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sercphs · 8 months ago

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Oh yeah, I want to announce this officially.

Over this weekend I will begin work on making a Carrd, and will be merging my Multi (@sercphs) into this blog so that I can run with one single blog.

Honestly, Writing Fischl is a big task for me to do since can be quite exhaustive to write, but I don't want to do away with her because I really do love writing her. Going forward I intend to condense into one multi and run out of that so that it's easier for me to manage, and those changes will be coming over the next week-or-so depending on how long it takes me to get formatting and the like done.

#das selbst durch die linse .. ooc #It's a big task coming up #especially since I am entirely unfamiliar with Carrd (I have some knowledgeable folks who are going to help out)#But I write on my multi way more than I write here #So like #If you're following me for just Fischl #This blog will be going up in activity when that happens #This is just a forewarning that the changes are coming #And that if you only want Fischl you should probably unfollow since it will be a lot of Not Fischl #Also it's 2am I'm going to bed

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dystopeyes · 7 months ago

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prey

#abigail hobbs #hannibal #abigail hobbs fanart #sketchbook #fanart #artists on tumblr #my art #i'm not fully happy with the way i drew abigail #but i really do like the deer #and the speread looks pretty #it's just sketchbook doodling #it doesn't have to look perfect #it's almost 2am here idk i'm just rambling #i'm going to bed #also this is from last year i think #probably november

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mariemariemaria · 3 months ago

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i feel kinda crazy bc whenever i was a teenager i created this sorta imaginary older big sister who had moved out of the house so in my head i could live w her whenever i wanted bc she had survived it all and was independent and she would also just comfort me in a big sisterly way whenever something bad or upsetting happened and recently ive been going back to that at my big age 😭 and its kinda sad and also just wish fulfillment and also kinda scary bc i really used to think that by my age i'd have everything sorted but i really don't and i know that's normal and nobodies twenties are perfect but some people also have good relationships w their fathers which is crazy just to think about sooo

#is this readable? i hope not ❤️#i typed up some of my feelings about this in a word doc and just realised like damn i basically have an imaginary friend as an adult #i really am crazy lol #i just feel lonely within my family atm. bc my brother is younger than me so he could never really do anything to help #and i feel like i cant really trust my mam the same anymore..even tho i still love her a lot #and i'm trying to improve my relationship w my dad bc im realising what a hard life he had and that he's not like an irredeemable Bad Perso #and sometimes he'll look at me a certain way or apologise for something small that he would never have apologised for a couple of years ago #and i feel like im going crazy like is he becoming a better person or..? and i feel bad bc im not really doing the same #or maybe i am. sometimes i think im unfair to him considering how he is now but i also cant really reconcile what he is now w/ how he #was then. and then he'll suddenly say something to me in a certain tone of voice or with a certain sharpness and i'll go back to how a felt #as a teenager :/ i rlly dont know what to do about it but i think its because i dont really have anyone to talk to about it #i mean i sort of do. but i also dont actually know how much of it actually happened and how much of it i just made up #but having worked w teenagers yeah they can be little shits but i also cant imagine treating any of them the way my dad treated me #just bc theyre annoying or have an attitude or are a little mean or whatever #like theres actually a lot of ppl i could talk to but also how do you even bring something like this up #how do i say 'oh and i invented an older sister as a coping mechanism and sometimes i still talk to her in my head' without sounding crazy #its 2am here i need to go to bed i have work in the morning 😭 day and night and next day ruined bc my dad spoke to me slightly funny

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mishkakagehishka · 4 months ago

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It's fine my dad sleeps the same way + wakes up periodically and he's still kicking

#lights cigarette. wow. i'm just like my father.....#thot of this bc i thought to call him just to kill time but decided against it bc he's getting older so idk maybe he's sleepin #but he's the same going to bed past midnight and waking up at 6-7. except he'll also get up at 1-2am just to have a snack 😭

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tardis--dreams · 1 year ago

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Gonna go running tomorrow!!!! Gotta hype myself up because i know once my alarm goes off at 6am i will not be as excited anymore ((((: BUT I'LL GO RUNNING!!!!

#i just #need to get some actual exercise #where i can completely exhaust myself #i mean. i get some pretty exhausting 10 minutes every morning on my hike to class #but i want something a bit longer and something that will end in a nice shower and not in a seminar room #I'm just a bit scared of how it'll go because so far the paths where people exercise are also occupied by other people #and then there's bikes that might kill you if you don't watch out #so i wanna go early so i hopefully avoid random people taking a painfully slow walk in the middle of the path #so you can't pass them #but I'll be moving!!! fast!! i cannot wait tbh #i should have gone tonight #(watch me oversleep and be too unmotivated to go tomorrow morning... istg if i don't get up at 6 #I'll still go at 8 or 9 or 10 am and have to live with the consequences of the paths being crowded #I'd go to bed early but my neighbors keep me up until 2am every night so that's fun #but the running will be worth it #(I'm not even a runner ㅠㅠ i just need to substitute my usual high intensity workouts with something other than pilates and yoga #i mean it's definitely not bad to be forced to do something out of my comfort zone but i really miss my jumping around time)#void screams

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seekingthestars · 1 year ago

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sometimes i get the General Melancholies and i hate it a lot

#personal #i stayed up until almost 2am last night reading fic (not melancholy-related)#so i am tired #and i was fully planning on going to bed at a reasonable hr tonight #but then i was minding my own business when the General Melancholy slunk in and now it's almost 1am #and i desperately need to go to sleep and i'm tired and i want to #but i also don't want to go to bed bc i don't want to wake up and be tired again and have to deal with the day #and i have long in-person meetings and my brother and sister-in-law are coming and the dog is gonna be here #and they're going on a 10 day vacation and we just get to babysit the dog the whole time #which is going to drive my cats insane #one of them will probably scratch herself to bleeding at some point bc she gets so stressed when doggo is here that long #that's not FAIR it's HER house it's supposed to be her SAFE SPACE #idk #a lot of things going on in my brain about relationships and shit #hate it #giving me the Melancholies #i know i'll snap out of it but rn it sucks a little

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sesshy380 · 9 months ago

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I am so tired. Was going to push myself another hour in hopes that it would help me get the full nap period I was aiming for, but knowing my luck I'll nap for like an hour then have to struggle to make it to 2am + drive home. It's been a while since I've drank any Monster, but I have a feeling I may need to stop and pick up a few to get through the night.

#me: volunteers for a few overnight shifts to get extra hours bc i need the money #also me: why did i do this to myself?#especially since i know that if i need to do anything #it has be between 7am and 2pm before all my energy for the day just poofs out of existence #which means working a 5:30pm to 2am shift is just madness #now i'm rambling #ok i'm going to bed now #i'll suffer the consequences later #wish me luck

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quatregats · 8 months ago

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Just pulled an all-nighter for no apparent reason, very interesting

#at like 10pm i was like this feels like 1am and now that it's 7am i'm like this might as well be 2am for all i can tell #i should go to bed this is concerning #unfortunately i also have a case of the hornblower brainworms and would like to beam several stories directly from my head #but that's not going to translate into anything meaningful at this stage so i might as well sleep #perce rambles #crazy though how i pulled exactly one all-nighter in college and it was the last day of finals my fourth year #and since then i've pulled several for no reason at all #not sure what's up with the old brain but it's been on a very weird wavelength since graduation and/or covid year off

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avian-hearts · 10 months ago

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WAIT i don't remember if i showed a bit of this yet already,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, immortal creatures in love <3

#caw caw #i've been going to bed at 2am lately and also waking up past noon. hghseoujdjegou #you can rlly tell that i made longan's colours more muted and stuff too #our size difference may not be Accurate either but it's okay; i think i deserve to be Huge As Shit too <3 #i don't know if i wanna do that when i'm drawing my bird form with my other f/os though................................................#like for instance; my last drawing with cacao!

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depoteka · 11 months ago

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all the christmas food and celebrating made me go lie down for a bit

#not exactly feeling sick but just. weird #now i'm sitting here drinking peppermint tea #might also go to bed early because yesterday i went to bed at 2am and woke up at 11 hhhh #and how's your holidays going friends?

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aphroditenyan · 1 year ago

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small wip of my next drawing while i try and figure out how to simplify the background...

#i mean hey i'm referencing/tracing from a 3d model this time and not just photos so i say it's a slight improvement...#i should probably go to bed before that though lol #it's like 2am right now #also unrelated but i want to redraw my earlier space kuromi drawing sometime... maybe i can do it next year!

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fr-thrice · 2 years ago

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guess what!! i got a new job!!! it's seasonal and doesn't make a lot but it has A PREDICTABLE SCHEDULE (angelic singing). i start probably next week and I'm always nervous about new things but here's hoping that it'll make me feel less AAAA

#g postin #i hav to go to bed sooner o7 but don't have to get up at 2am on random days so i count it as a win #and it's fish conservation stuff! yippee!#also PS I'm liking my new lair layout so far cuz I'm excited to breed dragons again

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risaonda · 2 years ago

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i always forget what a good character knuckles is and then i see him at all and i’m like man knuckles rules i love knuckles

#venus ambassador give us a post #turns out in artazon i can actually watch a show and hatch eggs better than i can hatch eggs and be on my phone #it's also now like 2am so i'm going to hatch these and then promptly go to bed #anyway knuckles is my friend and he is so cool and he is red and can fly

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wildflowercryptid · 1 year ago

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