#ANYWAY sjksjskjs

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also i don't want to be taken as a joke or made fun of which i kind of feel like i will be if i approach them

like- this is not insecurity. it's genuine facts that our classmates will be gossiping like there's no tomorrow because that's just how they are, fast with their minds and brains and talks.

i also feel like it wouldn't be worth it. i know they were staring at me but- i'm afraid?

ok so there friend group is like- people good at studies who also party a lot and drink and stuff (i don't know the details) and anyone who can look at me or hear me can tell at the very first glance or sound that i am. hmm. utterly opposite of that. (opposites attract much? geez)

i'm afraid of getting hurt and regretting my actions later. that's just it. i'm afraid.

i'm afraid that making the first move will make me seem vulnerable.

also, my first and sort of recent attempt at being in a relationship crashed badly. i'm hesitant to try again.

well my advice is to just go for it. live everyyday with the motto of yolo, because who cares if this doesnt work out or if ppl gossip about you? theres so much in this world to see and explore and feel and sjksjskjs you cant let one experience stop you from living your life to the fulllest

however, it depends on what you think and want to do. personally id just talk to them and become friends (wise words from someone who took a year to tell her crush she liked him but we dont talk about that ahem-)

being vulnerable isnt a fault and its not something to hide. we're all human ans sensitive and so what if they judge you? lifes too short to be overhtinking about that

anyway, do what your heart wants bud. just remember, its better to regret something youve done rather than regret something you didnt (thats my philosophy- and its worked)

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[maindancersungjin]

i was tagged by @floralgoblin to make this! ty! i guess ill tag @haecnan n @lavisass

[fairycore-gyu]

𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒌𝒊𝒅𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏: 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒔/𝒐 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

a/n: i realised half way through this that each one is basically an imagine (¤﹏¤) but enjoy! also this is my first time posting my writes!

bang chan

first,,,, i feel like chan would kiss you in a really cute, romantic way

idk maybe i’m wrong but like i get this romantic vibe about chan that could only come out with his s/o

i also feel like he would kiss you around like the second or third date??

cuz he would want to be sure that’s what his s/o wants

you and chan had finished eating your dinner you had made and were cuddling while watching frozen (i think he would love to watch disney movies w his s/o,, just sayin)

the scene with hans and anna dancing and singing ‘love is an open door’ came on and he jumped off the couch and held his hand out to you for you to take 

you looked at him with wide eyes 

“seriously?” you said giggling 

he nodded grabbing your hand and pulling you up 

you laughed as he wrapped his arms around your waist dancing around the room 

the song came to an end and your laughter settled when he pulled you closer,, and looked down at your lips 

you bit down on your lip letting air escape your mouth but before you knew it, he caught your breath and his lips were on yours 

minho

depending on the mood, minho can be a 100% goof

so when it comes to kissing you, it will probably be quick and sloppy because he’ll be making you laugh or the other way around

you and minho were sitting on you phones playing kart rider waiting for hyunjin to finish his vlive so you all could get something to eat

you had finished your last round but you saw minho was still invested in the game so you bumped his arm making it fall out of his hand

“yahhh, i was winning!” he whined

you crossed your arms pouting, “yea well your not paying attention to me!”

you saw a smirk form on his lips out of the corner of your eye

“NO-” you knew you were in for it 

before you could even finish he launched into kissing ur face everywhere until he stopped right in front of your lips

you were recovering from sudden affection but you were forced to stop when he smashed his lips onto yours

but only for a sec

“is that enough affection for you?” he said grinning,,,

changbin

 for binnie he would kiss you fairly quickly after you he confessed to you but being the busy boy he is, it would be maybe a week or 2

lately, he had been very busy writing lyrics for new songs that you both haven’t had a lot of time together

he was working on his music in the studio when you peeked your head through the door

his eyes were drooping and his head rested on the palm of his hand slowly beginning to drift off 

as you gently knocked on the door gently his head quickly turned to see you

he smiled twisting the chair around motioning to come sit on his lap

you sat down pushing his hair out of his face and smiling

he wrapped both arms around your waist bringing you close enough to feel his breath fan across your lips

“you’re tired babe,,, you should go to bed” you said breaking the silence

he smiled at your words and looked down at your lips and then looked up to your eyes for confirmation

you could barely smile before his lips softly pressed against yours and you could feel him smile in the slightest way 

hyunjin

for jinnie he would kiss you probably on the first proper date you would have 

i see him taking you to a cute coffee shop and buying you an iced coffee and you both sharing a croissant because we know hyunjin and aesthetics 

anyway

you both finished the croissant that you shared and he took your hand in his as you walked the streets of Seoul laughing and talking

“no hyunjin, it wasn’t me who said it, it was jisung!” you said giggling

“yea sureee” he said leaning down to take a sip of your coffee 

you turned your head in shock

“yah!”

before you could could say anything he yanked your hand so that you stopped and were facing him

he was grinning before he leaned down pulling you closer as he pressed his curled lips against yours

he pulled away grinning “yea, it was definitely you who said it.”

you were too surprised to say anything as your cheeks turned pink so you just turned and started walking as he started to swing your hands

jisung 

jisung is so passionate in everything and kissing would be no different 

his first kiss with his s/o would 100% be intense

you and jisung were on a mini date at the arcade while the rest of the boys went to eat dinner,,,

“yah, you’re cheating! you can’t do that!” you whined

“what are you talking about, i’m playing the game?” he said nonchalantly as he took own of your basketballs 

“you’re taking my basketballs and using them for your game, how is that ‘no cheating?’” you asked sarcastically

you heard the timer buzz on the game as he turned to look at you with a cheeky smile 

“if you woulda just went along with it instead of yelling at me you would’ve won,” he stated 

you rolled your eyes turning away from him 

he reached out to grab your hand pulling your body flush with his

your cheeks immediately were dusted pink 

“what can i do to make it up to, huh?” he said locking your eyes with his 

his soft lips were on yours before you could say anything 

you pulled away quickly 

“jisung, there are people everywhere”, you whispered

he answered you by kissing you harder,, leaving you speechless 

felix

for felix, i think he would think a lot about how and when his first kiss with you would be 

but we’re talking about lee felix so that plan would probably go right down the drain sjsksjk 

you had both decided to make vanilla cake just because you we bored 

you blasted the music through while you baked as you sang and danced making eachother laugh hysterically 

as you were pouring mix in the mixer, felix turned the mixer on high making the powder go everywhere

“FELIX WHY DID YOU DO THAT?” you laughed wiping the powder from your face

“i didn’t think it would go everywhere!” he said laughing 

he grabbed a towel and gently started wiping your face

your laughter had settled when you noticed how close you guys were 

at some point you had backed up into the counter

you were trapped with felix only a few inches away from your face 

he stepped a little closer, forcing you to look up at him 

before you had time to think he leaned in pressing his lips against yours 

he pulled away looking down 

you smiled brightly and leaned over to grab some powder from the bowl and flicked it as his face 

but before you squirm out of his arms he grabbed your waist pulling you in for a longer, deeper kiss

sorry his was longer,, what do you expect,,, hes my bias sjksjskjs

seungmin

our puppy uwu

i feel like he would kinda just let it happen when it happened

seungmin knew english very well and since you were still in the process of learning korean he decided to help you since it was his day off

“no, no, y/n, it’s not like ‘n’, it’s like ‘ng’” he said 

“ahh ok, i got it,” you said looking back at your notebook 

“no, say it, i’ll see if you got it” he said, laughing

“agh, fine,” you said rolling your eyes 

“ng, ng, ng” you emphasised 

“yes! that was perfect,” he said 

he squished your cheeks making your lips pucker 

“you’re so cute!” he smiled leaning in to peck your lips 

after he kissed you he quickly leaned back removing his hands from your face

he laughed nervously scratching the back of his neck

you saw his reaction and grabbed his hands 

he looked you in the eyes and you quickly pecked his lips 

you pulled back blushing like crazy 

he smiled brightly pulling out the flashcards

this is really just a bunch little pecks but what do you expect from our puppy uwu

jeongin

lastly our baby jeongin,,,,,（＊＾Ｕ＾）人（≧Ｖ≦＊）/ 

i feel like jeongin would kinda just let it happen when it happened like seungmin 

i also feel like he would wait to kiss you until you were a little more comfortable in the relationship

like hyunjin, he would kiss you on a date

he had set up a picnic for you both at a park near your house 

you were both young and innocent so a lot of the dates you went on were cliche which the rest of the boys made fun of him for but he loved it 

you ate and laughed enjoying every moment you had together

you leaned back on your back looking up at the clouds

he laid down next to you grabbing your hand turning his head to look at you

after awhile he leaned up on hand looking down 

“where’s one place you’ve always wanted to go?” he questioned

you turned your head to look at him 

you wanted to question why he was asking that but you just decided to answer

“honestly there’s really no specific place but i’ve always wanted go to venice, italy; everything there is absolutely beautiful: the building are colorful, there’s water taxis that take you through the whole town, and most importantly... the pizza” you said giggling 

he looked at you with amazement as he quickly leaned down pressing his lips to yours 

“can i be there?” he asks

“of course, i wouldn’t go without you”

i’m tagging @kesmonsterwrites because she inspired me to start writing! hopefully you like it! (╯3╰)