#ANYWAY right after her arrival theres a school holiday so i know my sleep is gonna be even worse w my upstairs neighbours rip
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The way my sister's arrival here is still over two weeks off but the nightmares are back already. I KNOW im gonna be in the fucking trenches
#all i want is a prayer circle she WILL as she said only be here for three weeks and then fuck right off again#thats shes not just gonna arrive here dump her shit at my moms and be like surprise......im not leaving again no backsies#apparently her life is turning to shit in every way possible and shes been pretty deep so my mom has said like#if youre actually suicidal id rather have you come home and rebuild your life again from here instead of being dead#and im like wow thats heavy @my mom i understand you saying that.#but also. shes ruined things here so badly no one actually wants her here again so it's like. my mom already has too much going on.#the cancer has improved her mood and energy is better and to think my sister would come here and be that burden again. absolutely not.#very much a make your bed and lie in it type of situation. youve burned all these bridges. do us a favour for once and maybe stay gone tf#ANYWAY right after her arrival theres a school holiday so i know my sleep is gonna be even worse w my upstairs neighbours rip#the week after the school holiday is my week off though. i NEED to look into quiet nature stays and get tf out of here somewhere safe#she doesnt have my address my mom doesnt keep it written down either but the knowledge there'd be some miles between us....yeah.....
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