e was never specified, but her ult was her s3. In the dream she was extremely overpowered because her numbers were insane. The dream followed the esports scene as people tried to find counters to Degenbrecher (none of the teams or games in the dream banned her, but they were all mocked afterwards for not banning her when she won, which was most games). Nothing any team did worked and they all kept losing for letting the other team pick Degen.
Then eventually one extreme underdog team faced off against a team that was really good in the league nearly undefeated. The underdog team discovered the secret counterplay to Degenbrecher. The coach and owner of the underdog team which apparently made like no money and had no budget for players, had his 8 year old daughter playing support on the team. She was the one who found out that if you pick Myrtle (who was also put into league for some reason) as a support, because of a specific interaction with her skill, essentially made it so Degenbrecher’s ult didn’t do any damage to anyone. (The in dream logic was something bizarre about how Myrtle would like grab her throat and then look away from her while doing her s1 and that for some reason made it so Degenbrecher’s ult would only target Myrtle but was also unable to damage Myrtle as long as she was looking away. Y’know dream logic I guess.)
It was almost like an inspirational sports movie about the dad owner of the underdog team and how even though the odds were stacked against them they would be able to succeed through sheer hope and creativity.
The first game they brought out the counterpick Myrtle it did work to shut Degen down, but it wasn’t enough bc the hot shot superstar team was better at macro. The second game was extremely close but the underdogs lost again. The third game, after an inspiring speech or something, the players played their hearts out. They were doing well and were going to win the game which would’ve given them a huge momentum boost while the superstars would be devastated and play worse in the following games
Then the mid laner for the superstar team, who was very salty that they might lose their win streak, decided to do something. It was suddenly revealed that said player was a cheater, a vampire, had fucked up blood/death magics, and that apparently he was like Edward from twilight or something. Anyway he got really mad and basically used his magic to kill the players on the underdog team to keep his team alive. The owner dad was understandably very upset and so he went to all the other teams to personally teach them to use the Myrtle strategy. And then I woke up
#sorry I’m tagging this for my internal tagging system. if you use these tags publicly I’m sorry I guess#I mean I did put a readmore for a reason#arknights#oh well#Degenbrecher#Cordelia’s dream journal
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this has been one of those "if you don't get enough sleep at 'normal' times your body will force a reboot" days
#telomirage.txt#I thought I'd been sleeping mostly okay lately but I guess not#I feel like shit wow#dream journal entry is going to be sooo long though
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awesome. ive had Nightmares two nights in a row now
#my whole family was murdered except for my brother who managed to escape#i was dead. i was very much shot in the face and killed#i also nesrly escaped but one of the guys saw me and asked if i wanted it to be painless.#i said 'just do it from here please. please dont make me come to you.'#and then pov switched to following my brother.and i eventually realized it was me following him#i just remember thinking i have to watch over him. i have to make sure he stays alive. i have to make sure he doesnt kill himself.#then i remember my body being.. semi autopsied ? people after the murder were looking over my body. at my teeth and gums. my hands.#i was concious as this was happening. i was rhinking how i cant just 'wake up' right now#but i eventually did when they went to look at the rest of my family's bodies. and i guess i left to find my brother for Real#i met a kid at a seven eleven who was talking about raggedy ann dolls to me. i like. wasnt all bloody and Bullet Holed anymore#but i remember thinking'why isnt she scared of all the blood on me'#i kinda woke up after that#idk. its early 1 am now. that sucked. goodnight for real.#first one was just my dad being a dickhead and disrespecting 1 my time and 2 my physical boundaries Sitting too close to me and guilting me#over ‘making him feel bad’ over both those things#dream journal
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