#ANYWAYS. I WENT CRAZY AND STUPID AND DID THIS IN TWO GOS WOOOOOOO

[arcdiris]

We cannot remain as we once were

[survivorsentinelislands]

EPISODE 12: SO TODAY IS THE DAY I MAKE MY #MOVE ~Daisy

I hate this challenge. It's been 2 hours and 35 minutes and I’M STILL CHUGGING ALONG. GODDDD! I'm so bored, I hate this challenge. Even writing this confessional is annoying because I have to stop every minute but like I have nothing better to do and I get to practice how fast I can type. Woo. Anyways, I really want to win this immunity but also I'm afraid that if I start winning people will be like 'oh shit immunity threat, let's get her.' I'm so close to the end I can taste it and I really don't want to screw it up. Ned, Daisy, and I are in this final 3 that we've been part of for like a really long time. I talked to Ned to make sure that he wants to bring her and he says that he thinks it'd be our best bet and why not since we've had the F3 for so long? I agree with him. I feel like Ned and I are battling it out between each other no matter who we take to the end so it doesn't matter who we take and since Daisy is the only one we've ever actually confirmed an F3 with we mind as well take her. So yeah that's what we want to do once it gets down to it but first we need to make it through the next two votes before we can do that. If Daisy is really with us, all we really need is to make it through this tribal council because then we'll have a 3-2 numbers advantage. But I really doubt that Josh and Keegan would get together? I could be totally wrong but I don't know. That's assuming that we take out Carson next. Ned and I talked about the order going Carson, Josh, then Keegan. That's fine by me. I just wanna make sure that Daisy isn't gunna leave us behind for Josh. Those two are super close and I really would have liked him to go out last round but fucking Alex had to just self-vote and not answer anyone hflkfjlkdas

If anything does start go crazy or whatever or I think that someone is turning on Ned and I, I do still have my idol. The problem with it is that it wouldn't actually protect us but if one of us has immunity and I know someone is flipping on us then I could play it. Everyone would have to draw rocks so it would nullify their votes for Ned or I and then everyone would be at risk besides whoever has immunity. It would give us either a 1 in 5 or a 1 in 4 chance of going home instead of definitely going home from the votes. But if something like that doesn't happen then I am 100% not playing it. Don't get me wrong, I'm so glad that I found it even if I don't play it because I wouldn't trust ANYONE ELSE besides myself with this idol.

I'm really hoping that I win this immunity because I'm driving myself nuts. I'm almost at 3 hours and I'm trying to decide if I want to call it quits then or go for 4 hours. I'm just so bored out of my mind and honestly writing this confessional has been so hard because I keep losing my train of thought because of this stupid fucking alarm. I also want to win because of the whole winning immunity and not getting voted out. Plus right now the only immunity I've won was during the blind round and I'm the only one who knows that I won so this would be one more thing I can say if I get to the end. I know I still have a little ways to go but I feel really good about my chances if I do go. I know there are some votes that I 100% wouldn't get but I think there also some that I would get. Plus I think I would have a really good case if I made it because honestly this merge, I did that. I really did. I just really hope that I get the chance to make my case and I don't get screwed over. Ned said he think the people most likely to flip on us would be Carson or Josh but frankly I could see Keegan flipping on us, too. Josh would only flip on us if Daisy flipped. But Keegan is definitely smart enough to know he probably can't take Ned or I to the end, right? And Carson and I have barely talked like AT ALL! I should really do that because we're in 2 games together and we don't talk for either. How awkward. He also just came for me in the other one so I'm hoping he isn't planning on doing it here, too.

I won immunity! Endurance challenges are my forte, no autographs, sorry. Almost six hours of posting every minute. I went three hours longer than anyone else!

And right down to business, as soon as the results were posted I had Daisy and Ned asking me which way to vote at tribal.

Daisy is really pushing for Sam, she thinks Sam and Ned are a really tight duo who would dominate the game if they were to get any farther. I have no doubts that they talk frequently. Honestly, I would prefer it if the vote was for Ned, I'm not as close to him as I am Sam.

The decision here is do I stick with my loyalties, or do I flip and potentially have an easier time at final tribal? At this point, I'm not even sure if I'd have an easier time at FTC against Daisy. She's been playing a strong game.

I'll see what Sam and Ned say about tribal, and then I'll decide which way to go.

Alternatively, if the plan is for Daisy and Josh to vote Sam, Sam and Ned to vote Carson and Carson to vote Josh, I could use my double vote to vote Daisy or Ned and force a tie. But that's kind of a crazy plan that might not work out in my favour.

i really flopped at that challenge, huh?

i always get such a weird vibe in this game and i HATE it but whatever, i can just hope i stay, bc all i was told was josh

I just told Sam that Daisy is gunning for her.

Having immunity is great because no matter what happens, I can't be voted out tonight.

Drama!

Whew. So today is the day I make my #move. I really hope this pays off. I really hope I can trust Keegan. Because if he flipped on me, I'll probably go home tonight. There are three possibilities for who could go home tonight. It could go my way, and everyone could do what they promised me they would, and Sam will go home. Or Keegan could flip on me, and they could all vote for me instead. Or, Sam and Ned could decide to vote for Josh and including Carson's vote for Josh he could go home. The first two scenarios are the most likely, in my opinion. I really hope this goes my way.

Wooooooo I'm prob not going woohoo. JK u never know but the plan I heard was to vote Sam so I'm going with it

Who's left in this game? Daisy's a snake. She needs to be destroyed immediately. Sssssssssssss. Keegan, Sam, Keegan's extra vote, and I are voting Daisy. She is not a delicate flower like her name suggests. She is a poisonous man-eating flower with a petal named Josh that does whatever she wants. Also, Carson lied to us about voting Josh during the blind round. HOWEVER, Sam and I are thinking about taking him to the end just because he's a massive goat. Ned out.

I was robbed