#Alicents mind is literally pandoras box and I love her for it
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What people still dont understand about Alicent Hightower is that she loves her children and would sacrifice her life for them and bring an entire kingdom to its knees for them, but at the same time, she doesn't really like them all that much. And then she despises Rhaenyra to her core but also never felt a deeper connection to anyone else in her life and wants her to be safe from danger always and is probably in love with her, but she will also burn the world down before letting her win their game of who keeps the crown once and for all. it's pretty simple really
#Alicents mind is literally pandoras box and I love her for it#alicent hightower#house of the dragon#alicent x rhaenyra#rhaenyra targaryen#rhaenicent#not even the best therapist could save her#and who would want to any way she's more fun like this
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are you on the square?
as i wrote in an earlier post, here is a shitpost about which ghost songs iâd assign to the hotd cast. i am a massive ghost fan outside of hotd and have written my fair share of fics. :)
all of these songs tend to have catholic references (as is the nature of ghost). but some of them fit really well with ghost especially since the faith of the seven is based off of christianity.
ser criston cole
from the pinnacle to the pit - meliora
in reference to criston soiling his white cloak, the man quite literally has a fall from grace. which i find aligns with the imagery present in this song since it involves an angel being cast out of heaven. but unlike the angel, criston has a savior to catch him.
âyou are cast out from the heavens to the ground, blackened feathers falling down. you will wear your independence like a crown.â
daemon targaryen
darkness at the heart of my love - impera
daemon loves the people around him. but in a literal sense, his love is tainted. thereâs something dangerous about his love (seen with rhaenyra). itâs only befitting to give him a song that mirrors the complexity of his love whether itâs love for his wife, for his brother, for his children.
âthereâs a darkness at the heart of my love that runs cold, runs deep. the darkness at the heart of my love, so bold, so sweet. and all this time you knew that i would put you through the darkness at the heart of my love for you.â
rhaenyra targaryen
deus in absentia - meliora
deus in absentia is a song that questions the state of the world (and is part of the whole theme of meliora which interrogates a world without god). since rhaenyra has plunged westeros into war, itâs a song that fits with her worldview being challenged and for her to have to interrogate a world without her father.
âyouâre so goddamn frail, failing for a change. you had just begun to explore the dark in the urban night. the world is on fire and you are here to stay and burn with me. a funeral pyre. and we are here to revel forevermore.â
alicent hightower
witch image - prequelle
alicent opened pandoraâs box when she wore that green dress to rhaenyraâs wedding celebration. and arguably, she is responsible for the death of many people (even if done without her knowledge and whether or not she wanted it to happen). however the woman is willing to do anything to protect her children even at the cost of other lives.
âwhile you sleep in early delight, someoneâs flesh is rotting tonight like no other to you. what youâve done, you cannot undo. while you sleep in early delight, still your soul will suffer this plight. but like a mother would save her own child from digging a grave.â
aegon targaryen
absolution - meliora
as the oldest son, aegon has responsibilities. he has responsibilities of assuming the throne despite rhaenyraâs position as heir. he hates having these expectations and personally wishes that his sister would ascend faster. the meaning of the word absolution is a formal release from guilt, an obligation, or a punishment. and well, aegon wishes to be free from his obligation as prince.
âever since youâve been born, youâve been dying. every day a little more youâve been dying. dying to reach the setting sun. as a child with your mind on the horizon, over corpses to the eyes you kept your eyes on, trying to be the chosen one.â
aemond targaryen
spillways - impera
ever since losing his eye, aemond has felt anger and bitterness for most of his waking hours. it never goes away. and it all builds up over the years until it eventually begins to seep out and affect the people around him. it affected vhagar, it affected his mother. and he just lets his emotions continue to fuel his body and soul.
âall your faith, all your rage, all your pain, it ainât over now and i ainât talking about forgiveness! all your faith, all your rage, all your pain, it ainât over now. itâs the cruel beast that you feed. itâs your burning, yearning, need to bleed through the spillways, through the spillways of your soul.â
helaena targaryen
ghuleh/zombie queen - infestissumam
queen helaena is a figure revered amongst the smallfolk. she is beloved by them. they see her as the rightful queen rather than rhaenyra. of course, her death becomes a morale boost for the greens and enhances aegonâs claim. she becomes a figure that lives in the smallfolkâs mind even after her death.
âthe moon is full and shines. an evil blinding light. under a monolith, her likeness, marble white. zombie queen! zombie queen! black light guides you. ghuleh! ghuleh!â
jacaerys velaryon
hunterâs moon - impera
when he received news about the death of his younger brother, prince jacaerys swore vengeance on lukeâs grave. he swore he would kill aemond. and the dance of the dragons is the perfect time for him to achieve that vengeance. heâs quite literally hunting for aemond.
âitâs been a long time coming, iâm coming back for you, my friend. to where weâd hide as children, iâm coming back for you, my friend. though my memories have faded they come back to haunt me once again! and though my mind is somewhat jaded now, itâs time for me to strike again. tonight, itâs a hunterâs moon!â
#this is not to be taken seriously#hotd#hotd shitpost#house of the dragon#aegon the usurper#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#daemon targaryen#aemond targaryen#helaena targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#ser criston
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Idk if this is possible or not or if you've done it already but could you list all the rainbow references in the show?
Haha- talk about pandoraâs box. Sure, personally i think the rainbows have multiple meanings -3 meanings to to be exact
1) Rainbows being associated with psychics + Willâs powers plot twist
*We see in the stranger thing novel 'suspicious minds' when overusing powers you may hallucinate rainbows (which are also associated with the void/ monsters in the series)Â .
Terry: âSpots bloomed behind her eyelids. Every color ⌠as the sunlight turned to rainbowsâ ( p44-45), âstreaks of rainbow appeared (p47)â,âThe rainbow stayed with Terry for a long while, but eventually it faded and in its place: darkness. A pit.â(p. 48).Â
Alice (who sees visions of the future) : âSnarling, snapping monsters,RAINBOW LIGHTS playing in the air around themâ (p. 121).
cough Will being in the upsidedown/being chased by âmonstersâ. And Joyce communicating with Will via ârainbow lights.â
The rainbow room (from s2) also has a rainbow on the door- according to the novel kali drew that rainbow. Similar to Will's rainbow drawing. Kali in the book also creates a rainbow allusion with sunflowers (Terry ref).
Kali: âfield of yellow sunflowers  grew up around them. A rainbow arcing over the golden tops.â (p. 139).  âHe noticed sheâd drawn up there, a rainbow with her colored pencils. Maybe heâd suggest that for the playroomâ (the rainbow room we see in s2) (p. 298)
I also already talked about how Terry saying "breath, sunflower, rainbow " is actually a reference to s1 Will- here (in link including pic of Will and Terry being told to âbreathâ.
*El in s3 also thinks of papa, her mother , and the rainbow room- cause she sees a cereal box with a rainbow (on it).
Dustin and susie sing a song from the film adaption of the book "never ending story". Which indicates how Will is subconsciously creating the supernatural creatures & people in the series . Before they sing, we also see  susie is next to a âwizard of ozâ posters & she reads & talks to Dustin about the book "wizard of earthsea'. 2 of the 3 examples have  rainbow-related songs (in their film adaptions) & all 3 hint at Willâs powers.
* wizard of earthsea:
Itâs about a pre-teen wizard named Ged who has a bowl cut (Will) who casts a powerful spell, but the spell goes awry and instead he releases a shadow creature (by opening a portal between the living & dead- Will is a zombie boy remember?)! The new Archmage, Gensher, describes the shadow as an ancient evil that wishes to possess Ged. But the âshadowâ turns out  to be a representation of the darkest aspects of his personality. Itâ only when he calls the shadow monster by his own name âGedâ(cough mf=will the wise) does the monster stop acting out. The only way to save the world is for ged to then merge with the shadow(and for Ged to accept himself-and âbecome wholeâ).This also reminds me of the âJungian shadowâÂ
* never ending story:Â
Bastian ( who has a bowl cut- and is from single parent house hold) subconsciously creates a fantasy world being over run by darkness (symbolizing the loss of hope and dreams). One of the characters he creates is Atreyu (El). Atreyu ( was the child deemed the âchosen one). âAtreyu is knocked into the sea of possibilities. There he wakes on the shore of abandoned ruins. And Gmorick (mindflayer) then latches his jaws onto Atreyuâs (Elâs) leg.âPretty much what happened to El.âThe Empress in the story later tells Atreyu, that despite being told he was the chosen one (he never was). And that it was always Bastian (Will) who was the chosen one-since his imagination created Fantasia (so heâs the only way to stop the darkness from over -running it).â
Will has mental health issues and accidentally writes a âstoryâ about the shadow monster (reflecting his tra*ma). Bastian is depressed (over his parent) and subconsciously creates a story about darkness over-running everything. Like how Hopper describes his depression- like a black hole.
song Dustin & Susie sing:
 âWritten on the pages is the answer to a never ending storyâ (cough the books susie referenced - are explaining the answer to whatâs causing the mindflayer/upsidedown/the lab...this story )
âDREAM a dream. And what you DREAM will beâ ( Willâs imagination making his nightmares come true)
âRhymes that keep their secrets Will unfold behind the clouds.And there upon a RAINBOW Is the answer to a never ending story.â
(the lyric ârhymes that keep their SECRETSâ purposely pans to Will both times the song is sung). Because the âSECRETâ is -heâs causing everything. And thus heâs the only way to stop it- or theyâll all be stuck in a never-ending story. The only way to stop it is for Will to face his shadow/the mindflayer (aka the other Will) who is always shown within the STORM CLOUDS . Will needs to create a RAINBOW (out of those storm clouds). Like rainbows that show up AFTER a storm.Heâd do this by accepting himself , his tra*ma/mental health relating to his dad, and or his gay identity- then the story will be able to end.Dustin even says â defeat his RAINBOW of DARKNESSâ (and later says a ârainbow is the answer â(to the story). st book:âThe RAINBOW stayed with Terry for a long while, but eventually it faded and in its place: DARKNESS. A pit.âAKA: Will has to face his symbolic darkness and the storm/and than create a rainbow from it- for the story to end...
When Dustin says ârainbow of darknessâ he talks about my little pony- where one of their friends became a dragon. in d&d wizards can become dragons &Bastian also summons a dragon with his imagination powers in ânever ending storyâ. And Will is associated with dragons: s1he has dragon comic & drawing, s2 Will has dragon poster in his room + watches his friends play dragon game. And again... dungeons & dragons.
Also tw for s.a/parental ab*se (so skip to âwizard of ozâ if you prefer ). In the 4th book of wizard of Eathsea (20 years after the original, where ged was the protagonist). The new main protagonist - was r*ped and burned by her father as a child (and in the sequel she became a dragon as a form of empowerment ). which goes with my lonnie theory-sadly.
*wizard of oz:Â
itâs about a Dorothy creating a mythical world based on people she both likes and dislikes . Dorothy sings in the movie a song about a âRAINBOWâ and references âDREAMSâ coming true in a mythical land -much like the ânever ending storyâ song (referencing ârainbowsâ/âdreamsâ coming to life).
âThere's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby Somewhere over the RAINBOW, Skies are blue, And the DREAMSÂ that you dare to dream, really do come true...â
We see in s1 Hopper cop-partner calls the lab âemerald cityâ. Murray in s2 says people âdonât want to look behind the curtainâ (to see whatâs causing the supernatural -in the film what was literally behind the curtain was a wizard-cough like Will). We also have -lion, tiger, and bear stuffed animals (as a âlion, and tigers, and bears-oh my!â quote )from the film. And David harbor (Hopper) when referencing the s4 rainbow room (quotes the song) and he also quotes a speech from Dorothy-when posting about the cabin the mindflayer destroyed.
2) Rainbow cups (hinting at Lonnieâs return)Â
We see 2 rainbow cups in the series.Â
in s2) when Mike & Will are sitting together & saying theyâre âcrazy togetherâ . This cup next to them says âhappy birthdayâ in rainbow. Later that season- they talk about Willâs birthday-rainbow drawing, Mike&Will meeting & Lonnie leaving. And in s2, we also see in Willâs room a card that says âsorry, I forgot your birthdayâ(most likely from Lonnie). So both Lonnie & Mike are associated with Willâs bday.
in s3) We see a woman yell âI donât want her in my house!â (while she sits next to a rainbow cup). reminiscent of Joyce saying to Lonnie âget out of my houseâ. We also know there are rumors s4 takes place during Willâs birthday & Lonnieâs actor may have been spotted on set. Along with the fact (itâs pretty much confirmed) Mike will be visiting the Byers in s4. However, the woman (next to the rainbow cup) also says â2 visitor only. 2!âł
THE 2 VISITORS ARE MIKE &LONNIE (for Willâs b day).Â
Also, in s3, when El is drinking from cup- she sees a rainbow. And whatâs the first word she thinks of? âPapa.â
so rainbow+cup= shitty dads (lonnie & brenner) probably returning
*And of course if thatâs the case -Lonnie (the same guy who called Will h*mophobic sl*rs) will not be supportive of Mike & Willâs âfriendshipâ. And will not be nice to Mike (to say the least). Like... imagine Hopper in s3 - but we know heâs not bluffing and the audience wonât have the option to take it as a joke... and yes the s4 movies hint at that...
3) gay symbolism
First we have Mike wheeler. He in s1 has rainbows sheets, rainbow bedroom blinds , and in his basement thereâs a heart propelled by a rainbow. This is like how in s3 Mike kisses El and there is a drawing that says "Mike'. And on the drawing is a heart propelled by a rainbow. I already explained how its symbolic of him trying to be straight/fighting his feelings for Will, but wherever he goes a rainbow still follows (even when he tries being romantic with El). Heâs trying to hide his ârainbow heartâ by dating El- why in s3 (the rainbow-heart in his basement) mysteriously disappeared from his room (but a similar symbol follows Mike even when he kisses El).Â
Even in s2 when talking about Will (in the AV tech room): Mike is placed in the center of 2 objects : an object with 11 on it & on the right a rainbow apple (this apple is supposed to be an ode to the gay father of computers- but also about the forbidden apple). Hinting at the love triangle of Mike (with El/Will). PLUS, in the ST book âworlds turned upsidedownâ they literally show Mike in the AV room- and put the caption âFALLING IN LOVE- with techâ (and placed rainbow flags next to the caption). And of course we have Mike & Will pose next to the rainbow apple- in the AV room.
 We also see when Mike and Will says theyâre âcrazy togetherâ (aka LOVE-as Flo stated) and theyâre next to a rainbow cup that says Happy birthday .
And later that season they ref the rainbow ship Will drew for his birthday-which Joyce was "proud" of.  And while dancing with a girl (Will according to the script was looking at Mike instead of her) . That girl is wearing a rainbow heart hair pin. This is essentially a parallel to Mike . Will (next to a rainbow heart) is dancing with a girl, but is secretly thinking of Mike. Mike (next to a rainbow heart) is kissing el but secretly thinking of Will (and immediately goes on a movie double date with Will after this). The lyrics of both these scenes indicate they're not happy pretending to be straight. The lyrics for Will are "every smile you fake". And Mike while kissing el is "just a little uncertainty can bring you down" (and during this lyric is when El puts her hands on him-and he removes her hands from him *aka heâs not as confident in the relationship as he pretends to be.
We see in s4 bts that the rainbow heart hair pin (worn by the girl Will dances with) is also worn by nancy while standing next to Robin (who is gay). So being near a  ârainbow-heartâ is prob a hint a character is gay. Aka robin & Will & Mike.
tumblr user âawhstrangerthingsâ pointed out the nancy -hair clip detail.
In s1 when troy is calling Will h*mophobic sl*rs (in front of Mike) he wears a rainbow shirt. And max while often critiquing m*leven (in s3) (to Mike) often wears rainbow shirts. I talked about how I thought Troy and max subconsciously remind Mike he isn't straight - so they're associated with the rainbow iconography-post here. Like we see Max with rainbow sheets (like Mike) and than she immediately talks to him on the phone. I mean she could be queer- but I lean to that theory at the moment.Â
The whole being near rainbows when associating with a queer character makes sense (itâs like a âgay-darâ). Similar to Nancyâs hair clip when being near Robin/ that Girl having the same rainbow hair clip when dancing with Will. If we assume this theory than see a pattern with other characters (when speaking about/being near queer coded characters)....
itâs similar to how : When lucas (via subtext) criticizes m*leven- he is also next to a rainbow (in Erica's room). I explained here- why itâs about m*leven.
or when Jonathan says heâs going to hang out with Will (itâs near a rainbow).
This Jonathan moment -Is similar to when Steve ( who has a rainbow bandaid-from the Byersâ house) calls Mike âNancyâ (which is slang for a gay guy)
*another addition: you see in the comments of this post ghostgirlsatin mentioned Dart has a rainbow blanket. But, I noticed a couple of other things.Â
notice Dustin says "we have to talk- its about my friend ,Will". As Dustin is near rainbow lights and a rainbow bed sheet. Like how
A) rainbows are associated with the supernatural creatures + Will
B) rainbow lights associated with Will
C) rainbows near straight characters when talking about /near queer characters... similar to how Jonathan is near a rainbow when talking about Will
*also canât tell if that is a ârainbow shipâ poster?
We also see Erica has a sunflower & rainbow drawing in her room... at the moment not sure if its just a random easteregg , foreshadowing something supernatural we're not aware of yet? or just for the m*leven diss?
(although given the fact i think some characters were created by Will- and given all the Max &Billy/Will & jonathan parallels ... the rainbow stuff may be a hint Will created them? I mean they even made a Troy comic just to show his dad is a bully.) But, at the moment, i still lean to (some) characters having rainbow iconography because theyâre referring to/are near a queer character.
#will byers#byler#mike wheeler#dustin henderson#el hopper#lucas sinclair#max mayfield#steve harrington#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#jonathan byers#jim hopper#joyce byers#stranger things#stanger things theory
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Love your content with the dynamic of Shun and Sellon, why do you see them as a ship though?
anon you have opened pandora's box. my insanity for these two knows no bounds. i've talked about them here and marukrawler also makes a great post about them here, but i just had an incredible shunsellon meltdown moment like 40 minutes ago. so
what i look for most in any "ship" is an understanding of the other. the "i've seen the ugliest parts of you and the parts you hide and i understand you better than anyone and i still love you/am attracted to you/pulled to you regardless" kind of shit. and that aspect of understanding is present between shun and sellon. sellon gets shun in a way characters in previous seasons don't, or at least aren't given the chance to interact with him that way (alice comes to mind).
and then AND THENNNN they bring it home with sellon telling shun they're similar. they're mirror images of each other that they're alike that whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same the heights are fucking wuthering in here. and shun get's so fucking mad at this and screams that they aren't (losing his temper for the first time since what? hairadee hurting phoenix? being unable to free phoenix from her statue-d form?) and yet he proves her right. sellon tells him they both "believe in only one thing, and dedicate everything for that purpose" and while shun screams at her to stop fucking with him he's literally proving her correct. in his rage at her betrayal and his mission to stop her he ends up destroying the access point. he abandons his friends to go after sellon. he switches to remotely controlling his mechtogan to focus on sellon. and sellon sees him do this and says, we're the same. and shun can scream all he wants that they aren't but his actions say otherwise LMAO it makes me go insane it MAKES ME GO INSANEEEEEEEEE
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My thoughts on Folklore
The 1- this song is beautiful, it gives me an All Too Well and The Moment I Knew vibe. There is also a Me! reference âfor never leaving well off alone.â Favourite line: âAnd if you wanted me, you really should have shown.â
Cardigan- another beautiful song, it really takes me into this fairytalish whimsical mood and itâs nostalgic. The music video gave me a Pandoraâs box/Alice in wonderland feel, like they were both curious of what was on the other side of the door. In Pandoraâs box she sees a box and wants to open it. She knows she shouldnât but she is curious of whatâs inside. When she does open the box, all these bad things start to happen. For, Alice she goes down a rabbit hole without even thinking what could be on the other end. The vocals are just breath taking. Favourite line: âWhen you are young, they assume you know nothing.â
The Last Great American Dynasty- I really love this one, itâs very fun and really takes you into a story of Rebekah, I just learned that itâs about Rebekah Harkness after listening I really wanted to learn more about her because she sounds very interesting. Favourite lines: âThere goes the maddest woman this town has ever knownâ and âShe had a marvellous time ruining everything.â
Exile- Taylor and Bon Iver are amazing together and should really consider collaborating more often! This song left me speechless, the lyrics are so heartbreaking, and the story that is being told is incredibly sad and you can tell that both characters are in pain after losing each other. Vocals are outstanding! Favourite line: âCause you never gave a warning sign (I gave you so many signs)â
My Tears Ricochet- Another incredible song from Folklore, Taylor really showed us how good of a songwriter she is. You can tell that whoever hurt her, really hurt her. Favourite line: âI didnât have it in myself to go with graceâ
Mirrorball-Listening to this song it made me feel like I was dancing with the one I love under a disco ball like how you see it in the movies. Itâs somehow captures how the light reflects off of a mirror ball I donât know how she did that. Also the beginning of the song and a little bit throughout the song reminded me of the band The Cranberries especially the song Linger and Dreams. Favourite line: âhush, I know they said the end is near but Iâm still on my tallest tiptoes.â
Seven- this song for me I think she is talking about a friend she grew up with that she still thinks about to this day, and possibly wonders how they are doing. it has a very nostalgic feel to it. Also, I just realized that Seven is track 7. Favourite line: âLove you to the moon and to saturn.â
August- the lyrics to this song are so well written, and really pulls you into the memories and stories that she is singing about. Also, i realized that track 8 is August which is the 8th month of the year. Favourite line: âYou werenât mine to lose.â
This Is Me Trying-love the lyrics and the vocals are amazing. I think this is Taylor talking about her mental health and how much everything has affected her. although she could be talking to her lover, I also think that she is talking to us, her fans. Maybe she is telling us why she took a break for 3 years, and maybe she wanted to come back sooner but she was scared that we wouldnât want her back. And maybe she had a hard time figuring out what to say to us but despite all that she is at our doorway anyway because she wants to show us that she is trying to get past everything. Also she says that she is pouring her heart out to a stranger, maybe that stranger she is referring to is us. Favourite line: the whole song
Illicit Affairs-I love the secrecy of this song. I feel like this is her talking about how she had to keep Joe a secret from the world and how hard it was. She felt paranoid that people were going to find out about them so she had to hide him away like she was having an affair. Favourite line: â For you, I would ruin myself a million little times.â
Invisible String-This song is very cute and loving and really expresses how much she loves her partner. She is also saying how she always knew that there was something that was drawing her to them. Taylor also references her own song very cleverly (âBad was the blood of the song in the cabâ= Bad Blood) she also references herself in the song (âshe said I looked like an American Singerâ = Taylor Swift) Favourite line: âOne single thread of gold tied me to you.â
Mad Woman- this song gives me The Man/I Did Something Bad vibe. I absolutely love this song! I You can hear the anger in her voice, you can also hear the pain too. The second verse I think is directed to Kanye and Kim, you know women like hunting witches too and doing your dirtiest work for you and how everything they did brought them together. I feel like the the line âcause you took everything from me.â Is directed towards scooter braun taking her entire music discography from her. Favourite line: the whole song
Epiphany- out of all the songs on Folklore, I feel this one has the best vocals, Taylor you sound incredible! This song had me in tears, I feel that this is about the medical workers particularly nurses who are on the front lines. It shows a past view so nurses who worked during the war and risked their lives on the battlefield along side soldiers to help save their lives if they were injured and needed immediate medical help. It also shows a present view of nurses during this pandemic, again risking their lives to help save the countless people who are extemely sick from Covid. I feel this is personal to Taylor as well because of her mom so Iâm sure Taylor has seen how hard the nurses work to help her mom feel better. Being a nurse myself, I just want to say thank you Taylor for showing your support it really means a lot. Favourite line: âonly twenty minutes of sleep but you dream of some epiphany just one single glimpse of relief to make some sense of what youâve seen.â I mostly work with the elderly so seeing them having dementia and literally losing everything that makes them, them is very hard to watch, so this line really hits the nail on the head. When I come home from work this is exactly what I do, I go to sleep and I donât think of work at all, I put it out of my mind so I donât stress about it because I have work the next day and I need to sleep.
Betty- Iâm still trying to figure this one out, and it did take me some time to get into the song but I actually really like it. Maybe itâs about someone trying to make an apology to their lover because they hurt them when they were younger. He or she wants to make up to them somehow. Favourite line: âThe worst thing I did was what I did to you.â
Peace-this song is beautiful, it kind of reminds me of delicate in a way cause she is asking her partner is it okay if my life is chaotic and not never peaceful because being with me is not always rainbows and sunshine. Favourite line: âwould it be enough if I could never give you peace.â
Hoax-Another amazing song, lyrics are hauntingly beautiful. She is saying that her partners love is the only love she wants even though they really hurt her and even if she doesnât believe it when they tell her that they love her. Favourite lines: âBut what you did was just as dark, darling this was just as hard as when they pulled me apart.â And âDonât want no other shade of blue but you, no other sadness in the world would do.â
Overall Folklore is an amazing album that still needs to be explored. I will be having it on repeat for the rest of my life. Well done @taylorswift đ¤đ¤
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mirror on her wall. And you managed toÂ
turn that sweet beautiful white rose..black
from the pain of her thinking you rejected
her... from the pain of not being able toÂ
see you anymore, or have you in her life
in any indirect way....starting to thinkÂ
your imperial seduction isnât a blessing
at all! it could be a horrible curse masked
as a blessing. âHoly Loveâ wasnât enough
to make Alice ascend, it made her unhappy
and unwilling to wait and hope. If she
didnât have you on her terms, she wouldÂ
destroy all that she could of you. Imperial
Seduction looks more like a Suicide Curse
now that i think about it. It turned yourÂ
best friend insane with jealousy and pain
itâs understandable my sweet Alice would
turn it all against me. It was too much for
her to handle, so she projected it unto me
in vengeance form. Having a friend is not
something ideal as a dog....itâs real. Friends
arenât perfect but that only means youâre
not giving up on them because youâre their
friend. You were too pained to stop Alice
from enacting her vengeance upon your
pathetic joke of a life, so you let her have
her way with you. I guess if she payed for
a whore, she was gonna have you, one way
or the other. the way she chose was aÂ
second time was by manipulating you
using every deliciously devious trick possible
to get you to be as crazy about her as
she is [or was] about you...she literally
turned you into Dracula/Joker .. just to
take your life all for herself. Thatâs really
sweet, and romantic, despite the madness
of it all. And of course she turned youÂ
equally mad as your imperial seduction
drove her with love/pleasure, to have you
accept her. You never rejected her, ever
or even tried to, youâre just at such anÂ
intense moment in your âroleâ that you
âforgot your linesâ...you can only be a joker
by doing the opposite of what you would
have done, if you had your real life..
but if your real life you wouldâve stopped
doing anything, because you didnât know
what is ârightâ...you canât do what is âwrongâ
as the joker, either. Your small voice in the
back of your said says, you can accept
equality with her, but never submission.
that would be a betrayal of your friendship
you loved her so much as Alice, you love
her even more as dark Harley, changed
by your hyper-reactive imperial seduction
but i have to consider, as her friend..is it
right to lead my darling on such a wreckless
path? what kind of signal would that giveÂ
her heart..that going mad with love and losing
herself, is somehow âfineâ? that i ââwantedâÂ
her to become that way, all along? Sheâs. In. Pain.
And she put herself through HELL to become
as insane as she made me, all along. I donâtÂ
want the beautiful Holy Love i gave her..orÂ
the curse i thought was a blessing when I gave it
to her...the Holy Grail that was my angelic blood,
would give her this...infinite dreadful pain...
In trying to save her with your love, youÂ
damned both of you to a fate worse than
vampirism...not that itâs not beautiful and all
that you ever wanted...but isnât this exactly
what you wanted to save her from!??!??
sheâs like your dear sister you somehow
seduced and corrupted, and you canât forgive
yourself for this...you canât let her sink to
the madness of the grail forever, in case she
still wants herself back..Dr. Harley Quinzel
At the same time, you are both bound to her
by the Grailâs angelic power you share...
and somehow reluctant to give in to her desire
what if it will turn out even worse than the
first time when you gave her something you
thought was âgoodâ? And she loses herself
even more to the Chaos of the Grail...
and eventually discovers you were âjust a mistakeâ
decides to give up on you, murder you on aÂ
whim and remains possessed by the Grailâs
spectre, all alone, with no one to save her?
You alone will be responsible...as grail keeper
you accidentally exposed her to what could
be the worst curse this worldâs ever seen....
it could be worse than opening Pandoraâs box
the chaos of her passionate emotions could
spiral out of control and overwhelm her forever
you must help her gain a self control superior
to yours, so she can command her powersÂ
and dominate them, instead of letting her desires
dominate her..sheâs so afraid of âgetting nothingâ
that her fear drives her wild impulsive actions..
sheâs perfect the way she is.. but damn..youÂ
never thought THIS is what Ascension Was?!
ACE chemicals...what Lucifer was dying for a
taste of, but you kept the smallest drop awayÂ
from? To give to Alice? Lucifer has no idea how
lucky it was to have been denied. Poor AliceÂ
needs my help, but her hyper-emotions perceive
it as âneeding my loveâ because help is one of
the truest forms of love. But loving her in this
beautiful, exotic, wild, unstable, chaotic condition
as extremely tempting as it is..would only break
your self-control away forever..then the Grailâs
madness would have won in the end over you
both. Your own hyper-emotional sense of ârightâ
has been over-exagerrated...your whole life
you behaved like some Holy Guardian of Life
who should do no wrong, and always be fair
no matter what, to avoid cheating, even if itÂ
meant losing to cheaters..to not give in toÂ
hatred and bloodlust and murder everyoneÂ
who stared at you funny for one instant...no
wonder even the princes of your elven court
feared you as insane and saw you a psychotic
lunatic warped by madness...controlling your
 own emotions is impossible, when Alice is
also going insane from feeling too much..all
at once..! Vampirism is the very lightest form
of this âblessingâ...the lesser sire-curse formÂ
of it, that turned your enemies into Fallen...
but what you and Alice have amplifies your
emotions, heightening your senses 100000X
times more...you know deep down her heart
is still pure, she wants to be able to forgive you
and be loved, as she knows she deserves to be
......your Chernobyl super-mutant Ubermenschen
metahuman bond allows you direct/total empathy
...youâll never be ânormalâ..but somewhere inÂ
your self-righteous exagerrated thoughts is this
question that wonât leave you alone....
âwhat if Alice is cursed and doesnât really love me
but only is tricked she does, by some cruel deception?
and i can prove my true love to her, by saving herÂ
from living what may be a lie, which she may regret
if she ever regains sanity...and then i will regret forever
for feeling like i took advantage of her...and sheÂ
will hate me forever, and she would be right to, and
i would lose her forever, and then iâd have destroyed
the only beautiful, real relationship i ever had
on my own foolish mistake? the other question
i canât seem to escape is âwhat if anna is just a
sweet, innocent, normal, girl, who maybe actually
could love me, and make me feel normal, because
honestly this grail madness is making me fear myself
and what iâm becoming, and iâm clinging to a dear
little girl who shouldnât be a part of this tragedy, only
because some frightened side of me is trying to
cling to my humanity, and Anna is the first one you
ever felt something for, breaking the joker curse
Alice put on you, putting the first crack on your
cursed mask...and what if anna is the salvation
to both of you? not that insanity is âwrongâ or
you need âfixingâ, but emotions overwhelmingÂ
and drowning you like an ocean, frozen in time
by the event horizon of a black hole, over and
over, is bound to get my dear Alice hurt sooner
or later. I donât want to lose her, so i must calm
her down, if i can...she wants..too much..and
thatâs stopping her from getting all that she wants
or even realizing this is why she canât have it
...weâre drowning in a tsunami storm of our
own feelings...when theyâre good, weâre in
heaven...every other time...is ...worse than
words could ever convey. I canât force her
through that hell, if we canât weaken itâsÂ
intensity down, first, so only the good side
can be in her life. itâs like two newly Risen
vampires who get a high out of drinkingÂ
each otherâs blood..without stopping they
risk bleeding each other D.E.A.D.
Alice is too soft and nice, to feel this risk
or understand it..or why i must save her
from it. I chose to share the Holy GrailÂ
with her, out of all guardians, because
she was so gentle hearted and kind and
deserves the kind of ultimate power that
other guardians would only use for evil
and to hurt her, and everyone...she deserves
it. i feel so guilty thinking anna could ever
like me, or want me, and how itâs keeping
me from going fully insane in love with
Harley...Maybe Annaâs lack of love for
you presently, is an anchor strong enough
to balance//equal Harleyâs immense love
for you presently. And âwhat ifâ even if you
were loved by Anna as your silly knight
ideals tell you, you want(ed) to be loved
..and your blood would only change her
too, like Alice was changed into Harley?!
And you end up possibly damning twoÂ
beautiful souls, to the same nightmare
youâre trapped in? The Vampiric curse
would be nothing...all your lives would
spiral into chaos, and entire countlessÂ
other worlds could fall to this madness
you share....the tiniest wrong move you
make triggers a butterfly effect chain ofÂ
catastrophical reactions...that need cool
minded clarity to prevent or âdamage ctrlâ
and nothing tears my cold blood away
like Aliceâs love...boils it off instantly....
her imperial seduction is as strong as
mine now. but my love for her is also that
of a friend/family that wants to help her
gain full sovereignty of herself....we canât
lose ourselves to excitement from entering
the Garden of Eden, and die from indigestion
from trying too many divine fruit at once!
you must think in the âlong termâ to maximize
Aliceâs enjoyment. or risk poisoning yourselves
from too much zeal. the water of life is asÂ
dangerously unstable and volatile as nitroglicerine
drink.with.extreme.caution.my.love.
your sense of affectionate friendship/ family-like
generosity/care is balancing out your emotions
from extremely stormy, to warm calm oceanicÂ
peaceful relaxed sway of the waves... thatâs
your main stabilizing inner force. maybe it is
the family love you felt for anna when you found
out sheâs an orphan and all alone, and you
took her in your court, to think about her life
and survival/wellbeing. thinking of healing/helping
others is what cures the less pleasant effects
of the  Holy Grail...
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