#Ah kimothy my beloved
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So like... do you think Kim Kitsuragi is a clingy motherfucker if he's really, truly comfortable with someone?
I mean like, obviously he isn't. His entire personality is centered around not letting anyone ever see the truly damaged parts of his soul. He's hiding some of the shit from himself as much as from anyone else. No matter how close to someone he gets he's never gonna be comfortable reaching that deep into his mind and memories and pulling this kind of stuff up for everyone ("everyone") to see. But there's just something so tempting about seeing him drop all his walls, not being on his guard at all, pulling his partner into a quick hug every time he walks past, stealing his clothes from the hamper because that's when they smell the most like him, buying all the dumb shit that reminds him of his partner and not ever stopping to think if it was silly, tightly wrapping himself around him when falling asleep, all the tiny little shit all the time (but only in the privacy of their home and his mind), because for once he feels safe enough to just be whoever he is. Not even whoever he wants to be, just... Whoever he is, flaws and fucked up past and broken dreams and all.
Obviously he isn't, but what if he was?
#Disco Elysium#Kim kitsuragi#Herr's personal tag#I just like the idea of him and a dear bf hanging out on a sofa#Watching an absolutely terrible car chase movie they've seen nine times already#And the bf getting up to go pee or bring some snacks or whatever#And Kim just#Grabbing his leg and refusing to fucking let go#Because no#Man I've spent my entire life waiting for this#For the opportunity to actually feel like this#Truly loved and accepted for who I am#No buts no ifs#And I'll be fucking damned if you're getting up now#I'm getting all the goddamn love and affection and physical contact I can get#Ah kimothy my beloved#He'll be the death of me
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