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spider-bih · 7 years ago

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Possibility P.9 [Peter Parker] [Returning Visitor]

Pairing: Peter Parker x Chubby!Female!Reader

Warnings: Body Shame, Hurtful Words, Bullies, Cursing etc

A/N: This took too long lol, I’m sorry asdfgh! If I forgot to tag you, just msg me! I’m really bad at keeping track of my taglist D: Lots of dialogue jfc

Part 8, Masterlist, Part 10

Spider-Man wasn’t a party trick.

Peter told himself this constantly. He told himself he couldn’t use Spider-Man for his own personal gain- so surely this didn’t count, right? He was doing this for you, not for himself. He was doing this so you’d feel better- and yeah, maybe it’d give him the opportunity to talk to you and get on better terms but- that wasn’t the only thing. This wasn’t solely about him- plus, it would be rude of Spider-Man to not properly thank the sweet girl who’d patched him up. He’d convinced himself that he had to do this- and so that’s why he’d shown up at your window.

You didn’t know this though. You didn’t know that underneath that mask, was Peter. You barely even knew why the hell he was at your window, waving all frantic like. So you opened your window with a very confused and concerned expression.

“Hey!”, he began, “Sorry to just show up like this- I know it’s late and all, but well, I got caught up.”

You just nodded, “Uh huh..”

“Oh- sorry. I didn’t say why I was here. Uhm- I was just checking in- plus I never got to say thank you. You really didn’t have to patch me up- but it was still nice of you to! I uhm- I’m sorry.. I see how weird this is now- I’ll just-”

“No. It’s okay. You just caught me off guard. Your suits different now..”, you murmured the last bit, now noticing he’d gone back to the other version of his suit.

“Oh- yeah I just uhm.. I had to.. fix this one so.. I was using my other one..”, he lied. He didn’t have to tell you that his suit was made by Tony Stark and that he’d gotten it taken away and was only given it back today.

“So you do have two. That’s cool- and pretty smart. When one gets messed up, just use the other yeah?”

He nodded- you’d called him cool. Him- yeah, you’d said it about Peter maybe once or twice, but he’d never heard you say anything on Spider-Man. He now wondered why-

“Well, I’m fine, since you’re checking in. I’m in no need of saving, and you’re welcome for the patch up. You didn’t have to come out of your way for all this though. You’re a hero. I think just about anyone would patch you up if you needed.”

“Just about, though. Some people don’t really see me as a hero.”

You shrugged, “Some people are stupid. It’s unfortunate, but true.”

He found himself smiling beneath his mask. There went that little bit of sass that he adored so much. He almost forgot how much he missed it- he’d do anything to get that side of you back. It meant that you were comfortable around him, that you were on good terms. “I guess so.”

“So why are you really here?”, you asked, stepping back and motioning for him to follow.

He climbed into your room, pulling the curtains into place behind him, “Uh- well I..”, he debated for a moment. He could do this right here and now. He could pull off his mask, come clean, and hope you’d be understanding. He could- but he didn’t. “I have a friend.. a friend you might know.. at least I think. The-the way he described this girl- she sounded a lot like you..”

“A friend?”, you asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Yeah. I think- I think you know him.”

“What’s his name?”

Was he really going to do this? Was he really- “Peter.” Oh shit he did it-

“Parker?”, you questioned. When he nodded you looked surprised, “So he really does know Spider-Man.. I thought it was a joke- wait, what was he saying about me?”

You waited for him to tell you that it wasn’t anything good. Waited for what you’d been waiting for since you’d met him. For him to say that Peter wither no longer wanted to be your friend- or never really was at all. It wouldn’t be a surprise- even the best of people could be shallow and cruel. They could be sneaky- pretending to be your friend while talking about you behind your back. Getting to know you and your little secrets so they could spill it to the world and laugh at you- all because of your appearance. What a wonderful world to live in-

“He’s sorry.”

What? “Sorry? For what?”

“He told me that he was sorry for being such a shitty friend. That he wishes he’d taken you to Homecoming, and not someone else. I think.. I think he..”, he trailed off, fighting himself to say what he needed to say. If he couldn’t face you as Peter and say it, then he needed to say it like this. He’d burst if he held it in any longer. He swallowed hard before continuing, “I think he likes you..”

He watched you, taking in your reaction to what he’d just admitted to you. You were silent for what felt like forever. Unmoving and expressionless- and then you were laughing. Little spurts of giggles bubbling up from your chest- what was so funny? He’d just told you he- well, Peter, had feelings for you. Had he read you wrong? Did you really not like him the way he wanted you to- was he right this whole time?

“No he doesn’t. Trust me he doesn’t. I’m not his type-”

“Yes, you are.”

“No. I’m not. I’m the complete opposite-”

“How do you even know what his type is? Does anyone even have a type?”, his words came out in a frustrated rush. He didn’t like that you just dismissed his feelings like that- he knew you had good reason, but it still sucked.

“I’ve seen him drooling over the same girl for months, that’s how I know. I’m nothing like her. I’m not small or dainty or nice. I’m what you see right here-”

“Did you ever think that maybe he was staring after another girl because he thought you didn’t like him? That maybe you are like that other girl, but because you’re so mean to yourself, you can’t see it?”

You rolled your eyes, “You don’t know me. I’m nothing like her, and he doesn’t like me.”

“How do you know-”

“If he did, he’d tell me himself! He would’ve noticed how he hurt me when he ditched me! He would have said something, anything! He didn’t though. He still took her to Homecoming. He still used me as a back-up. He still likes her, not me. So drop it, and stop meddling in people’s personal lives.”

“You’re wrong.”

“Whatever, man.”

“You’re wrong.”, he says again, “You’ll see.”

Within that instant, he was gone. The only trace of him being a small little breeze coming from your window just after he ducked out of it. You were alone in your room once more, trying to piece together your thoughts. How could one little meeting turn to this? How did it seem like he was suddenly so close to you? Like he personally knew you? None of this made any sense. Why was this even happening to you?

“I think he likes you..”, he had said.

What bullshit-

Right?

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inoshishidoshi-a · 7 years ago

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Five Times ______ed ( whatever u want tbh asdfgh )

SEND “FIVE TIMES ______ED” FOR A DRABBLE OF 5 DIFFERENT TIMES OUR CHARACTERS… DID THAT.

First Time Kissed

She couldn’t remember how long Emil had been keeping an eye onher.Kagura hadn’t noticed straight away, but she was still quite young when she hadfirst realised he was following heraround. She was maybe about ten, still deluded in fantasies of marrying Kyo tomake him feel better about who he was and whathe was.The girl was fascinated by the looming mysterious figure that always lurkedaround a corner like a dog keeping an eye on some kind of prey until it wastime to pounce. He did eventually pounce, but not like a dog would for a boneor a cat. It was after Kagura found herself surrounded by piglets after anotherheavily emotional meeting with Kyo who was adamant that he didn’t even like Kagura, let alone be her actualboyfriend.The piglets were sniffing, prodding, almost knocking Kagura over, and it wasthe mysterious man who pulled her away and protected her. They were just pigs –and she would come to learn that it was because of the curse that they foundtheir way to her as a way to comforther… but still, that didn’t mean at that time she was uneasy and uncomfortable.As a thank you – she had blessed Emil with a kiss to the cheek, although shedid have to (with considerably force) pull him down to her height.

Second Time Kissed

Kagura was used to Emil being around. In fact she always waved andincluded him when she could (or when he would let her). She found himfascinating and interesting always sulking there keeping an eye on him. Shealways had to befriend everyone so assoon as she could she would be tugging and prodding at him with pleading eyes.She was fifteen now – teenage emotions and hormones raging through her body.Kyo didn’t seem to understand her, a boy of thirteen, he thought girls weregross. Kagura was determined though. However, she wasn’t around theorange-haired cat, (how could he disappear on her again) but she was goingshopping for resources. Isuzu had just movedin with Kagura and her mother and she wanted to do her best to show the horsethat she was always welcomed. So she dragged Emil with her to the shops (hey,he could carry her bags.)!“And, this one will be so cute, itlooks like Kyo’s hair-“ she would ramble on, aware that he couldn’t understandher - because of lack of hearing. She would pile the fabric on top of his arms,more and more and more. He wouldn’t be able to see soon enough. Ayame’s shop always had the best things in it forher making clothes and crafts like her cat plushes that she made in Kyo’simage.Yes, it was obvious by now that Kagura’s main goal of making things to makeIsuzu feel at home had gone out the window. But, man she had all the thingsdesigned, like cute throw pillow ideas for Isuzu’s room… and she thought shecould help her with some new clothes! Well, she was too distracted in thingsthat were orange. All these things near blocking Emil’s eyes.She chuckled, “thanks for coming with me.” She could understand why someonelike Emil would despise shopping. Shewould thank him with a kiss to the cheek. The girl was awfully affectionate –but taller this time, and she didn’t have to physically drag him to her level –all it took was her tippy toes!

Third Time Kissed

She should have realised way before now that Emil was only spending this time around her becauseshe was cursed. Kagura was eighteen now and Tohru Honda had just came into herlife… into Kyo and Yuki’s lives. It caused a ruckus around the main estate.Everyone was talking about it. Akito seemed to be a mix between furious butplacid. Emil wasn’t around looking after the boar as much. His attention was more on the cursed members outside theestate living with the dog. She had a feeling Akito was wanting a closer eyekept on Kyo and Yuki – and what was happening with Tohru.It actually disappointed Kagura. She hadbecome used to seeing Emil around. She had expected it. She had wanted it. Sheknew that he didn’t say much but he never had to. Just recently she had startedattending a private all-girl’s college and her course of study included herlearning sign language. Kagura had been super excited. She wanted to show offher new skills. (Even if she was still learning and made constant mistakes…)

Biting the bullet she finally found Emil nearby Kazuma’s dojo. Shewas attending the same days as Kyo was so that she could see the cat. Sheadored the cat – he was everything to her. But, when she saw Emil first a burstof happiness rose through the boar. She could show off now! Without thinkingshe lunged at the man, grabbing his hand and pulling him to face her.‘How are you?’ she pulled away fromEmil and signed something that she had just recently learned. It was an easyone she had found – so she knew she couldn’t make a mistake. She wanted to see hisface – hope it would light up. Still, maybe he wouldn’t find it as highly excitingas she did. He never did give away too much with his expressions anyway. Whenhe responded she did her best to interept. I’mfine? Was that it?She smiled, ‘I missed you’, she spokealoud as well as signed. Of course her hand-movements were sloppy, new to theability, but at least he could read her lips if she did mess up. Kagura hadbecome used to being affectionate with E V E R Y O N E as of late. It was herway of showing she was still around. (Especially as people had become moreinterested in Tohru.) So it really didn’t stop her from leaning up to press akiss to Emil’s jaw. She didn’t quite reach his cheek – toes not exactly proneto tip-toeing easily in her current shoes. But the jaw was fine. This was fine.It was just a sign of friendship, after all.

Fourth Time Kissed

Kagura was devastated. It hadn’t been that long since she had toldKyo the truth about her feelings. That she had only been chasing after him becauseshe pitied him. She had also told him the absolute truth about loving him. But she had to love him to let him go.It had been about a week now. The feelings became nothing but a dull numb.There was little she could do. The time passed by and all she could witness wasKyo becoming more and more headsover heels for Tohru. It destroyed Kagura, but she couldn’t let it be seen. Shewas rather bitter too, she wanted to destroy their budding romance. But, shecouldn’t. She wanted Kyo to be happy and that would not make him happy. Thatwould make him mad at her, even hate her, and honestly even though they hadn’t spoken… and she doubted he wouldcare to make time for her, she would rather leave things amicably than everhave Kyo hate her.Emil had found her when she returned to the main estate the day of theconfession. She told him that she was fine. She didn’t think he’d want to knowthe details. He didn’t seem to care too much – but that could just be outwardappearances. Kagura, had been crying. She could tell that because he noticedthe puffiness under her eyes that her mother would. (And she did.)But now that she was there, a week on, still reeling from the events, shecouldn’t stop herself from making probably another stupid mistake. She had just been… so lonely… and even if it wasn’tjust her he was around all the time.It felt like it. It felt like Emil had wanted to be there for her. Just a quick…moment… take her away from her feelings. Her hands found his hair, messy, she could only inwardly snort. Kagura wouldpull him down, physical contact wassomething that couldn’t occur thanks to this damn curse… but damn did it feel good to have another person against her hands.She would tilt up her head, press her lips to his. Just a moment – so she didn’thave to think. She didn’t know – would she think of the cat? Maybe, maybe not,he was too different from theteenager she had been craving for most of her life.Pretend, act, yes she could do that – she could pretend like nothing was wrong.That she was there – kissing Emil because she wanted him She was lonely, sheneeded someone to take that feeling away. She was prepared to use Emil for that. Not that he deservedit. Not that she deserved it. He would pull her away ; no, he knew that sheloved Kyo. He wouldn’t take advantage of the boar.

Fifth Time Kissed

The curse broke.Kagura was no longer plagued to transform into a boar when she was embraced bythe opposite sex. She had the opportunity to move on – she didn’t have to tryto weasel her way towards the men in her family who were also cursed because shecould get the affection that she desired out of them. Not that they ever gaveit to her.But, she had heard something that caused her distress. Emil wouldn’t be comingaround now? He was only employed to keep an eye on the zodiac children to makesure that they safe and sound and then he would report back to Akito. There waslittle need for him to do that now. And, she felt… anguish?This was so much more than what she felt with Kyo. She still loved Kyo, and itpained her to watch him with Tohru, but there was something about her formerbodyguard that seemed to cling to her whole being. Now things were different. Thingshad changed.When she found him she would have thrown something at him – she would havekicked him, punched him, but with the lack of the boar’s soul she found theinnate desire to be destructive dulled. Kagura, instead, pulled at Emil’s armand pulled him around. She then shovedhim backwards. The inner desire to be destructive gone, the soul of the boargone, but her strength still existed.The former boar signed, and muttered – ‘Idon’t want you to go.’ She was better, she had improved. Her classes werequick and fast and her signing was almost professional. It was necessary forher profession (but she almost had to hide the fact that she was doing it moreto communicate better with Emil.) She didn’t have to sign – please – because it was obvious andapparent in her eyes.“Please don’t go,” Kagura would grab his shoulders, pull him down to her,meeting her lips in a rough and passionate cliché. Her body would press againsthis, her hands clutching and clinging to him. As if he was her one hope of afuture where she didn’t want to curl up and die. She didn’t know where shewanted to go – she didn’t know what the future held – but she didn’t care. Allthat mattered was that moment and in that moment: all she wanted was Emil.It was a surprise to her, that after the last time, although so much time hadpassed, that he didn’t pull away. It took her to register that one artificialarm was wrapped around her waist and holding her to him. Even when their lipshad parted. “… stay…” she didn’t sign, it was a small whisper that he wouldnever hear – but it would give her inner peace. She needed someone by her sideand he had been there since as long as she could remember.

#amestrianbrat #w h o o p s /runs off

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