#ANYWAY sorry if i dont complain abt how dogshit awful i feel im gonna snap. having to pretend im fine at work like this is ๐
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made it to lunch without throwing up or killing myself at work can I get a hell yeah
jesus christ I look peaky
#I ALMOST threw up on the bus the motion sickness was crazy.. not looking forward to doing that on the way home#this nausea is a whole new fucking tier of hell i havent felt this crap since i had labyrinthitis. dizzy as shit and weird vision#im getting thru it by pretending im still playing soma and its like the side effect when the wau is close by#also the tinnitis.... im 1 step away from having auditory hallucinations. if the comedown is this bad from just a single day low dose-#i think deciding not to continue this one is probably for the best bc i cant ever intentionally go thru this again man#ppl w medicated adhd gods strongest soldiers fr#it would probably be more tolerable if id been able to sleep at all. also it probably isnt so bad for other ppl bc my tolerance for-#nausea is so low like the bar is ankle height. i developed crazy emetophobia after having labyrinthitis for a straight month#and even the idea of nausea is enough to give me a panic attack sometimes. clinging on tho what can u do.#glad i came into work bc id be losing my mind if i called in sick. at least theyre giving me tasks to distract me here#ANYWAY sorry if i dont complain abt how dogshit awful i feel im gonna snap. having to pretend im fine at work like this is ๐#itll pass. five hours til im home and can shower and eat a slice of bread and go to fucking SLEEP hopefully#.diaries#i hope to fucking god yall are having a better monday than this ๐ซก
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