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Being with Anaxagoras was no different than being a carefully placed test subject ; or rather, a carefully placed observation subject. He was a chrysos heir full of denial, but the fate didn't waltz around him, and so he met you.
Aglaea, as the one who strode in footsteps of romance titan, was fitting for the cause; Anaxagoras did not agree to her ideas(of an arranged marriage) on a whim, after all. A man like him does not leave things up to a chance, and you certainly weren't worth the gamble. In your eyes, this was arranged and spontaneous—a coincidence that you were the one.
He was far different than Mydei or Phainon in this aspect; Anaxagoras was entirely neutral towards his "fate". For him, to believe in a predetermined outcome was to create it from the threads with your fingers; a self fulfilling prophecy—he equated it to causing a war from belief that said war would come to pass.
People always strive for familiar and the safe, and sometimes—in efforts to prevent a catastrophy, they themselves cause it. Anaxagoras never left things for a chance and he never allowed well-timed coincidences to poison his mind either.
Given his observant and encompassing nature, very little evaded his sharp eye—
He cradled your face in his hands, tilting it. The feeling of discomfort was there, subtle enough yet present by the furrow of your eyebrows, or the soft trembling of your lip.
Anaxagoras didn't merely appreciate you, to be with him was to be under a scientists watchful scalpel—and he dissected you like a subject fitting for his blade. "Anaxagoras—" the name slipped from your lips, and yet you could not follow it up with anything.
His head tilted, and you could feel his stare pierce through your skin, right into the muscle, where he split it to reveal the bones and the bare and the nerves and your mind. It was only his look, and yet it felt like something far more violating.
"Yes?"
You swallowed, but before you could say anything Anaxagoras leaned up close, his lips gently brushing against your cheekbone. "Your eyebrows are uneven."
Despite how many times you've had this conversation, it seemed he did not relent. Then again he learned since then—that you did not appreciate his observant nature as much as you claimed to do. "It's cute."
If you were to do the same to him, he wouldn't care. Because frankly, Anaxagoras did not comment in bad faith. The little things that made you, be you, he wished to pick apart and lay out on the table—he wanted to study you, what makes you be you, what allows you to exist.
Your eyes narrowed in irritation, but most of all the feeling of an intrusion—a needle so thin it pricked right underneath your skin, and you could not tear it out.
The sage's face moved back, his thumb lightly brushing against your jaw. His 'inspections' felt more intrusive than appreciative, and it was easy to conclude the statements to carry a negative connotation. Then again, this was merely how Anaxagoras was—he commented on every step within his research field, and he commented on every step now.
He opened his mouth more than necessary before as well—the feeling of his hands on you in a heated moment between husband and wife, soured by the "Your breasts are uneven." that slipped out of his mouth. The way he ran his fingers down your body other times, voicing his observation of a mole he hadn't seen before. The slow stroke of Anaxagoras' finger down your nose, humming of it's shape.
Anaxagoras had to be observant, and regardless of what you assumed of his comments, it did not change the nature of them. You were still you—the one he had picked out. The one unknowing to the nature of the choice he made. He wanted to chisel out his mind in your shape, to commit everything to memory—was he a good sage if he could not do as much?
Things had to be shaped—that's why Anaxagoras did not believe in fate. He did not believe in prophecies nor predetermined outcomes, because with his mind and hand, he woven the threads that bound you to him. This was not a fate's play, and he would refuse to let it reap the praise for his own labour.
You were his because he made it so—do not let the idea of a 'fated meeting' fool you. Alas, you were not privy to the concept.
[Mydei] [Phainon] [Aglaea in writing…] [Full masterlist]
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Humbly asking you, my favorite writer for your headcanons for how do you think Mydei, Phainon, Mr. Reca and Anaxa are with clit stimulation.
You got me right when my period started. Why do these asks always find me in these times?
Pairing: Anaxa, Phainon, Mydei, Mr. Reca x Fem!Reader
Tags: nsfw, smut, clit stimulation, teasing, overstimulation, licking, pussyworship, hair-pulling
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A/N: Gonna write a few smutty things in a row cause that's the current mood I'm in lol.
Anaxa keeps you still while his tongue circles your clit. Makes sure that he's doing it right, always a full little circle around the sensitive bundle of nerves. Won't do it any other way no matter how much you beg him to, he is a man set in his ways. But if you don't want to lay back and let him make you cum then he might stop entirely, so think carefully before you ask again.
Phainon is quick to flick your clit back and forth with his tongue and he will never hold you down while he does it. He wants your hips rolling against him, your legs bent, back arched and throat sore from moaning. As you near your peak he moves his tongue faster, almost too fast. His hands seek out yours, the only way to keep you grounded as you come against his tongue.
Mydei always insists on licking your clit for a bit before any kind of penetration happens. Depending on how much he wants to make you come he might give you a few orgasms just from that before he shoves his cock into you. It's much more fun when you're really sensitive and all but begging for him mouth, his tongue. By the end of it he's got your pussy juice all over his face and he is proud of it.
Mr. Reca holds you down while he's sucking on your clit mercilessly. He lets you pull his hair all you want but he pins your legs open so he can keep eye contact while he gets sloppier and sloppier with his mouth. Like he could ever get enough of you, your taste, your noises. Nothing could make him pull away from you now, not until he sees your eyes roll back and your body go boneless on the bed.
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They’re not heroes. They’re your tormentors, and you’ll love every second of it.
❤︎ Synopsis. Four men, each consumed by a darkness that binds them to you, will stop at nothing to claim your soul. In their world, love is a twisted cage, and you’re the captive—lost in a nightmare where escape is impossible and desire is the cruelest torment.
♡ Book. Forbidden Fruits: Intimate Obsessions, Unhinged Desires.
♡ Pairing. Yandere! Mr. Reca x Fem. Reader, Yandere! Mydei x Fem. Reader, Yandere! Anaxa x Fem. Reader, Yandere! Phainon x Fem. Reader
♡ Headcanons. The Game of Surrender - Part 2
♡ Word Count. 4,326
♡ TW. dom + top + older + slightly sadistic yandere, general non-con + manipulation, suggestive themes, psychological + mental conditioning, fear play, emotional manipulation and abuse, hints at rough play and sex, psychological + emotional trauma, isolation, monitoring, lack of boundaries, non-con kissing and/or touching, forced relationship, BDSM, manipulation of circumstances, threats, Stockholm Syndrome
♡ Note. This was made before the official releases of characters, so be warned that some information may be inaccurate once additional lore comes out.
♡ Mr. Reca.
"Every thought you have, every breath you take, is a scene in my film—my masterpiece. And don't worry, darling, I'll make sure you never forget your lines. Not even when you're screaming them in your sleep."
The universe had always been a canvas to him—a vast, writhing tapestry of chaos and order, the kind of unpredictable beauty that Mr. Reca found utterly magnetic. He had always been a collector of moments, a Memokeeper who consumed emotions, gestures, and unguarded thoughts with the same fervor a drowning man gulps air.
But you—oh, you—you were not just another fleeting spark in the vast night of existence.
You were an anomaly, a glitch in the dreamscape, a hauntingly real smear of imperfection across his perfectly constructed illusions. And so, he watched you, studied you, devoured the fragile lines of your every expression. It wasn’t obsession, not at first. It was curiosity, a scientist’s hunger for understanding. But curiosity, as it often does, rotted into something far darker.
It began subtly. At first, you didn’t even realize you were his subject. The assistant frog—so innocuous, its mechanical chirps like a child’s toy—hovered too long in your presence. That thing recorded the barest twitch of your lips, the dilation of your pupils when you dreamt, the cadence of your breath when you were lost in thought.
He played those recordings back again and again, crafting you into the centerpiece of his mind’s latest film, a work of art that no audience but him would ever see. Each flicker of your gaze, each half-whispered syllable, was dissected with a surgeon’s precision and woven into the dream bubble of his fantasies.
You had not agreed to this, of course. You would not have, had you known. But consent had never mattered much to Mr. Reca, not when reality itself could be edited, overwritten, and reshaped to suit his narrative.
He didn’t fall in love with you in the way mortals understood love.
No, it was something far more grotesque. You were not his equal. You were not even human, not to him.
You were a role to be perfected, an actress bound to his script. And he—he was the director, the puppeteer pulling the strings of your existence with a touch so light, so surgical, that you didn’t notice your autonomy dissolving until it was too late.
He didn’t approach you like an ordinary man. Ordinary men didn’t cloak their words in riddles, their intentions in shadows.
“Your dreams are fascinating,” he said once, his tone light but his eyes dark, predatory. “I could make a masterpiece from them. Would you let me?”
His gaze burned into you, not with affection, but with hunger—the kind of hunger that consumes, destroys, leaves nothing but ash in its wake.
When you hesitated, when you stammered out a polite refusal, his smile curved sharp and cruel. “Ah, but do you really have a choice?”
You didn’t, of course.
The dream bubbles began soon after. Vivid, horrifyingly real landscapes where you were no longer yourself but a marionette dancing to his whims.
The first time you woke screaming, trembling from the phantom pain of dream wounds, he was there. He shouldn’t have been—your door had been locked—but there he was, sitting on the edge of your bed with his head tilted and that damned frog-camera clutched in his gloved hands.
“Fascinating,” he murmured, as if you were a specimen under glass. “You feel it, don’t you? The fear, the thrill, the pain. Tell me, how does it taste?”
In bed, he is not a lover. He is a creator, and you are his medium.
His touch is clinical at first, cold and calculated, his gloved fingers trailing down your spine as if mapping the curve of your body for a sculpture he plans to carve later.
But there is heat beneath that coldness, a violent, consuming fire that erupts when he lets himself indulge. He does not make love. He takes. He presses you into the mattress as if trying to merge you with it, his weight oppressive, suffocating. His hands grip your wrists too tightly, leaving bruises like the ink stains of his artistry. His breath is hot against your ear, his voice a low murmur that mixes poetry with threats, promises with lies.
“Do you feel it?” he whispers, his tone too calm for the frenzy of his movements. “The way your body betrays you? The way it obeys me, even when your mind doesn’t want to?”
His teeth graze the shell of your ear, and the sharp pain that follows is not accidental. “I could keep you here forever,” he says, his voice thick with sadistic delight. “Inside the dream, inside me. Would you even know the difference? Would you even care?”
You would care, of course.
You fight him, or at least you try. But he’s relentless, unyielding, a force of nature that smothers your resistance with sheer willpower. He doesn’t let you hide from him, not even in the sanctuary of your own mind.
His powers as a Memokeeper ensure that every thought, every secret, every fleeting desire you’ve ever tried to bury is laid bare before him. He uses them against you, weaving them into the narrative of his control.
“You want this,” he says, his voice a velvet knife. “You want me. Your body knows it, even if your mind refuses to admit it.”
His lips trail down your throat, his teeth leaving marks that will linger for days, physical proof of his dominance. “And when I’m done with you, when there’s nothing left of you but what I’ve created, you’ll thank me. You’ll beg me to keep you.”
The horror of it all is that he doesn’t just break you physically. He breaks your mind, piece by fragile piece, until you can no longer tell where the dream ends and reality begins. His dream bubbles seep into your waking hours, twisting your perception until even the memories of your resistance feel like fabrications.
He tells you that you’re his muse, his masterpiece, his greatest work. And despite the revulsion, the terror, some part of you begins to believe him.
Because how could someone so brilliant, so meticulous, be wrong?
And yet, in the darkest corners of your mind, you know the truth.
You are not his muse.
You are his victim, a living doll trapped in the nightmare of his creation.
But no one will ever hear your screams.
He’s made sure of that.
After all, reality itself is just another film to him, and he’s already written your final scene.
♡ Mydei.
"You belong to me, just as I am bound to this blood-soaked fate. No one will ever take you from me, not in this life, not in the next. I’ll carve my name into your soul, and you’ll learn to love it, even if it takes a thousand deaths."
It begins as a hum in the back of his throat, a low vibration that settles into his chest like the resonance of a beast stirring in its lair. He watches you, not from afar, but from the corner of your vision, where his shadow seems to stretch and curve unnaturally—always larger, always darker than the dim light allows. His gaze is not mere sight; it’s weight, pressure, suffocation. He sees the tremor in your fingers as you pour water into a glass. He catalogues the way your breaths hitch when his footsteps echo closer, closer still.
And when he speaks, his voice is a razor dragged slowly, deliberately, across raw nerves. “You’re trembling,” he says, though there’s no concern in his tone.
It’s an observation, clinical yet laced with something sharper, something akin to hunger.
He doesn’t touch you yet, but the proximity is suffocating—his presence a noose tightening with every passing second. His breath brushes your ear as he leans closer. “Are you afraid of me?”
You flinch but say nothing, and he chuckles. It’s low and guttural, almost amused, but there’s an edge of cruelty there, a promise that he’ll savor every inch of your fear.
He feeds on it, you realize, and the thought sends a chill racing down your spine. “You should be,” he murmurs, the words dripping like venom. “Fear keeps you alive… but not from me. Never from me.”
He lies, of course.
The predator in him is far too obvious, a wolf cloaked in something barely resembling humanity. He doesn’t see you as prey to consume in haste.
No, he sees you as a possession—a rare, precious thing to break slowly, to shatter and rebuild in his image. He thrives on control, on the knowledge that every shiver, every gasp, every cry is something he owns, something he’s dragged out of you inch by agonizing inch.
When he finally touches you, it’s with the precision of a surgeon dissecting his subject. Fingers glide over your skin like scalpels, drawing phantom lines where his teeth will follow, where his hands will linger. There’s no tenderness in the way he grips your wrist, the bruising force of his palm a warning, a declaration.
He doesn’t need to speak for you to understand: you’re his.
The room is suffused with a kind of tension that seems alive, thrumming in the air like an electrical charge waiting to snap. His lips curl into something that might resemble a smile if not for the sheer malice in it.
“You can fight,” he says, voice as smooth and cold as glass, “but we both know how this ends.”
And then he moves, swift as a predator pouncing, pinning you against the unyielding surface of the wall.
The impact drives the air from your lungs, and before you can catch your breath, he’s there—everywhere. The heat of his body seeps into yours, the solidity of him a cage that leaves no room for escape. His hands are firm, unrelenting, roaming with a kind of obsessive thoroughness that feels both maddening and humiliating. He maps every inch of your body as if it’s a territory to be conquered, claimed.
The words he whispers into your ear are sharp, biting things, designed to slice through your defenses. “Do you know how easy it would be?” he breathes, his voice a silken thread woven with danger.
“To tear you apart. To ruin you so thoroughly you wouldn’t even recognize yourself. And you’d thank me for it, wouldn’t you? By the time I’m done, you won’t want to remember what it felt like to be whole without me.”
His grip tightens, and you can feel the latent strength in his hands, the power that could snap bone without effort.
And yet he doesn’t.
Not yet.
He revels in the anticipation, in the way your body reacts—fear mingled with something darker, something you refuse to name. The way your breath catches, the way your pulse races beneath his fingers… it’s a symphony to him, a melody of submission he’s determined to conduct to its crescendo.
When he finally takes you, it’s not an act of love—it’s an act of dominance, of ownership.
His movements are deliberate, almost cruel in their precision, each thrust a reminder of who holds the reins. He doesn’t allow you to close your eyes, doesn’t let you escape into the safety of darkness.
No, he demands your gaze, demands that you see him, that you acknowledge the monster who has reduced you to this trembling, gasping wreck. And when you do—when your eyes meet his, wide and glassy with tears—he smiles. Not with joy, but with triumph, with the satisfaction of a hunter who has cornered his prey.
His words during these moments are a mix of degradation and adoration, a twisted litany that leaves no doubt of his intentions. “You’re mine,” he growls against your skin, the heat of his breath searing like a brand. “Every breath, every scream, every drop of blood in your veins—it all belongs to me.”
And yet, even as he tears you apart, there’s an undeniable allure in his madness, a magnetic pull that keeps you rooted to the spot even as every instinct screams at you to run.
Because beneath the cruelty, beneath the overwhelming force of his obsession, there’s a flicker of something more—a need so desperate it borders on pathetic, a craving for connection that he can’t voice but demands nonetheless.
When it’s over, he doesn’t release you.
His arms remain locked around you, a vice that refuses to loosen. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, his breath ragged, his body still trembling with the aftermath.
And in that moment, you realize the truth of it: he doesn’t break you because he hates you. He breaks you because he loves you, because the thought of you existing without him is unbearable.
But love, for him, is not soft or kind. It is a blade, honed to a deadly edge, and he wields it without mercy.
“You’ll stay,” he whispers, and it’s not a question.
It’s a command, a promise, a threat.
“You’ll stay because there’s nowhere else for you to go. No one else who could ever understand you the way I do. And if you try to leave…” His voice trails off, but the unspoken consequence hangs heavy in the air, a silent vow etched in blood.
You nod, because what else can you do?
And as he tightens his hold on you, his lips brushing against your temple in a mockery of a kiss, you feel the full weight of your reality settle over you.
There is no escape. There never was.
And in the dark recesses of your mind, a small, terrified part of you wonders if you’ll ever want to leave at all.
♡ Anaxa.
"You think you can escape my mind, but you're already tangled in my thoughts—your every breath, every movement, is an echo of me. You belong to me, and I will never let you forget that."
The air around him was always cold, as if reality itself recoiled in his presence, drawing its warmth into the void of his indifference. Anaxa moved like an unfinished thought, fragmented, deliberate, yet ever disquieting.
You felt his shadow linger before you saw him, a chilling weight that settled on your skin like frost, sinking into the marrow of your bones. His eyes—one bared to the world, the other concealed beneath the eyepatch—were an unforgiving tapestry of contradictions: icy intellect simmering beneath the calm veneer, an endless labyrinth of thoughts that spiraled toward madness.
He whispered your name like a sacrament and a curse. Each syllable, spoken in that low, velvety cadence of his, seemed to unravel you, a knife peeling back every layer of resolve.
"You think knowledge can shield you," he murmured one night, his breath as cold and intimate as the edge of a scalpel. "But even wisdom has limits. I’ve seen them. I’ve transcended them." He would circle you like a predator savoring the hunt, his movements calculated, his proximity suffocating.
Anaxa was not a man who shattered the soul through brute force.
No, his torment was subtle—a slow dismantling, piece by piece, until you became something unrecognizable to even yourself.
You didn’t notice how he had claimed your life until it was too late. The quiet manipulation seeped in like poison—so gradual, so insidious, you mistook it for safety. Every book you touched, every whisper of thought you dared to express, every step you took outside the prison he called your sanctuary…all of it traced back to him. You'd look up from a page of text only to find him leaning in the doorway, a slight smile curling his lips, the sort that spoke of secrets too profound and too damning to voice.
"You have such a beautiful mind," he'd say, his gloved fingers brushing the side of your neck in a touch that was almost reverent.
"It’s wasted on anyone else. They’ll never understand you—not like I do." The words were honeyed, dripping with a sincerity so intoxicating you almost believed it.
Almost.
Until you noticed the way his gaze lingered on your trembling hands, on the ink smudges on your skin, on the way you recoiled yet stayed rooted in place. He liked the way fear made you fragile, and though you hated him for it, you hated yourself more for the flicker of thrill that bloomed in your chest.
Anaxa didn’t need chains to hold you down; his words alone were shackles. His intelligence was a web, intricate and all-encompassing, and you were the fly ensnared at its center.
"I don’t want to hurt you," he whispered once, late into the night when the room was too quiet and his voice was too close. "But I will, if it’s the only way to make you stay."
And you knew he meant it—not as a threat, but as a promise, a truth spoken with the same certainty as an immutable law of the universe.
The moments of intimacy—if one could call them that—were no less haunting.
His touch was clinical, precise, like a scientist studying a fragile specimen. He knew where to press, where to hold, where to carve into your soul with a calculated cruelty that left you yearning and dreading in equal measure.
His lips on your skin felt like frostbite, burning cold yet addictively sharp. His hands, those hands that wielded intellect like a blade, seemed to map every inch of you with the precision of a scholar dissecting sacred scripture.
"You’re beautiful," he would say, the words an oxymoron of tenderness and possession.
"Beautiful because you’re broken. Broken because you’re mine." He traced the curve of your throat with a gloved fingertip, lingering on the places where your pulse betrayed your terror.
His gaze bore into you, unrelenting, as though he could peel back the layers of flesh and bone to reach the essence of you. "Do you know what the Titans whispered to me in my dreams?" he asked once, his voice a mix of wonder and madness.
"They said I’d find divinity in ruin. And here you are."
The nights were the worst.
In the darkness, you felt him even when you didn’t see him.
The weight of his presence pressed against you, suffocating, inescapable. His words would echo in your mind, winding through your thoughts like a parasite. He’d appear at your bedside, his figure shrouded in the dim glow of moonlight.
"You should sleep," he’d murmur, though his tone carried no warmth. "You’ll need your strength. Tomorrow, we’ll unravel the secrets of the cosmos. Together."
And though you tried to resist, you found yourself clinging to the edges of his words, desperate for the clarity he promised, even as it led you deeper into his labyrinth.
When he finally claimed you, it was an act of calculated brutality disguised as love.
Every kiss felt like a conquest, every caress a branding. He whispered to you like a poet reciting his magnum opus, his voice soft yet unyielding, every syllable carrying the weight of his obsession.
"You belong to me," he said, his lips brushing against your ear as his hands pinned you beneath him. "Not just your body. Your mind. Your soul. Everything. No one else is worthy—not even you."
And as his touch became more demanding, more consuming, you realized that he wasn’t just unraveling you. He was recreating you, piece by piece, reshaping you into something that existed solely for him.
And though every fiber of your being screamed in defiance, a small, treacherous part of you wondered if this was love—or if it was something far darker, something that transcended the bounds of human understanding.
"You’ll never leave me," he said, his voice a blend of certainty and desperation as his lips ghosted over your trembling skin.
"Even if you try, even if you run…I’ll always find you. You’re the only constant in my chaos, the only light in my darkness. And I will burn the stars themselves before I let that light fade."
And so, you lay there in the cold embrace of his obsession, trapped between terror and desire, caught in the orbit of a man who would dismantle the heavens just to keep you by his side.
♡ Phainon.
"Every strike I make, every victory I win—it’s all for you. So don't be afraid when you see the blood. It's just a little sacrifice to remind you: you're mine, and I will burn this world to the ground before I let you go."
The moments he craves most are the quiet ones when the two of you are entirely alone, but tonight, silence isn’t kind.
It’s oppressive, weighted by the looming presence of the man before you—the Deliverer, the Nameless Hero, a man who wears the name Phainon like an armor of light.
Yet beneath that golden radiance, a storm of obsession churns, relentless and unyielding.
He stands over you, the faint luminescence of his ichor-stained veins pulsing faintly in the dim, cold air of the temple chamber. You can feel his gaze before you see it—heavy, glinting with something raw and unspeakable.
His voice, when it finally breaks the silence, is soft but unshakable, carrying the weight of a promise that makes your blood run cold.
“You don’t understand, do you? You’ve never understood.” A smile curls at the edge of his lips, serene yet terrifying. “I don’t want to save the world, not anymore. I want to save you. Every step I’ve taken, every blow I’ve struck, has always been for you.”
His claymore rests at his side, its edge gleaming faintly with an unsettling crimson, dried remnants of the battle from earlier still clinging to the blade.
He hasn’t cleaned it.
He hasn’t even sheathed it.
The weapon is as much a part of him as the air he breathes.
You can’t help but wonder if the blood that stains it belongs to someone you knew, someone who once stood too close to you for his liking.
He takes a step closer, the sound of his boots against the stone floor echoing like the toll of a funeral bell.
You back away instinctively, but there’s no escape.
His pace is slow, deliberate. He knows exactly how far he needs to push you before your resolve shatters.
“Run if you want to,” he murmurs, his tone almost gentle. “I won’t stop you. But you’ll come back. You always do.”
There’s no malice in his words, only certainty—a chilling, inescapable truth that wraps around your throat like a noose.
His hands are stained too.
Not visibly, not this time, but you can feel it in the way he reaches for you.
Fingers meant for wielding destruction now hover over your cheek, trembling slightly with restraint.
You flinch, and the flicker of hurt that crosses his face is almost human—almost.
“You’re afraid of me,” he whispers, his breath brushing against your ear as he leans closer.
“And I... I hate that. I hate that you make me this way. But I hate it even more when you’re far from me.”
When his lips press against yours, it isn’t a kiss—it’s a conquest.
His desperation seeps into you like venom, intoxicating and suffocating all at once. He tastes like metal and fury, his ichor burning faintly where his tongue grazes yours. His touch isn’t tender; it’s possessive, frantic, like he’s trying to carve his existence into your very bones.
His hand tangles in your hair, tugging hard enough to make you gasp, and the sound only seems to spur him on. “You’re mine,” he growls against your lips, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous timbre. “Say it.”
You don’t.
You can’t.
And that’s when his patience snaps.
His grip tightens, dragging you against him until there’s no space left between your bodies. The heat of him is overwhelming, a furnace of ichor and madness that threatens to consume you whole. His other hand presses against the small of your back, forcing you to arch into him as he lowers his head to your neck.
His breath is hot against your skin, and when he speaks again, it’s a guttural rasp that makes your stomach twist. “You don’t understand how far I’d go for you. What I’d destroy. Who I’d become.”
He sinks his teeth into the curve of your shoulder, not enough to break the skin but enough to leave a mark—a brand, a reminder of his claim. You cry out, and he exhales sharply, almost like he’s savoring the sound.
“That’s it,” he murmurs, his voice dripping with satisfaction. “That’s the truth of it, isn’t it? You’ll scream for me, cry for me... but you’ll never leave.”
And he’s right, isn’t he?
Because even now, as fear and anger coil in your chest like a viper, you can’t bring yourself to push him away.
His presence is suffocating, his obsession terrifying—but there’s something about the way he looks at you, like you’re the sun in a world of endless night, that makes it impossible to resist him entirely.
It’s sick.
It’s wrong.
But it’s real.
Phainon knows it too.
He knows you better than you know yourself, and that knowledge is his greatest weapon.
He wields it with precision, unraveling you piece by piece until there’s nothing left but the parts of you that belong to him.
“You’ll stay,” he whispers, his lips ghosting over your collarbone. “You’ll always stay. Because no one else can have you. Not the Titans, not the Trailblazer... not even yourself.”
When he finally pulls away, his eyes lock onto yours, glowing faintly with the golden ichor that courses through his veins. There’s something hauntingly beautiful about him in this moment, a tragic god draped in shadows. He tilts his head, studying you like a puzzle he’s just solved.
“You’re mine,” he says again, softer this time. “And I’m yours. Whether you like it or not.”
And you believe him.
♡ A/N. Not me not knowing fully who these characters are. So... not sure if I did this right hahaha. It's too early to judge the unreleased characters but oh well. And, I did put this into my usual style... idk adjskaskd Take this like a brief hypothesis, I suppose. I am thinking on getting back to Genshin and HSR... maybe. Probably not though. Idk. Anyways, I personally thought I cooked with this. Just not sure with personalities askadsdakldsm
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HSR vs HI3 Post arguement
HSR:
Anaxa: I’m sorry about anything I said it was all in the heat of the moment
Phainon: oh Anaxa, it’s fine I understand fully. We’re still friends at the end of the day
Anaxa: I’m happy about that Phainon
HI3:
Kevin: OH FOR FUCKS SAKE I SAID IM SORRY ALREADY
Su: *Beating the shit out of Kevin with a slipper.* SORRY ISNT FUCKING ENOUGH! FOR THE LAST 50,000 YEARS IVE PUT UP WITH YOUR SHIT AND IM MAKING YOU PAY FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU PUT ME THROUGH *Starts calling Kevin every slur known to man in every single fucking language*
Elysia: *Trying to pull Su away.*
#honkai impact#honkai star rail#headcanon#shitpost#su honkai#kevin kaslana#phainon#phainaxa#anaxa#hsr anaxa#elysia
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I feel that during the first coffee date walk through the market, rye has a fraction of a millisecond's kneejerk trauma freakout of '...wait. wait. am I really catching feelings for a rich boy again. with how that went down last time. am I truly that stupid' (once derogatorily referred to quite openly at a party as 'young master anaxas' pet mortalitasi' to which the young master anaxas only grinned and shrugged and STILL you don't break up with his smug controlling ass for good for six more months because you have a desperate bottomless yearning pit where your self respect should go, twice shy lol). and then he actually looks at lucanis standing next to him getting harding spearmint to help with bad dreams and generally being so quietly thoughtful and sweet through the prosaic yet necessary medium of grocery shopping it makes me feel a little unwell to truly contemplate. and rye is like '*the softest fondest eyes anyone has ever turned on anything* ...you know what. I suspect we don't have to worry about that repeating, I think we're probably safe. I am comfortable being this level of stupid. (slowly dawning marital intent even at this stage)'.
(part of the reason rye buys NONE of illario's bullshit at all right from the beginning is that he's basically vaccinated against this exact type of dude after that relationship lol. charming suave guy who in the beginning pays you a lot of lavish attention and takes pains to make you feel special every time you're in a room with him -- but shallowly and mostly, it slowly dawns on you, when there's something he wants from you (and he's often doing it at the expense of someone else, raising you up to put someone else down and you won't believe this... it can turn into a seesaw at a whim. yay). and beneath that there's just a seething pit of resentment and inferiority complexes and bitterness left to fester until he can make it everyone else's problem and that IS going to start to bubble up between the cracks with you too if you stick around for long enough. no thank you been there done that wasted my youth and potential on it and all I got was this lousy shiny set of new emotional intimacy issues haunting me for life! trust me illario I HAVE, as it were, chosen the wrong dellamorte before, which is exactly how I know I didn't this time. go get him lucanis I've got your coffee
hilarious mental image: rye and illario sitting quietly together while everyone else is busy milling about during a cursed dellamorte family dinner (the vibes are so bad. you know the vibes are bad. sitting as still as you can and hoping for calm skies is your best bet without lucanis or teia favourite child privileges to work with) and rye out of the blue gazing thoughtfully into nothing over the edge of his glass with half-lidded eyes to go 'you know. you remind me a lot of my ex. not in a good way' and illario with absolutely no shame and hilariously also something that's the closest he ever gets to real sympathy going 'yeah, I get that a lot'. best talk those two ever had, unironically. their bond leveled up to its final form that day. *soulsborne boss defeated text* MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING REACHED)
#idly trying to decide what nevarran great house rye's shitheel early twenties boyfriend was part of#(possibly as one of the piddliest side branches of that house too b/c between that and the youngest son thing..... bad news)#there would be something especially delicious about him being a van markham of course. adds some Layers#to the baron van markham situation. but maybe that's TOO neat. nobles can just suck as a Class (as they do). I must Contemplate#I do really love the idea I'm going with here that it could be the youngest son of the duke of cumberland (so an anaxas)#(perhaps grandchild? slightly unclear how the numbers work out there we have too little information to go on I think)#who made so much trouble back home in cumberland they basically sent him off to the capital to raise hell over there lol#the classic 'god idk send him off to an aunt and she'll either straighten him out or they'll kill each other#either way he won't be my problem for the duration' move. oh the tribulations of an afterthought of a son no one really needed#(funny headcanon to make that the pentaghasts can't come up with a solid direct heir to king marcus to save his at least#seven-fold resurrected ass. while the duke of cumberland has heirs. maker help him but does he have heirs the house is full of them#where are they all coming from. his wife staring directly into the camera like she's on the office)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#Lucanis Dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#illario dellamorte#doing coffee with the crows after the city choice adds quite a bit here lol. among other things it opens the distinct possiblity#that rook has overheard lucanis talk about wyverns in banter and the dagger is a more purposefully chosen thing#much like lucanis' cake choice is dependent on rook's beverage preferences later on. their freaks match#gifts to give your special person to tell them you've done deep research on them but like not in a stalker way#this post went off to places I hadn't expected. but love the rye and illario stuff that turned up here lmao like yeah that feels about righ
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d d d d dddd d DATING ANAXA HEADCANONS 🗣️🗣️🗣️ bc im proper insane, bonkers even (oh blimey she escaped the asylum again)
full art plug here😎
did i draw this and imagine a million scenarios during it? yes. yes idid. this post is the result. btw havent played 3.1 so here are my wrong headcanons (more mischaracterisation? love that) (w/ gnreader as usual!) bc i love my men bratty and smart. WARNING!! i broke my sfw rules for anaxa LMAOOO💔💔mix of sfw + NSFW ahead guys look OUT ITS NOT A DRILL THIS IS HAPPENING AAAAA😭🙏
starting off strong. i ant hold it in anymore ANAXA'S EROGENOUS ZONE IS UNDER HIS EYEPATCH🗣️🗣️🗣️ I HAVE SPOKEN MY TRUTH‼️THIS IS WHAT MADE ME QUESTION MY SFW STATUS I CAN FINALLY RELEASEMY DEMONS
i imagine he lowkey loves it when you have your finger under his eyepatch and. penetrate it. into his cosmos space thingy. and like he breathes really heavy, flushed cheeks, some tears, def some stifled moaning, and will hold your wrist to nudge your finger further in. basically bro is getting off to it. will clean your finger with his tongue after the session, but you have to help him walk around since his legs are deffo jelly after that DO YOU GUYS SEE WHAT IM SEEING PLEEEEASEEE SOMEONE WRITE THIS DONT MAMKE ME DO ITTT😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏
EDIT: ANAXA HAS A "G-SPOT"/PROSTATE IN HIS SPACE CHEST🗣🗣🗣
WILL TAKE OFF HIS RINGS AND PUT IT ON YOUR FINGERS RAAAAAAAAAAH and he def teases you by sliding it on your ring finger, gauging your reaction as he smirks (that sly sod omggg)
"hmm, this finger looks a little lonely... i could change that."
interlaces his hand with yours to stretch it, like a massage. knows all the pressure points to help de-stress you
uses his wind powers to do fun magic tricks and play with you like imagine he only has to flick his finger and the wind pulls you closer to him HUUUUUUUUUUU SICKCCKKKK. will also blow a calm, soft breeze if you need to relax and take your mind off things.
literally gets a kick off of flustering you (it's his love language) every time you ask him why his response is: "so? don't like it?" mans not embarassed💔
if you have any texting habits, like sending cute stickers or kaomojis, anaxa will copy it bc he thinks its cute and amusing. always replying to your messages, although the same can't be said with the chrysos heirs who nag at him for ignoring theirs
anaxa: where are you? i've been waiting for ages ┬┴┬┴┤(・_├┬┴┬┴ you: ??? that's my kaomoji??? anaxa: ours now anaxa: (҂` ロ ´)︻デ═一 you: \(º □ º l|l)/
idk why i feel this so strongly but anaxa just does many smaller kisses, like pecks to the cheek. kinda playful, fleeting but always returning. i also feel like he's a neck kinda guy, always brushing his fingers along it or placing kisses. will secure you in place with a hug just to kiss the nape.
even though you two are together, anaxa will still give you stinky side eyes. loves to hear your gossip for sure, he doesn't say it but he loves chatting shit about others. will be the quietest ever when you have juicy stories.
will flame anyone who has made you upset to bits and pieces. bro's mouth is like a machine gun
likes to tilt your chin, moving it so you face him whenever he wants your attention.
he likes it when you take control, that brat taming typa shiii brooo00 he likes it when you rough him up, always a cheeky grin on his face. prods you as well, like "is that it?", "c'mon, harder my love..."
loves when you give him hickeys, or any markings like scratches. its like staking your claim on him and he fw with that😎
one sure way to get him flustered is straight up telling him "i love you". it forces him to confront his feelings head on and anaxa can't deal with that. will lightly flick your forehead, or anything to stop you from staring at his reddened face.
a/n: so. this is what happens whne im menstruating. how we feeling guys. it was jsut a few very insane headcanons tbh, the rest were fine, bit of an overreaction looool this is tame in comparison to my ao3 works. my god i need my daily cuppa where is it. this reminds me of when i was a wee teenager and experienced akechi from p5 for the first time. changed my trajectory fr. thanks akechi goro u saved ruined me
#my god im so deep inside (anaxa)#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#anaxa x reader#hsr anaxa#honkai star rail#hsr#anaxa
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Pics by: Google (I just searched 'Cursed Honkai Star Rail Images/Pictures')
Phainon
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Yandere Phainon as your Lover (Headcanons)
Phainon & Mydei as your Husbands (Headcanons)
Phainon & Mydei as your Older Brothers (Headcanons)
Undeniable Gravity (OneShot)
Velvet Nights (Part 1)
Velvet Nights (Part 2)
Velvet Nights (Part 3)
Velvet Nights (Bonus)
Your child asks you and your Husband for a Sibling (Separate OneShots)
Unbound Obsession (OneShot)
Chasing Constellations (OneShot)
Yandere Phainon & Mydei with a cold & blunt Reader (Headcanons)
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Mydei
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Phainon & Mydei as your Husbands (Headcanons)
Phainon & Mydei as your Older Brothers (Headcanons)
Bound by Fate (OneShot)
Mydei as a Dad (Headcanons)
Your child asks you and your Husband for a Sibling (Separate OneShots)
A Devine Reckoning (OneShot)
Yandere Phainon & Mydei with a cold & blunt Reader (Headcanons)
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Anaxa
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Your child asks you and your Husband for a Sibling (Separate OneShots)
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Sampo Koski
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Your child‘s first word is a curse word (Separate OneShots)
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Boothill
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Your child‘s first word is a curse word (Separate OneShots)
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Jing Yuan
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Your child‘s first word is a curse word (Separate OneShots)
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Masterlist

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LUCKY EGG [About LuE] #heliosluckyegg
MYSTERY PLANT #heliosmysplant
L&D -Twisted Fairy Tale [Xavier ; Caleb ; Zayne ; Rafayel ; Sylus] -Caleb [ Gravity in chains ] [Meoscafe] -Sylus [ Starlight devoured ] -Zayne [A divine separation] -Zayne+Caleb [postapocalypse]
BSD -Fyodor [Updating] -Ranpo [Updating] -Dazai [Escaperoom ; 101st -Nikolai [ 1 ] -Chuuya [Janitor] -Atsushi [1]
JJK -Gojo [Virtualbf ; updating] -Sashisu [Updating ]
Gokurakugai -Yomi [ enemy ; vampire ]
Blue lock -Sae Itoshi [childhoodfriend] -Rin Itoshi [manager] -Kaiser [Kidnapped]
Kaiju no 8 -Soshiro Hoshina [Updating] -
Black clover -William Vangeance [ healer ]
HSR -Phainon [assistant ; CrownPrince ; Elf-P ; Dragonshifter ; isekaid] -Mydei [Knight ; CMarriage ; RunawayWife -Anaxa [Mage] -Argenti [2ndchance] -Sugilite [SlaveAssistant ; Bidding4trouble] -TheHerta [headcanon] -Aglaea [Ruler ; -Jing Yuan [streamer ; Assistant -Caelus+Stelle [ 1 ] -Topaz [Spy ] -Castorice [ 1 ] -Himeko [1] -Nanook [Calamity] -Sampo [Ex -Sunday [Bond♂
Genshin -Ayato [Marriage ; Debt] -Neuvilette [Classmate] -Alhaithem [Letter
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im getting tired of seeing the doomposting abt the beta leaks lemme list some leak-free headcanons i have abt anaxa
he's touch averse
he was "raised" by the sages
he regularly fucks off to nowhere (there's a 50% chance hyacine knows where he is. no one knows all of his favorite hiding spots)
since the nousporist sage is in charge of managing the experiments i assume anaxa himself very much likes tinkering with his hands
he has really fast writing and typing speed
he made the gun himself
actually has chronic pain issues
^very risky for him to be too active
favorite board games include chess and diplomacy
all for now ! add your own if u feel like it
#viv.txt#hsr#anaxa#anaxa hsr#i started thinking abt his khaenriah connections while writing this and what if. hes into alchemy#i had to hold back so hard with some of these#i wanna ramble so badddd
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A public confession with Dr. Ratio, Moze, Anaxa, Mr. Reca and Luka?
I would blush so much my head would explode.
Pairing: Anaxa, Luka, Moze, Mr. Reca, Veritas Ratio x Fem!Reader
Tags: fluff, love confession, public display of affection, blushing, embarrassment, kisses
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A/N: One time a guy in my class gave me a love note and I felt like I was gonna faint cause my face was red. He did it in front of EVERYONE.
Anaxa confesses just to make a statement to others that you're off limits. He does have some feelings for you, but he would call them more possession rather than true love. Regardless of that fact he will make sure that no one other than him comes near you with romantic intentions. When he chose you as his target, he didn't just mean because of his work.
Luka will declare his love for you in his victory speech. He's up there in the ring, everyone looking at him but the only one he's looking at is you as he shouts his feelings for you at the top of his lungs. Suddenly their eyes turn to you, everyone is waiting to hear your response. It's not nearly as loud as his, it's very quiet, your face red with embarrassment, but yes, you do love him back.
Moze only confesses in public if it's important to keep you safe by him doing so. The reputation he has is great, so if people were under the impression that you're not just the person he's guarding but also the one he's dating it could help protect you. In addition to that it will make it easier for him to behave like a proper boyfriend should. He's had more than enough of hiding your relationship.
Mr. Reca declares his love with you on a set of his newest romance film. If anyone looks at the movie closely then they will be able to recognize the similarities between his romance with you and the romance plot of the movie. The movie is his confession to you, out there for everyone to see. And just like the main protagonist kisses his love interest after the confession, he kisses you.
Veritas Ratio tried to keep his feelings hidden for a while longer while he thinks of the perfect way to confess. Wouldn't you know it, he overheard you trying to beat him to it. There's no way he's gonna let you steal his thunder, by the time his declaration of love is over he will ensure that you are a blushing mess. And then he will swoop in and sweep you off your feet and into a kiss so you can't be mad at him.
#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#anaxa x reader#luka x reader#moze x reader#mr reca x reader#veritas ratio x reader#honkai star rail imagine#hsr imagine#honkai star rail headcanons#hst headcanons#honkai star rail fluff#hsr fluff#honkai star rail x you#hsr x you#honkai star rail x female reader#hsr x female reader#anaxa fluff#luka fluff#moze fluff#mr reca fluff#veritas ratio fluff#x female reader
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🔞Every glance you give someone is a dagger in his heart, and he's ready to make you bleed.
❤︎ Synopsis. In the shadows of his love, your every breath becomes a betrayal. His jealousy is a silent poison, and you are its only cure—or its next victim.
♡ Book. Forbidden Fruits: Intimate Obsessions, Unhinged Desires.
♡ Pairing. Yandere! Mr. Reca x Fem. Reader, Yandere! Mydei x Fem. Reader, Yandere! Anaxa x Fem. Reader, Yandere! Phainon x Fem. Reader
♡ Headcanons. Falling Into Darkness - Part 2
♡ Word Count. 8,106
♡ TW. dom + top + older + slightly sadistic yandere, general non-con + manipulation, rape, psychological + mental conditioning, fear play, emotional manipulation and abuse, rough play and sex, psychological + emotional trauma, isolation, monitoring, lack of boundaries, non-con kissing and/or touching, forced relationship, BDSM, manipulation of circumstances, threats, Stockholm Syndrome, name calling, slight degradation, humiliation, choking, slapping, fingering, forced oral, forced penetration, orgasm control, orgasm denial
♡ Note. This was made before the official releases of characters, so be warned that some information may be inaccurate once additional lore comes out.
♡ Mr. Reca.
"You’re mine, every piece of you—don’t you dare forget it. If anyone else dares to claim even a fraction of you, I’ll tear them apart with the same hands that make you scream my name."
The film reels of jealousy and desire—that’s how he would describe it. It’s never just rage that ignites Mr. Reca’s blood when someone else dares to linger too long in your shadow or lets their voice settle too comfortably in your ears. No, his jealousy is something far more visceral, more layered, more artful. He doesn’t just feel it; he directs it, letting it curl around his mind like the smoke of an old projector, every scene carefully composed to bring him closer to you. And when his jealousy crescendos into action, it is a masterpiece of possessive control and agonizing intimacy.
He sees you standing there—your figure illuminated by a faint and indifferent light, a half-smile on your lips as someone else dares to reach into his frame, contaminating the edges of his perfect shot. You don’t notice it at first, the way his dark eyes narrow, calculating and predatory, as though you are a wayward actress forgetting her role. You’re too distracted, too naïve, too willing to let your attention stray.
But not for long.
"You’re quite the little performer, aren’t you?" His voice is warm, teasing, as if you’re still unaware of the undertow beneath his words. The others in the room may laugh at his seemingly harmless tone, but you feel the subtle coil tightening around you. There’s always that edge of danger, of barely concealed madness, in the way he speaks. And as he takes measured steps toward you, his towering frame eclipsing everything else, you begin to realize you’re already in his trap.
Later, when it’s just the two of you, his true colors bleed through. His hands—so deft, so controlled when holding a camera or framing a shot—grip your wrists with precision that borders on clinical, pinning you against the cold, unforgiving wall of his studio. There’s no escape here. The room smells faintly of old film and chemicals, a suffocating aroma that mixes with the heat of his breath on your neck.
"Did you think I wouldn’t notice? That I wouldn’t see you handing out smiles to someone else like a whore handing out free tickets? Let me tell you something, darling…" His lips curl into a smile that doesn’t reach his eyes, his teeth grazing the delicate shell of your ear. You flinch, and he chuckles low and dangerous, the sound vibrating through your entire body. "I notice everything. Every flicker of your eyes, every shift in your tone, every breath you take that isn’t meant for me."
His jealousy isn’t just anger; it’s possession laced with hunger, a ravenous need to mark and claim every inch of you. He doesn’t just want to punish you for daring to let someone else see your light; he wants to remind you of what you belong to—who you belong to. His hands trail down your body, slow and deliberate, as though you’re something to be dismantled piece by piece. He doesn’t ask for permission. Why would he? In his eyes, you’re already his—have always been his.
"Do you think they could touch you like this?" he growls, his fingers digging into your skin just hard enough to make you gasp. The sound sends a shiver of satisfaction through him, his smirk widening. "Do you think they could make you feel this...helpless? This raw? No one else will ever get this close to you, not while I’m alive."
And he means it. He would burn entire galaxies to ensure it.
The intimacy is suffocating, a blend of terror and thrill that leaves you trembling. He drinks in your fear as if it’s the finest wine, his eyes gleaming with a sadistic pleasure that borders on reverence. His lips find yours—not to kiss, but to devour, his teeth biting down just enough to remind you of the power he holds. His touch is everywhere, overwhelming, pulling you deeper into the dark labyrinth of his control.
"You don’t get to look at anyone else, talk to anyone else, breathe for anyone else," he murmurs against your lips, his voice honeyed with venom. His hands tighten their hold, leaving imprints that feel more like brands, as if his touch alone could etch his ownership into your very bones. "And if you try, darling, I’ll make sure you remember why that’s the last mistake you’ll ever make."
His jealousy doesn’t fade when the moment is over; it lingers, a constant shadow that follows you wherever you go. He watches you like a hawk, always poised to swoop in the moment you step out of line. And yet, beneath the suffocating weight of his obsession, there’s something almost tender in the way he looks at you—as if you’re the one thing keeping him tethered to the madness spiraling inside him.
But even that tenderness is sharp-edged, dangerous, a reminder that his love is not something you can escape. It is a cage, beautiful and gilded, with bars made of his unyielding devotion and walls built from his insatiable need. And as you stand there, trembling beneath him, you know there’s no way out.
———
The air between you is thick—charged with something that crackles like the flickering reels of a forbidden film, a masterpiece only the two of you will ever see. You can feel him, the heat of his body pressing close, his fingers tracing idle patterns down your arms before gripping your wrists once more, this time with something more than just control. There’s want in the way his thumbs press into your pulse points, a quiet thrill in the way he feels your blood racing beneath his touch.
"Look at you," he murmurs, voice dark with amusement. "So easy to rile up. So easy to break."
You don’t respond. You can’t. Not when his mouth trails lower, ghosting over your jawline, the rough scrape of his teeth barely grazing your skin. Your breath hitches as he tilts your chin up with two fingers, forcing your gaze into his. Those dark eyes burn with something predatory, something deeper than mere jealousy—it’s hunger, raw and insatiable, and it’s all for you.
"You like this, don’t you?" he breathes, his lips brushing yours, not kissing—teasing, taunting, waiting for the moment you finally shatter beneath him. "The way I claim you. The way I remind you who you belong to."
His hands move—one curling possessively around your throat, not tight enough to hurt, but just enough to make you aware of his dominance, of the power he holds over you. The other drags down, fingertips ghosting over your collarbone before slipping beneath the fabric of your shirt. His touch is deliberate, a slow descent that makes you ache with the anticipation of what’s coming.
"You can pretend all you want," he continues, his breath hot against your ear, "but your body knows. It always does."
And then, suddenly, he presses you harder against the wall, his knee slotting between your thighs, his touch turning demanding. The moment you let out that quiet, breathless gasp, his smirk widens.
"That’s it," he purrs. "There’s my good girl."
He doesn’t wait. He doesn’t ask. He never does. Because you are his—his to own, his to ruin, his to worship in the way only he knows how. His fingers move lower, slipping beneath fabric, finding the heat of you, the evidence of just how much his jealousy has already claimed you.
"You’re dripping," he chuckles darkly, his fingers tracing over your slickness with agonizing leisure. "And all because I reminded you that you belong to me. Should I make you say it, sweetheart?"
He pushes one finger inside, slow and unrelenting, watching the way your body responds to him, watching the way your lips part in a strangled sound you barely contain. It’s intoxicating—the way you tremble, the way you fight against the pleasure even as he coaxes it out of you.
"Say it," he commands, his voice dropping into something lethal, something that leaves no room for disobedience. His grip tightens around your throat, not enough to hurt, but enough to send another wave of heat pooling low in your stomach.
You swallow, your body betraying you, your mind spiraling as his fingers work you open, slow and devastating.
"I…"
He doesn’t let up. Another finger joins the first, stretching you, teasing you, driving you closer to the edge you both know you won’t be able to resist for long.
"Say it," he growls, his lips brushing against your ear as his pace quickens, as he forces you closer to that delicious, agonizing release.
And when you finally break, when you finally let the words slip past your lips in a desperate, breathless plea, he only smirks, pressing a possessive kiss against your throat.
"That’s right," he whispers, his voice dripping with satisfaction. "Mine."
And he’s nowhere near done with you yet.
His smirk is razor-sharp, dark amusement curling at the corners of his lips as he watches you shatter beneath his touch. But he isn’t satisfied—not yet. No, this is just the prelude, the first scene in a long, unrelenting performance of control and desire.
"You think that’s enough?" His voice is low, velvety, curling around your spine like smoke. "That just saying it once will make me believe you?"
His fingers don’t stop—if anything, they move with more purpose now, curling, pressing against the spot that has you twitching, trembling, your knees weak beneath his relentless grip. You try to catch your breath, try to steady yourself against the wall, but he won’t let you. His free hand snakes around your waist, yanking you closer, crushing you against the solid heat of his body.
"You don’t get to come just because I let you," he murmurs, nipping at the sensitive skin of your throat, leaving marks that bloom under his teeth. "You come when I say. And right now? I don’t think you’ve earned it."
You whimper, a frustrated, desperate sound, and his grin deepens.
"That’s adorable," he chuckles, withdrawing his fingers suddenly—leaving you empty, aching. You make a sound of protest, but he silences you with a bruising kiss, his tongue sliding past your lips, claiming every inch of your mouth with the same ruthless possessiveness he exerts over the rest of you.
"Turn around," he orders against your lips, voice rough with unspoken hunger.
There’s hesitation in the way you move, in the way you glance at him with wide, hazy eyes. He sees it, and it makes something primal flare in his chest. His hand grips your jaw, forcing you to meet his gaze.
"Now."
A command, sharp as a blade.
You obey. Of course you do. Because no matter how much you fight, no matter how much you resist, your body already knows who it belongs to.
He presses you against the cold wall, his body flush against yours, his arousal hot and demanding against the small of your back. His hands make quick work of your clothing, pulling, tearing, stripping you of anything that separates him from what’s his.
"You wanted their attention," he growls, one hand fisting in your hair, tugging your head back as his other hand drags down your spine, nails raking over sensitive skin. "Letting them linger too close, letting them think they had a chance."
He laughs, a sound laced with dark amusement.
"They never did. And I’ll make sure they know it."
And then—he’s pressing inside you, slow, unyielding, filling you in a way that has you gasping, clawing at the wall, struggling to take all of him. He groans against your ear, his breath ragged, his control hanging by a thread as your body adjusts around him, gripping him like you were made for him.
"Fuck—" He barely gets the word out before his teeth sink into your shoulder, a possessive, unrelenting mark. "That’s it. Take it. Take what’s mine."
He doesn’t start slow. He doesn’t ease you into it. He sets a brutal pace from the start, dragging you back onto his cock with every thrust, forcing you to feel every inch of him. His grip on your hips is bruising, his fingers digging into your flesh with the kind of desperation that borders on madness.
"Let them hear you," he growls, voice thick with lust. "Let them hear who you belong to."
You try to muffle your moans, but he won’t allow it. His hand slides up, wrapping around your throat, squeezing just enough to make your head spin, to remind you that every breath you take belongs to him.
"You love this," he hisses against your ear, his pace unrelenting. "Being fucked like this. Being ruined like this. Tell me."
You can barely think, barely speak, but he doesn’t let up until you do—until you gasp out the words he’s been waiting for, until you beg him not to stop, until you tell him, over and over again, that you are his. Only his.
And when you finally break again—when pleasure slams into you so violently that your vision whites out—he follows with a groan, spilling inside you, burying himself to the hilt, making sure that even your body remembers who owns it.
He doesn’t pull away immediately. No, he stays there, still inside you, pressing lazy, possessive kisses along the curve of your neck, savoring the way you tremble, the way you sag against the wall, completely wrecked.
"You’re never running from this," he whispers, his lips curling into a satisfied smirk. "Not now. Not ever."
And you believe him.
Because you know, deep down, there is no escape.
You belong to him.
Now, always, forever.
♡ Mydei.
“Every time they look at you like that, I can’t help but wonder how much I’ll enjoy ripping their eyes out, watching them beg for forgiveness... while you scream my name, knowing you’re already mine.”
He’s watching you again.
Not the casual glance of someone observing from a distance, but the dissecting, scalpel-sharp gaze of a man who intends to understand you down to your barest threads. Mydei’s eyes, an unholy mix of apathy and predation, track your every movement as if cataloging the way your lips part, the delicate tremor of your fingers as you shift uncomfortably under the weight of his stare.
He doesn’t look away, and why would he? You’re the one trespasser in the chaotic web of his mind—an anomaly, a puzzle he has no desire to solve but every intent to shatter and claim as his own.
Jealousy is not a storm with him. It’s a silent poison that seeps through his veins and curdles his usually indifferent demeanor into something sharper. He thrives on control, a man who can reduce enemies to pulp with efficiency and precision, but with you? Oh, with you, the control unravels. It burns like acid behind his ribcage when someone dares to stand too close, when they look at you like you might just save them from the abyss.
They don’t realize you’re already lost. That he has taken you, even if your body hasn’t yet realized it.
There’s something raw about the way he prowls toward you in moments like these—jealousy coiling tightly around his chest. The man you know, or thought you knew, is eclipsed by the darker urges buried beneath his skin. Mydei doesn’t explode, doesn’t shout or rage when the green-eyed beast rears its head. No, he moves with purpose, with silence, with the kind of quiet horror that lets you feel the heavy weight of his presence before you see him appear at your side.
“Who was that?” His voice is low, deceptively calm, a rich baritone that makes your stomach knot. It’s the quietest he’s ever been, and yet it terrifies you more than any outburst.
The words catch in your throat. You don’t know what to say. What could you possibly say to a man who looks at you like he’s starving?
But his hand comes next—cold, rough, and unrelenting. He grips your chin, forcing your face up toward him. “Do you think I don’t see the way you smile at them? That coy little glance? Or are you too naive to understand how that feels? I’ve seen men kill for less, you know.” His smile doesn’t reach his eyes, and there’s something almost clinical about the way he looks at you, as though debating which piece of you to dismantle first.
His thumb strokes your cheek, a grotesque parody of tenderness. You flinch, but his grip only tightens, the faint sting a warning more than a punishment. “Do you know what they’ll see when they look at you tomorrow?” he whispers, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear. “Nothing. Because they won’t have eyes left to look with.”
Your heart lurches, a mixture of fear and... something darker curling low in your stomach. The way he speaks, the way his words weave between violence and possession—it’s intoxicating, horrifying. You should run. You should scream. But the world feels so much smaller in his presence, like you’ve already been swallowed whole.
And oh, he knows it. He can see the way your breath hitches, the shudder that runs through you despite your better instincts. It’s written all over his face—the way he revels in the power he has over you. It’s not enough to take your body, no. Mydei isn’t so simple. He wants to unravel your mind, wants to break you open and piece you back together in the image he’s chosen. He doesn’t just want you; he wants every piece of you to bear his mark.
Later, when the world narrows to just the two of you, his jealousy becomes something more primal. He doesn’t bother hiding the raw need in his movements, the desperation that seeps into the way his fingers trace every inch of your skin. It’s not love. Mydei doesn’t love in the way most men do. His affection is a devouring, brutal force—a hunger that will never be sated, no matter how much of you he consumes.
“You’re mine,” he growls, his voice rough and thick with possession as his hands tighten around your wrists, pinning you beneath him. His weight is suffocating, his touch both cruel and worshipful as though he can’t decide whether to crush you or praise you. “Say it.”
You don’t respond fast enough, and his lips crash against yours, bruising, punishing, and claiming all at once. He pulls back just enough to speak, his breath hot and ragged against your trembling lips. “Say it, or I’ll make you scream it.”
And you do. Because resistance feels pointless, futile against the tidal wave of his dominance. But deep down, there’s a part of you that knows—knows that no amount of pleading will ever be enough to free you from him.
Mydei isn’t the kind of man you escape from. He’s the kind you survive. Or don’t.
———
You never understood how thin the line between love and annihilation could be until he had you beneath him, caged by muscle and rage, his hands branding your wrists against the sheets like iron shackles. Mydei’s jealousy when you're alone with him was not a flickering ember—it was a consuming wildfire, roaring through every synapse of his body, and you were the oxygen feeding it.
“I should kill them,” he muses, as if discussing a minor inconvenience. “Gut them like the useless insects they are. Then, maybe you’d understand.” His grip tightens. “You are mine.”
He didn't just want to own you—he needed to. The thought of another so much as looking at you with hunger, breathing the same air you exhaled, sent a sickness crawling through his veins.
"Say it," his voice was molten, dripping with something darker than fury. A command, not a request. "Who do you belong to?"
Your lips were swollen, bruised from his kiss—if it could even be called that. It had been an assault, a declaration of war, his teeth claiming the softest parts of you as if biting down hard enough would tattoo his name inside your skin. He loomed over you, sweat slicking his broad frame, his chest rising and falling in ragged breaths. The heat between your thighs was unbearable, a mixture of shame and something primal, something ugly and needy that he had forced out of you.
"Say it," he growled again, fingers tightening around your throat, not enough to cut off air completely—no, Mydei was far too controlled for that—but enough to remind you that every breath you took was his to grant.
The moment your lips parted, even before you could surrender, he was inside you—stretching, splitting, ruining. There was no preparation, no patience. He wasn’t making love to you—he was destroying you, fucking you into something unrecognizable, something only he would ever be able to piece back together. The sharp sting of pain melted into something else, something worse, something addictive. He could see it in your eyes, the betrayal of your own body, how it welcomed him, clenched around him.
"This," he hissed against your ear, his teeth scraping the sensitive shell, "this is what you were made for. No one else will ever—ever—have you like this."
His thrusts were merciless, punishing. Every snap of his hips drove his point deeper than words ever could, carved his jealousy into your bones. There would be no part of you left untouched, unclaimed, unstained by him. You whimpered, and that sound—it sent him into something beyond madness, something feral.
He pressed your knees higher, forcing you open, spreading you wider beneath him, like a sacrificial offering on an altar built for him alone. The wet, obscene noises of skin against skin, the slick heat binding you together—it was filthy, primal, irreversible. His fingers dug into your flesh, nails biting, bruising, marking. Tomorrow, you wouldn’t be able to walk without remembering this moment. You wouldn’t be able to breathe without feeling him still inside you, stretching you, filling you, consuming you.
"You think anyone else could handle this?" His voice was raw, guttural, an animal barely clinging to reason. "You think anyone else could fuck you like this? Break you like this?"
His hand found your throat again, his grip tightening just enough to make your vision blur, to make the pleasure spiral into something terrifyingly exquisite.
"Answer me."
But there was no answer, not really, because Mydei already knew. He already knew there was no escaping him. Not from this. Not from him. Not when your body had already given him the only answer he would ever accept.
"Do you even know what you do to me?" he grits out, teeth catching your lower lip in a punishing bite before his tongue soothes the wound. "How fucking insane you make me?"
He moves like he wants to break you—wants to ruin you for anyone else, to carve himself so deeply inside you that no one would ever dare lay claim. Each thrust is punishing, deep, deliberate, meant to tear you apart and mold you into something that belongs only to him. He watches you through half-lidded eyes, hunger and fury tangled in his gaze, devouring every twitch, every helpless gasp, every slick, messy sound that escapes your lips.
"That's right," he murmurs, voice dangerously soft as he fucks into you, pace unrelenting, cruel. "Take it. Take everything I give you. There won’t be anything left of you when I’m done—nothing but me."
Your body is his altar, his obsession, his sickness, and he worships you in the only way he knows how—with destruction, with unrelenting, all-consuming filth, with the kind of love that tastes like blood and ruin. His jealousy isn't just a fire—it’s an inferno, and you are helpless in the blaze.
His grip tightens until your bones creak, his breath hot and ragged against your ear as he forces you deeper into the mattress. The weight of him is unbearable, a punishment, a claim—his body branding you as his. The jealousy seethes in his every touch, his nails dragging down your thighs, leaving behind angry welts that throb in time with your pulse.
"You think you can look at him and still walk away from this unscathed?" His voice is pure venom, thick with something far darker than anger, something primal, something sick. "Let me remind you, little thing—there’s nowhere to run when I’m inside you."
Your thighs tremble, spread wide by his knee, a cruel display of submission forced upon you. He drags his tongue down your spine, slow, methodical, savoring the way you shudder beneath him. He doesn’t let up, doesn’t slow—this isn’t about pleasure, not yours anyway. It’s about obliteration, about making sure that no part of you remains untouched, unstained by him. His hips snap forward, ruthless and unforgiving, forcing desperate, broken noises from your throat.
"Louder," he commands, yanking your head back by your hair, forcing you to meet his gaze in the dim, suffocating heat. "If you’re going to let someone else’s eyes linger on you, then they might as well know exactly who you belong to."
The stretch of him is unbearable, a brutal ache that borders on pleasure only because he wills it to be. He leans in, his lips ghosting over your cheek, deceptively soft. "Mine," he rasps, voice molten, dangerous. "Say it."
You barely choke out the word before his pace grows merciless again, dragging you deeper into the abyss of his obsession, into the space where only he exists. There is no escape. There never was. And as his fingers dig deeper into your flesh, forcing you to take him, to bear the full brunt of his possessive hunger, you realize—you don’t want to be saved.
♡ Anaxa.
"Every breath you take around them, every laugh, feels like a knife twisting deeper into me—do you think I won't make you regret it when it's just us, alone in the dark?"
His jealousy was not loud. It was not the kind of tempest that raged in obvious storms or shattered glass in fits of fury. No, Anaxa’s jealousy was the chilling silence that lingered long after the frost had claimed the earth, the quiet certainty of death’s encroaching grip. It was the moment before the blade fell, the breathless tension that promised violence not out of impulse but design.
You didn’t notice at first, not in the way he stared a second too long at the stranger who dared to speak to you with too much familiarity. Nor in the way his hand ghosted over your lower back in public, as though staking a claim in a language no one else could hear. His touch was subtle, his movements measured, but there was an unmistakable weight to them—a promise of ownership, a warning to anyone who thought they could take what belonged to him.
“You think they see you,” he said one evening, his voice soft, almost conversational. You were in the library, the two of you surrounded by tomes that reeked of knowledge and decay. His tone was calm, but his words sliced through the air with surgical precision. “But they don’t. They see an idea, a shadow of who you are. You…you are so much more than that. And they could never comprehend it.”
You didn’t realize he’d moved closer until the chill of his presence seeped into your skin, and when you turned to face him, his expression was unreadable, a mask of control that barely concealed the chaos beneath. His single visible eye gleamed with something darker than anger—something more insidious.
“They don’t deserve your time,” he continued, his gloved hand reaching out to brush a stray strand of hair from your face. The gesture was intimate, almost tender, but the slight tremor in his fingertips betrayed him. “They don’t deserve your mind. Or your body.” The last word lingered on his tongue like a forbidden prayer, dripping with a hunger that sent shivers down your spine.
His jealousy festered in the quiet moments, growing like a parasite that fed on every glance you shared with someone else, every smile that wasn’t meant for him. He never confronted you outright, never demanded explanations. Instead, he made himself a shadow, watching, waiting, calculating. The conversations you had with others became ammunition for his obsession, every laugh, every fleeting touch another thread in the intricate web he wove around you.
And then came the night he snapped—not in an outburst of rage, but in the kind of madness that only someone like Anaxa could embody. It was after a gathering, one where you’d spoken too freely, laughed too brightly, and lingered too long near someone else. You returned to your quarters to find him waiting, his silhouette a dark smear against the dim glow of the room.
“You looked…happy tonight,” he said, his voice devoid of warmth. His eye locked onto yours, unblinking, as he stepped closer. “It’s rare to see you like that. I wonder…was it them? Did they make you smile like that?”
Before you could answer, he was on you, his hand curling around your wrist with a force that bordered on painful. His touch was cold, his grip unrelenting, and yet there was an eerie calm to him, as though every movement had been rehearsed in his mind a thousand times.
“I’ve been patient,” he whispered, his breath ghosting over your ear as he pulled you closer. “I’ve given you freedom. Space. And yet…you still stray.” His lips brushed against your neck, a featherlight touch that sent a jolt of fear and something darker coursing through you. “Do you know what that does to me?”
He didn’t wait for an answer. Instead, he pressed you against the wall, his body a cage that left no room for escape. His hands roamed over you with a desperation that felt like possession, each touch a claim, each kiss a brand. “You’re mine,” he murmured against your skin, his voice trembling with a mixture of anger and longing. “You’ve always been mine. And if I have to remind you, I will.”
His jealousy was not an explosion—it was a slow, suffocating burn, a fire that consumed everything in its path until there was nothing left but ash. He didn’t just want your love; he wanted your submission, your surrender. He wanted every piece of you, mind and body, stripped bare and laid at his feet. And in the moments where his control slipped, where his hunger overpowered his reason, you saw the depth of his madness—the lengths he would go to keep you, to ensure that no one else could ever take you from him.
“You don’t understand,” he said once, his voice breaking as his hands framed your face, forcing you to look at him. “You can’t understand. I’ve seen the end, the void that waits for all of us. And you…you’re the only thing that keeps me tethered to this world.” His lips found yours then, harsh and unyielding, a clash of desperation and desire that left you gasping for air.
And as the night stretched on, as his jealousy consumed you both, you realized that there was no escaping him. Not because he wouldn’t let you—but because a part of you, the part he had meticulously broken and rebuilt in his image, didn’t want to leave.
———
"You can run, but you won’t get far."
Anaxa’s voice is a razor against your skin, soft, deliberate, laced with the kind of quiet promise that sends a shiver straight through you.
You should have known better.
You should have never let that stranger’s hand linger too long on your wrist, should have never let their voice settle too comfortably in your ears. Because he saw. He always sees.
And now, you’re here—pinned, bound, trapped—back arched against the cold surface of his desk, the scent of parchment and candle wax thick in the air, nearly drowned out by the heat radiating from him.
"You really don’t understand what you’ve done, do you?" His single visible eye gleams in the dim light, hunger and fury warring beneath the surface as his gloved fingers trail down your throat, pressing just enough to make your breath hitch. "You give your attention so freely—laughing, touching, tempting—as if you aren’t already mine."
His hands are cruel, teasing, gliding lower, parting your thighs without hesitation, without permission—because you have no permission to give. You belong to him. Your body, your pleasure, your very breath—it’s all his.
And he’s going to remind you.
A sharp, punishing slap lands between your legs, sending a jolt of pleasure-laced pain through your entire body. You whimper, your back arching instinctively, but it only makes him laugh—a dark, mocking sound that vibrates against your throat as he presses his lips there, kissing, biting, branding you with his teeth.
"Look at you," he murmurs, voice rough with barely restrained lust. "Falling apart already. And I haven’t even begun."
His fingers plunge into you, spreading, stretching, as his other hand tightens its grip on your throat. Slow, merciless, unrelenting.
"You don’t deserve my patience," he breathes, lips dragging down your chest, teeth scraping, biting, marking. "You deserve to be ruined."
And he does.
He takes everything—drags his gloved fingers through your slickness, spreading it, smearing it across your thighs like proof of your surrender. When he replaces them with his tongue, his mouth is just as vicious, lips and teeth working in perfect cruelty, leaving you writhing beneath him, desperate, needy.
But Anaxa doesn’t let you fall so easily.
No, he stops—pulls back just enough to make you feel the loss, to leave you shaking and ruined, right at the edge of oblivion.
"You want to come?" he taunts, voice like silk, wicked and knowing. His gloved fingers ghost over your soaked heat, but never give you what you need. "Then beg."
Your pride wants to resist—but you can’t.
Not when he’s watching you like this, eyes dark with amusement and pure, unfiltered ownership. Not when his knee is pressing between your legs, forcing you open, forcing you to want.
So you break. Of course you break.
"Please," you whisper, voice barely above a breath. "Please—please, I need—"
The sharpest, filthiest grin spreads across his lips.
"Oh, sweetheart," he coos, dragging his fingers achingly slow over your sensitive, desperate heat. "You need? Be more specific, my dear."
His hands move suddenly—gripping your thighs, flipping you over, pressing your chest against the desk.
"Then take it."
There’s no more patience. No more teasing.
Anaxa buries himself inside you, one sharp, punishing thrust that sends your breath shattering into a cry. Stretching you, filling you, claiming you.
"You feel that?" he growls, his gloved hand fisting in your hair, yanking your head back as his hips snap against you, relentless, ruthless, unforgiving. "That’s me. That’s mine. Every inch of you—mine."
And he doesn’t stop.
Not when you gasp his name, not when you clench around him so tightly he groans, not even when your body trembles beneath him, overwhelmed and wrecked beyond recognition.
He pounds into you with a fury that is both punishment and devotion, his gloved fingers finding your throat again, his other hand slipping lower, rubbing circles against your swollen, aching clit, forcing you into pleasure so unbearable it borders on pain.
"You think anyone else could take you like this?" His voice is breathless, hungry, filled with something dark and twistedly reverent. "You think they could break you like I do? Make you scream for them like this?"
The coil inside you snaps so violently that your legs nearly give out. But he doesn’t let you fall—he holds you, forces you through it, fucking you through the aftershocks, drawing out every last ounce of pleasure until you’re nothing but a shaking, ruined mess beneath him.
And still—still—he doesn’t let go.
His lips find your ear, whispering the last thing you’ll ever need to know.
"This is what you wanted, isn’t it?"
He smirks when you don’t answer—when you can’t answer.
And then, with a slow, devastating thrust that makes your entire body shudder, he growls—
"Say it."
After all, that was all you were trained to do, lest he punish you once more.
♡ Phainon.
"Every time you smile at someone else, I feel the urge to ruin you—piece by piece—until you understand that no one else can make you feel what I do, not even close."
Phainon had always been the portrait of refinement. His words, smooth and calculated, dripped with an almost divine grace that made those around him lean in just to catch every syllable. He carried himself like a savior—a self-anointed guardian of the universe, an eternal being who bore the weight of countless lives with a smile as serene as the still surface of a poisoned lake.
But beneath the godlike composure lurked something darker, something jagged and unyielding. He had perfected the art of patience, of wearing his charisma like armor, yet when it came to you, his façade cracked, if only slightly. The thought of you—his delicate, radiant, fragile little mortal—turning your attention to anyone else was an aberration he couldn’t tolerate. It made his carefully constructed calm unravel, one golden thread at a time. And for someone like Phainon, unraveling wasn’t a descent into chaos. No, it was a meticulous, deliberate destruction of anything—or anyone—that dared to take you from him.
Today, it had been a smile. A brief, fleeting smile you had offered to another—an insignificant flicker of kindness you likely thought nothing of. But to Phainon, that smile was a betrayal. His, his, his. It was supposed to be his privilege, his right, to see that softness, that vulnerability. And now, someone else had stolen what was his by design.
He didn’t confront you immediately. That would have been too simple, too crude. No, Phainon preferred to let his fury simmer, curling and twisting inside him until it became something potent enough to wield. You didn’t even notice the subtle shift in his demeanor when he approached you later that evening. His smile was as warm as ever, his blue eyes alight with something you mistook for affection.
But then the door clicked shut, and the lock twisted into place. The sound echoed in the room, sharp and deliberate, and when you turned to face him, the air between you was heavy, suffocating. He wasn’t smiling anymore.
“You’ve been very... lively today,” he began, his voice smooth and measured, each word carefully chosen. His tall frame cast a long shadow over you as he stepped closer, his hands clasped loosely behind his back. “That sparkle in your eyes—it’s lovely. Was it him who put it there?”
Your stomach dropped, and you took a cautious step back, but the corner of the table stopped you. His gaze pinned you in place, unwavering, and there was no mistaking the steel behind his gentle tone.
“I wonder what you said to him,” he mused, his head tilting slightly as if he were genuinely curious. “What could possibly have made you smile like that? Did he compliment you? Make you laugh? Or perhaps... did he touch you?” The last question came out softer, but it hit you like a slap, the weight of it heavy with accusation.
“I didn’t—” you started, but the words faltered under his piercing stare.
“Did I ask for excuses?” he interrupted, his voice still maddeningly calm. His hand reached out, his fingers brushing against your jaw, tilting your face upward so you couldn’t avoid his gaze. His touch was gentle, almost tender, but the intensity in his eyes sent a shiver down your spine. “You’re avoiding the question, my dear. And you know how much I hate being ignored.”
The grip on your chin tightened—not enough to hurt, but enough to remind you of the strength behind it, the strength he could so easily unleash if he wanted to. “You think I don’t see it? The way you invite attention without even realizing it. You make it so easy for them to believe they have a chance with you, don’t you?” His tone was still calm, but there was a dangerous edge to it now, a simmering anger barely contained beneath the surface.
When you tried to pull away, he let you, only to catch your wrist in a vice-like grip a moment later. His smile returned, but it was sharp and humorless, his blue eyes glowing faintly as the room seemed to grow colder. “Ah, there it is,” he said softly, his thumb brushing over the pulse point in your wrist, feeling the frantic beat of your heart. “That fear. That delicious, exquisite fear. You know, I envy it—because it means you still have something left to lose. But don’t worry, my darling. I’ll take it all away soon enough.”
He pulled you closer, his breath warm against your ear as he leaned in, his voice dropping to a whisper. “You don’t understand, do you? You’re mine. Every thought, every breath, every inch of your soul—it all belongs to me. And I’ll make sure you never forget it.”
Before you could respond, his lips descended on yours in a kiss that stole the air from your lungs. It wasn’t soft or tender—it was a claim, a punishment, a reminder of his dominance. His hands roamed your body with a possessiveness that left no room for argument, as if he were mapping every inch of you, ensuring there was no part of you he hadn’t claimed.
When he pulled back, his breath was ragged, his eyes dark with an unholy mixture of desire and madness. “You’ll stay with me,” he murmured, his forehead pressed against yours. “Not because you want to, but because you have no other choice. I’ll make sure of it. I’ll shatter every door, burn every bridge, destroy every hope you have of escaping me. And when there’s nothing left, you’ll see that you were always meant to be mine.”
———
The weight of his body pressed you down, his breath hot against your ear, the shuddering exhale betraying restraint he was seconds from shattering. His fingers, calloused from years of wielding his claymore, dragged down your spine with aching deliberation, savoring the way you trembled beneath him. "Mine," he whispered, the syllable drawn out like a prayer, or a curse.
His breath is ragged, hot, his lips ghosting over your jaw, your throat, your parted lips—but never quite kissing you, never giving you what you want. His control is slipping, unraveling, but still, he wants to hear you beg.
"Say it again."
His voice is a growl, deep, guttural, animalistic in its need. His fingers tighten around your wrists, pinning them above your head, his other hand crushing your thigh apart, forcing you open, making sure there is nowhere for you to run.
"Tell me who you belong to."
Your breath shudders, your mind blank, drowning in the heat, the pressure, the pure ownership of his touch.
"You," you gasp, barely able to form the word. But it’s not enough.
"Not like that." His teeth scrape against your throat, biting down, sucking bruises into your skin, a mark of possession so deep it will never fade. "Say it like you mean it. Say it like you understand what I’m about to do to you."
You whimper, writhe, your thighs trembling as he grinds against you, slow, devastating, teasing you with the thickness of his cock, with the unbearable pressure that makes you ache, makes you burn, makes you lose every last ounce of shame.
"Phainon," you plead, desperate, mindless, completely ruined.
And that’s when he snaps.
His fingers thread into your hair, yanking your head back, exposing your throat to his teeth as he slams into you, all at once, stretching you, forcing you to take him, forcing your body to mold around him.
The force of it steals the air from your lungs.
A strangled, broken cry escapes you, but he doesn’t slow, doesn’t give you a moment to adjust. No, he drives himself into you, deeper, harder, merciless, relentless, so fucking big it feels like he’s splitting you apart, ruining you, reshaping you into something that can only ever belong to him.
"Mine," he growls, his voice shaking with need, with pure possession. His hand wraps around your throat, not squeezing, just feeling the way your pulse races beneath his fingers. "Do you feel that?" His hips snap forward, forcing you to take every inch, burying himself inside you so deep it makes your toes curl.
You can’t speak. You can’t breathe.
"You were made for this," he whispers, his teeth grazing the shell of your ear. "Made for me."
There was nothing gentle in the way he claimed you. His grip on your wrists was bruising, pinned tightly above your head as his mouth descended upon you, ravenous, unyielding. He bit down on your throat, leaving marks that would never truly fade, his tongue following in their wake, soothing, as if apologizing for the possessive violence of his touch. But you knew better. There was no regret in him—only hunger, only the furious need to carve himself into your very being, to make you feel him in the marrow of your bones.
Each thrust was punishing, measured, tearing gasps from your throat as your body burned beneath his. The air between you was thick with heat, with the scent of sweat and something darker—something raw and desperate. His name spilled from your lips, but that wasn’t enough for him. His fingers found your jaw, forcing you to meet his gaze, eyes dark with obsession. "Say it again," he demanded, his voice rough, shaking with the effort of holding himself together. "Tell me who you belong to."
You barely had the breath to respond, but the moment you did, he rewarded you with something deeper, something harsher, his pace quickening until the world around you blurred into nothing but him. His teeth raked across your skin, his hand slipping between your thighs, drawing out cries he swallowed with his mouth, feeding off the way you unraveled beneath him.
His hand slips between your thighs, fingers finding that sensitive, swollen place, rubbing in slow, teasing circles. The contrast is unbearable—his brutal pace, the gentleness of his touch.
His grip tightens as his pace picks up, brutal, overwhelming, devastating. Every thrust pushes you higher, higher, spiraling toward ruin, your body completely at his mercy, his cock dragging against the deepest parts of you, pushing you into a haze of pleasure so sharp it borders on pain.
"You like this, don’t you?" he taunts, breathless, wrecked, but still in control. "Being fucked like this—pinned down, stretched open, completely owned. Tell me."
"Yes," you sob, your body trembling, clenching around him, dragging a low, broken groan from his lips.
That’s all he needs.
With a harsh, guttural curse, his pace turns punishing, primal, fucking you like he wants to break you, like he wants to carve himself so deep inside you that no one else will ever reach you again.
"Say my name," he demands, his voice a low snarl, his hand slipping down, rubbing you faster, harder, forcing you closer to the edge.
You scream it.
And then you shatter.
Your entire body locks up, pleasure slamming into you so hard it steals the air from your lungs, dragging you under, drowning you in a release so intense it borders on agony.
But he doesn’t stop.
No—he rides you through it, chasing his own pleasure, his rhythm stuttering as he loses himself, burying himself as deep as he can go, groaning your name like a prayer as he spills inside you, claiming you in the filthiest, most undeniable way possible.
But it wasn’t enough.
It would never be enough.
Your world is reduced to the weight of him, the sheer power caging you against the bed, against the force of his body, against the raw, overwhelming intensity of Phainon’s hunger.
His grip tightened as he drove himself deeper, chasing that place inside you where pleasure curled dangerously close to pain. "No one else will ever touch you like this," he murmured, a promise, a warning, punctuated by another thrust that left you gasping. "No one else will ever have you the way I do."
The weight of him collapses over you, his breath hot, ragged, his lips pressing against your sweat-damp skin, murmuring something—something possessive, something final.
"You’ll never leave me."
A promise.
A threat.
A fucking vow.
♡ A/N. I'm so mindblocked lol. Horror content is not cooperating with me this week. Genuinely tweaking rn. So, time for some long-awaited vanilla yandere content, before I ruin these characters dead-dove style. haha jk jk maybe. This is mostly a prequel to my actual dead dove style. Also, I did not mean to make this spicy... it just happened when I was experimenting, but oh well. Don't expect anything intense though, just generic vanilla sex. Tch, boring vanilla rape. But I can't put intense sex yet, because I'll go overboard with the word count. It's why I'm separating each character with their own unique dead dove AHD sex style for the SNAPPED Jealousy headcanons.
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hey. Hey. do we think kevinsu in hsr will be like kiamei. like how mei never gets paired with kiana in other worlds/timelines. bronseele are with each other, but never kiamei. ei and miko... acheron and black swan... hell, i don't even think kevin will get to have MEI in every timeline either.
im so sad someone KILL ME. PHAINAXA.... KEVIN..... SU....... the headcanon that anaxa remembers his other variants' memories has been making me insane. someone bash my head into the ground. do NOT do this to me. okay anyways i miss kevinsu dearly
#like. oh my god this honkai shit is SERIOUS!!!#what the fuck man#kiamei and kevinsu tragic in every universe? more likely than u think. the kaslanas got ISSUES#mya's idle chatter#hsr#honkai star rail#phainon#anaxa#phainaxa#kevinsu#hi3#honkai impact 3rd#kevin kaslana#su hi3
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HSR MAN HEADCANONS 1
When you tell them how you love them.
*addition Amphoreus character*
Blushing like red tomato then replied 'I love you too' Team: Gepard, Dan Heng, Sunday, Moze, Anaxa, Yinxing (Blade real name), Caelus
'Oh...you love me. *chuckle* i love you too, Sweetheart'. Then gently kiss your forehead Team : Aventurine, Sampo Koski, Welt, Jiaoqiu, Gallagher, Boothill, Argenti, Screwllum, Phainon, Mydei, Dan Feng, Mr Reka
Brain stop working moment Team: also Gepard, Dr Ratio, Also Anaxa, Also Boothill, Also Dan Heng.
'You're an idiot...but I love you too'. Being tsundere i see.. Team: Dr Ratio and Also Mydei
Hi yall. Sorry for have long update. I suddenly caught fever and take time to rest. This my first hsr post hope everyone like. And Hoyo i want more Men character. If you ask me who i'm main in Hsr. Its Gallagher...i miss that mess man.
#hsr#sunday hsr#hsr aventurine#mydei#phainon#jing yuan#gepard landau#dr ratio#screwllum#gallagher hsr#welt yang
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Lavandula’s Valentine Event
Duration: February 14th- February 28th
I have always been a hopeless romantic, so I thought it was suitable to do a Valentines Day event ♥︎
There are going to be two “mini events” in one: match-up and love letters from a character of your choice.
The rules are further down in the post. Read my rules before requesting. I only take requests for male characters.

The Cupid’s Matchmaking Service
Wondering who would suit you best as romantic partner? Look no further, The Cupid’s Matchmaking Service is here to help you ♥︎

Amor’s Love Letters
Love is in the air and what isn’t more fitting than love letters from your secret admirer? It is Valentine and Amor is making sure every single love letter finds its way home to its receiver’s heart ♥︎

Love Stories
The Cupid is a sucker for some good ol’ love stories. Because who can say no to romance stories?

Rules
The Cupid’s Matchmaking Service:
Tell me a little about yourself: hobbies, personality, likes and dislikes, favourite things (not obligatory), MBTI (not obligatory), zodiac sign (not obligatory) and etc. Please do not write unnecessary long paragraphs, but do give me something to work with (do not share any sensitive information). A Cupid’s needs some sort way to find your soulmate ;) Let me know is if you want your matchmaking profile to include yandere or not. Let me know what fandom/ fandoms you want to be matched with. You can choose up to 4 different fandoms.
If you wish for the matchmaking profile to including short NSFW headcanons, you have to be over 18 plus non-anonymous and you need to have your age in bio and/or pinned post. If you wish to remain anonymous for everyone else (except me), you can send me a DM (you still have to be over 18 with your age in bio and/ or pinned post).
Amor’s Love Letters:
Tell me what character or characters you want to receive a love letter from (max 2 characters per request). If you want the love letter to include anything specific, let me know in the request, though don’t go overboard with the details (no angst is allowed). If you want the love letter to have yandere themes, let me know, if not I will automatically write it as non-yandere/ normal.
If you wish for the love letter to include NSFW, you have to be over 18 plus non-anonymous and you need to have your age in bio and/or pinned post. If you wish to remain anonymous for everyone else (except me), you can send me a DM (you still have to be over 18 with your age in bio and/ or pinned post).
Love Stories
Tell me what character/ characters you wish to be included in your request. You can either request some headcanons (romantic and/ or valentine themed) or a short drabble/ fanfic. You can request max 3 characters per request. Let me know if you want yandere or non-yandere/ normal. Angst is not allowed. If you want me to include something specific, let me know (don’t go too overboard).
If you want your request to be NSFW, you have to be over 18 plus non-anonymous and you need to have your age in bio and/or pinned post. If you wish to remain anonymous for everyone else (except me), you can send me a DM (you still have to be over 18 with your age in bio and/ or pinned post).
Fandoms and Characters You Can Request From:
♥︎ Attack on Titan
Armin
Connie
Eren
Erwin
Jean
Levi
Porco
Reiner
Zeke
♥︎ Bungo Stray Dogs
Akutagawa
Ango
Atsushi
Chuuya
Dazai
Fukuzawa
Fyodor
Jouno
Mori
Mushitaro
Nikolai
Ranpo
Sigma
Tachihara
Tetchō
♥︎ Death Note
L
Light
Matsuda
Matt
Mello
Mikami Teru
♥︎ Demon Slayer
Akaza
Douma
Enmu
Giyu
Muzan
Obanai
Rengoku
Sanemi
Tengen
♥︎ Genshin Impact
Albedo
Alhaitham
Ayato
Baizhu
Capitano
Childe
Cyno
Dainsleif
Diluc
Dottore
Gorou
Heizou
Itto
Kaeya
Kaveh
Kazuha
Kinich
Lyney
Neuvillette
Ororon
Pantalone
Pierro
Sethos
Thoma
Tighnari
Venti
Wanderer/ Scaramouche
Wriothesley
Xiao
Zhongli
♥︎ Honkai Star Rail
Anaxa
Argenti
Aventurine
Blade
Boothill
Caelus
Dan Heng
Dr. Ratio
Gallagher
Gepard
Jiaoqiu
Jing Yuan
Luocha
Moze
Mr. Reca
Mydei
Phainon
Sampo
Sunday
Welt
♥︎ Jujutsu Kaisen
Choso
Geto
Gojo
Mahito
Nanami
Toji
♥︎ Love and Deepspace
Caleb
Rafayel
Sylus
Xavier
Zayne
♥︎ Tears of Themis
Artem
Luke
Marius
Vyn
#Lavandula’s valentine event#genshin impact x reader#yandere genshin#honkai star rail x reader#yandere hsr#jujustsu kaisen x reader#yandere jujutsu kaisen#love and deepspace x reader#yandere love and deepspace#demon slayer x reader#yandere demon slayer#death note x reader#yandere death note#bungo stray dogs x reader#yandere bungo stray dogs#tears of themis x reader#attack on titan x reader#yandere aot#genshin x reader#hsr x reader#lads x reader#genshin smut
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I spent the whole day working on commissions, so to unwind, I did what I do best. Realistic-ish face headcanons and redesigns for anime characters LMAO
I've been playing through Amphoreus slowly but surely and it's been a fun ride, although some things are..... truly, just your typical hoyoverse grievances.
Have these little guys.
Running and open water are often described as "dark as wine" or "black" in ancient greek texts. That is why I decided to make Castorice's hair long and black, flowing, like a river. A reference to River Styx if you will. She still dyes the ends purple and keeps her make-up light despite the obvious rot creeping up her neck— she wants to be lively and beautiful, you see.
Hyacine in my mind is a warrior cleric of Aquila. Her headpiece is a reference to the winged victory of Samothrace. I placed Athena's owl on her earrings and brooch, kind of like what some drachmas look like. Her hair is made to be flowy and white in the ends, kind of like a cloud. She's knowledgeable, she's a warrior, and she's a little bird.
Aglaea and Anaxa are from the same generation in my mind and both of them are older than most of the rest. They look the part. Anaxagoras is a cynical little recluse with fragile health and a sickly constitution, that spends his days holed up in the Grove. My man hasn't seen the sun in years.
Aglaea is beautiful and regal and the age only makes her be even more so.
#hsr phainon#hsr mydei#hsr anaxa#hsr aglaea#hsr castorice#hsr hyacine#hsr tribbie#hsr#honkai star rail#amphoreus#character redesign#honkai star rail redesign#my art#art#portraits#phaidei#aglanaxa
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𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙝 𝙙𝙪𝙢𝙥¬!

source: no home/homeless by wanan
currently, i am mostly posting fanfics of my fav stuff, plus fanart here and there. basically i'm just sharing my love for fictional characters with everyone hihihi this masterlist will update as i write more, so stay tuned!
𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭!
ig my only warning for this blog is that i will literally write whatever which may include nsfw (will have warnings on them, so read at your own risk!). and haunted house au. and detective agency au. and also trucks. and npc game system au. and gut-wrenching angst. literally whatever im in the mood for, so its like a bag of full of surprises. sorry guys lol. for my "x reader" fics, i aim to write a gender neutral reader !unless specified!
for any new followers or those stopping by, i have given my fics "awards" which are basically recommendations for what to read (bc a lot of my older works suck poo):
[⭐ 'beginner's recc!' award] - a good intro to my writing/easy to read!
[❤️"readers' pick!" award] - (what i assume to be) readers' fav!
[👑'most popular!' award] - has the most likes/notes!
[🧸 "angelesca's current fav!" award] - my current fav! (if anyone cares lol)
[🎀 "the new guy!" award] - my most recent writing!
𝙡𝙚𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤 𝙙𝙪𝙢𝙥𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜~!

𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌, 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒌𝒂𝒊 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓 𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒍! ˚☽˚.⋆
100 𝓯𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓬𝓲𝓪𝓵! ♡ (˘▽˘>ԅ( ˘⌣˘) >>> poll my assassin is so bad at his job, everyone thinks he's my guardian angel (blade x gnreader) [title stc] [current wip!] [+cover art] . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒌𝒂𝒊 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒗𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒎𝒆𝒔! (all equipped with cover art!) . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . [vol.1] (sunday) i got isekai'd into the dreamscape but... i'm just a truck driver?! [vol.2] (phainon) i want to live quietly as an npc! [❤️"readers' pick!" award] [👑'most popular!' award] --------------super secret epilogue... [vol.3] ... wip! . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁various | seasonal . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ 🎃 the great encounters of xianzhou luofu's haunted house [⭐ 'beginner's recc!' award] •• extras for haunted house 🌹 who's your 2025 valentine's? personality quiz!
˚☽˚.⋆ sunday • sunday is incapable of washing his hands pt. 1 | pt. 2 • for who did the sinner turn to for solace? • vows are not meant to be exchanged with the devil • the stars will bend so that we can find each other again ˚☽˚.⋆ aventurine • come make a fun bet with aventurine (come, come) ˚☽˚.⋆ anaxa • x, the wheel of fortune [🧸 "angelesca's current fav!" award] • dating headcanons (nsfw) [🎀 "the new guy!" award]

𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐭! ˚☽˚.⋆
˚☽˚.⋆ various • teyvat's sleuth operatives ˚☽˚.⋆ childe • childe is kinda obsessed with you

𝐰𝐨𝐰! 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐭! ˚☽˚.⋆
anaxa fanart
sunday fanart
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