#Again sorry if I'm overstepping but I know how much imposter syndrome + such can suck

[ndcultureis]

Undiagnosed neurodivergent culture is liking when your struggles get in the way because it makes you feel like you condition/neurotype is valid but also hating when they get in the way cause you know, ThEy’Re GetTiNg In ThE wAy.

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[lennjamin-o7]

I’ve been lurking for a bit and just wanted you to know I ADORE to be truly free. Honestly it’s in my top 5 fics ever read it’s so underrated that it should be criminal; I love how you write techno and how you’ve done all this world building. Genuinely, it’s a masterpiece. Every time you come update I reread the whole fic all over again just so I can enjoy it all and that’s not counting the times I reread it in between updates.

I love your work and I’m so happy that you chose to share this, I honestly don’t have the words for how good it is. Your writing is wonderful and you should never be nervous to post your chapters, take as long as you need with updates because they’re literally ALWAYS worth way more whatever wait there was. I don’t care if I have to wait months or even years, any little crumb of it I can get I will eat up no matter what.

If TBTF has million fans, then I'm one of them.

If TBTF has one fan, then I'm THAT ONE.

If TBTF has no fans, that means I'm dead.

If the world is against TBTF, I’m against the world.

I’m sorry if this is overwhelming or if I’ve overstepped, I just can’t like capture how much I genuinely adore what you’ve done! <3

You are definitely NOT overstepping. I loved every syllable of this. 💚💚💚💚

Every time someone says "I reread your fic" my brain stutters a little bit. In a good way, of course! Because I am VERY aware of that word count. And I am always so so touched and honored that something I wrote gave you such happiness. Like, I think I have said that a few times to different people, but it is still INCREDIBLY true. Everytime I say it. I just don't have enough words to express how meaningful it is to me. I am just incredibly happy that you found enjoyment from my writing.

I will (unfortunately) probably continue to be nervous about updating chapters. It's just the nature of anxiety. But hearing how much people are having fun certainly makes it easier, so I truly appreciate you letting me know you enjoyed it. It's an excellent weapon against imposter syndrome.

Thank you for sending this ask. It really means a lot to me. 💚💚💚