#Adam rambles

[uncensoredmuttz]

yeah, puppy subs are cute, but what about big, dominant, feral dog tops? men who can easily pin you down due to their strength. men who pant heavily into your ear, their hot breath running down your neck as they pound inside of you. men who growl and grunt and howl. what about that, huh?

[jigsaw-survivor]

Found an old picture from highschool

[circescircle]

You know what I need? Soft sex with Adam.

I need him to melt and become putty with a simple caress. This man has not known a soft touch in a long time. He’s so touch starved it hurts.

I need him to be in some sort of internal debate. Some emotional turmoil that just throws him for a loop. Then you come in and he just clings to you. You’re confused because he, this large man who could easily crush you, is just holding onto you like you’re a lifeline.

I need him to start kissing you, gentle pecks along your neck, soft praises and pleas for affection. “Stay with me” and “So good for me”

I need him to look up at you in a silent ask to let him undress you. He’ll do everything, please let him. He needs to know he can make you happy. That he’s good enough.

I need him to be so careful and take his time to prep you as he kisses every part of you. Not in a possessive way, although maybe a bit, but in a more intimate manner. He’d kiss you in that “You’re so fucking amazing” “‘m so lucky” “Too good for me” way

I need him to gently hold you, making sure that you feel good, that you’re comfortable, not that he doesn’t usually. Just a soft rocking, not even for the actual sex, but the intimacy of it all. The fact that you trust him enough is too good to be true in his mind.

I need soft sex with Adam and I blame @sprainedwriting

[starry-eyed-adam]

what I don’t really like about people calling hozier a bog man or a mythical spirit or anything ethereal and inhuman is that it’s exactly the opposite of what his music conveys. Hozier’s songs embody the rawest human experiences, from love to lust to religion to loss. and to say that a man who experiences these things isn’t a man simply because his lyrics are ’too beautiful’ or anything along those lines takes away a lot of what humanity is

Hozier is incredibly talented and he makes absolutely enchanting music. but he’s still just a human, singing about the beauty and the pain of being just a human.

also I’m pretty sure he’s bothered by it too because it has something to do with disrespecting Irish culture? can’t totally remember

[thewhitemaletm]

TERFs are delusional if they think that trans males will listen to them. Or trans mascs for that matter.

So I’ll be honest here.

Yeah, I’m escaping womanhood. I’m happy about it.

I AM a boy. I dont just identify as one. I will always be a boy. I don’t mind being a feminine male. I’m not a woman and I’ll never be one.

I love trans women. I love cis women. I love them in the straight way, too. Because I’m bisexual.

I love other men, cis and trans. Because that’s the definition of bisexual.

Im not female. I honestly don’t think I could be one anyways.

Hell, I hope TERFs find this post. I want them to leave other trans men and trans women alone.

[dapperinsanity]

An aroace-spec’s personal thoughts on Alastor & Representation

This is purely my opinion and I wanted to share it as it’s been highly bugging me.

Personally, Alastor was always bad representation for me. If you feel like he’s good representation that’s fine! This is purely my opinion and I want to discuss some red flags I’ve noticed. It all has to do with the reasons behind why Al is asexual. I’ll make a small list of my main points and I will expand more on the points below later.

According to Viv Alastor is aroace because…

He was made to be a tumblrsexyman and then Viv thought it’d be funny to make him asexual.

While, personally, idgaf about fans shipping Alastor or making smut…Viv’s comment (“I don’t wanna ruin anyone’s fun”) before confirming his identity was just not it.

According to her own words, Alastor is too focused caring about himself (don’t remember if she used the word narcissistic but I remember mentions of narcissism) which is why he wouldn’t be in a relationship.

In the earlier years, we only knew he was asexual. Yet, everyone acted like it meant he was aroace. Which was fine but I need to point out that just being asexual is different from being aroace. This, in itself, isn’t a red flag. It’s how viv talks about his asexuality.

Ok, so I think it was recently confirmed he is aroace after his show va “slipped up” saying he was aroace and not asexual. I’m not sure but if he is, I only see his asexuality discussed amongst viv and other people involved in the show.

Why is the only asexual/aroace character a “villain”? I’m all for aroace villains and queer villains. It’s when you take other things that she has said, I can’t help but be suspicious.

So, why do I think Alastor being made asexual as a tumblrsexyman is a red flag? Well, him being ace and a tumblrsexyman isn’t bad at all. My concern is that Viv thought it’d be funny. Knowing the type of person viv is (bigoted, racist, transphobic, misogynistic, fatphobic, etc.) his asexuality is a joke. Also, let not forget about the fact that she doesn’t actually care about representation in general. If she did care, she wouldn’t be acting the way she is and wouldn’t portray her characters the way she does.

Secondly, her comment before confirming his identity on stream was…dismissive? I can’t find the correct word but her caring more about pleasing the fans, further proves my point in how she doesn’t care about actual representation. You know what she could’ve done? Confirmed it. The fans still could have fun doing whatever they want with Alastor in their fanworks. Its fandom. It’s not canon and fandoms are meant for works that don’t stick to canon. Like, you’re the creator and you decide on what’s canon because it’s your character…Bruh.

Third, she mentions that Alastor is too focused on himself to be in a relationship. First of all, asexuality doesn’t equate to not desiring a romantic relationship. There’s a difference between just being asexual and just aromantic versus aroace. Secondly, why is his asexuality related to his vanity/selfishness? If you don’t desire a relationship because you’re too focused on yourself, that’s not asexuality. Asexuals and aromantics are highly stigmatized and conflating his selfishness with his asexuality perpetuates aroace stereotypes.

Fourth, is the lack of discussion about his aromanticism. If he’s confirmed to be aroace, why do we only talk about his asexuality? Because being asexual doesn’t equal to being aromantic. One can be asexual but be in a romantic relationship and vice versa.

Fifth is the fact that the only aroace character we have is a “villain”. While I’m fine with aroace villains and queer villains, when you observe why Al is aroace, I can’t help but to side eye it. Aroace people are often stigmatized as heartless and cold or treated like a monster due to their lack of attraction. I feel like this only adds to the stigma.

So, yeah that’s why I feel like he’s bad rep.

[lovesickvalentines]

rewatching part 5 has me rethinking my s/i now that im getting more familiar with it.... not a whole lot just sorta how abba n i meet hehe

[id0ntkn0wman1789]

Fuck ugly ftm transitions. I’m handsome as fuck no matter what the TERFs say. When I grow up everyone is gonna look at me and say “oh HE’s that guy.” I am that guy. And I’m hotter than any transphobe will ever be.

[moonlitcaress]

seeing a video of a man getting jerked off and only being able to think of j/nathan... his dick would be soooo big i wish he was here so i could wake him up by kissing it all over ughhhhh

[thatwaywardwolf]

Have a safe Yule, everyone.

[self-insert-hell]

Prepare for self-insert information spam followers! I need to figure out how I want to compile the information in an organized way.

[uncensoredmuttz]

i am such a dumb puppy that i can’t even get off by myself anymore. i need some to guide me through it – tell me exactly how and where to touch myself. start by making me tease myself, then finally giving me the relief of being able to touch by tdick, slowly at first, then gradually instructing me to increase the pace. eventually instructing me to add a finger or two (or more, it’s their choice, after all). they’ll turn me into such a mindless little pupslut. once i’m almost as my release, they say, “i haven’t given you permission to cum yet,” and force me to edge over and over again… i’m such an obedient pup that i just keep following their instructions, touching myself, but not cumming until they tell me to.

(this is an invitation for dms & asks too btw)

[jigsaw-survivor]

I killed a man. I killed him. I fucking bashed his head in with a toilet lid. I had to. I- I fucking... I don't deserve to have escaped.

[living-msi-ref]

I'd just like to ramble about my genuine appreciation and love I have for my partner for a second

I genuinely love and adore him so much we spent our entire day doing something as simple as setting up his new bed frame and even though we both got frustrated and confused more than a couple times we still did it together, we were so relieved when we were finished putting it all together. I dont know something about doing something as mundane as that is just so nice I love him so much grruugh I'm all in my feels again I cant wait untill next year when we move out together

[starry-eyed-adam]

I’m continuously psyching myself out of writing the last head over boots chapter.

I’ve got ideas and blurbs and paragraphs all smashed together in a doc that I think I plan to somehow sculpt into the ‘perfect ending’ to a fic that’s been built like a jenga tower—not planned, full of holes, and threatening to come crashing down on my head if I so much as believe I’ll make a wrong move with the final chapter.

I’m looking at Leo and Yuichi whom I literally haven’t touched (in terms of fic writing) in MONTHS and expecting something to happen by itself. I’m blaming lack of time, lack of motivation on it, but it’s all me. I’m expecting too much of myself and it’s honest to god not that deep. It’s a FANFIC. about COWBOYS. THAT I STARTED ON CHARACTER AI BECAUSE I WAS BORED.

I’m letting it mean too much and I’m scaring myself. I’m not getting paid for this shit, there’s literally nothing riding on the last chapter. when I get inspiration I excitedly sit down and look at my doc of nonsense and I shut my iPad again.

I’ve gotta burn it down, knock out the last piece, and start over. it’s not that serious. it really isn’t.

[thewhitemaletm]

I feel more like a boy than a man…got that boyish whimsy in me I guess.