#Also thank you Rory Kinnear for the line delivery that lives in my head rent free

[epersonae]

Thinking about "whim-prone" again, and feeling that experience of doing things that look from the outside like sudden changes (leaving "your comfortable life" with just a note) but actually it's been brewing for so long, deep in your head all the pieces slowly coming together into "oh right this is what I'm going to do" as all those little bits of discomfort finally look like something specific, all those hints of what might be turning into what you have to do, and it was there all along but the people you can't trust are never going to see it