#ARRRGGHH IT HURTS SO BAD

[blushouyo]

ougghhh those alt storyboards for the sentinel prime execution

[wordsbythem]

Bloody Moon By: Chrisee Anne De Guzman

Dear anyone who reads and found this. Do not blame me or accuse me. This is a secret and I trust you. You better not never tell nobody but God.

 I lived at the town of Pandora. I am only child and my mother died for about three years ago. My father has an another wife already and I live with them since I have nowhere to go. My life has been a typical Cinderella story wherein the step mother and her daughters always hurt the main character. But my life is not fantasy. How I wish that my life is like Cinderella’s life that in the end it will be happy but it’s not. Let’s face the reality. My life is a mess andi t will be a mess forever because my mom is already gone.

  Phew…. Another tiring day. Maybe I should rest but…. My step mother knocks the door of my small room. She was so angry but I don’t know why. Psssh there’s nothing new. She’s always mad at me so I opened the door but what she did has really surprised me. She got all of my clothes, items, things and she threw it outside. I am not dumb so I got the meaning of what she did. I looked at my father, begging for help and telling that I’m innocent but he just ignored me.

From that day, I stand on my own and provide for myself. Yes it was so hard until I met this guy named Calyx. He helped me a lot and he introduced me to his friend, Alessandra. I worked at Alessandra’s house and luckily her family treated me as a member of it. They didn’t treated me as a maid or other person. Her parents sent me to school and loved me like their own kid. At school the competition between me and Alessandra has been developed. Alessandra always ranked first but me? I’m always second. I never had a chance to ranked first and I can’t stand out and beat Alessandra even though I’m doing my best. I even tried not to sleep justvto be better than her but I can’t.

  As I went home, I saw Alessandra and her mother. They are so sweet and ideal. I became so jealous. I missed my mom so much so I closed my eyes and reminisced the good old days when our family is still complete and mom is still around. I remembered what my mom told me when she’s still alive and my father’s promise to my mom that really caused my tears to fell down. “ Honey, I promised that I will take care of our only child, our princess even though you’re gone.”

After those words my mother smiled and then she closed her eyes. Doctors and nurses came to the room trying to revive my mom but she was gone. All she wanted is the assurance that nothing bad will happened to me but it seems that my father’s promise is now broke. I rushes into my room and called Calyx. After telling this to him, I cried a lot. He offers his back and shoulder for me to lean on and he hugged me the tightest it could ever be. And then he treated me. He wiped my tears away and we went to the nearest milk tea shop to bought some drinks “French Vanilla , XL 25% sugar level with tapioca pearls” we said in unison and we laughed. We have a lot of similarities and maybe that’s the reason why we are so close. So basically, Calyx became my stress reliever. The reason why I still manage to be happy and why I still go on despite of my dark days. Through time I learned to love him and I love him more even single second of my life. He even showed so many signs that he feels the same. Until one day, my phone vibrated. It was Calyx’s call  so I hurriedly picked up. The tone of his voice was so excited. “Hello pretty girl! How was your day? Get dressed. I’ll picked you up at 8pm. Something memorable will happen tonight and I will tell you something!” he said. I became so excited too telling to myself that this is it!!! Yes!!! I rushed to the bathroom, had a quick shower and I went to my closet and picked the most beautiful dress of mine. The shining, shimmering one that will make me look as a princess. I putted a little bit of make up on my face. I make it look more natural because to be honest, I’m already beautiful.

 “beep beep”. It was Calyx’s car. He’s already waiting for me. “Just a minute” I yelled and I took the last glance of myself to the mirror. When Calyx saw me, he became speechless. “ Wow, you looked beautiful tonight and as always.” He complimented me. I blushed but I didn’t show it to him. When we reached our destination, I became so amazed. It was so perfect and probably one of the best place that I’ve been. Calyx holds my hand and told me “I love you. When I saw you, I saw something more beautiful than the stars. You mean the world to me and I’ll never love you any less than I do, right after this second”. As he said those words and lines, my heart beated fast. I was so happy. “Will you be my girl?” he continued. I was about to say yes but I saw Alessandra. She came near to us and Calyx said “she’s already here”. I am so blank that time, asking him what was that but all left to me is confusion. “Uhmmm.. I thought you will ask or confess something to me? “ I said. “What? Wait” he replied. “I thought you love me!” I asked. “pssssh. It was only a practice. I just want you to be here on our special night because you are our bestfriend” he answered. After hearing that, my heart broke into a million pieces. I assumed too much. I thought he loves me too.

  Seeing the one that you love, happy with someone else is so painful but the pain is doubled when your love, fells inlove with your bestfriend. Arrrrrgghhh!! I hate you Alessandra! Such a traitor! How much ot will cost to be you? Arrrgghh. I ran as fast as I can but I bumped into a car. *bbooooggs* I thought it was the end bur instead of  myself dying for that, Alessandra died. Months later, I inspected what happened I also became a detective just to give her the justice. The person who’ve done it to her is really a kid of Satan!

Dear Diary,

   Deep down. Deep down… my evil side arised.

   Eversince, I was so insecure to her. She had everything that I always wanted and longing for. My mind has been poisoned. I am sorry. Until now , it was all mystery and left unsolved.

    To you who is currently reading this, I warned you at start. Whoever founds this book will be cursed and will be marked by the mark of death unless you will keep the secret of this book and never reveal forever until the end of your life!

[aworldoffandoms]

*SCREAMS*

I want to kick Drake in the nads so hard right now and then double his pain by giving him an uppercut to the jaw. I am so furious with him right now.

He's being a selfish, delusional prick and I've never hated him more. What kind of father just wants to fuck his plaything while convincing himself it's what he wants? While also ignoring his children? Ugh. This. Is. Fucked. Up.

UUUGGHH HE'S PISSING ME OF SO MUCH. HE'S AS DELUSIONAL AS KRYSTAL IS A LYING TWO-FACED ITCH-BAY (I just don't like her tbh)

I've never been this irrittated and frustrated so much in my life. I mean...what kind of man and father has the right to tell Jaela she's a bad mother, who doesn't give her the support she needs and blames their relationship problems on her (and her title) but then has the fucking gall to not keep in touch with his children and just spends his time fucking some chick? I just--

I am about to blow srlsy. Especially that last bit I mean *groans loudly in frustration* I can't believe he's too busy inside his stupid Crystal bubble to realise what he's doing is messed up and how he's justifying it is even worse but he's so caught up in it that he ignores his phone when it has something to do with his kids? Even worse...Jaela can be in fatal danger and he's just ARRRGGHH...

I hope Jaela can come out of this alive...if not for herself but for her kids. They need her. She's done too much for (despite her messed up personal life) Cordonia and for them, for her to give up now. Liam is gonna chuck a spaz when he finds out and I think Drake is gonna hurt when he does too and tbh...he deserves it. He needs to be knocked down a peg or two.

Chelsea...what are you doing to me? This is so bad but so good. I love and hate this. And, because I'm a masochist, I can't wait for the next one!

Remember The Happy : Autumn Blues, Part 28 [M]

Part 28 of Autumn Blues: Remember The Happy

Catch up: Part 1 of Autumn Blues (Prologue-20), Part 21: That’s Not All You Need, Part 22: Where We Go From Here, Part 23 :Demanding Every Inch, Part 24: We Don’t Deserve Them, Part 25: He Could Love Her, Part 26: Into The Darkness, Part 27: There’s Plenty More To Do is found on my Masterlist, in bio header.

Pairing: Liam x Jaela, Drake x Crystal

Word Count: 8,239

Rating: M

Warnings: Language, Mature Content Under the Cut

Song Accompaniments (in order): Lux Aeterna– Clint Mansell (Requiem For A Dream); Hurricane– 30 Seconds To Mars feat. Kayne West; Blood // Water– Grandson

Description: Shit hits the fan.

Author Note: Please don’t kill me. Masterlist is found on my blog bio.

@TheJuicyt.e.a: For once, we are speechless. #Cordonia

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“And… there,” Jaela whispers, hitting the period button with a flourish as she finishes her speech for the press conference today. Dawn’s barely breaking, but she had to get up early to do this. There wasn’t time to waste… and it’s not like she could sleep much, Lia never far from her in the king sized bed… even sniffling or waking up crying out for her. And Jaela held her, tight, rocking her back to sleep. But she seemed to be in a deep enough sleep when Jaela got up, laying on her back, face relaxed, even a little smile there. Hopefully she was dreaming of happy things, Lia deserved that.

Jaela pushes up her glasses and sighs, happily. This was done. More time to handle other business this morning with her charities and clinics and—

“Momma?” Lia pushes open the door and darts to her side, arms around her waist. “I— I thought you—”

“I’m here. You were sound asleep, I was going to wake you up soon,” Jaela comforts, standing up and leading Lia to the couch. Jaela leans against the arm and Lia curls up on her, head on her chest, eyes shut. Just like when she was a baby, wanting to be close to her. Jaela frowns, stroking her hair, rubbing her arm. “Lia, did you think something happened to me?”

She nods, and Jaela knows her heart is beating right under Lia’s ear. She liked to listen to it as a toddler. It always helped her fall asleep… and Lia could do for some more sleep before school. Jaela sighs, tired herself. “Lia… nothing will. I’m safe. You’re safe.”

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[tyranttortoise]

I'd love to see your interpretation of the queen Alphys neutral ending in the the Underswap au.

( *Thanks for this prompt, anon!  I’m a huge sucker for ending interpretations {I reallllllyyy want to do something with King Papyrus, but I’m not sure what!}, and I really never thought about Underswap!  )

*is anyone there?*well, i’ll just leave a message.*so…*it’s been a while.

Sans straightened his bandanna in the mirror and grinned big.  His battle body was as shiny as ever, as befitting of the Captain of the Royal Guard!  In celebration of his promotion, he had even coated the exterior with glitter, so he literally shined in the light.  The effect was pretty much the coolest thing ever when he did his rounds through Waterfall, which had become his primary base.  Snowdin’s puzzles were left to be calibrated by his brother, but Sans sometimes worried that they were being left in complete disarray.  

His bright smile faltered a little around the edges.  Well, even if they were being left uncalibrated… that was fine.  After all, he didn’t agree with the new empress’s stance on humanity.  The species as a whole couldn’t be defined by one human!  That was wrong!

*the king returned, and attempted to resume ruling the underground.*he instated a new policy…*all the humans who fall here will be treated not as enemies…*but as friends.*but people REALLY didn’t like that policy. *because of you, not only was the queen gone…*but the human souls had gone missing as well…*along with the lives of countless citizens.*nobody wanted to see that happen ever again.

Not all the monsters shared Sans’s views on humanity, however.  He’d had the opportunity to capture the human that had come through the Underground, but he had failed.  They had become his friend, and he couldn’t do that to them!  Even if he’d gotten a bit of backlash, even if some of the monsters ripped down the Christmas lights on his house and smashed a window, he stood by his choice.

Especially now that he knew what happened to humans that were captured and taken to the Capital.

But that hadn’t stopped the vandalism from hurting him, and while he’d never admit it out loud, he had cried himself to sleep for weeks afterward.  Papyrus fixed the window and the lights, and there had been no further vandalism or remarks toward Sans, but the damage had been done.

His promotion didn’t receive any protests, and the Guard Dogs didn’t question his orders.  At least they were loyal to a fault.  

*so the people started a rebellion to overthrow the king.*alphys spearheaded the revolution, of course.*she was pretty mad after what happened to toriel.*she threw the king out of the castle with all her strength.*then she became the empress of the underground…*and banished the king back to the ruins.

At first, Sans was excited about his promotion.  After all, everything he had ever wanted had just come true!  As Captain, he was guaranteed friends, adoration, showering in kisses every morning!  Yes, it was all going to be his!  

But.. it just felt so hollow, knowing that the human was gone like that.  

Why had they killed so many monsters?  Sans.. couldn’t believe it. There had to be some kind of misunderstanding!  He defended them with every breath he had, even when Alphys got super pissed off and actually swung her battle ax toward him.  Surprisingly, it had been Papyrus that blocked the attack with a wall of bones.  Sans had never even seen him fight, so he hadn’t expected Papy to step up like that, or to stare down Alphys that hard.  The moment had felt electric, and Papyrus’s grin looked..

Terrifying.

And the glare Alphys gave both of them was filled with hate.  Still, days later, she summoned Sans to the Capital and promoted him to Captain of the Royal Guard.  He was excited at the time, but after he.. after he discovered the truth about SOULs and the humans, well..

He didn’t want to do it anymore.  

Alphys, however, had become too terrifying to refuse.. too filled with absolute hate and a need for vengeance.  Sans missed his friend that would make tacos with him and suplex boulders while he ran laps around the Dump.  

*seems like alphys’s…*hmmm…*even more vehement about destroying humanity than TORIEL.

Undyne went missing after Alphys became empress.  

Sans tried to check on her at the Lab on his way to the Capital one day, but it was locked tight.  He asked Papy to check on her because he knew how close Undyne and Alphys were, and how they (along with Sans) had plenty of anime movie marathons back when Friday nights were taco party nights.  Papyrus couldn’t even find her, not even when he used some weird back door to get into the Lab.  Sans had no idea how Papyrus knew about it, and when pressed, all his brother did was shrug and claim it was a “lucky guess.”  

Napstaton still did his shows, and Sans recorded each and every one of them and bought every new CD that came out.  All of his songs were still upbeat, and nothing had really changed.. although, he did ask Sans if he’d seen Undyne in the Dump during his patrols.  Sans was a little bit star-struck by the encounter and forgot to get his autograph, unfortunately.

Monsters rallied behind the new empress, calling for the barrier to be broken and humans to pay.  The entire Underground felt charged now, like they were right on the cusp of something.  Sans was too unnerved to ask Papyrus about it–although his brother seemed to be more on-edge than usual, himself.  He wasn’t sleeping during the night and he was never at his post anymore.  

Was he at Muffet’s, or..?

*but hey!*it’s not all bad! *asgore’s not so lonely anymore.*i go and visit him…*and bring him books from the library, or play games…

Sans went around the side of their house and stood outside Papyrus’s basement.  He tried the doorknob, but it was locked.  "PAPY?“  He could hear the low baritone of his brother’s voice as he spoke on the other side.  "WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO?”

There was a pause.

“oh, nobody.”

“OH, COOL.  TELL THEM I SAY HI!!!”  Sans grinned, rocking up onto his toes in the snow.  Then, he wiggled the doorknob again.  "ARE YOU COMING?  I THOUGHT I MIGHT START MY SHIFT IN THE WOODS TODAY.. WITH YOU.“  He fidgeted with his gloves.  Ever since taking the Captain position, he hadn’t seen much of his brother, and well..

He missed him.

*sans says hi.*well, i hope things are better where you are.*later.

Papyrus stuck his phone into his pocket and picked up the photo album he’d been flipping through on his desk.  There were several pictures of people he didn’t recognize (*don’t forget), and more than a few of the human.. and all of them standing with the sun shining behind them.  

He stuck a cigarette between his teeth, dumped the album into a drawer with a satisfying metallic clunk, and then slammed it shut.  He took a shortcut outside, appearing behind Sans and taking a long drag from his cigarette.  His brother jerked, whirling around and pressing his back to the door.  

“PAPY!  DON’T SCARE ME LIKE THAT!”

“what?  did that..”  He smirked, blowing smoke into the air.  ”rattle you?“

“ARRRGGHH, NEVER MIND!  I’M GOING TO WATERFALL!”

“heh, just tryin’ to get under your skin, bro.”  Sans groaned loudly, but his protests were empty and Papyrus knew it.  "so you wanna start your patrol in snowdin, huh?“

“Y..YEAH, IT’S JUST THAT WE.. UM, EVER SINCE OUR PATROLS ARE IN DIFFERENT STATIONS, WE HAVEN’T..”  Sans actually looked a little bit embarrassed, but admitting that he missed his brother out loud felt like such a babybones thing to say.  

Papyrus just grinned, shrugging a shoulder.  "well.. if you wanna ditch your shift and play some board games, i know just the place.“  

Sans frowned at the mention of ditching, but..

He really hated his job.

“IS THAT WHERE YOU’VE BEEN SLACKING?”

Papyrus nodded, already walking away.  Sans hurried to follow.  

“yep.  but you’re going to have to know a good knock knock joke to get in.”

“WHAT?  WHY?”

Another shrug.  "that’s the rule.“

"UGH, BUT I HATE KNOCK KNOCK JOKES!”

“heh, can’t say the same.  i a-door ‘em.”  

Sans groaned even louder and pretended to chase Papyrus, trying to kick him.  Papyrus was surprisingly good at dodging.. and Sans couldn’t help but smile.  Even if he had lost so much–his friendship with the human and Alphys, and his blissful ignorance over just what the price of their freedom would be–his brother would always be a constant in his life.

And right now, his puns were constantly infuriating.  

[theimitation-blog1]

ASMR Amnesia Script

I am a massive lover of ASMR videos, and in particular the Yandere roleplay videos that you may have come across. As such I got curious and thought about writing a script for such a video and figured since I now have a tumblr I might as well share it. The script is written with the intention of being performed by a female, however the dialogue is intended to be gender neutral while still maintaining a romantic intent. Of course with a few edits you can make it capable of being performed for  and aimed at anyone.

ASMR Performer = P

Viewer/Amnesiac = V

P: No. No. Nonononononono!

V: [uuuuuhhh......Wha....]

P: Sorry, I’m sorry. Please be okay! Please be okay! Please be okay!

V:[What.....what is ha- arrrgghh! My head]

P: Darling are you alright? I’m so sorry, please don’t move too much you-

The Viewer pulls their hand away from their head and looks at their palm. Upon noticing the fresh blood upon it the being to freak out and start screaming hysterically

P: No, no. Shhhhh, shhhhh. Calm down darling, calm down, Your head took a nasty blow so please don’t move so much.

The Performer approaches the frightened Viewer and out stretches their arms to them, beckoning them into their embrace.

P: Come here. Let me have a look at that wound of yours.

The Viewer beings to calm down and draws closer to the Performer before being gently pulled to their chest with their arms cradling their head.

P: There, there. That’s it calm down. You’re okay now, I’m here, I’ll look after you. Now let me get a good look at your head. Oh my, you are bleeding quite a bit. Stay right there, I’ll be right back with some bandages and medicine to help with the pain. Okay, just stay right there.

The Performer leaves the room for a brief moment before returning  with a first aid box.

P: I’m back, now lets get you nice and wrapped up.

They begin to bandage up the Viewers head, making extra care with their application.

P:There we are. You seem much better now, have you calmed ll the way down for me?

The viewer looks at the performer with a slightly confused, blank stare.

P: Darling? What’s wrong? Are you still in pain, do you need more medicine!?

V: [Look, I am really sorry if this is incredibly rude of me to ask, but; who are you?

P: Huh? What are you talking about silly, I just went over introductions an ho(ur)-........

The Performer’s voice trails off as they pause, beginning to grasp the nature of the situation.

P: Darling. Darling tell me what is your name?

V: [Huh?]

P: Your name, what’s you name silly?

V[Name? I-I.....I’m not coming up with anything. I can’t remember it.]

The Performer takes another moment of pause to consider the situation. A devious grin being to over take their face as the inch just a bit closer to the viewer.

P: Heyyyy~~. Darling, do you remember a girl.

V: [A girl?]

P: Yes, a girl. You’ve know her for a while, and even started going out recently, remember?

V:[Well, that sounds great, but no. I’m drawing a blank. I’m sorry.]

The Performers grin being to grow even wider, barely being hidden from the Viewer.

P: You must of really hurt your head really bad.......don’t you remember anyone or anything that’s happened to you?

V:[It’s just...fuzzy. I can’t focus hard enough to form a full picture. But you mentioned a girl?]

P: That girl! Yeah, I did mention that.....

V:[ That might be a good place to start, she’s probably wondering what happened to me]

The Performers eyes widen rapidly and they rush closer to the Viewer.

P: NO! That’s.....That’s so mean of you, Darling. How could you forget about me like that. After all the time we’ve spent together

V[You?]

P: Yes, me. Oh you really don’t remember anything do you. Oh my poor darling, you must be oh so confused. Don’t worry, I’ll remind you of everything you need to know about our relationship.

V[O-okay]

P: Now, lets see...Umm. How about our first date? It was winter and we were going through the town center, and the ice ring was open. You said we should give it a try, since neither of us had ever ice skated before. You were a bit uncoordinated a first, but then you got the hang of it.

V:[Yeah, an Ice Ring. I remember something like that]

P: You remember the ice ring. Yes, good good, and anything else?

V:[I was with someone, they fell over....]

The Performer beings to cheer in excitement and happiness

P: Yes! Oh my darling, yes, that’s it you remember me. I fell over when I first got on the ring, and you came and lifted me up so easily. This is wonderful darling, soon you’ll remember me and all the love we’ve shared together. 

V:[But, their hair was....]

P: What, their hair. Oh! That must of......that must of been because of the hat I was wearing. You might of got the colors confused because of that!

V:[A hat, no.....no I’m sure there wasn’t- arrrgghh my head]

P: Ah, Darling! Please, remember you took a nasty bump. You don’t need to over exert yourself. I’m sure all our memories together will come back in time. For now you just need rest up here with me. We can take as long as we need to take for you to recover.

V[I-I guess, yeah.]

P: Right? Good, now the best thing to help the recovery process is nice home cooked meal. I’ve been really practicing, so i’ll go and make you something you’ll love, okay my darling. Just rest up there and I’ll go get started.

The Performer exits the room, leaving the Viewer to ponder over their still hazy and disoriented memories. While waiting they see a smart phone laying on a countertop. They go to pick up the phone, hoping that it may help they recover more about themselves. As they go to unlock the phone the Performer returns.

P:Oh Darling, I forgot to give you some pillows and a blanket to help you re(st)-

The Performer sees the viewer with the phone and immediately rushes them. heir still damaged mind leaves them unable to react and the Performer swiftly takes the phone from them.

P:What were you doing with this. I knew I forgot to take your phone. i can’t believe I nearly made such a silly mistake.

V:[What? What do you mean my phone?]

P: Oh, your phone.....Yeah, this is yours. I was just looking after it for you....

V:[Looking after it? Look just give me back my phone, okay? It might help me remember more things.]

P: No. No. No, I won’t. I can’t give it back to you. I don’t want to give it back to you.

V[Don’t want to? Stop being silly and just give back to me]

P: No, I said I won’t give it back. I-I-I want to.....

V:[Want to what?]

P: You don’t remember anyone else, do you? I’m the only person in the world you know right now. I’m all you have. Outside of me you don’t remember anything about the world or the people in it. I know it’s selfish, and you may hate me for it but.....Just for a while, just as few days. I want to stay the only person you know. I just want it to be me and you, together with no other distractions. I know you want to recover your memories, but that can wait for just a little bit, right?

V:[I.......yeah, I guess there is no worry]

P:YES! oh yes, yes, yes. Thank you darling. I love you so much. It’ll just be you and me for. All alone together. Thank you. Oh! Ummm....if you accept my request I’m going to keep your phone with me, okay?

V[Sure,for a bit]

P: Yes, thank you darling.

After a brief silence between the two the Performer beings to speak again.

P: Say, I know your old memories are really foggy and all. But, rather than focusing on old ones how about we start making some new ones instead.

V[Yeah, I’d like that]

P: Perfect! Oh, but first I need go make dinner. Oh my, our first new memory will be a romantic home cooked meal together. I’m so excited. And after that we can do a bunch more stuff together. [Giggles] I’ll make sure you never forget me, no matter what happens.

The End.

So there you have it, just a brief idea I came up with while thinking about AMSR roleplays. I primarily imitated the dialogue and feel from FallenShadows and CapitailASMR’s yandere videos, which if you are a fan of such things you should check out their channels. Feel free to use this script however you please is you like it, just throw me a mention if you use it in anyway. Anyway happy tingles.